OF SINNES OF Weakenesse. Wilfulnesse.
THe second Covenant being that by which we are Sect. 1. now all either justified or condemned, and the condition of that, in respect of the facienda, being sincere not exact obedience, not the not sinning at all, but the not sinning wilfully after our receiving the knowledge of the truth, Heb. 10. 26. (which though it seeme to damne all irreversibly that sin wilfully after conversion, yet sure is to be understood according to the [...] of the Gospell, unlesse he doe repent and returne sincerely unto God againe, for whosoever doth so, there is certaine mercy by other places made over to him in Christ, and what is the full importance of that place will anon be explicated) It will be an enquiry though of some difficulty, yet of as great use and necessity as any one other in all Divinity, to search what sinnes there are, for which mercy is to be had under the Gospell, and for what not. For that some men are damned, and not all finally saved, there is no doubt, and yet as little there ought to be, that this is for sinne that one man is guilty of, and tother not; from whence it followes that seeing no man is guiltlesse of sinne, some degrees or sorts there must be of that guilt in one, which are not in another, and according to those different degrees, (though every of them be of it selfe or without Christ, or by the tenour of the first Covenant damning, yet) under the Gospell or second Covenant, the adjudging of men to heaven or hell is proportioned.
[Page 2] From all which this results, that some kinds, or sorts, or degrees Sect. 2. of sinning, or more plainely, some states of sinners, are under the Gospell damning, some are not; some reconcileable with a good estate, some not; some for which there is sure mercy in Christ, some for which there is as certainely no mercy; for though the mercy of God be infinite, and so unfathomable by our finite wits, yet when he hath in the Gospell defin'd how farre his mercy shall extend, and beyond what termes it shall not, 'twill be no insolence to affirme, that God will not have mercy on any who are not qualified according to that second Covenant of his, who are not such persons to whom onely he hath promised mercy, at least if they be such as of whom he hath affirmed [they shall not have mercy.]
Thus farre to justify the fitnesse, and use, and necessitie of this search. Now for progresse in it. It will be eafie to define in the generall. Sect. 3. 1. That all sinnes in the world, be they never so great, of what sort or kind soever, if they be retracted with true repentance, shall certainly be forgiven; (for that any act of sin should be irremissible, they that affirme doe it on this ground that they that commit that act shall never truly repent, implying that if they did repent, it would be remissible) and in this the onely difficulty will bee, 1 What true repentance is: And 2. Whether that be necessary to the obtaining pardon for every sinne.
To the first, I answer, that true repentance is a change, a through change of mind, (called in the Scripture, and the ordinary style of Sect. 4. Divines, the new creature, being regenerate, conversion, spirituall resurrection, forsaking of sinne, mortification, habituall sanctification, sincere, faithful resolution of new life, reformatiō, amendment, [...], as it superaddes to [...]) and what ever doth not amount to thus much is not true saving repentance, to which the promises or mercies of Christ doe appertaine. And so consequently many specious pretenders to that Title are excluded. Such are bare sorrow for sinne, such the votum poenitentiae, the wishing they were penitent, such a bare warring of the law of the mind against the law of the members, whil'st we are carried captive to the law of sinne; and many the like.
To the second, I must answer by distinguishing the equivocalnesse of the question. For the meaning of it may be, 1. Whether amendment, Sect. 5. or forsaking, or overcoming every particular sinne be necessary [Page 3] to the obtaining of pardon for that sinne, whether it be of infirmity or otherwise: and if that be meant, I answer, No. For that some sinnes are of that nature, that as long as we have this mortall infirme flesh about us, we can never hope to be rid of them to get victory over them: such as for which the sacrifices were appointed to be offered under the law, and for which Christs sacrifice once offered is a perfect expiation; and these by the tenour of the second Covenant, or through the mercy of God in Christ shall never bee imputed to the penitent sinner; I meane to him who hath amended all others, and humbled himselfe before God, and besought his mercy in Christ, and by faith laid hold of it for these, which though he labour against them sincerely, he cannot throughly amend or overcome.
But if the meaning be, secondly, Whether the actuall amending Sect. 6. of all his knowne sinnes which consequently may by the Christian be amended, be required necessarily to make a man capable of the pardon even of his sinnes which cannot be amended; I answer, that it is very probable to be so. Because Christs sufferings seeme not be advantageous (at all, not so much as to the washing away of humane frailties) to any but those who are in Christ, i. e. to new creatures, who alone are so; however that will not bee a material scruple, though it should be left disputable, as long as this other proposition be taken for infallible (which is so) that except we repent we shall all perish, i. e. that he that hath not forsaken all wilfull sinnes, shall (whether for his wilfull sinnes onely, or his wilfull and frailties both together, it matters not) be certainly condemned.
By the answering of these two questions so much hath been Sect. 7. gained, as that we may make another generall resolution, and define secondly, that some sinnes are reconcileable with a true penitent, convert, regenerate estate, others are not. And consequently some not destructive under the second Covenant, though others are. What these are in generall will also in the third place be easily defined. Sinnes of infirmity are reconcileable, wilfull sinnes are not.
