A SHORT RVLE OF GOD LIFE.
THE FIRST CHAPTER of the foundations of a Good life.
The first foundation.
THE first foundation of a good life is, often and seriously to consider for what end and purpose I was created, and what Gods designement was, when he made mee of nothing, and that not to haue a being only, as a stone, nor withall a bare [Page 16] kinde of life or growing, as a plant or tree, nor moreouer a power of sence or feeling only as a bru [...]t beast, but a creature to his owne likenes, indued with reason vnderstanding and freewil. Also why he now preserueth me in this health, state and calling. Finally why he redemed me with his owne bloud, bestowed so infinite benefites vppon me, and still continueth his mercy towards me.
The end of man.
The end of my being thus made, redeemed, preserued, and so much benefited by God, is this and no other: that I should in this life serue him, with my whole body, soule and substance, and [Page 17] with what else soeuer is mi [...]e, and in the next life enioy [...]im for euer in heauen.
Rules that follow of this foundation.
[...] Was made of nothing by God, and receiued body and soule from him, and therfore am I only his, not mine owne, neither can I so binde or giue my selfe to [...]y creature, but that I ought [...]ore to serue, loue and obey God, then any creature in this world.
Secondly I committe a [...]de of theft, and do God g [...]eat wrong, so often as I [...]ploy any part of my body [...] soule, to any other ende thē to his seruice, for which only I was created.
[Page 18] Thirdly, for this do I liue, and for no other ende, but for this, doe all creatures serue me, and when I turne the least thing whereof God hath giuen me the vse or possessing▪ to any other ende then the seruice of God, doe God wrong, and abuse his creatures.
The second foundation.
Seeing I was made to serue God in this life, and to enioye him in the next, the seruice of God, and the saluation of mine owne soule, is the most weighty and important busines, and the most necessary matter wherin I must employ my bodie, minde, time, and labour: and all other affaires are so farre foorth to be esteemed of me [Page 19] waighty or light, as they more or lesse tend to the furtherance of this principall & most earnest busines. For what auaileth it a man to gaine the whole world, and loose his owne soule?
Rules that follow of this foundation.
FIrst what diligence, labour, or cost, I would emploie in any other temporall matter of credit▪ liuing, or life, all that I am bound to employ in the seruice of God, and the saluation of my soule: and so much more, as the weight or worth of my soule, passeth al other things.
Secondly I ought to think the seruice of God, and saluation [Page 20] of my soule my principall busines in this world, and to make it my ordinary study and chiefe occupation, and day and night to keepe my minde so fixed vpon it, that in euery actiō I stil haue it before mine eies, as the onely marke I shoote at.
the third foundation.
I Cannot serue God in this world, nor go about to enioye him in the next, but that Gods enemies and mine, will repine and seeke-to hinder me: which enemies are three: the Worlde, the Flesh, and the Deuill. Wherefore I must resolue my selfe, and sett it downe as a thing vndouted, that my whole life must be a continuall combate with these [Page 21] aduersaries: whom I must assuredly perswade my selfe to lie hourely in waite for me, to seeke their aduantage. And that their malice is so vnplacable, and their hatred against me so rooted in thē, that I must neuer looke to haue one hower secure from their assaultes: but that they will [...]rom time to time, so long as there is breath in my body, still labour to make me forsake and offend God, alure me to their seruice, and drawe me to my damnation.
Rules following of this foundation.
I Must prepare my body and mind to all patience, and thinke it no newes to [Page 22] be tempted, but a point annexed necessarily to my profession, and therfore neuer must I be wearied with the difficultie, considering the malice and wickednesse of mine aduersaries, and my professed enmitie with thē.
Secondly I must alway stand vpon my guarde, and be very watchfull in euery action, seeing that whatsoeuer I doe, they wil seeke to peruert it, and make it offensiue to God, euen my very best indeuours.
Thirdly I must neuer looke to befree from some trouble or other, but knowing my life to be a perpetuall warfare, I must rather comefort my s [...]lfe with hope of a glorious [Page 23] crowne for my victories, then of any long or assured peace with mine enemies.
The fourth foundation.
The thing which these enemies endeuour for to drawe me vnto, is, sinne and offence of God: which is so odious, hatefull, and abhominable, that God doth more detest and dislike it, then he did the cruell vsage, the woundes, the tormentes, and the death it selfe, that for vs he suffered of the Iewes, and it maketh our soules more vgly, then the plague▪ leprosy, or any other moste filthy disease doth the body.
Rules following this foundation.
SO carefull as I woulde [Page 24] bee not to wounde, torment, or murther Christ, so carefull must I bee, not to commit any mortall sinne against him, yea and much more, seeing that he hate [...]h sinne more then death, hauing voluntarily suffered the one, and yet neuer committed the other.
Secondly when I am tēpted with any sinne, let me examine my selfe, whether I would buy the fulfilling of mine appetite, with being a leaper or full of the plague, or with death presently to ensue after it: if not, then much lesse ought I to buy it with the leprosie, losse, and death of my soule, which is of far more worth then my body.
The fift foundation.
Being Gods creature made to serue him in this life: my body, soule, and goods, and all things any way appertaining vnto me, are but lent, or onely let me for this end, and I am only as bailiffe, tenaunt or officer, to demaine or goue [...]ne these thinges to his best seruice: and therfore when the time of my stewardship is expired, I shall be summoned by Death to appeare before my Land-lorde, who with most rigorous iustice will demaunde account of euery thing and creature of his, that hath beene to my vse, yea of all that I haue receiued, promised, omitted, [Page 26] committed, lost and robbed: and as I can then discharge this account, so shall I be either crowned in eternall ioy, or condemned to perpetuall damnation.
Rules following of this foundation.
FIrst, I must vse all thinges in this life as an other bodies goods, for which I must be accountable to the vtter-most farthing.
Secondly, the more I haue, the greater and harder wil be mine account of the good vse thereof, and therefore the more wary [...]ought I to be, in disposing of it.
Thirdly, let mee often cō sider what bodily, ghostly, and internall giftes of God I [Page 27] haue receiued, what in baptisme and at other times I haue promised: how profitable and necessary good workes I haue omitted: how many grieuous and heinous sinnes I haue committed: how often I haue lost the grace of God, & my right to heauen: finally how much honour, and how many soules I haue robbed from God: and these things being well perused, let mee seeke to make that recompence and satisfaction for them, which I would wish to haue made when death shall summon me before my heauenly iudge, to giue vp a most strict account of them.
The fruit of these foundations consisteth in often cō sidering [Page 28] them, as most necessary pointes, and as it were the verie first principles of good life, vpon the vnderstanding and practising whereof, depēdeth my progresse in vertue: and therfore I must very often r [...]ade them and examine my selfe, whether my minde and actions be answerable vnto them.
Howe we ought to be affected towards God.
THE SECOND Chapter.
First of the consideration of Gods presence.
THese foundations beeing laide, it behoueth mee further to descende to [Page 29] the notice of my duety to God, my neighbour, and my selfe.
And first concerning my due [...]ie vnto God, a very fitte meane I can vse to please him is, to beare alwaie in minde his presence. For sure it is that as God, hee is euery where in substance, power and presence, and in him I liue, moue, and I am, as the scripture saith, because he worketh with me in all my deedes, thoughts and wordes: In so much that as the beame of the sun, the heat of the fire, or wettnes of the water, so depend I of God: and should he withdrawe himselfe from mee but one moment, I should forthwith turne into nothing, and [Page 30] therfore it is a very forcible meanes for my good, to doe all things as if I did see God visibly woorking and cooperating with me in euery action, as in truth he doth, and knowinge that what woordes, thoughtes, or deedes soeuer passe me, and what part of my body or minde soeuer I vse, Gods concourse and helpe therunto, is more then mine owne, I must be a fraid to vse them in any such thing wherein I might offend him: but rather seeke to doe all things so that they be worthy of his presence, helpe, and assistance in them. And if I can get a custome or habitte to remember still the presence and assistance of God (as by vse easely I may) [Page 31] I shall with due regrd, reuerence, and consideration, abstaine from such behauiour, as I thinke may any waie bee offensiue vnto him I shall also get a great facility in turning my minde and heart to him, and in talking often with him by short and sweet praiers, which are the fewell of deuotion.
Other affectō is that we ought to haue vnto God
Secondly I must endeuour to kindle in my selfe, these affections towardes God.
The First Affection.
FIrst, of a sincere and tender loue of him, as the fountaine of all beautie and fellicity, of which loue I may gesse by these signes.
[Page 32] By often thinking, and an earnest desire of God.
By sorrow of his absence, and contentment, in consideration of his presence.
By my diligence in performing without delay or tediousnesse, that which pleaseth best my Sauiour, and by finding such cōfort in doing it, that it grieues me when for thinges of lesse goodnes, I am enforced to deferre it.
By withdrawing all disordred loue from all creatures, and especially my selfe, and by louing nothing but in God, and for God.
By seeking to encrease this loue by consideration of Gods goodnesse, & his dailie benefites.
By taking delight in Gods [Page 33] seruice, or thinges tending therunto, not because I finde contentment in it, but because it is to Gods glory, to the which I would haue all thinges addressed.
By taking tribulations, or troubles of body or mind patiently, yea and with ioie, knowing that they come by Gods permission, and thinking them as fauours which he affordeth to his dearest friends.
The Second Affection.
THe second affection is, a reuerent and dutifull feare of God, which I may gather by these signes.
If when I remember the presence and Maiestie of [Page 34] God, I frame both my body and minde to reuerence and honour him, with all humilitie and decencie: fearing least by any vnseemely and light behauiour, I should seeme to be contemptuous, and carelesse of my duty towards him.
If I finde great feare to doe any thing that may offend God, not onely mortally, but euen venially, & be withall verie watchfull to auoid the least offence, least my fra [...]lty which is great, should drawe me to it, and so to further inconuenience.
If I feare to bee banished from him, or forsakē for my sinnes, and endeuour what I may to preserue his loue and mercy towards me.
The Third Affection.
THe third affection is, Zeale of Gods honour, and desire that hee should be duely serued and obeyed of all his creatures, of which I may iudge by these signes.
First, if I finde a griefe in my selfe and am hartily sory, when I see or heare of other folkes faults, or thinke of mine owne, considering how by them, a base and wretched creature, dishonoured and dispised his creator, in steed of him, seruing his professed enemies, the flesh, the world, & the diuel.
The second signe is an earnest desire to helpe my neighbour, or mine owne soule out of sinne, by praying [Page 36] for this effect, and refusing no conuenient labour to accomplish the same, so that my Lord God bee no more, or at the least, lesse offended then before.
The Fourth Affection.
THe fourth affection is, to endeuour as neere as I can, to take occasion of euery thing that I heare, see, or think of, to praise God. As if the things were good, then to praise God that he gaue grace to doe them: And if the thinge [...] were euill, to thanke God that either he preserued me or other, from them, or at the least hath not suffered me to continue still in thē, or to bee in his wrath condem [...]ed for them.
[Page 37] Also I must consider, and with my inward eye see God in euerie creature, how he worketh in all things to my benefitte, and weigh how in all c [...]eatures, both within and without me, he sheweth his p [...]esence, by keeping them in their beeing and course of nature: for without him they would presently turne to nothing: and I must assure my selfe, that in all this, hee hath as well a regard to my good, as to others. And therefore all creatures must be as it were bookes to me to reade therin, the lou [...] presence, prouidence, and fatherly care that God hath ouer me.
