To my Loving and Dearly Beloved Christian Friends, in and about Limerick.
FOR so I can in much Truth call you, notwithstanding my going away from you; it having been my serious Resolution this great while to lay, and leave my weary Bones amongst you, and so I may still for ought I know, either through a common Calamity suddenly happening, or by a wonderful hand of Providence afterwards restoring. There were many strange Providences at work, to bring me at first to you from afar, which are tedious to relate (I being at present in no good writing case, besides that writing Letters has been burthensome to me from a child) & I have (all things considered) been as marvelously [Page 2] preserved amongst you, especially considering how long we have kept together.
For you (tho it was a great act of self-denial) was I ordained, you have I most dearly (above all People) loved you have I with some care, & much hard study (notwithstanding bodily weakness) Taught, and with you have I comfortably and contentedly lived, and with you could I have died; nothing but want of work amongst you, (not Wages) unless it had come to starving, and the probable likelihood of its continuance should have parted us; but it hath been my resolution of old, rather to wear out than rust out, and it would quickly kill me, to go on in spending Sabbaths as of late I have done; and I suppose the offer of a thousand pound Per Annum, to lead such an idle life, would signifie little to me; many offers and invitations have I had elsewhere; yea, to places that might seem at the first blush to please me, but for your sakes they were in vain, and took me up few thoughts. The World (through mercy) hath not hitherto been a prevailing temptation to me, but I dare not engage that it never shall. [Page 3] The World neither brought me hither, nor kept me here, nor the want of it sends me away; for I am taking the most likely way (according to outward appearance) to go from the comforts of it, being besides every way unfit for so great an undertaking: but Oh the sweetness of Christian Gospel Liberties, though in a Wilderness! is not Communion with God, and his People, in Gospel Ordinances worth venturing by Land or Sea? Yes verily.
Though the Providence of God hath singled me out of the whole Kingdom, and thrust me from poor Lymerick, (which I most dearly love, and shall I fear sinfully hanker after) yet I have already made many liars, both of seeming friends and open foes, who often both to my face and behind my back, said, I would make but a short stay in Lymerick; yet you see though other worthy men, even in times of peace, left you, yet notwithstanding troubles at my first coming, and all along, it hath been my desire, and full design, to stay as long as you have any thing for me to do.
I ndeed I know in many cases, it is a Ministers [Page 4] duty to stay with a people, (as many in these Nations will, I blame them not for it) though there may be no present work for him, when there is some comfortable probabilities, that the Clouds will flie away after a while; but when I see (in an ordinary way) a Deluge unavoidably coming, and God upon his way, who hath already done Terrible Things in Righteousness; and is going on throughly to purge his Floor: I say, whilst I see and believe this, how far it is my duty (especially considering those circumstances I lye under, which in divers particulars, none other in the Kingdom doth, which I now name not) only to stay, to do nothing for you more or less, except to be a witness of your Trouble as well as my own, whilst I might (at least for a while) be of use elsewhere: I leave to serious and impartial minds to consider.
There ever hath been, and I suppose will be different apprehensions amongst all men, about Removes. It being indeed in it self, one of the hardest things in the world, for a man to know where God would have him be; however, there is comfort in this, that if any, whether Minister or People, do in any [Page 5] dark and difficult case or undertaking; use all Gods appointed means seriously and sincerely, in order to the knowing of his mind, and the duly approving their hearts to him all along in what they do, they may confidently on good grounds expect one of these two things, viz.
1. Either that God will most graciously & sensibly lead them into the way of truth. Or else,
2. If through blindness or weakness they should miss it, God will certainly forgive them. I am singled out by Providence, and once more in my sickly age turned into the wide world, I hope not to shift for my self, for the Earth is the Lords and the fulness thereof. I was cast upon him when a Child, and hope all things shall work [together] for good.
I have peace in what I have done, whatever constructions at home or abroad may be put upon it by godly and learned men, whose judgment I much reverence, and whose Books I am not worthy to carry after them; for I am at present wholly laid by the walls as useless, and likely so to be: besides, I know God hath many Servants, [Page 6] and variety of work for them; some are resolved to stand, yea to ly by it. ( I blame them not, but suppose it is their duty) God very likely intending himself glory by their sufferings, others are inclined to remove (all doors of usefulness, not only being shut but bolted) God having work for them elsewhere: an instance of which you have in these two Disciples, Peter and John, Joh 21. 18, 19, 20, 21, verses, Peter was told by Christ he must suffer, which was the work he was to mind: but he asking Christ what should become of John, met with a sharp reproof from Christ, telling him, what was that to him? Christ is both infinitely wise, good and soveraign.
