URg'd by my Fate, I write, again I Try,
As tho' the Muses had not Ruin'd me,
'Twas they Perswaded,
Caesar, what you Read,
And thought my Life was like my Verses, lewd;
Had I been Wise, I 'ad Hated 'em at first,
The Learned Sisters, as the Poets boast,
A Rhiming Crew, their smiles, like a Disease,
Quickly Confound their very Votary's;
[Page 50] This I have often known, and yet possest,
To these I fly, of these alone seek Rest:
So beaten Fencers, Challenges repeat,
And give their Mangl'd Bodies to be hit,
So Shipwrack't Vessels, plough the swelling Main,
And dare the very self-same Rocks again:
Less may my Dangers be, rather like him,
He that was heal'd and wounded with the same,
My Muse that mov'd the great
Augustus so,
May she the same
Augustus soften now,
The Gods, they say, in numbers soonest hear,
And always answer first a Poet's Pray'r,
So,
Caesar made the
Italian Mat
[...]ons bow,
In Numbers offer, what their
Opis knew;
So,
Phoebus was address'd in aptest Plays,
Nor did
Apollo scorn the Poet's Bays,
By these Examples,
Caesar, may you go,
If it's too much to pardon, milder grow,
Should I deny your Justice, I shou'd sin,
And impudently move your Wrath again,
But had not I, offending, urg'd you so,
You then had wanted to forgive me now,
[Page 51] Shou'd
Jove as often thunder, as we sin,
Unarm'd, the God, a thousand times had bin;
No, when his Thunder's gone, the Noise no more,
The Air is purer than it was before,
By this, he's Father of the Gods and Men,
By this, he lives a Long and Happy Reign,
Caesar, like him, is
Pater Patriae,
Caesar commands, and thunders too as he,
Then like him too, be absolutely good,
Pardon your
Ovid, as the God he wou'd,
Nor yet less good, than great, do's
Caesar live,
So many Instances of both we have.
Often the
Parthians have own'd you kind,
So God-like is the Temper of your Mind,
You Pardon'd, tho' again the People sinn'd,
Riches, and Honours, I have known you give,
To Enemies, that wou'd not have you live,
You scorn the Methods Meaner Princes know,
By better Arts you can Oblige us so,
That all must Love, as well as Fear you too.
That day that War has threatned all before,
That very day, your Anger has been o're,
[Page 52] Both Sides to th' Temple have their Offerings brought,
The Conquer'd pleas'd, so brave the Victor fought,
And as your Souldier 's fond to overcome,
Others by yours, are Proud to be out-done:
My Case is better than a Foe's appears,
I make no Plots, nor cause you open Wars,
I Swear by Heav'n, and every Blest Abode,
By
Caesar's dearest self, a Present God,
My Soul do's such Obedience afford,
Intirely yours, it knows no other Lord;
I've wisht that you might late to Heaven Go,
When Life, through Age, grew Troublesome below,
When you were weary of an Empire here,
The Gods for your Reception might Prepare,
And Place
Augustus in an Empire there:
As often as my Gifts the Altars had,
Witness, ye Gods! this was the Pray'r I made.
My Books, tho' one of them became my Crime,
They most, nay That, do's often
Caesar Name;
By this I my Obedience gave,
Not that you, Lustre from my Lines cou'd have,
[Page 53] To such a Height no Poet e're cou'd Fly,
Yet all that Write have liberty to try;
Jove can't be greater, nor his Acts more good,
Yet Praise in Verse has often pleas'd the God,
He lov'd the Song, and own'd the Story true,
How Gyants
Pelion on
Ossa threw,
Such Beauty in the Thought, so strong the Sense,
Poets have had a Privilege e're since,
The Gods a thousand Bullocks they have had,
All bleeding fresh upon their Altars laid,
And yet tho' us'd to Plenty, when a Lamb,
A single Offering to their Temple came,
The Gods wou'd smile, and take the Sacrifice,
For this alone, they'd Bless their Votary's:
Unlucky Chance! or rather damn'd Design,
Who e're he was at first, was so unkind,
To read my Verses to so chast an Ear,
Good as the yet unthinking Virgins are,
That don't so much as Tremble in a Dream,
Or Grasp the Image of the Youth they've seen▪
My looser Lines have such Impressions made,
You think the Present, as the other, Bad;
[Page 54] Some jealous Favorite invented this,
Thus to undoe me by an Artifice;
Methinks I hear how spitefully he read,
What envious Comments on my Words he made,
How he wou'd blush, as Counterfeits they faint;
Good Lord! a Man shou'd be so impudent!
