THE LIFE OF SVOR MARIA MADDALENA DE PATSI.
Of the Birth, Descendence, and Education of Suor Maria Maddalena, till she came to the age of seauen yeares. CHAP. I.
THE Eternall God hath alwayes shewed, & doth continually shew himselfe wonderfull in his Saints; to the end, that in euery age, some may be found, who by their actions giuing men assurance of his infinite goodnes & prouidence, may inuite them to admire, [Page 2] and neuer cease to prayse his name. Bu [...] particulerly in these dayes of ours, h [...] hath appeared wonderfull in Suor Maria Maddalena the true seruant of Iesus, since he did not only place her in a Religious state, as a bright patterne of all vertue [...] but was pleased that in her should shin [...] a beame of his diuine power & goodnes, reuealing to her most high mysteries, & making her partaker of heauenly riches heere on earth. Neuertheles, because she remayning shut vp in a Monastery, they were few who saw the wonderful things which our Lord wrought in her; I will therfore describe her life, & death after a plaine manner, to the end that as her desire was wont to be, euery one might (by looking into that glasse of Goodnes) be inflamed with the heauenly fire, which was euer burning and feeding vpon her purest hart.
This Suor Maria Maddalena, was borne in Florence on the second of April [...] 1566. of Camillo the sonne of Geri de Patsi, and of Maria the daughter of Lorenzo Buondelmonti, two familyes most illustrious [Page 3] for antiquity and greatnes. Her [...]ame was Catharina, which afterward [...]as thought not to be without mystery, [...] like she was to Saint Catharina of Ste [...]a, to whome she was particulerly de [...]oted. Her Mother affirmed that she had [...]euer, when she was with child of her, [...]elt either any indisposition, or weight [...]f the burthen, nor in the infancy & ten [...]er age of the child had she any of those [...]combrances, which children do vsual [...] bring to such as gouerne them; but she [...]uer receaued comfort by her, partly [...]hrough the grace of her countenance, [...]nd partly through the promptitude of [...]er obedience.
She had no pleasure in childish pa [...]imes or playes; but (notwithstanding [...]at she was affable in her conuersatiō) [...]e tooke withall, Note. extreme contentment [...] heare spirituall things spoken of, and [...]ith discretion diuerted all discourses of [...]orldly matters. And when she chaun [...]d vpon deuout persons, she would be [...]king them of such things as appertai [...]ed to saluation of the soule, and particulerly [Page 4] of the mistery of the most Holy Trinity, An admirable thing. whereof she was so incredibly inamoured, as that the Creed of S. Athanasius cōming once into her handes, she not only read it with greedines, but carryed it to her mother with extreme contentment, as a thing of rare estimation. By which actions wrought in so tender yeares, it might be inferred, what kind of creature she was to shew her selfe, with the help of God, in a more mature and perfect age.
Of her Charity towards poore folkes: and the Mentall Prayer which she vsed. CHAP. 2.
BEING come to the seauenth yeare of her age, she began to make shew of her holy inclination. For part of her meat, such as is vsually giuen to childrē, either for breakefast or collation, when they are taught to worke or read, Note. she would already be distributing to Prisoners, and other poore people: and she was delighted extraordinarily whensoeuer [Page 5] she had oportunity of teaching other children the Pater Noster, the Aue Maria, and such like prayers. In which holy exercise she might spend much time in their house, in the Countrey, instructing withall kind of patience and charity, the poore Countrey-maydes and neighbours children. And to this she went with so great passion, as that once being to returne towards the Citty, she began to weep bitterly, for this only reason as she confest, that she should be disabled to teach a daughter of a husbandmans belonging to the house, which daughter, for the recomforting of our little one, must needs be also conducted with her to Florence.
It seemeth a wonderfull thing, that in so tender yeares, she could take so great care, as she had for the preseruing of her hart in purity, and to cast such a bridle vpon her thoughts, as to keep them euer addressed to the seruice and glory of Almighty God. And withall, that when she was but newly come to the vse of reason, she could exalt her vnderstanding, [Page 6] and intertaine it in mentall prayer, to which she was much giuen; hauing already beene instructed by her ghostly Father, the Father Andreas Rossi of the Society of Iesus. For a preparation thereunto, she vsed to read in a little book of Father Gaspari Loarte of the same Society, and then with a liuely feeling of heauenly thinges, hauing prostrated her selfe on earth, and with deuotion sayd the Hymne, Veni sancte Spiritus, and the Consiteor, she raysed her mind to most diuine thoughts, and not incombred with earthly cares, she only considered within her selfe, how she might come to a religious state.
So great was the delight she tooke in prayer, as that the halfe houre which was assigned to that effect by her ghostly Father, Note. did often passe a whole one. When sometymes she was alone, retyring her selfe into the most secret parts of the house, she gaue liberty vnto her soule to discharge those amorous desires which were kindled in it towards the obteyning of heauen. Whereupon, they [Page 7] of the house seeking her vp and downe with diligence, would find her behind some bed, so plunged into heauenly cō templation, and so as it were transformed in God, that she could neither heare nor see any obiect. She was often interiourly stirred vp by the presence of God, to the true purchase of Euangelical perfection. Whereupon through the light of those celestiall graces, which by his Maiesty were communicated to her, whensoeuer she heard any such wordes spoken, as became not the mouth of Christians, or that they resulted not to the honour of his diuine Maiesty, Note. she conceaued so bitter griefe, as that one night particulerly, she spent all in teares and sighes vpon that occasion, excusing neuertheles the defects of others with aboundant charity.
Of the great desire which she had to receaue the B. Sacrament: and of the pennances which she vsed. CHAP. 2.
BESIDES this, she was so desirous to receaue our Lord Iesus being veyled vnder the shew of bread, that when she saw her mother, or other deuout persons communicate, she procured to come close to them, and being extremely in appetite to receaue the odour of that most sacred food, she could hardly part from such as she knew had receaued it. Afterward, being entred into the tenth yeare of her age, she began (with the leaue of her Ghostly father) to communicate sometymes, and she receaued so much delight therby, as forced from her the teares of ioy. And on the other side, she did so afflict her selfe, when by any occasion she was hindred, that in nothing she could find comfort. Once vpon Holy Thursday, being in contemplation [Page 9] of the soueraigne loue which our Lord Iesus shewed, in leauing himselfe vnto vs in the Blessed Sacrament & no lesse attentiuely considering what she might render by way of gratitude for so great loue, she did with admirable deuotion dedicate her selfe to Christ Iesus by a vow of Virginity, when she was arriued but to the eleuenth yeare of her age. By that tyme she delighted in nothing, but discoursing of heauenly things, nor did she looke after any other obiect, but how she might be wholy answerable to the example of her heauenly Spouse.
Therefore did she refuse soft beds, Note. and slept often vpon straw, and in the most secret places of the house, she wold be disciplining of her selfe. And for her greater mortification she tooke secretly certaine ong stalkes of Orange trees, which were full of prickles, and binding them hard about her head, she past a whole night in excessiue payne, only for the imitation of Iesus, who was crowned with piercing thornes. And because where the diuine loue hath dominion, [Page 10] there is euer kindled a desire of doing pennance more and more, therefore did this deuout child exercise her selfe in other acts of mortification, as sometims in her meate, not taking any more then what was meerely necessary, and scarcely that sometymes, in making her selfe obedient to the vnworthiest and basest person in the house, and in many other holy actions altogeather repugnant to Sense, seeking euer new meanes, whereby she might become more acceptable to our soueraigne Lord.
How she was left in the Monastery of S. Giouannino: and of the inspirations which she had to become Religious in the Monastery of S. Maria de li Angeli. CHAP. 4.
BEING aged now of fourten years, and her Father being to go in publique imployment to Cortona, her parents determined (by the aduice of the Reuerend Father Pietro Blanca Rector of [Page 11] the College of the Society of Iesus) to leaue her placed for a yeare in the Monastery of S. Giouannino of Florence. Which Father because he well knew the perfection & singuler spirit of this child as also the ardent desire she had to frequent the Blessed Sacrament, resolued to place her there, vnder condition that vpon euery Sunday and Holy-day she might communicate at her owne deuotion. This being then promised very willingly by those Reuerend Mothers, she entred into the sayd Monastery, and passed the yeare with great increase of vertue, and no lesse satisfaction of the sayd Religious, for the liuely example which euery one of them tooke from her true deuotion. Neuertheles, there wanted not in that tyme, some occasions to disturbe so great a frequence of the Sacraments, but she kindling her selfe more and more in so holy a desire, did not at all release the ardent purpose she had to get ground in the seruice of God.
With excessiue feruour she followed the exercise of Mentall Prayer, Note. and did [Page 12] very often, for the space of foure continued houres, enioy celestiall thoughts. And on the day of the most holy Ascension of Iesus into heauen (whilest in a most retyred part of the Monastery she was deuoutly praying) the Giuer of all good things imparted to her so liuely a knowledge of his diuine Bounty, that with much difficulty she was able to conteyne the ioy & triumph that in her soule she felt. Those Reuerend Mothers were moued by her vertue, to haue extraordinary desire, that she would take their habit, and with particuler instance aduised her to it, letting her see the good which thereby would redound to the Monastery. Whereupon she earnestly prayed the illuminatour of all harts, to make her choose that place, which should be most for the seruice & honour of his diuine Maiesty.
In the meane tyme, her Father & Mother being returned from Cortona, tooke her home into the house, and forbare not by many wayes to disturbe her holy purpose, being vrged by the affection [Page 13] of flesh and bloud, which is the vsuall author of such inconueniencies; and they did so the rather, because she was their only daughter. But she hauing by help from heauen, ouercome all difficultyes, and being more desirous then euer, to imitate the Incarnate Word, in the state of holy Religion, sayd resolutly vnto them, that she would rather suffer her head to be strocken from her shoulders, Note. then consent not to be Religious. Her parents hearing this, remitted all to her Ghostly Father, who wisely counsayled her to choose some Monastery, where both deuotion, and a perfect obseruant life did flourish in the Religious, to which her selfe was much inclined. There being then propounded to her the Monastery of S. Maria de li Angioli neere S. Friano of the order of the Carmelites, and that other venerable Monastery of the Crocetto of the order of S. Dominicke, to which later she had some inclination, because the Religious of that place are neuer seene: yet at last hearing the former so highly paysed, & [Page 14] especially for the frequent receauing of the B. Sacrament, which there is vsed euery day, she determined to go into the sayd Monastery for fifteene dayes. And hauing obteyned licence on the Vigill of the Assumption of the B. Virgin, she entred full of ioy, and in the tyme of her stay there, gaue an excellent example of life.
Hauing diligently then considered the seuerall Orders of Religion, she was wholy satisfyed that this was the place to which our Lord had called her. Therefore it grieued her to go thence at all, but being forced by her parents she must needs returne home, where with a great deale of grief for the space of three monthes she remayned. But finally being more and more moued by Almighty God to take the habit of Religion, on the Saturday precedent to the first Sunday of Aduent, in the yeare 1582. she entred into the Monastery to consecrate her selfe for euer to the seruice of God. And hauing obteyned their acceptation, she was on the eight of December in the same yeare, being the day of the [Page 15] Conception of the B. Virgin receaued with great ioy and satisfaction by all the Religious. Afterward vpon the thirtith of Ianuary next following, with ardent desire of heauenly graces & extreme contempt of earthly cares, she tooke the habit of the Carmelits order in the sayd monastery, at the hands of the Confessour thereof Agostino Campi of Pontremoli, a Priest of great vertue and exemplar life. And in the instant when he put the crucifixe into her hand, the Religious singing those words of S. Paul: Mihi absit gloriari nisi in cruce Domini nostri Iesu Christi &c. Note. it is a wonder to tell, how she felt interiourly so great an vnion with our Lord Iesus, and such a spirituall sweetnes, that in all her life, as she sayd, she remembred not to haue found the like. Whereupon hauing placed in eternall obliuion, all the commodityes of this life, and hauing confirmed her selfe more resolutely in her holy purpose, she protested at that tyme to her heauenly Spouse, that she would neuer thirst after any thing but him crucifyed, nor aspire [Page 16] to any thing, but that her soule might to the vttermost of her possibility, be instructed and deuoted to do him seruice. After she was clad with the sacred habit, she did with profound humility, giue her selfe for dead to the Mother, who was Mistresse of the Nouices, Note. and did ardently beg, that she would euer humble her, and mortify her, and at all tyme contradict her will, and direct her in all her actions. A liuely and fit example for all such as thirst after an increase of Religious vertue: for without this resignation, there is no profit to be expected in a spirituall life.
In the yeare of her Nouiship she makes great proof of many vertues: of the much desire she had to be Professed, which was accorded by her Superiours by reason of her great sicknes, from which she was freed in miraculous manner. CHAP. 5.
HAVING at last obteyned, that which so long she had desired, to [Page 17] be clothed with the Religious Habit, Note. with great deuotion and feruour she submitted her selfe to the easy yoke of the Holy Obedience of the Mistresse of the Nouices, with such humility, as that in the perfection of that kind of life, she seemed not a Nouice, but a Religious woman of many years. In conuersing with her Sisters, she esteemed her selfe in degree and condition inferiour to them all; and although by others she were held a Saint, yet she gaue little satisfaction to her selfe, but was vsually her own accuser of idlenes, and other defectes, in the presence of euery one of them. Moreouer, she shewed her selfe compassionate in supporting the defects of others, and withall sweetnes vsed to accommodate her selfe to their wills. In countenance she was euer discharged, and cheerefull; nor could she be troubled through any accident, by meanes of the gift she had of prayer, whereby she had already acquired so great vnion with God, that she had continuall fruition of his presence in her soule. By the attractiue [Page 18] manner of her speach (whereof yet she was most sparing) she kindled in the harts of others an vnspeakable desire of seruing God. Much labour she vsed in the mortification of her will, and in the hiding of her vertue, carrying alwayes her eye vpon the execution of such Orders, as were common to all the Nouices, & vpon the doing of whatsoeuer might bring to her most humility and mortification. By these vertues she walked on towards greater perfection, hauing extreme desire to be vnited with her heauenly Spouse by the knot of holy Profession.
Now the tyme being come when seauen Nouices were to be veyled and professed, and her tyme not being come that she might also make the same oblation of her selfe to the eternall God, she was afflicted with much griefe, though she were somewhat recomforted with a promise, which was made her by the chiefe of the Religious, that towardes the end of the yeare her desire should be g [...]aunted. The yeare being ended, and [Page 19] she againe making instance with great affection to be knit to God by the free vow of solemne Profession, it was answered that she must expect till some other Nouices might ioyne with her. To this she instantly replyed thus with great humility; I shall not make my Profession with others, but you willbe constrayned by a necessity which will go much against your will, to permit that I be profest alone. It punctually came to passe as she fortould; for hardly there had past a moneth, but that she (being assayled by a sharp burning feuer, and a vehement cough accompanyed with extreme paine) grew into such danger of her life, that foure of the chiefe Phisitians in the Towne, confessed ioyntly that they could not penetrate her disease. And Iacopo Tronconi, one of the foure by whome she was most often visited, affirmed many tymes, that by all the study that he had imployed, he was neuer able to discouer either the occasion or the quality of that sicknes; and that it must be left to God, for of mans help there was little hope. Yet fayled [Page 20] she not to vse conuenient remedyes, but all in vaine, since euery day more and more her life was found to be in danger. She did euer almost sit vpright, not being able to lye at length in her bed, for the perpetuall cough that afflicted her, in such sort as it allowed her very little tyme to restore her weake body either with food or rest. But euen then did her spirituall parts receaue strength, whē being asked sometims by her sisters what she thought vpon in the midst of her cruell paynes, she instantly (pointing to a Crucifixe, which was neere her bed) made this answere, I contemplate the great sufferings which that cordiall and incomprehensible loue indured for my saluation; he seeth my weaknes, and with that sight of his I am comforted, Note. since all the paynes and griefes which all the chosen children of God haue endured, did passe through that most holy Humanity of Christ, where they grew to be sweet, and to be desired by vs his members. Thus was the spouse of Iesus afflicted indeed in body, but in her soule so cheerefull & serene, that she [Page 21] sayd she thought her selfe after a sort to [...]e feeding vpon the ioyes of heauen.