The Fift Affection.
THe fift affection is, to consider, that I being a Christian, and onely my faith and all mine actions proper thereunto, ought not onely to be different from the erroneous opinions, sects, and actions of infidels, but euen mine ordinarie actions, of eating, drinking, playing, working, and such like, ought to haue a marke and badge of christianitie, and some difference from the like thinges done by heathens. And this marke which maketh christian and good workes, is a right and sincere intention, which in euery principall action I ought to procure, so that it [Page 39] bee done to the honour, g [...]orie, and seruice of God, and agreeable to the rule of christian dutye, with that measure, temperance, and circumstance, which faith and reason requireth: perswading my selfe, that as wel in these actions done in this sorte, as in others that carry more shew of piety, God may be serued & honoured. And therfore it should be a great negligence and carelesnes in me, for want of directing mine intention (which by vse is easely gotten) to lose so many great merites, as in these ordinary actions I might daily and howerly gaine.
The Sixt Affection.
THe sixt Affection is, a [Page 40] Perfect resignation of my selfe into Gods hands, with a full desire that he should vse me as it were most to his glorie, whether it were to my temporall comfort or no. And to bee as ready to serue him in misery, need, and affliction, as in prosperity and pleasure: thinking it my cheifest delighte, to be vsed as God wil, and to haue his pleasure and prouidence fully accomplished in me, which is the end for which I was created, and for the which I doe now liue.
To attaine this resignation, it is a very fitte way to debate and discourse with my selfe, what thing there is could happen vnto me, [Page 41] though neuer so much against my liking, which if it should fall out, would trouble me, or make me loose that indifferency which I ought to haue, in most willingly yeeldinge my selfe to whatsoeuer God shall laye vppon me: And if I finde any thinge which I thinke I should not well digest, nor accept with due patience, let me endeuour to ouercome my selfe in it, and by praie [...] and meditation▪ seeke to winne the difficulty therof, that there may be nothing which I would not willingly accept at Gods handes, how contrary soeuer it were to mine inclination. To which these considerations may helpe me.
[Page 42]First the ende I ayme at, is Gods glorie in this world, and his reward in the next, and therfore knowing that nothing, but my voluntarie sinne can barre me from this ende, what neede I much care by what meanes God will haue me to attaine it? for the meanes can last but a litle, and the end endureth for euer, and is so much the more comfortable, in that it hath beene atchiued with more discomfortable, toiles.
Secondly God loueth mee more then I loue my selfe, and is so wise, that he best seeth what is fittest for me, all present & future circumstances considered: he is so mighty that what his wisdome and loue shall conclude [Page 43] for my good, his power can put in execution: and therfore let me rather yeeld my selfe wholy to his prouidence, then mine owne desires.
Thirdly whatsoeuer moueth me to feare or dislike any thing, which I could not frame my minde to beare, God seeth it as wel and farre better then I, yea and all other secret and vnkowen hazardes that are annexed to that thing: if therefore he knowing all these thinges, will neuerthelesse let it happen to me, I must assure my selfe, that it proceedeth of loue, and is for my greater good, and that he hauing laid a heauy burden vpon weake forces, will by his grace supply all my feares, [Page 44] wants and frailties.
The Seuenth Affection.
THe seuenth affection is, gratitude and thankfulnes, which I ought to finde in my selfe towards God, and feeling an earnest desire to doe any thing that might counteruaile, or in parte aunswere the excessiue loue that God, hath and howerly doth shew vnto me, and to let no litle good that I receiue thoughe neuer so ordinarie, passe without thankes to him, who euen in the least things is contented to serue me▪ and finally to make God my repose, and his remembrance my comfort, and to loath al earthly things as base and vnpleasant, in comparison [Page 45] of him.
Of my duety to my Superiours.
THE THIRD Chapter.
NExt my duty to God, it behoueth me to consider my due [...]ie to my Superiours, whom I must accoūt as his Vicegerents, & substitutes in the thinges wherein I am subiecte vnto them.
And first to speake of those which are my superiours in temporall thinges, in all pointes belonging to their charge, I am to yeeld them temporall duty, contenting my selfe with their appointment, so farre as with iustice and equity they can command, and by Gods lawes I shall be bound to [Page 46] yeeld vnto them.
And for my spirituall superiours, whom I am to account as guides of my soule, a farre better part then the body. First I must procure that my choice be of vertuous, graue, and mortified mē, who hauing their owne passions well subdued, may the better teach me how to bridle mine. And because it is the chiefe helpe and most profitable, if my choise bee good, and very dangerous if it be euill, I must make my choise with greate aduise and deliberation, vsing the counsaile of some other persons of good and grounded iudgement in such things.
When I haue a man of discretion and good gouernement, [Page 47] and experienced in directinge of soules, I must behaue my selfe towardes him in this sort.
First, I must procure to loue him as a parent or father, by which name such men in the Church of God are called, endeuouring to cary my selfe towards him, as dutifully (not onely in spirituall things, but also in those temporall wherin, I might iustly feare any sinne) as a well nurtured childe behaueth him selfe toward his naturall father: and seeking to make him take an affection and desire to direct me with great ioy, diligence and care, to all spirituall good.
Secondlie, I must reuerence and honour him as the [Page 48] Vincegerent of God, & consider Christ in his person, and do my duety to him, as if in him I did see Christ, taking heede of any such familiarity or surlinesse, as may and vsually doth breed contempt, and alwaies carrying my selfe with due respecte to his function and office, and hauing mine eye more bent vpon that, then either his person, calling or other temporall or spirituall qualities. Thirdly, I must auoid such things as maie cause in me any vniust discontentmentes or dislike toward [...]s him: and therfore interprete his doings and sayinges in the best sort, not giuing rash iudgement of them, but rather seekinge to excuse his [Page 49] faultes, if he haue any: and in my daily prayers to commend him to God, and pray that God may graunt him grace, iudgemēt & discretiō, and the assistance of his spirit that thereby he may direct me, as is most for Gods glorie, and my soules health.
Fourthly, to obey him in al things wherin I see not any expresse sinne, taking his wordes when hee counsaileth, commandeth, or forbiddeth me any thing, as the words of Christ; agreable to the saying of our Sauiour: He that heareth you, heareth me, and he that dispiseth you dispiseth me. Wherfore if he reprehend me I must take it patiently with desire of amēdmēt, & what he ēioineth me, [Page 50] willingly must I performe▪ though it be against mine owne will, sense, or liking.
To conclude, my obedience towardes him, or rather towardes Christs person in him, for whom in all things I obey, ought to be done with these conditions. Speedely without delay. Voluntarily without constraint. Simply without questions or excuses. Contētedly without murmuring or grudging. Stoutly without despaire or impatience. Constantly with perseuerance to the end. Humbly without pride.
I ought also to perswade my self, that God of his great goodnes, by him will direct me in such thinges as appertaine to his direction, and [Page 51] will put such things in his minde, as shall bee most for my benefite and good, and therefore must I resolue to laie my soule in his handes, and to frame my iudgement to his in all thinges, that hee shall thinke fitte for me to doe or omit, where I see no danger of sinne, perswading my selfe, that though the man be imperfect, yet God whose Vicegerent & instrument he is, neither will, not can deceiue me.
Of my duety towardes my neighbour.
THE FOVRTH Chapter.
AFter knowledge of my duety towards God & my Superiours, I must consider [Page 52] my duety towardes my neighbour, and the manner, how to behaue my selfe in his company & conuersatiō.
First I must procure to remember, that my externall behauiour, my gate, my gesture, my countenance, and my outward actions, be donne with grauitie, modestie, and all decencie: that I be not light, vaine, or too lauish in mirth, not too austere, or too much inclined to sadnesse, but with temperate modestie rather composed to mirth, than melancholy. Which external composition is necessary both for edi [...]ying our neighbour, who being vnable to iudge or enter into our thoughts, iudgeth of euery one according [Page 53] to that where of his sense is witnesse. And next in respect of God, who being euery where present, requireth in vs behauiour worthy of his sight and company: & lastly, in respect of our owne soule, this care of externall decencie being an approued meanes to auoyde infinite veniall sinnes, and much more all mortall.
Of externall composition there be three chiefe points.
First the care of our countenance, ga [...]e, and gesture. Secondly of our voice and speech. Thirdly of our apparell and other adherents.
In countenance, I must auoide an vnst [...]ied kind of variety and often change, keeping, as neere as I mai [...], [Page 54] one setled tenor therof, rather bent to smiling thē heauinesse, and free from [...]rowning▪ and such like vnseemlie distemper Neither ought I to al [...]er my coun [...]enāce, but when reasonable and iust cause mooueth me to shew either mirth, sorrow, dislike, or compassion, or some other modest or temperat affectiō.
My gate ought to bee graue, neither too swift nor too slow, but with a meane and sober pace: my gesture must be decent, free from affectation, or singularity, and from all shew of inward disquietnes or vnordred passion, which though I cānot choose but sometime feele, yet it [...] good as much as I may to conceale it, because outward [Page 55] signes do feede the inward distemper, and bewray to others my imperfections to my discredite, and their [...] euel example.
My voice neither ought to be verie loude, nor my laughter so vehement as to be heard a farre off, but both seemlie and modest, for excesse in the voice, and immoderate lowdne [...], are alwaies certaine signes of passion, & therefore ought to be vsed but vpon some extraordinarie necessity.
My speech ought not to be so much, as to make me be noted for talkatiue, yea it is good to be rather sparing in wordes, and readier to heare, then to speake. But whē occasiō forceth to much [Page 56] talke, I must speake deliberately without rashenesse or leuity, auoiding ouer-many iests, especially bitter taunts and sharpe words. I must also take heed of affected speach and impertinent ceremonies, and vse such affability and conuenient complements, as common ciuility and vsuall curtesie requireth.
Mine apparel must be free from lightnesse, or more gawdines thē fitteth my age, calling, or company. It must be decent, and comely, not too open, nor with vnusuall or newe fashioned dresses, that other graue persons of my quality and calling, (that are well thought of) do not vse: It must be handsome and cleane, and as [Page 57] much as may bee without singularity, that therein the staiednes and seemely estate of my soule, may bee perceiued.
Alwaies when I am to goe to any company, either of my dwelling place, or strangers, I ought to forecast their disposition, and what talke or action is likely to be tendered vnto me by their presence. If I feare detracting speeches, let mee arme my selfe not to seeme to approue them, yea rather to mislike them, and to turne the talke to some other matter, and so in all other kind of vnlawfull talke.
Finallie let this for conuersation be my chiefe rule, alwaies to foresee and prouide [Page 56] [...] [Page 57] [...] [Page 58] my selfe against the occasions, that by euerie company are likely to be offered me, and in the beginning to talke either for dispatch of necessarie businesse, if there be any, or for maintaining mutual loue and charity, if it be mery, or ordinary talke.
This fore-sight of occasions, and faults likely to be committed, is the principall remedy against all sinne, and therfore especially to be noted and vsed.
