For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gaine.
WISE SOLOMON said in the old Testement, that this is the summ of all, Eccles. 12.19. Feare God and keep his Commandements, this is the whole duty of man. So I say, to live rightly by faith, and to dye in hope, are the two chiefe lessons of Christianity. But because they under the Law saw Christ like Moses, in a veile, therfore was their lesson legall, Fac hoc, et vive, do this and live. But since Christ was revealed, who is our life, we must find our life in him, that in our death we may find him with comfort. To this tendeth the whol Law and Gospell. For this life was veil'd in the old Testament, and revealed in the new. To this life tend all the examples of the Patriarchs, Prophets, & Apostles, which were written for our learning, [Page 2]Rom. 15.4. of which St. Paul was not the least, who could averre thus confidently of himselfe, that to him to live was Christ, and to dye was gain.
This blessed Apostle having saluted this Church of Philippi, with grace and peace, ver. 2. and having shewed them his thankefulnesse to God, and his love to them, for the fruits of their faith, and fellowship of his sufferings, (which he prayeth God to continue ver. 4.5. to the 9.) he makes in the next place an accompt to them of his labours at Rome, and sheweth them that the talent wherewith Christ had entrusted him, had encreased by his sufferings there, ver. 12. So that many waxed confident, to preach, as well as to believe, ver. 14. though it may be some of envy, some of good will. All which he saith he knoweth shall turne to his salvation, according to his expectation, to magnify Christ in his body, whether by life or death, ver. 19.20. the reason of which confidence, this verse sheweth in these words, For to me to live is Christ, and to dye is gain.
As if he should have said, If it please God, that I shall magnify Christ in my [Page 3]body, living Christ is to me my way of living: or my life shall be spent to set forth, or set up the Kingdom of Christ. It is life to me to do his worke, as you may perceive it to be expounded in the next verse, If I live in the flesh, that is, the fruit of my labour, viz. To advance the Kingdome of Christ, And to dye is gaine, because I shall enjoy him for whom I laboured. But this is not so to all, yet to me it is, who desire to magnifie Christ, both in my Life and Death, whom I finding to be my life, I know death must needs be my gain; because thereby I receive the end of my hopes, the salvation of my soule.
There needs no accurate division of these words, onely consider these three things.
First, what is common to Christians, and other creatures, To Live and Dye.
Secondly, What is proper in life and death to a true Christian, besides to others, (viz.) First to find Christ to be their Life. Secondly, Death to be their gaine.
Thirdly, to find the fruit of this assurance, which is included in the word [FOR] having relation to the former [Page 4]verse, which is a resolution to glorify God in his body, whether by Life or Death. Which fruit will also prove this assurance to be good, as all Gods graces are proved, or improved one by another. For upon such a resolution a man may well say, that Christ is his life and death his gain. For what life can stirre up this resolution in a man, but the life of Christ onely? And what advantage are we like to make by gloryfying Christ in our bodies in life and death, if death yeeld not an advantage, when all is lost in this world? But therefore he finding this fruit of resolution, shewes the reason of it thus, For to me to live is Christ, and to dye is gain. That makes me so bold to do as I say, and because God hath given me grace to magnify Christ, I am no lesse comforted, for Christ is life to me, and death advantage.
1. What is common to man, with other creatures. To Live.First, let us see what is common to man, with other creatures, (to wit) to live and dye. This is also common to all men, to Heathens as Christians. To live is no priviledge, from the Ant, to the Elophant, every creature can boast as much, a Dog hath his day, a Flower [Page 5]hath its flourish and fading, every leafe hath its spring and fall, and wherein doth a man exceed these, if he do but live? Nay, wherein do not these exceed him in naturall life? For they have a certaine time of life, man hath not. Eccles. 3.1. He that said there was a time for all things, said not there was a time to live. So they renew their age every yeare, but man is in a continuall decay, or decrease from his very birth. Gen. 1.25, 26. The Beasts and he were made all upon one day, to forewarn him that he became not like one of them. But man remained not in honour, Psalm. 49.12 but became like the Beasts that perish. Nay worse, He commeth up, and is cut down like a flower. Wee scarce can peep out our heads, but Times Scyth is ready to mow us down, For all flesh is grasse, saith Isaiah. It is not so good, our bodies are like baskets of dust, which a little wind can scatter, and all our glory like a bladder of wind which the least incision will soon empty.
What is there in life to boast of? but either
- A Being,
- A Lasting, or
- A Seeming happy Accident.
1. Being.First, for a Being, It is not worth boasting of, every Emmet hath an Esse, this makes a small difference, let Solomon teach them better, who boast of this, Eccles. 3.18. where he wisheth that God would so manifest himselfe to the sons of men, that they who trust to an Esse, or meer being, might see themselves to be but Beasts.
Yet some men are infinitely in love with life, why I know not. I thinke if they found as many checks in it as some doe, they would rather cry with Moses and Eliah, 1 Kings 19.4. Lord take me out of the world, that I may not see my wretchednesse. But it may be they know no other happynesse, which makes them dote on this life, like Birds and Brutes, and onely dream of worldly felicity, as the Iews lookt for Christ in a temporall Kingdome, and as the Turkes did, and do looke for their great Prophet Mahomet, who hath promised at his return to his Disciples the world to enioy at pleasure, and all other men to be their slaves. A doctrine taken up by some Christians long since, Euseb. 7. lib. cap. 24. as Ebion and Corinthus, damnable Hereticks both; and by others of late, onely to keep up the [Page 7]lean hopes of their hungry followers, who gape but onely after carnall felicity (what ever they pretend to piety) if they can be bewitched by such stuffe as this. Poore soules! All this is but an externall being, Micah 2.10. which is not the place of your rest, no more then your Lords Kingdome is of this world. But these kind of teachers have cozened you of your meat, and now for feare like children you should cry, and scratch, they fain would please you with a Puppet.