Her health being thus despayred of by the Phisitians, it was resolued by the Religious that she should make her Profession which she had so much desired. The Confessarius therefore was conducted to her, for he would not suffer her to ryse whom he foūd to be so much afflicted by that sicknes. Yet she confiding in God, prayed her Sisters (after leaue obteyned) that they would carry her before an Altar of the B. Virgin, where there was a little bed set vp for the performance of that holy ceremony. Which being put in execution, on the 27. of May 1584. which was the morning of the most holy Trinity, she made in the hands of the Father Confessarius, in presence of all the Religious her holy Profession with greater deuotion and feruour then we can imagine. After this she was carryed by force of armes into the Infirmary; & the Infirmarian was intreated by her, that (the curtaines of the bed being drawne) they would depart [Page 22] out of the chamber, for she was desiro [...] to take a little rest. All this was done & a whole houre being past, when they had heard no noyse in her chamber, no so much as the Cough which vsed so continually to importune her; the Infirmarian was all in a wonder at it, whe [...] with others entred in, and opening th [...] curtaines found that she reposed well in God; for being alienated from her senses, she was rapt into heauenly contemplations. Her face was growne beautifull and delightfull to the astonishmen [...] of such as lookt vpon her; her flesh was growne liuely coloured, and euen inflamed; her eyes were fastned so stedfastly behoulding a Crucifixe, that, vpon the whole matter, she seemed no more to be that pale and leane Suor Maria Maddalena, but euen a very Angell of heauen. In the meane tyme, this accident was made knowne to the Mother Prioresse, wherupon she, with the rest of all the other Mothers and Sisters, did suddainly go by one and one into the chamber, where they all saw the wonder which God had [Page 23] wrought in his deuout seruant. And this was the first time that she had been seen in Rapte, wherein she continued for the space of two hours. It was not matter of lesse amazement to them, which happened in the fourty dayes which followed next; for euery day in the morning as soone as she had receaued the food of Angells, the same wonder was seene; she remayning abstracted from her senses, and immersed in diuine contemplations, which shal briefly be pointed at in the first Chapter of the second part. And so it pleased our Lord after these Extasies, to restore the health of her body in miraculous manner; since without applying any further remedy, her disease so ceased, as that she was wholy free; our Lord vouchsafing to preserue her, to the end, that others by her example, might be much more inflamed to loue him.
When she had recouered her health, she returned to the Nouiciate: and considering the many Rapts which were graunted to her by her Lord, she was constreyned by Obedience to relate to two of the Mothers, such thinges as were communicated to her by Almighty God. CHAP. 6.
GREAT was the contentment which the Nouiciate, yea all the Monastery receaued, through the health miraculously recouered by this beloued child of Iesus. And the Superiours discouering that she was guided by Almighty God in a particuler manner, and that euery day more then other she profited in the obteyning of vertue, they deliberated about drawing her out of the Nouiciate, although she had beene but lately profest, and to put her in some seuerall place, where she might with better opportunity serue our Lord. But when this resolution was come to her ears, she [Page 25] was much afflicted, as being an enemy to all singularity, & went suddainly to beseech the Superiours with great instance, that they would not seuer her from the other Nouices, or withdraw her from the obedience of her Mistresse, accusing her selfe to be the most imperfect of thē al, & that she had more need then others to be directed by her in the way of vertue. When her Superiours obserued this singular humility of hers, they were cō tent to graunt her holy suite: whereupon being confirmed vnder the care of the Mistresse, it cannot be exprest with how much spirit she gaue her selfe to the contemplation of heauenly Misteryes. And if in the first yeare of her Nouiciate she had made particuler proofe of her sanctity, she grew in doing of it afterward, not imploying her forces vpon any other thing, then the procuring of those graces which make soules acceptable in the eyes of God. She went euer thinking how she might inflame others towards diuine loue, exhorting her Sisters to performe the seruice of God with [Page 26] humility, and purity of mind. From her mouth there came none but holy words. She would excuse the defects of others, Note. and interprete euery thing to a good end. She would neuer speake much, vnles she were vrged by questions, & that which she sayd, would be full of mildnes and charity.
In this meane tyme, being yet more kindled to holy actions, she was often rapt in spirit; and was come to such a degree of perfection, that no worldly thing could disorder the vnion which she had with the diuine Maiesty. When it pleased God to restore her to her senses she would immediatly returne to her fellow Nouices, and she proceeded towards them with so great humility and suauity, that it seemed not to be she, who so lately had beene seene to participate of so high and heauenly Misteryes, as one who valued not much such gifts as those, but attended only to solid vertue and the contempt of her selfe.
Now her Superiour obseruing the wonders that God wrought by meanes [Page 27] of this his true seruant (since euery day after the holy Communion they had seene her in excesse of mind, raysed vp to the vnderstanding of so high things) they appointed her, in vertue of holy obedience, to preuent the loosing of so great heauenly treasures, by communicating whatsoeuer God should manifest vnto her, with the Reuerend Mother Suor Vangelista del Giocundo her Mistresse and Suor Maria Maddalena Mori. Of these two Mothers, the first who is yet liuing a Religious woman of great prudence & of no lesse vertue and sanctity of life, hath witnessed in particuler by oaths, and writings vnder her hand, that she hath with her owne eyes seene that which is recounted in this Story of Suor Maria Maddalena, besides many other Religious, who in like manner haue affirmed, and do affirme the very same.
So as now Suor Maria Maddalena did relate to the sayd Mothers the fauours and intelligences which were cō municated to her by Almighty God in those Extasies. And although she extremly [Page 28] desired to maintaine her self abiect & vile in the sight of others, yet neuertheles she alwayes preferred holy Obedience before any inclination of her own; and the rather she did it in this case, to be the better assured thereby, whether or no there were any mixture of diabolicall fraud; but in this point she was satisfyed by her Ghostly Father. And for the better testifying of the truth, the Right Reuerend Man Francesco Benuenuti Gouernour and Confessarius of the Monastery, & Penitentiarius of the Cathedrall Church of Florence, subscribed with his owne hand to foure bookes written by the Religious, which conteine many deuout and high intelligences. By him they were deliuered to be reuiewed by the Fathers of the Society of Iesus, who gaue this testimony, that there was nothing to be found in them, contrary to the Catholique fayth; but on the other side many things of perfection, & worthy to be vnderstood by all, to bring thē more in loue with God.
She seeth the soule of Madre Suor Maria Bagnese, a Florentine, rich with the glory of Heauen. CHAP. 7.
SVOR Maria Maddalena was wont to visit often the body of the venerable Mother Suor Maria Bagnese a Florentine, who is buried in a case of stone within the Chapter-house of that Monastery; and there did see exhibite earnest prayers to that holy soule, to which she was most deuoted. Whereupon she obteyned to see her in heauen many tymes, but particulerly vpon the eleauenth of Iuly 1584. she saw her in a most excellent manner; and being commanded in vertue of holy Obedience, she related the Vision in these very words: I haue seene in heauen a most beautifull Throne of incomprehensible light, wherein did sit the Blessed Mother Suor Maria Bagnese, all resplendent and full of wonderfull Maiesty. And I vnderstood that this Throne, was her virginity [Page 30] and purity, which gaue her an extreme ornament. I saw also, that the sayd Throne was all set with precious stones; & these were all those souls which her example had brought to the seruice of God; which compassing her in, round about after the manner of a crown, did giue her greater grace and beauty.
This was the relation which Suor Maria Maddalena made of that particuler. But of how great sanctity the sayd Madre Suor Maria Bagnese was, whosoeuer will, may see in her life, which is written by the Father Alessandro Capocchi a Dominican, a man of great holynes; as also by the Father Abbot, Don Siluano Razzi of Camaldoli in the second part of Tuscan Saintes, and by the Father Fra Serafino his brother a Dominican, both who were men for their learning and vertue very much to be esteemed.
Three times our Lord made her know his will was, that she should liue vpon bread and water: Triall was taken of that motion by her Superiours, and with their permission she began to execute the will of God. CHAP. 8.
ON the 21. of May 1585. this blessed Creature being then imployed about the exercises of the Monastery, & finding her selfe to be moued by God, she went into the dormitory of the Nouiciate; where, at the instant that she arriued, she was cast downe to the earth with great violence; and remayning so a good while as if she had been dead, she afterwards vttered these wordes: O my Lord, and what is it which thou demandest of me? Is it perhaps the exteriour by the interiour? In this meane tyme, she vnderstood from the Eternall Father (as afterwards in vertue of holy Obedience she told the Religious) that in her diet, his pleasure was she should lead a particuler [Page 32] life, susteyning her selfe only by bread and water, excepting on the Sabbaoth dayes, and then she was to vse the meats of Lent; and this to be done in satisfaction of the offences which are committed against God by his creaturs. Afterwards, she saw the reward which is giuen to such as for the loue of God depriue themselues of earthly comforts. Whereupon she sayd thus; O how sweet and pleasant is that place, but great are the workes which they must performe who aspire thither. But if this were sufficient, o my God, for the helping of thy creatures, I would liue a thousand yeares in this manner, and should hold my selfe to be glorious thereby. Thy Word made me aske to do some pennance for thy creatures: art thou content with this? then is it wellcome. Thou art Mighty, o my God, yet if thou hadst not called me, and cast me downe to the ground, I had not answered thee; but thy will be euer done, and I rather desire to dye, then to offend the high Purity. I am resolued to remit my selfe wholy vnto thee; for being vnited to thee, nothing can be able to trouble me. Graunt me therefore [Page 33] this grace, O my Iesus, that I may euer be resigned to thy holy will.
Vpon the Thursday following (saying her Office with one of the Sisters) she was in the same manner cast downe to the ground, & being suddainly rapt in spirit with her eyes fixed vpon heauen she sayd; Adsum, adsum, adsum, Note. heere I am: and then in the person of the Eternall Father she replyed; I call thee, that thou mayst answere my vocation and petition, as already I haue shewed thee. She instantly answered; O it is thou, who art great and powerfull. She remayned in that cōtemplation more then halfe an houre, in which time it was euident that she did extremely suffer, and so ended the Rapt. But the day following, whilest after her manner she was with the Nouices, she was forcibly cast downe to the ground with great violence, where hauing lyen a while without speach, she sayd afterwards in the person of the Eternall Father; Crastino die nihil gustabis nisi panem & aquam, & si hoc non facies, retraham abs te oculos meos: To morrow thou shalt eat [Page 32] [...] [Page 35] [...] [Page 34] nothing, but bread and water, and if thou performe not this, I will withdraw myne eyes from thee. But if thou wilt do that which I require, and fullfill my will, and the will of my Word, who with so much loue hath giuen himselfe, and doth giue himselfe to thee, I will take pleasure in thee, as hitherto I haue done. And if thou haue a desire that thy worke should be gratefull to me, see that it be voluntary. This exteriour operation which I require of thee, shallbe a glasse for thy mind to looke in; and feare not that which the aduersary will procure to do against thee, for I will not suffer him to preuayle; I will giue Angels to thy soule, that they may guard it. The Mother of my only begotten Sonne shallbe thy keeper, that thou loose not the impression of the Passion of the Word, which I haue grauen in thy hart. Be free from feare for thy desires shall not be knowne to thyne enemy the Diuell, but I will fullfill them all.
After this, she remained a while in silence; but then in her owne person all resigned to the will of God, she sayd: Non moriar, sed adimplebo opera tua: I will not dye, but I will performe thy workes: [Page 35] vpon which wordes she returned from the Rapt. She considered then with her selfe, that which the Eternal Father had commanded; Note. and finding that she could not otherwise lead that singular manner of life appointed by God, she resolued instantly to informe her Superiours of the whole affaire. Which she did with singular humility; & she was answered by them (out of the great feare they had least in this there might be some mixture of the Diuells craft) that she should performe Obedience vnto them; and as for her food, she should vse no other, but such as was common to all the rest; and that they would not permit any one to be particuler in her manner of life. Nor did they this without mature deliberation, but determined among themselues to attend the issue, as knowing well, that if it were the will of our Lord, it would be more cleerely and apparant to them. And indeed it proued as they conceaued, for the day following, the houre of dinner being arriued; & there being set before this seruant of God, such diet [Page 36] as was prepared for the other Sisters, she being commanded by holy Obedience (which vertue she had euer in particuler recommendation beyond the rest) wold needs begin to eate thereof, but it was not possible for her to swallow a bit; for all that which she chewed and procured to put downe, was instantly and forcibly cast out by vomite. Many and many tymes did the Superiours trye her, but neuer would there succeed other effect. Whereupon the Ghostly Father of the house, with Mother Prioresse, gaue her full liberty to lead that life which the supreme God imposed vpon her, for now they knew that such was his will; and that the craft or deceit of the Diuell had no part therein. So as vpon the day of S. Zanobius Bishop of Florence on the 25. of May in the yeare 1585. she began in the name of our Lord, to eat bread & drink water, only excepting on Sundays when she was to feed vpon the meats of Lent, as our Lord had commanded her. And although she felt great repugnance thus to lead a particuler life against the [Page 37] common vse, yet neuertheles did she go through with it, as knowing that the will of her God was such.
The Eternall Father putteth her in mind of some spirituall exercises that she was to performe; he foretelleth the probation that he would make of her for fiue yeares, promising first to infuse the holy Ghost into her soule. CHAP. 9.
AT this tyme on the 26. of the same month and yeare, she was rapt according to her custome to celestiall contemplations, and remayned in them two houres without any speach at all. Being returned to her senses, she was commanded by the vsuall Obedience to reporte that which in that tyme she had vnderstood of our Lord. Wherupon with profound humility & much griefe of mind she told them, How the Eternall Father had giuen her a rule of life, which she was to hold, Note. confirming the food only of bread and [Page 38] water; That she was not to exceed fiue hours of sleep; that ordinarily she should take it on a sacke of straw, yet not denying but that sometymes she might repose vpon a matteresse; that her words should be of meeknes, of truth, and of Iustice; That her vnderstanding was to be dead without troublesome considering of any thing which might concerne either her selfe or others; that her memory should forget all thinges except the benefits receaued by him; that her will should desire none of these earthly things, but only do that whereby his diuine Maiesty might be pleased. Finally he would haue her resigne all these facultyes of mind vnto his Prouidence, and cast her selfe like a dead body into his hands. Our Lord also told her his pleasure was, That she should enter like another Daniel into a lake of Lions, that is, into a multitude of most horrible tentations, which were to last fiue yeares: That by her infernall enemyes she should be extremely afflicted, & vexed. And to conclude, that after the manner of gould she should be cast into the furnace of troubles and vexations both of body and mind, wherby she might afterwards appeare more beautifull [Page 39] in the sight of God. She further vnderstood, That she was to enter into these tribulations, as into a lake, vpon the next feast of the solemnity of the Holy Ghost; and by our Lord she was certifyed, that in all these battails she should obteyne victory; for the Word, in the lake it self would preserue her, the most sacred Virgin, S. Augustine, S. Ang [...]lus the Carmelite, S. Catharine of Siena (to all whome she was particulerly deuoted) should bring her the food of spirituall comfort, which they were to deriue from the Humanity of the Word, by the vigour wherof she was to be restored, and should not be ouercome by those tentations. The Eternall Father did also promise, That before this Probation he would infuse the Holy Ghost into her soule, to the end that being fortifyed by such a buckler of defence she might more cheerfully enter into this battaile against the Diuells. And besides, he shewed her the lake of Lyons, that is, the tribulations and tentations that she was to endure after hauing receaued the holy Ghost. Whereupon by this spectacle she grew instantly & extremely pale, shewing excessiue horrour [Page 40] at the sight of the most vgly formes of Diuels, which appeared before her in the shape of hideous cruell beasts. But yet neuertheles she offered her selfe with a cheerefull hart to the Eternall Father, for the suffering of whatsoeuer tormēts or tentations.
How she was called three tymes by God: and by him were giuen twenty Rules to be obserued by her. CHAP. 10.
THERE past not much tyme when once, after hauing communicated, she againe found her self to be called by Iesus in these wordes: Come hither, O my Spouse, for I am he who drew thee out of my owne vnderstanding, and placed thee in thy Mothers wombe, where I was delighted in thee. To this vocation she suddainly hearkned, seeking vp & down the Monastery where her Iesus might be, and her countenance was extraordinarily inflamed. In the the meane tyme she [Page 41] heard her selfe called againe in this manner; O come, for I am he who drew thee out of thy Mothers wombe, vniting my selfe to thee, and taking pleasure in thee. She did therfore now with greater zeale proceed in the search of Iesus: but the heauenly voyce not ceasing, called her the third time with these wordes: Come hither, O thou elected soule, for I will giue thee a Rule & make a bound to thy passions, for the whole tyme of thy life, vntill I bring thee to delight, and enioy me in the land of the liuing. As soon as she heard these words, she becam immouable & abstracted into Extasie. At which tyme there were giuen to her by the eternal Word, twenty rules which she was to obserue throughout all her life for her greater profit in the perfection of vertue, which she in the person of the VVord deliuered in this manner.
I the Spouse of thy soule, and the Word of my Eternall Father, do giue thee a Rule in the same act of loue, wherewith I graunted & made thee partaker of the greatnes of my purity: o thou beloued of me who am beloued, note this Rule which is myne and [Page 42] thyne: myne because I prescribe it, and thyne because thou art to obserue it.
1. First I require of thee, that in all thy actions internall and externall thou haue an eye to that Purity, which I haue made thee vnderstand: and imagine that euery one of thy wordes and works are to be the last of thy life.
2. Thou shalt procure to the vttermost of thy power, and of the grace which I will giue thee to haue as many eyes as thou shalt gaine soules.
3. Thou shalt neuer giue any counsaile, nor impose any commandement, although thou haue authority so to do, till first thou shalt haue made it knowne to me, as I am hanging vpon the Crosse.
4. Thou shalt not obserue any defect, nor reproue it in any mortall creature, till first thou shalt haue knowne, that thy selfe it more vnworthy then that creature.
5. Thy words shallbe sincere, true, graue and far from all flattery; and thou shalt be euer bringing me for an example to the works which are to be performed by the Creatures.
6. Take care that with such as are thy [Page 43] [...]qualls thy cheerefullnes do not take away thy grauity, & that thy grauity do not diminish [...]n thee Meeknes and Humility.