To conclude, the vertues necessary in conuersation, are modesty, decency, affability, meeknes, ciuility, & curtesy, shew of compassiō to others miseries, and of ioy at their welfare, and of readinesse to pleasure all, and vnwillinges [Page 59] to displease any; and the wāt of any of these, where occasion requireth, make [...]h conuersation faulty.
The vices chiefly to be auoided are, pride disdainefulnes, rudenes, frowardnes, wantone [...], or, lightnes, too much [...]amiliarity, churlishnes, and offensiue speeches.
Of my duety towardes my selfe.
THE FIFTH Chapter.
THe last point is to consider my duty towards my selfe, & the care I ought to haue of mine owne particular.
First I must procure that which before is mentioned, in all my actions to haue the [Page 60] badge of christianity: that is a pure and sincere affection and intention, not seeking in any thinge my owne delight, pleasure, and contentment, more then may stand with the honour & glory of God, remembring that I am to serue him and not my selfe, more then is necessary to inable me for his better seruice, I being his more then mine owne.
Secondly I must procure to foresee in euery action, at the lest in al the principal, to fore arme my selfe against those occasions of sinne which shal be offered in them: & where it lieth not in my power to auoide the occasion of any greate sinne, the more danger there is, and the greater [Page 61] the sinne is that I am in daunger of, so much the more preparation must I vse to resist it, and the more earnestly aske for Gods grace.
Thirdly I must haue care of my sences, as the meanes and entrance of temptatiōs. To which it is a principall helpe, not to bee easely drawen with euery noise or phansy to mooue my head or eyes, excepte there be good cause: nor to be suddaine in motion, or going hither and thither, without deliberation. I must also remember well, that the eie is neuer satisfied with seeing, nor the eares with hearing nouelties, and therfore must I needs bridle the vnmeasurable appetite of both these [Page 62] senses, by breaking of mine owne desires in that behalfe.
Fourthly because confusion, and an vnsetled kind of life, is the cause of many sinnes, and an enemy to all vertue, I must set downe with my selfe some certaine order in spendinge my time, alotting to euery hower in the day, some certaine thing to bee done in the same, so neere as possibly I may, or at the least to haue sometimes in the morning, euening, & afternoone, certainely deuoted to some good ex [...]rcise, which I must (though not by vow) after a sort binde my selfe vnto, when things of greater weight do not call me from them. Also to keepe due times of rising, [Page 63] meales, and going to bed, and all other ordinary times: the obseruation wherof is most necessary for a regular & vertuous order of lif.
Fithly it is a moste necessary rule of good life, not onely to keepe order in my temporall and spirituall actions, but also to perseuer and continue in one order, hauing once set it downe with sound aduise. For the nature of man being apt to change, we are giuen still to nouelties, seeking newe waies to perfection, and confirming or habituating our selues in none: wherefore (except necessity, charity, or greater spirituall good doe require) I must not flit from one exercise to another, from one [Page 64] ghostly father to another, from on forme of behauiour to another, but first plante a good plat-forme with mature aduise, and then resolue and fully determine to continue in the same.
Sixtlie I must not cumber my mind with many spiritual or externall exercises at once, nor labour my selfe to much at the first, for my force being distracted to many offices, is the lesse able to performe any of them, and is easily ouer-labored without profit: wherfor I must not thinke to get all vertues at once, or cut off all imperfections together, but hauing a generall resolution to gette vertue, and leaue all vice, begin with some one, endeuouring to [Page 65] endeuouring to breake my self of some one fault, which I am most inclined vnto, and procuring to get the cōtrarie vertue: for the care of auoiding one offence, will make me take heed of all the rest.
Seuēthly mās nature beeing so corrupted, that without continuall violence & force, it cannot attaine to vertu, or leaue vice, wherunto it is much inclined, I must assure myself that care & watchfulnes is euer necessary: and because I am apte to fall, I must often renue my good purposes, which for that it is a materiall point, it will be good to sette downe with my selfe these rules.
First to appoint and set downe with my selfe, that [Page 66] euery morning one of my first thoughts shal bee of the good purposes I haue made, which must not be many, but some one or two particuler and principall points that I see most necessary for me, and to set downe also in the morning, at what times in the day I will remember the same, as at seruice, at dinner, at euensong, or such like times, for the care to remember them at some certaine times, wil make me stilmindful of them, and so readier to performe them.
Secondly to examine my selfe twice in a day, whether I haue broken them since the morning or no: and if I haue, then to be so [...]e for it, and begin againe to fortify my [Page 67] selfe better against the next occasion.
Thirdly because I can neuer goe on in vertu without falling, I must euery morning, or at least euery holiday, thinke with my selfe that hitherto I haue done nothing, and that, by Gods grace, that day I will beginne a freshe, as though it were the first day that euer I began to do any good thing.
Fourthly to celebrate the daie of my conuersion euery yeare as a solemne day, and as the day of my birth, wherin I was brought forth and dedicated to God, and therin, and in some other principal fea [...]es in the yeare, to to calle to minde the first feruour, deuotion, and zeale, [Page 68] that God did then giue mee, and this I ought to doe very often a [...] other times also.
Eightly, I must not make smale account of little sinnes, not bee careles in committing thē, but alwaies carry that minde, that I would not offende God willingly, euen in the least veniall sinnes for any thing: and I must neuer thinke any thing little, wherwith so high a maiesty is offended. For one that careth not to committ little sinnes, giueth the diuell a great aduantage, to drawe him into greater.
Ninthly, as I must take heed of pampering my body too much, & ought to take some ordinarie corporall punishmēt, as of fasting, discipline, [Page 69] haire-cloth, or the like: fo on the other side, I must haue care of my health, & so temper all my spirituall exercises and bodily afflictions with discretion, that I maie continue in them stil, & not make my selfe vnable to perseuer long, by the vndiscreet greedines of a short time, and to vse discretion▪ these obseruations will auaile.
First, before God to thinke whether dooing this or that, I may be able to continue my vndertaken course in his seruice, my body, force, health, and other cares, comber [...], or businesses considered.
Secondly, to aske counsaile of spiritual men, long practised in spirituall affaires.
Thirdly, to reade spirituall [Page 70] bookes, intreating of that which I designe to doe.
Fourthly, to pray that God with his light and grace, would lighten my hart, to knowe and performe that which is fittest for me, and most to his glory.
An order how to spende euery day.
THE SIXTE Chapter.
IN time of health howers of going to bed and rising, may be either nine and fiue, or tenne and sixe, or according to the strength or weaknes of euery mans body, so they be certaine.
After I am vp for a good prety space, it is good not to talke, but at the least for [Page 71] halfe a quarter of an houre to busy my mind in praier & meditation, and then to talke if need be: because my busines with God being greater than with any man, it is fitt that hee should first be talked with of matters concerning my soule, and thē others of worldly things,
I must procure to goe neatlie and handsome in my attire, agreablie to my calling▪ and to auoide all kind of indecency which breedeth dislike and contempt, & dooth rather offend, than please God: when I am ready I must goe to my praiers appointed. And before I set my selfe to pray, I must call to minde what I promised to doe for anie at that time, or what [Page 72] other necessary busines I haue thē to dispatch, & I must keepe touch i [...] my wordes in the least thinges, & cut off occasions of being interrupted as nere as I may. In praier I must obserue these thinges.
In the first beginning, I am to consider the presence of God and of his Saints.
Secondly, for the better procuring of attētion, to take my good Angell, or some other Saint, as it were, to say with me.
Thirdly, I must thinke a few, well saide, better then many hastiely shufled ouer. It is good sometime to omitt some vocall praiers, and to spend the time in meditation of some part of Christes passion, or of his life, or of [Page 73] mine owne sinnes, as the booke of meditation giueth notice.
After praier, on woorking daies, I must go presently about some woork or exercise that may be of some profitte, and of all other things, take heede of idlenes the mother of all vices.
Towardes eleuen (if company & other more weighty causes will permit) I may say my beades, and call to mind how I haue spent the morning, asking God grace to spend the afternoone better.
Dinner times, on flesh daies, may be eleuen: on fasting daies, towards twelue of the clocke: When I am called to dinner, I must thinke for what ende I am [Page 74] to eate, that is to helpe nature, and not to content mine owne appetite.
I must learne my little children (if I haue any) to say some short grace, or at the least, I must say grace to my selfe: and when I am set, before I lay hande to my trencher, I many pause a while, and in my mind desire God to giue me temperance, and mind [...]ulnes of his presence.
At meales I must neither bee too curious or doubtful of what I eate, neither too precise in the quantitie finenes, or coursnes of the meate, but of that which God hath sent, take a cōpetent meale, measurable to my neede, & not hurtfull to my health.
[Page 75] After dinner I must thāke God for his gifts, remembring that he hath fed me for this end, that I shoulde be more able to serue him, and doe my duety▪ and when I retire to my chamber, it is good to say some short prayer of thankesgiuing, desiring God to make mee thankfull for all his benefits.
I must remember that many haue wanted that which I haue had, and woulde haue beene glad of my leauings: and therfore I ought to haue care and regard of the poore, procuring somethinge for them, & some times goeing my selfe to see them serued, considering Christ in their persons.
If I haue straungers I may [Page 76] keep them company, & talke friendly & merily with them as occasion shall serue, directing my behauiour agreable to my former rules of conuersation, and hauing this intention in my talke, that amity and loue may bee maintained, and all breach & vnkindnes auoided.
I must, if time and place will permit me, be alwaies doing some profitable thinge, to auoide slouth, directing mine intention in all my exercises to this end, that I may auoide idlenes, and temptations, and bestowe my time in good sort to Gods glorie.
After dinner, I must call to mind, whether I haue any promise to performe, or any [Page 77] other busines to do that is not ordinary: that I neither forget the thinge, nor time appointed for it.
About three of the clocke in winter, and fou [...]e in sommer, I may go to Euensong, and vse the same order of my morning ptaier. It is good for me sometimes to goe about the roomes of the house, and to see that they be kept cleane, and handsome, thinking that God is delighted in cleanenesse, both bodily and ghostly, & detesteth sluttishnesse, as a thinge which he permitteth as a punishment of sinne, and one of the scourges of hell.
A little before supper, it will be good to read some parte of some good booke, [Page 78] procuring to take some benefitte by it▪ and continuing in one book vntil I haue read it ouer, and then begin some new: and if I haue any booke that I would oftē read, I may take some time from my worke, or the holy daies▪ to reade a part thereof: but the time before supper, it is good to spend in continuing that which I haue begun, and when one is ended, to begin an other: When company hindereth me from doing these things at their due times, I need not be much troubled for omitting the rest, so that my praiers be saied: but in such occu [...]ants in steed of that I should haue done▪ I must seeke to make my conuersatiō meritorious, [Page 79] by hauing a good intention, and often renuing of the same, and by watchfulnes to auoid all offence of God, leauing him in one exercise, to serue him in an other, as he apointeth occasiōs to fal out.
Supper time maie be sixe, & drinking times on fasting daies, seauen of the clocke. When I am called to supper I must remember what my intention ought to be, and to take the same course that is prescr [...]d for dinner.
After supper, I may talke as occasion shall serue, or walk for my health, or read some pleasant, yet profitable booke, as Catholik histories, or such like.
Towards the howre of going to bed, I mu [...]e examne [Page 80] my selfe, first whether my promises, or appointments concerninge extraordinary things and busines, be performed: if I haue forgotten any necessary thing, I must take order to remember it, that I forget it not the second time.