Let all of us, both you and us, see well to our end, either in staying by the stuff (worldliness and presumption being sometimes at the bottom) or in plucking up the stakes in order to a remove: for I would not willingly remove either,
1. From novelty, for I am not naturally disposed that way; or,
2. From the bare example of others, for they are but few to encourage me: nor,
3. From discontent with my place work, [Page 7] or want of wages: nor,
4. From Cowardize and carnal Fears of trouble, for I expect them wherever I go: Nor,
5. Lastly (Though many more might be named) For vain hopes of profits and preferments: I steer not a course that promiseth that: but in a word (next to the glory of God) I would remove.
1. That I might be a little useful the latter part of my days for the good of Souls.
And 2. That I might enjoy God in his pure Ordinances, though but for a while.
3. and Lastly, That I might be kept from soul pollution: all which things are not so weighed by the Professors of this age as I think they ought: for some (nay very many) can be contented to live without the Gospel, and the pure Ordinances of it, having lived so many years before without it; and not only so, but they can fall into a compliance with their Neighbours in point of Worship; which some I know of cannot do. I do my (dear souls) beseech you in the Lord, to look well to your Worship, and to your walking; be nothing like this Generation in either of them.
[Page 8] Now at parting (my dear hearts) in reflecting and looking back: I have some comfort as to three things, though as they lye strictly betwixt God and my own soul, I have cause enough of shame and confusion of face. And the first is,
1. As to twelve years liberty past, that in some measure I have in season, and out of season, revealed unto you the whole counsel of God, to the outmost of my poor ability, the salvation of all your souls. I have earnestly prayed, longed, and laboured for, and am sorry I am forced to leave so many souls in a natural estate, as I found them, and so many half beginnings, that I fear will come to nothing. O Lord, undertake for them, and send whom thou wilt send, for the perfecting of them: I could say much more, but I forbear, yet hope in God I am free from the blood of Souls. And,
2. I have comfort in the latter end of my time, when my liberty was daily threatned, in that I used all the means I well could with a good conscience for the prolonging of it; yea, though I was reproached for it, as if it was done out of cowardize and fear of a Prison, when alass, it was only out of [Page 9] true love to you my dearest Friends having a mind to be of use to you any way, tho never so obscurely in private, rather than be laid aside as an useless vessel; which made me sometimes charge some of you, wisely to husband your Liberties; for if nothing were to be done, neither in publick nor private, in Prison nor out, I would be gone. Then,
3. When I was in Prison, and my publick liberty quite gone, I have comfort in two things.
1. In the forwardness of my very soul, and well-pleasedness in seeing you, and Preaching to you once every day (though at Deaths Door, being sick most of the time) much rather than in being at my own comfortable home, where that Liberty would not be granted me.
2. In that I used all means possible for the recovering of my liberty again, which in former times succeeded, but now came all to nothing: what shall I say? it was the Lord: those I too much leaned to, brake under me, and wholly disappointed me, so that at last I was forced to this unhappy choice, either to remain a sickly, useless Prisoner, or to withdraw from them that I most dearly love. But though it be one of the saddest Providences [Page 10] that ever I met with, and hath all most cost me my life; yet I would say, the will of the Lord be done. Give me leave now in a word (for I am quite tired already) to do these five things, viz. to beg of you, to advise you, to thank you, to pray for you, and to bless you in the Name of the Lord.
1. I n the first place, let me beg of you, and that for my self, often have I begged of you for your selves, that you would be reconciled to God in Christ, using all Arguments for that purpose; but that day is over, and the night is come upon poor Lymerick: but now at last I beg for my self no outward thing, but these two things, viz. your pardon and your prayers.
1. Your pardon, i. e. of whatever you have seen amiss in me at any time, in any place, or upon any occasion whatsoever; poor Ministers are subject to like passions as others are: I have not been so exemplary as I ought to be, though I bless God it hath been my daily Prayer, and care, in some measure to adorn the Doctrine of Jesus Christ my Saviour in all things: but alas, we infinitely fall short of our glorious pattern. Oh my dear Souls, set the Lord Jesus Christ before you alwayes, and walk as he walked; whatever [Page 11] good things you have learned, received, heard or seen, in me▪ do, and then the God of peace shall be with you: whatever good word have been dropt to you in publick or private, whatever Rules, Motives, Comforts; whatever Sabbath-discourses, Funeral-Sermons, or Sacramental Speeches you have heard. I beg you treasure them up and suffer them to dwell richly in you: but whatever evil or weakness you have seen in me, let it be buried from your practice for ever; only so far follow me, as I have followed Christ. I do desire to humble my self before God and you his People, and do heartily beg the mercy of God in Jesus Christ for all my miscarriages. My poor sickly body hath sometimes stood in the way of some duties towards you, which yet otherwise I should have delighted in. Pardon and excuse my sudden anger sometimes, it was rather seeming than real; and when real, it was nothing but a concernedness for you & your liberties, which I saw were forfeited and a going, by our secure and negligent and unworthy attending and walking.