7. Let all thy actions be performed with [...]uildnes, and with so humble and sweet manner that they may be like so many loadstons to draw the creatures towards me, and let them be done with so much prudence, as that they may serue for a rule to the members of my body, that is, to the soules of my Religious, and to thy Neighbours.
8. Be thirsty as is the Harte after water, night and day to be exercise Charity towards the members of my body, making the same account of the weaknes & wearines of thyne owne, which thou makest of the ground whereon thou treadest.
9. Thou shalt force thy selfe, as much as I shall make thee able, to be meate for the hungry, drinke for the thirsty, a garment for the naked, a garden for the imprisoned, and a solace for the afflicted.
10. With such as I leaue in the sea of the world thou shalt be prudent as the serpēt, and with myne elected soules thou shalt be simple as the Doue, being affrayd of the former [Page 44] as of the face of a dragon, but louing the later as so many Temples of the holy Ghost.
11. Be euer subduing of thy Passions, and demand grace of me wherewith to do it, who haue dominion ouer all the creatures.
12. Thou shalt condescend vnto my creatures, and suffer with them, as I whilest I was on earth proceeded with supreme charity towards them, hauing euer in thyne eares that sentence, which was afterward of myne Apostle, Quis infirmatur & ego non infirmor?
13. Thou shalt neuer faile to giue any thing to any person when it is desired, if thou haue power to dispose therof; and thou shalt neuer depriue any creature of any thing that hath beene graunted to it, vnles first thou consider that I am the searcher of thy hart, & that I am one day to iudg thee with power and Maiesty.
14. Thou shalt esteeme thy Rule and Constitutions thereof, togeather with the vowes, as I will haue thee esteeme my selfe; procuring to ingraue in the harts of all the Religious, the zeale of that state to which I haue called them, and of thy Religion.
15. Thou shalt haue great desire to be [Page 45] made subiect vnto all, and thou shalt haue it in horrour to be preferred before the meanest and least of the company.
16. Thou shalt not conceaue that thy comfort, repose, and solace consisteth in any other thing, then in contempt and in humility.
17. Thou shalt forbeare to let the creatures know what thy desires are, and what my will is, excepting those whom I haue giuen to liue with thee, and my Christ.
18. Thou shalt be in continuall oblation of all thy desires and actions, togeather with all my members, vnto me.
19. From that houre wherein I left my pure mother, that is, from within two howres before Sun set, thou shalt be in continuall oblation of my Passion, of thy selfe, and of my creatures to the Eternall Father, and this shallbe thy preparation for receauing of me sacramentally: and betweene the day and the night thou shalt visit my body and bloud 33. times.
20. The last thing shallbe that in all the operations, which I shall suffer thee to performe, as well internall as externall, thou art [Page 46] to be transformed into me.
After this she remayned for some tyme without speach, and she proceeded in the person of the Word, saying; This is the Rule which the beloued of thy soule in act of loue hath giuen to thee. Therefore thou shalt receaue it, and such thinges as are conteyned therein thou shalt keep at thy hart, and put them in execution, excepting only when Charity, and Obedience do hinder thee from visiting my body, and bloud. After these wordes she returned from the rapt. And how exactly these Rules were obserued by her, the progresse of her life will shew.
The great excesses of loue which she had in the contemplation of Christ Iesus. CHAP. 11.
YET was not the vapour of this burning fornace so very hot, but sometymes the flame increased, which made the most ardent fire of diuine loue euen breake from her breast out of her mouth. [Page 47] In so much as in her Rapts fixing her most pure vnderstanding vpon the contemplation of infinite loue which mo [...]ed Almighty God to do so much for the most vile creatur Man, Note the great excesse of her loue to God expressed in this and the next chapter. she could not conteine her selfe from exclayming thus with a loud voyce; O loue, O loue, O God how thou louest thy creatures, with pure loue! O God of loue, O God of loue, O my Lord, no more loue, no more loue, it is too much. O my Iesus the loue that thou bearest to thy creatures! Yet not too much for thy greatnes, but too much for a creature, which is so vile and base. Wherfore dost thou O my God giue me so much loue, who am so vnworthy and so vile!
Being once againe in Rapt taking a Crucifixe into her hand she went running about the Couent, and easing her hart towards the diuine Word with inamoured discourses, and inflamed desires she cryed out, O loue, O loue, O loue. This did she with so gracefull smiles, & with a countenance of top full of ioy that the very sight of her gaue occasion to take vnspeakable comfort.
[Page 48]Sometimes she would be fixing her eyes on heauen, sometimes vpon the Crucifixe, sometimes she would imbrace and presse it vpon her hart, & kisse it with excessiue feruour; and the while she would not cease to cry, and cry againe; O loue, O loue, I will neuer cease, O my God to call thee loue, the very ioy and triumph of my hart, the hope and comfort of my soule.
Then turning about to the Sisters which followed her, she would thus say on; Know you not O deere Sisters, that my Iesus is nothing els but loue, yea that he is euen as it were fond with loue. Fond with loue I say thou art, O my Iesus, and I will euer say so. Thou art all amiable and ioyfull, thou art recreatiue and confortatiue, thou art nutritiue and vnitiue, thou art pennance & solace, labour and repose, life and death both at once. Finally, what is that which is not in thee: thou art wise and cheerefull, high and immense, admirable and vnspeakable, in excogitable and incomprehensible. Then she kept her eyes still fixed vpon the wounded side of the Crucifixe, wherein she [Page 49] seemed to discouer strang thinges, and spake at large of the suprem loue, which God beareth to mankind, and of the highest Misteryes, which the Incarna [...]e Word wrought on earth for our redemption. And againe she exclaymed, O loue, O loue: then casting her eye, vp to heauē she sayd; Giue me so strong a voyce, O my Lord, that whilest I call thee Lou [...], I may be heared from the East to the West, & throughout all the parts of the world, euen to Hell it selfe, that thou may [...] be known & reuerenced as the true loue. O loue, O loue, which only dost penetrate and transcend, which breakest and bindest, which rulest and gouernest all thinges! Thou art heauen and earth, fire and aire, bloud & water; thou art God and Man. And who shall euer be able, either to expresse or thinke of thy greatnes, since thou art infinite and eternall!
In these so liuely excesses of Loue she did often spend the whole dayes, so as it seemed that she drew on apace towards an Angelicall life, and that she was fed with banquetting dishes from the table of heauen. In these acts her [Page 50] speach was so deuout, so inflamed, and so compassionate towards her Iesus hanging on the Crosse, that not only in name, but in deed she resembled that Maddalena, who was so much wounded with griefe vpon mount Caluary, when the VVord Incarnate gaue vp his Spirit to his eternall Father.
Sometymes being vrged by the heat of celestiall fire, she would runne with speed into the Quire, and getting vp to the Rood lost where there was a Crucifixe, she would vnnayle it from the Crosse with incredible agility. Then sitting downe she would keep it in her bosome, and taking of her veyles from her head she would dry with them the sweat and bloud which she seemed to see runne trickling downe from the face of her beloued Spouse. And this would she do with so great feruour of spirit, that the Religious who were present would feare that her hart was not able to indure such an ardent fire of loue. It is an admirable thing to tell how when the Sisters had taken those veiles & linnen-clothes [Page 51] wherewith she had performed those offices of deuotion to the Crucifix they found them so full of sweat, and so very wet, that it seemed as if she had held in her armes the dead Iesus, in such sort as he was when in the middest of those cruell torments of the Crosse, he suffered death for the saluation of mankind.
Other amorous Excesses towardes Christ Iesus, whereof she discharged her hart. CHAP. 12.
THE celestiall fire of loue did dayly more and more increase in this deer Spouse of Iesus, in so much that for the excessiue inward heate that she felt, she could not oftentims in the very middest of winter keep on her wollen bodyes. It was further necessary for her to haue her other garmēts extraordinarily loose about her, to the end that her inflamed affections might be able to passe more freely, and oftentymes she was forced to [Page 52] drinke cold water, & in great quantity. Into the very water she would also thrust her armes, and bath her face and cast part thereof into her bosome, affirming that she found her selfe not only to burne, but euen to consume. Then turning her selfe vp to heauen with inamoured countenance she often repeated these words, I can no longer indure so great a flame. And certainly if she had not byn succoured by supernatural help, impossible it had beene that she could haue liued.
Besides these ardent affects, one other that was very strang may be recoū ted, which she shewed on the day of the Inuention, or Finding of the Holy Crosse; when hauing first communicated, she stood for the space of an houre like a strong immoueable Tower, and spake at large of the excellency and nobility of the Crosse of Iesus with most ardent affection of mind. And after, insisting vpon the contemplation of the Incarnate VVord which was nayled theron, she began thus to exclaime; O loue, O loue, how [Page 53] [...]ttle art thou knowne and beloued! Note. If thou [...]anst not find a place wherein to rest, come O [...]ue, come all into me, for I shall not faile to [...]eceaue thee. O you soules created by loue, [...]hy do you not loue this Loue? And what [...]hing is loue, but only God? Deus Charitas est. [...] loue thou makest me euen melt & consume. Thou makest me dye and yet I liue, and I [...]eele payne by thy making me know how little [...]hou art beloued and knowne.
In the meane tyme she vsed such [...]eere and pious gestures, as kindled in the beholders an vnspeakable deuotion; sometymes she would spread her armes abroad, sometymes she would clap her handes togeather, and neuer cease from saying; O come you soules to loue my loue, come & loue your God. But how hoat this fire of loue was which burned her most pure hart might well be knowne by her face, which was euen like to fire it selfe, And so with her cloaths and the veyles of her head she was forced sometimes to fanne her selfe for the mitigating of the extreme heat wherein she was, and yet in the very midst of it, she would often [Page 54] runne with great speed, sometymes through the Couent, and sometymes throughout the whole garden, affirming that she went vp and downe seeking of soules which might know, and loue this Loue. When she happened to meet some one of her Sisters in the way, she would take her by the hand, and wringing her very hard, would say; O thou soule, doest thou loue this loue? what shift dost thou make to liue? doest thou not feele thy self consume and euen dye for loue? And when for a good while she had walked thus vp and downe, she would take into her handes the ropes of the bells, and ringing them exclaime with a loud voyce; O you soules, come loue, come loue this loue by whome you are so much beloued. With these affects of her spirit it would not be credible to tell how the mindes of the Religious there present were inflamed to deuotion, and withall to wonder.
But among all her amorous excesses, which were so many, one of them was admirable, which in one of her Raptes she expressed. She had passed a whol day [Page 55] in heauenly contemplations, & spoken with so much feruour of soule of the diuine loue, that she seemed some Angelicall spirit, which might haue beene descended from heauen to expresse the excellency thereof. By meanes of this labour she was growne exceedingly weary and voyd of strength, and being desirous to refresh, and restore her self, she tooke a Crucifixe into her hand, and applying her mouth to the wound thereof, she was seene by the Religious to swallow in the same very sort, as men vse to do, when they feed vpon som delightful meat. And moreouer she deliuered such words, as whereby it might cleerely be vnderstood, that she was then deliciously fed through the wounds of Iesus. And she returned from her Rapt with such sweetnes of spirit, and so ouer-flowed with ioy, as wel might shew that she had beene nourished with celestiall Manna.
Of an Examination of her conscience that she made in Rapt, whereby the great purity of her soule may be seene. CHAP. 13.
HOvv diligent she was in the examination of her conscience, and how she fixed the eye of her mind vpon euery little moare that might pretend to defile her hart, may be considered by the inquiry that she made vpon her selfe, of what she had done that day; & she made it in a Rapt, whilest she was in the presence of God. She began therefore lying halfe prostrate with her knees vpon the ground to recite those Psalmes, Domine quid multiplicati sunt &c. Qui habitat in adiuto [...]io &c. Which as soone as she had ended, thus she sayd; O my Iesus what was the first thought which I had to day? I grieue that it was not of thee: Note. but I was fearefull least it had beene too late to call thy Spouses to prayse thee: nor was my thought to offer my selfe to thee, nor to honour thee. Afterwards: [Page 57] O my Iesus, I went to offer my selfe to thee in the Quire, but I d [...]d not resigne my selfe intierly and absolutly to thy will. O most bountifull God, and what grace may I hope to receaue of thee, I who did not resigne my selfe wholy vnto thee, haue mercy vpon me, O Lord, although I deserue it not, but do rather d [...]serue a thousand hells. Againe when I went to sing prayses vnto thee, I was troubled more to see that some of my Sisters were wanting in performance of the ceremony [...]s, and Religious actions, then I tooke care to honour thee, and to offer vp my prayses in vnion of such, as are presented by the heauēly spirits. I may well beg thy mercy, O thou great God, when euen in that which immediatly apperteines to thee, and to thy prayse, I haue committed so many imperfections. When I came to receaue thy body and bloud, which I ought to haue done with all possible deuotiō, I accuse my selfe, that I made no intention to do it in memory of thy Passion as thou hast directed I should do: neither yet did I thinke of vniting my soule to thee, but I considered what course I might take for the quieting of my hart. I did first heare the diuine [Page 58] Word, but I thought more, whether it was true that we were such, as thou didst cause vs to be told by thy Christ, then I did of the loue which thou bearest me: and therfore O my Lord, I can aske nothing but mercy of thee. When I went to receaue thy bloud in the sacrament of Pennance, I did more consider what I was to say vnto thy Christ for the quietting of my hart, then I did the benefit which thou vouchsafest to giue by washing my soule in thy bloud, & I did not confide in thee that thou wouldst giue me help and grace.
O my Lord, and what were the first words that I vttered? They were wordes of reprehension (this she sayd because being Schoole-Mistres she reprehended one of the Nouices.) And my speach being so little sweet, and mild was the cause of disquieting her hart, and that which is worse I wanted Charity; for when I saw that her hart was vnquiet, I did not procure to appease it, that so it might be vnited to thee. Behold O my Lord, what I reap by my so great vnion with thee, and by the light which thou giuest me. If thou gauest it to some other creature, it would be more gratefull to thee. But I miserable [Page 59] and wretched soule make no profit at all by it, since I fayle of Charity towards thy spouses. I beseech thee euen by thy Passion to pardon me.
When afterwards I went to speake with that creature (this was vpon occasion of her going to the Grate to speake with one of her Aunts, and was there Rapt in Extasis) I accuse my selfe to haue committed a great hypocrisy, occasioning my selfe to be thought for such a one as I am not. Although I made a signe vnto thy creatures, but I deserued not that they should vnderstād me, since I seemed to keep my soule vnited vnto thee, and yet thou knowest how often I haue wandred from thee. I seemed to be a true Religious woman, and yet thou knowest the poore creature that I am: I demand mercy, O my God, for this great hypocrisy, and I offer to thee thyn owne bloud, which was shed for me with so great loue: if thou send me to hell, O my Lord as I deserue, thou mayst iustly place me below Iudas, since I haue offended thee so much.
Then I went to restore my body with necessary food, but what intention had I therin [Page 60] to honour thee? For I remembred not to offer vnto thee so many poore creatures, why perhaps had beene long knocking at gates for a bit of bread, which yet peraduenture was not giuen them. And for me miserable wretched creature, without any labour of myne, and which is more without any merit, prouision is made by the Religion, whereby my body may be susteyned. And not only did I commit this offence, but that other also in making that spouse of thyne speake so many words, and yet I knew that in that place it was not lawfull to speake at all. Behould, O my Lord, how in all my operatiōs I find that I haue offended thee: how then shall I appeare in thy presence to demand gifts and graces of thee, and to recommend thy creatures to thee, I who haue so much offended thee, that I deserue no mercy for my selfe? But that loue which moued thee to come down on earth, and to shed thy blood, let that moue thee to shew mercy towards my soule.
When afterwardes I forbare to go to prayse thee togeather with the rest of thy Spouses, it was only through myn own fault: for when that creature wished me not to go, I [Page 61] did instantly consent to the not going. O my Iesus if she had required some act of Charity at my hands, I should not so soone haue giuen consent, O my Lord, how can I hope euer to come in place where I may eternally prayse thee togeather with those blessed spirits, since I haue fayled to prayse thee togeather with thy spouses heere? I offer thee thy bloud that by reason thereof thou mayst haue mercy on me.
And in that worke which I did, what intention had I to honour thee, O my Lord, when I grieued more for the tyme, which thou euen in taking from me doest giue, then I did for hauing fayled to offer my soule to thee (heere she meaneth that tyme when our Lord did keep her alienated from her senses.) I was carefull to giue a signe to thy little virgins for the keeping of silence, but I considered not how much more I was bound to keep my soule vnited to thee.
When afterwards I was to haue inuoked the holy Ghost, I wandred with my mind so far off from thee, that I could not remember the manner which I was to hould therin, so as they who haue beene a lesse tyme in a [Page 62] Religious state then my selfe, had more discretion therin then I Behould, O my Iesus how I haue fayled in all my operations? How then can I appeare before thy goodnes, hauing offended thee so much? I do againe make o [...]er to thee of thy bloud, for only in respect of that I hope for pardon.