This done, I must examine my conscience touching the thoughtes, wordes, & deedes of that day, & especially concerning the purposes that I haue made in the morninge, and how I haue obserued these rules, and what faultes I haue committed of any moment.
After I haue examined my conscience, and saied my prayers, it is good to abstaine from talke that nighte [Page 81] (vnlesse some iuste occasion require the contrary) that my mind may bee free from idle thoughtes, when I goe to sleepe.
When I lie downe to rest, my intention must not bee so much for sloth, and contentment of the body, a [...] for necessity of keepinge my health, & that I may rise fitter to serue God.
Also when I lie downe, I may imagin to lie by the pilar, crosse, maunger, or some such place, where Christ was present, that when I wake in the morning he may bee the first that shall come into my mind.
Before I sleepe, I must say some short thinge to commende my selfe to God, my [Page 82] good Angell, and some other Saints, and purpose by their helpe when the time of rising cometh, not to suffer my selfe to be ouercome with floth, but as though Christ called me, spedily to rise. I must also then sett downe where vpon I will thinke as soone as I awake, that God may haue the first fruits of my thoughts, for which the diuell layeth greate wayte.
On holy daies.
I Must rise one howre, or halfe an houre, sooner then on other daies: And if it be a day of receiuing, my first thought must bee to thinke what a happy bāquet I am to goe vnto, desiring [Page 83] God to giue me due preparation. I must seeke to say my prayers that day both more, and with greater deuotion, and especially after the communion.
In steed of my work, I must bestowe those daies in reading good bookes, hearing sermons, and such like godly exercises, not lightly running ouer thē, thinking it enough to haue read or heard good things, but pawsing vpō such thinges as moue my affectiō, and p [...]inting them wel in my mind and memory.
Because I am like to be troubled with cōpany more those daies thē others. I must endeuour to recompence in this sort. First by often lifting vp my hart to God in talke. [Page 84] Secondly, by striuing against occasions of euill speech, and by not yeldinge to speake of other folkes faultes. Thirdly, in seekinge when occasiō serueth to helpe those I talke with by mine example or wordes, And finally to make my talke agreeable to the rules of conuersation.
On principall Feastes, it is conuenient to prepare my selfe before hand for them, & to liue a day or two before, as it were in expectation of them, desiring the presence and solemnity of that day, wherein God doth most aboundantly bestowe his graces: that hauing heretofore bene slacke in his seruice, I may that day beginne of newe, to take hart and courage, [Page 85] to amend my life by the helpe and prayers of that Saint, or by the meritte and benefitte of that action of Christ, the holy day shall, be.
For Confession and Receiuinge.
EVery sonday; and high feast, and all the festiual daies of Christ, our Lady, the Apostles, and such other principall holy daies, I must prepare my selfe the day before to receiue.
On Saterdaie at night, or on the eue if occasion serue, I must go to confession, and withall diligence, the neerer the time commeth of receauing, the more wary must I be of my behauiour▪ I must [Page 86] go to confession twice in a weeke, Wednesday and Saterday at night, when there commeth not a great holy day, or some other day:
When I want meanes to goe to confession, I must notwithstanding at my vsuall times prepare my selfe, and to almighty God make euen in wordes the same confession, that I would to my ghostly father: for though it bee not a Sactament without absolution of a true Pre [...]st, yet is it a godly thing, & good to keep me in vre, and my conscience in awe▪
Euery yeare twice, once about Christmas, if I may, vpon Newyeers day, or Epiphany, and another time about S. Mary Magdalens day. [Page 87] I must make a generall confession of the halfe yeare last past: & so from time to time, taking those two times especiallie to renewe my selfe, & to remember Gods goodnesse towardes me, and to beginne with newe feruor more earnestly to serue him, as my duety and his benefits require. I must also compare one time with an other, and see whether I goe forward or backwards in Gods seruice, and endeuour euery halfe yeare, to gaine some ground of my selfe, and to amend some one imperfection.
When I make my generall confession, if I haue one certaine ghostly father, I must yeild vp an account of my conscience concerning th [...]se [Page 88] points following. First how I find my selfe affected in Gods ser [...]ce, and whether I finde a con [...]entment and delight therein, or rather a tediousnes and dulnes.
Secondlie, what praiers I vse to saie, and howe much time I spende therein, and what taste, or trouble I feele in the same.
Thirdly, what temptations and passions I am most troubled withal, & what meanes I doe vse to resist them.
Fourthlie, what imperfections I am most prone vnto, what vertu I cheifly labour to attaine, and which I haue most facility to practise.
Fiftly, what mortification I doe vse to break mine own will, and what other cha [...]isement [Page 89] to mortify my body.
Sixtly, what desire I finde in my self, to amend my former faultes, and to begin a better course.
Seauenthly, how I find my selfe for my resignation of mind to Gods will, and for suffering and losse, punishment, sicknes, or disgrace that he should lay vpon me.
Lastly, how my health is aggreable to my exercises, and whether I find not my body or mind ouercharged with too much praier, penance, or such other actions of deuotion. These thinges are conuenient to be vttered, that the pastour knowing the estate, disease, force, or weakenes of his sheepe, may be the abler discreetly [Page 90] to direct it.
Euery weeeke.
IN the beginning of the weeke, I must fore [...]see what holy daies there are in the same, that I may the better prepare my selfe for thē. Also in the beginning of the weeke, I must thinke whether I haue any extraordinary business, temporall or spirituall to doe, that hauing a foresight of it, I may remember it and prouide the better for it. When I reade my rules, I may omitte the reading of other bookes, vnlesse leisure serue me to doe both.
I must twice a weeke at the least, go see into the offices of the house, and suruey the houshold booke: but if I haue [Page 91] the gouernemēt of it wholy in mine owne handes, I must doe it oftener, hauinge regarde that was [...]e & lauishing be auoided, frugality vsed, and behauing my selfe in the demeaning of temporal thinges, rather as a stewarde or bailife of an others goods, then an owner of mine own, seing that in truth I must at my dy [...]g day be liable to God, how I haue spent euery farthing.
I must [...]uery weeke read some part of this rule of good life, so deuiding it, that at the moneths ende I may haue read al [...] seeking to print these spirituall directions in my mind, and endeuouring to put them in daily practise.
Of Rules in sickenesse.
THE SEAVENTH Chapter.
IF my sicknesse be great, I neede not vse any vocall praiers at all, more then in the morning to commend my selfe to God with a [...] and Aue, and Creede: or if I cannot well say so much, now and then I must call vpon God with short praiers, as Lord Iesus saue me: Lorde strengthen me: Lord grant me patience, and such like.
In sicknesse when I can beare it, it will be good sometimes, to haue a part of some good booke read vnto me, but yet not much, for feare▪ of hurting my health.
[Page 93]As in health I ought to be obedient to my superiours & by diligent obseruation of my rules, to shew my duety towardes God: so in my sickenes I must be contented to be ruled by the phisitions, and such as haue ca [...]e of me in thinges belonging to my bodily health, & must perswade my selfe, that in that time, one chiefe rule I haue to obserue, is to be patient and tractable, which in such case counteruaileth the merite of all my vsuall exercises. I must also assure my selfe, that I doe God good seruice, when I doe any necessarie thing, and take any conuenient recreation, that may further my health.
I must take heede of being [Page 94] testy or froward, which sicknes for the most part doth cause, thinking that how much paine soeuer I suffer, Christ suffered far more for my sake, and farre more had I suffered long since in Hell, if God had dealte with me as I diserued.
So soone as I fall sicke, I must procure that I be confessed, and if my sicknes continue long I must keepe my custome of receiuing, at the lest euery eight daies, though I must not think that I am then bound to so much preparation or praier, as when my body was in good health.
If I see my disease dangerous, and haue cause to feare deathe, I must procure to haue some good body with [Page 95] me too put me oftē in mind of God, of the Passion of Christ, and seeke to haue my viaticum▪ and other Sacraments, and preparations of Gods Church. It is good also to haue my will ready before I fall to any extremity, and a certaine order sette downe, for all temporall matters, that I be not cumbred with then when it standeth me most vpon to looke to my sou [...]e.
Of the care of Seruants.
THE EIGHT Chapter.
I Must see that they lie not out in the nights, but that I knowe what becometh of them: I must not keepe such as are great swearers, or giuen [Page 96] to any great or notorious vice, vnles there be great likelyhood, & certaine hope of their amendment. I must procure by what meane conueniētly I may, that they may haue necessary instructiō in matters apertaining to the saluation of their soules.
I must take special heed of any secret meetings, messages, or more then ordinary liking, betwixt the men and the women of my family. I must see that the men haue no haunte of womē to their chambers, least lewdnesse bee cloaked vnder some other pretence.
I must haue great regard, that my chiefest officiers and mē of most account be trusty persons, of good life and example, [Page 97] because the rest will follow as they shal lead thē.
I must seeke as much as may be, that my seruants be not idle, nor suffered to vse any great gaming, sor by the one they shal fall into lewed life, by the other into swearing, vnthri [...]tines, robbing and such vices.
I must see that they haue their wages at due times, least for want they fall into bad courses. When they doe not th [...]ir dueties, I must rebuke them, agreablie to the quality of their fault, and not winke at great matters, lest they wax carelesse, and bould to do the like again yet must my rebukes be [...]ēpered with grauity and mildnes.
Of the care of my children.
THE NINTH Chapter.
I Must thinke that my children, so longe as they are vnder age and in my power or custody, ought to be kept as my selfe; I hauinge in this time to answere for them. I must take heed they come not amongest such seruantes as are like to teach them to sweare, or any other vice, and I must giue speciall warning that none doe it.
I must set honest & sound persons to gouerne thē, that may also teach them vertue and goodnes, yet not trusting too much to my seruants care but that I my self haue a speciall eie ouer them, and take [Page 99] an account what they doe.
I must vse them to deu [...] tion by little and little, not cloying them with too much at once, but rather seeking to make them take a delight in it▪ I must teach them their, Pater noste [...]. Aue, and Creed, and other good praiers, and make them perfecte in the tenne Commaundementes, and those of the church, and the points of faith, especially those that heretikes denie.
I mu [...]t keepe them alwaies occupied in some profitable thing, allotting them according to their age, more or lesse time to play: I must often speak to them of the Passion of Christ, and of the liues of Saintes.
I muste on the one side [Page 100] breake them from their wils, and punishe them as they deserue, yet remembring also that they are young, and not keeping them in too much subiection, which may breed in them base and seruile mindes, and make their loue lesse towardes me: and I neuer ought to beate any childe in mine anger.
I must procure that they bee taught such exercises and qualities, as are fit for those of their degree, and yet haue a chiefe care, that good and honest persons be about them.
I must not vse them to vaine dresses and costlie appa [...]ell, but rather often shew them the vanity thereof: yet must they not bee kept too [Page 101] straite in that or any other thing, that they are afterwarde to haue, lest they being too much bard from it, make them too eager of it, when they come to enioy it at their owne will.
