NARRATIVE OF A SHIPWRECK.
ON the 17th of November, 1780, I embarked on board the St. Lawrence brigantine, then lying in the bason of Quebec, and bound to New-York, being charged with dispatches from General Haldimand, commander in chief in that province, to Sir Henry Clinton. The same day, on receiving our sailing orders, we weighed anchor, and dropped down to the harbour called Patrick's Hole, in the island of Orleans, in company with a schooner bound to the same port, on board of which was an Ensign,
[Page 6] Drummond, of the
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th regiment, with duplicates of General Haldimand's dispatches. In this place, we were detained six days by a contrary wind: at the expiration of which time, the frost had sat in with prodigious severity; and the ice was forming fast in all parts of the river. Had the wind continued unfair for a few days longer, we should have been entirely blocked up by it, and had happily escaped the calamities which afterward befel us.
On the 24th, the wind being fair, we got under way, and proceeded down the river St. Lawrence, as far as the Brandy-Pots; islands so called, about forty leagues from Quebec. At this place; the wind veered about to the northeast, which obliged us again to anchor. The weather continued intensely cold; and the vessel being leaky, made so much water, as to render it necessary to keep one pump continually going. A change of wind soon after enabled us to proceed on our voyage, and to make the island of Anticoste, which is at the mouth of the river St. Lawrence; when the wind coming round again to the eastward, we were obliged to beat off and on, between this island and Cape Roziere for four days; our vessel at the same time increasing her leaks to such a degree, that we were under the necessity of rigging the other pump, and of keeping them both constantly at work. Being now in a higher latitude, the severity of the cold had increased in proportion, and the ice began to form so fast about the ship, as to alarm us exceedingly, lest we should be entirely surrounded
[Page 7] by it; which we only prevented, by cutting and breaking vast quantities of the ice from her sides. To this task, with that of keeping the pumps at work, the crew, together with the passengers, were scarcely equal; only nineteen persons being on board, of whom six were passengers, and the remainder very indifferent seamen. As for the master, from whom, in the present emergency we might have expected some degree of exertion, instead of attending to his duty, and the preservation of his ship, he remained continually in a state of intoxication in his cabin.
On the 29
th the wind came round to the north-west, and we proceeded down the gulf of St. Lawrence, with two feet water in the ship's hold. The wind kept gradually increasing till the 1
st of December, when it blew a perfect gale from the north-west quarter; and the ship's crew being now almost overcome with cold and fatigue, seeing no prospect of gaining upon the leak, the water having already increased to four feet in the hold, nor a possibility of making any port, they came to the resolution of working no longer at the pumps; which was unanimously agreed to, by all the foremast-men. They accordingly left off working, and declared themselves quite indifferent about their fate; preferring the alternative, of going to the bottom together with the vessel, to that of suffering such severe and incessant labour in so desperate a situation. Their fatigues, it must be confessed, from the 17
th of November had been excessive: and though hope might still remain, yet our
[Page 8] present circumstances were such, as to exclude at least all probability of saving the vessel. However, by the force of persuasion and promises, together with the timely distribution of a pint of wine per man, which I had fortunately brought on board, they were diverted from this desperate resolution; but with great reluctance, saying, with some truth, as we afterwards experienced, and with more than they themselves were aware of, that whether the vessel filled or not, was a matter of no consequence. This delay, though not exceeding a quarter of an hour, had increased the depth of water another foot; but the men added to their exertions, being encouraged by the wine, which was issued to them every half-hour, succeeded so far, as to reduce the water in the space of two hours, to less than three feet. The▪ captain still remained in his cabin.
During the 2d and 3d of December, the gale seemed to increase rather than diminish. The ice formed so thick on the ship's sides, as to impede her way very much through the water; which furnished us with a new labour, that of cutting it off, as fast as it formed, with saws and axes. The leak continued to gain ground. The schooner that was in company, far from being able to afford us any assistance, was in as leaky a condition as our own vessel, having struck upon some rocks at the island of Coudres, through the ignorance or neglect of her pilot. A heavy snow beginning to fall, it was with the utmost difficulty we could get sight of each other, though at no great distance, and,
[Page 9] in order not to part company, fired every half-hour. The schooner, at length, made no answer to our guns; whence, we concluded, she had foundered; nor were we wrong in our supposition. There were sixteen persons on board, every one of whom perished.
On the following day the gale increased prodigiously, and the sea began to run high, with a heavy fall of snow, so as to prevent our seeing twenty yards a-head of the vessel. The men being excessively fatigued, the water had risen to its usual quantity, of between four and five feet. The mate, whom I have not yet taken notice of, an intelligent young man, and well acquainted with his profession, judged, from the distance we had run, that we could not now be far from the Magdalen Islands, which lie about mid-way in the gulf of St. Lawrence. These islands are nothing more than a cluster of rocks, some appearing above, and others hidden under the water, and have been fatal to many vessels. Seamen wish often to make them in fine weather, as they serve to take a new departure from; but in foggy or blowing weather they, as studiously avoid them. The mate's conjecture was but too well founded; for in less than two hours, we heard the sea breaking upon the rocks; and soon after discovered the principal island, called the Deadman, close under our lee; the point of which, it was with the greatest difficulty that we weathered. Having happily cleared the main island, we were still far from thinking ourselves secure; for being unable, on account of the
[Page 10] heavy fall of snow, to see many yards a-head of the vessel, and, being in the midst of the small islands, there appeared very little probability that we should pass clear of them all in the same manner. Not being able to distinguish any one, in time to avoid it, we were obliged to leave the vessel to the direction of Providence, and fortunately, I might say almost miraculously, ran through them all, without damage. The anxiety and perturbation of mind that the crew and passengers were in, while in the midst of these rocks, may be easily conceived: and now, that the danger was over, it turned out to be a fortunate occurrence for us; for, by this time, the sailors being ready to sink under the accumulated distresses of cold and fatigue, and depressed by the little hopes they had of saving the vessel, had nearly determined, a second time, to quit the pumps; and leave the vessel to her fate: when acquiring fresh spirits from the danger we had escaped, and, as the vulgar are generally inclined to superstition, attributing what was perhaps accident alone, to the immediate interposition of Providence, they agreed to continue their efforts a little longer; towards which, they were likewise not a little encouraged, by the wine which I distributed to them occasionally.
During the night, the gale continuing, and the sea running very high, we were apprehensive of being what seamen call pooped, or having the stern or poop of the vessel beaten in by the waves; which happened in fact as we apprehended: for about five in the morning of the
[Page 11] 5
th, a large wave broke on the ship's quarter, which stove in our dead-lights, filled the cabin, and washed the master out of his bed, where he had remained ever since the commencement of the gale. This accident, was attended with worse consequences than we at first imagined; for we soon discovered, from the increase of the leaks, that the stern-post had been started by the impulse of the sea. Having nothing in the after-hold, no other resource was left but that of attempting to stop the leaks with beef, which we cut into small pieces for that purpose: but this expedient we soon found ineffectual, and the water continued to gain on us faster than ever. The sailors finding all their labours fruitless, and the leak, which was constantly increasing before, now rendered by our late misfortune entirely irreparable, abandoned themselves totally to despair; and again refused to work at the pumps any longer. They had not however long remained inactive, before we contrived once more to persuade them, to make another effort to clear the vessel; when, to our great surprise and consternation, we found the pumps so hard frozen, that it was impossible to move them.
All endeavours now to keep the ship clear were ineffectual, so that in a very short time she filled to the water's edge. Having no longer, as we imagined, the smallest foundation for hope, we resigned ourselves, with as much fortitude as possible, to our fate, which we expected every moment, to be that of going to the bottom. Notwithstanding, when the vessel was quite full,
[Page 12] we observed she was very little deeper in the water than before; and, then recollecting a circumstance, which the trouble and confusion we had been in had almost obliterated, namely, that we had a quantity of lumber on board, immediately accounted for the phenomenon of her not sinking beyond a certain depth in the water; and began to recall hopes of saving our lives, at least, if we could but prevent her from oversetting, till we could make the island of St. Johns, or some other islands in the gulph. Having no guns on deck, (and not much lumber) to render the ship top-heavy, we contrived to prevent her from oversetting, by steering directly before the wind; though not without some difficulty, as, from the little way she made through the water, the waves frequently washed clear over the decks. Besides taking care to keep the vessel steady, we used every precaution, to secure our boat from being washed overboard, the loss of which would, in our present circumstances, be a dreadful misfortune. The cabin, being raised above the level of the main deck, was tolerably clear of water, and afforded us some little shelter from the severity of the weather. Thither we retired, leaving only one man upon deck to govern the helm, who was fastened by a rope, to prevent his being carried away by the waves, which, at times made a free passage over us.
[Page 13] The gale still continued, without remission, the snow falling so thick, at the same time, as to prevent our seeing to the mast-head. We knew, from the distance we had run, that we could not be far from land. The captain imagined, from our course, during the night, and since the ship filled in the morning, that we must be near the island of St. John's, which lies between the Magdalen islands, and the Gut of Canso. This gave us hopes of saving our lives, in case we could run ashore on some sandy part of it, till they were dashed, by the further information we had from he captain, that the north-east side of the island, was nothing but a continued reef of rocks, from one end to the other, and that there was but one harbour where ships could put in, which he recollected, was on the opposite side of the island. In a few hours after, we observed the waves grew shorter and break higher, which is always found to be the case on approaching the shore; and likewise, a number of gulls and ducks flying about, a further sign we could not be far distant from it.
We now concluded that we were about to run upon the rocks, which, the captain informed us, skirted the north-east side of the island, and on approaching the land, laboured under greater dread and apprehension, than amidst all the dangers we had before experienced, the idea of being cast upon those tremendous rocks, being more terrifying than that of being buried, as our companions were, in the bosom of the ocean. The ship had still made considerable way through the water, though full, and with no other sail
[Page 14] set, but a close-reefed fore-top-sail, which was the only one we could display; and the canvass being new, it had hitherto stood the gale. The captain proposed bringing the ship too, to keep her off the land; which I opposed, as well as the mate, urging the probability that, we should overset her in the attempt; and that moreover, should we be able to effect it, she must, after all, drive ashore, as in her present state, it was impossible to make any way to windward. Our opinion, however, was rejected, and an attempt was made to brace about the fore-yard; but it was found impracticable, the ropes and blocks being covered with ice. We were, therefore, obliged to let it remain as before; and the water having suddenly changed its colour, we expected the ship to strike every instant. Small as our expectations were of saving our lives, I thought it incumbent on me, to take every precaution to save the dispatches I was charged with, and therefore ordered my servant to open my trunks, and collect all the letters they contained, which I put into a handkerchief, and fastened about my waist. He, at the same time, offered me the money he found in them, to the amount of one hundred and eighty guineas, which I desired him to dispose of as he thought proper, thinking it, in the present emergency, rather an incumbrance, than a matter worthy of preservation. My servant, however, thought otherwise, and took care to secure the cash, which was, afterwards, of more service to us, than at that time I could possibly have imagined.
[Page 15] The weather continued thick, as usual, till about one o'clock, when suddenly clearing up, we discovered the land, at about three leagues distance. This sight gave us no small satisfaction, taking it, at first, to be the island of St. John's, which, being inhabited by several French and English families, we might have expected some assistance from them; but, on a nearer view, found, from the plans we had on board, that it had not the least appearance of that island, there being no such mountains and precipices laid down, as we discovered. On drawing nigher, we observed the sea break high, and have a very dismal appearance, about three miles from the land. As it was necessary for us to pass through those breakers, ere we could gain the shore, we expected that our fate would be determined there; but, contrary to our expectations, there was a considerable depth of water, so that we went over the reef without touching, though not without shipping many heavy seas, which, had not the vessel's timbers been strong, and her loading light, must infallibly have dashed her to pieces. The land now began to have a dreadful appearance, seeming, at the distance we were off, to be high and rocky; but, on approaching within a mile of it, we had the pleasure of descrying a fine sandy beach, and a bold shore. The sea ran high, but not to such a degree as on the reef we had already passed. As we advanced, the water continued to have a depth beyond our most sanguine wishes, so as to allow us to come within fifty or sixty yards of the beach before we struck. Now was the time for every
[Page 16] man's apprehensions to be on the rack, as we might expect, on touching the shore, that the ship would go to pieces. At length she grounded, with a violent concussion. On the first stroke the main-mast went out of the step, and on the second, the fore-mast; but neither of them fell over the side, the deal boards in the hold being stowed so close together that the masts had no room to play below; at the same time the rudder was unshipped, with such violence, as to be near killing one of the sailors. As soon as the ship had grounded, the sea began to beat over her in every part, each wave lifting her four or five feet nearer the shore. In a short space of time the stern was beat in by the sea; and then, having no shelter in the cabin, we were obliged to go upon deck, and hang by the shrouds, lest we should be washed overboard. In this uncomfortable situation we remained, till the vessel was beat so high by the waves, that we could venture to walk upon deck. We now perceived that the ship's keel was broken, which we imagined would occasion her to go to pieces: this, however, did not happen for the present; which I can only attribute to the boards in the hold being so interwoven with each other, and frozen together by the ice, as to give a degree of solidity to the vessel.
Our first care now was to get out the boat; which was not be accomplished, without difficulty, on account of the quantity of ice that was in and about it, and our reduction in number of effective hands by the intoxication of several of the crew, who had thought that the most effectual
[Page 17] method of getting rid of the apprehensions they laboured under. Our vessel had, from the violence of the waves dashing against her, broached too, with her broadside to the wind, so that afforded some shelter for the boat to the leeward. Having, with much labour, cleared the boat of ice, and prepared her for launching, I ordered some liquor to be distributed to those who were yet sober, and then asked, if any were willing to embark with me in the boat, and make the attempt to gain the shore. The sea running so high, that it appeared scarcely possible for the boat to live in it for a minute, very few were willing to make an experiment so full of risk; so that all who offered themselves, were, the mate and two sailors, together with my servant, and a boy, who was a passenger on board. What gave us the greatest embarrassment in this undertaking, was, the surf which broke over us every moment, and the intenseness of the cold, which froze every drop of water immediately, so as to cover our clothes with a sheet of ice. At length we got the boat into the water, and having thrown into it an axe and a saw, I leaped in, followed by my servant and the mate. The boy followed us, but not springing far enough, fell into the water: he did not, however, sink immediately; and we contrived to drag him into the boat, but not without difficulty; our fingers being so benumbed with the cold, that we had scarcely the power of using them: and this accident was, in the issue, by the chill it gave him. of fatal consequence to the unfortunate youth. The two sailors, who had agreed to go with us,
[Page 18] next leaped into the boat; and all the rest seemed ready, notwithstanding their former hesitation, to follow the example, when I found it necessary to shove her off from the ship's side; for, being very small, she certainly would have sunk, had so many persons crowded in together. The ship was lying about forty yards from the shore; but, before we got half-way to it, we were overtaken by a wave that almost filled the boat, and the next drove us on the dry sand.
To find ourselves once more safe upon the land, gave us no small satisfaction, though in so destitute a state: the joy at having escaped those dangers, which so long had been the chief objects of our dread, made us, for a few moments, forget that we were snatched from them, merely to be exposed to others more inevitable; that we had escaped one species of death, probably to undergo another, more lingering and painful. What most affected us, was, the distress of our companions, whom we had left on board, whose lamentations, and cries for help, we could hear very distinctly. But it was impossible for us, however anxious, to afford them any assistance. Our boat being beat high upon the sand, could now be of no use, either to us or to them, while the sea was running to such a degree, that it was not in the power of a human being to relieve them.
The night was now approaching, and we had not long remained in this situation, ere we found ourselves getting stiff with cold; and the gale continuing as severe as ever, we were obliged to made, with extreme difficulty, up to our waists
[Page 19] in snow, to the shelter of a thick wood, about two hundred and fifty yards from the beach. This afforded some relief from the piercing north-west wind; yet a fire was still wanting, to warm our frozen limbs, and we had not wherewithal to kindle one. We had, indeed, taken the precaution to put a tinder-box in the boat, but the water had rendered it totally useless. Freezing, as we stood, there was nothing to be done, but to keep the blood in motion by exercise: I, therefore, recommended it to the men, to move about, being better acquainted with the nature of cold climates, and that of frost, than any of my companions. My advice was strictly adhered to, for about half an hour, when the young passenger, whom I have already mentioned, being overcome with the severity of the weather, threw himself down, in order to sleep; for extreme cold always occasions a sleepy sensation, that is not easily to be resisted. I used my utmost endeavours, both by persuasion and force, to rouse him, and make him stand on his legs, but all to no purpose; so I was obliged to let him pursue his inclination. After walking about for half an hour longer, during which time, I felt such a strong desire to sleep, that I should have lain down myself, had I not been aware of the fatal consequences attending it, I went to the place where the boy lay, and, putting my hand on his face, and finding it quite cold, I observed to the mate, who was close by, that I believed he was dead. To which the youth answered, immediately, that he was not yet dead, but would be so very shortly; and requested I would write,
[Page 20] if I survived, to his father, at New-York, and inform him of the circumstances of his son's misfortune. In about ten minutes, we found that he had expired, and, as I imagined, without any pain whatever, at least without any acute sensation of it. These trivial matters would be unworthy of notice, but as they serve to shew the effect of intense cold on the human body, and to prove, that freezing to death, is not always attended with so much pain as is commonly supposed.
The death of the boy could not deter the rest of my fellow-sufferers from giving way to this drowsy sensation; and three of them lay down, in spite of my repeated exhortations to the contrary. Finding it impossible to keep them on their legs, I broke a branch, and, desiring the mate to do the same, our employment, during the remainder of the night, was to prevent them from sleeping, by beating them continually with the branches. This was an exercise useful to ourselves, at the same time that it preserved the lives of our companions. The day-light, which we looked for with such anxious expectation, at length appeared, when I desired the men to pull down their stockings, and let me examine their legs, as they observed they had no feeling in them. As soon as I cast my eyes on them, I perceived, very clearly, that they were frozen, at least, half way up; and desired they would immediately rub them with snow, which they did for a considerable time, but to little purpose; for it was impossible to restore them to their feeling.
[Page 21] I then went with the mate, down to the beach, to see if we could discover any traces of the ship, and our companions, whom we had left on board, and, to our great surprise and satisfaction, found she had not yet gone to pieces, though the wind continued with unabated severity. My first study, now, was, how to get them ashore, our own safety, as well as their's, depending on it. I was almost stiff with cold, but found feeling in every part, and was therefore certain I could not be frozen. What seemed greatly to facilitate the undertaking, was, that the vessel had, by this time, beat much nigher the shore, so that the distance was but very small at low water. It was high flood, when we arrived on the beach; we were therefore obliged to wait till the tide was out, when we advised the people on board, to fasten a rope to the jib-boom, by which they might swing themselves, one by one, toward the shore. They accordingly adopted this expedient, and, by watching the motion of the sea, and seizing the opportunity of swinging themselves, as the waves retired, they all got safe on the land, except a carpenter, who was a passenger in the vessel. He did not think proper to venture, in this manner, or was unable, having, the night before, made rather too free with the bottle. We were happy, however, to get so many of them on shore, every one of whom, a few hours before, we concluded must have perished.
The captain had, fortunately, before he left the ship, put some materials for striking a light, in his pocket. We therefore went to work in
[Page 22] cutting wood, and gathering the branches that lay scattered upon the ground, of which we made a fire, with all possible expedition, and were happy, for some time, in hovering about it, and warming our benumbed limbs. Considering the extreme cold we had endured for such a length of time, no luxury could be equal to that of the fire; but this gratification was, like many others, to several of my companions, followed by the most excruciating pain, as soon as their frozen parts began to thaw. Several of those who had remained all night in the vessel, as well as those who came ashore with me in the boat, had been frozen in different parts of their members. The distress that was now painted in the faces of these unfortunate men, from the tortures they underwent, was beyond expression: this I knew would be the case, before I heard them complain; but, as there was no remedy, did not think it necessary to give them any intimation of it.
When we came to examine into our numbers, I observed that a Captain Green, a passenger, was missing; and was informed, that he had fallen asleep on board the vessel, and had been frozen to death. We were rather uneasy about the man who still remained on board, yet had some hopes of saving his life, in case the ship did not go to pieces, at the return of low water: but it being too difficult to undertake in the night, we were under the necessity of waiting till the following day. This night we passed a little better than the last; yet, notwithstanding we had a good fire, we found extreme inconveniency
[Page 23] from the total want of covering, as well as from hunger, a new misery, that we had hitherto been unacquainted with. Besides which, the greatest part of our number were in the most wretched state imaginable, from the sores occasioned by the frost.
The next morning, as many of us as were able, went to the beach, to contrive some means to extricate the carpenter, whose voice we heard on board the vessel. The sea still running with the same violence as before, we could not put out the boat to his assistance, and were, therefore, obliged to wait the return of low water, when we persuaded him to come on shore in the same manner as the others had done; but this he accomplished with much difficulty, being very weak, and frozen in different parts of his limbs. We still remained without any kind of provisions, and began to be reduced in strength, for want of nourishment.
The 7th and 8th, the gale continued as boisterous as ever; and, in the night, between the 8th and 9th of December, the ship went to pieces, from the stern to the main-mast, from the extreme violence with which the sea broke against her. By this part of her going to pieces, we obtained some provisions, which washed on shore,
viz. some pieces of salt beef, likewise some fresh meat, that hung over the stern, and a quantity of onions, that the captain had on board for sale. This relief was very seasonable, it being now the fourth day since we had eaten any kind of provision whatever. Having no utensils, we dressed our meat in the best manner we could, and made
[Page 24] what we thought a most delicious repast. The sense of hunger being assuaged, we set to work in collecting all the provisions we could find scattered upon the beach, being apprehensive that we should not soon get a supply from any other quarter. This done, our next care was to get ourselves under cover, and form some kind of shelter from the piercing blast. This task was not an easy one, so many of our company being unable to move, and of the remainder, none but the mate and myself capable of any active exertion, being all more or less bitten by the frost; and our number reduced to seventeen, by the loss of two persons, as already mentioned. A quantity of deals had floated on shore from the wreck: of these we carried about two hundred and fifty into the wood, and by ten at night completed a kind of house, about twenty feet long and ten wide; which was constructed in the following manner. We cut two poles of the abovementioned length, and, having no nails, tied them at a proper height on the outside of two trees, at the distance of twenty feet from each other: the interval between the poles, which was equal to the breadth of the trees, served for the smoke of our fire to go through; the fire itself being laid in an oblong position, extending itself nearly the whole length of the house. Against these cross poles we placed boards with a slope of about sixty degrees towards the ground, which constituted the two principal sides. The two other sides were composed of boards placed perpendicular, the trunks of the trees being taken in, and forming part of each side, on one of these sides, that looked toward
[Page 25] the south-east, we left a vacancy for the entrance.
This business being over, we examined the quantity of provisions we had collected, and had the satisfaction to find that we had in store, between two and three hundred pounds of salt beef, and a considerable stock of onions. As to bread, we had none; for, when the vessel went to pieces, the casks were stove, and the bread lost. Economy and good management, were now highly necessary, to make our little stock last as long as possible, it being quite uncertain when we could get any relief; and, in consequence, it was determined, that each man, whether sick or well, should be confined to a quarter of a pound of beef, and four onions per day, as long as the latter should last. This wretched allowance, but just enough to keep a man from starving, was the utmost we thought it prudent to afford ourselves, lest we should be in an uninhabited country; for as yet, we were rather uncertain on what coast we were cast away; though afterwards, on comparing circumstances, we concluded it must be on the island of Cape Breton.
On the 1
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th of December, being the sixth day after we landed, the gale abated, and gave us an opportunity to launch our boat, and get on board what remained of the vessel. Three of us accordingly embarked, having, with much labour, launched the boat, and cleared her of the sand and ice. As soon as we got on board the wreck, we went to work at opening the hatches, and having but one axe, and the cables being frozen over them in a solid lump of ice, it took the
[Page 26] whole day to accomplish it. The next day, the weather being still moderate, we went again on board, and having cleared away the remainder of the cable, we cut up part of the deck, in order to make room to get out two casks of onions, with a small barrel of beef, containing about one hundred and twenty pounds, and three barrels of apples, shipped by a Jewish merchant, of Quebec. We like wise found a quarter cask of potatoes, a bottle of oil, which proved very serviceable to the men's sores, another axe, a large iron pot, two camp-kettles, and about twelve pounds of tallow candles. With much difficulty we got this great supply on shore. On the 13th, we made it our business to get our provisions stowed away in a corner of the hut, when, on opening the apple-casks, we found their contents, to our great surprise, converted into bottles of Canadian balsam, a more valuable commodity, to be sure, than apples, but what we could gladly have exchanged, in our present situation, for something more friendly to the stomach than to the constitution. This disappointment, as may be supposed, extorted a few hearty good wishes towards the Jew; yet we found, afterwards, some use for his Canadian balsam, though somewhat different from what he intended it should be applied to.
The considerable supply we got from on board the wreck, enabled us the next day to add four onions to our daily allowance. We went on board once more on the 14th, and cut as much of the sails as possible from the bowsprit, with part of which we covered our hut, and made it
[Page 27] tolerably warm and comfortable, notwithstanding the severity of the weather. By this time the sores of the men, who had been frost-bitten, began to mortify, and caused their toes, fingers, and other parts of the limbs affected, to rot off, their anguish being at the same time almost intolerable. The carpenter, who came on shore after the others, had lost the greatest part of his feet, and on the 14th, at night, became delirious, in which unhappy state he continued, till death released him the following day from his miserable existence. We covered him with snow and branches of trees, having neither spade nor pickaxe to dig a grave for him; nor would it have been possible, if we had been provided with them, the ground being in this climate so hard frozen during the winter, as to be almost impenetrable. Three days after, our second mate died in the same manner, having been delirious some hours before he expired. We felt but very little concern at the death of our companions, either on their account or our own: for, in the first place, we considered it rather a happiness than a misfortune, to be deprived of life, in our present wretched situation, and, in the second, because there became the fewer mouths to consume our little stock of provisions: indeed, had not some paid the debt of nature, we should in the end have been reduced to the shocking necessity of killing and devouring one another. Though not yet reduced to this necessity, our condition was so miserable, that it seemed scarcely possible for any new distress to make a sensible addition to it. Besides the prospect of perishing, through
[Page 28] want, in that desolate place, and the pain arising from a perpetual sense of hunger and cold, the agony that the greatest part were in, from the sores occasioned by the frost, was beyond expression, while their groans were almost equally distressing to the remainder—but what affected me more than all our other miseries, was, the quantity of vermin, proceeding from the men's sores, and continually increasing, which infested us in every part, and rendered us disgusting even to ourselves. Several, however, who had been but slightly frozen, recovered in a short time, with the loss of a few toes and fingers; no one having entirely escaped the frost, but myself. On the 20th another sailor died, after having been, like the others, some time in a delirium, and was buried, or rather covered, in the same manner. Our number was now reduced to fourteen persons; yet we did not think it prudent to increase the allowance of provisions, but still kept it at the rate originally fixed on, of a quarter of a pound of beef
per diem.
The mate and I had frequently gone out together, since we were shipwrecked, to try if we could discover any traces of inhabitants, but, hitherto, without success. About a fortnight after we had fixed ourselves in the hut, we took the opportunity of a fine day to walk ten or twelve miles up a river, upon the ice, where we observed many tracks of moose-deer and other animals, some of which we might have killed, had we been provided with arms and ammunition. In our progress up the river we discovered
[Page 29] several trees cut on one side, as we imagined, by an axe, which gave us reason to think there might he Indians near at hand. On going up to the place, we could plainly perceive, that there had been some there lately, by their wigwam, which still remained with some fresh bark about it. We likewise found the skin of a moose-deer hanging across a pole. We travelled a good way further, in hopes of making some more discoveries of this nature, but to no purpose. It gave us, nevertheless, some satisfaction to find, that we were in a place where inhabitants had been lately, as it was probable they might again return there. In case this should happen, I cut a long pole, and stuck it in the ice, upon the river; then with my knife, which I always took care to preserve, as it was the only one among us, cut a piece of bark from a birch tree, and forming it into the shape of a hand, with the fore-finger extended, and pointing toward our hut, fixed it on the top of the pole, and took away the moose-skin, in order that they might perceive that some persons had been on the spot since they left it, and the route they had taken on their return. We then pursued the way to our habitation, and communicated this agreeable information to our companions, who were not yet able to move about: trifling as the hopes were, which we could in reason derive from this discovery, yet it gave them considerable satisfaction. Twenty days being elapsed since our shipwreck, and our provisions being very much reduced, I began to entertain a suspicion, that there was some foul play during my absence at
[Page 30] different times from the hut, in search of inhabitants. I was therefore determined to find out the truth, if possible, by keeping a constant watch at night; by which means I at length discovered, that the depredators were no other than the captain and two sailors, who had consumed no less than seventy pounds, besides a quantity of onions, in so short a space of time. To prevent such unfair practices for the future, the mate and I never went out together, one of us constantly remaining in the hut.