Vnder infirmities I containe all sorts that are usually reduced Sect. 8. to that head, and which have beene briefly mentioned in another discourse; Whether those that proceed from any not culpable defect Of Conscience. of my understanding, as sinnes of ignorance, or from some present [Page 4] prevailing temptation, which though I use all meanes in my power against it, I cannot overcome; or from some advantage taken by Satan, &c. in the assaulting me either on the suddaine, when I have not time, to use those meanes which I might otherwise use which we call suddaine surreption; or from the frequency or repetition or almost continuednesse of the temptation, which when I have repell'd it never so often, returnes againe, so that if ever my watch be intermitted (which considering our humane frailty it is though not logically, yet morally impossible, but it should some time or other) I shall infallibly fall, (which we use to call sinnes of dayly incursion) or from the levity and undiscerniblenesse of the matter, or from any other principle, which by that measure of grace that God affords me, (or if I be not culpably wanting to my selfe in neglecting the use of the means prescribed he is ready to afford me) I am not able to resist. Supposing al this while that 'tis not upon some former wilfull sinne of mine that God by way of punishment withdrawes this grace necessary to the resisting of it; for if it be so, then though it may truly be said, I cannot now resist that sinne for want of that grace so withdrawne by God, yet will not this passe for a sinne of infirmity.
On the other side under the name of wilfull sinnes I meane not all willingly committed, or voluntary sinnes, (for all sin as far as Sect. 9. it is sinne is voluntary, and therefore sinnes of infirmity are voluntary) but all that are not excusable by any of those former titles of infirmity, or all that are not included under some of those heads.
Thus farre in the way of generall defining there is no great difficulty. Sect. 10. That begins to shew it selfe when we come to the [...] or particular, to mention what sinnes in specie, or individuo, what sorts of sin or acts of those sorts, are sinnes of infirmity, what not; And this is indeed an insuperable difficulty, 1. Because one man hath more knowledge, more quicknesse of understanding, and also more grace then another, and so that sinne in specic, or individuo, that sort or particular act of sinne, which he hath power to resist and overcome, that other man that hath lesse power, hath not power to overcome; and if so, twill be an infirmity in him, though in tother tis not. 2. Because any specificall sinne comes backed with more temptations (and so makes a more forcible impression upon the will) at one time then another; & consequently though it were [Page 5] not above his strength at one time, yet at another time it may. Yea and thirdly, because the same man is at one time more able to resist and overcome, then he himselfe at some other time, as of a man in state of desertion it is cleare, as also when either by drunkennesse or any other culpable extravagancy (through rage or lust not resisted in the first motion) the man is utterly debauched from his naturall and spirituall strength, and no way able to resist those temptations, which at another time he would scorne to be captivated with.
But these two causes will not be very pertinent to the businesse Sect. 11. in hand: because, as is supposed in them, that which brought this weakenesse upon the man, was some culpable, nay wilfull act, (or yeelding of his) committed then against strength, (though now that strength be not sufficient against the consequent assault) and so no way apt to excuse the sinne, that it primarily betrayed him to. But if the case be set of some innocent accident which causes this alteration, then it will be pertinent to the thing which I now affirme, (to wit the evidencing the difficulty of such particular defining [...]) as we know a man in time of sadnesse will be able to reject some jolly proposalls, which yet in time of mirth (supposing that moderate and harmelesse, and as perfectly sinlesse in it selfe, as that contrary sadnesse) he will not perhaps be able, nay, as Hippocrates affirmes in his tract [...], one aire or place may strongly incline a man to one whether virtue or sinne, which another doth not, & where the inclinations are stronger or weaker, there we know the strength being in degree supposed the same must prove unproportionable to the one though not the other, able and sufficient to resist the weaker, though unsufficient to subdue the stronger inclination.
To come yet more clearely to that which is of every dayes experience. Sect. 12. Suppose a man a little drowzy at one houre (which drowzinesse at that time particularly, is not a sinne, but a naturall desire of sleep, which is natures due debt) and suppose him throughly awaked, and out of that fit of drowzinesse at another time; and then suppose that the same proposall be made to him at both those times, it may very probably be received at one time, and rejected at another; nay if the proposall be an undertaking destructive of his present desire of sleep, it may easily be affirmed that in that drowzy fit he hath no strength to resist it, though at another time he hath. The [Page 6] reason is, because sleepe being a ligation of the faculties, drowzinesse likewise is so in some degree, and the want of that degree may disable the understanding or upper soule from representing strongly enough at that time, that which at another time it shall be able to represent so strongly, that the contrary proposalls of the sense shall not dare to appeare before it. From whence I conceive it followes, that if the proposall, supposed in this cause, be a sinfull proposall, that sinne committed by that drowzy man will be a sinne of infirmity, which if it were committed by the same man broad awake, would be a sinne against strength, and so a wilfull sinne. From whence yet the man so deceived once or twice ought to receive admonition that hereafter, if any weighty matter, wherein his duty be concerned, be represented to him in the like posture, he will before he consents or refuses, discutere somnum, shake off sleepe, that he may not be so unfit a judge, or if he find his owne weakenesse such that he cannot, he will appoint some body else to awake him throughly, that he be not thus constantly impotent; For if he doe not use these meanes to recover his strength, when he is aware of them, it may cease to be an infirmity.
