[Page 1] A Paper delivered into the Lords House by the Earle ESSEX, Lord Generall, at the offering up of his Commission.
HAving received this great Charge in obedience to the commands of both Houses, and taken their Sword into my hand, I can [Page 2] with confidence say, that I have for this now (almost) three yeers, faithfully served you, and I hope without losse of my Honour to selfe, or prejudice to the Publique, supported therein by the goodnesse of God, and the fidelity and courage of a great many gallant men, both Officers and Souldiers. But I will neither trouble you nor my selfe, by repeating either the difficulties, or danger, we have ouercomed, or the service that I have done you.
I see by the now comming up of these Ordinances, that it is the desire of the House of Commons, that my Commission may be vacated, and it hath beene no particular respect to my selfe, (whatever [Page 3] is whispered to the contary) that hath made me thus long omit to declare my readinesse thereto, it being not unknowne to divers men of Honour, that I had resolved it, after the action of Glocester, but that some importunities (pressed on me with arguments of publique advantage, and that by those of unquestionable affection) over-ruled me therein; I now doe it, and returne my Commission into those hands that gave it me, wishing it may prove as good an expedient to the present distempers as some will have it believed, which I shall pray for with as hearty a zeale as any can desire my doing this, which I now doe.
[Page 2] I thinke it not immodest that I intreat both Houses, that those Officers of mine, which are now laid by, might have their debenters audited, some considerable part of their arreares payd them, for their support, and the remainder secured them by the Publique-faith; and that those of them that remaine questioned, may be brought to some speedy triall, whereby they may receive either the punishment or justification that is due to them; under which notion I remember onely three, of whom I must testifie, that they franckly and couragiously have adventured their lives, and lost their blood for the Publique, and that with continued [Page 3] fidelity, for ought ever I could observe.
My Lords, I know that jealousies cannot be avoyded, in the unhappy condition of our present affaires, yet wisdome and charity should put such restraints thereunto, as not to allow it, to become destructive. I hope that this advice from me is not unseasonable, wishing my selfe and my friends may (amongst others) participate the benefit thereof, this proceeding from my affection to the Parliament, the prosperity whereof I shall ever wish from my heart, what returne soever it brings me, I being no single example in that kind, of that fortune I now undergoe.