Beloved, Believe not every Spirit. 2 Pet. 2.18, 19. Phil. 3.20 St. Iude tels you of dreamers. Be not led by a dreamer of dreames, nor be thou carryed away by high swelling words of vanity, by which the hearts of the simple are deceived. Look for Christ your life to appeare, but not according to the fashion of this life. Prepare to meet the Lord in the aire, Coloss. 3.2. not upon the earth, set not your mind on things that are beneath, but on the things that are above. Let no man spoil you of your reward, by thrusting himselfe into things he hath not seen, vainly puffed up in his fleshly mind. Let them enioy their thousand yeares upon earth, without envy, look thou to enjoy [Page 8]Heaven forever.
For that thousand yeares the Millenaries talk of so much, Brightman on the Revelation. taken from Rev. 20.4. is not any earthly Kingdome of Christ with his Saints. Because it is called the first resurrection, and seemeth to entail eternity onely upon those who did enjoy it. Which if so, I pray what shall become of the rest of the Saints, who shall arise after the thousand years be past, who maintain the war against Gog, and Magog? Are not they blessed, though they did not partake of that thousand yeares? Or are these the same Saints, which did enjoy the thousand yeares? If so, then they must live upon earth more then a thousand yeares, and so the truth of the 4th. verse will be doubted. Or what shall become of the Saints, who never were beheaded for the testimony of Christ, and yet good Christians? shall not they be delivered from death at the second resurrection, because of the first they could not partake, being no martyrs? Apage. I willtrouble you, nor my selfe no further, with raking in this mud.
Yet some love life more then these it seemes, who say that an evill Being is [Page 9]better then none at all. First, because (say they) a Being is good, but no being is no good. Secondly, because a being has a capability of exaltation, but no being hath none. Nay, some have been bold to say, that it is better to be in hell, then not to be at all; But there I leave them.
For Solomon saith that a nonens, Eccles. 4.3. a not being, is better then them both, (viz.) who were oppressors, or were oppressed, though the one had power to do mischiefe; which is a kind of unhappynes, and the other had no power to resist it, which is a great misery; so ver. 1. Yea, Eccles. 4.1. he preferres it before them that were dead, whom yet he thinkes in better state then the living, because, the dead have had life, and lost it: and the living are subject to vanity and mutability while they have it. And Christ himselfe saith Math. 26.24. It had been better for Iudas if he had never been born. For certainly, though that Being simply considered in it selfe, is better then not to be, yet it is not better to be in an evill condition, then not at all; because that which was never had, was never lost, and therefore no griefe vexeth one [Page 10]for that; But to be, and to be deprived of a good, is worse then never to have it; Life simply considered, is but a way to death, therefore not to be doted upon.
The second thing in living to be boasted of, 2. Length of dayes. is length of dayes, for if there be any good in life, the longer life we have, the better it is still for us: But if nothing but vanity, then length of life is not worth boasting of. Solomon therefore calls life, All the time of thy vanity, Eccles. 9.9. For indeed a man commeth in with vanity, and departeth with darknes; his life begins with sports, and ends with griefes; like Venus Image, that seemed to smile upon all that came into her Temple, but frown'd on all that went out; to shew that solace ends in sorrow. Therefore saith that Wiseman, Eccles. 6.3. If a man live an hundred yeares, and beget many children, and his soul be not satisfied with good, an untimely birth is better then he, because it hath lesse experience of evill, and more rest. Yet of this length of time many creatures can boast more then wee, as the Oake, Stag, Black-Bird, and the Raven, Every one [Page 11]of which if Naturians say true, can number hundreds of yeeres, onely you will say, they are obvious to chances more then you; yet therein we are deceived, for as a Bird is taken in the snare, and the Fish with a hooke, so is a man in the evill day, when it commeth sodainly upon him. Eccles. 9.12. Besides, every creature hath a power to hurt, as well as to help me, and any man that careth not for his own life, hath a kind of power over another mans. Surely then, long life being hazardous, is to live in doubt, and suspend in feare, and therefore not to be boasted of.
3 Seeming happynes.The third thing to be boasted of in life, is the Accidents thereof, which conduce to some good in possibility at least, such as is Nobility, Power, Riches, and Friends, all which are subject to a change, or check.
1. Nobility Nobility is the finer meale, yet is the Common man and the Noble man ground all in one Mill of Nature. The rich and the poore meet together; the Lord is the maker of them both, Pro. 22.2. And it is a great check to Nobility, that it can neither it selfe hinder a Begger from rising from the dunghill [Page 12]to be set with Princes, nor prevent it selfe though cloathed in scarlet, from embracing the dunghill; It is but the moth of industry, and a bank upon which the Begger rests, or on which the eyes of envy, like the Sun-beames, beate extreamly, even to the mouldring of it away to nothing.
2. Power. 2. Pet. 2.19.The other accident is Power, which while some men seek, they lose liberty; and while they desire to get power over others, they lose it over themselves; and become servants either to Fame, or Busines. In which when they have toyled themselves, it comes to passe that they fall into disgraces, as they first rose by indignities; and though at their first rising they seemed Lords of their Ascendent, yet they prove darkened in their declining. Their standing is slippery, and their failing melancholy; and though their felicity stands much in other mens thoughts, yet they shall not have my opinion to make them happy, because I perceive they are dying every day, but have no leisure to thinke of it, yet they first find their griefes, but last (if not too late) see their errours.