This is not strange, since e'ery one approves,
The happy Man the great
Augustus loves,
But surely damns, unheard, a Person's Crime,
Augustus disapproving, thinks a Sin;
Nay, I can hate my very self, and do,
To think I shou'd deserve a Frown from you,
To think I so much Goodness shou'd provoke,
To please a Humour that my Fancy took:
To see my old Acquaintance, how they run,
As I'ad been mad, or some Infection known,
As when a weakn'd House at last gives way,
The Parts affected bear the most, they say,
So Fortune fickle, when she changes shape,
All things disorder'd, and unhappy look.
It is not many Months ago, since you,
My Life, and Manners, and my Bus'ness knew,
[Page 55] Often I've pleaded the Defendant's Part,
Not without Reputation, and some Art,
And tho' Superiour Judges have lookt on,
They've all approv'd of what the Lawyer's done▪
In private things I've wholly been in trust,
When both sides pleas'd have own'd me very just▪
Ah me! that I shou'd only now repeat,
Caesar was kind, and I was fortunate,
Now the reverse of what I was, I sink
Beneath a weight too terrible to think,
The thousand Waves that other Vessels miss,
By one consent, on mine, together press:
Why did I see? why did these Eyes behold?
Why was a Fault unhappily thus told?
Actaeon so,
Diana had in view,
And only seeing her he perish'd too;
No vile Design the angry Nymph cou'd know,
Actaeon's only Crime was, that he saw,
For this he undistinguish'd falls a Prey,
Torn by his Dogs, that always did obey:
So when we Heav'n offend, tho' but by chance,
The Gods sometimes won't pardon the Offence:
[Page 56] That Day, that Error led me from the Right,
And Drew me to a VVay remote from it,
That very day, my House but small, yet Good,
Was lost, and ruin'd, tho' the Building stood,
Yet not so small, but Honours she cou'd Boast,
A long Descent from many Ages past.
Not infamously low, nor yet so high,
To crack of Riches with our Pedigree,
A safer way 'twixt both, by much there was,
Envy, nor Pity e'er tormenting us,
But had our Ancient Lands been lower yet,
I justly might expected to be'en great,
My Self an Ample Fortune by my Wit.
Tho' my late Lines are loose, and wanton Read,
While Nature prompted, and my Passion sway'd,
The Thoughts are manly, and the Verses good,
Smooth are my Numbers, and my Sence entire,
Melting the Words, and apt for soft Desire,
That wondring Poets shall for Ages read,
And praise their
Ovid for the Lines he made:
[Page 57] Curse o' my Fate! one single Fault shou'd damn!
Banish the Poet, and confound his Theme!
From Love, from Stories of the Gods, and Men,
Forc'd to attempt Excuses for my Crime,
Lost in the Mass ill-shuffl'd Fates have Hurld,
Wanting a Voice, like that that made the World,
Shou'd
Caesar call, my Wrongs wou'd all obey,
And I for ever boast his Liberty,
This wou'd compleat the Favours I enjoy.
For more I fear'd, than in your Anger was,
That you my Life, at least Estate wou'd seize.