From all which as we have evidenced the difficulty of the problem applyed to particular individuall sinnes or persons, so we Sect. 13. conceive our discourse to have given some hints which will be usefull toward this discovery. Especially this, that any sinne committed by him that hath at that time strength or grace to resist it, or whose wilfull fault it hath beene, that he hath not that sufficient strength (as if either some former wasting sinne of his, whether act or habit, have grieved the holy Spirit of God, and provoked God to withdraw it from him, which he would not otherwise have done, or if by the use of some meanes beforehand he might have prevented the strength of that impression, or better fortified himselfe, or by use of some other meanes, as of prayer, &c. at the present he might yet get strength, or remove the tempter, and he make use of none of these meanes through sensuality or sluggishnesse) is a wilfull sinne, (not a sinne of infirmity) to that man at that time.
And so though we have no other particular way of defining, Sect. 14. yet this we have, that will stand any man in as good steed for the examining himselfe, and his owne guilts, or any confessor (that hath [Page 7] received of his confitent an exact account not only of the action, but the circumstances of the action, his qualifications at that time, and the particular vigor of the assault) as particular definitions concerning this, or that sinne universim would.
As for example, if I would know whether any act of mine owne, Sect. 15. (or being a confessor) of my poenitent, be a wilfull sinne or no, I must first inquire, whether in that point of time, when being tempted I committed it, my understanding or upper soul, and the spirit of God in me did move me more, or as strongly not to doe it, as the flesh did to the commission, allowing farther somewhat of grace to incline the will, or of the understanding to move it as much in proportion as the will since the fall is naturally inclined to the carnall appetite, (as you know when one Scale is heavier of it selfe then the other, or by some default in the beame one is more apt to turne then the other, you must, if you would even the ballances and make an aequilibrium, put more weight in the Scale that is apt to fly up) Or if this be an obscure operation, why then I must desire thee to examine whether at that time thy Spirit or Conscience told thee, this was not to be done, and that on paine not only of Gods displeasure but also of thy eternall damnation, (which must certainly be farre greater motives of determent even to flesh and bloud, then any pleasure the flesh can represent, can be allective to the contrary) and if thou findest it did, and yet for all this thy will consented to the flesh in its proposall, then this is a sinne against strength, a wilfull sinne, and not of infirmity.
But if thy conscience, or spirit or upper soule, at that time did Sect. 16. not this, then 'tis to be resolved on, that it failed to doe the duty of a watchman, and if it did so, then my second inquiry will be, From whence that failing of thy spirit arose? (for if it be awake and disposed as it should be, (and as even yet by grace it is prepared to be, if we make use of that grace) it will speake and admonish us, and that not in words which are subject to misunderstanding, but in sense which therefore we cannot conceive) Whether, first, from Gods just desertion the punishment of some former sin, or secondly, from some present actuall sinne of mine upon me at that time, as drunkennesse, crapula, &c. or thirdly, from some habit which I have, by former acts of the sinne which I am now tempted to, contracted, to the blinding of my understanding, or grieving [Page 8] of the spirit, or glibbing that sinne, that it shall be able to passe downe insensibly and escape the search of my understanding; In all these cases, the originall of that failing being sinfull, the failing it selfe will not yeeld any excuse or compleat apology, but the sinne will still remaine a wilfull sinne.
If none of all these be found chargeable upon thee, as the originall Sect. 17. of that failing and negttive productive of that sinne, then I can as yet thinke of but one inquiry more, whether thirdly, thy understanding and the grace of God in it, being thus layed asleepe as it were, by some naturall, sinlesse, or at least invicible and so excusable frailty, or else (as in a drowzy fit) not perfectly awake, there be not some meanes prescribed and presented to thee by God, which if thou hadst used, thou mightest have wakened thy understanding, or fortified thy will, or weakened the temptation: and if so, and thou hast, through negligence, or confidence, spirituall security or pride, omitted to make use of them, then will this still amount to a wilfull sinne or a sinne against strength; as when the Lunatique Son was brought to the Disciples of Christ, and the Text faith Mat. 17. 21. they could not cast the evill spirit out, and Christ gives the reason why they could not, because, saith he, this kinde goeth not out, but by prayer and fasting, Christ yet chargeth them with infidelity almost unsufferable, (O faithlesse generation, how long shall I be with you? how long shall I suffer you?) because there being such meanes to enable them to doe the worke, they neglected those meanes, & so only by that neglect became unable. The style of faithlesse in that place gives us yet a more perfect notion of a wilfull sinne, then hitherto we have arrived to, that it is not only that which is against naturall conscience, or spirituall infusions, but also that which is particularly against faith, i. e. comes to be committed by neglecting the use of some meanes, which the word of Christ, or the Scripture offers and prescribes to us, especially if by our former faylings we have discerned the want we have of such helpes or auxiliaries. For in this respect of directing to such meanes of victory Faith is said to be the overcoming the world, 1 John 5. 4. as well as in presenting us with the promises and terrors of the Gospell.
Farther yet in the fourth place, if at the time of commission of the sinne thou caust truely say, 'twas not in thy power to resist it, Sect. 18. [Page 9] because of the strength of the temptation so hurrying thee, as not to give thee leasure to judge or deliberate, (which may seeme to intitle that action to the title of infirmity) thou must then enquire, whether thy yeelding (voluntarily from contēplation of the pleasure &c.) to some entrances and beginnings of that sinne, whether marose thoughts, or somewhat father, be not that, that hath made the temptation so strong, or thee so weake; which thou wilt discerne by this enquiry, whether before those morose thoughts &c. were entertained, thou wert not able to make resistance to the actuall sinne, and then, if so thou wert able, nay actually didst, and only the intervenience of those preparatory yeeldings did betray thee to this impotence, and it was in thy power (by naturall or supernaturall strength already had, or prayer either as it hath a promise of more strength, or as it is an excellent meanes of diversion) to have resisted those beginnings, when thou didst yeeld, then still is this a wilfull sinne, or sinne against strength.