3. Riches.Another Accident of life is wealth, or Riches, which are a strong hold in a mans imagination, yet will prove hardly a ransome for a mans life, Pro. 18.11. sometimes either to the Physitian or the Souldier; What happynesse is there in that, whose reall use is but rightly to leave it? Which whosoever doth not, is but bought and sold with his own money. I am sure the ancient Wise men called them irritamenta malorum, the incentives to evil, and they prove impedimenta virtutum, the impediments of vertue. I confesse them to be adminicula vitae, props to this fraile life of ours, lest wee should loath it, but not such additaments as may make us love it.
4. Friends.Fourthly, Friends, are the last good accident of life, without whom wee live like beasts in a wood; they multiply all our joyes, and divide our griefes when wee impart them; But when I consider amongst so many friends there be so few true, life seemes tedious as to Ieremy, Jerem. 9.2. Oh, that I had a Cottage in the Wildernesse, that I might flee away from the assembly of treacherous men! For men without true friendship, [Page 14]are but like pictures in a room, fair and uselesse.
Yet there be other concomitants of life, which seem to give some content; for though all other degenerate, as Nobility into servility, Riches to Beggery, Power into Tyranny, Friendship to Flattery, by which life is imbitter'd; yet there be vertues which better, and graces which sublime life, to a supernaturall condition, even while we live here in this tabernacle of flesh. Yet when I see even these have their mixtures of imperfection, and that the Epiphonema of them, Coloss. 1.19. is above summed up in our mysticall head Christ Jesus, under whom, we and they must be reduced; and when I see that many who thinke they stand, are apt to fall, and with Demas, to imbrace the present world, though it may be with David they thought they should never be moved, then do I wish for the wings of a Dove, to flee away and be at rest, for who can set his mind on that which is unsettled? For as life is but mansio animae in corpore, the sojourning of the soule in the body, which is apt to remove: so to live long, is but Remansura, a little longer stay then ordinary, [Page 15]and that in bonds. For [...] is but [...], the body is but a shackle to the soule. His flesh is called by the Hebrews [...], lecham, bread, because bread for wormes, as Abenezra, and other observe from Iob 20.23. in the word [...]. So Senex is but Seminex, an old man is like one halfe dead, Jam. 3.6. and [...], generation, is so called, because it is [...], an intrusion into the earth, which must have an extrusion. One Generation goeth and another commeth. St. Iames cals it a wheel, [...], a course of nature, which goeth alwaies round; a thing well observed by a King, that drew amongst others the chariot of Selestris, whom the Tyrant asking what he ayl'd to looke back so often upon the chariot wheel, answered, to observe how that Spoke which is now uppermost, is anon deprest in the dirt; which answer made the Tyrant more mild afterward.
It is indeed but a vapour, of which there is no hold, therefore saith Solomon, Ne glorieris in crastinum, Pro. 27.1. boast not of to morrow, thou knowest not what a day may bring forth. Being, without [Page 16]well-being, is not worth our desires, wee must looke to another life, if wee desire to see good dayes, and that is the life Christian, which doth difference our lives from all others, For our life is hid with Christ in God. Coloss. 3.3. and from this life wee are denominated, as righteousnesse doth a righteous man, for as Non vivere sed valere est vita, not to live but to be in health is life, the rest is sicknes, and deaths equipage: so not to live is a Christian life, but to live godly. God lookes Non tam multum, sed quam bene, not how long, but how well wee live, there is therefore not onely a life naturall, but a life spirituall, which prepares us for a life eternall, as the wildernes of Sin, and the Kingdome of Bashan, did lead to Canaan. This is when wee lead a naturall life after a spirituall manner, as to be a Mary in contemplation, and so anticipate the joyes of heaven; or a Martha, by good actions, and so become our own rewarders, by laying up for our selves a good foundation, against the time to come, that wee may lay hold of eternall life, or like Lazarus, to come out of the grave at the call of Christ, or to make [Page 17]Christ our pattern, who hath left us an example, that wee should follow his steps, or like St. Paul, to make Christ our life, that death may be our gain.
So I come to that life, which puts a difference between other men, The life different of a Christian. and a Christian, (viz.) to be their life. Of this St. Paul speakes, who made not the world his life, nor his pleasure his life, but as the worke of Christ was his meat and drinke, so Christ was his life also.
II This may be understood, Operativè, Or Objectivè.
First, Operatively, that is, if I live, Christ is my life, by the operation of faith, Gal. 2.20. I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me, and the life that I now live, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himselfe for me. For Christ lives in a man by his Spirit, by faith and by love.
First, by his Spirit, justifying me, that his righteousnes is mine in the merit of it; that he hath deserved for me to be held guiltlesse of all sin in the sight of God; so by his spirit also sanctifying me, [Page 18]to a new and true spirituall obedience: & lastly, Rom. 8.16 exciting me by the same spirit, to every good worke. To this purpose St. Paul saith, The spirit witnesseth to our spirits, that wee are the sons of God. This is Pignus salutis, the pledge of our salvation, Greg. which never goeth alone without the other, for that spirit that gives the pledge of salvation, giveth also the Robur vitae, the strength of life, by which those things are easie which before seemed hard: and lastly, Lumen scientiae, the life of knowledge, which like light doth illuminate what was darke, and produceth what lay hid in our earthy natures.
Secondly, Christ lives in me by faith, urging me to believe, that by his grace I am that I am.