I must vse them to giue almes, to make much of the poore, and to vse reuerence to aged persons, and spirituall men, and praise often the true religion and vertu of their parentes, and auncestours in their hearing, that it may moue them to imitate their good workes. I must tell them often of the Abbies, and the vertue of the olde Monkes and Friers, and other Priestes, and religious men and women, and of the truth and honesty of the old [Page 102] time, & the iniquity of ours. I must vse them to read good bookes, that are fittest for their capacity, and see them kept from vaine bookes of loue, heresy, and such like
I must harten them often as they grow in yeares to suffer aduersity, and to digest grief, especially in Gods cause & a good quarel, telling them the examples of others, and how good a thing patience and constancie is.
When they are fit to goe to schoole, I must procure that they haue discreete and calme teachers, and such as are not cholericke, hasty, or curst, lest they take dislike and tediousnes in learning & they must be rather wonne vnto it by praise and emulation [Page 103] of others, then by beating and stripes▪ I must see that they be taught such ciuility, curtesy, & complementes, as their degree [...], and the time requireth: & frame them as much as may be, to be gē tle, humble, & affable euē to the meanest, rebuking them for angrie and sharp wordes, or disdainful behauiour, euen to their inferiours.
I must be times as age will permitte them, inure them in confession, and often vse of the Sacramētes, the onely remedy for their vnstaied and greene wittes. I muste not let the boies and girles be much together, especially out of sight, after eighte and nine yeares age, least they fal to vnhappines. Likewise my [Page 104] daughters, must not be much amongest the men, nor my sonnes amōgest the women.
When they come to such age as they must of force bee in many companies, I must procure some sounde and honest persons to bee for the most part with them, to informe me of their courses. I must make them in any wise to beware of lewd conuersation, which is the ouerthrowe of youth, and therfore cause this pointe to bee beaten into them by good & zealous men.
I must neuer assure or marry them, vntill they bee of sufficient age to make their choice, and frame their likeinge: neither force them to any match least they curse me [Page 105] all their liues after, as it often happeneth.
Of Temptation.
THE TENTH Chapter.
FIrst I must learne to know when I am tempted, for if I can find my tempta [...]ion▪ I may reckon it halfe ouercome. For if I haue feare of God, or care of my soule, I cannot but arme my selfe earnestly to resist, knowing that temptation proceedeth from an enemy, to whome I haue resolued by Gods grace neuer to consent, what misery or trouble soeuer I endure,
How to know temptations and good motions.
IT is alwaies a spirituall [Page 106] desolation originall and proceeding from the diuell, whē it darkeneth and disqu [...]eteth the mind, awaketh and stirreth vppe our passions, when it draweth to externall and earthlie solaces, leauing in the mind a tediousnes and vnwillingnes to praier and other workes of deuotion.
Also when it diminisheth our affiance and trust in God, and d [...]iueth to a kinde of dispaire of Gods mercy, or perseuering in his seruice, making it seeme an irkesome & impossible thing, & mouing vs to forsake it: and when I finde my self troubled in this sort, I must assure my selfe without all doubt, that I am tempted by the d [...]uell, and therefore arme my selfe to [Page 107] resist him, by doing that which those temptati [...] disswade me from.
On the other side, comforte that is caused by Gods spiritt, is knowen by these signes: it incenseth the mind by a quiet & calme motion, to the loue of God, without any inclination to any creatures loue, more then for Gods only glory, and it breedeth a kind of inward light and brightnes, wherby for the time the mind seeth after a most effectuall sort, the necessity, profit, and true comfort that is in Gods seruice, and conceiueth a contempt and dislike of worldly delightes, & tasteth that which is the greatest felicity in this life, that is so assured and perfect [Page 108] contentmēt in beeing in God [...] grace, and seeking to please him, that it then iudgeth no contentement in the world like or cōparable vnto it, as in truth there is none.
Also true spirituall comforte bringeth a deligh [...]e and desire to thinke of the benefittes of God, the io [...]es of Heauen, the comfort of meditation & talking with God. Finally it confirmeth our faith, quickneth our hope, and increaseth charity, and leaueth the mind with a sweet taste of ioy, quiet and free from all cumbers.
Somtimes the diuel transformeth him self into an Angell of light, and at the first when he knoweth our good desires and purposes, he seemeth [Page 109] to sooth vs in them, & to set vs forward towardes the performance thereof, but in the end he draweth vs to his biasse, and by corrupting our intention, or by peruerting the maner, time, or other circumstance of the due executions, maketh the whole action worthles and faulty, though other wise vertuous in it selfe.
There must be great heed taken in the beginning, middle, and ende of our thoughtes: for when either at the last it tendeth to apparent sinne, or withdraweth from the greater good▪ or tendeth to courses of lesse merit, or more daunger then wee are in, or if it disquiet the minde, or be [...]eaue it of the [Page 110] won [...]ed calme and loue of vertue, it is a signe that the diuel was the beginner of it, whose property is to hinder good & withdraw vs to euil.
When in any suggestion I find the serpent by his sting, that is the diuell, by the wicked ende he mooueth me vnto, it is good to vntwist & reuerse his motion, and to looke backwarde euen vnto the beginning, and to marke what plausible coulour he first pretented, that the next time I may the better espie his cunning, subtill dealing, and driftes.
Howe to behaue our [...] selues in time of Temptations.
IN the time of my desolation and disquiet of mind, I must not enter into any deliberation, [Page 111] or goe about to alter any thing concerninge the state of my soule, or purposed course of life, but perseuete in my former resolutions, made in time of my good & quiet estate, wherin I was free from passion, and better able to iudge of thinges conuenient to my good: yet may I and ought I resolue vpon such helpes, as are fi [...]t to resist and repell my d [...]scontented thoughtes (so they be not preiudicial to my former purposes) as praier, penance, confession and such like remedies.
In temptations and troubles of mind, I must remembre that afore time I haue had the like, and they haue in fine passed, leauinge me [Page 112] very glad and ioyfull when I resisted them, and sorrowfull when I yeeld too much vnto them, and therfore I muste thinke that these also will passe after a while, & I shall feele the like ioy in hauing resisted and ouercome them And in the meane time I must with patience endure the cumber and trouble of them, assuring my selfe, that God therwith is highly pleased▪ and the ennemy most effectuallie subdued.
Neither the multitude, con [...]inuance, nor badnesse of any thought must breed any scruple or disquiet in me. For not to haue them, is not in my power, but onely not to consent vnto them: and so long as with deliberation [Page 113] I haue not consented, nor willingly, or with delight staied in them, I haue not, sinned any more then if I had onely had them in a dreame.
If before I had euill thoughtes, I had a resolu [...]e mind neuer to yeeld to any mortall sinne: and afterward when I remember my selfe, and marke that I was in a bad thought, I still finde the same resolution, it is a signe that in the time of my distraction and bad imagination, I did not willingly consent or offend in them: neither is it like but my mind being so well affected, I should haue easilie remembred directlie and without doubt, if I had yeelded farther then I ought.
[Page 114]Desolations are permitted of God for three causes.
First, for a punishement of our sinnes, remisnes, & coldnes in Gods seruice.
Secondly, to trie whether we be true seruants of God, or onely hierlinges, that are willing to labour no longer then they receiue the hire & stipend of present comfort and delight.
Thirdly to assure vs that it passeth the reach and compasse of our ability, either to attaine or to maintaine in vs the feruour of deuotion, the intensiue loue of God, the aboundance of godlie teares, and other spirituall graces & comfortes, which wee must acknowledge to proceede of Gods gratuity & meere liberality, [Page 115] not of our owne force or desert.
It is good while I feele the sweetnes of Gods visitation and presence, to fortifie my selfe against the desolations that will ensue, and remembring those that are past, to thinke that all troubles, will as well passe, as comfortes, and that our whole life, is but a continuall succession and mixture of sorrow and ioy, the one alwaies ouertaking the other, & neither of them continuing long toge [...]her: And therfore I must settle my mind in a kinde of indifferency vnto them both, as it shal please God to send them.
First, to know it a thing that cōmeth from my mortall enemy, and tendeth to [Page 116] my eternall destruction.
To looke for temptations before hād, and not to think them nouelties, but necessary sequels of our enimity and hostility with the diuell, with whom we must neuer be friends.
To resist them stoutly at the first, and to crush the serpent in the head, for nothing maketh the Diuel to become so furious and violent, or to redouble his suggestions, as to perceaue the soule dismaide with his temptations, or not expecting by the confidence in Gods helpe and mercy, an assured victory.
To beare patiētly the multitude & continuance of thē, assuring my self that they wil haue an end ere long.
[Page 117] To think on the ioy I shall haue for [...]ot consenting vnto them, and the crowne of glory I shall enioy.
To remember how often I haue been as grieuously annoied with the like, and yet by Gods helpe haue giuē the diuell the foile.
Not to striue with vncleane temptations, but to turne my minde to thinke of other matters, and to change the place, or worke, to find some waie to put me out of those phantasies.
To resist vices, by practising and doing acts of the cōtrary vertues.
To arme my selfe, before hande, by getting those vertues which are opposite to such vices as I am most inclined [Page 118] vnto. For in those doth the Diuell alway seeke his aduantage to ouerthrow: me.
In grieuous affaults to open them to my ghostlie father, & going to confession, therby to obtaine by meanes of the Sacrament, more ability to resist.
In extreame troubles to vse some bodily chastisment▪ to call for helpe of our Blessed Lady, my good Angell & the assistance and praiers of other Saintes: especially to humble my selfe in the sight of God acknowledging mine owne weaknesse and wholy relying vpon his helpe, and earnestly in woord and hart calling for his assistaunce, and firmly trusting in his mercy, yea and offering my selfe (so [Page 119] as he forsake me not) to suffer these and all other temptations whatsoeuer it shall please God to permitte, euen so long a [...] he shal think good: for of all other thinges this most ouercōmeth the Diuel, when hee seeth we turne his euill motions and troubles, to so great meritte & victory of ourselues.
A Praier in Temptation.
O Mercifull Iesu, the onely refuge of desol [...]te and afflicted soules: O Iesu that hast made me and redeemed me, in whom all things are possible vnto me, and without whom I am able to doe nothing, thou seest who I am, that her [...] prostrate my praiers, & poure out my hart vnto thee: what I would [Page 120] haue, and what is fit for me, thou knowest: my soule is buried in flesh and bloud, and would be faine dissolued, and come vnto thee. I am vrged against my wil, and violentlie drawen to thinke that which from my heart I deteste, and to haue in mind the poison and bane of my soule. O Lord thou knowest my mould and making, for thy hands haue framed me, and with fleash and skinne thou hast cloathed me: and loe this flesh which thou hast giuen me, draweth me to my ruine, and fighteth against the spirit: if thou helpest not, I am ouercome: if thou forsakest me, I must needes faint, why doest thou sette me contrarie vnto thee, [Page 121] and makest mee grieuous and a burden vnto my selfe? D [...]ddest thou create me to cast me away? Didst thou redeeme me to damne me for euer? It had beene good for me neuer to haue beene borne, if I were borne to perish▪ O most mercifull father, where are thy olde and wonted mercies? Where is thy gra [...]ions sweetnes and loue? How long shall mine enemy reioice ouer me, and humble my life vppon earth, & place me in darcknes like the deade of the world? What am I O Lorde, that thou settest me to fight all alone against so mighty, subtile, and cruell enemies, that neuer cease to bid me a perpetuall battaile? O Lorde [Page 122] why doest thou shewe thy might against a leafe, that is tossed wi [...]h euery winde, and persecutest a dry stuble? wilt thou therfore damne the wo [...]ke of thy handes? wilt thou throw me [...]rō thy face, and [...]ake [...]hy holy spirit from me▪ A [...]asle O Lord whither shal I goe from thy face? or whi [...]her shall I flie from thy spi [...]it? whither shall I fly from thee incensed, but to thee appeased? whi [...]her from thee as iust, but vnto thee as mercifull? doe with me Lord that which is good in thine eies, for thou wilt doe all thinges in righteous iudgemēt. Onely remember that I am flesh & bloud, fraile of my selfe and impotent to resist, shew thy selfe a Sauiour vnto me, and [Page 123] either take away mine enemies, or grant me grace that without wound or fault, by thee & with thee, I may ouercome thē sweet Iesus, Amen.