2. I beg your Prayers; let not that Plough stand still, in Closet. Family, Night nor Day, whatever doth besides. Brethren pray for us▪ [Page 12] the ablest Minister may be, and daily is beholden to the poor breathings of the meanest Believer. I know my dear Brethren, I know that you can pray, blessed be God for it; Oh, fail me not: pray I may be sensibly and throughly sanctified in soul, body and spirit; pray I may be throughly emptied out of my self (for I find it very hard) pray that God would in a special manner be with me both by Land, and Sea, and make me a rich mercy where-ever the soles of my feet may tread; pray that God would direct me, incline me to, enable me, and own me in whatever may be his blessed will and pleasure; pray I may be fitted for dong and suffering, and be made and kept faithful to death; Oh! strive together with me in your Prayers; pray I may be delivered from them that may not believe in America; that I may find an open, and effectual door there, yet before I dye: That I may be accepted of God, and the Saints; Oh! what a mercy is Prayer; the thickest walls, the broadest Seas cannot hinder the mutual visits of our Prayers: though we may never meet more betwixt these old pleasant walls of the Abby (which grieves my very soul, to turn my back on) yet let us often meet at the Throne of Grace, and you may be sure of, and [Page 13] reckon on my poor Prayers: I doubt not, but where I ride, where I lie, when I stand to preach or kneel to pray, will testifie how much my Soul loved Limerick.
2. Let me now Advise you, and though in a few Particulars, yet especially in the first place:
1. Make your Calling and Election sure: Oh, my dearly Beloved, see to a saving work of Grace upon your own heart, make sure work for Heaven. If there be a flaw in your chusing of God, and closing with Christ, you are lost for ever. You may be assured of this, from the experience of your poor Minister, who hath often waited on you with the glad tidings of the Son of God; that it is no easie matter to be a Christians True Religion lies in nothing short of Christ living, breathing, fighting, conquering and reigning in the Soul. I must not enlarge here, I refer you to the many thousand serious, sweet and searching Truths you have heard: Oh, read, remember and practice them, and read them one to another. That which is the ruin of thousands (as one well faith) of Professors, is first an imperfect work of the Law, producing only some fears and [Page 14] Affections; then afterwards an imperfect work of the Gospel, producing some imperfect hopes and joyes; but all this while they are not humbled at their very heart, nor emptied out of themselves: they do not see Sin, nor believe in Christ after a saving manner; Oh my Dear People! give the infinite God no rest night nor day, till you find sin an intolerable burthen, and be brought to a full rest, & satisfaction in Christ, living upon Christ only, wholly and alwayes▪ Most under the Gospel are convinced, but not humbled, they know every thing, & can talk of any thing, but feel little or nothing with life and power upon their Souls, many seem to be burthened with the sence of their sin and misery; but yet can bear it, and are contented to live without deliverance from it; Oh▪ get from under the old Covenant, come from under Adams Covenant; take heed of fetching life and comfort to your Spirit at any time, by any thing besides Faith in the blood and promise of Christ; let Faith, Love, and a spirit of Gospel Obedience do all you have to perform: I beg that you in whose hands these Lines may come, would be at the pains [Page 15] to tell the men and women, that formerly attended on my Ministry, and their Families one by one, that I do most earnestly beg; nay, most seriously Charge you and them, that not one of you venture to meet me at the last day in a state of Nature: Oh let me see you smiling in that day; Oh, let me find you my Joy and Crown then, very likely when I now part with you, I shall never meet you more in this World; Oh fare ye well my dearest hearts, till the morning of the Resurrection. The good Lord grant us a merry meeting beyond the Grave. I then advise, charge, and take my leave, my last leave of those eight sorts of Persons.
1. You Rich and Worldly Persons, in and about Lymerick; I take my leave of you, begging you would yet lay up your Treasure above, cease from things below, do every thing with an eye to Eternity; look on all things as you would when dying: beware of the unlawful use of lawful things, what you love most, fear it most; if any man love the World, &c. Do Gods Promises, or Mens Bargains favour most with you? come let me meet you [Page 16] wealthy at the last Day. Many have wealth without weal. Write small gains on all your Prosperity: where there is much Labour, with checks of Conscience, Gods curse is all the portion you can look for. Oh turn your faces upward, heaven-ward, drive a Trade for another World, and if you do it in good earnest, and do not find it a better Trade than toyling in the World, then send your curse after me.
2. You that are poor and low in the World, in and about Limerick; I take my leave of you: do not you meet me out of Christ at the Resurrection of the Dead. I am sorry I cannot come at you to speak, but I have often done it already: Grow rich towards God, rich in Faith; let not cares for your Body sink your Soul. Oh, the worth of your poor Soul: though you are not worth the ground you go on: the Poor receive the Gospel, how is it, that you have slighted and lost it? Christ in the Parable compels the poor to come in, why have you stood out all the twelve years? You have time for every thing, though poor, and yet can find no time to make your peace with God in, and to live in Divine [Page 17] communion. Know God is no respecter of persons. Beware of two Hell s, one here, and another hereafter: it is not lack of money, time, or trade, or any such thing that damns men, but lack of saving-Grace. I would not have thee damned poor man. Oh lift up thy eyes and enquire after Christ, and eternal things: once more I take my leave of thee; the Lord grant I may bless thy happy Lot at last.