And how much did I fayle O God, when I had that other worke to do, in not taking a little paines to moue those few paces? I say I fayled of that which I was bound to do: I intreated others that they would [...]o [...]e that charity, and in the meane tyme I fayled of doing it to myne owne soule. I tooke more care that I might not take a little paynes, then I did least thou shouldst depart [...]rom me. In all my workes I find defects, O my God, ut thou not regarding my offences of thyne own goodnes hast drawne me to thee againe where thou giuest me so much light, as if thou auest t to any other [...]ule, it would make more profit by it then I most wretched and mis rable creature do. Againe I went to restore my selfe with corporall food, neither yet did I [...]all to mind the many poore ones that want wherewith to feed themselues, wheras for me, [Page 63] O my Lord, thou hast so liberally prouided; and now I offer thyne owne bloud againe for so many offences, as I haue made against thee.
Alas, O my Lord, how true it is that we are in darknes, and I haue not performed any worke without offending thee: what then remaynes for me to do? O my God, though I haue offended thee so much in this day, [...]et wil I not commit this last and greatest offence, which were if I should not confide in thee, and in thy mercy. I know well O Lord, that I deserue no pardon, but the bloud which thou hast shed for me will make me hope in thee, and that thou wilt forgiue me.
Hauing made this Examen, being in Rapt al the while, she retyred her self into a secret place of the Monastery, where she afflicted her body with a grieuous discipline. But first as soone as she returned from her sayd Rapt, she recommended all the creatures to Almighty God, and offered vp for them the bloud of Christ Iesus.
She remayned in Extasis eight dayes, and eight nights, speaking of highest Mysteryes: and euery morning at the houre of Tertia, she receaued the holy Ghost in seuerall formes. CHAP. 14.
ABOVE all the Extasies of this beloued Spouse of Iesus, that one was admirable which she had vpon the Vigil of the holy Ghost in the yeare 1585. wherin she remayned eight continuall dayes from the sayd Vigil, vntill the feast of the Blessed Trinity, returning only to her senses for the space of two houres euery day, wherin she recyted her office, and prouided for the necessity of her life, by feeding only vpon a little bread and water, and taking very little rest. In this tyme she did euery morning receaue at the houre of Tertia the Holy Ghost in diuers forms, of Fire, of a Riuer, of a Doue, of a Pillar, of a Clowd, of a Wind, and of Flaming tongues. And at the same tyme [Page 65] she became so ioyfull and bright, and did speake so sublimely of the most hidden Mysteries, that it was a thing miraculous. And yet further, whilest she was speaking in the person of the Eternall Father, or of Christ, or of her selfe, her voyce would be changed in such sort, that euen without vnderstanding the wordes, one might haue knowne, that they were diuers persons which discoursed by her tongue. So many were the spirituall intelligences, which our Lord communicated vnto her in this Rapt, as that being set downe by the Religious, as she produced them, they make a iust volume, whereof is compiled an addition to the third part of her life. But to giue some patterne of the aforesayd Extasis, I say, that on the Vigil of the holy Ghost which came that yeare vpon the eight of Iune, she was called by the Eternall Father in these words.
Come my spouse, the rest, & yet the impulse of my spirit. Wherupon she remayned suddainly abstracted from her senses, & sayd: Ecce venio, venio citò, citò venio. [Page 66] And hauing beene a while in contemplation she began thus to speake in the person of the Incarnate Word. Before thou enter into the admirable knowledge of my holy Ghost, I will make knowne to thee what I meane to do with thee, therfore be attentiue. Heere she stayed a while, and then resumed the discourse still in the person of the Eternall Word. Know that vntill the day where you there below, do celebrate that feast, whereon thou didst so intrinsecally knit thy selfe to me, and I in so great aboundance gaue my selfe to thee (which was meant of the Profession, which the yeare before she had made vpon the day of the most holy Trinity) thou shalt be vnited to me in such sort that thou shalt be made partaker of diuin treasures. Yet further know, that for the space of fiue yeares (as heertofore I told thee) I will depriue thee of the feeling of my grace, but not of my grace it selfe, for that shall euer be in thee. That priuation shallbe made for the glory of my Father, for the ioy of the Angells, and of all the blessed spirits which stand assisting at the Throne of the most holy Trinity, for the example of mortall creatures, for [Page 67] the greater torment of damned soules, for the confusion of Diuells, for the ease of the soules in Purgatory, and for the comfort of thy self. I will also proceed with thee like to a valerous Captaine, who before he exalt his souldier to high honour, doth put him to many proofs; and so I, before I will exalt thee in the sight of my Father, will proue thee first. Thou shalt therfore indeauour to haue in thee the knowledge of thy being nothing, and to be euer seconding, and executing the internall inspirations which I will giue thee, as hitherto thou hast done. But although thou hast heeretofore done it with much indeauour, yet heereafter thou must do it with much more. Thou shalt procure to obserue, nay I command thee that thou do obserue interiourly, withall sincerity, all the directions, which I haue giuen thee. Thou shalt reproue the defects of others speaking euer all truth. I tell thee yet further that in all the Feria's Sexta's (if thou wilt be attentiue at the houre when I dyed vpon the Crosse) thou shalt receaue the spirit which I rendred to my eternall Father; and although thou feele it not, yet shall it euer descend on thee. And as the creature cannot liue without [Page 68] a hart, so I cannot be without thee, whensoeuer thou shalt haue the knowledge of thy being nothing, which as long as it remaynes in thee, thou mayst well be confident, that thou shalt euer be vnited to me. And my peace shallbe with thee, although it may seeme to thee, that thou art in continuall warre, because in this probation, which I will make of thee, many infernall Lyons will come forth against thee, beating thee, and giuing thee torments. Nor shall they only striue to beate thee exteriourly, but also interiourly with greater fury: yet they shall not be permitted by me to haue power to conquer thee, but thou shalt euer be stored with this same grace of myne which now thou hast. Nay how much more they come towards thee with violence, so much more shall my fauourable assistance towards thee superabound, although it is to be without any feeling comfort of thyne.
To this she answered cheerfully, sufficit mihi gratia tua. And after hauing beene a while in silence, the discourse of the Incarnate Word followed on with great earnestnes, and aboundance of speach to this effect, There will not be wanting [Page 69] such as I haue appointed to fauour thee (this was sayd by her Patron-Saints) in bringing to thee spirituall food, and thou shalt speedily flye vnder the shaddow of my purity, not making any motion, or operation without that, although yet euen this shallbe without the feeling of my grace. Against the fiue grieuous temptations by which thou shalt be most assaulted, thou shalt arme thy selfe with the gifts, which already I haue communicated to thee. Thou shalt take in the first assault my purity: In the second my hart and thyne: In the third my woundes, which thou hast of me: In the fourth the crowne of thorns which I wore: In the fifth the great desire which thou hast of the saluation of my creatures. And if all the Diuells in hell come with great fury to fright thee, thou shalt not yet be afrayd: for as their Enuy hath no end, so I will neuer be wanting to continue my grace in thee. And faile not thou to relate that, which thou shalt participate therein. This was meant by the high Intelligences which he would be pleased to graunt her, as afterwards appeared.
After these words she hauing heard [Page 70] those heauenly directions, replyed in her owne person. O thou only begotten, O Incarnate and humane Word, who can execute thy great workes! In respect of thee they are little, but for me they are great. Vpon this thought she remayned a while in silence & finding her selfe still to be filled more and more with the Spirit of God, she followed thus: Who shall euer be able to resist so great assaults, but such a one as is transformed into thee! O my God, who is blind in himselfe, true in speaking of thee, and of thy creatures? He that shall conuerse with the creatures without giuing scandall or impediment to thy Loue. The meeke, the peaceable, and the patient.
After these, and many such other intercourses of heauenly speach, which as hath beene sayd are noted in a booke apart, she added this in the person of the only begotten Word. Feare nothing my deerest Child, for I will euer remayne with thee, and this probation which I am pleased to make of thee, shallbe an euident signe of the certainty of the great gifts and graces which I haue graunted thee. Besides it shallbe a [Page 71] meane of bringing thee vp to greater perfection. If thou shalt be inuironed by great battailes, not knowing which way to turne thy selfe, nor conceauing that I am with thee, yet know indeed that by me thou shalt neuer be abandoned. To these words she answered: Sufficit mihi gratia tua, & in excessu mentis mea non mouebor in aeternum. And thus hauing humbled her selfe in the diuine presence, after many other discourses she yeilded her selfe readily to the soueraign will of God, by saying: Omnia possum in te.
She entreth into the lake of Lyons (that is to say, into the battaile against the Diuells) and vnderstandeth that she is to suffer for the good of soules. CHAP. 15.
IN this very Rapt vpon the day of the solemnity of the Holy Ghost, she was conducted in height of spirit, and the Lake of Lyons was shewed, whereinto shortly she was to enter. This was easily [Page 72] knowne by her words, & her becoming so very pale and sad, as it moued euery one to compassion. She then beheld a number of Diuells almost numberles, who with frightfull tentatiōs threatned to assault her, and she heard most horrible rorings, as of the fiercest Lyons. Whereupon with the very anguish, hauing cast her selfe vpon her knees, she deliuered words so deseruing pitty, as made all them weep who were present. But because she spake with extraordinary vehemency, her speach could not be taken, but a little at the first which was thus.
I inuite the heauen, and the earth, & the inhabitants thereof to come and succour me. Soone after turning her selfe towards God; Where is (sayd she) O my God, that sun of thy grace? To me it seemes obscured, thy goodnes seemeth to be wholy withdrawn from me: I am now abandoned like a body that hath no part wherewith to help it selfe, and as the trunke of a barren tree: for hearing that thy grace is retyred from me, I cannot help my selfe. After this it was told [Page 73] her by Almighty God, that she not being able to help her Neighbours otherwise, he was pleased that she should do it by supporting of paynes and troubles for them.
Whereupon she added. The cursed Heretikes (nor can I name them in this action otherwise) willbe an occasion to me of most bitter paynes: for although they did once receaue thy holy Ghost, yet haue they not continued to possesse it. And so many proud Spouses of thyne which haue rebelled from thee, will prouoke these raging Lyons to come against me, for the increase of my anguish & affliction. But at last (O Word) if those wretched soules will returne to thee, I would esteeme my selfe happy, and a thousand tymes contented, that the Diuells should come vnto my torment. I see I am round about enuironed with such cruell spectacles, that I cannot conteyne my selfe, whilest I heare their hideous noyse, from extending also myne owne voyce. And if I shallbe forbidden to do so exteriourly, yet I can neuer be so abridged interiourly, but that I will exclayme so long to God, as that I willbe heard at last.
[Page 74] These diuellish spirits, O my Iesus, would fayne abolish all Fayth, annihilate humility, disgrace purity, and in lieu of my resignation vnto thee, would place in my hart a will peruerted. Nor doe I meruaile, that since they cannot bring this to passe, they returne to me with so great fury and rage, and striue to make so hideous noyse, to the end that I may not heare the Orders which came downe to me from my God. It happeneth to me, as to one that expecteth death, who hath no lesse affliction when he seeth the instrumēt which is to cut off his head, then he hath whilest he is in the act of suffering. I see well, O my Lord, that if thou shouldst retyre the power of thy hand, these enemyes would depriue me of life. They would fayne teare out my bowells, which makes them run against me with such fury. But my Spowse hath first placed in me his owne spirit, and his hart, withall those other gifts and graces, and did after place me in this Probation and tentation, resoluing that I should suffer for the creatures, to the end that they may be conuerted to him.
I remember well, O Word, of certaine [Page 75] shaddowes, which were giuen me by thee, vnder which I was to fly for some space of time that I might loose the hearing of these horrible rorings, and fearefull noyses, and the seeing of this spectacle of Diuells which is so hideous. O Eternall Word, thou hast brought me into a great lake, wherein I know not which way to turne my selfe, where I may not see, & heare so many fierce beasts which run with open mouth towardes the deuouring of me: What therefore shall I do? It willbe best that I take courage, and do my selfe honour by it, making a vertue of necessity, that is, by glorying in the paynes I endure. Redime me à caluminantibus me: Generatio mea ablata est, & conuoluta à me: Oportet me gloriari in varijs tentationibus: Timor & tremor venerunt super me, & contexerunt me tenebrae: Aestimata sum tamquam mortuus à corde. O Lord cast thy right hand ouer me and giue me strength: Many other things she proceeded to say, and she also vnderstood in this Bapt, that vntill the day of the most B. Trinity the feeling of the diuine grace should not be wholy withdrawn from her, but that [Page 76] she was more to be fortifyed by God for her spirituall comfort.
Of fiue tentations which for fiue years did afflict her. She had a signe from God tha [...] she was not deluded. And how for the space of fiue houres she was beaten by Diuells. CHAP. 16.
AFTER that the Omnipotent God had fortifyed this true seruant of his, with so many soueraigne conceptions, & enricht her with so many graces, vpon the day of the most holy Trinity being the 16. of Iune in the sayd yeare 1585. when she returned from that Rapt wherein she had remayned for the space of eight dayes and nights successiuely, he withdrew from her the delight and feeling of his grace. Whereupon, the hideous sight of Diuells, and fierce tentations did at that tyme begin to afflict and fright her in such sort, that it wold haue brought terrour and horrour to any humane creature whatsoeuer, though of [Page 77] most innocent, and holy life. And as she had receaued from her most gracious God those singular gifts which are deiuered in the second part, that is, The sacred woundes in her soule; the crowne of thornes; the being espoused by Iesus; his hart; and the participation of his diuine purity: so on the other side she vnderstood that she was to be assaulted by fiue most grieuous tentations. First in the points of Fayth she was to indure many difficultyes. Secondly by tentations of Pride. Thirdly by diuers motions of sense. Fourthly she was to fall into so great obscurity of mind, that she might haue run into many acts of desperation, if she had not beene most vigilantly carefull. And lastly the inordinate appetite, and desire of meates was extremely to assault her, with other tentations, which were to be in a manner infinite.
Heereupon she sayd often afterwardes, that there remayned not as it were any tentation, which she had not proued; and by the excessiue furiousnes thereof, she suffered griefe almost insufferable. [Page 78] But among these, that sorrow was most piercing beyond al estimation which she tooke by the horrible sight o [...] the Diuells, who were still vnder seuerall apparences, discouering and representing to her the multitude of mens enormous, and shamefull sinnes. Besides this, she heard now and then, such horrible skreaming and roring in her eares, togeather with hideous blasphemyes, which so possest her hearing, that oftentymes she could hardly hearken to what the Religious would say vnto her. Nor did those diuellish assaults giue her ouer heere; for sometymes the enuious spirits would throw her downe the staires, and sometyms she was cruelly bitten by thē, as by so many venemous vipers, whereby she suffered extreme payne.
When by night, she would desire to repose her body, it is hard to expresse in how great paine she consumed very vsually foure or fiue continued houres. In this manner she passed many & many monthes away, so as now she was come to the 14. of her probation, when on S. [Page 79] Margarets day of the yeare 1586. being in the Quire in celebrating the sacred Office of the Church, she was rapt in spirit, & she vnderstood from her deere Iesus, that he was pleased vntill the end of October following, to ease her in som sort of those tentations. So as during that tyme, she was often abstracted from her senses, and enriched with celestiall treasures by the vnderstanding of high Misteryes.
But much more was she formerly afflicted, by the great feare she had, least the Diuell should delude her. Therefore, for the securing of her, that whatsoeuer happened was by the diuine Will, and not accompanyed with any illusion, it pleased God (whilest once she was by excesse of mind transformed into him) to shew her cleerely the truth of all that processe, & he gaue her this for a signe, that she should miraculously remaine 15. dayes successiuely, without taking any materiall food at all, excepting only the Sundayes and Thursdayes, which should occure. Vpon the Thursdayes he [Page 80] was pleased, that she should susteyne he [...] selfe by a little bread and water, and vpon the Sundayes by some food of Lent. This (she obteyning first licence of her Superiours) did punctually execute.
At that tyme all her solace & comforts were placed in the holy food of the Angels, which she receaued euery morning, with vnspeakable deuotion: but otherwise (besids the sadnes which long fasting vsually carryeth with it) she was assaulted at that tyme, with most furious tentations; and once lying vpon a hard sacke of straw, she was dragged & horribly beaten by the Diuells, for the space of fiue houres togeather. It seemed to her then, that she was sometymes cu [...] in peeces, & sometyms so cruelly bruzed that she was forced to vtter these dolefull speaches, which S. Antony vsed, when he was in like manner beaten by Diuells, O my Lord, where art thou? But afterward being eased of that agony, she was liberally rewarded by Almighty God, with heauenly graces.
She deliuereth a child possessed by a Diuell. CHAP. 17.
SO much was our Lord pleased to shew himselfe powerfull and wonderfull in this deere seruant of his, that not only he did enrich her with many celestiall gifts, & made her appeare to be a heauenly spirit euen heer on earth; but he would also shew his wonders by making her do those thinges, which to the frailty of flesh and bloud are impossible. This was made euident by many miracles, that she wrought in her life tyme, which as testimonyes of her sanctity are set downe in the course of this Story, according to the tymes when they were wrought, and the first of them was this.