We continued in a state of suspense, from our last discovery, for some days, when giving up, at length, all hopes of seeing any Indians or inhabitants in this place, having provisions only for six weeks longer, and a few of our men, together with the captain, being recovered, I proposed leaving our habitation, with as many as could work in the boat, in search of inhabitants. This proposal was unanimously assented to; but when we came to think how it was to be put in execution, a new difficulty started itself, namely, that of repairing the boat, which had been beat in such a manner by the sea upon the beach, that every seam was open. We first attempted to stop them with dry oakum, but soon found that it would not answer the intended purpose, and having saved no pitch from on board the wreck, we began to despair of the possibility of repairing them. I, at length, thought of making a kind of succedaneum for pitch, of the Canadian balsam, which, as I before mentioned, had been shipped f
[...]r apples, and had been by us brought on shore under that deception. We accordingly went to
[Page 31] work in making the experiment, and boiled a quantity of the balsam in the iron kettle we had saved, and frequently taking it off the fire to cool, we soon brought it to a proper consistence. A sufficient quantity of it being prepared, we turned up the boat, and having cleaned her bottom, gave her a coat of the balsam, which effectually stopped up all crevices for the present. This done, we got a small sail rigged to a mast, which shipped and unshipped occasionally; and then pitched upon the persons who were to go with me in the boat.
By the 1st of January, with much difficulty and fatigue, we got our boat in tolerable condition, so that she could swim, without making much water; likewise our mast and sail rigged, in case we should happen to get a fair wind, which we could not often expect on this coast, at the present season of the year; for, during the winter months, it blows almost constantly from west to north-west, which is immediately on the land. We could not expect, therefore, to have much occasion for our sail; nevertheless, it might sometimes be serviceable, and afford some relief to the rowers. We had agreed to take six in the boat,
viz. the captain and mate, two sailors, myself and servant: of the others, none were so far recovered as to be judged equal to the fatigues we might expect in this expedition. Our shoes being all nearly worn out, my employment, during the whole of the next day, was, to make a kind of mowkisins, or Indian shoes, of canvass. My needle was nothing more than the handle of a pewter spoon, which I had
[Page 32] fashioned, as well as I could, for the purpose, and the same canvass supplied me with thread. As soon as I had made twelve pair, which was two for each man in our party, we divided the provisions that remained, into fourteen equal parts, which amounted only to a quarter of a pound of beef
per day, for six weeks; those who were to stay behind, sharing as much as we who were to go in the boat, notwithstanding the great fatigue which we had every reason to expect. Every necessary preliminary being adjusted, we proposed setting off the next day; but the wind blowing fresh at north-west, were obliged to remain where we were, till the fourth. By this time, the ice, floating in prodigious quantities on the coast, and in some places collecting, and blocking up the bays, rendered our undertaking extremely hazardous; yet we thought it more adviseable, to face any danger, and to encounter any hardship, than to remain in our present situation, with a certainty of starving.
In the afternoon of the 4th, the wind moderating, we got our provisions, and whatever little matters might be of service to us, into the boat; and, having taken leave of our companions, sat off on our expedition. Having got about eight miles from the place of our shipwreck, the wind began to increase, and blow very hard at southeast, which was immediately off the shore. The boat, as well as the oars, being none of the best, we were on the point of being blown out to sea, but by dint of rowing, made shift to get into a deep bay, about a mile a-head, where we
[Page 33] thought we might pass the night with safety. Having got every thing on shore, we hauled our boat up as high as our strength would permit, so as to prevent the sea from doing her any more damage. This done, we set to work in lighting our fire, and cutting our wood for the night: we likewise cut some pine-branches, the smaller of which served us to lie on, and the larger, in the form of a wigwam, to shelter us from the inclemency of the weather.
The place we had landed on, was a fine sandy beach, with little or no snow on it. Having observed some small pieces of wood cast on shore by the tide, that had formerly been cut with an axe, and a number of long poles scattered along the edge of the bank, which had likewise been cut in the same manner, I thought it likely there might be some inhabitants near at hand; and proposed, as soon as we had taken a little refreshment, to go along the beach to a high point of land, at about two miles distance, which was clear of wood, and appeared to be cultivated; thinking from thence we might make some useful discoveries. I accordingly sat out, soon after, with two of the men; and, before we had proceeded a mile, saw the remains of a shallop, or Newfoundland fishing-boat, almost covered with sand, which seemed to have been set on fire. This gave us hopes of discovering something else to our satisfaction, and we proceeded, as fast as we could, to the point of land. Having gained the top of it, we descried, to our inexpressible joy, a few houses, about half a mile distant, toward which we directed our course, having no
[Page 34] doubt but that we should now meet with some relief; but, on coming up to them, found they were only the remains of some old store-houses, which had been built there for the curing of cod-fish; and, to all appearance, had been abandoned some years before.
This was a mortifying disappointment to us. We determined, however, to make the most of our discovery; and, observing a number of old casks lying about, in different parts, we searched them, as well as the houses, very minutely, in hopes of finding some provisions; but to no purpose. As we walked along the point, we gathered about a quart of cranberries, some of which we are, preserving the remainder for our companions. Having reconnoitred every part of this point, without any further success, we returned to our boat, and communicating the discoveries we made to our companions, gave them their share of the berries we had gathered. Even these discoveries gave us much satisfaction, as they tended to confirm our hopes of finding some inhabitants in the course of our voyage along the coast.
In the mean time, the wind came round to the north-west, and blew with such violence, as to prevent us from proceeding on our voyage. It continued so for two days, when, happening to get up in the middle of the night, I was astonished on observing, while the wind continued blowing as hard as ever, that the sea was entirely without agitation. I immediately awoke the mate, to inform him of this extraordinary phoenomenon: and going down to the beach together
[Page 35] to know the cause, we found the sea all covered with ice, nothing but a large sheet of it being to be seen for leagues around. This was an alarming circumstance, as it seemed to preclude all possibility of proceeding any farther, and might give us cause even to regret having left our habitations; for, though we were so near, it was impossible to return by land, besides other impediments, on account of the depth of snow, which was impassable, unless with snow-shoes.
The wind continued to blow from the same quarter for two days longer; and at length, on the 9th, it became perfectly calm. Next morning the wind came round to the south-east, which was directly off the land, and in a short time blew extremely hard, so that by four o'clock in the afternoon, there was not a piece of ice to be seen along the coast, the whole of it being blown out to sea. This was a very pleasing sight to us, as it gave us a prospect of being extricated from our present dreary situation. However, the violence of the wind prevented us from moving till the 11th of January, when the weather being moderate, and a fine light breeze blowing along the coast, we launched our boat with much difficulty, being greatly reduced in strength, for want of a due degree of nourishment. Having got round the clear point of the land, we hoisted our sail and put before the wind.
The weather being very moderate, and little or no sea running, we made tolerable way, and had not proceeded far, before we descried an extremely high point, about seven leagues a-head,
[Page 36] with a continued precipice along the coast, so that it was impossible for us to land on any part of it, before we came to that headland. This made it very dangerous to attempt the passage; for if the wind should happen to come round to the northwest, we must infallibly have perished among the rocks. But danger was no longer an object to be considered by us; so we got out two oars, not being able to use any more, as the boat had been so much damaged, that two men were constantly employed in keeping her clear of water, and, with the assistance of a fair wind, made the point about eleven o'clock at night; but finding no place that we could possibly land on, we were obliged to keep along the coast till two in the morning, when the wind increasing, and a stony beach appearing, on which we should not have thought it expedient to land, had the wind been moderate, we were obliged to put ashore, and immediately got our provisions out of the boat. The beach was of some height from the surface of the water, the sea having beat the gravel up into a kind of bank; which rendered it impossible for us to haul our boat up. We were therefore obliged to leave her to the mercy of the sea.
The place where we landed, was a beach of about four hundred yards in length, bounded at the distance of about fifty yards from the water's edge, by a precipice of at least one hundred feet in height, which inclosed it on all sides. If the wind should come round to the north-west, we knew that we should be entirely deprived of shelter, yet, as it blew too fresh for us to attempt
[Page 37] putting to sea again, we were obliged to remain there, notwithstanding these inconveniences.
On the 13th the wind came round to the north-west, and blowing very hard, the sea beat with such violence against the shore, as to drive our boat twenty yards higher than she was, and to beat several holes in her bottom. Now was the time for us to feel all the miseries of our present situation; fo
[...], being surrounded by precipices, which prevented us from sheltering ourselves in the woods, and having so little covering, and no firing, but what we collected from some pieces of timber, which floated accidentally upon the shore, we could but just keep ourselves from absolute freezing. The same weather continued for eight days, with a prodigious fall of snow, a circumstance that added to our other inconveniences. At length, on the 21st, the weather became more moderate, and the snow ceased, having in the course of this last week, fallen to the depth of three feet, perpendicular. This gave us an opportunity of cooking our provisions, which we had done but once, since our landing. Even this was a great loss to us, as the water that the meat was boiled in, afforded us almost as much nourishment, as the meat itself.
Next day we contrived, with much labour, to turn our boat half way over, in order to examine the damage she had received, which we found considerable; the coat of balsam being entirely rubbed off, and several holes made in her bottom. We expected the ice would go to sea, as it had done once before, whenever the wind should come round to the southward; and
[Page 38] therefore thought, if we could but get our boat repaired, that we might still have some chance of meeting with inhabitants. But the great difficulty was, how to repair it; for we had no pitch or balsam left, and but little dry oakum, which was of no service to us, without the former. After trying various methods, we at last gave it up as a thing entirely impracticable, and began to turn our thoughts toward some other means, of getting out of this bleak and barren place, to search for relief, in an uninhabited country.
Though it was impossible for us, to climb the precipice, by which we were encompassed, yet, if we were determined to abandon our boat, we imagined, that we might easily get into the woods, by walking along shore upon the ice, which still covered the sea, and had strength sufficient to bear any weight. In fact, the mate and I, proposed walking a few miles on it, in order to make the experiment. We accordingly sat out, and had not proceeded far, before we came to the entrance of a river, and a fine sandy beach, where, had our good fortune directed us to land, we might have lived more comfortably, and have preserved our boat. But what was to be done now, that we could get into the woods? We could not think of walking across them, in search of a cultivated country: besides, that we should be entirely ignorant, how to direct our course; the depth of snow, which had, by this time, increased to six feet, in the wood, rendered it impossible for us to travel, without snow-shoes. After consulting together, we at last
[Page 39] came to a resolution, of taking, the next day, what provisions we had, upon our backs, and coasting along the ice, till we could discover some inhabitants; expecting, from its present appearance of strength, that it would remain for some time longer: and the wind having drifted the greatest part of the snow off it, we computed that we should be able to walk about ten miles a day, even in our present weak and reduced condition.
This being fully resolved, we were to set out the morning of the 24th; but on the night preceding it, the wind came round to the southeast, and blew hard, attended with snow and rain; so that in the morning, as I already apprehended would be the case, that whole sheet of ice, which the night before looked so firm, was demolished, or driven out to sea. Thus were all our schemes frustrated—neither ice to walk on, nor boat to carry us through the water; not even a possibility of moving from this place, where we were embayed, and surrounded by insurmountable precipices. Thus circumstanced, we were again obliged to turn our thoughts toward some scheme for repairing our boat: upon that our only hope depended. We had plenty of oakum to stop up the holes and seams, but nothing to substitute in the room of pitch, to prevent the water from penetrating. I at length thought of a plan, which I imagined might have the wished-for effect, namely, that of throwing water over the oakum, and letting it freeze into a cake of ice. As soon as day appeared, I resolved to put this scheme to the test,
[Page 40] and having cleared the boat of snow and gravel, immediately went to work. The men in general made light of my undertaking, and assisted, with much reluctance, thinking that they were throwing away their labour. However, I soon convinced them to the contrary▪ for, by four o'clock in the afternoon, by continually throwing water over the oakum, we froze up every seam and hole, in such a manner, that not a drop of water could enter, as long as the weather continued freezing, as at present.
On the 27th of January, the weather being moderate, and a light breeze directly off the shore, we got our boat very carefully launched, and sat off early in the morning from this ill-omened bay. We had the pleasure to observe that the boat made little or no water, so that we were enabled to keep our four oars continually at work. As we advanced along the coast, we found it still bordered by nothing but barren precipices, with every four or five miles perhaps a small sandy beach.
The weather continued very moderate all the day of the 27th, so that, by six o'clock in the evening, we computed that we had rowed about twelve miles from where we departed in the morning. This indeed would be but an indifferent day's work for people in health and vigour, but a great deal for those in our circumstances; not only being extremely weakened and reduced, but the boat itself being very heavy and unwieldy, from the quantity of ice in it. We put ashore about six o'clock, upon a small sandy beach, and, by placing oars under our boat,
[Page 41] dragged her carefully some yards from the water, so that she lay very safe, while the wind continued as it then was. We next cut some branches, and having made a fire, sheltered ourselves, as well as possible, in the wood. Our tinder being nearly consumed, I was obliged to furnish a fresh supply, by cutting away the back part of my shirt, which I had worn ever since we left the ship.
A shower of rain, the next day, unfortunately melted all the ice off our boat: we were, therefore, prevented from going any farther, till a return of the frost, and had the mortification to lose the benefit of a fine day, in the course of which, we might have proceeded, with a good boat, several leagues more on our journey. What made the matter worse, was, that our provisions were now reduced to two pounds and a half of beef for each man. On the morning of the 29th, the mate having wandered a little distance from our fire, returned in haste to inform me, that he had discovered a partridge perched on the bough of a tree, which he thought I might possibly devise some method of catching. I immediately went to the place where he had seen it, and found it in the same situation as before. Observing that the bird was very tame, and not above fourteen feet from the ground, I cut down a long pole, and taking part of the rope-yarn that fastened my canvass shoes, made a running loop of it, and fixed it to the end of the pole; then walking softly under the tree, and lifting the pole gently up, I fixed the loop about the partridge's neck, and giving it a sudden jerk, closed the loop,
[Page 42] and secured the bird. The mate, as well as myself, as soon as I had caught it, laughed very heartily, for the first time that either of us had any inclination to smile since our shipwreck. We then went toward the fire with our prize, and boiled it in some melted snow, together with a little salt water, to give the broth a relish: having divided it, when dressed, into six equal parts, and cast lots for the choice of each, we sat down to what we found a delicious meal; the only one, excepting the quart of cranberries, for which we were indebted to chance, or providence, since we had been cast upon the island.
On the afternoon of the 29th, it began to freeze hard, when we took the advantage of the frost, to stop the boat's leaks, as before; and the wind still continuing moderate, we launched her, as soon as that business was completed, and put to sea. The day being almost spent, before we sat off, we could not make above seven miles, to a sandy beach and thick wood, which seemed to afford a tolerable shelter. In this place we passed the night; and the next day, the weather being still favorable, we launched our boat betimes in the morning, in order to get, before night, as far as possible on our journey; but we had not proceeded above six miles, before the wind freshening up from the south-east, obliged us to put ashore, and haul up our boat.
A heavy fall of rain, which continued the whole day, rendered our situation extremely uncomfortable, and melted again the icy caulking of the boat. We were therefore to console ourselves, as well as we could, in the certainty of remaining
[Page 43] here till the return of the frost, and mean while, proposed to reconnoitre, as far as our reduced state would allow us, into the country. In this, however, we were prevented by the quantity of snow which still lay on the ground, and was not yet sufficiently frozen, to bear our weight, without rackets, or snow-shoes. Toward the spring of the year, in these cold climates, they may, for the most part, be dispensed with, when the snow has become more condensed by its own weight, the influence of the sun, and the rains, which began to fall at this season. The frost then returning, after the thaw, forms a kind of incrustation on the surface, that will bear a man's weight, without sinking. Had this season been arrived, we should have abandoned our crazy boat, and, taking the little provision we still possessed, have made an attempt to discover inhabitants, by a march into the heart of the country; perhaps it was fortunate we could not attempt it, as in all probability, we should have perished in the woods.
Not having it in our power to wander toward any other part, we walked along the shore as far as we were able, and saw nothing that could attract our notice, but some stumps of trees, from which the trunks might have been cut some years before: from this circumstance, we could collect no very sanguine hope of being near an inhabited country. Soon after, the wind coming round to the north-west, and bringing the frost along with it, we were once more enabled to repair our boat, and to prepare for launching it, as soon as the wind should abate its violence. This happening,
[Page 44] in some degree, on the 1st of February, we immediately embarked, and pursued our coasting voyage; but the severity of the cold having formed a quantity of ice, it was with extreme labour that we contrived to get five miles before night, one of our party being employed in breaking the ice with a pole, and clearing it from the bows of the boat.
The following day, the wind blowing fresh from the north-west quarter, prevented us again from proceeding any farther, till the 3d, when, coming round to the west, which is directly along the shore, and the most favourable that could blow for us, we were enabled to embark, and pursue our voyage. Our boat, notwithstanding all our diligence in caulking, made now so much water, that we were obliged to keep one man constantly at work in baling it out with a camp-kettle. The wind, however, was as fair as we could wish, and being neither too slack nor too violent, we, for some time, went at the rate of four miles an hour, with the assistance of our oars; but soon after, the wind increasing, we laid in our oars, and ran under our sail alone, at the rate of about five miles an hour.
After having run above sixteen miles, we discovered an exceeding high land, about six leagues distant, with several other mountains and large bays between us; and, it being yet early in the day, a fine wind, and no great sea, we were in hopes, if the wind should not increase too much, that we should be able to reach it before night. As we proceeded along the coast, we found it in every part high and rocky; which made us very
[Page 45] uneasy, lest the wind should rise, before we could make the head-land. About two o'clock in the afternoon, when we supposed we were within three leagues of it, we discovered an island about twenty miles from the main; and, on comparing circumstances, we concluded that the island must be that of St. Paul, and the high land, the north point of Cape Breton. The prodigious height of the land, led us into an erroneous computation of its distance; for, notwithstanding we had supposed that we were within three leagues of it, when we first discovered the island of St. Paul, we found, before we reached it, that we had run near five leagues.
It was almost dark by the time we reached the North Cape; where, finding no place to land, we were obliged to double the Cape, and continue our journey. The wind now began to freshen, and we had a heavy sea from the northeast to encounter, as soon as we came opposite to the Cape. After having doubled it, our course lay in a very different direction from what it had been in the morning; so that we were obliged to strike our sail, and take to the oars. The wind, at the same time, blew so hard off the high lands, that it was with the utmost difficulty we could keep along the coast: had we not been assisted by a heavy swell, that came from the northeast, we must certainly have been blown out to sea.
Finding no place to land during the night, we continued rowing as close as we could to the rocks, till about five in the morning; when, hearing the sea run on the shore very long and
[Page 46] heavy, we imagined that we must be off a sandy beach. We accordingly rowed toward the land, and, at the distance of fifty yards, for it was yet dark, were able to discern a beach at least four miles in length. It was not, however, a convenient place for us to put in, on account of the surf, and a long and heavy sea that rolled on it; yet being so much fatigued with rowing, that we were incapable of proceeding any farther, we were obliged to attempt a landing. This we effected with more ease than we looked for, and suffered no other inconvenience, but that of having our boat nearly filled with water on the beach. Having landed, our first care was to haul up the boat, that she might meet with no further damage from the sea. We then got into the woods, which lay close to the shore; and, as I had taken the precaution to put our tinder-box in my bosom, before we landed, to preserve it from the water, we contrived to kindle a fire; a refreshment we had much occasion for, having got wet in landing, and being in so weak and reduced a condition, that it was with the greatest difficulty we could keep ourselves awake for a few minutes, when before the fire; so that we were under the necessity of watching in turn, lest, all being asleep together, the fire should go out, and we should be frozen to death. Having now time to consider every circumstance, and finding, as soon as day-light appeared, that the land still continued to have an opposite bearing to that on the other side of the point, we had no doubt remaining, but that we were upon the north cape of the island of Breton, which, together with Cape
[Page 47] Roy, on the island of Newfoundland, marks the entrance of the gulph of St. Lawrence.
Our provisions were now entirely consumed, and having not the most distant prospect of getting any more, we were ready to abandon ourselves to despair. As we were certain of being on an inhabited island, we might have flattered ourselves with the hopes of getting relief, by persevering in our dilatory progress, had we wherewithal to provide for our immediate subsistence. Having weighed the necessity of the case, and the misery of perishing by hunger, I was of opinion, as well as the mate, that it would be most adviseable to sacrifice one, for the preservation of the rest; and that the most proper method would be, by casting lots, which should be the unfortunate victim. But this shocking, though prudent, resolution, we agreed to put off to the last extremity.
We had not been able to secure our boat so effectually, but that the sea had beat her higher up on the beach, and filled her with sand. We were obliged, therefore, to set two of the men to work in clearing her, and afterwards in stopping the leaks, as already described; while the remainder of our party was detached by different routes along the shore, to see if they could find any kind of provision. The mate and myself travelled along the sandy beach, till we were prevented from going any farther, by an inlet of water, when we were a good deal surprised, to observe the tide ebb and flow every ten minutes. We were not, however, at present, in a disposition to pay much regard to this or any other extraordinary
[Page 48] appearance of nature; and seeing a great quantity of oyster-shells lying upon the shore, we searched them diligently, in hopes of finding some that were full; but without success. This again made us curse our destiny, that we should have been cast away on so barren and miserable a country, and in such an unlucky time of the year, when we were not only deprived of the relief we might have got, at any other season, from the natural productions of the earth, but when even the animals, inhabitants of both elements, had retired to their holes and hiding places, to shield themselves from the intense cold which prevails during the winter, in this inhospitable climate.
We still continued our search, notwithstanding the ill success we had hitherto experienced, and contrived, at length, to gather about two quarts of hips, or wild rose-buds, by throwing up the snow, and searching in different parts of the bank. Having, with this sorry food, allayed, in some degree, the keen sense of hunger, and the wind having become somewhat more moderate, we got into our boat, and pushed off, the day being already drawing toward a conclusion. Our progress was, however, soon impeded by the quantity of ice that floated upon the water; which obliged us to put ashore on another part of the same beach. In landing, I had the misfortune to let the tinder-box fall from my bosom into the water, by which means we were unable to kindle a fire; and being exceedingly wet, as was generally the case, when we landed, we were, in this place, in a most uncomfortable situation,
[Page 49] and suffered much from the cold. We therefore, thought it best to get into our boat again as fast as possible, and return to the spot from whence we came, in hopes of finding some fire still remaining.
It was with the greatest difficulty we got back, being the whole way under the necessity of breaking through the ice, which had, by this time, formed almost into a solid sheet. We were very anxious, lest our fire should meanwhile, have gone out, and thought it a lucky circumstance, we had not been able to go any farther from it. On our arrival at the place, we had the satisfaction to find, it was not totally extinguished: had this been the case, we must have perished in the course of the night. The fire being repaired, I cut up the remainder of my shirt to make some more tinder; and, as the damage it got had nearly proved fatal to us, was resolved to be more particular in my care of it for the future.
On the 8th of February, the wind came round to the south-west, which cleared off the ice, and enabled us to leave this place by ten o'clock in the morning. As we proceeded along the shore, we found it was not quite so rocky as it had been on the other side of the north cape. We were therefore able to land this night, without difficulty, within a large rock, by which we were sheltered from the wind and sea. We were here very comfortably situated, in every respect, except our want of provisions. The next day, the weather continuing moderate, we had again proceeded about eight
[Page 50] miles on our journey, when the wind beginning to blow so hard as to raise a considerable swell, we were obliged to steer to the snore; and in landing, had the misfortune to lose two of our oars, which were washed overboard by the surf.
On the following day, the wind lulled; and we immediately took the advantage of it, to put to sea. We had now but two oars remaining; which being double-manned, we contrived to get about six miles before night. This was a very hard day's work, considering our present weak condition; for, having been a length of time without tasting any kind of nourishment, we were so much reduced in strength, that when we got on shore, we could scarcely walk for fifty yards together.
The weather being unfavourable on the 11th, we were under the necessity of remaining the whole day in the same resting-place; and, having leisure to search about the shore, we were fortunate enough to find a few rose-buds, which we esteemed at present a great delicacy. Had we not met with this supply, it would have been absolutely requisite to put our beforementioned scheme into execution. We thought ourselves extremely unlucky, in not having found, in the course of our wanderings, so much as the body of any dead animal: nor, except the partridge, did we see any live one, that we had the smallest chance of capturing. At different times, we had hopes of catching some of the others that we frequently saw on the ice, particularly on the small rivers and inlets: but we never found them at any distance from the holes, which they
[Page 51] continually kept open, to give themselves a free passage in and out of the water. We likewise discovered, at different times, some beaver's houses; but could not insnare any of the animals.
On the 12th, the wind became moderate, and we proceeded, once more, on our journey. The coast seemed to diminish in height as we passed along it, which made us hope we were now approaching the cultivated part of the island. Next day the weather got milder, with a fall of rain: so that it was with difficulty we could get our boat to swim, the ice thawing gradually off the bottom. This obliged us to put ashore long before night; and when we had landed, and made a fire, we found no other immediate want but that of provisions, having consumed all the hips or rose-buds that we had gathered at our last landing-place.
Having reconnoitred, very carefully, all around, and searched in every part under the snow, we were not able to procure ourselves even that miserable sustenance. Being now driven to the last extremity, we were obliged to sacrifice our prospect of travelling any farther, to the immediate preservation of our lives. About a dozen tallow candles remained, which we had hitherto employed in stopping the leaks of our boat, as fast as she sprung one in any particular place. Of these we divided a small part among us; which gave us some relief for the present. The two following days we coasted for a few miles, searching for a place where we could meet with some hips; but our search proved ineffectual. This
[Page 52] was the only kind of food we could now expect; and had we discovered any place that abounded with them, it was our intention to draw up the boat there, and remain till they were consumed.
We began now to be fully sensible of our desperate situation, and to expect that our fate would be that of perishing with hunger. Notwithstanding that idea was horrid enough, yet, what gave me the most uneasiness, was, that my friends would probably forever remain uninformed of our wretched catastrophe. It may appear to those, who have not been in similar circumstances, that this would take up but a small part of one's reflection, in comparison with the dread of such a death; yet, however it might have been with the rest of my companions, it was that idea that chiefly preyed upon my spirits. In order to prevent it, as far as possible, I took every occasion of cutting out my name on the bark of the largest trees. The fatigue of cutting it, as well as the preservation of my knife, which I observed before, was the only one among us, would not allow me to be more particular. But on the walls of the store-houses, which we had discovered in the beginning of our progress, I wrote a short account of our disasters in English and French, and requested, if any person should fall in with it, that they would transmit it to my father at Quebec.
On the 17th, we made another division of a part of the tallow candles that yet remained; and on the following day, the wind being favourable, we proceeded about five miles: where,
[Page 53] finding a flat country, and a sandy beach, that extended for a considerable way, and being so much debilitated, that we knew it would be impossible for us to go much farther, we put on shore, with a determined resolution to perish on this place, unless some unforeseen accident should bring us relief. To attempt drawing up our boat, would, in our present weak condition, be a vain undertaking, so we were obliged to leave her, exposed to the mercy of the sea. All that we could preserve was our axe, a saw, and the sail of the boat, which we generally made use of as
[...]covering.
As soon as we landed, we made it our business to clear away the snow from a particular spot in the entrance of the wood, where we intended to remain; and having cut some small branches of pine to lie upon, together with some larger to serve for a shelter, which we stuck into the bank of snow that surrounded us, we made our fire. This done, we all went in search of hips, and had the good fortune to find about a pint of them, which, boiled up with a couple of tallow candles, afforded us a tolerable meal.
The next day we passed without any kind of provisions, and being apprehensive that our little remaining strength would soon desert us, we employed ourselves in cutting and piling as much wood as we were able, to supply the fire. Mean while, the waves had beat our boat so high upon the beach, as to be quite dry as soon as the wind subsided, and to deprive us of the power of putting to sea again: had we been disposed to do it:
[Page 54] for our strength was by no means equal to the task of moving her a single foot.
We again employed the whole day of the 19th in search of hips; but it was not attended with any success. Our tallow candles were, therefore, the only resource we had left, and by this time they became reduced to two. We found ourselves so much weakened the following day, that we could make no further use of our axe, and were under the necessity of creeping about in our turns, to gather for our fire the rotten branches of trees, that lay scattered upon the ground. As we had not a proper quantity of fuel, the fire that we kept up was but just sufficient to preserve us from freezing: for, though the season was so far advanced toward the spring, yet, excepting some particular days, the weather was as cold as in the month of December.