Thirdly, He lives in me by love, by which fayth worketh me, first, to acknowledge my selfe to be his in all true obliegement, and then to do him all manner of service. Therefore St. Austin prayeth to God, that his spirit may thus live in him, Sanctum semper opus in me spira ut cogitem, suade ut diligam, urge ut faciam, inspire me with thy holy worke, perswade me to love, urge me to do.
And so comes in the second sence of this text, viz. Objectivè, which I take to be here especially meant, namely, To me to live is Christ, that is, I accompt my life Christs, to be spent and disposed of in him, and for him, to be spent in his service, as David saith, Psal. 116.16. I am thy servant. So all the Apostles write themselves, CHRISTS and the CHURCHES servants, the Pope writes himselfe so, but tis meerly titular, he Lords it too much over Gods inheritance, to be a servant. This is a good Christian complement, when it is essentiall, that whether wee live, wee live to to the Lord, or whether wee dye, Rom. 14.8 wee dye to the Lord.
Secondly, To live to me is Christ, if my life be willingly at his disposall, as St. Paul said Acts 21.13. I am not ready onely to be bound, but to dye for the Lord Iesus; so that here we see, if Christ be our life, then our life must be Christs, the one of these depends upon the other, Christ hath bought us, wee are not our owne, Glorifie therefore (saith the Apostle) God in your bodies, and in your spirits, for they are Gods. Wee must not live to our selves, 1 Cor. 6.20 2 Cor. 5.15 let us first find that [Page 20]Christ is our life, & then the other wil be found also, that our life shall be Christs, for such an unionthere is between Christ and us, as there is between the Head and the Members, the Vine and the branches; If the Body have a living Head, the sense of the Body is derived from the Head, and disposed of to the good of the Head; and therfore here is set down, that Christ is to me life, because Christ is all in all to them that are his, in the flux, & reflux of grace, in the preventing & operating; in the donation, and retribution.
Quest. How shall I know Christ to be in me, that I may say comfortably to my selfe, That Christ is life to me?
Answ. By the Spirit that he hath given us. 1. Joh. 3.24. which Spirit is known by divers motions.
First, by a purpose to obey God, and an inclination to that purpose; Therefore Christ minded Gods work with David, Joh. 4.34. more then his dayly food, and he was straitned till that was accomplished, that he was sent to suffer; but you must observe, this purpose and inclination is in us, not onely in extremities, as in Pharaoh, Exo. 9.28. while the rod was upon him, he promised fair; but even while we are [Page 21]in health, and have the world at will; God loves to be chosen as freely, as he was forsaken; and it is a great comfort to a man, and a good token of Gods spirit, when a man can say, This good I did embrace, and this evill I did forsake, meerely for Gods cause, without any other respect or constraint, as Ioseph did, Gen. 39 9. How can I do this great wickednes, and sin against God? The Devil (as the Proverb is) when he was sick would be a Monke, (which savours of more religion, then those Monkes, who while they be well, will be devils) but being well he was the devill still; so many of us, cry in affliction, and pretend repentance, but the storme being over, we doe as he did, that vowed to a Saint, if he came safe to shore, a wax Candle of twelve pound weight, but when he came there, he gave one of twelve in the pound.
Secondly, The other sign of the Spirit, is to have the mind of Christ, which St. Paul so much urgeth, Phil. 2.5. Let the same mind be in you, which was also in Christ: the spirit of God appeared like a Dove, like a Fire, and like a tongne; Mar. 3.16. Act. 2.3. a Dove, to shew simplicity, a Fire, to shew ardency, and a Tongue, to shew [Page 22]it loved to informe ignorance. So did Christ, he did no harm, but much good, and the zeal of Gods house did even consume him, and his tongue never ceased to preach the glad tidings of salvation; see then, if you have pure simplicity, without hypocrisie, zeal without ignorance, or partiality, and a tongue ready to glorifie God, then sure Christ is your life.
Thirdly, the third sign is to love Christ for himselfe, and all those that love Christ, though I know not their persons, or if I do, yet to love them for this reason onely, because they love Christ, Thus wee passe from death to life, if wee love the brethren. 1 Joh. 3.14. And that it be [...], without dissimulation, Rom. 12.9.
But before wee passe to that life, there is a vale of death to be passed, which though it be common to all, yet it is not advantagious to all, but onely to such, to whom Christ is life; therefore wee will first looke upon it as it is common to all, then, how it is a peculiar benefit to some.
First, Death is common to all, Statutum est omnibus semel mori, It is appointed [Page 23]unto all men once to dye, Rom. 6.23 the reason is, Man sinned, and the wages of sin is death.
Ob. But some will say, if man had not sinned, yet he would have dyed, because no body consisting of elements can be eternall.
Ans. Wee answer, that this is more then can be proved, for though it be true according to Philosophy, yet it will make no axiome in Divinity, for wee must know that Phylosophers spoke according to the effects which sinne had brought upon the creature, and to that estate in which the offence left mankind, which sin it may be was unknown to the Phylosophers. Besides, we find death to be the issue of sin, And threatned onely for sin; and therefore surely had not Adam sinned, Gen. 2.17. he had not been mortall. Besides, a change might have been without death, as wee see in divers creatures, the Eagle by casting or breaking off her Bill, the Snake, by shiftting off his old rugged skin, becomes more lively and active. Lastly, the Tree of Life, for ought we know, might be as well restaurative, as sacramental, an help to Nature, as well as a type of Christ.
Obj. Why then do other creatures dye, which sinned not?