But far from this, at present I have all,
All, that by any right, my own I call,
Nor was my Fault, by Voice of Senate Damn'd,
Or by a private way of Justice nam'd,
'Twas
Caesar's Mouth pronounc'd my Banishment,
But call'd it by a lesser Punishment,
Only Confin'd me to a distant Clime,
There to Reflect his Goodness, and my Sin;
And generous Souls are mov'd by Clemency,
More than by Wracks, and Gibbets that they see,
[Page 58] Such Instruments of Death, the vulgar sway,
And make 'em honest, when they won't obey,
The other plead the freedom of their Mind,
To this or that, in spite of all inclin'd,
But when they'r resolute, they shou'd be good,
Tho' through Mistakes, the best are sometimes bad,
And kind forgiving Princes ne'er upbraid,
When they a happy Penitent have made:
As tallest Elms, by Heav'ns thunder-struck,
Ugly, despis'd, forlorn, and naked look,
Yet when the hated Bolt has long been past,
The Vines will meet, and twine, and kindly grasp,
Hug the dear suff'ring Trees, and kindly grow,
Tho' Gods themselves the Bolts in anger threw;
Thus when like Heav'n, I know you to be kind,
Your greatest Anger to be still confin'd,
I often Hope, again, I soon Despair,
To think tho' merciful, you're still severe;
Severely good, as happy Princes reign,
When I think thus, my Hopes are quasht again:
Have different Degrees of Terror high;
One while the Winds in gentle Murmurs blow,
So very soft, you'd think no Rage they knew,
When they but stop their Breath, to be more Fierce,
And toss the Passengers, and Seamen worse;
So, various are the Passions in my Breast,
They give, again, they take away my Rest:
By Heav'n, that loves
Augustus, and his
Rome,
By all the Gods, that to our Altars come,
By my dear Country, safe, while you are so,
By all your Houshold Gods, and Subjects too,
May
Rome for ever own her
Caesar's Laws,
Fond of the Blessings, that his Reign bestows:
Long may your
Livia be your Care and Joy,
Noble, and Great, and Good, as she is High;
Long may she bless her Royal Husband's Bed,
With all th' engaging softness of a Bride,
When Nature form'd her for a Blessing here,
Casar was then th' Almighty's chiefest Care,
[Page 60] 'Twas then, he show'd the Wonders he cou'd do,
And show'd 'em all, in
Livia, and you.
Your Son, that Promises his Part so soon,
May Heav'n preserve him for his Father's Throne!
Long may you both, secure your Empire's Peace,
Command, Instruct, and Govern at your Ease;
Or if the Toils of Bus'ness irksom grow,
May he do all the Wonders that you do!
May Victory that long has known your Tent,
Come to his Colours, and her self Present,
Hovering, with Wings officious fly,
And Crown him, with the Choicest Lawrels nigh,
One Half still present, Governing at Home,
Your other self Commanding, far from
Rome!
Pardon me now, if private Suffrings seem
To move the Poet, and Confine his Theme;
Pardon your
Ovid, and your Thunder Quit,
Half dead, with Bolts that have already Hit.
Father, that Word is an indulgent Name,
And mighty too, since Gods are call'd the same,
The Power much at one your Subjects know,
As God's above, so
Caesar Rules below;
[Page 61] Then spare, as Fathers of their Countrey do,
And take the Honours that I own your Due;
I dare not Pray you wou'd forgive my Sin,
Tho' Gods, they say, as kind as this have bin,
Only confine me to a nearer Shore,
A gentler Banishment, I'le ask no more;
This will Alleviate the Cares I know,
Lessen the present Ills, that VVrack me now,
In VVide, remotest Lands, to live alone,
With such inhumane Creatures, far from Home!
Others there are that have offended you,
Their Crimes notorious as mine cou'd be,
Yet these, were never sent, where I am come,
Nor knew, the many Dangers, that I've done;
Beyond me's all Inhospitable Ground,
No Summer, but eternal Frosts are found,
Part of the
Euxine Sea, which
Rome commands,
Washes these Shoars, below,
Sarmatia stands:
Recall me hence, tho' you deny me Peace,
'Tis Hell, to live in such a Place as this.
Besides: We have an old
Italian Law,
Approv'd of long, and not disputed now,
[Page 62] That Free-born Subjects, of a
Roman Race,
By Birth have Title to a better place,
Their Princes safe, they must not Captives be,
This early show'd a Right to Liberty.
I sha'n't here name the sad, unhappy Fault,
That lost my Freedom, and Misfortunes brought,
But those of which my Enemies accuse,
I never thought, how loose so e're my Muse,
With these they've often vext your Royal Breast,
Provok'd your Anger, and destroy'd my Rest;
And all they said, you thought severely true,
Nor do I wonder you believ'd 'em so,
Since Gods have been deceiv'd as well as you.
When
Jove looks down, to see the World below,
Condemn, approve, and know the things we do,
His leisure won't admit the nicest View:
So you, like him, tho' looking round about,
Some things a single look can ne'er find out:
Who can imagine States neglected lye?
