Amoris Lachrimae.
A most singular and sweete Discourse of the life and death of S. P. S. Knight.
AMong the woes of those vnhappie wights,
That haue set downe the sorrowes of their time,
Whose liues are most deuoid of al delights
And passe in griefe the pleasures of their prime:
Let me discourse the secrets of my care,
More then conceyte or sorrow can declare,
Some loose their wealth, it is a slender losse,
My life hath lost the treasure of my trust:
Some loose their health, alas a common crosse,
My lifes delight is buried in the dust:
Some loose their friendes, it is no one mans woe,
I lost a friend, such one there are no moe.
Some loose their loue, a sorrow neere the heart,
In kinde affect the crosse of onely crosses:
Some loose their liues, where sorrowes neuer part,
Some loose themselues in thinking of their lossess:
More then my selfe is such a friend bereft me,
All wealth, nor health, nor loue, nor life, hath left me.
And shall I tell what kinde of man he was,
Whome thus I lou'de? and neuer creature hated,
Imagine first it dooth my reason passe,
To write of him whome hiest power created:
[Page]For euerie part that vertue had desired,
[...] of the heauens, and of the world admired.
Yet as my heart for griefe and sorrow can,
I will describe the substance of his state,
In childish yeares he was esteemd a man,
And halfe a man, more halfe a magistrate,
On whome the Arts and Muses so attended,
As all, in all, for all, he was commended.
Whose wisdome was not seene in wanton toies,
And though a wanton, yet not deuoid of wit,
Of worldly ieasts he neuer made his toies,
Although sometimes he had a taste of it:
For let the best that liues do what he can,
In some things yet he shewes himself a man.
But if on earth there were a man diuine,
For
Natures gifts and
Vertues secret grace,
Then giue me leaue to say this loue of mine,
Was here too good to haue a dwelling place,
But liues in heauen in some high
Angels office,
Where God himselfe dooth vse him in his seruice.
To say yet more what (in effect) he was,
Let this suffice, in summe he was a man,
Whose heauenly wisedome found the way to passe,
More then the power of
Wit and
Reason can:
In whose attempts the world thus well did know him,
Nothing but death could euer ouerthrow him.
Comely of shape, and of a manly face,
Noble in birth, and of a princely minde,
Kinde in effect and of a courtly grace.
Courteous to all, and carefull of the kinde:
Valure and
Vertue, Learning, Bountie, Loue,
These were the parts that did his honour proue.
Whose full perfection thus hath wisedome peased,
His wordes were substance, and his deeds diuine,
Reason the ground whereon his hope were raysed,
Labour his life, and
Learning was his line:
Truth was his loue, and
Triall his intent,
Care his couceipt, and
Honour his content.
He spake no worde, but carried full his waight,
He nothing did that euer tooke disgrace,
He had no minde to muse vpon deceyte,
He built in heauen his onely byding place,
He lou'd the Church where Saints do build the steepls,
And sought the worlde where Angels are the people.
He trauaild farre when he was neerest home,
Where was no earth he could behold a land,
He sawe a house without eare, lime or lome,
And saild the seas where there was neuer sand.
He sounded depths, without eare lime or lead,
And found out life, where other mē were dead.
He fearde no foe, nor euer sought a friend,
He knew no want, and made no care of wealth,
He nought begun, but had a care to end,
And neuer lou'd the honour had in stealth:
By fire and sword he wonne his worthy fame,
That hath aduaunc'd the honour of his name.
In all the skie he honoured but a starre,
That was his course of all his kind affection,
Whose flame was nere, although the fire a farre,
Gaue him the light of loues direction:
He was so kind and constant where he loued,
As once resolu'd, he could not he remoued.
His hands was free to helpe the needie hart,
His heart was franke to fill the emptie hand,
His most desire was to reward desart,
[Page]And holde vp state where honour could not stande:
His onely i
[...]y was honour of the stelde,
To conquere men, and make the Captaines yeelde.