Consideratiōs to settle the mind in the course of vertue.
THE XI. CHAPTER.
The first consideration, how weighty a thing the busines of mans soule is.
WHosoeuer being desirous to take dew care of his soule, cōmencing a spirituall course, first must cōsider, that he hath takē such a busines in hand that for the importāce, necessity, and profit therof it surmounteth all other traffickes, trades and affaires of the worlde, yea and to which [Page 122] [...] [Page 123] [...] [Page 124] only all other busines ough [...] to be addressed: for therein our manage is about the saluation of our soule, our chief iewell and treasure: of which if in the short passage of our brittle and vncertaine life, we take not that due care that we ought, for a whole eternity after, we shall euermore repent and be sory for it, and yet neuer haue the like opportunity againe to help it.
Secondly, the better to conceiue the moment and weight of this busines, let vs consider what men vse to doe for their bodily health. For we see they make so principall a reckning of it, that they spare no cost nor toile, nor leaue any thing [Page 125] vnattempted that may auaile them to attaine it. They suffer them selues to be launced, wounded, pined, burnt with red hoat irons, besides diuers other extreame to [...] ments, onely for this end. How much greater miseries ought we to endure? How much greater paine and diligence ought we to imploy for this health of our soule? which is to suruiue when the body is dead, rotten, and deuoured with wormes: and to suruiue in such sort, that it must be perpetually tormented in hell with intollerable torments, or enioy endles felicity in heauen. And therfore of howe much greater worth and weight wee thinke the soule, and the eternall [Page 126] saluation or damnation therof, then the momentary health or sickenes of our body, so much greater accoūt and esteeme ought we to make of the busines of our soule, then of any other worldly or bodily affaire whatsoeuer.
For what auaileth it a man (saith Christ) to gaine the whole worlde and make wracke of his owne soule? If therefore we keepe diue [...]se men for diuers offices about our body, and many thousands to liue by seruing and prouiding things for euery part therof: If we spend so much time in feeding, refreshing, and reposing of the same If the greatest portion of our reuenewes, (be they [Page 127] neuer so large) be consumed, in the meates, pompe, sportes and pleasures thereof: How much more ought we to seeke as many helpes, seruices, and purueiers for our soule, for who [...]e only sake our body was giuen, and of whose good the welfare of the body only proceedeth?
Thirdly, the necessity and poise of this care of our soule, may be gathered of this, that all other matters are in [...]rea [...]ed with men, or some other creatures: but this busines of our soule is with God him selfe, who by how much he [...]s nobler and worthier than any of his creatures, so much more is the weight of this matter, that can not be dealt with any [Page 128] without him, and so much more diligence ought there to be imployed therein, especially in this time, wherein God is still ready to farther our endeuours in this behalfe, where as when time is expired, condemne he may for our negligence, or reward vs for our carefulnes, but not helpe vs any more to alter the estate of our soule, be it neuer so badde, or miserable.
Fourthly, we may gather how material and important this matter is, by the life of Christ and his Saintes, who withdrawing thē selues from all other worldly affaires, thought it worke enough to attend to this businesse of their soule; and whosoeuer [Page 129] are now solemnized and honoured in Gods Church, they are honored only in this that they haue with a glorious Conclusion, happily and constantly accomplished this busines to Gods glory, and their owne saluation. And who so considers the intollerable torments of Martyres, the extreame austerity, sharpe life, and penance of Confessours, the painefull agonies, and conflicts of Virgins, the rough stormes and troubles of all Gods Saintes, and doth remember withall that they vndertook them for no other respect, but onely for the better bringing this businesse of their soule to an end, it wil soone apeare how weighty a thinge, and how [Page 130] pretious the saluation of the soule is, which they did think not too deere bought with all the miseries, sorrowes, and paines, that this worlde coulde afford. Let vs also consider that what soeuer moued thē to such care and earnestnes in this behalfe, hath no lesse place doubtlesse in vs than in thē, seeing that our soule is as deere bought, as much worth, created to as great glory as theirs: the danger of our saluation rather more than any way lesse than theirs. God hath as much right in vs as in them, and we as many titles of bond and duetie to serue him as they. Finally we are assaulted by the same ennemies, enuironned with the like hazzardes, [Page 131] and subiect to as many, yea more occasions of sinne, and allurements to damnation than they. Who therefore see [...]h not that we ar in euery respect to account the care of our soules as important and necessary to vs, as euer it hath beene to any: Wherefore, let not the wise man glorie in his wisedome, nor the strong man in his might, nor the rich man in his riches, saith God by his Prophet Hiere 9. But let him that glorieth, glorie in this, that he knoweth me, for I am the only Lord that worketh mercy, iudgement, and iustice vpon the earth, & these thinges please me, saith our Lord: as who woulde say, it is folie and vanitie to glory and reioyce in any other thinge, [Page 132] then in the knowledge and seruice of God, and procuring mercie and milde iudgement for our soule.
How wee ought to arme our mindes against temptations that happen when we seek? earnestly to serue God.
The second consideration.
FIrst, seing this businesse of our soule is of so great moment, hee that earnestly goeth about the same, must offer him selfe vp vnto God, and bee most ready to endure constantly all the daungers, cumbers, and difficulties that shall happen, and resolue neuer (by Gods grace) to be dismayed and beaten [Page 133] backe from his purpose, by any trouble or encounter what soeuer, knowing that glorious and honourable enterprises, can neuer be atchiued without many contradictions. Wherefore let him perswade him selfe, that when he hath setled his minde seriously to follow this businesse, hell it selfe, and all the ennemies of God and mans soule will conspire against him: the flesh to allure him to the dilightes of the senses, & to recall him to the vomite of his abandoned pleasures: the world to intise him with pomps and vanities, with ministring occasions of sinne, and prouoking by euill examples: yea, if that will not serue, by [Page 134] terrifying him with persecutions, extortions, obloquies, slaunders, and torments, and with all kind of disgrace. Finally, the deuill (a professed enemy of all those that take care of their soules) will seek to entrappe him with a thousande traines, passions, and subtile temptations, leauing nothing that hee thinketh may remooue a man from these endeuours tending to his saluation.
Secondly, the case standing thus, let that saying of Scripture come to our mind, My sonne, comming to the [...]ruice of God, stand in iustice and feare, and prepare thy sou [...]e, vnto temptation. Wherefore he that entereth into the way of life, must remember that [Page 135] he is not come to a play, pastime, or pleasure, but to a continuall rough battell and fight, against most vnplacable and spightfull enemies; and let him resolue him self, neuer in this worlde to look for quiet and peace, no not so much as for any truce for a time, but arme him self for a perpetual combate, and rather think of a multitude of happie victories (which by Gods grace he may obtaine) then of any repose or quietnesse from the rage & assaultes of his ennemies. Let him see and peruse the paterne of his capitains course, who frō his birth to his death, was in a restlesse battell, persecuted in his swadling clowtes by Herod, annoied the rest of his [Page 136] infancy by banishment, wā dring and neede In the flower of his age slaundered, hated, pursued, whipped crucified, and most barbarously misused: In the same sort were all his Apostles, and all his principall souldiers handled: for whom he loueth he chastiseth, and prooueth like golde in the fornace. And therefore no man must think it a new thing to be tempted and troubled, when hee once runneth a vertuous course, contrarie to the liking of his enemies. For the disciple is not aboue his master, nor the seruant aboue his Lorde, who as we see had the same intreaty.
Thirdly, lest we should be agast and discouraged at [Page 137] the expectation and feare of so many discomfortes; and the incessant malice of so spitefull ennemies, let vs remember the wordes of Elizeus: that more stand with vs, then against vs. Against the corruption of nature we haue grace. Against the diuel wee haue God, who will neuer suffer vs to be tempted aboue our force: Against the power of hell we haue the prayers of Saintes: Against the miseries of the body, the spiritual comfort of the minde, which God allotteth in such measure as our necessitie requireth: and if there were nothing else, this were enough to make troubles welcome in this case, for that therby we purchase an inestimable [Page 138] glory for a short and passing combate, the comfort wherof nether eie hath seen, nor eare heard, nor heart conceiued. And on the other side by the same, wee auoid other intolerable and externall torments of Hel, the least wherof, passeth all those that can be suffered in this worlde. And therfore is our chaunge most happy, that by the paine of a short life, auoide the misery of an eternall death, and deserue the vnspeakable happines of the life euerlasting. For this cause saith Saint Iames; Thinke you it all ioy (my brethren,) when you shall fal into diuers tēptatiōs, knowing that the triall of your faith worketh patience, and patience hath a perfect worke, that [Page 139] you may bee perfect & intire, failing in nothing.
Of the watchfulnesse and attention required in the care of our soule.
The third Consideration.
SEing this weighty affaire of our soules health is hemmed in, and besette with so many and manifest perilles and troubles, it standeth vs vpō most watch [...]ully to take he [...]d to euery thought, word, and d [...]ede tha [...] passeth, lest through the number, & subtility of our enemies traines, we be often intrapped: for it is hard to touch pitch, & not to be defiled, to liue in flesh a spirituall life▪ to conuerse in the worlde, without worldl [...]e aff [...]ctions. Wherefore as [Page 140] a Legate that is to deliuer his embassage befor a great presence of Peers and Nobles, hath not only regarde to his matter, but also to his words, voyce & actions, that all be sutable to the weight of his message: So we hauing to worke this exploite of our soule befor the eyes of those that lay waite to take vs in any trippe, ought to bee very warye, euen in our least thoughts & deedes, for feare that we offend the presence of God, and giue occasion of triumphe and vic [...]ory to our deadly foes. And for this saieth the scripture, keepe thy selfe very watchfully.
Secondly, to attaine this diligent and attentiue care to all our actions, let vs consider [Page 141] what men vse to doe, that carry great treasure by places haunted by theeues, how warily they see to their way, how often they looke about them, how many times they prepare thēselues, some times to fight, and otherwhiles to runne away: Likwise how warily he walketh, and how carefull he is neuer to stumble nor fall, that carieth in each hande a thinne glasse of liquor verie pretious, through stony and rough places: And when wee haue marked these mēs carefulnes in these inferiour matters, let vs remēber, that much more respect is necessary in vs, whose treasure is more pretious then any worldlie iewelles, & yet doe [Page 142] we carry it in earthen and fraile vessels, in the middest of so many theeues, as there are passions, and disordered appetites in vs, as there are Diuels in waire for vs, and as there are stumbling stones, & occasions of sinne sette round about vs. To procure this attention, the most effectuall helpes are these.