The thoughts of Empire left, for Poetry:
Easy the Weight, must on your Shoulders sit,
Had you your self consider'd what I Writ.
[Page 63] The bold
Panonia, your strength defy's,
Nor is
Illyrium in perfect Peace;
They on the
Rhine, their utmost Force prepare,
And
Thracia still employs you in a War;
Armenia parleys, when the
Parthians show
Their Spreading Colours, as a Warlike Foe;
Germania flys before your Bolder Son,
Early made Brave, by Victories you won;
No Head but yours, cou'd so much Bus'ness do,
With so much Ease, such mighty Order too:
Your thoughts to travel all your Empire o're,
And you, Unruffl'd, manage such a Pow'r,
No Part but Govern'd by your proper Care,
Yet none to Want what's necessary there,
Shows that your Soul had a peculiar Mould,
Form'd by some Gods, and made to rule the World:
Your Laws all Wise, and so severely Good,
Your Life, still stricter, than the Laws you made,
Thus in a long Fatigue of Bus'ness seen,
That you shou'd think of any thing of mine!
[Page 64] I own my Verses loose, unworthy far,
To reach the pious, nice
Augustus Ear,
Besides, these Lines the whole Design declare.
Yet nothing Guards a Mind that will be Bad,
Precisest Matrons, when they please, are Lewd,
And tho' they never heard, or saw my Book,
Some will be Whores, and sin in e'ery Look;
One she reads Annals, there perhaps she'll find,
How
Ilia, a Vestal was enclin'd,
When dreaming,
Mars comprest the lovely Maid,
And Blest her with the Double Birth she had;
Let her but look the well writ
Aeneids o're,
She wishes, sighs, and thinks on
Venus Power,
Pity's poor
Dido, when
Aeneas sails,
And VVonders that the Queen no more Prevails;
[Page 65] There's nothing, tho' the purest of the Kind,
That mayn't Corrupt a Heart, that's ill inclin'd,
But this is not enough to Damn a Book,
Because ill meaning has the Reader Took,
Shall we prohibit Fire our common Use,
Because Incendiari's Burn with this;
The Traveller and Thief, VVear Swords alike,
Because one Robs, shall t' other take a Stick?
Or shall we pious, ancient Cloysters Curse,
Because Maids talk of Sweet Hearts, or of worse?
One in the very Temple, as she Prays to
Jove,
Is thinking of the Stories of his Love,
Thinking how many Mothers he might make,
Wishing her self a Beauty for his sake▪
Another, she at
Juno's Altar Prays,
And thinks how Fair
Europa Crost the Seas,
Pity's poor
Juno, by her
Jove betray'd,
The God so often Changing as he did,
But VVishes still she'd bin the Charming Maid.
Shou'd she
Minerva's awful Statue see,
So Good, so Tall, so full of Majesty,
[Page 66] Some Story still her strong desire wou'd sind,
How
Erictihon was born a'fore his Time,
Because the Goddess hid him, as they say,
And sure if Goddesses such Pranks will play,
Inferiour Nymphs their waiting Women may.
All things, a Person eas'ly turns to ill,
Whose chiefest Law's the Dictates of his Will;
The gravest Matrons have beheld in paint,
The lewdest Forms, the Artist cou'd invent;
The Vestals have beheld th' Intreague of Stews,
The various ways, those Proftitutes abuse,
And yet the Painter if the Piece was good,
Receiv'd the Praises that an Artist shou'd:
But why? Oh why? did I unhappy write,
Fond o' th' Fantastick Character, a Wit,
My wanton Genius, hurrying me along,
And never resting, 'till I was undone:
Why did not I, like other Poets, move?
Thunder out Battels, Wars, not whine out Love?
Troy had engag'd me in a Noble Strain,
And inoffensive too, my Thoughts had bin,
[Page 67] Here I had told the
Grecian Policy,
And
Troy's unfo rtunate Security:
Or had this bin an antiquated Theme,
I might have sung as well of greater
Rome,
This had been pious, and a Subject's part,
Duty excus'd the Nicety of Art;
Tho'
Caesar had not been oblig'd by this,
His Worth, so much exceeding all my Praise,
He must have pardon'd an officious Muse.