3. You Old Men and Women of the Congregation, I take my leave of you, tho' sore against my heart; do not venture ( I charge you) to appear at last without a saving work of Grace: yo I have spoken to, but alas! how much labouring in vain is amongst Ministers? you are dropping into your Graves; you must quickly know (and that fully) what you have often heard in that old Abby; Oh, come in at last, better late than never; become Old Disciples: take heed of Youthful Sins in Old Age; watch against the evils of Old Age, which are many: but now I have not time to name them; you have had time to prepare experiences, are they ready? can you hope (on good grounds) to look God in the face, when [Page 18] the breath is gone out of your body. Oh, throw not away Old Age after Youth; lay hold on Christ: you know there came in one at the eleventh hour, and one saved on the Cross, who knows what free Gra c e may yet do for you: Farewel Old Man, let me see thee well at last. If I were to stay here yet our being together would be short, for you are Old and I am sickly.
4. You Young Men and Women, I now take leave of you, at your peril; let me not see one of you out of Christ at last; if you do, know, your blood is upon your own soul; for unto you frequently and solemnly have I spoken: you have I Catechised, and Expounded it too, and prayed for. I now say nothing, but refer you to the many Sermons on Eccles. 12. 1. I have (through mercy) prevailed with many such to turn to God, and they never repented it: but I am sorry I must leave so many unconverted young Folks behind me, in such a day of vile Examples a s this is, but I can't help it; the Lord pity you: thou hast had a day on which depended eternal life, what hast thou done with it? as sure as God liveth thy Dalilah will be thy death and devil. That [Page 19] which thou now takes in with joy shall be cast out again with groans, and breakings of heart: Oh what might thou now have been possessor of, if thou hadst well husbanded thy youthful day: the Lord bring to remembrance by his Holy Spirit, Old Sermons for thy Conversion and Humiliation; for now I must say no more, I leave thee to thy Judge
5. You Convinced Unconverted Ones about Limbrick: you that are almost perswaded to be Christians; that are Cakes not turned; I do (with an aking heart) take my leave of you: Oh what will become of you through all eternity! can you? will you? dare you meet me at Gods Tribunal in that old, carnal, cursed Estate, that I now leave you in, notwithstanding many hopeful convictions I do in the Name of the great God, as a Minister of the Gospel, charge you not to do it: how have these abounded in Lymbrick which hath argued Gods presence in his Ordinances? how many have gone out of their own doors fully convinced & resolved for a godly life, but yet taken off afterward? Oh this cursed diversion is the damnation of thousands: there were many [Page 20] of my knowledg, that durst not attend in that place, being afraid of their own trouble; but alas, they are never like to be disturbed in their carnal security any more by me. Oh, what a Preacher will they meet with at Death and Judgment! how many of my Congregation had lusts too strong for their light, and corruptions for their convictions: what shall I say or do for them that have light but no life; that goes to Hell just by Heaven: that have been near to the Kingdom of Heaven, yet fall far short of it: Know, that God by his Spirit hath waited on you, and wooed you, both in the heat of the day, and the wet of the night; how wilt thou ever bear the remembrance of those thousands of sweet and serious Truths that thou hast sat long under, and been often affected and well pleased with, though still to no purpose to this day; after a while it will be in vain to cry, call time again, or my poor sickly Minister again, who hath often [...]ntreated me with all manner of words to [...]e saved: know there hath been a Prophet amongst you; Oh bring it to some issue, yet it is not too late; your conversion will yet prevent your condemnation: come seriously [Page 21] to it, either to receive or reject Christ: it grieves me to think how many hopeful beginnings will (by this angry Providence) come to nothing, that might (in time) be something. I fear you will grow asleep under the present Preaching, and if Satan should have a Commission from God to rock you, then you are lost for ever. I forget my self, I must say no more to you, if thou miscarriest, know, I gave thee warning: Oh than I could breath life into you; the Lord God do it for these miserable Souls.