Ans. They are subjected to vanity for our sakes, They were made for man, and therfore for man subjected, Rom. 8.20 that man by them might be served, and not starved for want of them, therefore there is no injury done to the creature by God, but by man, when he doth abuse them by cruelty or surquedry.
Therefore being that to dye is common to man, it behooves man to expect it, Mat. 24.43 & to suspect it, as a thiefe that would steal upon him, this contemplation, when it proceeds not from Panick feare, is holy and pious, I mean when I do not feare death so much, as a debt of nature, but as the wages of sin; for so to fear it is childish, for many go out of the world easier then they came in, and the vitall parts are not so quick of sense, as other parts are; therefore a religious fear of death is profitable, because it prepares us to dye, by making us to cast up our accompt, and make all even beforehand, 1 Cor. 11.31. And to judge our selves, that wee may not be judged; that so as by sin, wee have made life away unto death, so by a true preparation we may make death a [Page 25]passage to everlasting life; for, as saith S. Bernard, Cecidimus omnes super lapidem in luto, unde inquinati, et vulnerati sumus, Wee are fallen upon a stone in the dirt, by which wee are both defiled and wounded; wee must therefore before wee dye, be washed in the laver of regeneration, and cured by the blood of the Covenant.
There be three sorts of People, can never prepare well for death. The first is the Epicure and Socinian, who deny the soules immortality: such were in St. Pauls time, who said, Let us eate and drinke, for to morrow wee shall dye; 1 Cor. 15.32. and though that these thought of no resurrection at all, yet it will not excuse them, who imagine the soule to have no subsisting after this life, as to be capable either of joy or sorrow, and therefore they count the Parable of Dives and Lazarus, Jos Stegman. Disp. not to be a thing propounded in a figure, which may have a corresponding reddition, but a meer fiction, as of the Poets Tartarus and Elysium, whom the Popes policy in setting up Purgatory will condemn to have lessereligion then himselfe: these men can never prepare for death, but rather for the continuance [Page 26]of life, because with death their happynesse ends, like a birds, or a beasts.
But this error is confuted divers wayes. First, from the very instinct of nature, which desires perpetuity of name, fame, 2 Sam. 18.18. and family, which is but the shadow of eternity in the soule; so also because the soul is no bodyly thing, and therefore not corruptible, it finds no satisfaction in finite things, and therefore, except it be made in vain, cannot cease to be, till it hath enjoyed the object adequated to it, Greg. Nyss. and then it can neither, because that object doth quicken it the more, for the vision of God is the life of the soule, which vision it apprehendeth, when it is separated from the body, therefore God is said to be the God of Abraham, Mar. 12.27 of Isaac, and Jacob, though they were dead, because they lived to him; Heb. 12.23 so in the Epistle to the Hebrews, the 12. and 23. there is mention made of the spirits of just men made perfect, which must needs be in heaven, by the sight of God, though their bodyes be not yet raised. If wee thinke not thus, how shall wee prepare to leave the certainty wee have here, to [Page 27]enjoy we know not what, nor when?
Nor doe they rightly prepare for death, who sleight it; for it is the King of terrours. It is not putting on the ignorant bravery of a Roman spirit, who knowes not what comes after, that gives Death right entertainment. Desperate resolutions, are not heroicall Christian vertues. For see revenge of wrongs dares death; a man in griefe wooes death; and the feare of dying, hath prevented the cruelty of it. Some have dyed in pittying of others, as some of Otho's friends did. And Christs Disciples had a touch of this, when they said, (hearing Lazarus was dead) Let us goe, that we may die with him. Joh. 11.16 Love sleights death. A certaine Neapolitane leapt into the Sea, when his wife was taken by Pyrates. Tiberius Graocus having two snakes in his house, male and female, was told by the Southsayer, that if he killed the female, his wife should die; if the male, himselfe should: He killed the male, and dyed first himselfe. Beauxamonts wife the Moore, would be buryed with her husband. Porcia, the wife of Brutus, dyed by eating hot burning coales, for griefe her husband was [Page 28]dead. But all these sorrowed as men without hope, and did not prepare for death, but provoked him against themselves. Others of the Heathen dyed with lesse passion, though for ought I know, with as little hope. As great Augustus, in a faire complement with Livia: Conjugii nostrimemor esto, vive, & vale: saying, Be mindfull, Livia, of our wedlock bands, live still, and prosper. But there is more to be done in this businesse.
First therefore, be acquainted with death, by dying to one sinne or other that liveth in thee, or by killing that love to the world, ease, riches, friends, which makes death so bitter, as saith Syracides, Ecclus. 41.1 O Death, how bitter is thy remembrance to a man that lives at ease in his possessions!
Secondly, be temperate in all things against this fight. So the Apostle counselleth the Corinthians, 1 Cor. 9.25 (They that strive for masteries, are temperate in all things) lest when he comes to fight, you are loth to lose your delicates: as many are loth to die, so long as they can but receive meat. These are such who make their [...] their [...], Phil. 3.19. and [...] [Page 29]their [...]. For banquetting is vinculum animae, the bond of the soule, and the fetters of the affections. As we read of Philoxenus, who would not leave the Polypus his head behind him, though his Physitian told him, that what he had eat already, would kill him in seven houres. Many there are, Qui Curios simulant, who seeme abstemious a while, (yet scarce a Fasting day) but like the fish Musipula, they suck up their frie againe, which they had formerly vomited.
Thirdly, Challenge death in thy shirt, strip thee naked of all worldly habiliments. He fights but as some Souldiers doe, for booty. If he finde nothing to spoile thee of, he hath no spirit to fight with thee. Job wooed him to wound him, but he would not. Job 4.13 It is our hugging of the world, which makes death violent; and our security, that makes him so eager to obtain a Habeas Corpus. But if he finde a man, that, Nil nisi cutem morti concesserit atrae, Horat. who has nothing for death but his skin, he is willing to let him alone, till some better advantage happen to his liking.