The daughter of a Gentleman of Florence named Catharina, was much afflicted by a maligne spirit which possest her body. She was brought by her Mother in the yeare 1586. to this seruant of [Page 82] God, and whilest she was speaking with her, the child began to be tormented, as her manner was, by the Diuell, in so much as through the much paine she endured, she foamed aboundantly at her mouth, & seemed to be suffocated. But as soone as Suor Maria Maddalena, had in the name of God, commanded the foule spirit, that he should depart, the child was presently freed, and from that tyme forward was neuer troubled.
She speaketh in a Rapt to the Cardinall Archbishop of Florence, who was afterwardes Pope Leo the eleuenth, and by whome she was found to be sound in spirit. CHAP. 18.
THIS beloued soule of Iesus had vnderstood, that the Cardinall Archbishop of Florence, who was afterwards Pope Leo the eleuenth, was desirous to speake with her of many important things, when he should come vnto the Monastery, about the election of a new [Page 83] Superiour. And the Confessarius togeather with the Prioresse hauing heard therof, and fearing least the Cardinal might take some disgust, by somewhat that she might say, they resolued to procure in dexterous manner, that she might haue no occasion of speaking with him. Note. But to shew, that no counsaile though neuer so wisely conceaued, is of force against the will of God, it happened directly contrary to their appointment. For Suor Maria Maddalena being gone to communicate on the 29. day of September 1586. which was the day of the Cardinalls comming, she was rapt in that very place where the election of the new Prioresse was to be made; and she was by the spirit of God placed there with such stability, as it was not possible for them by any meanes to remoue her thence. And in that very place, the Cardinall found her, after that she had remayned there for the space of eleuen houres; to whome, yet in Rapt as she was, she presently began to deliuer that with great zeale, which our Lord had commanded [Page 84] her to say. This was somewhat concerning the due execution of his place. Wherunto the Cardinal made answere benignely, according to his custome but not without great wonder. And the Hymne of Veni Creator Spiritus being sung for the election of a new Prioresse, she returned from her Rapt, and gaue her voyce amongst the rest. The ceremony being ended, the Lord Archbishop would needes speake with her againe, as he did in familiar manner, and at large, particulerly asking about those things which a little before he had vnderstood of her, when she was in Rapt. She, euer as to her true Superiour, with profound humility and reuerence, answered to all his demands, and conferred about many other thinges, with great confidence. After which he departed much satisfyed, when first in the presence of the Mother Prioresse, and many other of the Mothers, he had highly praysed the vertue and sanctity of this their Religious Sister.
She foretelleth vnto the Cardinall Archbishop of Florence, that he should be Pope: and at another tyme forseeth, that he should hold that place but few dayes. CHAP. 19.
AMONG those discourses, which she had with the Lord Cardinall, she told him vpon occasion, that he should one day come to that highest dignity of Popedome. Which came to passe, when in the yeare 1605. vpon the death of Clemens Octauus he was chosen Pope; and he called himselfe Leo the eleuenth. Not only did she forsee this, but sayd afterwards in a Rapt, that he was to rule the Church of God but a very short tyme; for when he past by Florence, as the Pops legate to the King of France, she vsed these wordes; This Christ is in present possession of a great honour, but he shall afterwards ariue to the greatest, although he shall not long stay therein; for when he would fain imbrace it, then shall the glory of it vanish out [Page 86] of his sight. How clearely this was verifyed, we see by the successe, for he gouerned the Christian Common Wealth, but six and twenty dayes.
How she was perfectly resigned to God. How Iesus shewed himselfe thrice to her with a troubled countenance, and afterwards well pleased: and of the three offers which she made to the Eternall Father, with an Image of Iesus in her hand. CHAP. 20.
SPEAKING once with one of the Sisters, Note. she sayd in humble manner, that she desired nothing of her Lord, but that he would take from her, her owne will; and that as she knew, that by her own only indeauour or power she could not profit according to her desire in those vertues, which make a soule gratefull to God. She had scarse ended these wordes, when turning vp her eyes to heauen, she was rapt in Extasis, and it was shewed to her by Iesus, how great [Page 87] an impediment the being guided by ones proper will doth bring to a soule; and especially of one that is Religious, who by the vow of Obedience, hath already consecrated the Will to God. She therefore vnderstood, how the will of Iesus was, that in nothing she was to suffer her owne Will to haue dominion. This being done, she instantly tooke the Prioresse by the hand, who togeather with many other of the Religious was there present, and she conducted her to the Oratory, where she made feruent prayers to the B. Virgin, beseeching her that she would get her light towardes the executing of the diuine Will. After this, turning aside to the Mother Prioresse, whom still she held by the hand, she begged of her with great earnestnes, and with many tears, that euen for the loue of Iesus, she also would indeauour to depriue her of doing her owne Will. And then, Note. prostrating herselfe thrice vpon the ground after the manner of demanding pardon, she returned from the Rapt.
The day following she being [Page 88] withall the other Religious imployed in holy exercises, she was againe rapt in Extasis, and with great violence cast downe to the ground. Her countenance was already seene to be growne pale, for the great horrour that she had; and easily it might be discerned, that this happēned not without some mystery. And so it was; for she seemed then to see Iesus extraordinarily troubled, because she had made some resistance to his diuine VVill. For she vnderstood from himselfe, that her actions were to be singular and that he was pleased to raise her to higher degrees of Religious perfection: but she, being vrged by an extreme desire of not appearing such, made therein a kind of resistance in her mind; desiring rather to suffer whatsoeuer kind of affliction, then to be held by others of a singular life. Therefore our Lord shewed himselfe againe vnto her as offended, & added how it was his VVill that both interiourly and exteriourly she should appeare gratefull to him, and therfore that she was to make no resistance.
[Page 89]After dinner she was againe raysed to Extasis, and vnderstood many things from the Incarnate VVord, but particulerly how she was to suffer much affliction, thereby to grow more gratefull to the Eternall Father. She was also illuminated about many other things, apperteyning to the Constitutions of the Monastery, which she particulerly related to Mother Prioresse. Not many dayes after hauing left the Religious with whome then she was, and going into the Quire (being by that tyme alienated from her senses) she let her selfe fall vpon the ground, with her armes crossed, seeing Christ Iesus, who seemed to be againe of troubled countenance. Wherupon in imitation of S. Paul, she sayd; O Lord, what wilt thou haue me do? Tell me what is pleasing to thee; and whatsoeuer it be I will procure to accomplish it, so that thy bright eyes may shine vpon me, and that thy countenance towards me may no more be obscured. She added other wordes all full of profound humility; and hauing so remayned a while, she turned her selfe with great ioy [Page 90] towardes a picture of the B. Virgin saying: O Maria, I do yet once againe behould those most pure and bright eyes of my Spouse, and they looke on me no more with a troubled countenance. But I beseech thee tell me, O my Iesus, what can I haue done in so short a tyme, whereby I may haue obteyned this so deere and delicious aspect of thyne? And she had scarce ended these words, when she heard a celestiall voyce that sayd, Conformity of will; whereupon she came to know, that by being so humbly resigned to the Will of God, she saw her Iesus no more now offended, but benigne and appeased.
In this feruour of spirit she went into the Quire to a chappel of the B. Virgin, and opening the grates of the Altar, she tooke off the candlestickes, with more agility then can be imagined. Afterwards, ascending vp to the Altar, she powred forth earnest prayers to the Mother of God, that she would giue her, her sonne Iesus, whose Image togeather with her owne, was there embost; and vpon the signe made, that her sute was [Page 91] graunted, she takes into her armes that deuout Image of Iesus; and laying aside all the ornaments, sayd thus; I will haue thee naked, O my Iesus, for I were not able to endure thee withall thy infinite vertues & perfections. I will haue thy humanity all naked. She went afterwardes with that Image, into all those three places, where he had shewed himselfe to be offended; and in the selfe same manner as a Priest doth offer the Host, so did she r [...]ise, by little & little, with admirable reuerence that sacred Image, towards the Eternal Father, saying in the first of these places, Offero tibi sancte Pater Fi [...]ium tuum quem ab aeterno genuisti, & mihi in terram misisti. Holy Father, I offer thy Sonne to thee, whome thou hast begotten before all eternity, and whome thou hast sent into this world. Going towardes the second place, she added this in the way; Viuo [...]go iam non ego, viuit verò in me Christus. Dilectus meus candidus & rubicundus. I liue, yet not I, but Christ in me. My beloued is white and red. And being now where she desired to be, she performed the same [Page 92] action, as before she had done in the first place, saying: Offero tibi aeterne Pater Filium tuum, quem ab aeterno in sinu tenuisti, & in sapientia tua generasti, & propter miseriam meam, & misericordiam tuam in terram misisti. O Eternall Father, I offer thy Sonne to thee, whome from all eternity thou didst keep in thy bosome, & whom in thy wisedome thou didst beget, and whome in thy mercy thou didst send into the world for the relief of our misery. Afterwards in the third place vsing the selfe same ceremony, she also sayd; Offero tibi Filium tuum, aeterne Pater, quem post resurrectionem eius ad te attraxisti, & ad dexteram tuam collocasti. O Eternall Father, to thee I offer thy Sonne, whome after his resurrection thou didst draw vp to thee, and didst place him at thy right hand.
When she had finished these Oblations, she returned into the Quire; and ascending vp to the Altar of the B. Virgin, she gaue the little child Iesus to be kissed by all the Religious, who were come in to that deuout spectacle; reaching towards [Page 93] one the head of that sacred Image [...]o another the breast, to some the hands, and to others the feet; according as the spirit of God did guide her. With these pious feruours, she did so kindle the minds of her Sisters, both towardes deuotion and wonder, that there was not any one to be found, who accompanyed not her actions with teares. At last she returned from her Rapt, wherein she had continued for three houres.
She vnderstood from God, how his pleasure was, that she should go barefoot, and basely clad; she performeth it all, and in the bosome of an image of the B. Virgin, she promiseth to obserue it: she is proued by her Superiours. CHAP. 21.
ON the 5. day of Iuly, in the yeare 1587. after she had serued the Religious at the table, as she went towards the dormitory of the Nouices (vnto the gouernement of whose Mistres, she was [Page 94] at that tyme subiect) she was rapt in spirit. And hauing deliuered a few words, suddainly she raised her selfe on foot, with such grauity and cleernes of countenance, that she seemed to be some Angelicall spirit. And (hauing taken of her hose, and shooes, and going into her cell) she remoued euery thing without exception, from of the little Altar of her Oratory, sauing only a Crucifixe: nor did she leaue any thing vpon her bed, but the mattresse the sackes of straw, and a board at the head insteed of a bolster. Afterwardes being come to the Presse where the Sisters cloaths are kept, and taking thence the poorest & most patcht coate, that she could find, she retyred into a priuate roome, and apparelled her selfe therewith. And when she saw her selfe so vilely clad, she fell suddainly prostrate vpon the ground, and yet fixing her eyes vpon heauen with incredible deuotion she recyted Te Deum &c. Besides, making vp her former cloathes into a bundle being still in Rapt, she carryed them to the Prioresse, and then passing [Page 95] (into the Quire, went vp to the Altar of the B. Virgin, and there, in the bosome of her image (with the pen, incke, and paper that she had brought thither for that purpose) she wrote these wordes. I Suor Maria Maddalena make profession, and do promise to God, and to his most pure Mother the Virgin Mary, to S. Catharine of Siena, and to the Seraphicall Francis, togeather with all the celestiall Court, Obedience, Chastity, and Pouerty in such sort, as God at this instant doth make me vnderstand; and know it with firme purpose that I will neuer leaue it, vnles I shall haue true light, that his pleasure is otherwise, as now I vnderstand that it is truely he, who is pleased that I shall obserue this kind of Pouerty. And therefore, confiding in his help and mercy, I make this Profession in manu Puritatis Mariae, in the hand of the Purity of Mary. And in making of this profession, she euer held her left hand in the handes of the Image of the B. Virgin. She further spake with so much spirit of holy Pouerty, that she kindled an ardent desire thereof in the hart of whosoeuer heard her; and turning [Page 96] then againe towardes the B. Virgin with words of incredible tendernes, she prayed her to keep her in continual protection, and that she would help her to execute whatsoeuer our Lord had required of her.
This being sayd, she departed, and (returning thither, where she was taken into this Rapt) she spake these wordes; Agimus tibi Deo gratias &c. We thank thee O God &c. Then going to Mother Prioresse, she begged of her with great feruour of spirit, after she had prostrated her selfe at her feet, that she would not hinder her from that kind of life, which by God had beene prescribed to her. The Superiour answered discreetly, that the Confessarius was first to be acquainted with it, and that she should gouerne her selfe according to his aduice. Now as soon as he had notice of it, he called the Spouse of Christ to him; and (to trye her) commanded her by Obedi [...]nce, that instantly she should apparell her selfe as formerly she had beene vsed to doe. Vpon the hearing of these wordes, she [Page 97] readily and without delay obeyed, and though she brake forth into bitter tears (fearing least formerly she had been deluded, as not finding the Will of her Ghostly Father to be agreable to that which she thought to be the wil of God) yet neuertheles she quieted her selfe, Note. and being retyred into a priuate roome, she performed that which was imposed by Obedience.
But on the morning next following, our Lord did comforte her aboundantly in the holy Communion, & letting her know, that her Ghostly Father did it to trye her spirit, he sayd that her so ready Obedience was gratefull to him. Whereupon she being vrged by a new feruour of spirit, returned to the old cloathes, and taking the worst of them, she was putting them on, and looking vp towardes heauen remayning all this while in Rapt, she sayd; VVell yet, O my Iesus, now that I am with thee, I will obey thee; when I shallbe there below, I will obey them. She was seene by Mother Prioresse to take the sayd old cloaths, and she had [Page 98] hardly pronounced these very wordes, Suor Maria Maddalena, by Obedience giue me those cloths, and forbeare to put them on, but that she, hearing that word Obedien [...]e, returned from the Rapt, & offered instantly to obey her.
In Rapt she cureth a lay Sister, who then lay sicke in the Monastery. CHAP. 22.
ON the thirtenth of Iuly, of the same yeare, she was againe rapt in Extasis, and being gone to the Oratory of the Nouices, she fell vpon her knees before an image of the B Virgin, and soone after taking it into her armes, she went to visit a sick lay Sister, called Suor Fed [...], the daughter of Puccius of L [...]gnaia. This woman was mightily afflicted with grieuous sicknes, & so sharp paines ouer her whole body, that her sinews did shrink, and sometimes againe she would be all swolne. She did eate and sleep extremely litle, and was brought to such tearms, [Page 99] that her health was despaired of, & they looked euery houre when she would dye. As soon as the Mother Suor Maria Maddalena, being yet in Rapt, was arriued there, she made the signe of the Crosse vpon her with the Image of the B. Virgin, which she carryed with her, and hauing made some prayer, she sayd, looking vp to heauen, Thy will, O my God be done. Hauing spoken these wordes, Note. the paynes of the sicke woman did instantly cease, and she was wholy freed from her infirmity; yea, and as soone as she had eaten somewhat, she rose out of her bed, & returned cheerfully to performe the exercises of the Monastery. This she her selfe who is yet liuing, hath testifyed vpon her oath.
The Diuell afflicteth her much exteriourly, & afterwards appeareth to her in the forme of a most horrible beast. CHAP. 23.
IN this meane time, the Diuell did procure to disturbe the Peace of her [Page 100] mind with most subtile and slye temptations. And he vsed all art, whereby to make her beleeue, that the graces which had been giuen her by God, were but false apparances and diabolicall deceits. Nor was he content to tempt her inwardly, but he began exteriourly, vpon the 19. of Iuly 1587. to afflict her so fiercely that any one would haue byn moued to pitty by seeing her. Going to rest one euening, there came vpon her so great an anxiety, and streightnes of breast and throate, that being growne euen vgly in countenance, she seemed as if then, she were strangled: whereupon being forced to make lamentation, she vttered words in so weake a voyce, that hardly they could be heard, which yet were these; I dye, I dye, I am suffocated. And although she were recomforted by the Religious, yet still her torment was seene to increase, and great bunches would rise out of her afflicted body. Hauing remayned three houres in this labour, she began at last to repose a little.
But the Diuell left not to torment [Page 101] her, for shortly after, he appeared to her in the forme of a most horrible beast, which seemed to make hast towards her to deuoure her. The afflicted Mother, cast stones against it, and sayd, Depart from m [...], O thou vgly beast, and come not neer me. I will thee to depart (and then she added) in the name of Iesus; and if I can command thee, I do. She was so astonisht with this so horrible sight, that vnles she had taken courage, as knowing that it came vpon her for Gods greater glory, it might haue beene doubted, that the horrour of it would haue depriued her of life. This infernall Monster continued two houres in tormenting her; but afterwards it pleased our Lord to free her, and to graunt her many graces, which made her, in the after battailes, more secure and full of courage.
After she had beene againe proued by her Superiours, they knowing the will of God by a miraculous signe, she obteyned leaue to go bare foot. CHAP. 24.