As for other sinnes more clearely and immediately against naturall Sect. 19. conscience, against Faith, (or directions of the Scripture for the overcoming the world) against supernaturall strength or grace, as contumacious stubborne presumptuous sinnes, there will be little scruple to any man, or cause to keepe him from pronouncing of, and charging on them the crime of wilfulnesse, and concluding (without reall change) the certaine damningnesse of them even under Christ. I say particularly, presumptuous sinnes, when (presuming that Gods mercy in Christ is either unlimited, and may belong to any the most unreformed, or that it is decreed absolutely to some persons, without any respect to qualifications or demeanures, to Saul the persecutor, as well as Paul the Apostle) the sinner runnes comfortably and alacriously on, without any regret of conscience: the doing so is certainely no sinne of infirmity, because though some errour may be pretended for his so doing, and that errour seeme apt to lend him excuse;
Yet first, errours, that are not simple errours, but bring vitious Sect. 20. life after them, are not excusable (because not invincible) errours, the rule of the agenda or duties of life being so cleare in the Scripture and in the heart, that no man can be invincibly ignorant of that, Rom. 10. 8, 9. and Deut. 30. 14. The word that is now commanded is not hid or impossible, or like fetching Christ from heaven, [Page 10] or the grave, a thing quite out of our power, but it is nigh thee, in thy mouth, and in thy heart, that thou mayst doe it. And secondly, it will be apparent, that even those errours on which that presumption is built, being simply considered, are demonstrable to be errours (suppositâ fide) or to one that acknowledges the Scripture, because there be so many places in the Scripture point-blanke against them, particularly those of the conditionall promises every where scattered. Neither circumcision, &c. but the new creature, but faith consummate by love, but keeping the Commandements of God; Without holinesse no man shall see the Lord; He that confesses and forsakes shall have mercy; He that hath this hope purifies, &c. And having therefore these promises let us cleanse, &c.
From what hath beene said, it will be more then probable, that all acts of fornication, adultery, &c. (which I shall suppose never to Sect. 21. be actually committed without some space of deliberation, or if they be, then I meane those other wherein that deliberation inteposes) are wilfull sinnes, and so also all acts of drunkennesse, unlesse when through ignorance of the strength of the liquor, or the weakenesse of the braine, the man suddainly fall into it by desiring to quench his thirst, or doe somewhat which is lawfull; wherein yet, if after one or more trials he miscarry the second or a third time, it will still be a wilfull sinne; So also lying or speaking that which we know to be false, to the defrauding and wronging of another, or for any vainglorious designe; So againe, any sinne of oppression, injustice, &c. or generally all those where there is any time of advice and deliberation; For where ever that liberty is, there is supposed an ability and readinesse in the upper soule of a Christian to present arguments for obedience to God, stronger then any the devill, or the world, or flesh, can offer for the contrary. As for killing a man, though the Law of the Land is wont to distinguish of wilfull and not wilfull murther, yet to any man in his wits, the stabbing his neighbour (or using any other such meanes as may probably take away his life) would seeme so strange, that I cannot conceive but his spirit should be able to deterre him from it in that space, which is required that any such weapon may be prepared; For if it be said, his rage doth gag or silence his spirit; I shall answer, that the raising of his rage to that pitch was not in a minute, but grew upon him by degrees, and then there was time and meanes to prevent [Page 11] that growth, which he that did not make use of will hardly be able thereby to excuse or extenuate the subsequent sinne.
For swearing also I know not how in ordinary discourse or in Sect. 22. any case (extra causas juramenti legitimas, where it is supposed perfectly lawfull) it can be made a sinne of infirmity; for in communication Christ's words are so plaine [But I say unto you, Sweare not at all, and particularly, Let your communication be yea, yea, &c. for whatsoever is more, is [...] from the evill one] that it would amaze any man to see that it should become an ornament or tolerable part of a Christians dialect. And if it be in rage, then I dare say, that either that man hath formerly in some measure enured his tongue to swearing, or not so strictly made conscience of an oath, as Christ's precept obligeth him; for he that never swore, will not in impatience probably fall out into those formes of speech that he never used, (but alwaies vowed and resolved against) but into some other which he hath been more used to, or which he could heare in others with lesse horrour and detestation, or which were a more naturall remedy for that passion. And if you marke it, that which rage doth is onely to blind the understanding, (and so to steale out any proper effects of rage, as presuming of their impunity, or not considering the contrary danger) but not to hurry us to the commission of any or every other sinne indifferently, and at a venture. And why a rage should cast one upon using Gods name in oathes, (which before he had never phansied for any use but in his prayers) any more then on many other unheard of sinnes, I am so farre from conceiving any reason, that I must conclude it impossible, unlesse it proceed from the being used in some measure to that sinne, or having a more favourable easy opinion of it. And yet after all this, that rage it selfe being so Vn-Christian a thing, which we are so obliged to prevent, (and if in time it be not prevented, will not alwaies passe for an infirmity in a Christian) will be unable to patronize or excuse any such one oath, which that puts into our mouthes; but on the other side, the observing that my rage hath made me sweare, must in any reason give me so strict a watch over my selfe in time of provocation, as never to let loose into a rage, which proves so inconvenient and so complicated a sinne unto me; as he that finds himselfe quarrelsome in his drinke, hath the greatest obligation to temperance of any. As [Page 12] for any other meanes that bring on swearing, custome, pride, ostentation, [...], filling up the discourse, none of these will excuse it from a wilfull sinne; especially considering the naturall intrinsecall untemptingnesse of that sinne, that were it not for some accidentall or extrinsecall advantage, evill example, (which if it had been a good one, we could easily enough have rejected and not imitated) or custome locall or personall, or that other of the company we are used to, scarce any man that heares swearing forbidden by Christ, will discerne himselfe to have any carnall invitation to sweare, no not in time of rage.