6. You the poor doubting and disponding Souls of my flock, I must take leave of you, and that goes most near unto me. I ts true, mostly I had to do with others in my publick Ministry, conversion rather than consolation being the work I [...] at but yet, you have frequently met with words of comfort, and sweet baits in your way home. I beg you would get these Sermons read to you, that became food to your Faith and Comfort. You know I Preached an hundred and ten Sermons on the Covenant of Grace, for your I nformation and Consolation; get them read: there [Page 22] can be no comfort got or kept with a good understanding of, and settled meditation upon the rich, free and well ordered Covenant: Oh call to mind those many Sermons at dayes of Prayer, and Speeches at the Lords Table. When I set my self to incourage you in the wayes of God, and to answer your Cases of Conscience. You must now take a little pains to rub up your memories, for I cannot repeat old Truths, nor press new ones; I have run out beyond bounds already: alas, what will you do my poor afflicted Souls? you ly near my heart; who shall now comfort you, when he that first wounded you is so far from you? The Lord Jesus Christ himself send the great Comforter, and that to abide with you for ever: I hope he will now do it himself, and none can comfort like him, indeed none but him: but I hope Jesus Christ will not leave you comfortless, but come to you, though you now cry out, the Comforter that should relieve your soul is far from you: The good Lord raise up some Barnabas, some Son of Consolation for you: Though my door hath been ever open, night and day, to receive your Soul-complaints; yet know, Gods will not be shut. Ah my [Page 23] poor hearts! look off from poor man, whose breath is in his nostrils, and look up to and pour out your complaints before your heavenly Father, sitting on the Throne of Grace more freely and frequently than ever. Be of good chear I hope we shall have a good meeting another day, where all tears shall be wiped away: the lesser comfort you have now, I hope the more lies in Bank for you at death: Look continually to Jesus, the Author and finisher of your Faith: live and dye waiting: be not [...] down; if you have dealt faithfully with me in opening of your case (as I have good reason to think you have) I am fully perswaded you shall do well, and dye in peace. Take heed of Unbelief, and give God the glory of what he hath done for you. I must stop my pen: Farewel, my poor afflicted People, I leave you with that Shepherd in Isai. 40. 11.
7. As for you Careless and Prophane Ly [...]ricians, I have nothing more to say to you, than bid you Farewel; for I suppose this Letter may not fall into your hands: I am now incapacitated of treating with you about eternal things. Once I had an opportunity publickly to do it; and you know I [Page 24] did it in season, and out; making it my dayly business to deal with poor, careless sinners, chusing rather to convert one sinner, than comfort ten Saints. Conversion hath been the business of my life these twenty years by Conversion I do not mean turning men to an Opinion, but from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God. You have often heard me say, That I had rather turn one to Jesus Christ than ten to my Opinion: but I have done with intreating, beseeching, pressing and compelling of you; I leave you to him that made you, who is wise in heart, and mighty in strength. I f I should charge you not to meet me out of Christ, it may be you would laugh at me: but I do solemnly charge you not to do it, and lot them laugh that wins. You must in good earnest betake your self to the love, and practice of a godly life, in order, to eternal life, or be damned for ever; and remember I told you so. I f God should (after my departure) open any of your eyes, you may come to long for those helps that now you have loathed: I do beseech you by the excellency of God, the preciousness of Christ, the Glories of Heaven, the beauties of Holiness, [Page 25] the unspeakable worth of a Soul, and the confounding amazements of the damned; that you open your eyes, bethink your selves, and cry to God for mercy whilest it may be had: I f you will not, this Paper, and the Writer shall rise up in judgment against you. Farewel Careless Sinners, Farewel unkind and persecuting Neighbours: who have forbidden me to speak to the Gentiles whereby they might be saved, that have been very unneighbourly to him that never meant nor did you hurt, but have studied alwayes, of doing you good. I forgive you, the Lord first give you Repentance, and then forgiveness.
8. And lastly, You Upright and Soundhearted Souls. I take my leave of you: you will persevere through Grace to the end: you are my joy now, and will be my crown hereafter; be not discouraged at this evil day, you shall do well in spight of all opposition. Oh make it your great business, to please God, and honour him in that place and station he hath set you; whether old or young, rich or poor, Husband or Wife, Parent or Child, Master or Servant: be good in your Relation; for he that is not good in [Page 26] his place, is good for nothing; though you are upright and past the worst, yet walk with a holy jealousie over your selves: be not contented with a little Grace, but let it be your daily ambition to grow in Grace: let not the Name of God suffer at any time through you: Remember what was said on 2. Tim. 2. 19. are you indeed upright, you have cause to be thankful; for God hath done more for you than thousands: it grieve me to see how many amongst us carries the plain marks of unsoundness, even under talking Profession: some giving way to the love and immoderate pursuit of worldly things, and others taking to themselves a godless liberty, as to strong Drink spending much precious time amongst vile, vain men to the dishonour of God, and their own certain and eternal undoing. O Lord, gather not my soul with Sinners: hold up your heads you upright-hearted men, your Redemption is nigh: Oh, it's not to tell what is laid up for us against the time we meet next; eye hath not seen, &c. though we part now, we shall meet again, and never part, but be forever with the Lord: nay we shall know each other in Heaven, and be filled with all the [Page 27] fulness of God: let all the Clouds that now hang over your head make you only mind our home, and mend your pace: know there is good and comfort to be got out of the worst of conditions; you may be assured (you upright hearts) affliction or suffering shall either miss you or mend you: but I forget my self, I must, take leave, The Lord guid you by his counsel till he bring you [...] glory.