Having now no more than two tallow candles remaining, and finding no longer a possibility of gathering any hips, being too weak even to search for them, we thought it likely that we might derive some degree of nourishment from the kelp-weed, of which there was a quantity lying upon the shore. We accordingly collected a little of it, and with melted snow boiled it for a few hours in a kettle; but, at the conclusion, found it very little tenderer than at first. We then melted one of our tallow candles in the liquor, and having supped it up, and eat a quantity of the weed, our appetite became somewhat satiated: but in about two hours time, we were all affected with a very uneasy sensation, and were soon after seized with a fit of vomiting, without
[Page 55] being able to bring the offending matter entirely off the stomach. This fit of vomiting having continued for about four hours, we found ourselves tolerably easy, but, at the same time, exceedingly exhausted.
On the 22d we made use of some more kelp-weed and our last tallow candle. It still operated in the same manner, but not to so violent a degree as it had done before. The next day the wind blew very moderate from the north-west, and brought a severe frost along with it. We had now an opportunity to repair our boat; and, if our strength had been sufficient to launch into the water, we should have changed our resolution, and have quitted the place. We made, indeed, a faint attempt to launch the boat; but, on finding that we could not move her an inch from where she lay upon the shore, we were obliged to give over the design. Our candles being all consumed, we were under the necessity of boiling the kelp-weed, without the mixture of tallow, which, however nauseous at any other time, afforded us, then, not only some kind of nourishment, but even an exquisite relish.
Having, for three days, tasted no other food but the kelp-weed, we began to swell to an alarming degree. This we were at a loss whether to attribute to the kelp-weed, or to the cold (for we were not able to keep a sufficient fire): however, I thought then, and do still believe, that it proceeded from the former; for, notwithstanding we had often before been exposed to the utmost severity of the frost, and sometimes without any shelter whatever, yet we had never found
[Page 56] ourselves affected with this extraordinary symptom; but, on the contrary, were as much reduced in bulk as we were in strength: whereas in a few days, the swelling had increased to such a degree all over our bodies, that, notwithstanding the little flesh we had upon our bones, we could sink our fingers two inches deep on the skin; the impression of which remained visible for above an hour after. Hunger, nevertheless, still obliged us to make use of the kelp-weed. I have never since consulted with any naturalist or physician about the extraordinary effects of this weed; yet doubt not but they may be accounted for from natural causes.
We passed a few days more in the same manner; at the expiration of which, we were so much swollen, as to be almost deprived of our sight, and so reduced in strength, that it was with the utmost difficulty we could keep our fire in by crawling about in turn, and breaking the rotten branches that lay scattered upon the snow. The time was now arrived, when I thought it highly expedient to put the plan beforementioned into execution; but, on feeling the pulse of my companions, found, that some of them were rather averse to the proposal; the desire of life still prevailing above every other sentiment, notwithstanding the wretched condition they were in, and the impossibility even of preserving it by any other method.
I thought it an extraordinary instance of infatuation, that men should prefer the certainty of a lingering and miserable death, to the distant chance of one more immediate and less painful.
[Page 57] However, on consulting with the mate, what was to be done, I found, that, though they objected to the proposal of casting lots which should be the victim, yet, all concurred, in the necessity of some one being sacrificed for the preservation of the rest. The only question was, how it should be determined; when, by a kind of reasoning more agreeable to the dictates of self-love than of justice, it was agreed on, that, as the captain was now so exceedingly reduced, as to be evidently the first who would sink under our present complicated misery; as he had been the person to whom we considered ourselves, in some measure, indebted for all our misfortunes; and further, as he had, ever since our shipwreck, been the most remiss in his exertions towards the general good, he was, undoubtedly, the person who should be the first sacrificed.
I must confess, that I thought, at that time, there was some colour of truth in this conclusion: yet, I was not a little shocked at the captain's intended fate, although I had more reason than any one else to be incensed against him, not only on account of his neglect of duty, and his mal-practices at the
[...]ut in purloining our provisions, but for another reason likewise. After our shipwreck, I had discovered, by some papers, which had been washed on shore, that, though the captain's pretended destination was to New-York, yet his real one was to the West-Indies, if he could possibly effect it Thus would he have baffled General Haldimand's intentions, in sending me with dispatches, that might be of the
[Page 58] first consequence to this country; and not only have disappointed, but also have defrauded me of the money which I paid him for my passage.
The determination now made, was kept secret from the captain; and it would have been impossible for us to live many days longer, without putting it into execution, had we not happily met with relief from a quarter whence we little expected it. On the 28th of February, as we were all lying about our fire, we thought that we heard the sound of human voices in the woods; and soon after discovered two Indians, with guns in their hands, who did not seem yet to have perceived us. This sight gave us fresh strength and spirits: so, getting up, we advanced towards them with the greatest eagerness imaginable.
As soon as we were perceived by the Indians, they started back, and seemed fixed for a few moments to the ground with surprise and horror. This, indeed, is not to be wondered at, when it is considered, that, besides the amazement they must naturally have felt, on suddenly meeting with white men in this uninhabited part of the island, our appearance itself, was enough to alarm the most intrepid: our cloaths being almost entirely burnt off, so that we were bare in several parts of our bodies, our limbs swollen to a prodigious bulk, our eyes, from the same cause, almost invisible, and our hair in a confused and dishevelled state about our heads and shoulders, particularly of those who wore it long; for we had not been able to comb it since our shipwreck. As we advanced toward the Indians, some of us
[Page 59] wept, while others laughed through joy. Being a little recovered from their surprise, they did not shew much inclination to accost us, till I got up to one of them, and took him by the hand; when he shook it for some time very heartily; the usual mode of salutation among the Indians.
They began, at length, to shew marks of compassion at our distressed appearance; and I imagine, their shyness at first proceeded from the repugnance which it naturally inspired: for, these Indians being converted to Christianity, I will not attribute it to a motive so contrary to that doctrine, as the idea of the trouble they might expect, without any compensation, in relieving us. They then walked with us to our fire, and, sitting down by it together, one of them, who could speak a little broken French, desired we would inform him whence we came, and the particulars of the accident that brought us there. I accordingly gave him as concise an account as possible, of the disasters and fatigues we had undergone: during the relation, he seemed to be very much affected at our sufferings.
Having finished my narration, I asked the Indian, if he could furnish us with any kind of provisions: to which he answered in the affirmative. Observing that we had very little fire, he suddenly started up, and took our axe in his hand; when, looking at it, and laughing heartily, I suppose at the badness of it, he threw it down again, and taking his tomahawk from his side, which is a small hatchet that the Indians always carry about them, he went, and, in a short
[Page 60] time, cut a quantity of wood, which he brought, and threw upon our fire. This done, he took up his gun, and, without saying a word, went off with his companion.
This would have been a very alarming circumstance to persons ignorant of the Indian manners; but I was so well acquainted with the humour of these people, who seldom speak when there is not an absolute occasion for it, that I doubted not, but they were gone for some provisions, and that we should see them again very shortly. Notwithstanding the length of time we had been without nourishment, I must confess, that I felt but little inclination to eat: the fire which the Indian had made, was the greatest refreshment to us, as we had been many days without a good one.
After about three days had elapsed, during which interval, some of our party were not without anxiety, lest the Indians should never return, we perceived them coming round a point, at a small distance, in a bark canoe. Being arrived, and landed upon the beach, they took out of their canoe some smoked venison, and a bladder of seal oil; which they brought up to our fire-place: having put some of the meat into our kettle, they boiled it in melted snow; and then gave each of us a very small quantity of it, together with some oil. I knew very well their reason for being so sparing of their meat; for, eating a quantity of gross food in our present state, might be attended with the most fatal consequences. It gave me no small pleasure to find that the Indians were so careful of us.
[Page 61] This light repast being ended, the Indians desired three of us to embark in their canoe, that being all she could carry at a time, and proceed from this place to their hut, which lay five miles farther by water, and about a mile from the shore, in the middle of the woods. We were received at the sea side by three other Indians, and about twelve or fourteen women and children, who had been there waiting our arrival. Having landed from the canoe, we were conducted by these last to their habitation in the wood, which consisted of three huts or wigwams, there being that number of families among them: meanwhile, the same two Indians who had brought us, went back in their canoe for the three remaining men of our party. On arriving at the but, we were treated, with the greatest humanity by these people; they gave us some broth to sup, but would not suffer us to eat meat, or any kind of substantial food whatever.
The two Indians being come back with our companions, and having all received a tolerable refreshment I was desired, at the request of a very old woman, who appeared to be mistress or mother of the families present, to give them an account of our transactions since the day of our shipwreck. I accordingly gave a more particular account, than I had done before in French to the Indian, whom I have already mentioned; and he explained it in his own language to the other Indians. In the course of my relation, I could perceive that the old woman was exceedingly affected, at certain parts of it; which gave me much satisfaction, as I thence derived hopes,
[Page 62] that they would continue, to treat us with the same humanity. As soon as I had done speaking. the old woman rose up, and after supplying us with some more broth, desired the interpreter to explain to us, the shipwreck of the famous French partisan St. Luc Lacorne, on his passage from Canada to France.
He informed me, that this gentleman, of whose shipwreck I had already heard something, was cast away directly upon the North-Cape; that a great number of persons, perished on the occasion, amongst whom, were two of Mr. St. Luc's children, who were drowned in his arms, as he was attempting to carry them on shore. He likewise informed me, that after his having remained five days there, and suffered much from cold and hunger, he himself had relieved him, and conducted him to Louisbourg; for which service, he said, Mr. St. Luc was indebted to him thirty pounds, which he promised to remit from Halifax, but had never performed it. Whether this part of the Indian's story be true or not, it is impossible for me to determine: the gentleman himself, is best acquainted with it. But this I am certain of, that the poor Indians must have earned the money very dearly, in conducting him so far, at the season of the year in which the journey was performed.
These people did every thing in their power, to reduce the swelling from our limbs; which they at length accomplished, after much difficulty. Having provided for our own immediate wants, our thoughts recurred to those unfortunate men, whom we had left by the wreck. We
[Page 63] were under much anxiety for them, lest by this time they might have perished with hunger. However, in case they should be still alive, I was determined, no means should be omitted for their preservation; and, having described to the Indians the part of the island we were cast away upon, asked them, if it was possible to go to their relief?
From the description I gave the Indians of the situation of the river, and of a small island that lay nearly opposite, they said, that they knew the place perfectly well; that it was above one hundred miles distant, through very difficult paths, over rivers and mountains; and that, if they undertook the journey, they must expect some compensation for their trouble. This indeed was but reasonable: for it could not be expected, that the Indians should leave their hunting, by which alone they subsisted their wives and families, to undergo a fatigue of that kind through pure benevolence: and as to their account of the distance, I could easily give credit to it, as I knew we had come above one hundred and fifty miles by water. I then informed them, for the first time, for in fact it did not occur to me before, that I had some money, and that, if it would be any object to them, I would pay them for their trouble. They seemed much pleased when I told them that I had money, and desired me to let them look at it. Then taking the purse from my servant, I shewed them the hundred and eighty guineas that it contained; and observing an eagerness in their countenances at the sight of the coin, which I had little expected
[Page 64] among Indians, and that the women, in particular, seemed to have taken a strong fancy to it, I presented them with a guinea each; for which they expressed their satisfaction, by laughing, the only method among the savages of displaying every sentiment of that nature.
However, I was determined, at all events, to save the people, if any of them remained alive, though the Indians should be ever so exorbitant in their demands; and made an agreement with them, at last, that they should set off the next day, which was the second of March, and that they should receive twenty-five guineas at their departure, and the same sum on their return. This being adjusted, they immediately went to work in making a proper number of mawkisins and snow-shoes, for themselves and for the men; and three of them went off the next morning, having received the sum of money agreed for.
After these people knew that I had money, my situation among them was not near so comfortable as before; for they became as mercenary as they had hitherto been charitable, and exacted above ten times the value, for every little necessary they furnished for myself and the rest of my companions. Besides which, I was under constant apprehension, lest they should be incited, by this extraordinary passion for money, to plunder us, and leave us in the same destitute condition in which they found us. The only circumstance, on which I founded my hope of better treatment from them, was their religion: for, as I mentioned before, they were Christians, and rigid Catholics, having been converted by the
[Page 65] French, before we got possession of the island. But, perhaps, it was this very circumstance of their communication with Christians, that had inspired them with that vehement love of money. They shewed, indeed, every mark of attachment to their faith, being very assiduous at their devotions both night and morning; and frequently gave us cause to wish they had not been quite so devout, by disturbing us with their psalm-singing the whole night. I was very much afraid, at times, if they had learnt that tenet of their sect, of keeping no faith with heretics, that their profession of Christianity would be of little service to us. My servant, being an Irish Catholic, they were exceedingly fond of him, and heaped their favours upon him very profusely. He joined them, for the most part, in their roaring, for I cannot, with propriety, call it singing, and in their prayers; though he did not understand a word of either. Indeed, I question much whether they themselves understood them, for they were the most confused jargon I ever heard, compounded of their own and the French language, with the mixture of a few broken Latin phrases, which they had picked up from their converters, the Jesuits.
These insular savages bore, in general, an exact resemblance, in their persons and manners, to those on the continent of America. The principal points in which they differed were, in having their hair long, which is peculiar to the women alone among the continental Indians, and in wearing caps and breeches. Their language was very different from that of those nations,
[Page 66] or tribes, which I was acquainted with; though I doubt not but it might have a resemblance to some other upon the continent. I found afterwards, when we got into a part of the island where it was to be had, that they had the same strong propensity to spirituous liquor, so universal among the Indians.
It was some time before we had recovered any degree of strength, or could digest any substantial food: The only kind we could get from the Indians, was the flesh of moose-deer, and seal oil; on which they subsist entirely, during the time of hunting. Notwithstanding that we found ourselves, after our late miseries, pretty comfortably situated among those savages, yet I was anxious to get away, on account of the dispatches I was charged with, which I thought might be of the utmost consequence to his majesty's service; particularly, as I knew that the duplicates were lost. I continued, however, in so weak a condition, that it was impossible for me to move for some time; and found, as well as my fellow sufferers, that such a shock to the constitution, was not easily to be repaired.
After being absent near a fortnight, the Indians arrived with three men, who were the only survivors of the eight, who had been left behind at the hut. They were in a very reduced and miserable condition, and informed me, on enquiring the particulars of their transactions from the time we left them, that, after having consumed all the beef, they lived, for some days, on the skin of the moose-deer, which we had left entire, not thinking it worth while to make a
[Page 67] partition of it. This being consumed, three of them died, in a few days, of hunger, and the others, were under the necessity of subsisting on the flesh of the dead men, till they were relieved by the Indians. One of the remaining five was so imprudently ravenous, when the Indians came to their assistance, as to eat such a quantity of meat, that he expired in a few hours, in the greatest agonies imaginable; and another, soon after, shot himself, accidentally, with one of the Indian's guns. Thus was our number, which originally consisted of nineteen persons, reduced to nine; and I rather wonder, how so many persons could, for the space of three months, go through such complicated distresses, from excessive cold, fatigue, and hunger.
We all remained another fortnight among the Indians, during which, I was obliged to pay, as before, a most exorbitant price for our diet, and for every necessary that we were provided with. By this time, my health being somewhat re-established, and my money, at the same time, very much reduced, I was resolved to postpone my own convenience, to the good of the service, and
[...]o proceed, as fast as possible, with General Haldimand's dispatches, though it was now the most unfavourable season of the year for travelling. I therefore made an agreement with the Indians, to conduct me to Halifax; for which I was to pay them forty-five pounds, and to furnish them with provisions, and all necessaries, at every inhabited place, on our way.
It was settled, that I should depart on the 2d of April, with two Indians, for Halifax, accompanied
[Page 68] by Mr. Winslow, a young gentleman who had been a passenger on board the vessel, and was one of the three survivors at the hut, together with my own servant. The Indians were to conduct the remainder of our party, to a settlement on Spanish river, about fifty miles distant, where they were to remain till the spring, when an opportunity might offer for them to get by sea to Halifax. Previously to parting, I gave the captain cash for a bill on his owner at New-York, to provide for the immediate subsistence of himself and the sailors; which bill was afterwards protested by the owner, on the pretence, that the ship being lost, neither master nor crew were entitled to any wages.
We accordingly sat off on the day appointed, each carrying four pair of Indian shoes, or mawkisins, a pair of snow-shoes, and provisions for fifteen days. The same day, we got to a place called, by the English, Broad-Oar, where we were detained, the following day, by a snowstorm. On the 4th, we again proceeded through the woods about five leagues; and, on the 5th, arrived at a place named Broad-Deck, which lies at the entrance of a very fine salt water lake, called Lake St. Peter. This lake communicates, by a narrow inlet, with the sea, from which it is distant about sixteen leagues. At this place, we met with two families of Indians, who were hunting there, and purchased of them a bark-canoe, for five pounds; the Indians having informed me, that some parts of this great lake are never frozen, and that it was requisite to have a canoe to pass over those places; and as
[Page 69] we were to travel over the ice in other parts of it, I was obliged to purchase two Indian sleighs, in which we were to place the canoe, and drag it after us.
Having remained two days in this place, and provided ourselves with a few other necessary articles, we proceeded on the 7th, for a few miles along the lake; but the ice being bad, we were soon obliged to take to the wood. A thaw coming on soon after, with rain, made the snow, which lay to the depth of six feet in the woods, so soft and heavy, that we could travel no longer on our snow-shoes, the snow sticking to them in large quantities. We were therefore obliged to make a fire, and remain here; and the thaw continuing for the space of four days, made us very apprehensive lest the ice should give way altogether: for the spring was now too far advanced, to travel any longer upon the snow, unless during a frost. We should then have been under the necessity of waiting till the ice was entirely cleared off the lake; which would have taken at least a fortnight or three weeks from the time of its breaking up; in which case, we might have been reduced to a condition, equally distressed, with that we had been in after our shipwreck, except that we were provided with arms and ammunition.
However, the frost returned on the 12th, and the next day we sat off, and travelled about six leagues; sometimes on floating pieces of ice, and at others, in our canoe, where the lake was open. On the 14th, our provisions being nearly exhausted, I proposed going in search of some
[Page 70] game, as the country abounded with deer: for the Indians, in general, never think of providing for the next day's wants, but eat on, without reflection, whilst they have a morsel of food remaining. I accordingly went with one of the Indians into the woods. We had not been three hours on the hunt, before we discovered a very fine moose-deer; and the Indian shot him in about an hour after. We skinned this animal, which weighed about six hundred pounds, loaded ourselves with some of the best parts of its flesh, as well as the blood, which the Indian took care to collect, putting it in the bladder of the beast: and returned to our canoe. We then sent the other Indian, Mr. Winslow, and my servant, for some more of the meat, of which they brought about an hundred pounds.
Being now well stocked with provisions, we had no reason to apprehend that we should want, in case a return of mild weather should render it impossible for us to travel either upon the lake or in the woods. On the 15th, we sat out very early in the morning, and pursued our journey about six leagues, in the same manner as before. The greatest inconvenience that we felt, was the want of bread, which the Indians of this country never make use of whilst they are hunting; and being now much wearied with travelling, our strength having been greatly exhausted by our past fatigues, we agreed to make a halt for a day or two, in the woods. What renders the travelling through the woods, in these cold climates, more tolerable than might be supposed during the winter season, is the number of pine-trees,
[Page 71] and other ever-greens, which are interspersed in different parts; the branches of which serve, not only to lie upon, but also as a shelter from the severity of the weather. We chose a spot abounding with these trees; and it is almost inconceivable, in how short a time the Indians made us a comfortable habitation of the boughs, called in their language, a
wigwam. Their method of constructing them is as follows; having chosen the spot for their fire, they first clear off the snow, throwing it up into a bank in a circular form, leaving a vacant space, or passage, to leeward: and it is to be observed, that the more snow there is on the ground the better, as it makes the best part of the shelter. They then cut branches of pines, of a proper length, and placing the thicker ends of them in the bank of snow, bend and interweave them toward the top. These branches are crossed by others, and interwoven with smaller ones, in such a manner, as to afford a sufficient shelter from the wind, and from the fal
[...]ing snow. The fire is made in the middle of the wigwam, and the smoke of it goes out by the passage to leeward. The wigwams thus made, are very comfortable, even in the coldest weather, and are proof against any thing but a heavy rain; beside which, a change of wind is the only inconvenience they are liable to.
We proceeded again on our journey, on the 18th, and, during that and the following day, travelled several miles, without meeting with any thing remarkable. I had now leisure to observe the beauties of this lake, which was one of the
[Page 72] finest I ever saw in America; though at this season of the year, it could not appear to the best advantage. As far as I could judge, it is about twenty leagues in length from north to south, and eight wide from east to west. A number of small islands are scattered about in different parts of it, and give it somewhat the appearance of the lake of Killarny, and other fresh-water lakes in Ireland. These islands have never been settled on: yet appear to be very fruitful, and must be a most delightful residence in summer, except for the want of fresh water; which, perhaps, may be the reason they have never been inhabited. Had the lake been properly frozen, we might have saved ourselves the trouble of travelling several leagues, by crossing over from point to point, and from one island to another: but, this not being the case, we were obliged to travel round the greatest part of the bays on one side of it.
On the 20th, we arrived at a place called St. Peter's, where there are four or five French and English families settled. I was here received very politely, and entertained at the house of a Mr. Cavanaugh, a merchant, who was so good as to take my draught for two hundred pounds upon my father, though I was a perfect stranger to him. To this harbour vessels of the greatest burthen can come with safety, and a considerable fishery was formerly carried on here, till, on the breaking out of the present war, the American privateers put a stop to it. The force of these privateers, even taken collectively, is but trifling; and it is much to be regretted, that government
[Page 73] cannot spare a vessel or two of force, to cruize about here, and protect the fisheries; which, together with some other branches of trade, might be carried on with as much vigour, and much more benefit, than before the war. This Mr. Cavanaugh, but a short time before I arrived, was plundered, to the amount of three thousand pounds, by two privateers from Boston; who came in at their leisure, and took what they wanted out of his stores. These American privateers have likewise driven all the settlers away from Louisburg, who had also subsisted by the fishery; and it is somewhat remarkable, that this place, which was, during the two last wars, such a bone of contention between us and the French, has not, at the present moment, so much as a single inhabitant.
I should have taken a shallop or fishing-boat from this place, and gone to Halifax by sea, but that there was almost a certainty of being taken by some privateer along the coast. This lake, St. Peter, is but half a mile from the ocean; to which, we were to carry our canoe through the woods, and to proceed, by water, to the gut of Canceau. While the French were in possession of the island, they had formed a design of cutting through this narrow neck of land, and opening a communication on that side, between the ocean and the lake, in order to bring in their large ships of war, to lie during the winter, in the lake of St. Peter; for there is a sufficient depth of water in the harbour of St. Peter, for the largest ships of the line to ride in, though there is not water enough in the inlet, by which the
[Page 74] lake communicates with the ocean, to enable them to pass up to the harbour.
After stocking ourselves, therefore, with as much provisions, and other necessaries, as we had occasion for, we sat off, on the 22d, in our bark canoe, and arrived the same day at a place called by the French, Grand Grave; where there is a family or two of that nation. The wind blowing hard, we were obliged to remain here all night; and, on the 23d, proceeded along the coast to a settlement called Discousse, where we were detained another day, by some floating ice.
On the 25th, we got to a place called Narrashoc; where we were as hospitably entertained as we had been at St. Peter's. I here exchanged the remains of my regimental coat, for a brown suit of clothes, intending to pass for the master of the ship, in case I should happen to be taken by any of the American privateers at Canceau; and as the inhabitants of this place gave me to understand, that the people of Canceau were very much disaffected to government, I took every precaution to disguise the appearance of an officer.
We proceeded in our canoe, on the 26th, to the point of Isle-Madame; intending to cross the great passage of Canceau. This passage is called the Gut of Canceau, from an Acadian settlement of that name on the continent; and separates the Island of Cape-Breton from Acadia, or, as it is now called by the English, Nova-Scotia. The island of Madame lies in the middle of the Gut, but rather nearer to Cape-Breton
[Page 75] than to the main; and the passage to this island is called the Small, that from the Island to Canceau, the Great Passage. On making the point of Isle-Madame, we found that there was still a great quantity of floating ice in the Great Passage, and, not thinking it prudent to venture in our frail vessel among it, we returned to Narrashoc, in order to procure a small sloop or vessel that could resist the ice.
Having accordingly provided one, we embarked our little canoe in it, and, on the 27th, the wind being as favourable as we could wish, got across the passage, which is eight leagues, in three hours. The men, who navigated the vessel to the other side, were very apprehensive of some American privateers lying in the harbour of Canceau, having seen several is the bay two days before. Upon this intelligence, I gave my dispatches and papers to one of the Indians, knowing well, that they never attempt to search or plunder any of these people. We were, however, so fortunate, as to see no privateers on entering the harbour.
On landing at Canceau, I went to the house of a Mr. Rust, who is the principal man at this place, and acts as a justice of the peace under government for which he receives about 100
l. per annum. The inhabitants on the other side, as well as the people who brought us over, having informed me, that this gentleman always supplied the New-England-cruizers with every necessary that his stores could afford; I was determined, to be very cautious in every thing I said, in his presence. Having paid the person who brought us
[Page 76] over the gut, and thanked him for his private intelligence, I was conducted to the house of this Mr. Rust, to whom I passed myself for the captain of the ship. He asked me a number of questions, the tendency of which I could easily perceive; and therefore, gave him as evasive answers as possible. I found that he had a brother-in-law, who was a first-lieutenant on board a sixteen-gun-brig, belonging to Boston, which had gone out of the harbour of Canceau the day before.
We remained in this place till three o'clock the next morning, when, being apprehensive of treachery, on the part of our pretended friends; we sat off, without any intimation of it to Mr. Rust. Prom this gentleman I had purchased a piece of sa
[...] pork, and about eight pounds of biscuit, which he said was as much as he could spare, and for which, I was obliged to pay him at least thrice its value. We were now to proceed in our canoe, along the coast to Halifax, and had reason to fear that we should be again distressed for provisions. However, we were so lucky as to find, as we coasted along, plenty of lobsters and other fish, which the Indians caught with prodigious dexterity, killing the flat fish with a pointed pole, and the lobsters with a cloven one. We were ten days going from Canceau to Halifax: during which interval, we did not meet with any settlement, and saw nothing worth mentioning, except a number of picaroons on various parts of the coast.
The Indians remained, for a few days, at Halifax; when, having received the balance due to
[Page 77] them, they took their departure for the island. I was obliged to continue here for two months longer, till an opportunity served for a passage in the Royal-Oak, to New-York; where I delivered my dispatches (in a very ragged condition) to Sir Henry Clinton.
The rest of my fellow-sufferers in the shipwreck, soon after arrived at Halifax, in a shallop from Spanish-River. The captain, conscious of the reception he would meet with, did not think proper to go to his owner at New-York, to give an account of the loss of his vessel; but took his passage in a ship from Halifax to London, and now serves as a pilot on the Thames. The mate was, on account of his good conduct during the whole of our transactions, appointed, by a gentleman in Halifax, to the command of a ship bound to the West-Indies.
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LITTLE GRANDISON.
LETTER I. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
YOU permit me to write to you, my dear mama. What a consolation is this to my heart! Alas, I have much occasion for it, separated as I am from you.
Here am I, in London, and in perfect health; nevertheless, I am sad, very sad, I assure you. You will, perhaps, call me a silly child, when I tell you that I wept during our whole journey, whilst I thought on the last kiss that you gave me when we parted. But come, I will no longer trouble you with these complaints. I know how much you love me, why therefore should I afflict you?
What a fine city this is! and how populous! We have no town in Holland so large by one-half. I find every thing in this place very agreeable; but I do not find mama here. Ah, that spoils all.
[Page 213] You might well boast of your friend Mrs. Grandison. She is so good and so gentle, that one must love her as soon as one sees her. She held forth her arms to receive me at my arrival, just in the same manner as you do when you are pleased with me; and then Mr. Grandison! I cannot express to you how amiable he is. He shall be my model; and then I am sure, when I grow up, I shall be esteemed by every one. My papa was, doubtless, such another; for you have often told me how worthy a man he was. Ah, would I possessed such a parent now! how happy I should be! I would then, like young Grandison, obey him in every thing: my whole heart should be filled with love for him, though I would not love you the less. But heaven has not permitted this. However it has left me a mother, and so good a mother!—Come then, I am not so much to be pitied; there are few children so happy. Every day do I thank God for this blessing, and implore him to preserve you to me: but, adieu, my dear mama; adieu, my little sister. I enclose for you, in this letter, a thousand kisses, and as many affectionate remembrances. Think of me sometimes. You are ever in my thoughts. Oh, when shall I see you again! When shall I embrace you! How long will this year appear to me! and how swiftly did time fly when we were together!