The same I thinke may be defined of all the grosse outward acts of sinne, or sinnes in the members; because for the acting of them, Sect. 23. over and above the consent of the will, some space is necessarily required, wherein the spirit or upper soule, if it be about us, will be able and ready to interpose, if it may be hearkned to, (which me thinkes is intimated by the Turkes in a custome of theirs, who when they meane to give themselves liberty to be drunke, use to make a great noise, which they say is a warning to their soule to retire into some extreame part of the body, that it may not be spectator or Censor of this their beastiality.) And if it be thus driven away, gagg'd, or not hearkened to, then that is a sinne against strength, a wilfull sinne. Which perhaps was Saint James his observation, when he said, Sinne being perfected bringeth forth death. For the conception of lust precedent signifies certainly the consent or conjunction of the will with the carnall appetite, when in the wooing (or canvasse for that consent) of the upper soule on one side, and of the lower soule or carnall part on tother, the will which is thus courted by both, yeelds to the second, and so they joyne in mutuall embraces, from whence, saith the Apostle, sinne is brought forth, that very consent of the will to the sensuall faculty, being formally sinne without, or before the acting of it; but this perhaps a sinne of iufirmity, as the case may be (for universim or alwaies it is not; but very often wilfull and damning, though it never come to act) whereas if this sinne (of infirmity while it was onely in the conception, i. e. consent of the will) come to birth (i. e. actuall commission) or perfection, and fitnesse for birth, (which requires some space, and time) it may justly be said a sinne against strength, & so in the very Covenant of grace a fatall mortiferous sin.
[Page 13] And therefore though before we said that the same sinne in Sect. 24. specie, might be but an infirmity in one, and yet a wilfull sinne in another, yet this affirmation will need this caution to interpret it, that the meaning of it be onely this, that a sinne that is onely an infirmity in one, may by some meanes of aggravation become wilfull in another, but not è contra, that that which, upon some grounds or supposition of strength common to all men, may be in universum defined a wilfull sinne, can by any meanes be extenuated into an infirmity. That which I now say, I meane of any grosse outward act, or habit of sinne, because in these I conceive there is some mora or stay, wherein the spirit may be advised with; and then that being supposed in good health or regenerate state will not faile to suggest sufficient arguments against that sinne, and so be a meanes to retract that sudden stolen consent, before it come to act, at least to habit; Or if it be not it selfe without auxiliaries able to combat with the temptation, yet it will out of the word of God be able to direct us to some aid, which being called in, will either improve us to a competent strength, or help to disarme and weaken the temptation, which we shall find by trying, and making use of those meanes; be they our prayers either for grace in time of need, or as I said prayer as a meanes of divertisement, or be they fasting, vigilance, &c. or be it but a tempting to do our best, for this is very ordinary to observe in our selves, that (when we put our selves to it, and do our best) we prove able to doe farre more, then ever we dreamt, we had been able. And this is very remarkable, whether you consider it, as a truth in morality, wherein it hath been observed that necessity or extreame danger enables men to doe miracles, which when they are past they are amazed to see them done by them, (as Hierocles excellently shewes on that golden Pythagorean [...]) or as a truth of Scripture, wherein there be many promises that God will aid when we fight, cooperate when we work, assist when we endeavour, and not be wanting to them which are not first culpably wanting to themselves.
Having said thus much of wilfull sinnes (for the disabusing of Sect. 25. those who are over apt to flatter themselves that their sinnes are infirmities and no more, and therefore sure of their pardon in Christ, though continued in, or not retracted by particular repentance) I [Page 14] shall not thinke this discourse chargeable or accusable of any dangerous or hurtfull seuerity, by being apt to drive men to despaire. 1. Because it is knowne in Scripture and acknowledged by all, and now confest by this paper, that there is a tabula post naufragium, a planke after shipwracke, repentance, as it implyes forsaking, and change of mind, and the working of that in every such sinner, is the thing that all this while I intend, and there is no way possible for the working it, but this, by representing the danger, if it be not wrought, which he, that takes all his sinnes for infirmities, will never be convinc'd of, while he so thinks. And 2. because the despaire that is dangerous is that which is contrary to the purifying hope, to that hope that sets upon amendment, by assuring that there is mercy to be had on such termes; And as any other hope is but groundlesse confidence, so any other despaire but that which makes us give over amending, is in some respects a very usefull, at least not very noxious, despaire: usefull, if it set us on mending, when without it we would not; as in case of despaire or distrust onely of our present condition, in respect of our present sins, but not of the future, because there is yet place for repentance: or not noxious, I meane not so farre, as to damne, or do any thing but deprive us of some comfortable assurance here, (the want of which, if we want nothing else, will never prejudice any mans salvation, whatever they thinke, that take this assurance to be Faith) as in case of dying without all hope of Heaven, when that no hope proceeds onely from an amazing sight of former sinnes, which though we have sincerely forsaken, yet none but God infallibly sees that we have, and our selves out of an humble lowly conceit of all our owne actions, (our repentance particularly undervalued by us) thinke and resolve we have not. For sure if God see we have changed sincerely, and so there be assurance respectu objecti, in respect of the object, tis an errour in us to thinke we have not; (from whence proceeds the non-assurance of the Subject) and this errour if it be onely in the understanding, and produce no evill life, will sure damne none that should not otherwise be damned.