Fourthly, yet doe not take deaths part [Page 30]against thy selfe, by lying at too open a ward of despair. For that is it he would have, and therefore makes thee beleeve, that he will end all thy paine and grief, shame and sorrows, if thou wilt betray thy life unto him, by some violent death. Whereas indeed, then begins thy misery; for while there is life there is hope. I waited long, and at the last God heard me, Psal. 40.1. Know ye not, that Blessed is the man that endureth temptation? Jam. 1.12. for he shall receive at last a crown that fadeth not away. You must like a faithfull Sentinell, wait till your change come. No Souldier is praised for marching without the word of command; nor no Christian, for spending his life, till God take it. I read of a Roman Conful, that whipt a builder for using other timber then he had appointed, though (it may be) more fit for the purpose. If a practicall Carpenter, was so served, wanting onely the complement of obedience; what have your pragmaticall builders deserved, who out of the spirit of disobedience, will have no cake but of Thamars making, though it prove their owne ruine? Well, let us not call death upon our selves by the errour of [Page 31]our lives, but prepare onely for it. Dediscas vivere oportet, si discas mori: You must forget to live, if you would learne to die, as Saint Paul did, who said, By the rejoycing I have in Christ Jesus, I thanke God I die daily, 1 Cor. 15.31.
Nor count death evill, as those that dye without hope, as one Mecaenas, of whom Seneca saith, He was of so weak a heart, that he would refuse no torment, Nec acutam crucem, dummodo inter haec mala, spiritus & vita prorogentur. He was content to endure any torment, so his life might be prolonged. Which, saith Seneca, was pessimum votum, the worst desire and wish, and argued him effeminate and base. Quia distulit id quod est in malis optimum, supplicii finē: because Death is the end of all misery and punishment. Yet the man could not be much blamed, not knowing with Adrian, what life was to come after, whether any, or none: Which made him so discourse with his soule, Animula, vagra, blanda, quae nunc abibis in loca! Little vagrant tender soule, into what regions art thou posting hence? And indeed if we know not [Page 32]that, I wonder not to see folké loth to die; for a living dog is better then a dead lion. But death is not evill in it selfe, [...], Not to die is evill, but to die ill is evill. Which that we may not doe, wee must so prepare our selves, that we may look back upon our lives with comfort, and forward upon the object of our hope with joy, that so it may prove an advantage to us.
So I come to the other thing in death, which is proper to a true Christian. (viz.) a Gaine. Death is to me a gaine.
Obj. Death is a privation, therefore a losse; How is it then a gaine?
Ans. Not in it self, but in regard of the over-ruling power of Christ, who hath conquered him, and altered his nature; so that of a privation, it is become but a commutation, from a losse to a gaine.
Therefore those that live to Christ, lose nothing by death, but gaine by it. All things else lose by it, as either life, or pleasure, or wealth. But all these are gained by a good man in death: first, life, Christ came, that wee might have it more abundantly. 1. Joh. 10.10. And for pleasure and joy, In his presence is the [Page 33]fulnesse of joy, and at his right hand are pleasures for evermore. Psal. 16.11. And for wealth, there is no want: Luk. 12.32 Wee change a Cottage for a Court, and a Farme for a Kingdome. This is not hard to prove, if we could beleeve Scripture, which tells us, that no eye hath seen, nor care heard, nor tongue is able to expresse, what God hath laid up for them that love him. 2 Cor. 4.17 Saint Paul tells us of a crowne of Righteousnesse, of a weight; yea, an everlasting weight of glory. 2 Cor. 4.17. Now it is not so in this life; For all that wee have here, is either toilsome to get, carefull to keep, or fulsome to continue with, as Seneca saith of satiety. Cogita quamdiu eadem feceris Mori, velle non tantum fortis & miser, sed etiam fastidiosus potest. A man would die with wearinesse of reiterating the same thing, though he were neither valiant nor miserable. The best thing here, is of a perishing nature, but our inheritance there, is incorruptible, undefiled, and fadeth not away, and reserved in heaven where there is no feare of robbing, 1 Pet. 1.4. or spoiling us of it, either by the violence of the Souldier, or the crast of the deceiver, or the deceitfulnesse of the Lawyer. [Page 34]But all things here are fading, saving Grace, and yet that hath much adoe to stick by us, as saith Saint Paul, I find a Law in my members, fighting against the law of my mind. Rom. 7.23.
Who feels or sees not this decay, except those whose eyes are too much fixed upon the worlds toyes, whom the god of this world hath blinded? Excellens sensibile destruit sensum. They look too much much on the world, and so are blinded by it. They hold it not at a just distance from God and Godlinesse, or look not upon it with a right spectacle of Gods Word, which discovers to us all her adulterate ware. That is the Reason, why we see not the envie of honour, the allurements of pleasure, the inconstancy of riches, the impediments of Poverty, the temptings of the flesh, the baits of beautie, the infirmities of the body, the certainty of evill, and the danger of losing good.
What then is all this to what wee lose by being absent from the Lord, whilst we are in the body? 2 Cor. 5.6. Wee lose the blessed vision, the sight of God, the presence of Christ, the full enjoyment of the holy Ghost, the company of Angels, [Page 35]and the Society of Saints; all which we know but in part here, but then we shall know, even as we are knowne.