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LETTER II. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
YOUR letter, my dear son, has given me the most lively pleasure. The affliction which you manifest at our separation, proves to me that you have a heart of sensibility. The child who can bear an absence from his mother without concern, cannot love her: we must, nevertheless, listen to reason. We cannot always live together; and to abandon ourselves without resistance to a fruitless grief, is a weakness, at which we ought to blush; learn therefore betimes to arm yourself with courage against the various events of life. The most happy lot is chequered with innumerable troubles, which we must accustom ourselves to bear from our earliest youth. Whenever you feel your spirits dejected, because I am not with you, you have only to think of the pleasure that we shall both have when we meet at the end of the year, and this thought will afford you consolation: in the mean while we will write to each other as often as possible. To write, is almost to speak. You see by this, the benefit of those improvements, which your diligence has acquired. What would have become of you now, had you neglected your studies! we should have been separated, without being able to converse with each other.
[Page 215] You perceive Mr. Grandison is an estimable man, and wish to make him your model! You delight me, my dear child. Such a choice is the beginning of virtue. Yes, your father was such another man; and I am well assured that you know how to render yourself worthy the name of his son; and this is the sweetest consolation I have in my affliction for his loss.
Adieu, my dear William; embrace Mrs. Grandison for me. Give me a faithful account of all your occupations, and all your pleasures; but always write to me as if you were speaking: a letter ought to be natural, simple, and unstudied. Your little sister regrets your absence: she enquires after you a hundred times in the day; and complains that I am not so good a play-fellow to her as you were.
LETTER III. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
A THOUSAND and a thousand thanks, my dear mama, for your goodness in writing to me. I hastened to shew your letter
[Page 216] to Mrs. Grandison. What an excellent mother you have, said she, after having read it? Yes, madam, answered I, she is another Mrs. Grandison; upon which she embraced me. My dear little boy, added she, since your mother has permitted you to write to her, and enjoins you to give her an account of every particular which concerns you, you ought to omit nothing. Tell her of your studies, and of your amusements; and recount to her your conversations with my sons and my daughter: this will soften the pain of your absence. But, madam, said I, mama has always strictly forbidden me to speak of what passes in the family of another; she therefore only meant that I should speak of myself. Well, well, answered she, I permit you to tell her every thing that passes in our house. I have not a dearer friend in the world than your mama. I should myself confide all my secrets with her; and I charge you to do it for me. Oh, mama, how much pleasure does this permission give me! How many things shall I have to tell you of my friend Charles! Yes, it is of him that I wish most to speak. You know how he abounds in understanding, in wit, in sentiment, in goodness: we are always together. I love him each day more than the preceding. His brother Edward, who is older by two years, is by no means so amiable; but the little Emily, their sister, Oh what a charming young lady!
Mrs. Grandison is just going to write to you, mama: she has asked for my letter to enclose in her's. I am sorry that I cannot chat longer with you: methinks I should never be tired of
[Page 217] writing to you. I find as much difficulty in quitting my pen as I have pleasure in taking it up. Adieu, my dear mamma; be careful of your health. Continue to me your wise lessons, and, perhaps, I shall become as amiable as my friend Charles.
I tenderly embrace my little sister. I regret also that I have her not here to play with me; and the more, as I find that she liked me so well for a play-fellow.
LETTER IV. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
I CONGRATULATE you, my dear son, on having such a friend as Charles. Some persons of my acquaintance, who have seen him at his father's house, speak of him as the most amiable of children. You see, from this, what we gain by good conduct, and by fulfilling our duty: we are beloved and esteemed by all the world. Edward, from infancy, has discovered something untractable and savage in his character; but, my dear boy, take notice of his bad
[Page 218] qualities only to avoid them. Suffer not hatred to have a place in your heart. Edward is young; he may correct his faults; and until that happy change arrives, he is worthy of the most tender compassion.
It appears, from Mrs. Grandison's letter, that she has taken an affection for you; this is an encouragement to you to do your best to merit the kind things that she says of you. Should she ever have cause to reproach you, you must be sensible how bitterly my heart would feel it. But no, my child, I know you too well; you will never cease to be the well-beloved of your mother. Adieu, my dear son.
LETTER V. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
CHARLES has written to you, my dear mamma; Charles has written to you. You will find his letter enclosed in mine. What fine writing! how prettily he expresses himself! But have patience: it shall not be my fault, if I do not soon do as well. I am only twelve years
[Page 219] old, and he is thirteen. This makes the difference of a whole year, in which time, I hope to improve much. Nothing would be wanting to complete my felicity, if you were but here, mamma, to see how happy I am. All our studies are but so many different pleasures. We learn drawing, dancing, and music; and we walk every day into the country, to acquire the knowledge of plants. Mr. Bartlet, who is a very learned man, comes to see us two or three times a-week; and we learn a great deal from his conversation. I am every day more sensible what a sad thing it is to be ignorant: there is so great an advantage in cultivating the mind! and we have only to make our studies an amusement to us. Never fear; I shall not lose my time in this house: I have too good an example in my friend Charles. An emulation reigns between us, which does not lessen our friendship; but, on the contrary, we love each other the better for it. But I must leave off writing, for I am called to breakfast. Depart, then, my letter, and tell my dear mamma that I love her with all my heart. Say that I embrace her a thousand and a thousand times. I have only a little corner of paper left, to tell my little sister how much she occupies my affection; but, no matter, the largest piece would not suffice for that.
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LETTER VI. CHARLES GRANDISON TO MRS. DANVERS.
WHAT obligations do I owe you, madam, for having sent us your son! You have given me, by so doing, a friend for life. If you did but know how much he delights in talking of you, and with what tenderness of affection he speaks! He talks to me often also of his father. When he described his death to me, we wept together: how happy, said he to me yesterday, are you, to have still a father. How much is a poor child to be pitied, who is deprived of his! Alas, it is to lose his dearest protection and best friend. How does it ever happen, that there should be children in the world who disobey their parents, and give them affliction by their vices! For my part, had I ever given my father the least subject of complaint, I should never more have known a day of happiness. But you have yet a mother, answered I. Yes, he replied, I have one who cherishes me as tenderly as I love her. She has redoubled her cares for me since the death of my father; can I therefore fail to feel for her a double portion of
[Page 221] respect and love? Why, am not I already grown up? I would partake with her of her labours; I would assist her to support her griefs. So long as I live, will I convince her, by my tenderness, that I am not unworthy of her's. I was too much moved, to be able to make any answer: I could only embrace my friend. Ah, madam, he who honours his parents so truly, must needs be a faithful friend.
I cannot describe to you how diligent he is in all his studies. Mr. Bartlet is astonished at the progress that he makes: you must not, however, suppose that we are always serious. I assure you, we know very well how to amuse ourselves; and pleasure never appears so agreeable to us, as after business. We run about in the country, we play at cricket, and at all kinds of games which require activity and address. Our lessons, our exercises, and our pleasures, have all their stated hours; and I can assure you, they are well filled up.
I know not what you will think, madam, of the liberty that I have taken in writing you so long a letter; but I flatter myself you will pardon it, since the subject of it is so dear to you: I will not, however, encroach too far on your complaisance. Vouchsafe, I entreat you, to excuse my prattle, in consideration of my friendship for your son, as well as of the profound respect with which I have the honour to be, madam,
Your very humble and obedient servant, CHARLES GRANDISON.
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LETTER VII. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
ENCLOSED in this, I send an answer to the pretty letter which I have received from your friend Charles. I am delighted with what he has related to me of your sentiments toward me. Preserve them to me always, my son, and your mother will be ever happy.
I have some melancholy news to tell you: you know young Vanberg; he is just thrown into prison. A passion for play has been his destruction. He has almost brought his parents to ruin. It is not long, since they paid a considerable sum for him, on his promise that he would play no more: but he returned to it again, and his losses are enormous. There is no way left for his parents to extricate him out of his difficulties, but by depriving themselves of bread. How unfortunate is this young man! You know how amiable he was, but for this terrible passion to which he has given himself up. Every one pitied him at first; but now he is despised by all. Oh, my son, place this example before your
[Page 223] eyes, as a preservative against so shocking an evil. Mrs. Grandison has just written to me, and tells me, that you partake with her children, of those studies which they are engaged in. With what bounty, has heaven supplied to you the loss which you might have sustained, by your mother's want of means to give you those acquirements suited to your birth. Be grateful to your benefactors, and ever bear in mind the duty that you owe them of profiting by their bounty which you can fulfil only by your application; lose not therefore one moment: the past hour will never return to us. What pleasure shall I feel, when I perceive the mind of my son adorned with useful knowledge! What charms shall I then find in his conversation! This hope softens the bitterness of our separation; let it serve also to support your resolution under it. Yes, my son, I have already told you that heaven has not destined us to live always together; but nothing will prevent us from loving each other, even should we be separated by a still greater distance. Adieu, my child; fulfil your duties; but without neglecting your amusements. It is your happiness only which can make mine.
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LETTER VIII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
WE are going into the country to-morrow, mamma. How I shall divert myself there Charles has just been packing up a number of books to carry with us. Our crayons are not forgotten. The whole country, as I am told, is one beautiful landscape: we shall exert ourselves to delineate it on paper. Little Emily carries her tambour with her, and intends to imitate with her needle, all the prettiest flowers of the fields. Though she is not yet twelve years old, she is ingenious to a wonder.
We are all three very glad to go into the country. Edward is the only one who dislikes it. I pity him. I think it a bad sign, not to love the air of the fields. I will send you word for word, a conversation which he had just now with his brother and sister, at which I was present.
Emily.
Do you know that our good friend, Mr. Bartlet is to go with us in the country?
Charles.
Yes; and I am very glad of it.
Edward.
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So am not I, for my part.
Charles.
Why so, brother?
Edward.
Because he is always finding fault with me.
Charles.
Well, but then his reproofs will serve to amend you. For my part, I think those who have the goodness to tell us of our faults, are our best friends: I esteem them much above those persons who flatter us.
[Is not Charles in the right, mamma?]
Edward.
I was in hopes, at least, that we should be for a while released from this cursed Latin, but I find it is no such thing; and that we are to go on every day with our exercises, just the same as in town.
Charles.
I hope so, and I see nothing very difficult in it, while Mr. Bartlet is with us: and besides that, he will instruct us in the knowledge of all the different plants in the country; What a pleasure there will be—
Edward.
A great pleasure, truly, to be groping all day with our noses in the ground, like so many sheep after grass.
Charles.
But, my dear Edward, you have not packed up your portmanteau yet?
Edward.
I shall make one of the servants do it.
Emily.
The servants are very busy to-day, brother.
Edward.
Well, they must go to bed an hour the later then.
Emily.
Oh fie! after they have been working hard all day, you would make them lose an hour's sleep?
Edward.
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A great misfortune, to be sure.
Emily.
You might spare it them, however, by putting up your things yourself: it would, I think, be much better to employ your time so, than in teazing your dog.
Edward.
My dog is my own, I hope.
Emily.
Yes, but the servants are not.
Edward.
I have no occasion for your lessons, miss; pray keep them for yourself.
They were both growing warm, but Charles took each by the hand; Come, my dears, said he, be friends; disputing between brothers and sisters, is the greatest of e
[...]ls. Here, Edward, since you chuse to stay here to amuse yourself, give me your key, and I will pack up your things while the servants dine.
What a good boy is Charles, said Emily: I love him with all my heart.
O mamma, what a difference there is between these two brothers! and what amiable qualities are sweetness and complaisance! But adieu, I must leave off. I will not fail to write to you as soon as we are got into the country. Why are not you and my little sister of the party?
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LETTER IX. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
HERE we are, my dear mamma. What a pretty country-house! charming walks all around us. The park is very extensive; and from my windows I see a landscape, the extremities of which, are too distant for the eye to take in distinctly. The gardens are laid out with a neatness which charms you at first sight. Charles has one to himself, in which he is at liberty to sow and plant whatever he pleases. He ran to it as soon as we arrived. And do you know what he has done, mamma? It is impossible for any one to be more noble or generous. He has given half a guinea to the gardener who took care of his garden during his absence. It was not necessary, to be sure, for him to make this present, as his father pays him handsomely: but the man has six small children. He is poor, and Charles is beneficent; I think therefore he did right: but Edward, it seems, thinks otherwise. I must relate to you their discourse on
[Page 228] the subject. Edward was by me: he saw the half-guinea in the gardener's hand. He ran up to his brother.
Edward.
Are you mad, Charles, to give so much money to this man? Does not my father pay him for his labour?
Charles.
True, brother; but see what care he has taken with my garden. He deserves a little recompence: besides, the man is not rich, and he has a large family. We surely ought to take pity on the distressed.
Edward.
Very true; but there is at least no occasion to give him more than his due.
Charles.
Ah, brother, if our papa were to give us no more than our due, that would be but a very little.
Edward.
And will you venture to tell him what you have done?
Charles.
Without doubt: I hope never to do any thing which I shall be afraid to tell him.
Edward.
You will have a good chiding, I promise you.
Charles.
And I promise you, he will not chide me at all. I have often seen him give money to the same gardener, when he has been pleased with his work.
Edward.
My papa gives his own money, but what you give, does not belong to you.
Charles.
Pardon me, brother; it was the fruits of my oeconomy which I was permitted to dispose of as I pleased; and I am sure I could not make a better use of it.
Edward.
As if it would not be better to have purchased some squibs and crackers and have
[Page 229] made a little fire-work to entertain mamma on our arrival.
Charles.
The fire-works would have lasted but a moment; and after all, what are they? a sound, and a blaze: besides, they often cause accidents. No, no, my money will be laid out more usefully. The gardener will buy his children some shoes with it; and the poor little ones will not be forced to run barefooted among the stones and briars.
Edward,
(with a sneer.)
And what is it to us whether these children have shoes or not? I do not see that it concerns us.
Charles.
But it concerns them, brother, and that is sufficient. Heaven forbid that we should only think of our own wants, and take no care about those of others. Ah, dear brother, let us always pity the poor. They are our fellow-creatures.
Edward could not say a word in answer to this; but quitting us abruptly, began tormenting a cat that he saw asleep on the grass, a little way from us.
What do you say to all this, mamma? I am ashamed for Edward, and I love Charles more than ever. Mrs. Grandison, I am sure, will receive more pleasure from the generosity of her son, than she could have had from all the fireworks in the world. Oh, if ever I should be rich, I will take care not to shut up my purse from the poor. It must be so great a pleasure to assist a man when he wants it. Adieu, my dear
[Page 230] mamma. I am called to take a walk. How impatiently do I long for your letters: but when shall I have one from my little sister?
LETTER X. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
I AM charmed with your last letter, my dear son. You have good reason indeed to prefer Charles' way of thinking to that of Edward. What pleasure must his good heart have felt in the joy of the honest gardener! a pleasure which will be renewed as often as he sees the shoes on the feet of the poor children. The best way to merit riches is, to employ them for the happiness of others. Mrs. Grandison has just sent me one of your drawings. I am charmed to see you so much improved by the instructions that you have had. If fortune should prove unfavourable to you, painting is an honourable profession, not beneath the son of a colonel. It will, at least, be an amusing occupation, which, by preserving you from idleness, will, at the same time,
[Page 231] preserve you from those vices that idleness leads to. A love for the fine arts is the best guard in youth against the passions. The wish which you have so often expressed to receive some letters from your sister, has put her upon many reflections. O mamma, said she to me last night, what a pretty thing it is to know how to write! When you read my brother's letters to me, it is just as if he were with us, as if he were talking to us. Pray, dear mamma, let me soon have a writing-master, that I may write to my brother; then it will be as if I were with him, as if I talked to him. She pressed me so much, that I promised her a master next month. She threw her arms round my neck; Ah, mamma, how learned I shall be! Yes, I will deserve this favour. But what shall I do in return for it? Learn well, my child, said I. But, mamma, to learn well is not for your benefit, but for mine. Then it is for mine also, answered I; is not the happiness of my children the same as my own? Ah, mamma, replied she, but when shall I do something which shall be for you alone? Is not this pretty from a child of six years old? I took her in my arms, and pressed her to my heart. I embrace you, my son, with the same tenderness.
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LETTER XI. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
AH! mamma, a great misfortune has happened to us. Edward has had the misfortune to fall into the water. He is very ill, and so is Mrs. Grandison also. We are all full of grief; but you will see that Edward suffers from his own fault: he is very happy in having escaped. Had it not been for timely help, he must certainly have been drowned. Yesterday, after dinner, not having finished his morning task, Mr. Grandison ordered him to stay in his chamber to finish it: but behold his disobedience! he came down, notwithstanding these orders, and came after us: but I will relate the affair exactly to you as it happened.
We had been gone out about a quarter of an hour, intending to regale ourselves with some warm milk at a little farm-house not far off. We soon heard Edward, who ran after us, out of breath; we stopped to wait for him, concluding that he had obtained permission to be of our party: he joined us; and after having walked a
[Page 233] few paces together, we met a little boy wheeling a barrow, in which there was a cask of vinegar. He was civilly turning out of our way, but by so doing, he overturned the wheelbarrow, and the cask of vinegar fell to the ground. The poor child was in sad perplexity, because he was not strong enough to put it back into the barrow, and he saw no grown person at hand to assist him. Charles, the good Charles, immediately ran up to him: Come William, come Edward, cried he, we must help this good little boy; we may surely find strength between us four to replace his cask. Oh yes, truly, said Edward, it would become us mightily to employ ourselves in such an office. And why not? said Charles: methinks it is never unbecoming to do a good action: but, however, you may stand by if you please; you shall see that we three will do it. We immediately went to work, and in an instant the barrow was set upright, and the cask placed upon it, though Edward did nothing all the while, but sing, and laugh at us. The little boy was overjoyed, and after thanking us, went his way. Why Charles, said Edward, this is wonderful; it gives me pleasure to see that you would make an excellent vinegar-merchant. Well brother, said Charles, if I should be one, and should ever have the misfortune to let fall my cask, I shall be very glad to find any one good-natured enough to assist me. Well, you may laugh, said Edward, but what do you think papa would say, if he knew what you had done? He would love his son the better for it, said Emily. Papa is good-natured, and had he been in
[Page 234] Charles' place, he would have done the same. Fie, said Edward, I blush for you both; it is very pretty indeed for persons of our condition to meddle with the affairs of common people! Oh, said Charles, if they want us sometimes, we have much more occasion for them. We have assisted this little boy, but who knows but his assistance may be one day necessary to us?
You will see presently, mamma, that Charles was in the right.
We were scarcely got to the farm-house, when Edward proposed to us to go into a little boat, which was there floating in a small pond. Emily and Charles refused, saying, that their papa has expressly forbidden them. Pshaw, he'll know nothing of it, said Edward. But brother, answered Charles, we ought never to do any thing which our papa should not know. Very well, said Edward, then I will go and take a run in the meadow, for it is no diversion to me to be here. We thought that this was his design: but would you believe it, mamma, instead of going, as he had said, into the meadow, he made a turn round the house, and then went into the boat: about half an hour after this, we heard one cry out for help: we ran along with the farmer and his son; but what was our consternation, when we saw the boat overturned, and the unfortunate Edward hidden under the water. A little boy was dragging him by the skirt of his coat, but had not strength to get him out of the water: it was he who cried for help. The farmer immediately plunged into the water, and got them both out; but Edward was without sense
[Page 235] or motion. Emily cried most pitifully. As for my part, I was so struck, that I could not speak. Charles was the only one who preserved presence of mind: he immediately gave orders to have his brother carried into the farmer's house, in order to recover him from his swoon. He then begged his sister to compose herself. I will go back to my papa, in order to prevent his being told abruptly of this unhappy accident. In the mean while take care of my brother.
Do not you admire these wise and tender precautions, mamma?
But what were the agitations of his parents when they heard his recital! Mrs. Grandison fainted: Mr. Grandison, after having given her the necessary assistance, ran to his son. They had just carried him into the house: every one thought him dead. In spite of all his firmness, Mr. Grandison could not forbear shedding tears. Oh! how well does a good father love his children? he forgets all their faults, when he sees them in danger. After much pains, Edward was at length brought to himself: but he is still in bed in a high fever. Thus has he been punished for his disobedience; he has been at the point of losing his own life, and of being the death of his parents. This will serve as a lesson to me, to be always docile and submissive. Adieu, my dear mamma, you shall soon hear from me again. How many things have I to say to my little sister, on the affecting scene she had with you, but I will reserve them for our correspondence.
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LETTER XII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
MRS. Grandison is much better: Edward is nearly recovered, and I hope that this adventure will render him more wise in future. I told you in my last letter, of a little boy who saved Edward, by holding the skirt of his coat, but I forgot to tell you, that it was the little vinegar-carrier, whom we had just assisted in replacing his cask on the barrow. Charles said very right, when he observed, that we know not what occasion we may have for the assistance of others. It must have been all over with Edward, if we had not chanced to assist this little boy; for had we left him in the road with his wheelbarrow overturned, he would not have been in the way to have seen the accident which happened afterwards to Edward, nor to have thrown himself into the water to support him, whilst he called out for assistance. But I must relate to you a conversation which we had on the subject, yesterday, after dinner, whilst we were with Mr. Grandison in the sick-chamber of Edward.
[Page 237] You are very good, said Edward, to come and bear me company.
Charles.
Would not you do the same for us, brother, if we were ill?
Edward.
But perhaps William would rather go and take a walk.
William.
No, I assure you, Edward. It is pleasure enough for me to see that you get better.
Emily.
Especially when we think how near we were to lose you.
Edward.
That is very true, had it not been for that brave little boy, it would have been all over with me.
Mr. Grandison.
I am very glad to hear you make this reflection, my dear: you now see, as Charles observed to you, that we cannot foresee how soon we may have occasion for the very person who seems to stand most in need of us.
Edward.
You are right, papa, and I feel much regret in not having assisted this little boy, who was afterwards to do me so great a piece of service.
Mr. Grandison.
I am well satisfied, my child, that you are convinced you were wrong: you have only now to bear in mind your deliverer, and it may one day be your turn to render him a benefit. Till that time arrives, you may in some sort acquit yourself towards him, by assisting all those whom you see in distress. You may also draw this very useful lesson from your misfortune, never to despise those who are beneath us in rank. What would a young gentleman have done for you, had he been in the
[Page 238] place of our little vinegar-carrier? He would, no doubt, have contented himself with calling out for help, without giving you any himself; and for fear of wetting his foot in the pond, he would have suffered you to perish before his eyes. Our little boy, on the contrary, more courageous and more compassionate, boldly threw himself into the water after you, at the hazard of his own life. You had a few moments before, refused him a little service, which would have cost you but a slight effort; and notwithstanding your unkindness to him, he was not afraid to risk his own life to save your's. You have never yet, and perhaps never may know another action which equals this. Tender parents, a brother, a sister, a friend, all owe to this poor boy a beloved object which they were on the point of losing: society owes to him one of its children, who may one day be of use to it. Let us take care then not to despise our fellow creatures, in whatever rank fortune may have placed them, since little people may sometimes be of greater use to us than great ones.
My eyes were filled with tears, my dear mamma, during this discourse of Mr. Grandison: I felt all he said, at the bottom of my heart. Oh! yes, I have often had occasion to observe, that the lower class of people are by much the most helpful when any accident makes their assistance needful: and those cannot be bad, who are thus disposed to succour their brethren.
Adieu, my dear mamma, we are to dine tomorrow with Mr. Grandison's sister: it is several
[Page 239] miles from hence. I am obliged to leave off. We must go to bed early to-night, in order to be up betimes in the morning. Edward cannot go with us, for which he is so sorry, that I really pity him: here again is another punishment for his fault. I will give you an account of our visit. Write to me, pray, my dear mamma; at least till my little sister is able to be your secretary.
LETTER XIII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
WE have had a great deal of pleasure, my dear mamma, at lord and lady Campley's. I wish you could have seen how well my friend Charles behaved in the midst of a numerous company. Another young boy, about his age, was there also: what a difference between Charles and him! the latter stiff and affected, perpetually bowing and admiring his clothes, at the same time so aukwardly bashful, that he could not look any one in the face. Charles, on the contrary, has a noble and modest
[Page 240] assurance, together with the greatest ease and civility. He listens to others with attention, and speaks but little; but what he says is full of grace and justness, and every one hears him with pleasure. He distinguishes, to a nicety, what is due to every one in company. Respectful towards his superiors either in rank or age, polite to his equals, and affable to his inferiors. He pays the most delicate attention to all, without appearing ceremonious. I will give you an instance of this. We went to take a walk in the garden, a young lady of the company had forgotten her hat; she soon found the sun very troublesome. Charles quickly observed this, and before she could return back to the house for her hat, she perceived Charles bringing it to her: he asked her leave to put it on her head himself, which he did with all imaginable politeness: yes, I assure you, he is like a grown man, in company. After dinner he played a very difficult piece on the harpsichord, and received the applauses of all. Oh! if I were but as amiable as he is, how happy should I be! were it only that I should give you more pleasure, mamma. The two daughters of lady Campley are very well brought up. The eldest, whose name is Charlotte, sings admirably: Emily loves her tenderly; they have engaged to write to each other.
But I must not forget to tell you of what happened to us on our return. Mr. and Mrs. Grandison, with Emily and a lady who accompanied them, went in the first carriage: Mr. Bartlet, Charles, and I, in the second: we had scarcely gone two miles, before we saw a poor old
[Page 241] man at the foot of a tree. Charles made the coachman stop, and turning to Mr. Bartlet, said, look, I pray you, Sir, at this old man: he appears to be blind, and there is no one near him: What will become of the poor wretch? Will you permit me to go and ask him a few questions? With all my heart, my dear, answered the worthy Mr. Bartlet. Charles immediately alighted from the carriage, and ran to the poor man. Who are you, friend, said he; and how came you to be alone in this solitary place?—Alas! answered the blind man, I live above two miles from hence: I went out this morning to ask charity in a village somewhere hereabouts, I don't know on which side: and my guide, a very naughty boy, refused to lead me home again, because I had not gathered money enough in the day to pay him as I used. I have no other hope but in Heaven, who perhaps, will send some one to my relief. But, said Charles, it is just sunset, and it will soon be night, and what will become of you here? I must perish then in misery, answered the blind man: No, replied Charles, I will be that person whom heaven has sent to your relief. Oh! Mr. Bartlet, said he, coming back to us, do not deny me the delight of saving a miserable poor old blind man, who is on the point of perishing if we do not take pity on him. Night approaches; What will become of this poor creature if nobody assists him? He lives but two miles off, what hinders our taking him in our carriage? Yes, Charles, said Mr. Bartlet, follow the dictates of your generous
[Page 242] heart. Charles had no sooner received this answer, than he took the old man by the hand, and put him into the coach. Any other besides my friend might perhaps have felt some false shame in riding by the side of a poor man in tattered clothes, but he, on the contrary, seemed to think himself honoured by it. We had no occasion to go far out of our road to put this poor man into his cottage. I saw Charles slip some money into his hand as he went out of the carriage, and we parted after receiving from him a thousand blessings. On our return home, every body bestowed praises on this act of humanity. But, said Emily, this man, with his long beard and his rags, must have an odd figure in a chariot. Ah! sister, said Charles, I had so much pleasure in giving relief to a distressed creature, that I did not think about his accoutrement. Mr. Grandison could not refrain his tears: he held out his arms to his son, who threw himself into them; whilst he tenderly pressed him to his heart. Oh! mamma, my eyes were filled during this affecting scene. This chariot, will ever appear to me like a triumphal car to my friend.
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LETTER XIV. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I THANK you, my dear mamma, for your kind letter: it is a long time since you have written to me; I feared that you were displeased with me. Do you know what I do? I always carry the last letter that I receive from you in my bosom, that I may have it at hand to read over again the good lessons which you always give me, and I seem to myself the better every time I read it.
Yesterday was Mrs. Grandison's birth-day; Charles rose very early; he was much longer at his devotions that day than usual; he was praying, no doubt, for his dear mamma, as I do for you on your birth-day. He appeared to us dressed in a new suit; you would have been charmed with his fine air: but before I proceed, I must go back a little in my narrative.