Much was his care, and of his Countrey most,
Little his ioy, and in himselfe the least,
All for his friend, did seeme but little cost,
Yet to himselfe a little was a feast.
High was their happe that might but be about him,
Death is their life that mourne, to be without him.
Nowe iudge the life in leauing such a ioy,
The death in losse of such a daintie friend,
What may remoue the roote of this annoy,
Or howe this griefe may euer haue an ende.
And if it be a care incurable,
Thinke of the death where it is
[...]urable.
To liue in death is but a dying life,
To die in life, is but a liuing death,
Betwixt these two is such a deadly strife,
As make me draw this melancholike breath:
Wherein conceite dooth liue so discontented,
As neuer heart was euer so tormented.
A torment onely made but for the minde,
A minde ordainde but onely to distresse,
And such distresse as can no comfort finde,
But leaues the heart to die remed
[...]esse:
And such a death as liueth to beholde,
Ten thousand torments more then can be tolde.
Yet though my penne can neuer halfe expresse,
The hi
[...]eous torments of my heauie heart,
Let me set downe some touch of my distresse,
That some poore soule may helpe to beare a part:
That in extremities when we are wo begon vs,
[Page]The worlde may weepe to sit and looke vpon vs.
Nature and
Art are got about his graue,
And there sit wailing of each others losse,
Hard by the tombe sittes
Sorrow in her caue,
Cutting her heart to thinke on honours crosse:
And
Wisedome weeping, wringing of her hands,
To see the worlde in what a case it stands.
In this darke hole of death and heauinesse,
Sits wofull
Bewtie with her blubbred eyes,
By her sits
Loue, with
Care all comfortlesse,
Recording of his mothers miseries:
Among the rest that wailes the losse of friends,
Sits
Patience pricking of her fingers ends.
From
Pities face doo fall the trickling teares,
Of torments such as teare the heart of
Loue,
The
Muses sit and rend their shriueled heares,
To see the paine that
Loue and
Bewtie proue.
Among them all howe I am torne in sunder,
And yet do liue, confesse it is a wonder.
I liue, oh liue, alas, I liue indeede,
But such a life was neuer such a death▪
While fainting heart is but constrainde to feede,
Upon the care of a consuming breath:
O my sweete
Muse, that knowest howe I am vexed,
Paint but one passion how I am perplexed.
I call for death, but yet he will not heare me,
I read my death, and rue my destinie,
I see my death, but he will not come neare me,
I feele my death, but yet I cannot die:
But where nor death will kill, nor griefe be cured,
Thinke what a death of deathes I haue endured.
Yet while I liue in all this miserie,
Let me go quarrell with this cruell fate,
Why death should do so great an iniur
[...],
Unto the stay of such a happie state:
At liuing things to make his leuell so,
To kill a
Phoenix when there were no mo.
Oh cruell
Death what led thy hand awr
[...]e,
To take the best and leaue the worst behind,
To youth thou art vntimely destinie,
Thou mightest haue bene a comfort to the blind:
And end the aged of their wearie time,
And not a youth in pride of all his prime.
Thou monghtest haue shot at such a wretched thought,
As had past ouer all his pleasant yeares,
And killed the heart that is consumed to nought,
Which being
[...]angled
[...]n these worldly briers,
But
Bewties loue, and
Honors hart to bleed,
Fie ou thee death, it is too fowle a deed.
But well, the world will curse thee to thy face,
Bewtie and
Loue will to thy teeth de
[...]e thee,
Honor and
Learning draw thee in disgrace,
Where no good thought shall euer once come nie thee:
And for my selfe to see thee wo begone thee,
Will pray to God all plagues may light vpon thee.
For I haue lost the honour of my loue,
My loue hath lost the honour of my life,
My life and loue doth such a passion proue,
As in the world was neuer such a strife:
Where secret death and sorow are consented,
To see the terror of a heart tormented.