As
Phoebus darting Rays affect our Eyes,
So
Caesar's Glories in the View surprize,
When with a Naked Eye we see each Light,
'Tis troublesome, and takes away our sight,
These were my thoughts, and this believe it true,
Is all the Reason that I plead, or knew:
As when a Man, within a little Boat,
Safely, in shallow Rivers rows about,
But shou'd he launch into the Swelling Main,
His Boat wou'd be too small, his Art in vain;
So tho' I've writ with Reputation too,
Of trivial Subjects, Stories that I knew,
[Page 68] Shou'd I, for this, a greater Thought have had,
Have writ
Jove's Thunder, and the Wars he made,
Or
Caesar's Wars, but little less than those,
Next
Jove's the Victory, as good the Cause,
Awkward my weaker Numbers must have bin,
And
Jove, and
Caesar, suffer'd in the Strain.
Once I begun the mighty Task, and Try'd,
I sung of Wars, as other Poets did,
But still, my
Hero so surpast the rest,
I must have VVrit the worst, if not the best:
Then I resolv'd to tell some amorous Tale,
With melting Words oblige the Longing Girl,
While frequent Blushes, with Repeated Sighs,
Engaging Looks, the Language of the Eyes,
Show how she loves, and loving how she Dyes.
Curse o' this Thought! why did I learn to Read?
Why did my Tutor teach me as he did?
And yet I suffer thro' Mistake, as tho'
Unlawful Ways of Love I did pursue;
As tho' I'ad sought t' abuse the Nuptial Rites,
And gratifie my self with vile Delights,
[Page 69] This I Profess, and Heaven knows it true,
Lawful are all the ways of Love I know;
No Man by me's a Doubtful Father made,
I never wrong'd the meanest Person's Bed;
My Life and Verse, have always differ'd far,
Pleasant my Muse, my Manners more severe:
Accius was Fierce,
Terence was soft, and smooth▪
'Fore Tragedies, preferring Plays, less Rough.
Nor yet am I the first, that writ another way,
Anacreon's Applauded to this day,
For writing of a harmless Love, like me.
Sappho had never reach'd an Excellence,
Had not she writ of Love, without Offence:
The good
Menander, when he made his Plays,
Menander that diverts so many Ways,
He never Writ, but Love was still his Theme,
Bewitching Love, the tender Virgin's Dream;
He taught 'em Laws, to manage all their Fire,
And while they Burn'd themselves with strong Desire,
Dissemble still, and make their Lovers dye,
But Dye to Live, and Meet with greater Joy:
[Page 70] What are the
Iliads, that the World approves,
But Wars, occasion'd by Forbidden Loves?
How
Helen, melted by her
Paris Voice,
Yields to his Charms, and eagerly enjoys:
Had not
Ʋlysses Wife so many Won,
Homer, his
Odysses had ne'er begun,
Nor we have Read the Wanderer from Home▪
In all the Various Passions
Homer Paints,
There's none more Taking, that he Represents,
Then when he tells, how
Mars with
Venus lay,
And makes each God a Witness of their Joy;
How pleasantly her Husband is 'Reveng'd,
To let 'em lye, till he prepares the Chains.
Many the Instances I yet cou'd heap,
Wou'd not the Reader, and my Muse both sleep.
Catullus always most Correctly Writ,
His
Lesbia the Subject of his Wit:
Hortensius, and
Servus, lov'd like me,
And who wou'd fear to Follow such as they?
Gallus, for
Lycoris was never Blam'd,
Talking too much, not Writing,
Gallus Damn'd,
[Page 71]
Tibullus writes, how freely Women swear,
What strange deluding sort of things they are;
They value strictest Oaths, no more than Wind,
When e're they please to change a Fickle Mind,
How Wittily they will a Keeper Balk,
And when their Husband's jealous, how they talk;
And he,
Tibullus, best these Truths might know,
At once the Cully, and the Poet too.
Propertius next, so great, and very good,
How Men admir'd, and Women lov'd, he show'd,
Propertius yet Repeated Honours had;
Caesar his Friend, approving what he did.