It is near a month since Edward and Charles had each of them a new summer-suit, which they had chosen themselves. Edward put on his the first day, but Charles continued to wear
[Page 244] his old one, which was still however very neat. His father asked him the reason of this; he answered, that he reserved his best dress for a visit of ceremony. Do not you perceive, mamma, that this visit of ceremony is that which he is to pay his mother this morning. How amiable is Charles! and what a fine turn of thought there is in every thing he does. Emily had already knocked at our door, and was waiting for us impatiently. We went down together, and found Mr. and Mrs. Grandison at breakfast in the saloon. Charles was the first who congratulated his mother on her birth-day: he knelt before her, and respectfully kissed her hand. Oh! if I could but recollect all that he said! but I was too much moved to remember the words. Emily followed, and wished her mother joy in the most pleasing and graceful terms. Mrs. Grandison pressed her two children to her bosom, kissing them with tenderness. Their father then embraced them, whilst I made my compliments in the best manner I could: they were at least sincere, for I truly love my worthy benefactors. Edward came in just after: I know he loves his mamma: Who, indeed, does not love her? but yet his manners do not please me like those of Charles. The one does every thing in a more agreeable way than the other. Mrs. Grandison made every one of us a present. Emily received a pretty pair of bracelets, Charles and Edward had each a watch. Would you believe it, since yesterday only, Edward's is already out of order! as for me, my dear mamma, I have a fine microscope: this is of more value to
[Page 245] me than all the toys in the world. Oh! the good Mr. Grandison! how have I merited this gift?
In the evening we had a large company from all the neighbouring houses: Charles did the honours of the table like a grown man. He carved the meat, he filled the glasses, he served the ladies; in a word, he acquitted himself of this employment to admiration. Here is a very long letter, mamma, but I am talking of my friend, and to you: no wonder then, that I know not when to conclude; and I cannot do it now, without sending a tender embrace to my sister, which she shall give back to you.
LETTER XV. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
EVERY day here brings new pleasures with it, my dear mamma. Your son is now become a gardener. Will you lend me your assistance, said my friend to me the other day? I want to turn up afresh the ground in my garden: the flower-season is passed, and I have a mind to
[Page 246] sow some sallad to regale my mamma during the remainder of the summer. Will I? said I, yes, certainly; you always oblige me when you give me an opportunity of doing any thing for you. We dressed ourselves in light waistcoats, and each being equipped with a spade, we cleared the garden that very evening. We gathered up with care all the roots, in order to put them under ground before we went away. Yesterday we rose at five in the morning: we do not allow ourselves to sleep late, because we cannot transplant any thing during the heat of the day. This morning we returned early to our work, and had the pleasure to finish it before breakfast. We only wait now to see our roots and our seeds spring up, and we shall employ this interval in extirpating the weeds. What pleasure we shall have in seeing our plants grow up! Hitherto I have, like other children, seen the productions of nature without paying any attention to them: But Charles has taught me to make reflections on all that I see. I will give you an example of this, in a conversation which we held yesterday. I do not know whether I ever told you that Charles had a pretty aviary filled with all sorts of birds, which he takes care of himself. We had just finished our gardening, and were taking a walk with Emily; stop a moment, said Charles, I must leave you, I have not yet looked after my birds to-day.
Emily.
We will go with him, shall we, William?
William.
With all my heart, Emily.
Charles.
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You are very good to come and visit my little prisoners.
William.
Oh! the pretty creatures! how pleased they seem to be at seeing you.
Charles.
Because they are used to eat out of my hand.
William.
One would think they knew you.
Charles.
I flatter myself that I am a
littl known by them: I observe, however, that when I have my hat on, they fly from me as if I were a stranger: the instinct of my dog is more certain; I believe he would know me under any disguise whatsoever.
Emily.
I wish Edward would learn of you, to be more careful: Did not he suffer his linne
[...] to die of hunger the other day? Oh! if ever should have a bird, I will take care not to forgo
[...] it.
Charles.
You are in the right; we ought certainly to think of these poor little animals, since they are taken out of that state in which they might provide for their own wants.
Emily.
But would it not be better to let them fly away than to keep them prisoners here? We only confine those who have done wrong to others, and surely, these little birds have hurt no one.
Charles.
True, they have not; but they are not unhappy in their cages. Had they indeed ever enjoyed their liberty, I should have taken care not to deprive them of it: but they were born in their prison; and I would lay a wager, if we were to open it, they would be afraid to fly out.
Emily.
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Nevertheless, they see other birds fly about at liberty in the air. What should we think if we were shut up thus?
Charles.
Why, we should think that it is very agreeable to be at liberty, and a very sad thing to be a prisoner. But these birds have no idea of this difference; provided you give them sufficient to eat and drink they are content. They enjoy what they have, without thinking of what they have not.
Emily.
I am very glad to be made easy on this head. My aunt Campley has promised me a Canary-bird, and I intended, as soon as I received it, to let it fly away; but you may come now, my pretty bird; I will take good care of you; you shall have plenty of seeds in your cage, in spite of the winter, when other birds can scarcely find any under the snow.
You see, mamma, what a good girl Emily is. I dare say, my little sister will not think this letter too long. I give it as a model for her to imitate.
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LETTER XVI. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
CHARLES, Edward and I, dined yesterday at Mr. Friendly's. He has a son about our age, with whom we were very happy. You shall partake, my dear mamma, of a conversation which we had on this subject at our return. Emily came to meet us, and asked, with a pleasant air, if we had spent our day agreeably.
Yes, my dear sister, answered Charles, but it would have been more so, had you been of our party.
Emily.
You are very good, brother; but, Edward, you don't seem very well pleased with your visit.
Edward.
True enough; I will stay at home another time. Young Friendly does not suit me at all.
Charles.
How so, dear Edward? when he is so gentle and so polite!
Edward.
He appears to me more like a man of forty, than a boy of fourteen.
Charles.
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This is the very thing that I like in him. Do not you think it surprizing, to have acquired so much wisdom and knowledge at his age?
Edward.
What business had he, to make a parade to us of his knowledge in natural philosophy) What would you say, if I were to talk to a young lady about the beauties of the Latin tongue? would it not be very unpolite on my part?
Charles.
Doubtless, because you know, she is not brought up to understand that language. But young Friendly could not but suppose that we were as well instructed as himself, for I believe him too modest to wish to humble us; and he only meant to entertain us for a moment with his electrical experiments. I own they gave me the more pleasure, because it appeared to me, that this kind of knowledge was not above the reach of our capacity; and it has inspired me with fresh ardour, to make myself acquainted with all those sciences which have the study of nature for their object.
Edward.
But what say you to seeing a young man of fashion with a turner's lathe?
Charles.
Why, it is much to my liking; and I shall beg of my papa to give me one.
Emily.
Oh do, pray Charles; you will turn such pretty things in ivory.
Edward.
Truly, you make me laugh now. Charles Grandison become a turner! an excellent conceit this. What a good trade it will be if ever you become poor.
Charles.
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This is no joke, brother; there have been people much above us in condition, who have fallen into poverty. Though, I hope never to have occasion, for the art of turning to gain a livelihood, it is, nevertheless, an amusing occupation, and gives handiness and ingenuity. I shall take it up sometimes by way of relaxation, when I am tired with study.
Oh, my dear mamma, if you were but rich enough to give me a turning lathe: but do not let this disturb you; I shall have the use of my friend Charles'. Young Friendly turned before us an ivory box, which he gave to me. I send it to my little sister till I can make her one myself.
LETTER XVII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
MR. and Mrs. Grandison are gone to spend a few days at a friend's house; and Mr. Bartlet is just set off for London: we remain, therefore, my dear mamma, by ourselves, with only an old waiting woman, and a small number
[Page 252] of the domestics. Emily manages every thing in the absence of her mother: yes, indeed, she gives orders to all, and with as much discretion as if she were twenty years of age. Is not this very pretty in so young a lady? She is not yet twelve years old, and the servants respect her already as if she were their mistress. Do you know why? it is, because she always treats them with kindness, without descending to familiarity. She follows in this the example of her brother Charles. You cannot imagine how much he is beloved and honoured by all the people in the house. Edward, on the contrary, is always at play with them, and yet they cannot bear him. It is true, he is continually playing them malicious tricks, and frequently treats them with insupportable haughtiness. Oh, that he had but gone with his papa and mamma: now that they are no longer at hand to check him, there is no keeping him in order. Charles, Emily, and I, follow our agreeable studies in the same manner as if Mr. and Mrs. Grandison were here: but Edward takes advantage of their absence to spend the day in trifling, and running about the fields. Nay, he even tries to divert us from our studies, as if he thought our application a reproach to idleness. We were all yesterday morning in one corner of the room busy at our drawing. Edward amused himself with a fly at the end of a thread; and under pretence of following it, came up to us, and jogged our chairs, in order to hinder our business. Emily, carried away by her vivacity, was going to rebuke him smartly, but Charles prevented her; and addressing
[Page 253] himself with gentleness to his brother, said, My dear Edward, if you wish to play, do so; but why must you interrupt us?
Edward.
Don't you see I am only following the fly?
Emily.
That is very likely, indeed.
Charles.
Tell me now, without putting yourself in a fret, what pleasure can a boy of your age find in such an amusement? it is tormenting a poor animal without any necessity.
Edward.
Well, well, I'll let him go, provided you will take a walk with me in the garden.
Charles.
That is as much as to say, if I refuse you, you will continue to torment the poor fly; and yet it will not be the fault of the poor insect if I should.
Edward.
This is always the way: you never like to do what I desire you.
Charles.
Hark ye, Edward; it is in my opinion much better to do what papa desires; and he wishes me to employ this hour in work.
Edward.
As if he were here to oblige us to it now?
Emily.
Are we to do nothing, but by force?
Edward.
You are both of you always against me.
Charles.
No, brother, we are not; and though Emily is very right in what she says, yet, to shew you that I do not always refuse you, here I am ready to follow you. I will finish my drawing another time. Let us go into the garden. It is always a pleasure to me to oblige you.
[Page 254] They were hardly got to the end of one of the walks, before a heavy shower fell, which obliged them to come in again, to the great regret of Edward. Charles, in order to console him, proposed that we should amuse ourselves in reading a little ancient history. I want none of your books, replied Edward, surlily: I am to be an officer: I have no occasion to be a learned man.
Charles.
Well, and do you think that the knowledge of history will be useless to you?
Emily.
A pretty officer, indeed, who can talk of nothing but bombs and cannons!
Edward made a face at his sister, and wanted to oblige us to play at puss-in-the-corner, and to take John to make a fifth. But Charles, who, with all his sweetness of disposition, is capable of the greatest firmness, answered him, No, brother, it was not my fault just now, that I did not gratify your humour, but the rain prevented it. I then proposed to you another amusement, which you might have been satisfied with, but you did not approve it, though my sister and my friend are very well pleased; I think, therefore, I may give way to a reasonable taste rather than to your caprices.
Edward, who knows very well that his brother is not easily turned from his resolution, left the room grumbling; and, in spite of the rain, ran into the court to play with a great mastiff, whom he is grown very fond of, for the sake of teazing him. He did not return in less than an hour, almost wet to the skin, and covered from head to foot with dirt. As for our part, during
[Page 255] this interval, after having read the life of Epaminondas, which had given us infinite pleasure, we had time also to take up our drawings and finish them. An opportunity happened after dinner, to send them to Mr. Grandison, and this morning we have had the pleasure of hearing that he was very well pleased. But what must he think of Edward, who has sent him nothing? I am quite afflicted at this. I would give any thing in the world that he were as good, as amiable, as diligent as his brother; then nothing would be wanting to complete the happiness of his parents. I see with regret how much pain he causes them. Oh, my dear mamma, may I never see the day in which I shall give you pain! No, no, be assured I never can, whilst I think of your tenderness to me. I am too sensible of what I ought to be, to render myself worthy of it. I dare even promise that I will never give you cause for any thing but satisfaction: I expect that my little sister will give you the same assurance, and I embrace her tenderly for this good resolution. Adieu, my dear mamma.
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LETTER XVIII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
ONE of the servants of the house is ill. You will see whether it be possible to have a more feeling and compassionate heart than the good Emily. She arose this morning by break of day, in order to give a medicine herself to the poor sick maid. She could not rest till she had seen her take it entirely, because it was strictly ordered by the physician. One would think to see her, that it was a beloved sister whom she attended. How amiable it is in a young lady, to have so much humanity! Edward, as usual, had some fault to find. It becomes you much, said he, to wait upon your own servant. And why not, brother, answered Emily? do not you play at nine-pins with them? If it be their duty to serve us whilst they are in health, it is equally our's, to take care of them in sickness: besides, poor Peggy has frequently watched over me during the ailments of my infancy. What I now do for her is at least no more than she has done for me: and I think of the pleasure that I
[Page 257] should feel, were I in her place, in every mark of attachment shewn me. Edward felt himself ashamed, and left the room hastily. Ah! said I to myself, Emily does not know what I have seen my dear mamma do. When our poor Nanny had a fever, it was mamma that took the whole care of her: but this recollection brought a sorrowful thought with it. There is such a number of servants in this house! and you, my dear mamma, have but one to do every thing for you. How unfortunate is this! You must needs be forced to do a number of things very ill-suited to the widow of a colonel. And then, if my sister were but big enough to assist you! But no, she only encreases your trouble: and I, what do I do here; instead of being with you to comfort and support you with all my power? This reflection cuts me to the heart. There is only one thing which softens it; it is the hope, that by attending to my education, I may, one day, be in a situation to put an end to your troubles. What new courage does this sweet hope give me! Adieu, my dear mamma. I embrace you with tears of joy and sorrow.
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LETTER XIX. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
HOW I love your young Emily! Yes, my dear son, there is no virtue more amiable than humanity. It were much to be wished, that every young lady would follow this fine example; and instead of tormenting the servants, would learn to treat them with goodness. How is it possible to be insensible to the pleasure of being beloved by those who surround us?
But why are you afflicted, my dear son, at my having but one servant? it is no happiness to have a multitude of domestics; there is more of shew than real use in it. Every servant in a house announces some additional want in the master or mistress of it, and subjects them to additional cares. Had I the means, I should, no doubt, have about me those attendants which my situation in life would require. I should look upon this as a duty, as it would be the means of giving support to many poor people, who might otherwise want employment. But since Heaven has not thought fit to afford me riches, I do not think that I am to be pitied for having
[Page 259] only a single domestic: it is as much as is necessary. I have no occasion for more attendance than her's.
And now, my dear child, tell me what are those occupations which you say do not become the widow of a colonel! You certainly did not reflect on what you were saying. There is no disgrace in serving ourselves, when we are not in a condition to pay for the services of others. Will it not be better, after my death, that you should have it to say; my mother herself prepared our simple repasts; our clothes were the work of her hands; scarcely could she procure for us what was necessary, but nevertheless, she owed no one any thing; than to have this reproach thrown on you; your parents, it is true, lived according to their rank and birth; they had a superb house, magnificent furniture, a train of domestics, but all this is left unpaid for. What, in such circumstances, would be the son of a colonel? a despised young man, who notwithstanding his own innocence, would be stigmatized for the faults of his parents, whilst a man of honour, of the most common birth, would scarce acknowledge him as his equal. What I have now said to you, will, I hope, put an end to your concern on my account, because it will shew you that I am perfectly satisfied with my destiny.
As for the rest of your letter, my dear son, the sensibility of your heart, and those affecting marks of tenderness with which it is filled, made me shed tears of joy. Were I still poorer than I am, I should think myself rich in the possession
[Page 260] of so virtuous a son. Adieu, my dear child; continue to follow the dictates of your happy disposition, and you will ever be the consolation of the most tender of mothers.
Your little sister was touched in the most lively manner by your letter; and I have remarked, that she has ever since redoubled her application and docility. Oh! my children, may you always thus encourage each other in the practice of your duties!
LETTER XX. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
OH, my dear mamma, what a terrible misfortune was I witness to the other day! I have not yet recovered from my terror. No, I have not the power to relate it to you; I will therefore send you copies of the letters which Emily and Charles wrote to their parents, to inform them of it; together with their answers. You will see by them how much humanity reigns in this generous family. Read, pray read.
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LETTER XXI. EMILY GRANDISON TO HER MOTHER.
WE have been in the greatest consternation this night, my dear mamma. The house of our neighbour, Mr. Falston, is entirely burnt down. What dreadful flames! The sky was as red as blood. My heart beat: I wept. It is such a melancholy thing for the father of a family, to lose all his substance! What strict precautions ought we to take against fire, since one moment may produce so terrible a misfortune! It was the Miss Falstons who were the cause of this. Yesterday evening, unknown to any one, they got some lighted coals out of the kitchen, and carried them up into a little spare-room, in order to toast a crumpet, which they had procured in secret. A little while after, they heard their papa call them: hastily eating up their half toasted-crumpet, they ran down to him. Their bed hour soon came, and they went up into their apartment, without thinking any more of the lighted coals, which they had left in the little room. The fire, doubtless, first
[Page 262] took hold of the wainscot, and from thence the floor and the furniture. In short, about two o'clock in the morning, whilst all the family were asleep, the whole house was in flames. See, mamma, how heaven has punished them! For the sake of eating a paltry crumpet, they have reduced their father's house to cinders! Now they lament; they ask pardon: they are almost dead with grief: but does all this avail? The fire has consumed their whole property: they could neither save furniture, papers, or money. Scarcely could the young ladies escape with only a slight covering over them: and Mr. Falston himself, was near losing his life. He is terribly burnt in many parts of his body; and must have perished in the midst of the flames, had it not been for the courage of one of his servants. What will now become of the pride of these young ladies? Yesterday so rich, to-day so poor! They treated the peasants with contempt, because they had not fine houses. To-day they feel it as a favour, that these very peasants will, out of pity, receive them into their cottages. In how short a time may pride be humbled! Oh surely, it is a sad thing not to treat our inferiors with affability, when we are liable ourselves to stand in need of the compassion of the lowest of them!
This letter is already so long, that I fear to be troublesome to you, my dear mamma: nevertheless, though I hardly dare tell you what I have done, I have yet something to say to you. Will you pardon your Emily? Oh, yes, you are so good and so compassionate! The poor Miss Falstons have lost all their clothes in the
[Page 263] fire. Not one thing saved. I have sent the youngest, who is about my size, one of my gowns and some linen. I could wish to have sent her more; but all that I possess belongs to you; I therefore cannot dispose of it, without your consent. I must entreat you to approve of the liberty that I have taken; and I promise in future to be the better oeconomist for it. You have no occasion to replace what I have given. Thanks to your goodness, I have enough left. Adieu, my dear mamma. Embrace my papa for me: and both of you be assured of my respect and tenderness.
LETTER XXII. CHARLES GRANDISON TO HIS FATHER.
I Take the liberty, my dear papa, to make an humble petition to you, in behalf of an unfortunate family. Can this emotion of my heart displease you? No, I do not fear it: your own is too full of goodness and compassion!
You have been informed, by Emily's letter to mamma, of the cruel misfortune which has befallen Mr. Falston; but not the whole of it.
[Page 264] Emily could only tell you of the house and effects; but he is also on the point of losing his last shilling. He has creditors, who forbore to press him, whilst he was rich; but now that his security seems doubtful, they insist upon payment, without delay, and have already threatened him with a seizure of, all his property. On a visit, which I paid him, I heard him say to Nelson the attorney, that all his debts did not amount to more than two hundred pounds. This is but a small sum. Must he, for want of this, after having suffered so terrible a misfortune, be deprived of the only means left him of breeding up his family, and be himself a prey to want, in his old age? Heaven forbid that we should suffer it! Now, papa, I'll tell you what I have thought: the legacy which my uncle left me, is, you know, five thousand pounds. I think this a great sum. It is in your hands, and you may dispose of it. I surely may give up two hundred pounds to extricate an honest man from such an embarrassment. I shall be rich enough after, as you have the goodness to add, every year, the interest to the principal of this legacy. I entreat, papa, that you will not refuse my request. It gives me a thousand times more pleasure than the two hundred pounds ever can. Oh! if I should but preserve from indigence an unhappy man, and his two children, what a happiness this will be for me! Permit me to resemble you on this occasion, you who are so beneficent. Do not you instruct me to be so? If you were here, I would throw myself at your feet: I would ardently supplicate—
[Page 265] But there is no occasion; your wisdom must decide on my request. My duty is a blind submission to your will; a profound respect for your virtues, and the most tender love for your person.
Vouchsafe, I beseech you, to present to my mamma my most lively sentiments of respect and tenderness.
LETTER XXIII. MR. GRANDISON TO HIS SON.
YOU say, my dear son, that you have learned of me to be beneficent. I have, without doubt, always laboured to render your heart sensible of the misfortunes of your fellow-creatures. The love of our brethren, besides the happiness which it yields us, is, of all things, what renders us most acceptable to the supreme Being. The petition that you make me is a proof of the generosity of your heart; and so laudable a request deserves its recompense. The sentiments by which I see you actuated, are to me far more valuable than two hundred pounds. You will
[Page 266] find enclosed, a Bank-bill of that sum. Fly then, and soften the distress of the unhappy Falston; and, at the same time, enjoy the noblest delight of a great soul. But as for your uncle's legacy, that, neither you or I can touch, before you are of age. I hold it as your guardian, not as your father. Adieu, my dear son; receive the embraces of your father and mother, who love you more than ever.
LETTER XXIV. MRS. GRANDISON TO HER DAUGHTER.
OH! were I but with you, my dear Emily, with what transport would I press you to my bosom! Yes, I approve entirely of your having succoured the distressed Miss Falstons; and intend, by way of recompense, to give you a fresh occasion of tasting the sweets of doing good. You will find, in my wardrobe, a piece of stuff, which I meant for a gown for myself: it will be enough for both the young ladies; and, if I judge right of the heart of my Emily, she will have more pleasure in this destination of it, than had I made it in her favour. Adieu, my dear child; never forget the lesson which you
[Page 267] have given to yourself in your letter, never to be proud of the possessions of this world, since a single night may deprive us of them all; nor haughty to your fellow-creatures, since you may stand in need of their assistance at the moment when you least think of it. Always keep in mind the terrible event which you have described to me; and never cease to be aware of the danger of playing with fire, since on a single spark, our ruin, or even our death, may depend.
LETTER XXV. CHARLES GRANDISON TO HIS FATHER.
I Hasten, my dear father, to answer the kind letter that you have honoured me with. You would have wept with tenderness, as I did, could you have been witness to the testimonies of gratitude which Mr. Falston has lavished upon me. Whilst he embraced me, I saw the big tears fall down his cheeks. How sweet must these tears have been to him, since I found my own so delightful: but I ought to give you an account of all that I have done; here it is: you know Mr. Falston has naturally some pride; it
[Page 268] would have been too humiliating in his circumstances, to receive an assistance which might have had the air of a charity. I presented him therefore with the Bank-bill, not as a present, but as lent to him, and which he might pay again at his own convenience. He would give me an acknowledgment, which I received, but immediately tore it before him, telling him, that his word was enough, to let him see that he would not be liable to any further trouble on this subject. I should have liked it better, could I have slipt the note into his snuff-box, that he might never have known from whence it came; but I could find no opportunity.
Oh! my dear papa, what a delightful enjoyment have you given me! and how do I long to throw myself at your feet, to thank you as I ought!
Pray tell mamma that Emily has fulfilled her orders. She has deprived herself of two hour's amusement to put her own hand to the work: and now, thanks to her activity, the work women have finished the two gowns in a day; and Emily is just going to send them. With what impatience do we expect the moment, which will bring back to us, parents, so worthy of our duty and affection.
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PART II. LITTLE GRANDISON.
LETTER I. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
OH! my dear mamma, poor Charles has met with a sad accident! his leg is scalded so badly, that he is not able to walk: it is all owing to Edward's aukwardness; he threw a tea-kettle of boiling water over him. Never, no never, was seen such patience and goodness as my friend displayed on this occasion. Any one else would have been in a passion with his brother, and have loaded him with reproaches; but Charles, on the contrary, only sought to conceal the pain which he felt. Do not afflict yourself, Edward, I beseech you, said he, it is not very bad: but we soon perceived that he suffered more than he was willing to confess, for his leg became so much swelled, that we were obliged to cut off his stocking with a pair of scissars. Emily burst into tears:
[Page 270] see, said she, to Edward, what you have done by your heedlessness; you have, perhaps, lamed your brother for the rest of his life. I wish this misfortune had befallen you, instead of him. It had better have happened to no one, said Charles, interrupting his sister. But come, my dear Emily, this is not worth so much concern. I shall soon be cured: Edward did not do it by design; it is a misfortune; but had it been still greater, we must have consoled ourselves. No, replied Emily, I cannot forgive his want of care: look at him too; he stands there like a post, instead of flying to send for a surgeon. There is no occasion for one, said Charles; give me only a cloth and some cold water to bathe my leg, and in a few days it will be well. But, said he, addressing himself to Emily and me, Mr. Bartlet will soon be here; I beg you will not tell him that Edward had any hand in this accident; and you, my dear brother, give me your hand; your affliction is more painful to me than this little burn, of which I now scarcely feel the smart.
What a happiness it is to be thus master of one's self! We may well admire Charles, when he can behave in this manner: at the same time, I feel, how useless it is to fret and be impatient, and that being transported with anger will not remove the evil.
But the pleasure which I have in writing to you, makes me forget that Charles has intreated me to keep him company. Adieu, my dear mamma; permit me to leave you to return to my friend. I salute my little sister, and conjure her
[Page 271] by our friendship, to take care not to burn or scald herself: she will find her advantage in this proof of love which I require of her.
LETTER. II. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
ALAS, poor Charles! It is now two days since his leg has been extended on a cushion: I believe he suffers much, but he persists in keeping it to himself.
Emily asked him yesterday, if he did not find himself very sad, under his confinement. Why should I make myself so, answered he, it would only aggravate the pain that I suffer; I had much rather amuse myself with the hopes of being soon cured: besides, would it not be a shame if I could not comfort myself under so small a misfortune as this? I have reason to expect many greater in the course of my life, and these slight accidents will teach me, in time, to exercise my courage and resolution against the approach of greater. But it is very hard though, said Emily,
[Page 272] to be forced to suffer so much for the fault of another. It is true, answered Charles, I had rather it had been by my own, for then my brother would not have had so much uneasiness about it.
Emily.
But are you not weary of staying so long in your chamber, without daring to move?
Charles.
How can I be wearied, when I have the happiness of receiving so many affecting proofs of your kindness to me?
Emily.
It is your goodness, my dear brother, which makes you pay attention to them: but you have narrowly escaped losing your leg by this accident.
Charles.
This ought to console me under it. I have much reason to complain, indeed, when I see so many people condemned to walk on crutches their whole lives!
Emily.
I really believe brother, you would have found out the secret of comforting yourself, even if it had been necessary to cut your leg off.
Charles.
It is needless to say that I should have been much afflicted at such a misfortune, but as it could not have happened to me unless by the will of heaven, I should have endeavoured to submit my own to that, in order to have obtained strength, to support me under the affliction.
What do you say, mamma? to think like Charles, is not this the only way to combat misfortune? I yet remember the fatal day on which I lost my father. You wept; I was inconsolable; but our tears and lamentations could not bring him back to life. You took me by the hand, and said, Come, my son, let us pray to the Almighty, and he will comfort us; I soon saw that
[Page 273] you became more tranquil; and I found also my own heart relieved by prayer. I found this a sure means of alleviating distress; I will submit therefore to the decrees of Providence, whatever evils may befal me; and hope that I shall bear them with constancy, when I reflect that it is the will of God which inflicts them; of that God to whom I say daily, "
thy will be done."
But why do I remind you of these sad events, my dear mamma; you, in whom I would wish to excite no sentiments, but those of joy?—If I have afflicted you, I know but of one remedy; it is to take my little sister in your arms, to caress her, and tell her of your tenderness and of mine for her; I am sure that her sweet smiles will give you back to peace and happiness.
LETTER III. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
MR. and Mrs. Grandison are just arrived, my dear mamma: we are all overjoyed; even the very servants are transported with pleasure. Is not this a good sign, when domestics
[Page 274] rejoice at the return of their masters? When I grow up, I am determined, I will be as humane as Mr. Grandison, since there is so much pleasure in making one
[...]s self beloved. But I must return to my friend Charles. Mr. Bartlet asked us this morning after breakfast if we would take a turn in the park; tho' Charles finds himself much recovered at present, he begged to be excused being of the party. My burn is not entirely cured, said he; and I wish that my papa and mamma, at their return, should not perceive that any thing ails me. If I should walk now, perhaps my leg may suffer from the fatigue, and my parents will not fail to observe it. This will afflict them, and I would rather deprive myself of the pleasure of a walk than cause them the least uneasiness. You are in the right, said Mr. Bartlet, and I approve this foresight; it does honour to your heart. Charles remained in his chamber, and Edward, Emily and I walked till noon.