For whereas it may be objected, that he may seeme to want Sect. 26. that affiance in Christ for salvation, which is a saving necessary grace, I answer, that that affiance (that is so) is the rolling my selfe on Christ for salvation, and if I perish, I perish, the denying and renouncing [Page 15] all trust in my selfe in my owne righteousnesse, faith, repentance, my owne any thing, but only Christ, and God's mercy in him; not the beleeving my personall election, or that I shall be saved what ever my sinnes be, and how unreformed soever. For besides that this is in an unreformed sinner (speaking of wilfull sins) were the beleeving of a Lye, because there is really no mercy or Salvation for such; besides this I say there is no obligation or command in Scripture, which can be thought to make it duty or necessary for any to beleeve himselfe a true poenitentiary even when he is so. 'Tis true we are commanded to prove our worke &c. Gal. 6. 4. i. e. to ponder and ballance every action we take in hand whether it will beare the [...] tryall of the test or no, and this we are incouraged by that which follows, that we shall have [...] boasting only in our selves. But then, first, this precept of trying is not a precept of knowing or beleeving. Secondly, this trying his owne worke, signifies the direct act of conscience, the doing each action with a good conscience, but belongs not to the reflexive act of Conscience upon the whole life past, or if it doe, requires not, that every man should at every minute of his life beleeve or know infallibly that this state is good, and shall be so to the end. Thirdly, the boasting there is set only in opposition to boasting over another (as appeareth by that which followes v. 5. for every man shall beare his owne burthen, i. e. another mans being worse then you will doe you no good) to judging well of our selves by that deceitfull way of comparing our selves with those that are worse then wee: and therfore, fourthly, 'tis observable that it is not said by way of promise [...], he shal have matter of boasting in himselfe, (for sure the best man living hath little of that) but [...], only in himselfe, all the boasting or comfort that he hath shall be in himselfe and in the uprightnesse of his owne conscience, as that is opposed to comparing or comforting himselfe (as the Pharisee with the Publican) because others are worse then hee. And so still the want of this assurance being the utmost inconvenience that this doctrine can possibly at the worst view of it bring upon him, this will amount no higher then some present discomfort, which will be recompenced abundantly by the gaines it brings with it of being disdeceived and brought timely and happily to repentance.
[Page 16] The short is, let these sinnes which thou seest improved, perhaps beyond thine expectation into wilfull sinnes, be sincerely resolved Sect. 27. and laboured against, and all meanes used for the performing that resolution, & then if by any unsuperable weakenesse of thine thou failest in performing it or overcomming them, perhaps I shall retract my doctrine in some part as it is appliable to thee; or if I doe not, be confident I have done thee no considerable injury, though I should have deceived thee in some particular; I am sure I am not guilty to my selfe of any designe to do so, and therefore I hope my errour shall not be a culpable one, because error amoris, an errour of kindnesse, or care, or love, in that I desired to make heaven as sure to thee as I could, though not to make thee over sure of heaven.
Somewhat being thus set downe by way of character to know Sect. 28. wilfull sinnes by, we shall suppose that that will also be helpefull to the defining what sinnes of infirmity are. For of that no scruple will be made to affirme, that what ever sinne is not wilfull in any of the former descriptions of it, must be resolved to be of infirmity; there be no middle or third betwixt those two in the second covenant-account of sinnes. By the rule therefore of contraries we shall best proceed. 1. In generall, to define a sinne of infirmity, that which is not against strength or grace, or that which (though we labour and endevour sincerely against all sinne, and use what meanes we are convinc't will tend to the overcoming of sinne) we yet fall into, either through humane frailty alone, or through Satans cunning, taking advantage of that our frailty.
As first, when (as at first we gave hints of resolution) any invincible Sect. 29. and so excusable ignorance of Gods will in some particulars betray me to some sinne, (for then my understanding or spirit is not of strength sufficient to advise me) then the sinne is of weaknesse, and therefore Rom. 14. they that are called the weake, v. 1. are explained to be they that lacke knowledge v. 10. which all they that have are called the strong through that Chapter. Or secondly, when the suddainnesse of the assault gives not my spirit leasure to represent those perswasives and determents which it would doe if it were not so surprized; and so for want of those representations on that side, the present promises of the temptation doe preponderate and prevaile against all that is offered to the contrary; for as a man that hath time to set himselfe upon his guard will be [Page 17] able to resist and vanquish that enemy which by surprisall takes, and bindes & conquers him with ease, so is the will of a man in case of suddaine surprisal; It hath no leisure to make use of those succours that reason could afford, if it had time to muster them up. And so being more weake at such times then at other, the sinnes that at such time it yeelds to, but would not at another, are sinnes of Infirmity.