I have done with the first Advice; the rest I will but name: I only say this before I come to them, that if I had opportunity and liberty to have preached my Farewel Sermon, it would have been from those words, in 2 Cor. 13. 11. I would have spoken specially to that four-fold Exhortation that is in them, passing by other things in it as a constraining compellation, viz. [Brethren] and a brief Conclusion [Finally] and a heart-breaking valediction [Farewel] and hearty benediction [That the God of Love and peace might be with them] nay a rich Promise [he shall be with you.] The first Exhortation is to be perfect, and that you ought to press after perfection all you can, [Page 28] if a little of any thing will serve turn, it is a sign you are not right; to be perfect signifies to peice again; and so do you when ever you fall out with God, Conscience, or the people of God. Oh peice again; The next Exhortation in that Text is, to be of good comfort; the third is to be of one mind, but it must be a good mind: and the last Exhortation is, to live in peace. But have no time to hint further at that Text Oh read it often over for my sake. So much for the first Advice,
2. I advise you to be deeply humbled under, and affected with this dark and dismal dispensation under which you lie at present for you are the first in the Kingdom (or at least the part of it) that are gone into captivity, which is an aggravation of your trouble; though every persecution must begin somewhere, I could wish we might be the last, as we are the first: but it's to be feared it will not be, but rather the beginning of sorrows. This is a very angry Dispensation let men make as light of it as they will. Oh that Jesus Christ (who alone can) would take up this quarrel. Deep Humiliation [Page 29] self and Soul-abasement is your present and most proper work; Oh buckle close to that work, God calls you too: your Sun is gone down at noon ( i. e. when you least looked for [...]) God hath turned all your Songs into Lamentations, and your Feasts into Mourning, and yet there is worse news in the verses after, as you may see in Amos 8. 9, 10, 11, 12. Certainly God sees something, nay many things eminently amiss amongst us, that makes him proceed thus against us: Oh what hath sin brought us to? let us search our selves, one by one, and see wherefore it is that God contendeth with us: let us every one put away his own sin. I say to you as once God said, Put off our Ornaments that I may know what [...] do unto you. I am afraid it is almost forgotten already, and no small mischief will happen upon that forgetfulness. Oh Lord, pour out a spirit of deep humiliation and mourning upon poor Limbrick, for it hath most heavily sinned against thee: you are as sure to have your opportunities mentioned to you in Eternity, with Joy or Sorrow, as ever you saw the Sun shine.
3. I seriously advise you, to prepare, and [Page 30] lay in for sore, and sinking Sufferings: I expect them wherever I go, and I think you have reason also. I desire not to go from trouble for whither shall I fly from Gods Presence? but I desire to go for work, having none here; and to be better fitted for trouble when it comes: I say little to this, I refer you to the many Sermons of late: I have hitherto proved a true Prophet; but should be glad for your sakes, if free-grace would make me a lyar as to that heavy Cloud, which is hanging over these Nations, as once he made Jonah as to Nineveh.
I say once more lay in, and that in good earnest, for Suffering Times, for they will if not most certainly, yet most probably come: put not away the Evil Day: Security hath almost undone us already: Sore Exercises are at the Door: Oh! keep your souls in an undisturbed expectation of Suffering: it is an easie thing for men to speak light of suffering, but when they indeed come if God give not Suffering Grace, on suffering ground: there will be nothing but Denying, and Betraying the Lord Jesus Christ: Oh! be fast and faithful to God this evil day: my soul Trembles at what I see this sad hour of Temptation will produce on thousands of [Page 31] Professors: how will they fall like Leaves in Autumn? for though men live by a form of Godliness, they cannot suffer, nor dye by it, I see the beginnings of a fear and alteration in this place already: not only as to mens Worship, but their walking: some are growing loose already: Oh that I had the wings of a Dove, that I might quickly be at rest, from seeing that Security, careless walking, forgetfulness of God, neglect of Duty, immoderate minding the world, frequent vain Company, Tipling, prating, unprofitable talking; with many more evils, that might be named; which are here covering the face of Limbrick. I only say, That if your Foundation be not well laid on Christ, only in deep humiliation, you will never stand: I refer you to those few Directions I gave you, how to dye safely, though suddenly; I confess your troubles, i. e. the thoughts of them, have much more affected me, than my own; but upon better consideration I am quieted, because I think but few will hazard any thing for Christ, his Gospel, and a good Conscience, but do what men desires them; we are reaping the fruit of our vain attendances: now wrath hath it's day, and your mirth it's night.