At our return we found Charles waiting for us in the parlour below: we were a little surprized at this, as he had told us that he did not intend quitting his chamber. He had suffered some pain by coming down stairs, but the pleasure of meeting his papa and mamma something the sooner by it, was, said he, well worth that. He had ordered the dinner earlier, that we might be more at liberty to receive them. With what alacrity did he fly down the steps, when he heard their carriage enter the court-yard! With what joy did he throw himself into the arms of his father and mother! Scarcely could he force himself
[Page 275] from them, to give place to us. You would have been astonished, had you seen with what grace he gave his hand to his mother, to conduct her into the parlour: it put me in mind, my dear mother, of the joy that I shall feel when I return to you: it will be as lively as that of my friend Charles, I promise you. But I must recount to you a conversation which has just passed between him and his brother: you will judge whether it be to his honour, or not, without my anticipating.
Mr. and Mrs. Grandison were retired to their apartments to put off their riding-dresses, whilst Edward, Charles, and Emily, and I, remained in the parlour. Charles had desired his sister to play us a piece on her harpsicord, Emily had readily complied, but scarcely had she began when we were interrupted, by the fall of a piece of china, which was broken into a thousand pieces.
Edward.
Oh, there is a piece of china broken, I hear; What clumsy blockheads those servants are!
Charles.
Do not accuse them so hastily, brother; we do not know yet whether the accident has happened through their fault.
Edward.
I know that the china is all to pieces; these gentry use the furniture as if it cost nothing.
Charles.
I will go and see; perhaps there is no great mischief done.
Edward.
I'll lay a wager now, Emily, that he will find out some excuse for the culprit.
Emily.
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He will do very well then, brother: when you commit a fault, are not you very glad to have a friend to speak for you? How many punishments has Charles saved us both? Do put yourself in the place of the poor servant.
Edward.
You will see presently: Charles will uphold him, as if nothing had happened.
Emily.
Charles never tells a falshood; he knows how to manage the business without that.
Edward.
Here he comes; one would think, to look at him, that he had done the mischief himself.
Emily.
That shews a good heart.
Edward,
(to Charles.)
Well, what is it? Was I wrong when I said the china was broken?
Charles.
I never said you were; it is a china plate.
Edward.
You speak as if that was nothing.
Charles.
Had the mischief been greater, we ought to excuse it.
Edward.
If I were in mamma's place, I would make the fellow pay for his aukwardness.
Charles.
That would be a little hard upon a poor servant, who has nothing but his wages to depend upon.
Edward.
It would teach him to be more careful in future.
Charles.
But, Edward, were you never so unhandy as to have an accident yourself, and are you sure that you never will?
Emily.
If it be but to spill some boiling water over one's legs.
Edward,
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(to Emily.)
Why do you meddle in what does not belong to you?
(to Charles.)
If ever I do break any thing, it is our own at least.
Charles.
I ask your pardon, my dear Edward; the goods of our parents are not our's: we possess nothing of our own, yet.
Edward.
If ever you should become a master, I see, your servants may break just what they please.
Charles.
What they please, do you say? I believe there never were servants who broke any thing by way of amusement: it is always by accident, and in that case, they ought to meet with allowance.
Edward.
This is wondrous good, no doubt; and a negligent servant will never do wrong in your house.
Charles.
I hope not. I will take care not to take negligent people into my service; therefore, if one of them should break a thing by accident, I will pardon him, as I may do the same myself.
Edward.
But I think my papa and mamma ought to be informed when their things are broken.
Charles.
It is my design to tell them of it, but at the same time I mean to intercede for the culprit.
Edward.
Who is it? is it John; is it Arthur?
Charles.
Neither of them: suppose I should tell you that it is yourself, brother?
Edward.
I? this is very extraordinary indeed.
Charles.
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When you went to walk this morning, did not you give your dog his meat in a china plate; and did not you put that plate on a wooden bench in the out-house?
Edward.
This is true; but what then?
Charles.
The servant went for this bench without a light, and in taking it up, he threw down the plate which was on it.
Edward.
Well, is that my fault? What business had he to go rummaging in the dark?
Emily.
It is no more than he does every day. Come, brother, own that you are the cause of all the mischief. The plate was not in its right place: and how was the servant to guess that it was on the bench?
Edward.
You are always talking, Miss, when it does not concern you. But harkye, Charles, papa and mamma know nothing of all this, and they will not think of enquiring after this china plate.
Charles.
How, Edward! just now you were quite eager to inform our parents of this accident, and now you wish to conceal it from them, only because you were the occasion of it yourself. Is this just? You will easily obtain your pardon; the case is a very excuseable one. But let it teach you not to be so severe on a servant for an inadvertency, when we are so often liable to the same ourselves.
Charles had scarcely said this, when Mr. and Mrs. Grandison came down. He related the adventure of the china-plate with so much wit and address, and gave such a turn to the whole affair, that they found more to laugh at than to
[Page 279] be displeased with; and as for Edward, he was delighted to be so well rid of the business. Oh! mamma, what a happiness it is to have a brother like my friend! I hope I shall also have as good an advocate in my little sister, if ever I should need her eloquence on a like occasion.
LETTER IV. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I HAVE nothing new to tell you of to-day, my dear mamma, but I expect, that to-morrow will afford many interesting things to entertain you with: it is the birth-day of Charles. Edward tells me, that we are to be entertained like kings, because it is his brother's custom to give a treat to all the young people of the neighbourhood on that day. Emily, on the contrary, says, that he will invite no one this year; and that he has already formed the resolution of employing the money which his father will give him, in buying books of instruction and entertainment. I, for my part, wish he may do this last: for the company will leave us when the
[Page 280] day concludes, but the books will always remain with us.
I think I do not betray his confidence, when I tell you that he has privately trained up a pretty starling, which he intends as a present to his sister, until she receives one which her aunt is to send her. He has accustomed it already to eat out of his hand, and to fly out of its cage. Emily does not expect this present, and she will be surprized when she receives it. The bird begins already to repeat her name very prettily. I will also train up one which shall continually repeat to me your's and my sister's: not that I have occasion for this to make me think of you, for happy as I am here, this is the chief pleasure that I enjoy whilst so far removed from those whom I love the best in the world.
LETTER V. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
OH! my dear mamma, how delighted you will be with my friend! He has not given an entertainment to his young neighbours with the money which he received from his father; neither has he employed it in buying
[Page 281] books: he has made a very different use of it. But in the first place, I must relate to you a conversation which he had with his father.
We rose this morning very early: our custom is, to read every day one or two chapters from the Old Testament, before we come down to breakfast. Mr. Grandison came into the room in the midst of our lecture: Charles immediately rose to salute his father.
Charles.
Good-morning to you, my dear papa; I hope you have rested well last night.
Mr. Grandison.
Very well, my dear; and you also appear to have done so too: but pray go on, I will not interrupt your reading.
Charles.
I should fear, papa, that it would not be decent to read before you, when you do me the honour of a visit.
Mr. Grandison.
Your duty must first be attended to, I shall have a pleasure in hearing you.
Charles.
I am ready to obey you.
After placing an armed chair for his father, he resumed his book, and read with a distinct voice. When he had done, Mr. Grandison expressed much satisfaction in his manner of reading: it is a talent, added he, much more difficult to acquire than is commonly imagined. The generality of readers pronounce their words either with a snuffle or a whine, without attending to the sense of what they read, which is extremely tiresome to their hearers. One ought particularly to read history in a natural and unaffected tone, as if the recital were made by
[Page 282] one's self. But this is your birth-day, and I am come up to pay my compliments to you.
Charles.
Thank you, papa, permit me to embrace you, and to express my gratitude to you: this day recalls to my remembrance all that I owe to your tender cares, and to those of my dear mamma.
Mr. Grandison.
They are already recompensed by your good behaviour. Continue, my dear son, to fulfil all your duties, and may heaven complete those blessings already vouchsafed to us, by permitting us to be witnesses of thy felicity.
Charles.
I will labour with redoubled ardour to render myself worthy of this wish. Vouchsafe to honour me with your wise precepts, and I will, on my part, endeavour to profit by them. But father, before I enter on a new year of my life, I ought to ask your pardon for all the faults which I
[...] committed in those preceding it.
Mr. Grandison.
I do not recollect that you have ever given me any cause of complaint; and I give you this testimony of my approbation, not to make you proud, but to encourage you in doing well. But come, this is a day of happiness, and it shall be spent joyfully. I give you what you will find in this paper to make use of, if you chuse, in entertaining your young friends. It is already near nine o'clock; finish dressing, and come down with William: your mother waits for us. Farewel: I will go forward, and tell her that you are coming.
Oh! mamma, what a heartfelt satisfaction there is in thus rendering one's self worthy the affection
[Page 283] of a good father. How delighted did Mr. Grandison appear to be with his son, whilst tears of joy and tenderness filled his eyes! On the other hand, how much must good parents suffer whose children are unworthy of this love! Oh! I will always follow the example of my friend, whom God himself must love. How many things have I to say to you, if my letter were not already too long; but you shall lose nothing by it: I will keep them all for another, which I will begin to-morrow morning, as soon as I rise. How much do I wish to be with you, to express my duty and affection to you as I ought. My letters, I always fear, are insufficient for that purpose. Oh! if my little sister could but say this for me, she who has the happiness to embrace you! My dearest mamma, think that I am caressing you whenever she is. We will have but one heart between us, which shall be filled with love for you.
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LETTER VI. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I BEGIN this letter, my dear mamma, where I left off yesterday.
Before we went down to breakfast, Charles opened the paper which his father had given him. He found four guineas in it: he had never before seen so much money at once. After considering over it a little, he turned to me: William, said he, I should like to know your opinion: there are few young people in our neighbourhood, whose society will give us much pleasure; they are for the most part so fond of noise and racket, that their company is insupportable. Young Friendly, is the only one whose character is at all suited to mine; and he has been gone these three days to London with his mother. What do you advise me to do with this money? Were I in your place, said I, I would keep it, in order to purchase something useful: three or four hours of playing and dancing will soon pass away, but some books or prints will be a daily amusement to us. But will not you
[Page 285] be disappointed, said he, if we spend this evening in our ordinary way without company? No, surely, answered I, I am happy enough in your society. If that be the case, said he, taking me by the hand, I may follow my first idea. By this time we were at the entrance of the parlour. Mrs. Grandison embraced her son with tenderness, and gave him her blessing. After breakfast we remained alone with Mr. Grandison. Charles took his father by the hand, and said to him, may I ask you one question, papa?
Mr. Grandison.
What is it, my dear?
Charles.
Do you judge it absolutely necessary that I should give an entertainment to my young neighbours to-day?
Mr. Grandison.
This does not depend on me.
Charles.
Then I may do what I please with the money which you had the goodness to give me?
Mr. Grandison.
Certainly, my child.
Charles.
Then I know how I will celebrate my birth-day.
Mr. Grandison.
Will you let me into the secret?
Charles.
I wish for nothing more, papa; nevertheless, I am a little afraid that you will not approve of my project.
Mr. Grandison.
Why not, my dear? you may safely speak. I never yet knew you make an ill use of your money. You are at liberty to dispose of it now as you like best: I approve beforehand of whatever you may do. Let us see what you wish to buy?
Charles.
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Pardon me, papa; I want nothing: thanks to your goodness, I have all things in abundance; I only wish that others may rejoice on my birth-day. But do you know whom I have chosen to celebrate it? they are the poor of our neighbourhood. I have procured a list of all the honest and necessitous families around us. How much will these poor people be rejoiced at the little feast which I shall prepare for them! The sons of our rich neighbours whom I might have invited, enjoy superfluities every day as I do; but those, whom I mean to regale to-day, often want a morsel of bread. How joyful they will be over the feast which I shall give them! and I shall have more pleasure in their enjoyment, than I should have had in all the diversions that I might have taken with my companions. But this is only on condition that you are not displeased with it, papa.
Mr. Grandison.
And did you think, my dear son, that I could be displeased at this. No, no, I approve entirely this generous design. Your fourteenth year so well begun, cannot fail to bring with it days of happiness. The goodness of your heart will have its recompense.
Charles.
My dear papa, I only do my duty. How many favours have I received from heaven during the course of the preceding year! Ought I not to render some of them back to my fellow-creatures?
Mr. Grandison.
Embrace me, my child, and hasten to accomplish your laudable design. You may give your orders to the servants, and I will take care that they shall be obeyed.
[Page 287] What do you say to all this, my dear mamma? Oh! if I were but as rich as Mr. Grandison, I would give you all, mamma, you and my little sister. Might I, in that case, ask you for a small part to enable me to be as beneficent as my friend Charles?
LETTER VII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
YESTERDAY, my dear mamma, Charles gave his entertainment to the poor people of the parish. They were feasted with plenty of roast beef, plumb-pudding, and the vegetables of the season. I never had more pleasure than in seeing these good people regale themselves. Joy and gratitude were painted on their countenances. They drank our healths in some excellent beer, repeating at every draught, Long life and happiness to Charles Grandison! The eyes of Charles were frequently filled with tears. During dinner-time, he took notice of a poor man, almost blind with age, who, he fancied, was not sufficiently attended to by the rest: he called
[Page 288] to a young one, who sat next him, saying, take care of that good man; he is one of my principal guests; I want to see him eat with a good appetite. Father, said he, you deserve the first place in my festival. The young ones ought to honour your old age, that they themselves may be honoured in their turn, when they become old.
When the repast was ended, Charles divided the remainder of his money among his guests. Yes, mamma, he gave them all that he had received from his father. You will readily imagine what blessings they bestowed upon him. He was so moved with tenderness, that he could not contain himself. He took me by the hand, and we went off together, without being able either of us to speak a word. It was not till we had entered the house, that he said to me, Well, my dear friend, can there be a greater pleasure than in comforting the unfortunate? Oh, no, answered I, throwing my arms round his neck, you could not have given me a more delightful entertainment. I felt myself as much affected as my friend. Alas! thought I, how much are the poor to be pitied! They often want the first necessaries of life, whilst we are seated every day at tables, covered with delicacies, where our only trouble is how to chuse the most delicious. I shall, from this day, be the more grateful to Heaven, from whom we receive these favours, as well as more compassionate to those who suffer for the want of them. Yes, my greatest pleasure shall be, to give them comfort, by following the example of my friend Charles.
[Page 289] After dinner, we went to take a walk. We expected to pass the evening among ourselves, in our ordinary amusements; but what was our surprize, when, on returning to the house, we found there a large company! Mr. Grandison had invited all the gentlemen of the neighbourhood, with their children, to celebrate the birthday of his son. We had a pretty concert; and after it, a ball. Charles and his sister did wonders. How much I wished that I could sing and play as they did; but you know, mamma, it is not my fault that I cannot. You were not able to give me the advantage of masters. At present, I partake of that benefit, with my friends, and I hope to profit so much by it, as to be able one day to equal them.
I am obliged to break off here, my dear mamma, being just called upon to partake of a little tour into the country. I expect a great deal of pleasure from this tour, which I will not fail to give you an account of in my next: but I forgot to tell you, that Charles made his present yesterday to his sister, of the little starling, in return for a pocket-book which she had presented him with. Emily is already quite fond of her bird. I never saw so diverting an animal. I wish my sister could see all the care that Emily takes of it; but I wish, yet more, to be with her, for then I should also be with you, my dear mamma.
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LETTER VIII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
WE had not so much pleasure yesterday as we expected, my dear mamma. The weather was very fine at our setting out; but a violent shower of rain coming on, obliged us to take shelter, in a very indifferent little inn, whilst the storm lasted. Edward grumbled, and put himself out of humour. Emily was vexed: and, as for me, I must confess to you, I was not very well pleased. Charles, who is always master of himself, was the only one of us, whom this little accident did not disconcert, as you will perceive by the following dialogue.
Edward.
How unlucky it is, that this rain is come; all our pleasure is at an end now.
Charles.
Perhaps not: we will have our tea here, and by that time the rain may cease. If it should not, we can easily send for the coach, that my sister may not be obliged to walk through the wet.
Emily.
I thank you, brother, but I would much rather it were dry.
Charles.
I do not doubt it; a walk would have been more agreeable to you. But our gardener
[Page 291] was wishing for rain this morning, because the plants and trees have need of it. Now, whose wishes do you think ought to prevail, his or your's?
Edward,
(with a contemptuous smile.)
Oh, those of the gardener, no doubt.
Charles.
Why, truly, I think so too; for without rain, the trees must suffer much from the drought; and would you not be very sorry if we should have no fruit? And what will become of the poor, should the heat destroy the corn, and if a bad harvest should raise the price of bread?
Emily.
Oh! they will be sadly to be pitied.
Charles.
Let us rejoice then at the rain, which may prevent these evils. Besides, if it deprives us of the pleasures of our walk, it will afford us others in return: we shall behold the verdure more fresh and brilliant, and the flowers in our parterre will bloom with redoubled lustre.
Emily.
Enough, brother; you have convinced me. I am no longer angry at the rain. Let it fall if it will, I shall find no fault.
Edward.
One day longer would have made no great difference: it would have been better for us, if it had not fallen before to-night, or tomorrow, and then we might have had our walk to-day.
Charles.
But those who happen to be obliged to travel either to-night or to-morrow, had rather it should fall now. Would you have the weather governed according to your fancy?
Emily.
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Charles is in the right; the desires of different people are so contradictory to each other, that it is impossible all the world should be pleased.
Charles.
Believe me, we should be very unhappy if all our prayers were granted us: but to return to the weather. What a small matter it is, that we should be deprived of our pleasures for one day, in comparison to the good which this rain will produce to others, as well as to ourselves.
Emily.
But look at the poor birds; I cannot help pitying them.
Charles.
They know where to seek shelter when the rain incommodes them: besides, as my papa says, there is a kind of oil in their feathers which repels the wet.
Emily.
I am glad of that: it seems to me, that every thing around us is very wisely ordered.
The rain now became more violent; however, Mrs. Grandison did not forget us; the carriage was sent, and we were soon conducted back to the house. Emily amused herself with her starling. Charles and I made a party at shuttle-cock, to supply the exercise of a walk. As for Edward, he remained in the dumps, and could find out no way of consoling himself, but by teazing his dog. I have learned a good lesson from him to-day, for I see, when we suffer our humours to get the better of us, on every little disappointment, we are sure to be very often unhappy. Well then, I will do my best, to accommodate myself to every mischance, that may
[Page 293] befal me. There is one, however, to which I cannot be insensible; it is that of being separated from you and my little sister. I stretch forth my arms, to embrace you; without the power of doing it. A thousand times in the day, I fancy that you are doing the same by me; but, alas! we can only draw near to each other by our sentiments. But what then, are not
they sufficiently lively and tender to re-unite us?
LETTER IX. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I MUST relate to you, my dear mamma, a droll adventure that befel us last night.
We had scarcely been half an hour in bed, when we heard a great noise. What is it, said I, to my friend? I know not, answered he. Perhaps, said I, some thieves may have broken into the house. At this instant, we heard Edward cry out violently. Charles immediately leaped out of bed, hastily threw something over him, and seizing his sword, Follow me, William, said he, it is in Edward's chamber. I lighted a candle
[Page 294] at our lamp, and we went up into his brother's room, to see what was the matter. Charles did not discover the least sign of fear; but to confess the truth to you, I trembled all over. On entering the room, we saw Edward lying on the ground under a table, which had fallen on him, with all his books and papers. After having assisted in raising him up, Charles said, What is the matter, brother? what has happened to you?
Edward.
I do not know; but I have been terribly frightened.
Charles.
But by what accident came you on the ground?
Edward.
I will tell you: but let me recover myself a little.
William.
Have you seen any one? Are there thieves in the house?
Edward.
No, I believe not; but I don't yet know what it is.
Charles.
Then why did you cry out so?
Edward.
You would have done the same, had you been in my place. I don't know; I fell out of the bed. It was a ghost, I am sure, that dragged me away.
Charles.
Did you think so, Edward?
Edward.
It was a ghost, I tell you; I am sure of it.
Charles.
Indeed, Edward, I thought some dreadful accident had befallen you; but I see it is now only something to laugh at. But you look quite scared; and William too is all in a flutter. I will go and fetch you some hartshorn: you had better take a few drops.
Edward.
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But don't go down alone; call one of the servants.
Charles.
There is no occasion; let us take care not to make a noise, left we wake papa and mamma.
William.
And can you venture to go about the house without any one with you?
Charles.
Why not, my friend? What is there to fear?
Edward.
I am no more of a coward than you, but I should be afraid to go. Harkye, Charles—
William.
You call to no purpose; he is out of hearing; and he went off very deliberately. He certainly has great courage. But, Edward, how did all this happen?
Edward.
I will tell you, when Charles comes back.
William.
Then here he is.
Edward.
Have you seen nothing, brother?
Charles,
(with a smile.)
Oh yes; I have seen the passage, the stair-case, my chest of drawers, and this bottle. Come, take a few of these drops; they will give you courage to face the ghost.
Edward.
I desire you will not make a jest of it.
Charles.
Why not? it is the best way of treating a ghost.
William.
That is because you do not believe it-will come back again.
Charles.
It is true. But tell me, Edward, how comes it that we are all three out of our
[Page 296] beds at this time of night? but, in the first place, how came you to get out of your's?
Edward.
It was the ghost, I tell you.
Charles.
It is rather a dream that you have had.
Edward.
No, indeed; I was quite awake.
Charles.
Tell us then all about it.
Edward.
It was thus: you know, I do not like to sleep with a light in my chamber; I had just put out my candle, and got into bed, when I heard something tread softly on the floor; I rose up on my seat, and drawing aside the curtain, saw clearly in the corner of the room, two lights, which appeared sometimes great, sometimes small, and which moved about.
Charles.
It was the dazzling of your eyes, no doubt.
Edward.
The dazzling of my eyes, indeed! I tell you it was a real object; I saw it as plain as I see you.
Charles.
Well, and what followed?
Edward.
I remained perfectly still, hardly daring to breathe; at length the lights were extinguished, and I heard something trot about the chamber, and then throw itself violently against the door.
William.
The mere recital chills me with fear.
Edward.
With all Charles' steadiness, he would have been as much frightened as I was.
Charles.
But why did not you call out for a light?
Edward.
How could I? terror had stopped my mouth. For a moment all was still: then
[Page 297] I heard something glide against the wall; and by the pale light of the moon, I saw a great phantom, all in white, standing against the window-curtain. It seemed every moment to become taller and larger. I put my hand before my eyes, left I should see something still more dreadful. I crept softly out of bed, in order to escape out of the chamber; but the phantom, as it appeared to me, began to leap about, and then came up close to me: in my fright, I fell against the table, which I overturned upon me, uttering, at the same time, a loud cry, which was what you heard. But hush, I think I hear it again.
William.
I think so too; I heard something move by that bureau.
Charles.
[...] lay a wager it is a rat hid under it.
Edward.
But a rat is not white; besides, what I saw was at least as big as our great dog in the court-yard.
Charles.
We have nothing to do but to search: if it be here, we shall see it.
Charles immediately began searching into every corner; under the bed, the bureau, and the drawers; at length he cried out, Here is the ghost; I have found him. And what at last was this ghost? you will never guess, my dear mamma: it was no other than a great white cat, belonging to the tenant, which had stolen into the house, and ran into Edward's chamber. At the sight of it, we all three burst into laughter. Charles rallied his brother on his credulity, and the cat made her escape as soon as she saw the door open: Edward appeared, however,
[Page 298] a little confused at this adventure. I cannot comprehend, said he, how this cat could appear to me of such a formidable size. It is the property of
fear, answered Charles, to represent things falsely, and to magnify them to our imagination. But the two flambeaus which I saw? They were the eyes of the cat, which appeared, either large or small, as she opened or shut her eye-lids. Believe me, all the stories that we hear of apparitions are like this of our cat. Could we trace them to their source, we should find their causes quite natural.
After this conversation, we returned to our beds, and slept very well the remainder of the night. This morning at breakfast, we diverted Mr. and Mrs. Grandison with our night-alarm: they bestowed great praises on the coolness and resolution of Charles. I must confess, I never saw his presence of mind fail him on any occasion. As to Edward, and me, we were not the last to laugh at our own weakness: indeed, I am ashamed not to have shewn more courage. I hope, that this little history will serve to amuse my sister, and to inspire her with more boldness on a like occasion, than has been shewn by her brother.
Adieu, my dear mamma; you do not write to me so often as I desire, or as I have occasion for. Emily talks to me frequently of my sister: she wants to know, if you are as well satisfied with her as ever. Write particularly about her, I beseech you, both to gratify my own affection, as well as the enquiries of my young friend, who
[Page 299] vouchsafes, to interest herself for a little girl whom I love so much. Embrace her for me, and convince her how tender the regard is, that I bear her.
LETTER X. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
I SENSIBLY feel your tender reproach, my dear son, that I do not write to you often enough: were I at liberty to give myself up to it, no occupation would be more pleasing to me; but you may easily conceive how much my time is engaged by the affairs of my family, and the attention that I think it necessary to pay to your little sister: I am obliged, you know, to instruct her myself, not having a fortune sufficient to procure her the instruction of different masters. But my cares are well repaid by her happy disposition: she learns every thing with the greatest facility; her industry is not to be repulsed by any difficulty; and I am every day astonished, at the rapid progress of her understanding; nor, do
[Page 300] her sentiments afford me less cause of satisfaction. It would be difficult to conceive, a heart, of more rectitude and sensibility. All that you have written, to me, from time to time about Emily, pleases her infinitely. The pretty letter which this young lady wrote to her mamma, on the subject of the poor people who suffered by a fire, and of which you sent me a copy, has made a lively impression on her. She finds something to say about it every day. Oh! my dear mamma, said she to me yesterday, had I been rich, I would have done like Emily; how much pleasure must she have had in relieving those poor Miss Falstons! Yes, my child, said I, she has reason to be happy, and I am so also, in seeing you capable of taking part in the troubles of other people; it is a proof of a good heart: and this disposition gives you a right to expect the same sympathy, in others toward you. These affectionate sentiments, are necessary among mankind, for the mutual consolation of their troubles. This is very true, mamma, said she, for when I suffer any uneasiness, if my little friends appear afflicted for me, it lessens the evil by one half, at least; besides, I am sure to love them the better for it, and that is always a pleasure. Is not this a very delicate sentiment, my dear son, and altogether charming for its simplicity? I hear such, continually, from her, which excites in me the tenderest emotions; nor am I less affected, by those which you display in your letters: I feel that they come from the bottom of your heart; and it is with joy that I receive them back into mine. They soften my afflictions, and prove to
[Page 301] me that I have not lost all that I possessed on earth, when I lost my husband, since my children remain to cherish me with as much tenderness as I have love for them. Yes, it is to you and your sister that I commit the care of my happiness. It will not be a painful one to you; for to see you made happy by your virtues, will not fail to render me so.
All Mrs. Grandison's letters to me are filled with the most flattering accounts of you. The friendship which has long united us, has, no doubt, its share in these encomiums: nevertheless, I am willing to believe that you have so lively a sense of her goodness, as to guard you from doing any thing which may justly incur her reprehension; it would indeed be shameful in you to deserve it, having before you so perfect a model as Charles. We never love those long whom we cannot esteem: continue then to follow the good example of your friend. A young man endowed with such noble qualities, ought to inspire you with a laudable emulation; and there is no way, by which you can repay his tenderness, but by endeavouring to make yourself worthy of it.
I see how much you suffer in not being able to imitate his beneficence. What pleasure should I feel, could I put it in your power to exercise this attractive virtue! cultivate it, nevertheless, in your breast, against the moment that fortune may enable you to follow these generous emotions; in the mean time, my dear, receive the trifle that I send you: I wish it were more, but
[Page 302] it is all that the present state of my affairs will permit. I have transmitted to Mr. Grandison whatever is wanting for your necessaries: what I send you, is destined for your pleasures: and these, I know, consist in such things as are most worthy of a sensible and generous heart. Farewell my son. I embrace you with all the transports of a mother, whose felicity depends on the tenderness and virtues of her children.
LETTER XI. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
A THOUSAND thanks to you, my dear mamma, for the present which you have sent me. A trifle do you call it! permit me to contradict you, in this; I, for my part, think it a great sum. You are not rich, and yet you make me a present of two guineas for my pleasure: ten times as much, were you possessed of a large fortune, would be less to me. But alas! I fear that you may have put yourself to some inconvenience, in order to enrich me; and this thought interrupts the joy that I feel in receiving these
[Page 303] marks of your bounty. Be at least persuaded, that I am sensible of all the value of this gift, and that I know how to employ it, in a manner with which you will be satisfied.