When these Succeeded all so well, I thought,
I might pursue the Measures that they Taught,
I fear'd not, where so many Ships had Past,
Or thought my Bark wou'd Shipwrackt be at last:
Had I but Play'd the Droll in Mimick Wit,
Had then bin safe, and pleas'd a laughing Pit,
All Ages, Sexes, Flock with hast to these,
And love the Bawdy that they find in Plays;
To hear a Toothless Strumpet split her Sides,
Laugh 'till she pisses at the Words she Reads,
[Page 72] "Judge me! the Author's such a Witty Man,
"He must do more than other People can:
Thus I had made a Party to Retreat,
Had I but thus Buffoon'd it when I writ,
And all my Nonsence wou'd have bin Sheer Wit.
Shall stammering Mimicks then Protected live?
And others want the Favours that they have?
Shall
Ovid suffer, while he wou'd Delight?
Others be safe, that do, what
Ovid writ?
My Lines by th' Mob, as theirs, huzza'd have bin'
And mine, and theirs,
Augustus, you have seen;
But seen, as when we different Paintings view,
Diverting for the Skill the Painter knew,
And he a certain Due, Reward, receives,
Tho' he a Monster, nay, the Devil gives:
Within your Palace, various Pictures hang,
The best Drawn Pieces, by the Nicest Hand,
And yet more famous for their House than Paint▪
Your Fathers, Uncles, by a long Descent;
Not far from these, nay, in the nearest Room,
Some Women hang, as Naked as they're Born.
[Page 73] Let greater Pens, for bloody Wars prepare,
Inur'd to Dangers, as their Hero's are;
Let these in strains, their
Caesar's Battels speak,
And show in Arms, how like a God you look,
While others, skill'd i'th▪ art of Heraldry,
Tell all the Wonders of your Family,
How for some Ages, Hero's have bin bred,
And how
Augustus do's the rest exceed:
This I have often wisht, but wisht in vain,
Nature designing me a weaker strain,
Far from the best, yet not the worst, so mean.
Virgil, the Wonder of a Wonderous Age,
Whose Art does still some mighty things Presage,
Whose Writings give unto our Poets Laws,
Whether a great or humble Theme they choose:
If Warriours read, in him their Art they find,
Honour, and Courage, in the
Trojans joyn'd:
If Lovers take his
Aeneids down,
They read, how
Dido, and the Hero's found,
How
Jove, he Thunder'd in the World above,
Kindly assisting their Design of Love;
[Page 74] Thus he in Notès, so artfully cou'd Play,
The Fierce, and Gentle, all, in him agree,
In him they Meet, a pleasant Harmony.
Nor did he once, disdain the Herdsman's Song,
But writ
Bucolics, in his Mother Tongue;
How
Corydon for his
Alexis Burn'd,
How proud
Alexis, Corydon he scorn'd:
He show'd how
Nysa, Mopsus lov'd,
A Humour Women always mov'd;
Tho'
Mopsus Nature had design'd a Jest,
Mopsus was Rich, and
Nysa lov'd him best.
Thus when the
Mantuan Poet led the way,
I thought to follow such a Guide as he,
To write like him, cou'd ne'er have ruin'd me:
Nor yet, do I, more serious Subjects want,
Some Books of Sacred Feasts, I have in Print:
One while, my Muse, in Tragick Buskins Trod,
All very solemn, grave, and some said good:
Another Work, with Care and Pains I wrote,
Tho' in my Sentence 'twas unfortunate;
Wanting the Authors last performing Stroak,
To give it Graces for the nicest Look,
[Page 75] In this, (my
Metamorphosis) I show,
The Face of things, from
Nothing, down to you:
Wou'd you, in this, but Read my Innocence,
You'd find how much the Poet lov'd the Prince;
You'd Read in e'ery Line my very Soul,
Intirely yours, without Reserves at all:
Nor was I ever Tempted when I writ,
Inferiour Men, with disrepect to Treat,
I always hated a Satyrick Wit,
Ne'er Wounding any, but the Author, yet.
This show'd the Temper of a Peaceful Mind,
Form'd in my Infancy, by Age refin'd;
For this, no well-bred
Roman triumphs now,
Pleas'd at the Punishment I undergo,
But rather Mourns, the dismal story told,
And often wishes that I were recall'd.
May these, Great
Caesar, move your Royal Breast,
'Till you Remit my Sentence, part at least,
If it's too much to Pardon, grant some Place
Nearer my Native Country much than this.