OVR Sauiour being pleased, that his beloued Spouse should go bare footed and vilely clad, as already hath been touched, he inspired her on the seauenth of August 1587. to say thus to her Ghostly Father, with incredible feruour; O Father, who are giuen me by Iesus, for the guiding and safe keeping of my soule, I being vrged euen by God himselfe, do beseech you to giue me leaue, that for my vse, I may haue one only coate, after the patterne of my spouse, and of his Apostles; and I tell you, my deere Father, that Iesus is he, who will haue it so, and it is not I. But the Ghostly Father to be yet better assured, that the diuine Will was such, inioyed her still to cloath her selfe like the rest. Which she readily obeying, found her selfe to be assaulted [Page 103] with so grieuous paines in the soles of her feet, that she lost the vse of her legs, not being able to stand vpon them. But incouraged by the Prioresse to force her selfe, she came to that passe, that she was faine to go vpon all foure, with her hands and knees vpon the ground, and when she was to communicate, she was carryed in the armes of the Religious. Neither yet for all this, did it seeme fit to the Confessarius to giue her the leaue she asked. In the end her paines growing vpon her, the Prioresse, and the other Religious going towardes her, after they had recommended the matter to God by prayer, sayd thus; Suor Maria Maddalena, if you iudge that this be the worke of God, I will you in the name of our Ghostly Father, that you put off your hose and shooes, Note. & that yee walke as we do. It is a wonderful thing to tell, how as soone as she had taken them off (as if they had beene giues and fetters) she was wholy free from her paine; she went vp and downe speedily, and suddainly into the Quire, to giue thankes to the B. Virgin, & from thenceforth [Page 104] without any impediment, she betooke her selfe, to do the ordinary busines of the Monastery, after her accustomed manner.
Of the tentations that she had against Fayth, and of many other aridityes of spirit. CHAP. 25.
BY how much more victorious she remayned after these infernal battails, so much the more did the Diuel torment her, with new temptations. Wherupon she would often say: I know not what kind of thing I am: I know not whether I be a liuing creature, or some senseles thing. At least there remaines nothing in me, that is good, but only a little desire that I haue not to offend God. I am growne to be the very receptacle of iniquity, the occasion of all mischief and of all the offences which are committed against God, so that sometymes I am considering, how Iesus and the creatures can suffer me to liue on earth. By this aridity of spirit, all the exercises of Religion grew tedious [Page 105] to her, so that sometymes she could hardly be drawne either into the Refectory, or into the Quire. But when the tentation was diminished so many were her teares, her sighes, and so great her sadnes, that euery one would haue thought she had committed some grieuous sinne. Besides, she was incredibly tempted in Fayth, and the Diuell sought to perswade her, Note. that she should not adore the B. Sacrament, & that God was not there. Nay many tyms she found extreme difficulty to receaue it; for drawing neere to the little window to communicate, she remayned as it were depriued of all sense; and to her seeming, the Diuell would stand there, being resolued to kill her. Besides, he cast it into her thought, as if there were no other life but this; and therefore there was no cause, why she should labour and indure so much. Sometyms she came to so great aridity of spirit, that she was scarce able to looke vpon the sacred Images, and pictures. Oftentimes the Diuel tempted her to blaspheme God, and the Saints; [Page 106] and chiefly, when with the rest of her Sisters, she was singing the diuine Office in the Quire, at that time she heard such blasphemyes pronounced in her eares, and such horrible outcryes of Diuells, that (seeming to her by great odds to exceed the voyces of her Sisters) she had much difficulty to comply with her obligations. Whereupon, weeping often for grief in great aboundance, she turned to her Sisters, saying, Pray to Iesus for me, that in steed of praying him, I blaspheme him not; and the Religious were moued to much compassion by seeing this blessed soule so afflicted in the spirit of deuotion. For this reason, the Ghostly Father was often forced to communicate her alone, that more easily she might ouercome those tentations. But hardly was she fortifyed sufficiently euen by that heauenly food, for the tentations would occure againe with greater fury; the Diuell indeauouring to perswade her, that she had lost the diuine grace, and therefore that the custome of communicating did her no good, but rather [Page 107] that the Iustice of God was prouoked so much the more to her punishment. And thus she became byond all conceit full of dolour, & only thought how she might carry her selfe in those fierce assaults. In the midst of these cogitations, it came once into her mind, to vse a remedy which against tentations she had learned of the B. Virgin. And it was, that going to Mother Prioresse, she prayed her with great instance to command her by holy Obedience, that she should not forbeare the holy Communion, and the exercises of the Monastery, and that she should punctually obserue that manner of life, which had beene prescribed to her by God. Now Mother Prioresse to content her, commanded her to do all by holy Obedience. And it cannot be exprest with how great deuotion and humility she answered to euery particle of that which was imposed in these words; Benedictus Deus, adding further, I will indeauour with the help of Iesus, to do all that you haue imposed. This solemne sacrifice of her will was so gratefull to God, that afterwards [Page 108] he raysed her to many Rapts, and her hart became in the midst of so many temptations, to be full of tranquility & ioy.
The Diuell affl [...]ct [...]th her with impure temptations. The remedyes which she vsed against them. The B. Virgin couereth her with a white veile, so as she was no more troubled. The Diuell procureth to delude her, in the forme of a Religious woman. CHAP. 26.
ON the eight of September in the same yeare 1587. she was assaulted by a continuall sight of Diuells; and by entising tentations of sense, her Chastity was fiercely set vpon; but she remembring that which S. Bennet had done vpon a like occasion, going into a roome where the wood was kept, and there hauing first bolted the doore, she gathered togeather rugged sticks, and thornes, & she tumbled therein so long stark naked, Note. that the paine serued to quench that diuellish [Page 109] fire. Sometimes she would afflict her with disciplines of iron, and girde her selfe about with a most terrible girdle, which in coursest canuas, she had imbrodered with piercing nayls, in such sort, that in truth the only sight thereof maketh them shrinke and euen tremble, who looke vpon it But this being found by the Mistres, she was commanded not to vse either that, or any other so rigorous mortifications, without expresse licence which she punctually obserued from that tyme forward. In exchange thereof she had recourse by ardent prayers▪ to the most diuine assistance; par [...]iculerly confiding in the intercession of the B. Virgi [...], to whom praying one day with abundant tears (that she would inable her to ouercome all impure tentations without any spot to her virginity) the Queene of Heauen appeared to her al enuironed about with eternall glory, & told her that in those so sharp battailes, she had neuer offended his diuine Maiesty; nay that with hauing fought so valiantly, she had euer obteyned glorious [Page 110] [...] [Page 111] [...] [Page 110] victory. And then she couered her all ouer with a most pure white veyle, wherewith she found her selfe interiourly to be as it were restrayned & bound, in token that from thēceforth she should neuer more be assaulted with tentations of Sense as in deed it happened; for in all the course of her life she was neuer troubled more in that kind, nor euer felt in her mind so much, as any one impure imagination.
On the same day, she was surprised by a burning feuer, with payne in her head and backe, which afflicted her for twenty dayes. Notwithstanding this she neuer forbare the exercise of the Monastery, but was much more kindled towards the vse of holy prayer, to which now she gaue her selfe in extraordinary manner. Whereupon being rapt in excesse of mind, she vnderstood from her Iesus, that her sicknes proceeded not from naturall causes, but was otherwise permitted by the will of God for her greater glory and probation.
The Diuell, in the meane tyme, enuying [Page 111] her so great good, and being enraged that he could not ouercome her, made her fall sometims down the stairs, sometimes in the Quire, and sometimes in other places: but the seruant of God supporting all for the loue of Iesus, was not at all hurt by it, but taking courage to her selfe, she rose vp fitter for new battailes. Besides this, in the midst of those feruent prayers, which oftentimes he sent vp to heauen, she found her selfe to be much bitten, as by venemous serpents; it seemed vnto her that the parts of her body were cut off by inches; and being forced by these accidents, she fell downe to the ground, where it was necessary for her to stay a good while, with much payne, not being able to moue any way; and partly by her continuall feuer, and partly because she susteyned her self with only bread & water, she was weakned in such sort, that it seemed she must [...]nstantly faint and sowne.
For this cause, by Obedience which was imposed vpon her by her Superiours, she was cōmanded for three weeks [Page 112] togeather, to take towards the recouery of her strength, all kind of nutriment, excepting flesh. Which being done, and she hauing recouered a little force, she instantly returned to her former life. But the Diuells forgot not to afflict her with new tentations, that so they might discourage her from austerity, by putting thus great doubtes into her mind, that she did not performe the Will of God, and especially in going bare-foote and in wearing one only coate, as well in Winter as in Sommer. Yea, and the better to perswade her, the Diuell appeared to her at that tyme, in the shew of two Religious women; the one apparelled in white, Note. the other in blacke, who both aduertised her, that the manner of her life was nothing gratefull, and acceptable to God; nay that she offended him thereby; & if she continued in such obstinacy, she would fall into his displeasure. Heerewith she was much afflicted, but conferring the whole matter with Mother Prioresse, and hauing made much prayer, with much feruour, she [Page 113] rested certaine, that those had been but deceits of the Diuell, wherby to remoue her from her course begun. Heerof she was yet more assured by God, in a Rapt which she had vpon the Vigil of S. Symon and Iude, wherein she receaued many other spirituall consolations.
She seeth Iesus in such sort, as he was shewed by Pilate to the Iewes. A little bundle of the myrrh of his Passion was graunted to her, and Iesus was put into her armes, as he was new borne. CHAP. 27.
VVE must not passe ouer in silence a singular fauour. which our Lord God vouchsafed to this blessed soule vpon the Tuesday before Lent, which came vpon the 5. of February 1585. as they were making a deuout Procession in the Monastery, to appease the diuine Iustice, least otherwise he might haue taken due vengeance for the many offences, which on that day vse to be [Page 114] committed against him. She being rapt in Extasis, saw her heauenly Spouse expresly in that dolorous manner, as he was when Pilate shewed him to the Iews, with these words, Ecce Homo. By which sight she being instantly kindled with great desire to suffer, sayd; O my Iesus, why cannot I be she, who may suffer so many outrages, so many scornes, and villanies, as I see those traytours put vpon thee, whilest they are shewing thee to the people? Why may not I take from off thy head, that piercing Crowne, which so much afflicts thee, & put it vpon myne owne, since for me thou wearest it, and for me thou sufferest those paynes and torments?
After these wordes, she saw, that Iesus to satisfy her desire of suffering, would giue to her, as once he did to S. Bernard, a bundle of the Myrrhe of his Passion, and so did she affectuously pray that Saint, that he would dispose her to receaue it worthily, & that her mind by the bloud of Iesus, might be purified. And when she had named the instrumēts of the Passion by one and one, she opened [Page 115] her armes, making shew of receauing so great a benefit; and afterwards ioyning her hands in forme of a Crosse vpon her breast, she sayd; Fasciculus myrrhae dilectus meus inter vbera mea commorabitur: My beloued is as a bundle of Myrrhe which shall remayne betweene my breasts. After this action, she fell all trembling to the ground, making shew of suffering beyond measure; for as afterwardes she related by holy Obedience, in that instant she endured most bitter torments, not only interiourly, but exteriourly also.
But she vnderstood at the same time that her beloued Iesus had graunted her grace, whereby she might haue forcible armes to resist the encounters of her spirituall enemyes, who then did much more combate with her. Neither was there heere an end of celestiall fauours, for our Lord God, hauing giuen her a [...]ittle bundle of Myrrhe (the gift of sadnes and griefe) he was pleased to release the paines, which she endured in receauing therof, by a recompence of incomparable ioy. For she hauing a long tyme [Page 116] aspired to see her Iesus, in such sort, as he was whē he parted from the pure womb of Maria, not only did she remayne fully satisfyed, but it was graunted her, that for sometyme she might hold the tender infant in her owne armes. It is too hard a taske to expresse the vnspeakable ioy which at that tyme she shewed by her countenance, and with her wordes full of louing feruour and deuotion; and with what actes of humility she did solemnize and reuerence that celestiall infant, and willingly I can be content to leaue it to the contemplation of such deuout spirits, as shall read these lines. It sufficeth for the present to adde, that she being fortifyed by these so great graces, was from thenceforth better able to resist all diabolicall temptations.
Of the sight which God gaue her of her owne defects: and of the great comfort which she receaued by a certaine act of Humility. CHAP. 28.
THE sayd tentations grew vpon her euery day, the Diuell seeking some [...]yms to kindle in her a desire of honour, and worldly greatnes, sometymes to cast [...]er vpon despaire; and withall to per [...]wade her, that she should not weary her [...]elfe in vaine, nor imploy her selfe so without profit in leading an austere Re [...]igious life. She was brought heereby to [...]uch termes, as she thought that in euery [...]f her actions, she offended God. Before [...]hose Image sometimes passing, being [...]urprized by extraordinary deuotion, she would with tendernes, let her selfe fall [...]owne, and in one Rapt of two houres, [...]ur Lord made her see all the faults and [...]efects though neuer so light, which in [...] her life she had committed. This sight [Page 118] made her weep bitterly, and she sayd Willingly would I go into Hell, if thereby could purchase this, that I might neuer hau [...] offended thee, O my God. Yet euen heer th [...] tentations stayed not, nor yet did sh [...] giue ouer the discouery of new wayes whereby she might vanquish the common enemy. And once she prayed th [...] Mother Prioresse, that for her greate [...] mortification she would cause her hand to be bound behind her. This act of humility was so pleasing to God, that shortly he rapt her into Extasis, and for whole continued weeke, in a manner she was comforted by the spirit of God The Diuel enuying her so great happynes, appeared to her often in diuers terrible shapes. Sometymes he represente [...] to her mind, the delights of this world Sometimes he made that appeare vnt [...] her for base and vile, which is so high & noble, as namely a Religious state. Bu [...] aboue all thinges, he troubled her muc [...] vpon the point of Pouerty; for as ha [...] beene sayd already, she wearing no othe [...] thing vpon her, then one bare patc [...] [Page 119] coate, the enemy could not endure so great perfection.
But the Religious Mothers, considering that she being clad with one light coate, and that almost worne out, she would hardly be able to resist the sharp coldes of winter; and not being willing on the other side to disturbe her so much, as to make her change it, they resolued that the Prioresse should dexteriously find some remedy. Who in the night of S. Iohn the Euangelist after Mattins made her come into the midst of the Quire, & told her, that to make her profit in holy Pouerty, she was desirous that she should depriue her selfe of her coate, and should apparell her selfe with another which was to be giuen her for Gods sake, if the rest of the Mothers, and Sisters, should be so contented. Heereupon they consenting not without abundance of teares, seeing there before them an example of so great vertue, the Prioresse made her put off her coate, and to put on the coate of another Sister; affirming that she gaue it her for Iesus sake, [Page 120] bidding her keep it till it were required againe. By this action all diabolicall tentation which vexed her in the point of Pouerty, was much weakned, and she found withall, so great contentment of soule, that being rapt in Extasis, she seemed to feele part of the ioy of those blessed spirits, which are apparelled in heauen with immortall glory. And moreo- she had a liuely feeling of how much the vertues of Humility, and Pouerty ought to be esteemed, and loued, which make the soules in heauen happy, and amiable euen heer on earth.
God sheweth her the glory of S. Augustine, and he helpeth her to say her Office. CHAP. 29.
ON the Vigil of S. Augustine in the same yeare of 1587. she being imployed about some busines of the Monastery, after she had sayd with the other Religious, as many Psalmes in honour of that Saint, as the name of Augustine conteyned [Page 121] letters, she was rapt in Extasis, & instantly began with great feruour to beg of God, that he would shew her the glory of that Saint, and that through his merits, he would impart some grace to the Religious of that Monastery. Her prayers were not made in vaine, for instantly she saw, as might be vnderstood by her manner of speach, that our Lord God for the merits of that Saint imparted to them many spirituall gifts. The euening after, she being in the Quire at Complyn, whilest the Salue Regina was sung, she saw S. Augustine inuironed with eternall glory; & then fastning her eyes on heauen, being filled with diuine splendour, she began to discourse with that Saint, with such admirable feruour of spirit, and with so great vehemency of speach, that it was impossible for the Religious to note her wordes.
But the night following, saying her Mattins with the rest, when she was come to the middest thereof, retyring her selfe a little aside, she was againe alienated from her senses, and S. Augustine [Page 122] did in like manner appeare to her, who made an end of saying the Office with he [...] as might easily be knowne by her recyting of one verse, and not the other, she hearing that the Saint did vtter it. At the same tyme she also heard the Angelical [...] melodyes, whereupon she sayd; Yea this is other manner of musicke, then that which is made below on earth. Hauing ended the Office, she began to beg of Iesus with most deuout words, That he would vouchsafe to come, and vnite himselfe to her in the B. Sacrament; and remayning yet still in Rapt, she went to the vsuall place of the Communion, & being vpon her knees, she remayned there till the Ghostly Father came to communicate the Religious & she was also commumnicated without euer going out of the Rapt, whereby she was so much kindled with the loue of God, that she seemed euen with excesse of tendernes to faint, and she vttered words so feruent & affectuous, as would haue mollifyed any peruerse, and stony hart; and thus passed she that night in these deuout contemplations.
She is tempted, that for the benefit of soules she would leaue that Religious state. And afterwards she was tempted with Pride, & proper Estimation, and of the remedyes which she vsed, that she might not be ouercome. CHAP. 30.