I must own to you, that I felt a little proud when I related to Emily what you wrote to me of my sister. I seemed, as if I valued myself more on her perfections, than on those which I might acquire myself. Emily appeared flattered that her conduct had merited your approbation. She becomes every day more sensible and more amiable. Since my little sister knows so well how to profit by what I write to you concerning my friend, I will relate to you another adventure which has lately happened to her. I must confess freely, that she was a little in fault at the beginning, but the conclusion does her so much honour, that I cannot forbear relating the whole to you as it happened. The poor child was yesterday in the parlour with Edward; they amused themselves by turns, in playing little tunes on the harpsichord. You know, there is in this parlour, a japan cabinet, filled with very valuable china. Emily had the curiosity to open it, to look at some Chinese figures which Mrs. Grandison had lately presented to her. She took one in her hand in order to examine it nearer. Edward, who is ever at some unlucky trick, cried out, suddenly, mamma is coming. Emily, fearing to be caught in the fact, hastily put back the china into the cabinet; but in her fear and precipitation, threw down a cup, which broke into a thousand pieces. She was seized with consternation. It was a cup of great value,
[Page 304] which she knew her mamma preserved with the utmost care, as it made part of a set, which was only used on particular occasions. Edward quitted the harpsichord, on hearing Emily cry; and this is the conversation which passed between them.
Edward.
You have done a pretty piece of work there, truly. I would not be in your place for a good deal.
Emily.
O brother, how can you teaze me so, when you see how I am distressed already? you should rather give me your advice.
Edward.
What advice can I give you? if you were to go to all the shops in London, you would not find such another cup as that. You have nothing to do that I know of, but to set off for China, in order to match it.
Emily.
What pleasure can you take in tormenting me thus?
Edward.
What had you to do rummaging in that cabinet?
Emily.
If it had not been for you, this would not have happened.
Edward.
Nay, it was you that did it; you had no business to touch the china.
Emily.
It is true, I did wrong; however, if you had not put me in a fright, I should not have broken any thing.
Edward.
This set of china that mamma was so fond of, see, it is now incomplete; there might as well be not a piece of it left.
Emily.
I would give all that I am worth in the world that this had not happened.
Edward.
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O yes, you may lament now; that will do much good.
Emily.
O brother, how can you be so cruel? Charles would not torment me thus.
Edward.
Well, well, don't cry any more, and I will tell you what you had best do.
Emily.
Let me hear, dear Edward?
Edward.
Nobody knows any thing of what has passed: we have nothing to do but to gather up the broken bits, and place them by each other in the cabinet. Mamma will not look in it this morning. During dinner, you may say that you heard some china fall in the cabinet; I will be ready to support the fact: Mamma will of course go and look, and, without doubt, will conclude that it fell of itself.
Emily.
No indeed, brother, I will not do this.
Edward.
And why not? you accuse no one by it?
Emily.
No matter, it is a bad expedient; to tell an untruth is worse than breaking the china.
Edward.
Very well; I have shewn you a way to get out of the scrape, which you might take advantage of; but it is your concern, not mine.
Emily.
Alas! what shall I do?
Edward.
I am really frightened for you; but I am very good thus to trouble myself about you, when you desire to be punished.
Emily.
Yes, I had rather be punished than deceive mamma; I will go to her, confess the
[Page 306] fault, and ask her pardon, promising, at the same time, never to touch the key of her cabinet as long as I live.
Emily was just going out, when she saw her mamma enter the room: she trembled, and changed colour; and before she was able to speak, burst into a torrent of tears. She expected a sharp reproach: what then was her surprize, when Mrs. Grandison, who had overheard all that had passed, took her tenderly in her arms, and caressing her, said, you are a good girl, my dear Emily, I do not know what it is that you have broken, but if it be the most valuable piece of china in my cabinet, I forgive you, in consideration of your courage and frankness. As for you, Sir, continued she, addressing herself to Edward, go up into your chamber, and meditate on the lesson that your young sister has given you. It is well for you that your father knows nothing of all this, or he would be more severe than I am. Go and blush for
[...]he falshood that you meditated: I see, henceforward I must not depend on your word, but may rest in confidence on that of your sister.
You perceive, mamma, how well Emily was rewarded for not following the bad counsels of Edward; for she would have paid dear for his falshood, as Mrs. Grandison had overheard all. The relation of this adventure will not, I think, be useless to my sister; not that I suspect her of ever being capable of deceiving you. Heaven forbid I ever should! but it will be a fresh encouragement to her to persevere in the good principles that she has received from you. Ah!
[Page 307] what good fortune is hers, to receive them from your own lips! It is a long time, alas! since I have enjoyed that happiness: raging seas divide me from those whom I love best in the world. Oh! when shall I embrace you! When will you see us both, my little sister and me, at your knees, vying with each other in giving you proofs of our affection!
LETTER XII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I CONGRATULATE myself, my dear mamma, on having it in my power, to make you acquainted with a new instance of the moderation and generosity of my friend. No, I cannot often enough repeat it. There is not, I believe, in the whole universe, a young man of so noble a character.
The earl of—made him a present, a few days ago, of a fine dog, of a very rare and uncommon kind. Young Falkland, one of our neighbours, had before this, asked the earl several times to give it to him, but he could not obtain it of him, because this young man is remarkable for his ill-treatment of his dogs. He
[Page 308] has no other pleasure than in tormenting them; either by the most cruel discipline, or by encouraging them to fight till they tear each other to pieces. He has already above a dozen in his house: you will think, perhaps, that this was sufficient; but no such thing: he has besides a collection of all sorts of animals, particularly cats, monkies, and parrots; and with these creatures he passes one half of the day. He must have, methinks, a most contracted mind, thus to lavish his time in such a miserable occupation, instead of devoting it to the study of the arts and sciences. Notwithstanding the multitude he has of these beasts about him, he was quite enraged when he found the earl had given his dog to another, after refusing it to him. What was the consequence of this? Charles had scarcely been five days in possession of it, when the poor creature was found dead in a corner of the house. It was not till yesterday that we discovered, by means of one of Falkland's servants, that he had contrived to get him poisoned, out of spite and jealousy. What monsters are there among mankind! I say monsters; the term is not too strong. Yes, my dear mamma, I call him a monster, who can deprive another of what he cannot possess himself, with no other view than to give him pain. But the following conversation, which passed between Edward, Charles and me, as we were walking in the garden yesterday, will shew you how my friend revenged this piece of knavery.
[Page 309] I was lamenting the death of the poor creature. I am very much afflicted, said he, also: I could hardly have believed that the loss of a dog would have given me so much trouble: but this was an animal of such singular beauty, and he was already become quite attached to me.
Edward.
It was a shocking action on the part of Falkland, to poison him: I would never forgive him as long as I lived, were I in your place.
Charles.
I must forgive him, however, unless I resolve to be as wicked as he is.
Edward.
You are too good, brother; for my part, I shall hate him as long as I live.
Charles.
I do not hate him, but I despise his character; and I pity him yet more for being the slave of such violent and detestable passions; to destroy an innocent animal with no other view, than to deprive another of it. He who can be guilty of such cruelty in cold blood, would stop at no excess.
Edward.
And the traitor dared to call himself your friend.
Charles.
I am not now to learn that we must not give credit to mere words, and that we must know people well before we reckon upon their friendship.
Edward.
Don't you intend to break entirely with such a dirty fellow as he is?
Charles.
I do not mean to insult him publicly, I shall content myself only with holding as little intercourse with him as possible. The society of a young man of his base way of thinking, by no means suits me.
Edward.
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Pshaw; this is not enough. Shall I cut off his ears, Charles? you have only to say the word.
Charles.
I'll take care then how I say that word: his ears will not bring me back my dog.
Edward.
Well then, I have another scheme. Falkland has a dozen spaniels and greyhounds; we have nothing to do but to poison them in our turn; he deserves this revenge.
Charles.
But have the poor beasts deserved it?
Edward.
What then, do you mean to let him escape unpunished?
Charles.
That is not my affair, I shall not take his punishment upon me; it is enough for me to leave him to his conscience.
Edward.
I shall be curious to know what my papa will think of this adventure. I do not wonder now at his always being so careful to keep us from too strict an intimacy with this young profligate.
Charles.
It is a proof to me, that my father understands the heart; and I learn from it, that we ought to consult our parents in the choice of our friends: as they have more experience than we have, they know better how to distinguish characters: by their wife advice, I hope to preserve myself from dangerous connexions, by which I might be corrupted. But, Edward, I think, we ought not to acquaint my father with this base action of Falkland's.
Edward.
How then will you manage it?
Charles.
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Methinks, we shall mortify him more, by a cold contempt than by our complaints.
William.
This is a noble way of thinking.
Charles.
It will be best, believe me. But let us talk of something more agreeable. Come, shall we take a walk in the fields this fine evening?
Edward.
Stop a moment; look yonder, don't you see something up in that tree?
William.
Methinks I see a bird in it with very extraordinary feathers, and he flutters as if he were in distress.
Charles.
It is very true; he is caught by his wings in the tree.
Edward.
How lucky this is: it is Falkland's parrot that has escaped out of his cage; I know him very well. Now we have him in our power, he shall pay for the dog. His master would not take ten guineas for him: he shall be well punished now.
Charles.
O my dear Edward, the poor creature suffers sadly: be so kind, William, as to get me a ladder, I will get up into the tree and disentangle the poor bird.
Edward.
To give it to Falkland, I suppose?
Charles.
To be sure: Is it not his?
Edward.
He killed your dog, and you mean to save his parrot.
Charles.
And why not? It would make me happy, if I could from this time forth, do him any good in return for the injury that he has done me.
Edward.
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You had better be advised; you will never again have so good an opportunity of being revenged.
Charles.
I look upon it as such: it is sufficient revenge to me, to shew him that my heart is better than his.
Edward.
Oh yes, he is very capable of feeling this to be sure.
Charles.
Well then, I shall have the satisfaction of feeling it.
Just then the gardener brought us a ladder. Charles climbed into the tree himself, and found the parrot entangled with his wings between two branches, and held fast: he soon disengaged him, and immediately charged one of the servants to carry him to young Falkland.
What do you think of my brother, said Edward to me, as Charles left us?
Can you blame him, answered I, for being so generous?
No, certainly; but I do not feel myself perfect enough to imitate him.
—It is our part to become so, from so good an example.
Charles now came up to us; his face was animated with the most sweet expressions of satisfaction: I never before was so sensible of the pleasure which arises from doing good. O my dear mamma, preserve, I pray you, all my letters, that I may read them over again when I return home. I should be very unworthy of such a friend, if the lessons that I daily receive from his conduct, did not inspire me both with inclination and power to profit by them. I wish
[Page 313] he were known to all the young people of our age. If we feel so much pleasure in reading of the good actions of others, what do we not enjoy in doing them ourselves! Oh! my dear mamma, I will ever cultivate this sentiment, that I may become the more worthy of your tenderness. I salute my little sister across the great space which divides us, once for myself, and once for Emily.
LETTER XIII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
WE assisted yesterday, my dear mamma, in gathering in the fruits of autumn. The air was mild, and the sky serene: nothing was heard on all sides but sprightly songs, accompanied by the fife and violin. It was a charming sight, to behold between the trees young boys climbing to the highest branches to gather the fruit, whilst the women and girls received them below in their aprons, in order to fill their baskets. We too were employed, in stripping
[Page 314] those branches which hung within our reach. All these labours carry with them an air of festivity, which fills the heart with pleasure.
We observed some little country girls, meanly dressed, earnestly look at us over the hedge. When we had finished our business, one of them beckoned to the gardener, and we could perceive her talking to him in a supplicating manner, at the same time, casting frequent looks at my friend. Charles perceived it, and when she had done speaking, called the gardener to him. I will give you their conversation, which will be the best way of relating the thing.
Charles.
What was that little girl asking so earnestly?
Gardener.
I will tell you, Sir. Every body here knows the goodness of your heart. She has been asking me to beg some fruit of you, for her mother, who is sick at home.
Charles.
Does she ask it for her mother? She is a good girl for that. Go and give her as many apples as she can carry. It will be a pleasure to me, to reward her for loving those to whom she owes her life.
Gardener.
I will go then and give her some of the wind-falls, they will do well enough.
Charles.
How, friend! What would you pick out the worst that we have for a poor sick woman! No, no, I insist on your giving her some of the choicest.
Gardener.
I fear, that will lessen our store.
Charles.
Did not you tell me that we had an extraordinary plenty of fruit this year?
Gardener.
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It is true, Sir, we have hardly room to hold all our hoards.
Charles.
Well then, out of the abundance which heaven bestows upon us, let us at least give some to those who have nothing.
Gardener.
Ah, my dear young master, it is not without reason that you are so beloved and honoured. You are a blessing sent to us by heaven. I will punctually obey you, for I know full-well, whatever you do will be approved by your parents.
Upon this, the gardener went to execute Charles' orders. Edward, having heard what had passed, came up to his brother, and said; I don't disapprove of your good-nature, but I cannot bear to see the common people always coming with some petition to you.
Charles.
But, my dear brother, if they did not ask of us what they want, should we be otherwise so attentive to their wants? We ask our parents every day for a thousand superfluous things; suffer then the poor, at least, to lay before us their urgent necessities.
Emily.
Charles is very right. Would it not be a sad thing, that we should have so much more than we want even for our pleasures, and that the poor should be without even the common necessaries of life? I will tell mamma this evening of the situation of this little girl's mother, and I am sure she will send her some assistance. Mr. Bartlet, who was just then coming up to us, overheard what Emily had said, and praised her for her humanity. Charles asked him, if apples were good for a sick person: Undoubtedly
[Page 316] said he, if they be ripe. This fruit, said he, which is produced in almost all climates, is by so much the more valuable, as it will
[...]
[...]he best part of the year. How great is the wisdom and goodness of our Creator, who thus provides for us during winter, when the exhausted earth is no longer in a state to produce these delicious fruits, by which we have been nourished and regaled in the summer season.
Oh! my dear mamma, I shall always be full of gratitude to the Creator of the earth, who thus provides for the wants of his children with the tenderness of a parent. Alas! mamma, how many ungrateful children are there who devour the provisions of winter, without once thinking of the beneficent hand which provides them I Heaven preserve me from ever being one of this number: we, in particular, who owe so much to it, for being permitted to share its bounties with so good a mother! Yes, mamma, I should be thankful to Providence if I possessed nothing on earth but you. Vouchsafe to receive from me the homage of these sentiments, and continue to me those by which you have always honoured me. I ask this both for myself and my little sister, and as a pledge of your granting it, I accept the first kiss which you will give her, since I cannot have the happiness to partake of it with her.
P. S. Mr. Grandison has this moment received a letter from the earl of ***, the first lord of the bed-chamber, to require the attendance of his son Charles at court. They are ignorant
[Page 317] of the reason of this. My friend sets off tomorrow with Mr. Bartlet. How much shall I regret his absence! I, who have lately lived in the pleasing habit of seeing him every instant, must now pass whole days without his society! Neither do we know how long he may be absent. Mr. Grandison is not at all uneasy at this message; the earl's letter is too gracious to be the prelude to any thing undesirable. But in the mean-while, I lose my friend. Nothing but the hopes of something good to him could console me for this separation. He has promised to write to me. Oh! my dear mamma, with how much joy shall I send you the copy of his letters!
LETTER XIV. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I HASTEN, my dear mamma, to send you, according to promise, a copy of the first letter that I have received from my friend Charles. You will in it see what happened to him on his
[Page 318] journey, and at his arrival in London. I shall expect with impatience the next news that he will have to send me; my heart forebodes that it will be good. Judge then how eager I shall be to make you partake of it. Full of this sweet hope, I embrace you and my little sister more tenderly.
LETTER XV. CHARLES GRANDISON TO HIS FRIEND WILLIAM DANVERS.
I DO not yet know, my dear friend, what our journey to London will produce; the beginning of our expedition has not been the most happy. A superstitious mind might look upon this as a bad presage; but you and I, my dear William, thanks to the good-sense of our parents, are in no danger of being disturbed by vain prognostics. We had scarcely gone a few miles, before one of our horses stopped short, and would not advance a step farther. The postillion, thought to get on by exercising his whip, which I could not see without pain; I cannot bear that so gentle and useful an animal should be treated hardly. However, we soon perceived
[Page 319] that the poor creature had met with a hurt in his foot, and that it was not his fault. We were therefore obliged to go gently on to the nearest inn, where we provided ourselves with horses, and pursued our rout with renewed expedition, till an unlucky accident stopped us. In a rugged part of the road, the axletree of our chaise suddenly broke: happily we were none of us hurt; but we were obliged to get out of the carriage, and there being no house within a good distance, we had no other course left us, but to walk on foot. I should have made myself very easy under this accident, had it not been for my concern on account of our worthy friend Mr. Bartlet: I feared much le
[...]t his health might suffer from the cold and dampness of the air, and the fatigue of the walk. The sun was already set, and we proc
[...]eded slowly, followed by our servant Henry. A violent rain came on. At length, after a half-hour's walk, we perceived to the right, a small house at a little distance from the road. We were let in by an honest labourer, bowed down by the weight of years and hard work, and his wife, who appeared to be as old. We were hospitably received by this worthy old couple and their children. The eldest son ran to fetch a wheelwright in the neighbourhood, and then went with him to assist the postillion in mending the chaise as well as they could; which they could not complete till the evening was far advanced. As it was then too late to pursue our journey, we resolved to pass the night in this little hut, which, under these circumstances, I found as comfortable as the most superb palace. Whilst
[Page 320] one of the daughters was preparing for us a simple repast, gentlemen, said the old man, do not be uneasy, we will give you up our bed, in which you may refresh yourselves after your fatigue. It was with difficulty that Mr. Bartlet was persuaded to agree to this proposal, but at last, the pressing entreaties of our host and his wife prevailed. They had placed but two covers on the table. Mr. Bartlet perceiving it, said, Have you already supped, my good friends?
No, Sir,
Well then, we must eat together; our meal will be the heartier for it.
We should not have thought of taking that liberty, Sir, replied the old man, but, since you order it, you shall be obeyed▪
The rustic meal was soon put on the table; it consisted of a piece of cold meat, with vegetables, cheese and butter, and some good apples. Plain as this repast was, I never made a better supper in my life, and slept so soundly after it, that Mr. Bartlet had some difficulty in waking me the next morning. I have just now ate an excellent breakfast, and take the opportunity, while Mr. Bartlet is thanking our hosts for their hospitality, to write you this. I am now obliged to break off, but as soon as we have paid our first visit to Lord—you shall hear again from me. Present my duty to my papa and mamma, and remember me affectionately to my brother and sister.
I remain, my dear friend, ever your's,
Charles Grandison.
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LETTER XVI. MRS. DANVERS TO HER SON.
I SAID right, my dear mamma, when I told you that I should have good news to send you of my friend Charles. I enclose you a copy of a letter that he has written to me, and one from Mr. Bartlet to Mr. Grandison. I have scarce time to transcribe them before the post goes out. I would fain express to you the joy which fills my heart; but I can only say, what a felicity it is to see my friend happy, and to wish this to my dear mamma!
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LETTER XVII. CHARLES GRANDISON TO HIS FRIEND WILLIAM DANVERS.
COULD you ever have guessed, my dear friend, what could be the object of my journey to this city? Without doubt no, since I myself hardly dare now to believe it. Well then, it is by order of the king, who has just bestowed on me the post of page of honour, and invested me with a place about his children. I know not to whom I am indebted for these favours; but they try to persuade me that I owe them to my own conduct. But it seems to me that I have only fulfilled my duty, and that alone deserves no recompense: I regard therefore what has befallen me, as the pure bounty of heaven; which thus rewards the virtue of my worthy parents. I rejoice more on their account than my own. Mr. Bartlet has written to my papa; you will doubtless see his letter. I have scarce time to assure you that I am ever your faithful and affectionate friend,
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LETTER XVIII. MR. BARTLET TO MR. GRANDISON.
WHAT happy news have I to send you▪ and how much will the heart of Mrs. Grandison be filled with joy! Your amiable son—but you well merit those favours with which heaven has vouchsafed to recompense his goodness. I always told you that he was destined to be the happiness of your future life. And so young to be thus distinguished by his sovereign's favours, whilst all good men applaud the act! Yes, my dear Sir, there is no one here, but who, after having seen your son, pronounces him worthy of his promising destiny. But I will no longer keep you in suspence. Know then, that the king has conferred on him the post of page of honour, and given him a place about the royal children, as a fit object for their emulation. The earl of—, whose wife is sister to
*
[Page 324] Major Arthur, whose life was saved by Charles, had represented your son to his majesty in so advantageous a manner, had spoken so highly of his good sense, his acquirements and goodness of heart, as to inspire the king with the desire of seeing him; and it was after his first interview with him that he conferred on him these favours.
The earl, who introduced Charles to his majesty, and was present at the audience, declared that he never saw any one received so graciously. The king himself, after ordering his children into his presence, vouchsafed to present them to him. Your amiable son answered all questions put to him with a respectful freedom, and a nobleness of expression quite astonishing for his age. The young princes were desirous that he should from that moment remain about them. But he represented to them the occasion there was for his remaining yet some time in his father's house, in order to profit by his instructions, and to render himself more worthy of the high office allotted him.
He owned to me afterwards, that he had another reason for asking this delay: it was, that his friend William having only three months more to spend in England, he much wished to pass the remainder of that time with him. Thus you see, his presence of mind never forsakes him; nor can the seductions of fortune make him forget the duties of friendship.
[Page 325] The earl gave yesterday a grand entertainment in honour of your son. Charles received the compliments of all the company with as much grace as dignity. The many praises bestowed on him, excited not in him the least emotions of pride; and he left the company all captivated by his amiable qualities. Do not think, my dear friend, that the enthusiasm with which I speak of your son, is the effect of that partiality which I feel for your family: you will find the same testimonies in his favour in the letter which Lord—has written you.
We shall be detained about six days longer here, and then I hope to bring back to your arms the worthy object of your tenderness.
P. S. The earl of—has made me open my letter again, to inform you that Edward is presented with a lieutenancy in the same regiment with Major Arthur, of which he is now lieutenant-colonel.
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LETTER XIX. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
I WAS so impatient, my dear mamma, to send you my friend Charles' letter, and that of Mr. Bartlet, that I had not time to give you those reflections which the good fortune of my friend have given birth to in my mind. Indeed, were I to attempt to say all that I think on this subject, my letter would not be finished to-day. I will therefore confine myself to the more easy and delightful task, of attempting to describe to you, how sensible I am of his faithful remembrance of our friendship. What then! Could he, for the sake of my society, during the remainder of my stay here, resist the desires of the young princes, and sacrifice all the pleasures of a court! Ah! he has not made this sacrifice to an ungrateful friend. You will witness for me, mamma, how much I ever loved him, that all my letters were filled with expressions of my tenderness for him. Well then, he is now become a thousand times more dear to me. During
[Page 327] his absence, I have been made too sensible how necessary he is to my happiness. Notwithstanding all the caresses of Mr. and Mrs. Grandison, notwithstanding the friendship of Edward and Emily, I find that I miss him every hour in the day. I seem, as if I were but half myself, without him. I have no other resource, but to employ myself continually in doing something for him. Yes, mamma, all the business that we did when we were together, I now do alone, in order to render his absence less tedious to me. I have cultivated his garden, and ornamented it with the flowers of the season, that he may see, at his return, what care I have taken, of all that he is interested in. I have continued to copy a set of designs in architecture which he had begun: they are not, it is true, so well drawn as he would have done them, but they are better than if I had done them for myself. I am sure that his friendship will excuse the weakness of my pencil, and that he will see them in his collection with pleasure. I have also transcribed into his music-books, all the new airs which we have had since his departure. I have arranged the books in his library; I have fed his birds; I have given something to his poor people: in short, I have attempted to do all that he would have done himself. It is at these times, that I have more than ever felt the force of that maxim, which you have so often repeated to me, that application to business is the best means of composing the mind under grief or uneasiness. Ah! had I been condemned to idleness during this interval of my friend's absence, how should I have
[Page 323] been to be pitied! I have laboured not to leave a moment in the day vacant, lest I should fill it with my sadness. As a proof of this, I send you a little piece which I have just translated, on the advantages of industry.
Adieu, my dear mamma; now that my friend is so far from me, I doubly feel the pain of being so from you. I have no consolation but in knowing that you love me, and in feeling how much I love you.
THE ADVANTAGES OF INDUSTRY.
MR. Dorville, a rich manufacturer, was the most inveterate enemy to idleness. He not only dedicated the whole day to labour himself, but took care also, to have every person of his family employed in the same manner. Liberal to all whom age or infirmity had rendered incapable of work, but implacable toward those idle vagabonds, who, with the advantages of health and strength, c
[...]me to beg at his door. He would ask them why they did not work; and if they excused themselves, by saying that they could get no employment, he would offer it to them in his manufactory; but after once refusing
[Page 329] it, they dared never more approach his presence.
He never suffered a bale of goods either to be packed up or opened, without obliging his two sons Francis and Robert, to put their hands to it. He had a large garden behind his house, in which he made them both work, under the direction of his gardener: and during winter, he would employ them in turning, and other works of ingenuity. His three daughters, also, had not more time allowed them for idleness. They had the charge of the domestic oeconomy; with every other occupation suitable to their sex.
The better to excite their industry, Mr. Dorville paid each for his work; and those among them, who had distinguished themselves by their activity, had an extraordinary reward. These little perquisites, they had the liberty of laying out in their own pleasures and amusements.
No quarrels or ill humour were ever heard in this family. They enjoyed perfect health, and each day brought with it new pleasures, by making them taste the sweets of their own labours.
If the boys presented to their sisters a nosegay of carnations or hyacinths, they received from them in return either embroidered ruffles, purses, or strings for their canes or watches, all, the work of their industrious hands. If their desserts were furnished by the fruit of their young trees, which they had planted and grafted themselves, they had the satisfaction to hear their parents
[Page 330] praise them, by acquainting their guests, to whom they owed their regale; at which, each would take his glass, and the company in chorus, drank to the health of the little gardener.
Seven days in the year, were celebrated as festivals in the family; these were the birth-days of each of the children, and those of their father and mother. Pleasure and mutual tenderness reigned on those occasions: particularly on the birth-days of their parents, when they generally gave an entertainment to the children, to which they invited their young acquaintance. The feast always ended in a ball, at which youthful vivacity, heightened by music, animated every look and motion, whilst their fond parents beheld, with transports of joy, their playful gaiety and natural graces.
Who would believe, that these children should ever grow weary of a way of life so full of pleasure? This was, however, the case. Francis one day went to pay a visit to his young cousins: he returned home with a sorrowful contenance. His father, from some indirect words which he let fall, comprehended at once the cause of his chagrin: he, however, did not appear as if he observed it: In the mean while, as Francis wore the same face of sadness the next day, Mr. Dorville having engaged him to take a walk with him after dinner, over his plantations, they had together the following conversation.
Mr. Dorville.
What is the matter with you, my dear Francis? the air of sadness which I observe on your countenance, makes me very uneasy.
Francis,
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(affecting a cheerful air.)
Nothing at all, papa.
Mr. Dorville.
Come, come, notwithstanding that smile, your whole appearance has less of cheerfulness than usual.
Francis.
I cannot disown it.
Mr. Dorville.
What is it then that makes you thus sad?
Francis.
Ah! if I dare to tell you—
Mr. Dorville.
Are you afraid to open your heart to me? Am not I your friend?
Francis.
True: but, pray, papa, do not question me any more on this subject.
Mr. Dorville.
And why not, since it afflicts you?
Francis.
Because I think you would not afford me any remedy.
Mr. Dorville.
Do you think then, that I would rather see you afflicted than happy? I thought you had a better idea of my tenderness for you.
Francis.
Oh! papa, do not mistake me; no, no, I am sensible, you have no greater joy than to see us rejoice.
Mr. Dorville.
I do not see, then, what can hinder you, from making me your confidant; but hold, we will settle this matter between us. Tell me your grievance, and I will promise on my part to do all in my power to remove it.
Francis.
Well then, papa, since you will have it, I must tell you: you keep us like so many slaves to our work from morning to night; there are my cousins, you see how their papa lets them spend their time; shall not we have as much fortune as they will?
Mr. Dorville.
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What, my dear child, is this all that afflicts you? nothing can be easier, than to satisfy you in this business. God forbid, that I should make you work against your inclination; you are at full liberty to take your rest, and not to return to your work again, till you yourself desire it.
Francis, happy to enjoy his liberty with the consent of his father, spent the rest of the day, in loitering about here and there, sometimes in the house, sometimes the garden.