Thou camst too soone, but now thon comst too late,
Thy force too great, but now it is too small,
[Page]Halfe had in loue, but wholy now in hate,
Destred of some, but cursed now of all,
Oft I confesse that I haue quakte before thee,
But do thy worst, death now I care not for thee.
But dost thou thinke thou canst thy selfe excuse,
To say (alas) thou hast but done thine office,
Unhappie hand whom so the heauens dost vse,
On such a Saint to execute thy seruice;
But since it was the will of God to do it,
His will be done, I can but yeeld vnto it.
Yet for the care that
Vertue hath conceyued,
For losse of him that was his dearest loue,
And for the death that
Honour hath receyued,
Where pacience doth the deadly passions proue,
I cannot thuse although my hart would hide it,
To shew my griefe so great I cannot bide it.
Oh that I had but so diuine a head.
As could bewray the sorrowes of my breast,
Or from the graue to raise againe the dead,
And not offend my God in my request:
Or by a prayer I might the grace obtaine,
To see the face of my desire againe.
But all in vaine, my wishes not
[...]uaile,
My wordes are winde and carrie none effect▪
And with my griefe I feele my senses faile,
That
Fortune thus should crosse me in affect:
As by the losse of one sweet heauenly friend,
My heart should die, and yet no dolor end.
End, no God wot, there is no end of griefe▪
Where sad conceit will neuer out of minde,
And bootlesse hope to harpe vpon reliefe.
Where
Care may seeke, and neuer
Comfort fin
[...]
[Page]For in the wor
[...]d I had no ioy b
[...]t one.
And all but death, nowe he is dead and gone.
Gone is my ioy, alas and well-away,
What shall I doo nowe all my loue is gone,
All my delight is falne vnto decay,
Onely but heauen I haue to hope vpon.
Oh heauenly powers take pitie of my crie,
Let me not li
[...]e, and see my Louer die.
Oh my loue, ah my loue, all my loue gone,
Out alas sillie wretch, well-aday wo is me,
Of a friend, euer friend, such a friend none,
In the worlde, through the worlde, may the worlde see:
Holy Saints, higher powers, heauens looke vpon me,
Pitie me, comfort me, thus wo begone me.
My heauenly Loue, heauens lou'd as well as I,
Heauen was his care, and heauen was his content,
In heauen he liues, in heauen he cannot die,
From heauen he came, and to the heauens he went,
Oh heauenly
Loue, heauens will I looke for neuer,
Till in the heauens I may beholde thee euer.
But what, me thinks I see a sudden chaunge,
The worlde dooth seeme to alter nature much,
The state of things is to my reason straunge,
And sorrowes such as there were neuer such.
Such lacke of loue, such mourning for a friend,
Such world of woes, as if the world should end.
Me thinkes I see the
Queene of kinde affect,
Sighing and sobbing with such inward griefe,
As he that could consider the effect,
Might see a heart lie dead without reliefe:
And
[...]n conceite so ouercome with care,
It killes my heart to see her heauie fare.
Me thinkes I see a sight of armed horse,
Led in by boyes as if the men were dead,
Me thinkes I heare men murmure of a corse,
And gallant youthes go hanging of the head:
Me thinkes I heare a thunder in the aire▪
Bids fare well
Hope & looke vpou
Dispaire.
Me thinkes I heare the trumpet drum and fife,
Sound all a mort, as if the world were done,
Me thinkes I see the'nd of vnhappie life,
Or second ioy since latter age beg
[...]ne:
Me thinkes I heare the hor
[...]or of the crie,
As if the day were come that all should die.
Oh what I heare, oh what I feele and see▪
Hold hart, helpe heauens, how can I longer liue,
But in the heauens there is no helpe for me,
Not all the world can any comfort giue:
When death doth of my dearest friend depriue me.
What can remaine in comfort to reuiue me.