HOVVSOEVER the enemy of mankind saw, that he laboured in vaine in striuing to remoue this Spouse of Christ from her holy life, yet he ceased not with new assaults to afflict & tempt her. For vnder the shaddow of good, he was desirous to perswade her, Note. that more quietly she might serue God, if putting of the habit of Religion, for the benefit of Soules, she would returne into the world. But finding her still more and more stable in her holy purpose, he began againe to appeare to her, in fearefull shapes, threatning that he would destroy her, if she consented not to his wicked suggestion. But she contemning [Page 124] his threats and rages, being inflamed with desire to serue God, to free her selfe from the tentation of leauing the Religious habit, she tooke one day the keyes of the Monastery, and placed them in the hands of the Crucifixe, to shew that she should yeild Obedience only to him, in the obseruation of her inclosure.
The night after, being of S. Andrew the Apostle, saying Mattins with the rest of her Sisters, she was troubled with a most grieuous tentation, to make her selfe away. She went from thence to the Refectory, where she tooke vp a knife, and returning into the Quire, yet still in Rapt, she ascended vp to the Altar of the B. Virgin, and put it into her handes, so to obteyne the grace of being able to conquer the temptation. After this, she troad it vnder her feet, therby to put the greater scorne vpon the Tempter.
Another tyme, she procured Mother Prioresse to tye her first in her cell for the same purpose, and in reward of so great humility, God called her to the knowledge of high Mysteryes, and [Page 125] [...]rengthned her much against new com [...]ts. But the threats and temptations of [...]he Diuell sometymes of Pride, some [...]imes of forsaking her Religious habit, [...]ot ceasing, she ran hastily to the Prio [...]esse, and in the presence of all the Religious (with a Rope about her necke, & her hands bound togeather) she deman [...]ed the Religious habit for Gods sake; and with these actes of mortification & humility, she obteyned the conquest. Yet hardly ouercame she any temptatiō, but that others would grow the more terrible to her thereby. Being tempted, that she should not obey the Superiours, Mother Prioresse made her promise to God, in the presence of many Religious, perpetuall Obedience. Hearing Masse somtymes she was cruelly tormented by Diuells, and with much fury sometymes throwne this way, and sometymes that way, which the Religious so visibly seeing, were brought to great compassion towards her. To profit yet more in vertue, she would put her selfe to the performing of the most vile and ignoble exercises [Page 126] of the Kitchen; & not only did she make her selfe obedient, and subiect to the Mothers, but euen to the lay Sisters also. And for their help, she carryed wood and coles, and drew water without fauouring her selfe at all, as if she had beene the most abiect person in the Monastery. Besids that, she did these things whilest she went bare-foot, and vilely clad, as our Lord had commanded her; so that it cannot be exprest, how much she mortifyed her self by these exercises. Hauing once serued the Religious at the Table, and kissed all their feet, she was alienated from her senses, & in reward of that act, she was kissed by Iesus, and she obteyned to see S. Iohn the Euangelist, and S. Catharine of Siena, who bound the Diuells with strait chaines. Thus continued she by the space of three years continually fighting, and by Humility obteyning victory ouer Pride.
For hauing ouercome the tentations of leauing her Religious habit, she was by Iesus apparelled interiourly with the same habit, and by him she was communicated. CHAP. 31.
HAVING by heauenly help ouercome the tentations of leauing her Religious habit; she was much inflamed with a desire to be interiourly apparelled therewith. And heereupon powring forth earnest prayers to our Lord vpon the fifth of August, and reading the life of S. Diego, to whome she was deuoted, she grew to be alienated from her senses; and by her wordes it was knowne that the Saint aforesayd did shew her a white and faire habit, which came forth of the side of the Sonne of God. So as now she doubled her prayers to her heauenly Spouse, that he would be pleased to grant it to her. She also inuocated all her Patron Saints, beseeching our Lord againe that vpon that day which was the Feast [Page 128] of S. An Aduocate of interssiō not of Redemption. Albertus her Aduocate, he would cloath her all interiourly, to the end that she might imitate the same Saint, with greater feruour of spirit. Her desirs were graunted; for turning her eyes towards Christ Iesus crucifyed, she saw issuing out of his side, a most precious Coate, out of his right hand a Scapulary, out of his left hand a Girdle, from his thorny head a White veile, and from the wound of his necke which was made when he bare the Crosse, a Mantle bright and shining, beyond all possibility of imagination.
Then moued by diuine spirit, she ascended vp to the little Altar, where the Crucifixe was; and whilest she fastned her eyes vpon it, the Religious found plainly by her postures and motions, that interiourly she was apparelled with the holy Coate. Afterwards with great feruour of loue, she kist the wound of his side, from whence the Vest issued; & afterwardes receaued from euery other wound of the Crucifixe, all those seueral things aforesayd. The Garland, the Light, and the Crucifixe which is giuen by the [Page 129] Priest to such as are vested with a Religious habit, she receaued from the Queen of heauen. Whereof by the words which then she vttered cleare proof was giuen, as also by her kissing an Image of the B. Virgin, in the same manner as she had done that of the Crucifixe.
And it was very remarkable, that she omitted not euen the least ceremony which is vsed, when the habit of Religion is taken; only she vttered not the verses, which then are vsually sung; but for as much as was to be conceaued, they were sung in her hearing by the Angells of heauen; for she sayd, O yea, you sing well indeed, these are other manner of musickes, then are made heere below on earth. After this she was communicated by her Iesus, not being able that morning to receaue him with the Religious, by reason of her continuall Rapts. She sayd the Confiteor, and Domine non sum dignus &c and the Religious that were present saw that she opened her mouth, and made all those other demonstrations which are vsuall with such as receaue the Sacrament. [Page 130] Then being richly full of ioy, she sayd with incredible spirit of deuotion, these wordes; Dilectus meus candidus & rubicundus; Speciosus forma prae filijs hominum; Diffusa est gratia in labijs tuis; Collocauit se in anima mea; Dilata cor meum vt inducat omnem creaturam ad communicationem corporis & sanguinis tui; Quàm bonus Israël Deus! And taking the Crucifixe, she gaue it to be kissed by all the Religious there present; and hauing afterward recommended to our Lord, the saluation of his creatures, and withall giuing him thankes, for so many graces, she returned out of the Rapt, wherein for the space of three houres she had remayned.
She bringeth backe a But of wine, which was vtterly spoyled, to the perfection which before it had, by making a signe of the Crosse vpon it: and one of the Religious who was then sicke by drinking thereof was cured. CHAP. 32.
IN the same yeare, and about the end of the sayd Month, a But of wine being [Page 131] vtterly spoyled in the Monastery, & the Religious being poore, and ill prouided of money, it fell out to be very incommodious to them. But Suor Maria Maddalena (being called) was commanded in vertue of Obedience by Mother Prioresse, being Suor Vangelista del Giocondo to pray that the wine might returne to his goodnes, and so the Monastery be freed from want. The Seruant of God did instantly put her selfe into prayer; and being rapt in spirit out of her senses, she went speedily where the But of wine was, and as soone as euer she made the signe of the Crosse vpon it, the wine returned to the former state, and so the Monastery was serued.
At that very tyme, one of the Religious, called Suor Maria Angela Santucci, was sicke, & so afflicted with a grieuous fluxe, that the Phisitians doubted greatly of her recouery. But hearing speach of the sayd miracle, she demanded a little of that wine, which as soone as euer she had drunke with great Fayth, she sensibly felt her disease to lessen, [Page 132] and soone after she grew intierly well, to the great wonder of all the Religious. And she her selfe, who yet liueth, giueth testimony to this miracle.
She seeth the soule of one of the Religious of that Monastery depart out of Purgatory into Heauen. CHAP. 33.
ON the third of February in the same yeare 1588. she being rapt in spirit, it was graunted her by God, to see the soule of one of the Religious of that Monastery, which (after it had remayned 16. dayes in Purgatory) all enuironed with eternall glory went vp to heauen. And she vnderstood, that vpon three particuler occasions, she had remayned during that tyme in Purgatory. First, because vpon holy dayes, hauing an extraordinary curious hand with the needle she had wrought some thinges without necessity. Secondly, because being an ancient Mother in that Religion, she had [Page 133] failed sometymes for certaine humane respects, to aduertise the Superiours of the inspirations which God had giuen her for the good state of that Monastery. And thirdly, because she was too great a louer of her kinred.
Three vertues also were discouered to her, for which the others paine had beene abbreuiated. The first was the studious care which she euer had to conserue the purity & simplicity of her Order. The second, the great Charity which she had shewed towards al the Religious. The third, because she still endeauoured to interprete all thinges to a good end. She saw then, that this blessed soule went rich in merit, to enioy that incomprehensible felicity in the midst of her good Angell, and S. Miniatus the Martyr, to whome in that yeare she had beene particulerly deuoted. And now by the sight of so noble an obiect as this was, she did euen triumph with ioy, and seemed vnable to conteyne her selfe, from aspyring to follow her, that she might also possesse her deere Spouse Christ Iesus.
She is much troubled by the temptations of Gluttony. CHAP. 34.
IN THIS meane tyme, the Diuell (neuer ceasing to molest her) came with a temptation of extreme Gluttony. And although any vice of this kind was wholy contrary euen to her naturall inclination (besides the resolution that she had made, to feed only vpon bread and water) yet neuertheles, she was vrged withall violence by that maligne spirit, sometims to take meat by stealth, sometymes to desire those meats, which howsoeuer they were in themselues shut vp, yet they seemed visibly to be represented before his eyes For hauing occasion to passe often by those places where the prouision was kept, she would instantly see the doores and cupbords to fly open before her, so as by occasion thereof, she was extraordinarily troubled with that tentation.
[Page 135]But by how much the more she esteemed that sinne to be absurdly vndecent and deformed, Note. so much the more did the motion thereof giue her cause to humiliate her selfe; and she would vse to say to one of her Sisters; That God Almighty could not suffer the Diuells to trouble her in any thing, which gaue her greater affliction then by that tentation of Gluttony. But yet, sayd she, I must be faine to swallow downe these bits, which are both sweet and bitter; sweet, because they are made by the permission of God; and bitter for the shame and paine which they carry in themselues. In the eating now and then of an apple (when she was permitted to vse food of Lent) she would, through the contemplation of the beauty therof, so diue into the prouidence & liberality of him that made it, that she found no tast or sauour at all in the thing it selfe. With these exercises, but aboue all with the consideration of her owne weaknes (since so vile and poore a thing, as the desire of meat, is able to make such warre against vs) she (humbling her selfe so much the [Page 136] more) was dayly ouercoming all diabolicall suggestions.
She is tempted with desperation of those succours which God by his Saints doth graunt her: and of the remedyes which she found. CHAP. 35.
YET the sayd suggestions did not cease. For the infernall enemy, obseruing her great constancy, began furiously to tempt her with despaire. And therefore, he represented to her sometymes, that she was to be damned, and that God had abādoned her for her grieuous sinnes. At other tymes, he would in like manner striue to perswade her, that she was neuer to find mercy with God, & very often he vrged her to kil her selfe with her owne hand s [...] entising her sometymes to thrust a knife into her throat, and sometymes to cast a halter about her neck, and so to end her life. But she in the midst of these passages, as afterwardes she tould the Prioresse with abundant [Page 137] tears, made a vow to God, that she would neuer offend him. And so our Lord was not wanting to strengthen her in those temptations with many celestiall fauours. For vpon the day of S. Thomas of Aquine (being alienated from her senses) she saw him in the glory of heauen, adorned with immortall light, and by him (as afterwardes she tould by Obedience) all her senses, and her hart were vnited, by a most precious and delicious liquor, that he powred into her, whereby she was restored, as that her enemyes could not conquer her. She also vnderstood in this Rapt, by that glorious Saint, that the aridity of her spirit, was yet to increase much more, which she could hardly beleeue, as thinking that already it was as much as it could be.
But soone after, the temptations began againe to assault & vrge her with such fury, that oftentimes the Prioresse commanding her to do some things vnder holy Obedience, she was euen as it were constreyned to refuse the doing of it in wordes, although her mind were [Page 138] most ready to put it in execution. But yet hardly could she haue pronounced the ending of those words, but that with teares she would protest that she would sooner dye then fayle to yield Obedience to her Superiours Whereupon she would in the handes of Mother Prioresse make cheerfully her Profession. And our Lord at that tyme, to make her profit more in holy vertue, did inspire her Superiours to double her pennances and mortifications, which she with a cheerfull mind did execute, not without admirable example to others. And she was often rapt in Extasis, and strengthned towardes the enduring of new spirituall combats.
It happened in particuler manner, vpon the day of the holy Annunciata in the same yeare, that being rapt in spirit, she spake for the space of six houres, of the Incarnation of the Word in so high manner, that whosoeuer had heard her, would haue beene astonished.
Besides this she saw, when she was in Extasis, at seuerall tymes, the glory of many Saints in heauen, wherby she was [Page 139] greatly comforted. And among others, she was often assisted by S. Diego her particuler Patron, and taught by him how to obteine victory against the Diuell.
Notwithstanding all this, the drinesse of spirit grew yet greater in her, Note. so as in the midst of her temptations she tooke this expedient, to resort to Mother Prioresse, and confer with her touching all things; but the Diuell opposing himselfe thereunto, made her often loose the way, & she purposing to go to Mother Prioresse should find her selfe in other places. And besides, when she would be going towards the Chapter-house, to accuse her selfe publiquely of her defects, she was sometymes so disquieted by the horrible blasphemyes of Diuells, which she heard sounding in her eares, that she found much difficulty to get thither. But by the many acts of humility and reuerence which she made, she ouercame all those diabolicall deuises, and receaued greater spirituall light from Almighty God.
Of the seuerall mortifications and humble acts which she performed for the ouercomming of her tentations. CHAP. 36.
FOR this reason she would often kisse the feet of all the Religious. Sometimes with her handes bound behind her, she seuerally of them all asked pardon for her defects. At other times, in the presence of them all she was disciplined by Mother Prioresse; and sometymes by some other of the Religious. Very often being at table in the Refectory, she was called by her Superiour with a loud voyce, and commanded to go round about, by the Religious, with a basket begging a bit of bread for Gods sake; and then commanded to sit vpon the ground, and so eate the bread which she had begged. At other tymes she was made to prostrate vpon the ground, and all the Religious did passe ouer her. And once, being in the Quire with the rest, [Page 141] he was caused to be bound to a post with her handes behind her. But she re [...]eaued this mortification with so ioyfull [...] mind (remembring in this act how Christ Iesus had beene tyed to a pillar) [...]hat she was instantly rapt in spirit; and spake so highly in that rapt, that they could not heare her without wonder. Another tyme, retyring into the Quire, she tooke a great Rope with which she caused her handes to be bound behind her, and she made her selfe to he hoodwinked, and so to be tyed to the grate of the Altar, to the end that the Religious who were to passe that way, might be moued therby to vilify & laugh at her. But it proued otherwise, for they seeing so piteous a spectacle, there was not one of them who did not find her selfe kindled towardes deuotion; and she being asked by the Prioresse, vpon what reason she had done that act, she answered that she had done it to become thereby more humble, and more prone to holy Obedience. She prayed her also with feruent tears, that she would be pleased to bid [Page 142] the Religious that as she should be going to that Altar for a certaine deuotion o [...] hers, they should say such wordes to he [...] as these, whereby to vilify her so much the more: Suor Maria Maddalena, this i [...] come vpon you for your d [...]fects, and because you willbe doing of thinges too much after your owne fashion. The Mother Prioresse satisfyed her desire heerin; and therupon Suor Maria Maddalena demanded pardon of them all with so great humility, that there was none of them who found not her selfe tenderly affected with it; and hauing continued for the space of an houre in this Mortification, she was loosed at last by Mother Prioresse, not without extraordinary edification. In this meane tyme, fastning her eyes vpon an Image of the B. Virgin, she was estranged from her senses; and she vnderstood from her Lord, how that act of humility had beene gratefull to him. And by this meanes a great multitude of Diuells being confounded, they came about her with so horrible outcryes, as gaue her no small vexation.
She resisteth other tentations of the Diuells, and sends them often away. CHAP. 37.
FOR the adding of one affliction to another, there passed not much tyme, before the Diuell appeared to her againe with hideous aspect, whilest she was making Prayer, so that euen ouerwhelmed instantly with great terrour, she became deadly pale. And calling first vpon S. Michael the Archangell in her ayde, and turning her face vp to heauen, she sayd; O Word, O Word, In te Domine sper [...]ui, non confundar in aeternum. After which words she vttered a profound sigh, and turning towards the Diuell, sayd; What dost thou demand of me, O thou horrible beast? O bone Iesu, by the sight of my offences which I see, and by that other sight of myne enemyes, me thinkes, that I am euen in possession of hell. But if you, O Diuells, had euen swallowed me vp, you should yet be forced to deliuer me backe againe.