For 'tis to be observed that the upper soule moves the will not Sect. 30. as a naturall but rationall agent, uses syllogismes and arguments to perswade, hath not that despoticall power to have it at its becke or nod, 'tis not by a Goe and it goeth, and come and it cometh, (as Aristotle's Philosophy seemes to set it) that what the understanding prescribes to be done, the will must doe; but the course is of some more length. The understanding must dispute and canvasse it against the carnall appetite, answer the motives brought by that, and then give more perswasive ones for the contrary; and then perhaps the understanding is otherwise busy at that minute when the temptation comes, and the popular carnall argument that it hath used, hath prevailed and gotten consent before the understanding was aware of it, either through present businesse and inability to attend more things at once, or for want of an [...] suddennesse of mind to represent presently the arguments it hath on its side, or to find out the Sophismes ont other. Or however, To dispute it throughly and cleare all difficulties, and indeed (if it be but) to make this one Syllogisme, [the terrours of the Lord belongs to him that commits such a sinne as thou art now tempted to but that man is mad that will upon any carnall motives venture upon the terrours of the Lord, therefore that man is mad that will adventure on that sinne,] and then to prove and make good against the contrary fallacious suggestions of the flesh, &c. every part of that Syllogisme, and moreover to bring it home particularly to thee at that time, will require some space, and that (by the suddainnesse and no warning of the temptation) being not afforded, the spirit in this case is not able to doe its duty, and so the sinne will be committed for want of strength. For the want of strength that especially denominates the sinne of infirmity, is not any want of bodily strength (for whatever is committed for want onely of that is a kind of rape, no voluntary action, nor consequently any sinne so much as of infirmity, an act or defect of the body, not of the will, [Page 18] and so not chargeable upon the man which is primarily his soule, [...], thy soule is thou) but of spirituall or inward strength, i. e. of grace, and of motives and suasories to obedience, more effectuall, or operative, or powerfull, then any the world, or flesh, or devill hath to the contrary. And seeing these arguments are perpetually to be had from every regenerate Christian's spirit, and the only want is the non-representing or non-producing of them in time of neede, if the case stands so, that by reason of the suddaine surprizall, (or which is somewhat different) clancular surreption, when from some indifferent acts a sinne steales on us, as by drinking one glasse of wine I am prepared to a readinesse to drinke a second, and perhaps by that sending up some cloud to the understanding, or warming, and so emboldning me, I may be much induced to a third, and so every step make me more unable not to proceed) they cannot be thus produced, this sinne thus consented to must needs be a sinne of infirmity in him that meerly through ignorance of the power of wine is so betrayed, though to him that had one such warning, and yet thus fals againe as before I said, I cannot be so favourable.
Or thirdly, when the vigilance and importunate diligence and Sect. 32. indefatigable siege of the temptation is such, as that if the man doe not watch with as continued a diligence, the will will be taken unfortified, and so by that disadvantage won to consent, (as in case of daily incursion of any one temptation, or of all sinnes, some at one time, some at another, every minute almost some) then the sinne that is committed meerly thus, may passe for a sinne of Infirmity; because though every assault particularly considered be such as that the spirit might have beene vigilant enough to prevent it, yet to be so perpetually upon the guard is morally impossible; and so sometime to nod, and slip, or fall may passe uncensured for an infirmity. And therefore when to that which is said truly of the second Covenant [that the condition of it is feisable because there is now under the Gospell no more required sub periculo animae, but to doe what we are enabled to doe, and no man can be unable to doe that] 'tis wont to be objected that no man ever did all that he is able to doe, and therefore though it be Logically possible to doe so, and so to performe the condition of the second (though not of the first) Covenant, yet 'tis moraly impossible, i. e. 'tis not to be imagined that ever any man will do it, (& then that [Page 91] will be all one in effect with the condition of the first Covenant, which is acknowledged utterly impossible.) To this we answer, that therefore the Gospell hath made provision even for these morall impossibilities, and not required the regenerate Christian, sub periculo animae, to performe alway what ever he is able to performe, but indulged so much to humane frailty, that what ever is morally consequent to that, shall be matter of excuse to us, and so particularly to fall sometimes through daily incursion of temptation, onely because I doe not (which it cannot be expected I should) watch alwaies, will be matter of excuse also.
Besides these 3 heads of sinnes of infirmity, some others there Sect. 33. are, which will not so clearely be put under one or severall heads, such as are those that the levity of the matter and that inadvertence betrayes us to, (supposing that that be not grosse, or affected, or caused by some wilfull sinne) for some degree of this there will be in the most knowing and most vigilant man, and some sinnes will drop from us by this meanes, which wholly to avoid may be truely said to be above Humane Power.