Yet for the world shall witnesse what thou art,
Which in the world did leaue no like behinde:
I will set downe though short of thy desart,
The happie honour of thy heauenly minde,
And on thy tombe I wil with teares engraue,
The death of life that for thy lacke I haue.
Looke on the hils how all the Shepheards sit,
Heauie to thinke vpon their honest friend,
How
Phillis sits as one besides her wit,
To see the sorrow of her Shepheards end:
Harke how the lambs go blaying vp & downe,
To see their Shepheards caried to the towne.
Looke how the flock begin to leaue their feeding,
While cruell beasts breake i
[...] among the sheepe,
[Page]See how the heart of loue
[...]ooth lie a bleeding,
That
Mars was slai
[...]e while
Venus was a sleepe,
See how the earth is bare in euerie place,
To see that death hath done the worlde disgrace.
And
Corridon poore sillie wretched swaine,
Dooth make such mo
[...]e as if he should go mad,
All in dispaire to see good dayes againe,
To loose the ioy that on the earth he had:
Who since the time he heard but of the wound,
Liu'de like a ghost that goes vpon the ground.
And so forlorne abandonde all content,
Keepes in the Caues where comfort is vnknowne,
Borne but to liue, and onely to lament,
The dolefull life that by his death hath growne:
Who in his life would let him know no care,
But by his death all griefes that euer are.
Pan in a rage hath broken all his pipes,
Pallas alas sits poaring on a booke▪
Her weeping eyes see howe
Diana wipes,
And poore
Apollo casts a piteous looke:
The
Nymphes come in with such a wofull crying,
As if that
Loue or
Venus lay a dying.
The
Nightingale is stopped in her throte,
And shriking
Owles do make a fearefull noise,
The dolefull
Rauens sing a deadly note,
And little
Wrennes the end of
Eagles ioyes:
The
Phoenix droopes, and
Falcons beate their wings,
To heare how
Swans of death and sorrow sings.
The trees are blasted, and the leaues do wither,
The daintie greene is turnde to duskie gray,
The gallant Uines are shrunke and gone togither,
And all the flowers doo fade and fall away.
[Page]The springs are dried, and all the fish scale beaten,
And all good fruite the earth it selfe hath eaten.
Oh what a wo it is to see the woes,
Where nought but wo is left to looke vpon,
A griefe too great for
Reason to disclose,
And in effect a death to studie on:
Where man and beasts, birds, fishes, flowers and trees,
Do halfe the hope of all their comfort leese.
When on the earth was euer such a sight,
Hardly the world can such a sorrow haue:
Neuer did death more seaze vpon delight,
Then when this knight was caried to his graue:
Which when I sawe, so neere my heart I set,
As while I liue I neuer can forget.
First comes the brother all in mourning blacke,
Mourning in deede in bodie and in minde,
Foulding his armes, as if his heart would cracke,
Feeling the death that
Loue and
Nature finde:
Looking upon the last of his delight,
Oh heauenly God it was a pitious sight.
The Scholers come with
Lachrimis Amoris,
As though their hearts were hopelesse of reliefe,
The Souldiers come with
Tonitr
[...] Clamoris,
To make the heauens acquainted with their griefe:
The noble Peeres in
Ciuitatis portis,
In hearts engrauen come in with
Dolor mortis▪
The straungers come with
Oh che male sorte,
The seruants come with
Morte dila vita,
The secret friends with
Morte pui che morte,
And all with these
Felic
[...]ta finita:
Nowe for my selfe,
Oh dolor infernale,
Da videre morte, & non da viuere tale,
Now if the griefe of all the world be great,
How great is his that is the griefe of all,
Who doth in thoughts more deadly pangs repeate,
Then euer did to all the world befall,
Whose paines and passions onely do approue,
The onely true Anotamie of loue.
But since I see there is no remedie,
What God will haue, must neuer be withstoode:
And Male-content is but a maladie,
That may consume, but can doe little good,
I will to God referre my whole reliefe,
In heauenly care of my vnhappie griefe.