First, to thinke how carefull we should be to doe all thinges wel, if this presēt day were the last that euer we should liue in this worlde (as peraduenture it may be) and that at the end thereof, we were to bee conuented before a most seuere and [...]igourous iudge, who according to the deserts of that daies actions, should passe the sentence [Page 143] of life or death vpō vs.
Secondly, to remēber that God is in his owne substance, power, and true presence, in euery place, and seeth both our outward and inward actions, more then we our selues, and therfore let vs seeke in euery thing so to behaue our selues, that we feare not to haue God a witnesse and behoulder of all that wee doe, thinke, or say, and let vs aske him grace to doe nothing vnworthy his sight.
Thirdly, we must consider the carlesnes of our life past, remembring how often we haue fought against God, with his owne weapons, and abused the force that he hath afforded, in euery part of our body and mind, & therefore [Page 144] as S. Paul Warneth, as we haue exhibited our mēbers to serue vncleanes and iniquity, to iniquitie: So now let vs exhibite our members to serue iustice vnto sanctification.
Fourthly, to procure this attention, it is good oftentimes in the day when we are about our ordinarie actions, to vse some shorte praiers or some one verse of a Psalme, or any other shorte petition of Gods grace, aide, and assistance: for these short prayers, are fewell of deuotion, causes of attention, foode of the soule, preparations against temptations, and assured helpes to attaine anie vertues: therefore it is good to vse them in lieu of sighes, & in the beginning of euerie [Page 145] chiefe action, directing therin our intention and action, to Gods glory and seruice, and our good.
Of the necessity of perseuerāce in continuing watchfull ouer our selues.
The last consideration.
FIrst seeing the sūme and complemēt of al ver [...]ue consisteth in the cōtinuance and progresse in it: perseuerance of all other things, is most necessary in this busines: to the better a [...]taining wherof, these considerations may preuaile.
First, to consider by whose instinct and motion I beganne to take speciall care of my soule, and I shall find that being a thing contrary [Page 146] to the inclination of flesh & bloud, and aboue the reach of nature, to resolue vpon so painfull and wary a course, in hope of a reward and ioy that faith doth promise, that I say God onely, and no other was the author and mouer of my heart vnto it, and therfore vnlesse I meane directly to resist God, and run a contrary course to that which he prescribeth, I must resolue my selfe to perseuer to the end in that which I haue happely begunne.
Secondly, the ende of this enterprise was to serue God, to bewaile my former sinns, and to worke by Gods helpe the sal [...]a [...]ion of mine owne soule: and when I resolued vpon these meanes, I was in [Page 147] a state free from passion, and as w [...]ll able to choose thinge [...] conuenient, a [...] I could be any other time, & wholy bent to do that thing which was for my greatest good. Wherfore seing I can neuer ayme at a better end, nor be in better plighte to make a sounder ch [...]e, my surest way is to perseuer stil [...] in my resolution to the end, neuer altering my designemēt, vnlesse it be [...]o a better, and further my course.
Thirdly, I must cōside [...] who he is, that that would make me forsake it: For if God moued me vn [...]o it, doubtles it is the D [...]u [...]ll would remoue me from it: for God cannot be c [...]ntrary to him selfe, neither vseth he to alter our [Page 148] mindes but only from euil to good, or frō good to better: therefore vnles I meane to yeeld wittingly vnto the Diuel, and to follow mine enemies counsaile vnto mine owne perdition, I must perseuer vnto the end: For with what pretext soeuer the Diuel seeketh to couer his motion, sure it is, that his drifte is, to drawe me from God and goodnesse, and to damne my soule for how can he intend any thing to my good, that beareth me such a cancred malice, that hee careth not to encrease his owne paine, so that he may worke me any spiritual, yea or corporal harme?
Fourthly▪ I must print that saying of Christ in my mind, He that perseuereth vnto the [Page 149] end shalbe saued. For not he that beginneth, nor he that continueth for a moneth, or a yeare, or a shorte time, but onely he that perseuereth to the very end of his life, shall be saued W [...]erfore the same cause that mooued me to beginne, ought also to mooue me to continue, that the merit and crowne of my good resolution be not cut off by any want of perseuerance. Let not the cries of mine enemies moue me: let me with S. Paul say, the world is crucified to me, and I to the world: and with Dauid, it is good for me to cleaue vnto God. Finally let me imitat the exāple of Christ that perseuered ō the cross vnto death for my sake, though oftē called [Page 150] vpon to come downe.
Fiftly, I must consider that in what state soeuer of grace or merit of damnation, I begin the next life, I must & shall vndoubtedly perseuere in it, according to the word of Salomon; whersoeuer the tree faleth, there shall it be towards south or north, that is, towards heauen or hell: for both the paine of this continueth for euer, and the ioy of the other after it is once begunne (for it may bee deferred for a time by the paines of purgatory,) is also euerlasting.
If therefore I will perseuer in heauen, let me perseuer in the way that leadeth vnto it, and neuer forsake the painefulnes of it till, the iourneis [Page 151] end. The passions of this life are not condigne or compatable to the fu [...]u [...]e glory: and it is extreame folly for auoiding a short and transitory paine, to hazard the losse of euerlasting ioy, and put my selfe in perill of pe [...]petuall bondage, in farre more extreame and endl [...]s torment.
The sinners perseuer still in wickednes, and seruice of the Diu [...]ll. The wordlinges perseuer in pursuing vanities & following the world, yea and that with most seruile toile and base drudgery, and not without many bodily, and ghostly harmes, how much more ought a true seruant of God perseuer in his seruice, and not seeme by forsaking him in the way, to [Page 152] condemne him for a worse master then the world or the Diuel, whom many thousandes serue to the end, to their owne damnation.
Let me remember that the first Angell, for want of perseuerance became a Diuell. Adam for want of the same, was thrust out of paradise, and Iudas of an Apostle, became a prey of hell Finally, there be many thousands in hell fire burning▪ that began very good courses, and for a time went forward in the same, and yet in the end for want of perseuerance were damned for euer.
What good a soule looseth by mortall sinne.
1. The grace of the holy Ghost.
2. The friendship and familiaritie [Page 153] with God.
3. Al moral vertues infused, and of Gods spirit.
4. The inheritance of the kingdome of heauen.
5. The portion of Gods children, and patronage of his fatherly prouidēce which he hath ouer the iust.
6. The peace & quietnes of a good, and cleare conscience.
7. Many comfortes and visitations of the holy Ghost.
8. The fruite and merit of our former life, during the state of sinne.
9. The merit and satisfaction of our present actions, albeit in the mean time they dispose to Gods grace, and satisfie the precepts of God, and the Church.
10. A great portion of the [Page 154] communion of Saintes, and of the participation of the good workes and praiers of the whole Church. And finally of the fruit, and part of the merite of Christs passion.
What misery the soul gaineth by mortall sinne.
1. Condemnation to eternall paine.
2. To be quite cancelled out of the booke of life.
3. To become of the child of God, the thrall of the Diuell.
4. To be chaunged from the Temple of the holie ghost, into a denne of theeue [...] a nest of vipers, a sincke of corruption.
How a soule is prepared to iustification by degrees.
- Faith setteth before our eyes God as a iuste Iudge.
- Angry with the bad▪ Merc [...]full to the repētāt.
- Of this faith by the gift of Gods spirit a
[...]iseth a feare by cōsideration of
- Gods iustice & of our owne sinnes.
- This feare is comforted by hope grounded in
- Gods mercy and the merites of Christ.
- Of this hope a
[...]iseth loue and charitie vnto Christ.
- For louing vs without desert
- Red [...]ming vs with so many torments.
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[Page 156] Of this loue followes sorrowe for offending Christ of whom we haue bin so mercifully.
- Created, Redeemed, Sanctified, Called to his faith.
- Of this sorrow ariseth a firme purpose to auoyde all sin, which
- God aboue all thinges detesteth.
- The diuil aboue al thinges desireth.
- Aboue all thinges hurteth the soule
Of deuotion to Saints, and how our conuersation may be in heauen, as Saint Paul saith it should.
FIrst (after a special deuotion towardes our B. [Page 157] Lady, whom aboue all pure creatures we ought continually to affect and reuerence) we must procure to haue a kind of reuerent familiarity with our good Angel, whō we ought to make reckning of, as a most vndiuided and peculiar friend, who is vnto vs, as a nurse vnto a childe, a shepheard vnto a wandering lambe, a guide of our waie [...], a gardian of our persons, a counsellor in doubts, a comforter in troubles, a patron in our needes, and an assured friend in all our afflictions.
We must therefore loue him as our friend, honour him as our superiour, thanke him for his censure [...] finally, vse him as one to whom we [Page 158] may boldly both impart our comfortes, and vtter our desolations When wee sleepe he wa [...] che [...]h ouer vs, when we wake he attend [...]th on vs, wheresoeuer we be he gardeth vs, whithersoeuer we goe he ass [...]teth vs, and whatsoeuer we doe▪ he hath still an eye to succour vs. We must therfore often cōmend our selues and our busines vnto him, often aske his aduise, & with our inward eare often harken what he saieth within vs. We must account him as an ordinary and assured friend, eu [...]rmore readie at our call to affoord his present helpe, and to beare vs company in all necessities.
Because our nature is delighted▪ and holpe with varity, [Page 159] we may euery day in the weeke vse the patronage of diuers Saints, according to the order of our Letanies.
On Sunday the blessed Trinitie, our Lady, and the nine quires of Angells, especially the three Archangells there named, Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael.
On monday, S. Iohn Baptist, with all the Patriarches and Prophets.
On Tuesday S. Peter with the rest of the Apostles, Euangelistes, and Disciples of Christ, and all the holy Innocents.
On Wednesday S. Steuen with all the holy Martirs.
On Thursday S. Siluester, with a [...]l the holy Bishops, Confessors, and Doctors.
[Page 160]On Friday S. Benedict with all the holie Priestes, Leuites, Monks, Eremites, & Religious men.
On Saturday S. Mary Magdalen, with all the holy Virgins and Widowes.
Wee must euery day in the morning, so soone as we awake, commend our body, soule, & affaires to God, and our patr [...]nes of that day.
In euery principal action, wee must commend our selues to some one of them, desiring their helpes and asistā ce. Wee must of [...]en in the day thinke what guestes wee haue bidden that day into our soule, and seeke to make it a sitte receipt for so honorable a company.
We must seeke to imitate [Page 161] that vertue, which in these Saints most shined, who are pat [...]ones of that day; As in our blessed Lady & the Angels, obedience and cha [...]itie: In the Pa [...]riarchs and Prophets, tempe [...]ance▪ hope and holinesse. In the Apostles & Euangelists, zeale of soules, and of the honour of God In the Martyres patience and constancie. In the Bishops & Doctours, watchfulnesse ouer our charge, and zeale of Gods truth, and sobrietie In the religious Fathers, penance, contempt of the world, discretion and austeritie. In the Virg [...]ns, and widowes, the subduing of our appetites, purity of heart and chastitie.
An other exercise of deuotion to Saints.