III To ensure your self hereof, look you that you have the fruit of this confidence, that Christ is your life, The fruit of this confidence and death is your gaine, included in the word (For,) which hath relation to that Resolution, which this confidence bred, namely, to glorifie God in his body, whether by life or death, because Christ was his life, and death was to him advantage. And surely, hee that desireth so to doe, cannot chuse but find the other; For Christ being his life, makes him apt to glorifie God in life, and in death; And this he resolving to doe, must needs produce this effect, that death must be his gain. For he that will lose his life for my sake, shall find it, Mat. 10.39. And not such a life simply; but better an hundred fold in the happinesse of it, and for the continuance everlasting.
The summe then of all is this: Consider we are Christians, which doth give us a right to a better life then nature can, viz. a spirituall life in Christ, and an eternall life with Christ.
To obtain either of these, we must avoid the voluptuousnes of life naturall, and let Christ be our contemplation, and his example our pattern. This is in mundo vivere, & vana mundi contemnere; to live in the world, Gal. 6.14. and yet despise it; to use the world, as not using it. The world must be crucified to me, as looking on it as a cursed thing. Totus mundus positus in maligno; and I must be crucified to the world by its hatred of me. So that we must live as Saint Paul directs, our loynes girded with truth, lamps burning in our hand, viz. shining in good workes; and lastly, watching in devotion, lest we be found sleeping.
This being done, we may bid death welcome, for he brings advantage with him. And if yet our infirmities present death formidable, Consider, what is death; but a fall to rise like the setting of the Sunne, A medicine to those miseries which sinne brought upon us. For we, having fallen by sinne into all manner of woe, it was mercy as well as Justice in God, to make us mortall, lest we should live for ever miserable, Pluto guessed well, when he said, Death was [Page 37]the Law of Nature. Adrian said better, and more full, that Death was Paver divitum, pauper is defiderium; the feare of the rich, and the desire of the poore. Seneca said more divinely, that it was Finis, or Transitus, an end to the wicked mans happinesse, a passage to the good mans blessednesse. Death cannot bite Innocence, but smiles upon it. Which made Saint Augustine to say, He desired to see death as Christ had made it.
Secondly, consider not so much the seares it has, as the joyes it brings. It is strange to see, how light they made of it, who had no such hopes as we have, I meane the Heathen. And we that count our selves the true Israelites, need not be ashamed to borrow a jewel of these Egyptians. Cato sent Caesar word, that he feared more his pardon then his pain. The joyes of death are such to those that live well, as that they rejoyce, when it draweth nigh: For it is but a sleep, and the grave a dormitorie, where men rest from their labours. In vitâ vigilant justi, ideo in morte dicuntur dormire, saith Saint Augustine. Righteous men watch while they live, and therefore [Page 38]are said to sleep when they be dead. A certaine wise Roman said, Non puerascam, si Deus mihi largiatur: He would not be a child again, though God would permit it; His reason was, because now (sayes he) Ex hospitio ad domum discedam, I shall goe from my Inne to my home. For indeed, the soule, Non est, ubi nunc est, is not where it would be: It looks ad futura, to that which is to come. And he that doth not, beleeves not certainly the soules immortality, nor the paine of death; which being once apprehended, makes us impatient to live in Mesech, Ps. 120.5. and desirous of dissolution with S. Paul.
Which gaine if thou wouldest make of death, die to the world betimes. He that begins a journey early makes a pleasure of it, rather then a paine. Such men are neither ashamed to live, because they have lived well; nor affraid to die, because they are are but going whither they have beene alwaies travelling. Remember therefore thy Creatour in the daies of thy youth, Eccl. 12.1. before the evill day come. Like the Bee and the Ant, let not your provision be to make in the winter. Christ taught us to prevent impediments [Page 39]of safety, when he said to the people concerning the destruction of Jerusalem, pray, Mat. 25.20 that your flight be not in the winter, nor on the Sabbath day, because hee knew their opinion of the Sabbath, would hinder their flight one way, as the winter another. So provide against this blustring day of death, lest it hinder you in your passage to heaven. In a word, let sin die before thee, and then it cannot follow thee to judgment. Feare not death, but looke to the errour of your life, break off sinne by repentance, and entertaine Christ, and death will be found without sting; yea, no crosse but a crowne, no dart, but a scepter, shalt thou find in Christs hand, or an olive in token of our victorie. As confidently thou maist passe deaths teeth, as once Ignat. did the teeth of wild beasts, who said before hand, when he was condemned; I care not what death I suffer, for seeing I am Gods corn, I care not with what flaile of death he please to beat me out, for I am willing to beground, even by the teeth of these beasts; that I may make cleane bread for Christ, who became the bread of life for me. How cheerfully may we then say, Egredere [Page 40]anima mea, egredere: Goe forth my Soul, Ps. 142.9. to meet thy Saviour, & with David, pray, Lord bring my soul out of this prison, that I may praise thy Name. And with Saint Aug. Creasti nos ob te, and Lord thou hast created us for thy selfe, and I cannot be quiet til I come to thee. And then shall begin that heavenly Epithalamium, or wedding song of foure parts, sung in Antiphona's and Responsories, The Lamb saith Come, and the Spirit saith, Come, and the Bride saith, Come, and thy soule shall say, Come Lord Jesus, come quickly.