And on my knees beseech his holy will,
To cast on me those sweete and louing eyes,
That heale the heart of euery hatefull griefe,
And giue the life where comfort neuer dyes.
And where my heart is gone, my hope may thether.
That faith and loue may liue in heauen together.
But till my soule may see that heauenly sweete,
Where
Vertue dooth her dearest loue embrace:
Where
Comfort, Care, and
Kinde affect m
[...]y meete,
And haue the ioy to see each others face:
Upon thy Tombe I will these wordes set downe,
That all the warld may read of thy renowme.
FINIS
Brittons vision of Cupids complaint against his fowle father Vulcan for begetting him.
WIthin the thicke of most vnquiet thoughts,
Where Wit and Will had long each other lost:
With carefull sence of sweete desire I sought,
Which was the way that Fancie followed most:
And passing on the path that they did proue,
Plodding along I met with pitious Loue.
Wholy disarmde and hanging downe the head,
Blinded? oh no, but all with blubbred eyes:
Falue in the face with colour pale and dead,
Wringing his hands in such a wofull wise.
That when I saw how he had wept and cried,
Truely I thought the wretch would there haue died.
But when I sawe the little thing alone,
Farre from himselfe thus wander too and fro:
And when I heard howe he did still bemoue,
Some hidden cause that I desirde to know.
[Page]Close in conceite, I hid my selfe, to heare,
What was the cause of this his heauie cheare.
Thus as I sat close hidden from his sight,
Of lucklesse Loue lamenting of his losse:
This sillie wretch in this most sorrowed plight,
With sighes and sobs, and grieuous grones God wote,
Cursing and banning
Bewties generation,
Thus did begin his wofull lamentation.
Oh haplesse hower when first my mother made,
The cursed match with that vncomely Smith:
Whose smokie forge hath made her beautie fade,
As farre vnfit for her to meddle with.
Whose filthie face doth set foorth such a feature,
As hell it selfe hath scarce so fowle a creature.
But what conceite her frantike fancie fead,
To match with him that was so fowle a match:
Alas, alas, was
Mercurie so dead,
So great a prince to looke on such a patch.
Needes must she thinke as she did after proue,
Vulcan was not a man for
Venus loue.
Oh smokie fowle ill fauoured filthie theefe,
Howe could thy mind so high a matter moue:
Howe could thy heart haue hope to find releese,
Looke on thy selfe, and neuer looke for loue.
So faire, so fowle, such contraries agree,
Reason would sweare that it should neuer bee.
Better I were to be a bastard borne,
Then haue a father of so fowle a hue:
Rather I wish that thou shouldst weare the horne,
Then that the world should thinke it to be true.
That
Cupid sweete should haue so fowle a Sire,
And hath his face still foyled in the fire.
See w
[...]etched do
[...]ge the su
[...]e of thy disgrace;
First thou hast wrought my mother great defame:
Next thou hast set a marke vpon thy face,
That all the world doth laugh to heare thy name:
And last for me they say how can it bee,
That he was sonne to such a staue as hee.
But fie vpon that filthie face of thine,
Those mouldie chaps to touch my mothers face:
I do protest my conscience doth repine,
That thou shouldst kisse her in another place:
But vgly beast into some hole go hide thee,
For Bewtie sweares that
Loue can not abide thee.
Oh
Mars, oh
Mars, where are those stately strokes,
That left the field so ouer-flowen with blood:
That cloue downe hils, and threw downe sturdie Okes,
And made the aire come thundring through the wood:
Art thou so weake with bending of one blade,
Thou canst not breake the chaine that
Vulcan made.
Up man, arise and shew thy manly strength,
Least that the Smith do seeke my mothers shame:
Lie not too long least slugguish slouth at length,
Seeke by desart the honour of thy name:
Vulcan is gone, but
Cupid hath a file,
To loose the locke that may the Smith beguile▪
But come away, for looke where
Vulcan comes,
But thou art loose now let him do his woorst:
Looke how the theefe comes biting of his thumbs,
Cursing the happe that hath his cunning burst.