[Page 32] 4. I advise you to a serious, constant, and punctual observation of the Lords Day, the Christian Sabbath: be found in the duties of it: watch your thoughts, words, and wa [...]s that Day. I fear the want of this, hath had an hand in our Sufferings: Professors do not rule their tongues on the Sabbath as the Puritans of old did: you might do well to repeat old Sermons, and call in others for their edification, especially the weaker sort; for some cannot read, Oh invite them, and help them all you can: many of you took Notes, let them not lye by you rusting: but some in one place, and some in another; be doing all the good you can: Oh, abound in Closet and Family Duties, give God his twenty four hours; know it is Sacriledg to meddle with any part of it: make bold with your own things, and not of Gods: keep repeating and praying one with another on the Lords day, lest the Sabbath be forgot in Zion. I might say many things as this: but for some reasons forbear it. I refer you to what was said lately to it, from John 20. 19. The Lord God of Sabbaths so sanctifie every one of you, that you may sanctifie his day, and his Name every day; so as God may have glory, and you the comfort at last, and every body edified [Page 33] about you; let God say Amen.
5. I advise you in case peace and liberty in other places be continued, that you do not content your selves without the Gospel: Oh, the worth of the Gospel! if there be any thing under Heaven to be valued, its the dearly purchased Gospel of Jesus Christ, I can never tell you (though I should set my self to it) what the worth of a learned, godly, plain, powerful and exemplary Ministry is: Oh, what a sweet thing is communion with God, and with his People in pure Ordinances! Oh, how vile must Sin needs be, that hath a main hand in sending away the Gospel! Men are naked without the Gospel, it is the glory of any place: Oh the Curses that follow its removal! I beg you would be concerned in this particular; you were too much formerly contented without it, let it be so no more. I was brought hither after a wonderful sort (all things considered) and my removal is not without a wonder. Some godly young man might be had, whose charge is small, and might be less taken notice of than I was, [Page 34] O Lord, take not away thy Spirit from Limerick, but restore thy precious Gospel to it, lest it sleep the sleep of death: Oh the temporal, spiritual and eternal plagues that fill up the room of a removed Gospel!
6. I advise you not to be strangers one to another: this hath been an old fault all along notwithstanding my many publick (especially private) Admonitions to the contrary See one another, Pray one with and for another: you may without hazard (I hope) keep dayes of Prayer together. Shall these fail and come to nothing? God forbid. Be stirring up one another, be glad to see each other, and be useful one to another, both to Soul and Body as there is occasion. Away with this strangeness and selfishness; let your communion be profitable. It grieves me to think that you here, that have heard together, nay prayed and sat down at the Lords Table together, should grow meer strangers one to another, as I greatly fear you will. I can do no more than wish you to your duty: the Lord unite your hearts to himself, and one [Page 35] to another, causing you to live in peace and Oneness of mind, that the God of love and peace may dwell amongst you.
7. And lastly, I advise you to beware of Seducers and Errors: Remember Acts [...]0. 29. Keep close to your Bibles; to the Law and to the Testimony when any thing is started: Beware of such as cry up the Light within, shun their Books, and all unnecessary communion with them, pittying their being out of the way. I might say more here, but a word is enough to the wise. I might without blushing say, as Gal. 1. 9. Be ware of any Doctrine that makes Christ the favourer of sin, or man the Saviour of himself.
But I have done with Advising you and goe on to the next:
3. Give me leave to thank you: I thank you for all your care and love from first to last. I thank you for your great importunity for my settling amongst you, when you were acquainted with me by my providential [Page 36] passing through the Town. I thank you for your kind receiving me at first, notwithstanding my great bodily weakness, and soul unworthiness. I may in some measure say; as Gal. 4. 14. that my temptation that was in my flesh you rejected not, but received me as an Angel of God. I thank you for your serious, cheerful and constant attending upon my Ministry: and for your care, kindness and tenderness in my sicknesses. I thank you for your ready compliance with me in any lawful thing that at any time I desired of you; and for your standing by me to the outmost of your power in those many troubles and trials that I have met with from first to last. I thank you for your kind Tokens in secret, for your pleading my cause in publick, and excusing my weakness as you had occasion. I do most heartily thank every one, any one in City or Country that ever did me any kindness less or more, by word or deed. I thank any that would hear me, and I more thank them that did heed me, and I thank to them yet more that I did any saving good as a Nurse, but most of all them that got [Page 37] their first saving good from me. I hope whether I be your Nurse or your Father, you will not forget to love and pray for me, though at a great distance. Lastly I thank you for your desire of my longer continuance with you: the Lord supply you better; I have already acquainted you with the grounds of my removing. I n one word, I thank God for your love, and heartily pray it may be returned manifold into the bosome of you and yours.