So did this our deceased Sister, M rs MARY OVERMAN, descended of an ancient and worthy Family of the Breretons, marryed into an accomplished Family of the Overmans, with whom though she found sufficiencie and satisfaction to her owne hearts desire, yet she breathed after another life: Not because she was sullenly faln out of love with the world, but in love with Christ, as appeared by her dying words, which must eternize her memory, when as a little before her dissolution, this earnest and pious prayer departed from her first, Lord when shall I come and appear before [Page 41]the presence of Christ, my JESƲS? Dying MARY it seemes by this was ready for living CHRIST, and living CHRIST as willing to receive dying MARY; for soone after, he took her to himselfe: Who though she was weak in body, yet was she strong in faith and hope; which viaticum she had with her to strengthen her in her journey, and to convey her soule into the hands of her Redeemer. Herein as well approving as professing her selfe a true MARY, in choosing that better part, which now shall never be taken from her.
Next to Christ her Head in heaven, she loved her Head on earth, whom God had given her; and like the Turtle, loved her Mate: yet was not like Rachel, importunate for children, nor yet dejected for want of them.
She spent her time not idly, (as many of her degree too usually doe even in these times, whose miseries call to baldnesse and sackcloth) but like another Dorcas she seemed to those that have seene her constant employment, so farre from being idle, that she was most an end well busied, and full of good works. [Page 42]So that as it was written of the Ladie Paula, so it may be of Her too, that she spent most of her time, either in good workes, or Gods worship. Her chamber was not onely a shop of Confection (as the fashion is) but an Oratorie for Devotion.
Thirdly, In a long and tedious consumption, she behaved her selfe very patiently; and knowing under whose hand she suffered, opened not her mouth in any discontent, and well perceiving it was the Lords doing thus to permit her to suffer, she laid her downe and possest her soule in patience; only with the meeke spirit of Iob, intending Saintlike to imitate him in this her sanctified affliction, in the depth of her consumption, yet in the height of her devotion, applyed ever and anon Jobs deploring words to her languishing selfe, and like him, wholy submitting her selfe to Gods dispoall, said, My months are moneths of vanity, and sad nights are appointed for me. And at other times in Davids words, (for she conversed much with dead Saints, whiles she was living, and had therefore learnt to use their language now she was dying) [Page 43]when in his prayer, he deciphered his miseries, that he might the easier implore mercy, Psalm. 31.10. My life is consumed with greif, and my years with sighing. So that as Saint Ambrose said, of one dying of such a disease, so may we of hers, that it seemd a martyrdome.
Yet was she not childishly afraid of death, nor struggled she much to retaine life, as some doe, from whom God is faine, as it were, to teare away their soules; but she offered up hers as a free-will-offering, with a contempt of the world, saying, Away with all these things, and with an earnest desire besides to be with Christ, who having beene her life, made death her gaine. Which Text it seemes was some time since her owne meditation, as appeares by her notes under her owne hand, with this her devout paraphrase found upon them, Heaven is my home, I am a stranger here: Which undoubtedly was the language of her heart, as well as of her hand. And if so, what can we lesse perswade our selves she is, then what she made her selfe by her pious endeavours, a true, a very MARY, [Page 44]that is, by interpretation, Excellent. Excellent in Contemplation, thereby anticipating the joyes of heaven whilst she walkt upon the earth, and excellent in action too, her actions speaking her a perfect servant of the Almighty: And therefore now no doubt after death, a partaker of his glory with her fellow Saints, for right dear in the sight of the Lord is the death of such Saints, so deare that he takes them into his bosome.
And for our parts, we may say of her, as Saint Hierome said of Fabiola, Ex annulo Ecclesiae monile perdidimus, We, even wee have lost a precious jewell out of the Ring of the Church. But lost she is not (I doe her wrong to say so of her) whom God hath found. She is not dead, but sleepeth. And her flesh doth rest in hope, that what is sowne in weaknesse shall rise in power, according to his mightie working, who is able to subdue all things unto himselfe, who bringeth downe to the grave, and raiseth up, by whom death is already swallowed up in victorie, and so made an advantage to us.
Thus passed this precious Saint from sicknesse to perfect health, from weaknesse to perfect strength, from bondage to perfect freedome, from trouble to perfect peace, from losse to perfect gaine, from heavinesse to perfect joyes. In a word, she is passed from death to life, and from earth to heaven, to be for ever in perfect happinesse, where wee leave her safe, and come to cloze with you.
Now therefore as the death of Christ doth for us make a gaine of death; so may the death of good men and women, worke some advantage also for us in that point, and so their death may be a gaine to us. Therefore Solomon sayes, Eccles. 7.2 It is better to goe into the house of mourning, then of feasting, because that is the end of all men, and the wicked will lay it to his heart.
For when I see a man die, I get this by it, to remember my end also, that my day of accompt will come too. When I see one die willingly, it comforts me against death, that it is to be embraced rather then seared. If I see one [Page 46]die resolutely, it gives me advantage to be valiant also, and so make the blood of the Martyrs to be the seed of the Church. When I see one patient in sicknesse, and hopefull in death, I gaine some confirmation of my assurance, that surely there is a reward for the righteous, and the patient abiding of the meek shall not perish for ever. For I see there is hope laid up in their bosomes, from which Death cannot make them start.
And thus the dust of the dead is like fresh mold cast into a garden, which makes all things spring the better. Quot justi, tot miserationes, So many good-men, so many mercies; if they live, to keep off judgements; if they die, to guide us by examples, that they and we may at last meet together in one CHRIST JESUS, who hath left us an example, that we should follow his steps, that he may both in life and death be of so great power with us, that death may prove a gaine to us, and we a glory to him.
To whom, together with the Father, [Page 47]and the holy Spirit, three Persons, and one onely true and ever-living Lord God, be rendred, as is most due, all honour, and glory, and praise, now and for ever.
AMEN.