Mr. Dorville always rose early; and when the weather was fine, generally amused himself with a walk into the country, and took with him those of his children, who the day before had been most diligent and attentive to their work. The next morning after this discourse, the early dawn promised a most beautiful day; Mr. Dorville was preparing to go out; Francis heard him; and though he was very sensible that he had not deserved the indulgence, he nevertheless hastened up, and asked his father's permission, to accompany him. Mr. Dorville willingly consented. They went together, and seated themselves at the top of a hill, from whence they had a view of the surrounding country. It was in the early part of the spring. The meadows, which but a month before were buried in snow, now displayed the most lively verdure. The woods were covered with tender foliage, and the fruit-trees adorned with the gayest blossoms. The harsh whistling of the north-wind, no more grated on the ear;
[Page 333] nothing was heard around, but the sweet warbling of birds, Young lambs, and playful colts were seen sporting in the rich pasture-grounds. Echo resounded with the cheerful song of the labourer, as he trod the furrowed land The roads were filled with troops of country-people; some conducting their waggons loaded with corn, wine, and other merchandize; others carrying on their shoulders baskets filled with herbs and flowers. The young milk maids seemed to walk in cadence: all bent their steps toward the city, the gates of which were just opened to receive them. Francis, affected by this scene, felt his heart so elated with cheerfulness, that throwing himself into the arms of his father, he exclaimed. Oh! papa, I have you to thank for the pleasure which this moment affords me!
Mr. Dorville.
If all our friends were but here to enjoy it with us! I am sorry we did not call on your cousins, as we passed by their door.
Francis.
Oh they will not be up these two or three hours, at least.
Mr. Dorville.
Is it possible? Why then they spend one half of the day in sleep!
Francis.
I have sometimes called on them at nine in the morning, and they had scarcely their eyes open.
Mr. Dorville.
No doubt, they are objects of your envy just now.
Francis.
No truly, papa; if I were asleep like them, I should lose all the pleasure I enjoy now.
Mr. Dorville.
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This is one advantage then, arising from industry; it calls us up early enough, to make us relish the charms of a fine morning.
Francis.
But, papa, cannot I be an early riser, without working?
Mr. Dorville.
And what will you do, when you are up?
Francis.
I would go and walk sometimes to one place, and sometimes to another: to-day I would ascend the hill; to-morrow I would enter the thick forest; another time I would seat myself on the banks of a river.
Mr. Dorville.
It is very well, my dear, but we have three hundred and sixty-five days in the year; if we take from these all the cold and wet mornings, there will scarcely remain sixty-five such as this of to-day. Would you walk out through the thick fogs, and when it rains or snows, or when the impetuous winds render the hoar frosts more biting?
Francis.
No certainly, I should have very little relish for walking in such bad weather.
Mr. Dorville.
What then will you do with the other three hundred mornings, if you do not work?
Francis.
I don't know.
Mr. Dorville.
Tell me freely then; do you think that you would find it a very pleasant thing not to know what to do with yourself?
Francis.
No; I confess, time would seem very long to me.
Mr. Dorville.
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Would it not be better to go briskly to work, than to be rubbing your eyes, yawning, and stretching out your arms, and then sinking into your chair like a person overcome with fatigue?
Francis.
But, papa, if I do not work, I can amuse myself with some play.
Mr. Dorville.
You know very well, I have never hindered your amusing yourself: but let us examine whether to work, or to pass our time in vain dissipation, yields us the most solid pleasure. I am far from wishing that my children should not be as happy as they are capable of being. You shall always play, and never work more, if you can prove, to me, that play will give you more satisfaction than work.
Francis.
Take care, papa, it will not be very difficult to prove this.
Mr. Dorville.
Well then, let us see; I am willing to run the risk.
Francis.
Did you never observe, that when I am at play, I run, I jump, I dance, and make a thousand gambols; but when I work, I do nothing of all this.
Mr. Dorville.
Nevertheless, I have often seen you and your brother laugh and amuse yourselves when you have been at work together.
Francis.
That is true; but yet it is better to be at play.
Mr. Dorville.
There is not a day passes, but you play: have you any thing to shew me, in consequence of all this play?
Francis.
No, papa, I have only the remembrance of them.
Mr. Dorville.
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And have you nothing remaining, from your work?
Francis.
Oh yes, I have in my garden above a dozen young trees which I have planted and grafted myself; all my beds are furnished with good vegetables, and my borders with fine flowers.
Mr. Dorville.
Is that all, my dear?
Francis.
No indeed, papa; I have in my chamber a great cupboard full of my workmanship in straw and pasteboard, besides a thousand little toys of ivory and ebony, that I turned in my lathe.
Mr. Dorville.
But, without doubt, you look at all these things now with regret, when you think how many drops of sweat they cost you? here you will say, I spent a whole day's labour on this.
Francis.
And suppose they had cost me as much again?
Mr. Dorville.
What then?
Francis.
Why, papa, so long as I see my cupboard furnished with the fruits of my labours, whilst I gather nosegays for my sisters, or fine fruits, and good vegetables to present to my mother, I find myself so happy, that I no longer think of the trouble that these things cost me.
Mr. Dorville.
Tell me: all the time which you have spent in cultivating your garden, or in turning; do you wish now that you had passed it in play?
Francis.
No, certainly, for then I should have had nothing to shew for it to-day.
Mr. Dorville.
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You would have had the remembrance of it at least. Do you reckon that nothing?
Francis.
It is but a very little thing.
Mr. Dorville.
I think, it appears from your own account, that play only amuses the present moment, and that it does not even always do that in proportion to our expectations; and that work, on the contrary, after having agreeably occupied us, leaves behind it some useful enjoyment. After twenty years are past, you will have a renewed pleasure in gathering fruits from the trees which your hands have planted, though you will, by that time, forget all your frivolous pastimes. Decide therefore, yourself, which affords the most solid pleasure, useful labour, or vain amusement.
Francis.
Oh! papa, according to the light in which you have set the thing, there is no room to balance. Labour, without dispute, renders us most happy.
Mr. Dorville.
You see then, it was not without reason that I have urged you to follow it. Were I to say to you, come, Francis, work no more; I will have you spend your whole time at play. Would it not be making you miserable for the rest of your life?
Francis.
Oh! yes, I can feel this now: every different play would soon become tedious and insupportable to me.
Mr. Dorville.
And do they not, on the contrary, appear more sweet to you after labour?
Francis.
Yes, papa, I confess, they do.
Mr. Dorville.
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At those times, I myself urge you to enjoy your pleasures. You know how often I have invited your cousins and your other companions to come and share in your amusements. Have you forgotten how you have wrestled together, and run races, and thrown the bar?
Francis.
No, papa, I remember it very well; you have yourself been so good as to assist almost always at our sports; and I have often seen you smile, when I have happened to have the advantage.
Mr. Dorville.
And this was pretty often the case.
Francis.
Because I am stronger than any of my companions, especially my poor cousins; I never feared to engage with both of them at once.
Mr. Dorville.
Perhaps they are not so old as you?
Francis.
O, you know very well that I am not so old as the youngest by a full year.
Mr. Dorville.
You are better fed then?
Francis.
I beg your pardon; they live better every day of their lives than we do.
Mr. Dorville.
I do not see then how you came by all this strength, unless it be the effect of labour.
Francis.
Excuse me, papa; I do not know how that can be; because I am so much weakened sometimes by hard work that I can hardly stir.
Mr. Dorville.
But, my dear, who are those that run best?
Francis.
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Those who frequently
[...] races.
Mr. Dorville.
What is the reason of this, pray?
Francis.
Because they are used to run.
Mr. Dorville.
Nevertheless, running weakens them, sometimes, as labour does you.
Francis.
Without doubt.
Mr. Dorville.
But, the next day are they less alert, or you less brisk?
Francis.
It is true.
Mr. Dorville.
One word more. Have you never observed that some people have their limbs much more strong and nervous than others?
Francis.
O yes, our blacksmith for instance: you have only to look at his arms; every muscle is expressive of vigour!
Mr. Dorville.
And how, do you think, has he acquired this vigour?
Francis.
How should I know? this man is the whole day with his body bent over his anvil; and he has been accustomed from his earliest youth, to wield a hammer, which I can scarcely lift with both hands.
Mr. Dorville.
What, do you think he is stronger than I am?
Francis.
Oh! papa, I should be very sorry to see him lay hold of you, even if I were by to assist you.
Mr. Dorville.
This is a farther proof, then, that labour strengthens the body. Here is a blacksmith who uses more violent exercise than I do, and yet he is more robust. You use more violent exercise than your cousins, and you are
[Page 340] more robust than they are: labour must certainly have something to do in this.
Francis.
I own I begin to think it.
Mr. Dorville.
You told me, just now, that your cousins eat very delicately.
Francis.
It is very true.
Mr. Dorville.
I think, however, they have frequent disorders in the stomach.
Francis.
Yes, almost always.
Mr. Dorville.
Are you ever troubled with those complaints?
Francis.
Never, papa; you know very well that my appetite never fails me.
Mr. Dorville.
Yes, but on some days I observe, that you eat with more pleasure than ordinary: especially after you have been digging in your garden.
Francis.
Yes, truly, I make a brisk attack upon your provisions after I have been hard at work.
Mr. Dorville.
But how is this; work strengthens your arms and your stomach; it whets your appetite; and shall I prohibit it? No, certainly; I wish to see my son do honour to my table, without fearing indigestion, like his cousins: and I should be very sorry to see his companions outdo him in wrestling, or running races.
Francis.
But, papa, I have been told by many people, that being so rich as you are, you ought not to make us work.
Mr. Dorville.
These people talk like blockheads, and you will be a still greater blockhead if you believe them. If you remain every day
[Page 341] in bed till nine o'clock, can I, with all my money, make you enjoy such a fine morning as this!
Francis.
No, certainly.
Mr. Dorville.
For these many years to come, you will have to gather of the fruit of those trees which you have planted. You may also, from time to time, make presents to your sisters and friends of the pretty pieces of workmanship which you have made. This is the fruit of your industry, and a source of enjoyments which are for ever renewing. But with all my money, can I make the consequences of your amusements, when once they are past, equally sweet?
Francis.
Alas! no, papa.
Mr. Dorville.
In short, can I, with all my riches, make your limbs robust, or preserve your stomach from indigestion?
Francis.
Nor this either.
Mr. Dorville.
Behold then what advantages you owe to labour! advantages so precious, that not all the gold in the world can procure them.
Francis.
I cannot deny it.
Mr. Dorville.
And why is it that I get money? Is it that my children may be happy or unhappy?
Francis.
That they may be happy, without doubt.
Mr. Dorville.
And which of the two is most happy, he who slumbers away the best part of the morning in bed, or he, who by rising with the dawn, may, when the weather is fine, walk in the country, and contemplate the ravishing beauties of nature?
Francis.
The latter, undoubtedly.
Mr. Dorville.
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Again; which is the happiest, he who wastes his life in pursuit of vain pleasures, which by habit will become insipid, and which, when past, leave no trace behind them; or he, who employs his time in useful and pleasant labours, by which, he secures a thousand sweet enjoyments for the time to come?
Francis.
Oh! the latter, certainly.
Mr. Dorville.
I do not ask you, whether it be best to have the limbs strong and robust, or enervated; a fresh and lively complexion, or sickly paleness; vigorous health, or continual weakness; and a good appetite, rather than perpetual indigestion.
Francis.
Oh! it will not admit of a question.
Mr. Dorville.
You have just allowed, that labour gives us all these advantages.
Francis.
I have.
Mr. Dorville.
Should I not then be highly blameable, if, in compliance to the opinions of certain silly people, I were to neglect to cultivate a love for work among my children, under the vain pretence that I am rich? when, with all my riches, I should but make them the more unhappy!
Francis.
Yes, yes, I see it plainly, now; what a blockhead I was, when I grew tired of my work. Come, papa, the day is advanced: I am impatient to return to my usual occupations. I hope to have a pretty bouquet to give to my sisters, and some excellent strawberries for your dessert.
Mr. Dorville.
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Come, my dear, I am charmed to see you so reasonable: this encourages me to consult you on an affair of importance which I have in my mind. We will talk about it tomorrow.
On the morrow, Francis, a little proud, but still more curious to be of this consultation with his father, hastened the next day to attend him, with some degree of importance in his air.
It is a long time, son, said Mr. Dorville, since I have been thinking how to place a certain sum of money most advantageously for my children.
Francis.
You are very good, papa.
Mr. Dorville.
I am therefore very glad to consult you on this business.
Francis.
Me, papa; O nothing can be more simple; you have only to throw it into trade.
Mr. Dorville.
It is in that already, my dear; but on the contrary, I think of withdrawing it from trade, in order to make it more secure to you: in our way of business, we are exposed to many losses; I experience this every day; and in case some great stroke should befal us, I should wish to place a certain part of my fortune so securely, as to ensure a comfortable subsistence to my children for the rest of their lives.
Francis.
I should think, you might purchase houses?
Mr. Dorville.
True, but then there is the hazard of their being burnt.
Francis.
In that case buy land, that cannot be burnt at least.
Mr. Dorville.
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That is true; but then if we do not ourselves attend to the cultivation of it, it will soon become barren and sink in value, after we have been at much expense on it; so that in the end, we shall find ourselves poor in the midst of large possessions.
Francis.
I do not know then, papa, what advice to give you.
Mr. Dorville.
Why truly, child, I see no way of absolutely securing this sum, but by spending it in such a manner that we never can lose the interest of it.
Francis.
How, papa, spend a sum of money for fear you should lose it?
Mr. Dorville.
Even so; for instance: if I should lay it out in giving you useful acquirements, which would make you independent of all reverses of fortune; you then would be, in whatever situation chance might throw you, able to procure the necessaries of life. You understand accounts and book-keeping; you know every thing belonging to the cultivation of trees; you are a tolerable turner; your brother and sisters have also their particular talents: it has cost me a great deal of money to have you instructed in these things. I will sacrifice yet more, to make you complete; and then, I shall look upon you as possessing more riches, than those who have a great inheritance; for we may lose our fortune, but useful knowledge remains with us for ever.
Francis.
But, papa, you are in very easy circumstances; you are master of a good manufacture;
[Page 345] and I think with that we never can want.
Mr. Dorville.
Much richer people than we are, have experienced reverses of fortune, and it is good to be prepared against all possible events. I recollect a story which will illustrate this observation: I will relate it to you.
Francis.
Pray do, papa; I shall be glad to hear it.
Mr. Dorville.
A young gentleman in Germany paid his addresses to a very amiable lady, and asked her in marriage of her father. The father said to him, I will give you my daughter very willingly, but have you a good trade to maintain her and her children? A trade, Sir, answered the young gentleman? are you ignorant that I possess a large country-seat in your neighbourhood, with a considerable estate besides? All this is nothing, replied the father of the lady; your house may be burnt, your land may suffer devastation; besides this, many other ruinous accidents may happen to you, which I cannot foresee. In a word, if you wish to obtain my daughter, you must learn some trade, or I shall not be satisfied. It is the absolute condition of our alliance. It was in vain that the young gentleman remonstrated: the father would not recede. What was to be done? he loved the lady too passionately to give her up. He put himself apprentice therefore to a basket-maker, the easiest business he could think of; and it was not till after he had made a very neat basket, and some other pieces of workmanship, before the
[Page 346] eyes of her father, that he could obtain the lady.
During the first years of his marriage, he laughed inwardly at the foresight of his father-in-law, and the whimsical condition which he had imposed upon him; but he had soon occasion to see the matter in a much more serious light.
War was declared: the enemy entered his province. They ravaged his lands; cut down his forests; demolished his castle; pillaged his effects; and obliged him and his family to take flight: our rich gentleman found himself all at once reduced to indigence. At first he did nothing but deplore his ill-fortune, living with difficulty on the little money that he had saved: but this resource soon failed him. He then bethought himself of the trade which he had learned. His spirits began to recover, and he gave himself up to work with the more ardour, as he had taken refuge in a city where his name and rank were unknown. His wife, between the intervals of her domestic occupations, comforted him under his labours. The children were employed to sell the baskets which he made. In this manner, he provided decently for the support of himself and family, until the happy moment arrived, which by the return of peace, restored him again to the possessions of his fortune.
This story made a lively impression on Francis. He related it himself to his brother and sisters, who were also as much taken with it. It put them upon making a number of reflections on the wisdom of providing resources against the
[Page 347] unexpected turns of fortune. Alas! they did not then foresee that they soon would have occasion to apply this to themselves. A little time after, a fire broke out in the night in one of Mr. Dorville's magazines; and all the buildings belonging to his manufactory were consumed before any assistance could be got to stop the flames. Another man might have been cast down by this disaster; but, on the contrary, it served only to fortify his resolution, and redouble his activity. All his friends were eager to support him. His industry made the best use of these advantages, by labouring to repair his losses. Nor did this reverse of fortune prevent his daughters from being sought in marriage by the richest and most sensible men; because they knew, that, in them they should find women capable of conducting the affairs of their house, with oeconomy and prudence. As for his two sons, they applied themselves with such indefatigable ardour to business, that, in a few years their affairs were not only re-established, but carried to a degree of prosperity, which they had never known before that misfortune which seemed to have overthrown them for ever.
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LETTER XX. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
O MY dear mamma, what danger my friend Charles has been in! Alas! I have been within a little of losing him! I tremble yet whilst I think of it. What would have become of me if he had been as brutal as his adversary; if he had either lost his life, or taken away that of his antagonist, and been obliged to fly his country? Happily all has terminated to his honour; whilst he is preserved to his family, and to his friend, he has given us fresh reason to love and esteem him. But I am too long without satisfying your curiosity: read, pray read the letter which Mr. Grandison has just received from Mr. Bartlet. I have spent the whole evening in transcribing it in order to send it to you. Oh! my dear mamma, how many times has my heart beat whilst I was taking this copy! But it is not of me that it speaks; forget me, I pray you, for a few moments, that you may be the more at liberty to attend to my friend.
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LETTER XXI. MR. BARTLET TO MR. GRANDISON.
SEPTEMBER 26.
My dear Friend,
I CAN never sufficiently congratulate you on the happiness of possessing such a son as your's. I was witness yesterday, without his knowing it, to an adventure which does him infinite honour. But why should I be astonished at his conduct, when I only see, in it, the effect of the good example and wise lessons which he has received from you! We fell in company yesterday with a Mr. Stukely, son to Lord G—, a young man of a most violent and brutal character: though he is but eighteen years of age, he is devoured by ambition and envy. I had already observed, that he was jealous of the post which your son had obtained. He threw out many spiteful sarcasms, which Charles, with admirable self-command, passed over in silence. They engaged in a game of piquet together. Stukely, like a bully, took advantage of your son's moderation, pluming himself on a false courage
[Page 350] He took occasion to quarrel with him at play, in so pointed a manner, that Charles could not refrain from shewing his indignation, by his looks. I will give you their conversation, word for word.
Charles.
Methinks, Sir, you do not seem to take much pleasure in this game, had not we better leave off?
Stukely,
(throwing the cards on the table.)
Very true. There is very little pleasure in playing with people who understand nothing of the game.
Charles.
It is very possible, I do not understand it so well as you, by a great deal: I do not play so much.
Stukely.
If you are not better informed in other things, I fear you will find it somewhat difficult to support the honour that you so lately obtained.
Charles.
I do not look upon the science of gaming to be absolutely necessary, to this purpose. But let us talk of something else, if you please. You have a very pretty snuff-box.
Stukely.
You would like such an one perhaps, with your new dignity.
Charles.
It would be quite useless to me; I do not take snuff. I think it better not to accustom myself to it, at my age.
Stukely.
Do you mean by that, that I am wrong in taking it?
Charles.
By no means. I have nothing to say against what you or your parents think proper.
Stukely.
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My parents have nothing to do in this business; it is sufficient that I like it.
Charles.
Very well. Each according to his own way of thinking.
Stukely.
What a dutiful little boy! He won't take a pinch of snuff, without asking leave of his papa and mamma.
Charles.
It is very true, I do nothing without consulting them.
Stukely.
I ought not to be surprized at this: you are not so old as I am yet, therefore, are not fit to think and act for yourself. You want time for improvement.
Charles.
I hope indeed to be better informed, when I come to your age.
Stukely.
Do you mean to insult me, Sir? by telling me that you are better informed than I am!
Charles.
Better than you, Sir! I am incapable of so gross a rudeness. You must certainly comprehend what I said, that at your age, I hoped to be better informed than I am now.
Stukely.
You have the art of evading your own words.
Charles.
No, Sir. I think, before I speak: my words, therefore, need no evasion.
Stukely.
Enough. Shall we go into the garden together?
Charles.
With all my heart, Sir. I have no objection.
Stukely rose up hastily, putting his hand to his sword: Charles calmly laid his in an armed chair, and followed Stukely with a firm air. I waited till they were out of the room, intending
[Page 352] to follow them, as I perceived, plainly, that Stukely meant to pick a quarrel. They walked at some distance from each other, toward a little grove at the farther end of the garden. I went a shorter way to the same place, and hid myself behind a clump of trees, where I could conveniently listen to their conversation, which was as follows.
Stukely.
Where is your sword? You had it on just now.
Charles.
True, Sir: but I left it in the house▪
Stukely.
Go and fetch it, if you please.
Charles.
Why, pray? I do not want my sword, to walk in the garden.
Stukely.
No: but you want it, to repair the offence that you have given me.
Charles.
The offence! It is somewhat strange, that I should have offended you, without knowing it.
Stukely.
You have offended me, however, and I only waited, till we were alone, to take notice of it.
Charles.
You might as well then have done that before. I should not have been afraid of witnesses to what had passed between us, as I am conscious, that it is against my principles to offend any one.
Stukely.
To what end are all these words; fetch your sword. I will either have satisfaction, or you must ask my pardon.
Charles.
Ask your pardon, Sir! Had I offended you, I should not wait till you required it: but as the matter stands, it is perfectly use less.
Stukely.
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But why did you leave your sword, when you saw that I wore mine?
Charles.
What was that to me, Sir? I see no reason why I must regulate my actions b
[...] your's.
Stukely.
It was, however, to say the least, a great imprudence on your part.
Charles.
As how, pray? Had I taken you for an assassin, I should doubtless have kept my sword. Then indeed you would have had cause to take offence.
Stukely.
You put me out of patience; my sword is now in the scabbard, but take notice, I advise you to beware.
Charles.
I am very easy, Sir, having nothing to fear.
Stukely.
Nothing to fear! Do you expect, that I can bear, without resentment, that a person of inferior birth to myself, and my junior, by four years, should arrive at a preferment which I think I have a better right to?
Charles.
You have been a long while in coming to the point. I guessed that this was at the bottom of your displeasure. You are very good to give yourself the trouble to envy me for it, when I do not envy you the advantage of your high birth.
Stukely.
What, do you despise this advantage then?
Charles.
Certainly not, but, I should be very foolish to be jealous of it, or to dispute it with you sword in hand.
Stukely.
Why so, pray?
Charles.
Because, my sword can no more take your birth, from you, than your's can the post,
[Page 354] which the king has been pleased to confer on me. Reflect upon this; and then, tell me, whether there is any occasion for us to cut each other's throats.
Stukely.
But people fight often to prove their skill in the sword.
Charles.
We may as well do this with our foils; and I will, if you please, meet you at the fencing-school, where we may try our skill to the utmost, and settle this grand quarrel.
Stukely.
Do-you laugh at me?
Charles.
God forbid: but I must confess, I fear, our duel will be laughed at, and that the world will say, here are two young cowards, who have agreed together to give each other a scratch, to make parade of their courage. Will you listen to me, and accept of a satisfaction which will suit us both much better?
Stukely.
What is it?
Charles.
It is this: that in all things in which you are really my superior, I shall never blush to acknowledge you as such; and that I believe you will have the same sentiments with regard to me.
Stukely,
(putting up his sword.)
Well then, it is I, that ought first to render you the homage so justly your due. Yes, amiable Grandison, you have conquered; and I yield to you. You have made me but too sensible of the unworthiness of my behaviour. Would you could but pardon me as sincerely, as I reproach myself.
Charles.
Enough, Sir; I have no longer any resentment.
Stukely.
Let this scene, I conjure you, remain for ever a profound secret. It is enough, for me,
[Page 355] to carry about with me the remembrance of it, without meeting the reproaches of others.
Charles.
Be easy, Stukely: I give you my hand, as a pledge of my secrecy.
Stukely.
And I receive it, with confidence: I do not dare to ask your friendship; but let me live in the hope of obtaining it, by assisting to make me more worthy.
After having embraced, the two young men returned back together into the house. Nobody knew any thing of this adventure. It redounds as much to the honour of your son, as to the disgrace of his adversary; had he not in some sort repaired it, by the last part of his behaviour. Throughout the whole of this delicate circumstance, Charles manifested a courage, without rashness, and moderation, without weakness. Though young and unarmed, he knew how to bring his adversary to terms, by the force of his reasons. In a word, I know not which the most to admire in him, his prudence, or his intrepidity.
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LETTER XXII. WILLIAM DANVERS TO HIS MOTHER.
MY friend Charles is at length returned, my dear mamma. What was our joy at seeing him again. The moment of his return served as a signal for a feast. Without saying any thing to Mr. Grandison, the young boys of the village had erected, with the boughs of trees, a triumphal arch at the entrance of the avenue. The young girls, in their best attire, waited with baskets of flowers, which they strewed before him. It was by a cry of, Long live Charles Grandison, that his approach was first announced to us. We immediately ran to meet him, Mrs. Grandison leading the way. He threw himself out of the carriage into the arms of his parents. Mrs. Grandison pressed him to her heart, bathing him with her tears; and Mr. Grandison, as he embraced him, strove in vain to conceal his. As for Emily, her arms seemed fastened round his neck; and Edward, also, was much rejoiced: though the eldest, he seemed to look up to his brother with a kind of respect. But, mamma, I
[Page 357] cannot describe to you what I felt. I wept, I sighed, as if I had been in trouble; whilst my heart was filled with the most lively joy. Ah! when it came to my turn to embrace him, how closely did I hold him in my arms! I thought of you at the same time. Ah! said I to myself, if I could but this moment carry my friend into the presence of my mamma! The servants ran backward and forward, crying out with joy. They would have given the world to have embraced and kissed him as we did. No one was ever beloved like him; nor was any one ever so worthy of it. All the country-people came yesterday evening, and danced under our windows; and to-night, there was a general illumination throughout the village.
Charles has received this morning the compliments of all the neighbouring nobility. What an honour at his age! But he is not rendered proud by it: on the contrary, he is more modest than before. Is not this the best proof in the world that he is worthy of his dignity?
Just as we were sitting down to table, the old gardener (Matthews) came in: he is the husband of Mrs. Grandison's nurse. He lives about three miles off, on a pension allowed him by Mr. Grandison, upon which he passes a happy old age. He advanced slowly on his crutches to pay his compliments. Charles saw him at the end of the avenue, and ran to meet him. He took him by the hand, and brought him to his mother. He made him sit down to table next to himself. You see, mamma, that honours have not changed the nature of my friend. A young
[Page 358] of honour makes an old gardener sit by his side, and serves him all dinner-time! Not that I saw any thing so extraordinary in this, but I could perceive, that Edward was inwardly astonished at it. I do not know how it is, said he to his brother after dinner, but this visit of Matthews seemed to give you more pleasure than all the rest. It is true, answered Charles: the words of this honest man are not made up of vain compliments; they come from the heart. He would not, at his age, have walked three miles on his crutches to congratulate me, if he had not been sincerely rejoiced at my good fortune; and besides, ought I not to love him who had the care of dear mamma's infancy? I am sure, he loves her as if she was his own daughter. Charles was in the right; for during the whole meal, I had my eyes fixed upon this good old man; and though he was in the gayest spirits, I could frequently observe his eyes filled with tears, when he turned them toward Mrs. Grandison. The worthy Matthews wished to return home early, because of the length of the walk; but in order to enjoy his company longer, Charles easily prevailed on his father to send him back in his carriage.
You may well imagine, my dear mamma, that I could not be witness to all these scenes, without figuring to myself the happy day on which I shall return to you. Alas! I shall have no place or dignities to bring back to you, but I shall at least have done all in my power to bring you back a heart less unworthy of your affection. No illuminations will celebrate my return; but
[Page 359] I shall see your eyes, and those of my sister, shine through their tears with all the brightness of joy. I shall receive no flattering compliments on the advancement of my fortune, but I shall receive from your mouth the words of love; I shall receive your kisses and caresses. I do not envy my friend the favours bestowed on him by the bounty of heaven: I feel, that be deserves them better, than I. But when I see him in the arms of his mother, I ask why am not I in those of my dear mamma. I have nothing but you to love on earth, and I am far from you. You are all my riches, and I possess you not. Oh! mamma, my dear mamma? I must break off: I must not give myself up to these cruel reflections! I should have strength enough, perhaps, to support them for myself alone, but not for you. It is not my own grief which I fear, it is your's. I should not dread afflictions, were it not for the fear of afflicting you.
FINIS.