4. Give me leave to pray for you; As for this I shall say little; I hope that Study of mine may bear witness for my concernedness for you. You may guess at my Prayers in secret ( i. e. as to what I praied for) by what you have known in publick and private. I pray you may be filled with all the fulness of God: that you may know the love of Christ which passeth knowledg. Oh that you may be filled with the knowledg of his will, and may walk worthy of the Lord to all well-pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, strengthened with all might, according to his glorious power, [Page 38] unto all patience and long-suffering with joyfulness. Oh that you may be made meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the Saints in light, and may at last have an abundant enterance into the everlasting Kingdome of God. The good Lord make all Grace abound toward you, that you alwayes having alsufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work. The Lord sanctifie you wholly, in Soul, Body and Spirit, and grant I may at last see you every one presented without spot, or blemish, or any such thing before the Father, with exceeding joy.
Now when I am taking leave of all, bidding Farewel to Sabbaths, Sacraments Lectures, dayes of Prayer, and Expoundings, and Catechisings; saying Farewel to my Relations and Friends in England, Dublin and Limerick: Farewel to my Study, and that old Abby, &c.
I do most cordially pray that you all may Farewel in your Bodies, but especially in your Souls. Oh, that you may [Page 39] Farewel in your Basket and Store, in your Children, Servants and Neighbours: the Lord grant you may Farewel in your Trade and Traffick, especially Heaven-ward. Oh that you may Farewel in Prosperity and Adversity, in all your desertions and afflictions. I wish your welfare at home and abroad, by night or day, in a single or married condition, by Land or Sea, at Bed or Board. Oh that you may Farewel in the troubles of life and pangs of death; and at your solemn appearing at Judgment. Oh that you may Farewel both in time, and through all Eternity. Yea, let mine Enemies Farewel for ever, thorough true Repentance and saving Grace, given to them now; So be it, my heart saith Amen.
5. And lastly, Let me bless you, and that in the Name of the Lord: seeing Jesus Christ (the great Head of His Church) hath impowred Ministers so to do. Now the Lord bless you, and keep you; and the Lord make His face shine on you, and be gracious to you: the Lord lift up the light of his countenance upon you, and give you [Page 40] peace. Our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God even our Father, which hath loved us, and given us everlasting Consolation and good hope through Grace, comfort your heart, and stablish you in every good word and work. The God of peace that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus Christ, the great Shepherd of the Sheep, through the blood of the everlasting Covenant, make you perfect in every good work, to do his Will; working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever. Now the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God the Father, the sweet and comfortable Fellowship of the Holy Ghost, be with you all now, and evermore, Amen and Amen.
Thus Prayes your very Affectionate and greatly Afflicted Minister for you All, and will (through Grace) hold on so to do, whilest
Postscript
I Present You (my dear and much endeared Friends) with this small Token and Legacy of my Love, hoping it will not only meet with a kind Reception, but a Christian Improvement amongst you. It was but very lately I put pen to paper, having many Debates within my self whether I should do thus or no, not knowing what Construction might be put upon it, either by Friends or Foes: but my strong Affection to you would not suffer me to be silent, and when I had begun, the same Affection would not suffer me to be short; for I fully designed only half a Sheet, [Page] but writing to you the People of my Love it roundly run without stop or stay to this length: and at last in much peremptoriness I forced my self to conclude, resolving it should look nothing like a Book (though with much ease it might) but like it self, viz. a parting Letter▪ I confess I am sorry it is so large, lest it prove tedious, and seldome read, and thereby I lose both my end and labour; and yet withal I am sorry it is no larger, seeing I can't Preach my Farewel Sermon amongst you, the substance of which is not at all in this Letter. Such as it is you are welcome to it: read it (I pray) together and alone, and that frequently, seriously and impartially; communicate it to the men and women of the Congregation as you have opportunity. The plainess of its dress I take for granted will never offend you; for I only now write to you, just as I used to Preach to you, and Talk with you. It is the Market Language that must save Souls. You stand more in need of a skilful and faithful Physician than an Oratorical one. There are some mispointings and small Errata's in the writing (I writing badly my self got others [Page] to Transcribe it) which I beg you would excuse and mend; for I am not at leasure through manifold distracting occasions to attend it. I am not concerned at the many faults I foresee, & could name that very many persons will find in & with this Letter. Its enough to me that Uprightness hath boldness, & a good man is satisfied from himself. Many more things I would have said, but for some Reasons leave them to some better opportunity. If God get any glory, and you good by this Friendly Letter, I have enough; if it falls out otherwise I can't help it, there is but so much labour lost to the many Moneths and Years before, The Lord renew you in the Spirit of your Minds. The Lord keep you from Hypocrisie and Apostacy, and heal all those Miscarriages that I see growing on the face of Limerick; but can't (to the great grief of my heart) help, by reason of my present circumstances. The Lord be with you all, Amen.
This is the Prayer of him for you who once was your Minister, and still remains the Lords Witness either for you or against you.