But let him some and bristle like a bore,
Let him be sure to catch thee so no more.
But mother fie, what fond
[...] was that,
To looke on
Vulcan in the va
[...]e of loue:
[Page]Confesse a truth, you did you knew not what,
When pacience would so vile a matter proue.
Was wāt of sight that wrought your ouerthrow,
Why then (alas should I be blinded so.
But mother, no: there is an other thing,
Who is so blind as they that will not see:
A base conceite sometime may stoope a king,
I see in some that see not into mee.
Better it is with
Bewtie to be blinded,
Then
Bewties grace to be blindly minded.
But will you know it was no worke of mine,
Follies effect committed all the fact:
Although your words haue made poore
Cupid whine,
To say that I was authour of the act:
But will or nill I must my selfe content,
For parents faults poore children must be shent.
I am the child I cannot but confesse,
The world doth say that I am
Venus sonne:
By whom begot I heare of nothing lesse,
But might I heare by whom the deed was donne:
In such desire as might the world desie,
There could not liue a gladder man then I.
Once
Vulcans sonne I know I cannot be,
Mars was the man came neerer to the marke:
As for the Smith it neuer could be hee,
A B
[...]ting neuer could beget a Larke.
Oh a
[...], the world is much deceiu'd in mee.
I hope to finde an other pedegree.
I am the sonne of secret sweet conceite,
God by Desire and bred vp by desart:
Nu
[...]thy the mind that neuer meant deceite,
Fed with the fauour of a faithfull heart.
[Page]High from the heauēs I tooke my happy name,
Where
Venus liues, and
Vulcan neuer came.
Begot I was in
Anno out of minde,
Borne in a countrie that no creature knowes:
Bred in a world that worldlings cannot finde,
Fed with a fruit that in no garden growes.
Lodge in an eye that neuer can destroy me,
Kept in a hart that neuer can come nigh me.
Loe thus I liue where I can neuer die,
Fearing no hap, nor looking after hope:
Pleasing my selfe wich pleasures farre and
[...]e,
Wanting no wish where will hath such a scope:
Gouerning all, where none can gouerne me,
Oh what a king may daintie
Cupid be.
Then leaue to mourne, and let the world perceiue,
That Poets fancies are but fained fables,
And
Ouid did but studie to deceiue,
Such kind conceites as loue such foolish bables▪
For he that lookes into
M
[...]neruas ioy,
Shall say that
Cupid is a daintie boy.
With that me thought the little wagge arose,
And gathered colour pretily in his face:
And standes me op a tip-toe on his toes,
Uaunting himselfe with such a
Venus grace:
As droue my heart into so great a laughter,
That I awooke, and neuer saw him after.
Brittons second dreame of Venus complaint when she lost her son Cupid.
BUt sorrow thus to lose the sight of loue▪
Scarce well awakt I fell asleepe againe:
In hope the heauens would some odde humor moue,
To shew the fruits of such a sleepie vaine:
[Page]And scarce a sleepe strange visions did ensue,
Yet not so strange but that they may be true.
Hard by the place where I had
Cupid seene,
Me thought I saw a heauenly kind of creature,
Of stature tall, of countenance like a Queene,
Exceeding faire, and of so sweet a feature:
That when I stood to view her stately grace,
My thought indeed I saw an Angels face.
Attirde she was in garments white as snow,
Saue on her arme she wore a Tawnie lace.
In her right hand she bare a bended bowe,
And at her backe an emptie Arrow case:
Little she said that I could heare at first,
But sight and sobt as if her hart would burst.
But yet at last with sad and heauie looke,
She tooke the bow and flung it on the ground:
And from hir backe the emptie case she tooke,
Which with the lace vnto the bowe she bound,
Then downe she sate within a shadow vaile,
And to her selfe she tolde this heauie tale.