One head of these sinnes of infirmity there is yet behind, containing Sect. 34. many branches under it, of which 'twould be too long to treat particularly, and yet without a particular descending to particulars, hard to define whether they be infirmities, or no. Namely, sinnes which passion betrayes us to, meaning thereby such passions which 'tis not in the Christian's power so to quell, but that they will be apt thus to betray him. These sinnes are either 1. the inordinacy of these passions themselves, which I thinke neither nature nor grace can so wholly conquer in this life, but that in some kind or other there will at some time appeare some inordinacy, some act of either immoderate anger, or feare, or love, or joy, or sorrow, at some time or other, and of these we may define in generall, that he that first studies himselfe so carefully as to discerne which of these he is most inclinable to by his temper, and then labours sincerely against all, but with most industry against that, to which he is most inclinable, (of which sincerity he will be able to passe some judgement by the daily impairing of the violence of those passions, for sure if he labour sincerely, especially by the use of proper meanes, he will be able to advance somewhat toward victory, though not absolutely arrive to it) shall have the excuse of infirmities for his [Page 20] some few acts of immoderate passion.
Or 2. These sinnes are some other specificall acts of sinne which these passions betray men to, which though much different in guilt Sect. 35. as well as nature from the mother sinnes, and many times very far from infirmities, (for sure he that for feare would sacrifice to Idols, through anger kill &c. will hardly be thus excused) yet is it very possible that such sinnes that some passions may betray us to, may deserve that title of infirmities. As when any naturall trembling or other passion incident to the flesh, being (without any improvement into an inordinate passion) an incitation of mind, makes me not discerne or not weigh the sinfulnesse of some small light sinne, which offers it selfe to rid me from my feare &c. as if the venturing of some lesser sinne should promise me rescue from death, which being otherwise represented to me as unavoidable, were withall very formidable to me.
For although in this case the least sinne be not in strictnesse to Sect. 36. be admitted, though it be for the saving of my life, and though the deliberate resolution that in such a case I will venture on such a sinne, because it is but a sinne of Weaknesse and so excusable, do make it in that case to be wilfull and unexcusable; yet abstracting it from this, and considering it not before-hand, but onely at the time of suddaine surprizall, it may be said, that the temptation of the feare being so great above the proportion and size that the sinne is at that time represented in, this may passe for a sinne of infirmity.
To come now to specificall or particular sinnes, and define universim that they are sinnes of infirmity (as of some I did that they Sect. 37. were wilfull) I shall not adventure, because as I said, some circumstances might improve some acts under those species into wilful sinnes, in some men at some time. All that I shall say is, that 1. Evill thoughts being suddenly (or assoone as they are deprehended) rejected with indignation, 2. Wandring thoughts in time of prayer, following us onely out of custome of thinking on some honest or lawfull things (which yet I desire and in some ejaculation pray for strength to cast away from me, when I set about that worke) and never distinctly consented to, but crouding in upon a confused imperfect consent, or non-rejection, 3. Wicked motions unconsented to, or if on the suddaine consented to, yet presently retracted againe, [Page 21] (and not onely strangled or frustrated for want of opportunity of acting them) are most capable of that title of infirmities.
For any more particular knowledge of them, every man will Sect. 38. best be able to advise himself, when he hath tryed his actions by this touchstone, that [Those onely are sinnes of infirmity, when our sincere endeavour and industry and the use of grace given us, and prayer for more grace, and other meanes prescribed us, are not able to free us from some acts of those sinnes, or when all our failings in endeavour &c. are but consequents of humane frailty, not of wilfull sinne.
Of these that which I shall say for close, will, I conceive, be matter of as much comfort, as the former part was of discomfort to any. To wit, that through the mercy of Christ under the Second Covenant, Infirmities unconquered, unforsaken, sticking to us till our very deaths, may be and shall be most certainly pardoned to them, that have nothing else to be charged on them. i. e. by whom all wilfull sinnes be sincerely forsaken, and for infirmities 1. their soules humbled in confession, and contrition, 2. pardon humbly begg'd in Christ's name, and 3. sincere endeavour used against them; they shall I say be pardoned, if not so farre as not to be punished in this life, yet so farre as not to separate from the love of God here, or vision of God hereafter, though they be here never wholy overcome, or put off.
This I would make the interpretation of that distinction of a generall and particular repentance, so ordinary among Divines, that the particular repentance should not onely descend to particular wilfull sinnes, especially those that are committed after the receiving knowledge of the truth, but also extend to the actuall forsaking of them; but the generall repentance belong onely to sinnes of infirmity; and that 1 without descending to all particulars of that kind, 2 without extending our sorrow &c. for them to actuall forsaking. For the sacrifices of the law being appointed to be offer'd for these sinnes, but not for wilfull, argue that Christ typified by those sacrifices, when we were weake, dyed for us, and by his death hath obtained pardon (for all that walke not after the flesh, but after the spirit) for all their sinnes of weakenesse, on termes onely of humiliation, particular, or, where that cannot be, generall confession, prayer for pardon, and affiance in Christ for that [Page 22] pardon, without any actuall overcomming or casting off, or getting rid of them, (which in wilfull sinnes must be superadded to the former), so, that he that at the time or minute of his death should be guilty of one of them, it would not hinder his salvation, any more then the same would be inconsistent with a regenerate justified estate in time of life.
So that the conclusion may be safe and cleare. A true Christian may safely live and dye with sins of infirmity about him, but live or continue in any wilfull sinne, much lesse dye he cannot, or if he doe, he ceaseth to be such. He that is borne of God sinneth not, and he that doth sinne is the servant of sinne. Some spots there are which are not the spots of sonnes, Deut. 32. 5. and they that are guilty of them, may be resolved, either never to have right unto, or if they had, to have forfeited all their priviledges of Saintship here, (such are justification, &c.) and hopes and benefits of it hereafter.