IF I will keepe my minde continually attentiue in goodnes, and goe in continual awe of offending▪ I may take this course. I must in euery roome of the house where I dwell, imagin in some decent place therof, a throne or chaire of estate, & ded [...]cate the same and the whole [...]oome to some Saint, that whensoeuer I enter into it, I enter as it were into a chappell or church that is deuoted [...]o such a Saint, and there [...]o [...]e in minde doe that reuerēce that is due to them.
And thus hauing in euery roome setled seuerall Sain [...]es, and in minde consecra [...]ed the same vnto them, and [Page 163] decked it with such furniture as is fitte for such an inhabitant, the same house will bee to me in a maner a Paradise, and the consideration of the Saincts presence, will be a continuall bridle to restraine me from [...]rreue [...]ent demeanor, vnfitte for such a behoulder as there I [...]aue placed, to be a witness [...] and aider of mine actions: But to helpe my memory, and to au [...]id confusion.
First, it is good to appoint in euery roome, some certaine and de [...]erminac place, where I meane to conceyue the Saintes presence.
Secondly, to choose some ce [...]taine & determinat [...]aint, and when I haue once de [...]oted the place to one Saint, [Page 164] not to chaunge, but still to keepe the same, for easier habituating my memorie.
Thirdly, in those roomes wherein I am most conuersant, I may place two, three, or mo [...]e, as the roome will minister cōnueniency to frame their places for the better conceiuing and remembring of them.
Fourthly, I must place such Saints in the roome as are fittest to be patterns & exā ples vnto me in that action, for which that roome principally se [...]ueth; As in the dining chāber or pa [...]lour, saints of spare and regular diet, of sober and vertuous conuersa [...]ion. In the b [...]d chamber, Saints giuen to short sleepe and watchfulnesse. In the [Page 165] Chappell, Sainte [...] giuen to much prayer and deuotion, and so in other roomes.
Fiftly, I may in steede of Saintes, place some misterie of Christs life or passion: as the last supper in the dining chamber: and such like.
Sixtly, not only in the house, but also in the wallkes, gardens, and orchards about the house may I doe the same: and so make my walkes as it were short pilgrimages, to visit such Saints as are patrones of the place I goe vnto.
Seuēthly, it is not good to place Saints in al the roomes in one day, but first to consider well in euery roome the fittest place for that purpose, and then to begin one [Page 166] day with one or two, & the the next day with two more, that they may bee the easher im [...]rinted in my memory.
Eightly, it is good in some roomes to place austere, mournefull and rigorous Saints, conceiuing them in attire sutable to their auste [...]itie and dolefull profession while they were aliue, that when I find my selfe too lauish in mirth, or too much inclined to pleasure, the cō pany & presence of that austere example, may temper my disposition
And likewise in steede of these Saintes I may place some lamentable history of the olde or new Testament, or some representatiō of death, hell, or iudgement. Likewise [Page 167] in other roomes, to place some glorious faire, & comfortable Saintes, histories, or figures, with all sutable to ioy, that may serue me in time of my heauines to alay my sorrowes: and the like in feare, hope, presumption, despaire, and such other passions, but especially in those which I finde my selfe most inclined vnto.
Ninthly, I must take heede that I make not this exercise a toile, but rather a spirituall recreation, and therfore I must not be too eager to doe all things on a suddaine, but get the habit and custome of it by litle & litle, for so wil it proue an exercise of wonderful profit, easines, and contentment.
An other exercise to take occasion of Gods creatures, to serue and remember God, and to attaine vertue.
FIrst, concerning persons I may allote to euery man & woman of the house where I liue a Saint, so that euery one of the company shall with his presence bring me in memory of his Saint, and whatsoeuer I doe with any of them, I shall alwaies carry a respect to his Saint, and be affraid to offend.
Secondly, euery one shall represent vnto me some vertue or some vice: so that whē I see them, I may in one remember and practise humility; in an other patience, modesty, obedience and such like: or on the other side, remember [Page 169] and take heed of swearing, anger and such like faultes, and be sory that euer I offended in them.
Thirdly, I may take occasion of other creatures to remember Gods mercies, as by mon [...], the selling of Christ: by meate, his last supper: by wa [...]er, the water of his eies and side, and washing of his Disciples feete: by drinking, his e [...]sell and gall: by wood, his Crosse and thornes: by stone, his graue: and so in all other pointes of Christs life and passion, and in all other thinges, the consideration wherof may mooue me to goodnesse: as by fire to remēber hel, by ashes death, by light that discouereth things that darcknes did hide, the [Page 170] finall iudgement and day of generall descouery, and by the beauty of the elements, & by the pleasure & comfort of other creature, heauen.
This exercise must not be ordinary vnles it be the first point, but now & then vsed to recollect the mind after long distraction.
Certaine Iaculatory praiers▪
GRatious Lord, & sweet Sauiour, giue me a pure intē [...]ion, a cleane hart, and a regard to thy glory in all mine actions.
Iesu possesse my mind with thy presence, and rauish it with thy loue, that my delight may be to be imbraced in the armes of thy protectiō.
Iesu be thou [...]ig [...]t vnto mine eies, musicke to mine [Page 171] eares, sweetnesse to my tast, & contentment to my heart.
Iesu I giue thee my bodie, my soule, my substance, my same, my friends, my liberty and life, dispose of me and all that is mine, as shalbe most to thy glory.
Iesu I am not mine but thine, claime me as thy right, keepe me as thy charge, loue me as thy childe.
Iesu fight for me when I am assaulted, heale me when I am wounded, reuiue me when I am spiritually killed, receiue me when I fly, & let me neuer be quite cōfoūded.
Iesu giue me patience in trouble, humility in comfort, constancy in temptations, & victory against my ghostli [...] enemies.
[Page 172]Iesu giue me modesty in countenance, grauity in my behauiour, deliberation in my speeches, purity in my thoughts, rigtheousnes in my actions.
Iesu be my sunne in the day, my food at the table, my repose in the night, my cloathing in nakednes, & my succour in all my needs.
Iesu let thy bloud runne in my mind as a water of life, to clense the filth of my sinnes, and to bring forth the fruit of life euerla [...]ing.
Iesu stay min [...] inclinations from bearing down my soule: bridle mine appetites with thy grace: and quenche in me the fire of all vnlawfull desires.
Iesu keepe mine eies from [Page 173] vaine sights, mine eares from hearing euill speeches, my tongue from talking vnlawfull things, my sences from euery kind of disorder.
Iesu make my wil pliable to thy pleasure, and resigned wholy to thy prouidence. & grant me perfect contētmēt in that which thou allottest.
O Lord make me strong against all occasions of sinne, and steedfast in not yeelding to euil▪ yea rather to die then to offend thee.
Iesu make me ready to pleasure al, loth to offēd any, gentle in speaking, courteous in cō [...]ersation, louing to my friends, and charitable to mine enemies.
Iesu forsake me not lest I perish, leaue me not to mine [Page 174] owne weakenes, lest I fall without recouery.
Iesu graunt me an earnest desire to amend my faultes, to renew my good purposes, to pe [...] forme my good intentions, and to begin a fresh in thy seruice.
Iesu direct mine intētions, correct my errours, erect my infirmities, protect my good endeuours.
Iesu alay my passions and make me able to master thē, that they neuer drawe me beyond the rule of reason and piety.
Iesu make me humble to my Superiours, frēdly to my equals, chari [...]able to my inferiours, and carefull to yeeld due respect to all sorts.
Iesu grant me sorrow for [Page 175] my sinnes, thank [...]ulnes for thy benefits, feare of thy iudgements, loue of thy mercies, and mindfulnes of thy presence. Amen.
A praier before we settle our selues to our deuotions.
O Moste gratious Iesu, giue mee leaue to presente my selfe before thy diuine maiesty, and to poure out my vnworthy praiers vnto thee in sight of all the glorious court of heauē Behould O Lord, not in my merites, but in the multitude of thy mercies I nowe come to make manifest my necessities, and to vtter my grie [...]es vnto thee. I come as a poore and needy wretch, vnto a God of infinite glory. I come as a worme of the earth, [Page 176] vnto my soueraigne maker, and creator. I come as a guilty and heinous offendour, vnto a most iust and seuere iudg I am not worthy to lift vp mine e [...]es to heauē, much lesse to open my mouth in thy glorious presence, or presume to ta [...]ke with a Lorde and King of such maiesty, being my selfe but slime and ashes. But O father of mercies, and God of all comfort, thou promisest that who asketh shal receiue, who knocketh shalbe let in, who seeketh shal find. Thou inuitest the greatest sinners, and refusest not to yeeld thy assistance to any that will vse it. Gran [...] me therfor grace now to pray vnto thee, as my duety and thy desert requireth, [Page 177] Graunt me a pure intention, a feruēt deuotion, an attētiue mind, that I bee not carried away with impertinēt thoughtes, nor any other distraction, but with humble heart, firme hope and perfect charity I may effectually pray vnto thee, and aske of thee that which thou seest most for thy glory & my good to graunt, sweet Iesus, Amen,
An other.
O Gratious Iesu, helpe mee to pray worthely, that thou mai [...]st mercifully graunt my petitions, keepe my thoughtes from wandering, restraine my imaginations, & preserue my [...]ences from being distracted. Defend O Lord my weak hart from all ghostlie assaultes, [Page 178] and so fixe my mind vpon thee, that I be not carried away from consideration of thy presence: graunt me distinctly to pronoūce my wordes, attentiuely to apply my thoughtes, and to be wholy rauished and posessed with zeale and true deuotion. O Lord graunt me to aske forgiuenes with deep cōtrition and full purpose of ame [...]dement: graunt me to craue thy benefits with harty thankefulnesse, and gratitude for those which I haue receiued. Grant me to pray for my self, with perfect resignatiō vnto thy will, and for others with true charity [...] sincere affection. Afford O Lord, such comfort to my soule, as thou seest fitte for me, and by the [Page 179] assistaūce of thy spirit inspi [...]e thy good motions into me, that I may feele them forcibly, accept them thankfully, and fulfill them effectually. Finally I hūbly beseech thee of thy mercy and goodnes, that I may deuoutly spend this time of praier, endeuouring with thy Angels and Saints to praise thee; with true repentant sinners to appease thee, and with all thy creatures dutifully to serue thee, sweet Iesus, Amen.
A short meditation of mans miserie.
WHat was I O Lord? What am I? What shall I be? I was nothing, I am now nothing worth▪ & am in hazzard to be wo [...]se than nothing I was conceiued in originall [Page 180] sinne, I may hereafter feele the eternall smart of sinne. I was in my mother, a loathsome substance. I am in the world, a sacke of corruption, I shal bee in my graue, a prey of vermine. When I was nothing, I was without hope to be saued, or feare to be damned: I am now in a doubtfull hope of the one, and in manifest daunger of the other I shal be ether happy by the successe of my hope, or most miserable by the effect of my daunger. I was so that I coulde not then bee damned; I am now so, that I can scarce be saued. What I haue beene I know, to wit, a wretched sinner: what I am, I cānot say, being vncertaine of Gods grace. What I shall [Page 181] be I am ignorāt, being doutfull of my perseuerance O Lorde erect my former weaknesse, correct my present sinfulnesse, direct my future frailtie: Direct it (O Lorde) from passed euill in present good, to [...]u [...]ure reward, sweete Iesus, Amen.