Was euer wretch or creature thus beguilde,
To loose the iewell of his chiefest ioy:
Can
Venus choose but sorrow for her childe,
No, no, my darling was a daintie boy:
But
Mars, oh
Mars, what ment he to come hither,
For
Mars and he are gone away together.
These little things were wont to be his armes,
But now the wag hath throwne these toyes away:
And thinks himselfe amid the thickest harmes,
In onely hope to finde a happie day:
Oh hawtie reach of honors high renowne,
That throwes the sence of sweetest humors downe.
But my sweet boy, when first th
[...]se hands did binde thee,
I knew each way that thou wert woont to go,
And when this heart (vnhappie did vnbind thee,
I little thought thou shouldst haue rannged so.
But come againe good wretch let me intreat thee,
And I protest thy mother will not beat thee.
But turne againe and tell me ere thon goest.
Doest thou inte
[...]d to do som royall thing:
Let this suffice that I am sure thou knowest,
My hart could wish that thou wert made a king.
God send thy hart the height of thy desier,
Hope, hap, & heauen, and who can wish thee hier.
And therewithall she did those teares let fall,
That shewd the wa
[...] where
Loue &
Reason fought
Whose colour pale shewed some what did appall,
Her pacient heart with some vnhappie thought.
And so sweet Saint with sorrow ouercome,
She stood amazde as she were striken dombe.
Then I behelde a sight of daintie Nymphes,
Did straight before her stately eyes appeare:
And downe on knees fell all these heauenly impes,
To comfort her amid her heauie cheare.
And when she heard that euery one had spoken,
Prace, peace quoth she, for
Bewties hart is brokē.
Alas, Alas, ye little sillie things,
God knowes, I know still little do you know,
What do belong vnto the state of Kings,
What sets them vp, or seekes their ouerthrow.
What kind of care do breed their sorrow most,
What death is life wher dearest friends are lost.
But wish I yet I had but such a friend.
As by desert delight did holde full deare:
[Page]And feare by force did see his fatall end,
Yet no conceit could serue to keepe him heare.
Would it not grieue each vaine within her hart,
To see so sweet and deare a friend depart.
Then let this be a sparke of all my paine,
Alas, alas, t'is but a sparke in deed:
My sorrow sinks into so deepe a vaine,
As makes the hart of highest fauour bleed,
The chiefest staffe of my assured stay,
With no small griefe is gone, is gone away.
My
Cupid was to me a child of loue.
But no such babe as ioied in childrens bables:
For mark his life, his mind would soone approue,
Such feined fancies were but
Ouids fables.
Who was as far from knowing my
Cupido,
As faithfull loue is farre from foule
Libido.
He neuer liued by deedes of vaine desire,
Nor wrapt himselfe in Carpets of conceite:
But hautie Fame had set his heart on fire,
To shew the mind that neuer ment deceite.
But seekes by armes to pul ambition downe,
That wrought by force to wring me from my crowne.
O care most rare, and worthy kinde regarde,
O rare regard, and worthie high renowne:
O high renowne that rightly maist reward,
The carefull heart to keepe me in my crowne.
And honor seekes where due desert may beare it,
Which wonne by force, with fauor he shall weare it.
Wherewith (me thought) I heard a sudden larme,
To horse, to horse the Caualir
[...]es cried,
And after that a crie of arme, arme, arme,
And downe they ranne vnto a riuer side.
[Page]Where I might heare the trumpet, drumme, and
[...]ife,
Sound vp the honour of a souldiers life.
Anon I saw the shippes drawe nigh the shore,
And all aboord went horse and man apace:
Where launching out the gunnes shot off so sore,
As where I stood did seemt to shake the place.
And Trumpets shrill so sounded in the streame,
As I awooke, and all was but a dreame.
FINIS.