[Page 144]Whilest thus she was tormented with this fearefull spectacle, her face became al wanne; and through the excesse of that agony, her sweat distilled in great aboundance. She was then cast downe to the ground with great fury, & beaten with incredible rage. For sometimes the Diuell strocke her ouer the head, sometymes he cast her downe precipitously, so that her face was swelled in such sort, that for the space of many dayes, it was necessary for her to be vnder cure. But she conforming her selfe to the will of God, sayd thus; In fine, O thou hideous beast, when thou shalt haue tormented me, according to thyne owne desire, what wilt thou haue obteyned therby? Benedica [...] Dominum in omni tempore, semper laus eius in ore meo. Then rysing vp on her feet, and leaning against an Altar, she was againe impetuously cast downe to the ground. But she hauing recourse to the ayde of heauen, sayd; Exurgat Deus, & dissipentur inimici eius. And then turning towards the Diuells, she added; Yet can you do no more then is permitted to you by my [Page 145] Spouse; I deny not, but that thou art strong, O horrible beast, & that I of my selfe am weake, Note. but my Lord standeth neere me, who is infinitely more strong and more couragious then thou. Do you not obserue, O you ignorant fooles, that I am with my Iesus, and that you can do me no harme? Do you not yet further obserue, that by these so many your battailes, you make me become a more glorious Conqueresse?
Soone after, she droue those maligne spirits away with a discipline. For seeing her selfe enuironed by them, she cast her selfe vpon the ground, still striking, now on the right hand, and then on the left, with strange agility. Afterwardes walking through the Oratory, where she was, with great speed she did strike vpon the benches, and vpon the walls in such sort, as that she resembled the Sonne of God, when he droue the sellers out of the Temple. She saw afterwards that many of those maligne spirits retyred themselues into all the parts of the Monastery, to assault the other Religious with other tentations, but they [Page 146] could not enter into the Chapter house, for the humble and reuerent acts which are exercised there.
Some of them she saw, where the Religious vse to communicate, & where they heare the word of God; who earnestly laboured to disquiet their harts with earthly thoughts, to the end that they might not come to know the great vnion which is made with Almighty God, by receauing that food of life. Some of them she saw in the worke house, who tempted the Religious to worke negligently, and to haue no zeale to relieue the pouerty of their Order. Others againe she saw in the Refectory, who incited the Religious to be at the Table without deuotion, and attention to the sacred lesson. Seeing also at another time (whilest she was in Rapt, and the Religious were singing the diuine Laudes in the Quire) that a great multitude of Diuells was at the doore, ready to enter in (and that one was already entred and stood tempting the Spouses of Christ) the good Mother being enflamed with [Page 147] feruour of Spirit, went as it were flying towards the Quire, and snatching vp a Crosse, she droue away therewith those infernall spirits. But as she often saw the Diuells throughout the Couent who indeuoured extremely to distract the Relious from the strait way to heauen, so were there also shewed vnto her by our Lord, a greater number of holy Angells, which gaue strength and courage to their soules, whereby they might resist temptations.
She freeth one of the Religious from a contagious disease, and cureth a lay Sister of whome the one halfe was senseles, from the head to the feet. CHAP. 38.
SVOR Barbara Bassi a professed Religious, had beene subiect for many yeares to a contagious disease, almost throughout her whole body, wherby she was much payned, and especially when she tooke her food. And the remedyes she vsed, [Page 148] did but tend to the increase of her torment; so as the Phisitians allowed her but a short tyme of life; the rather because the sayd sicknes was such, as that by little and little it did eate away all her flesh. Many tymes she had recommended her selfe to the prayers of Suor Maria Maddalena, but she one day in the yeare 1589. going to visit this sicke person, was so inflamed with Charity, as that with her tongue she began to licke her handes and armes, in those places where the pestiferous euill did most afflict her, and hauing told the sicke person, that she must haue confidence in God, Note. and in the B. Virgin, because she should be cured away she went. And it was admirable, how within few dayes she was wholy cleere of that sicknes, and in such sort, as it seemed not, that in her flesh, there had beene euer any infirmity.
At the same time, there was in the Monastery a lay Sister called Suor Pace Colombini. This woman had lost all sense in one whole side of her body, through the excessiue torment that she had felt; [Page 149] in so much as her flesh being depriued of sense, might haue beene cut off without any payne to the patient. So as she despayring wholy of humane help, prayed the Mother Suor Maria Maddalena, that for the loue of Iesus she would make the signe of the Crosse vpon her. The good Mother, in her great humility, made som resistance, but finally being more vrged by ardent Charity, Note. three tymes she signed her with the signe of the Crosse. It is incredible to tell, how immediatly therupon, the sicke person was freed, and so freed, that instantly she went about the busines of the Monastery. And she her selfe is yet liuing, and giues cleere testimony to this miracle.
She seeth the soule of one Religious ascend into heauen, and of another who was suffering in Purgatory, in a particuler manner. CHAP. 39.
THE same yeare, on the fift of Iune, a Religious of that Monastery passed from this to a better life, to whome Suor Maria Maddalena had performed great offices of charity, during the whole tyme of her sicknes. Her body was yet in the Church vnburyed, when she, with the rest of her Sisters being imployed about their vsuall exercises, and being moued by God, she went towardes the grate of the Chapter-house, from whēce she might see the body of her dead Sister. She was scarcely arriued thither, when being rapt in Extasis, she saw her soule fly happily vp into the ioyes of heauen. Whereupon, she brake out into these wordes; Farewell my Sister, farewell happy soule. Thou art going vp to heauen, like purest [Page 151] Doue, leauing all vs heer below. O how glorious art thou, and how faire, and who shallbe able to describe thy beauty? How small a tyme hast thou remayned in those flames? Thy body is not yet buryed, and thy soule is flying vp into eternall glory. Now dost thou see cleerly that which I was wont to tell thee, whilest yet thou wast on earth, that thy sufferings heere, would seeme nothing to thee, in respect of the glory, which Iesus had layd vp for thee in Heauen.
In the meane tyme it was declared to her by our Lord, how that soule, because she had suffered extremely in this life, and for the deuotion which she had to holy Indulgences (as imparting the merits of Christ Iesus) she had stayed in Purgatory only fifteen houres. In the meane tyme the body was buryed, and she returned from her Rapt, saying; Whilest buriall is giuing to the body in earth, the soule is placed for all eternity in heauen.
About the same tyme, making prayers before the B. Sacrament, there was represented to the eyes of her mind, the Soule of another Religious of that [Page 152] Monastery, which had also passed to a better life, and it was suffering in Purgatory for the defects thereof; and as she related, she saw it (apparelled with a garment of fire, and a white vest vnderneath) adore the food of the Angells, with great reuerence. She vnderstood afterwardes, how that flame which incompassed her, and the obligation to stand an houre in the day to honour the B. Sacrament in the Church of that Monastery, was imposed by God, in punishment for her hauing negligently omitted diuers tymes to receaue the holy Communion. But that white Vest which gaue her great consolation, was graunted in reward of her virginity, & purity, which she had still manteyned. Afterwards in the same yeare 1589. she saw it flye, fayre and purifyed into eternall Rest.
After the fiue yeares of Probation she is taken out of the lake of Lyons by her Patron-Saints: that is, she is freed from the assaults of Diuells, & rewarded by God with infinite graces. CHAP. 40.
THE fiue yeares were passed, wherein Suor Maria Maddalena had beene so furiously assaulted by the tentations of infernall enemyes, when at length her Iesus was pleased to make an end of those afflictions, and as a Conqueresse to reward her euen in this life, with graces of imcomparable valew. So as vpon the night of that admirable solemnity of the Holy Ghost on the 10. of Iune, in the year 1590. being in the Quire with the other Religious in celebration of the sacred Office, at the singing of that Canticle, Te Deum laudamus &c. she was estranged from her senses, and in such sort remayned without speach till Mattins were at an end. Then became her countenance to [Page 154] be of admirable beauty, & by the wordes which she vttered, it was cleerly known that she then conceaued in her selfe celestiall ardours of the Holy Ghost, by the strength whereof, the powers of her mind were all purifyed; and she vtter [...] many sentences of the holy Scripture with admirable deuotion.
At these things were present her Patron-Saints, who immediatly before had drawne her out of the Lake of Lyons, that is, they freed her from those afflictions, wherein as in a lake, she had been (as already hath beene sayd) fiue continued yeares for her Probation, & they intierly tooke from the Diuels all power of afflicting her in future time, wherupō all fullfilled with heauenly delights, she sayd; Eripuit me de manibus inimicorum, & ipsi confusi sunt; Et transiui perignem & aquā & eduxisti me in refrigerium. These most cruell beasts (she spake heere of the Diuells) haue certaine wayes to fright vs, wherby they thought to returne to their great Diuell, to giue him account of some rich gaine that they had made; but my Patron-Saints do take them [Page 155] [...]d ruine them, because now euery thing is [...]rifyed in the bloud of my God, and that [...]herin they thought to haue gotten the vpper [...]nd, euen by that they are the more tormen [...]ed since they returne without victory. And [...]ho shallbe able to conceaue, O my Lord, how [...]hat which to me seemed affliction, is no affli [...]tion, but triumph and glory to my soule. She [...]ad no sooner ended these wordes, but [...]he turned her selfe, being still in Extasis, [...]owardes the Prioresse, & to her Mistres, who were neere her and wringing them with her handes, she sayd with an inestimable ioy of hart; It is come, and it is past (she speakes of the tyme of her Probation) do you therefore help me to thanke and glorify my God. After this, she returned from the Rapt; yet so, that as soone as she had restored her selfe with a little bread and water, she went againe into Extasis.
Then did she see a greater light, in the midst whereof there was a troupe of her Patron-Saints, who being deuided into seauen couples in excellent manner, made a noble Procession. These were (for she named them all one by one) S. Thomas [Page 156] of Aquine, S. Agnes, S. Iohn the Euangelist, S. Magdalen, S. Iohn Baptist, S Catharine Virgin and martyr, S. Steuen, S Catharine of Siena, S. Francis, S. Clare, S Augustine, S. Angelus a Carmelitan Martyr S. Michael the Archangell, and her own good Angell. These she saw imediatly before, going towards the eternall Father and from his diuine breast, they took [...] admirable giftes wherewith to adorn [...] her; and she vnderstood that they wer [...] sent to her, by her heauenly Spouse, in reward of the grieuous afflictions that she had susteyned in the fiue yeares of her Probation, whereby being made euen top full with ioy, she said: O my Lord, m [...] thinkes thou art about to reward me (if I may so say) euen for the offences which I haue committed against thee; for I see not that I haue done any thing, but offended thee. But well, well, to thee all thinges are knowne.
After this, she made euident shew that her Patron-Saintes were drawing neere her, when she said, O you my Aduocates, how fauourable are you vnto me? And so ech couple of them (as was euident [Page 157] by the manner of her speach) enri [...]hed her with seuerall celestiall Presents, [...]etcht from heauen. One put vpon her [...]ead a glorious Crowne of immortall Light; Another with chaines of gould a [...]orned her necke; Another with a most [...]ure veste on all sids did couer her; Some [...]ompassed in her handes with beautifull [...]racelets; Others enricht her fingers with ringes of inualuable price, and o [...]hers (to conclude) did honour her with most precious stones, and riches of [...]eauen.
She, in the meane time, contemplated with great admiration, the soueraigne beauty of those Saintes; and finding that they enuironed her round about, she turned from one side to the o [...]her, and could neuer be satisfied in behoulding those diuine obiectes. And speaking to them, she said thus: Faine would I see you all at once, but cannot; For if I turne to the right hand, I see not them who are on the left; and if I looke on the left, I loose the sight of them who are on the right; and yet faine I would see all your beauties. [Page 158] She shewed afterwards, by the manne [...] of her speach, that the Saintes themselues began to make Court vnto ou [...] Lord, with instruments, and voyces, & gestures betokening ioy, for the victory granted to his Spouse, in the time of her Probation; and so it was an admirable thing, to see how she, with a manner full of maiesty, in acting and dauncing gaue signes of ioy. Then she beganne to discourse with the Saintes by one and one, naming both themselues, and the instruments celestiall which they had in their hands. Her countenaunce was ioyfull & resplendant, when continuing her speach in that heauenly company, she said, I will go into all those places where my aduersary hath endeauoured to do me hurt, to confound him the more with all his craft.
And first, she went into a place of the Monastery where she had beene extraordinarily assaulted by the Diuell; & there as soone as she arriued, by singing and dauncing she affronted Sathan. At the first, speaking to the Diuells she said, I will in despight of you keepe holy the day of [Page 159] [...]ur Lord before him, I will laugh you to scorn, [...]nd at his feete I will cast my selfe. Then she [...]ell vpon her knees, and soone after rising added, Of that which hath hapned to [...]e before my God, I will glory for your greater [...]aine; and thereof I will make a Crowne to weare vpon my head, and humble my selfe to him againe. O hideous infernall Beastes, cry [...]ut and howle as loud as you liste, my soule [...]steemeth you no more then a fly; but I will [...]hanke my God for this great mercy till I dy.
She went after into other places of the Couente, and there with sweet voyce did singe, Quis nos separabit à chari [...]ate Christi? Tribulatio, an Angustia, an Fames! Nemo poterit me separare à charitate Christi. And againe she added: Omnia arbitrata sum vt stercora, vt Christum lucrifa [...]iam. Dominus illuminatio mea, & salus mea [...]uem timebo? Thē went she speedily to an Altar of the B. Virgin and said to her with great deuotion, O most pure Maria, I offer and giue my selfe vnto thee, not only with that purity and innocency which I receaued when I consecrated my selfe to thee, but I giue [...]t thee now, being more adorned and more purified. [Page 160] Receaue me then, O Maria, and preserue me in thee. After this, she returned from her Rapte, and although she had beene adorned with so singular giftes, yet neuerthelesse with a most profound humility she humbled her selfe before the Religious, who, by that time, were come thither in great number, and then she returned to the common affaires o [...] the Monastery.
For reward of the sight of Diuells which she had suffered in her Probation, Iesus shewed himselfe to her in three manners; promising from thence forth, that she euer should enioy his presence. CHAP. 31.
THE course and current of celestiall Grace, stayed not heere; for the Munday following, which was the second feast of the Holy Ghost (being rapt in Extasis, after the holy Communion) she vnderstoood how Iesus would that morning reward her with a liberal [Page 161] gift, namely that from thenceforth she euer should haue before the eyes of her mind, the high presence of God, in lieu of the horrible sight of diuels, wherby in the tyme of her Probation she had so terribly been frighted. And then she began to see her beloued Spouse, wherby she was at an instant filled with such ioy, as cannot be imagined, and fastning her eyes vpon him, she sayd; O my spouse (for so I will presume to call thee) the sight of the Diuell is not so hideous, but that thy sight is incomparably more delightfull, who art (as the Prophet sayth) speciosus forma prae filijs hominū. And as formerly there was neither tyme, nor place, when I had not the fearfull vision of those malign Spirits, so now, whether I go, or stand, or labour, or speake, I shall euer see thee my beloued. And as they, besides that they appeared to the sight of my mynd, sometymes did also shew themselues in seuerall formes to my corporall eyes; so thou also wilt not only be present to my mind, but wilt also shew thy selfe to the eyes of my body, thereby to make me triumph in ioy and exultation.
[Page 162]Our Lord did then aske of her, in what appearance she desired to see him, and she answered; As thou art one God in three Persons, so I would be glad to see thee in three manners: As thou wast in the tyme, when thou wert in Aegypt, I say in thy infancy; as thou wert when thy Mother lost thee in the Temple; and lastly, as thou wert when thou wert prepared for thy Passion. She had no sooner spoke these wordes, but this suit of hers was graunted, and Iesus shewed himselfe to her punctually as she desired, in the tyme of his infancy. So as full of ioy, turning her eyes towardes him, she began to speake in this manner; O heer behould my little one in the age of three or foure yeares; O admirable thing, thou art so very little, and yet thou art God; but thy littlenes makes me know thy greatnes. O greatnes and littlenes of my God. I shall neuer be satisfyed in behoulding thee; O little and great God so beautifull and attractiue. She then saw the same Iesus in the state of riper childhood, and being then surprized with greater ioy, she sayd; O behould my spouse, who before shewed himselfe to me so [Page 163] very little, and now I see him in the age of twelue yeares, with a countenance so delightfull & admirable, wherein there shineth such a graue sweetnes. O my God so louely, & gracious, to such as tast thee!
After this she went to the Oratory where prostrating her selfe on earth before the Altar of the B. Virgin with full zeale, she prayed that the liuely flames of diuine loue might dilate themselues in the hart of euery Religious in that Monastery. And these prayers were well made; for she vnderstood soone after, that God granted singular graces to that Monastery; so she being all comforted returned shortly out of the Rapt. As soone as she had strengthned her selfe by a little food, she was againe abstracted from her senses, and she laboured with much desire to see the great Son of God, in the third manner, as she had demanded. Her Iesus then appearing to her in that forme, and she looking on him with attentiue eyes, sayd; O my Iesus I will behould thee in this flourshing age of thyne, sometimes working, sometimes praising thee, [Page 164] sometymes labouring for thee; I will see thee I say, in this so beautifull, and gracious age of thyne, when thou dost leaue thy selfe to vs by enduring the most sacred Passion; I will take extreme delight to behould thee, as now the [...] shewest thy selfe, namely sitting vpon that fountaine, where thou wast interrogating and illuminating. Many other discourses she had with her beloued Lord, whilest she saw him in those three aforesayd formes, besides that in these three dayes of the Holy Ghost (whereof she consumed the greatest part in Extasis) there were cō municated to her many celestiall secrets, and she spake so highly of the greatnesses that are in God, as doth exceed all humane thought. But I passe on for greate [...] breuity.
By her Prayers she obteyneth from God, space of life for the Confessarius of the Monastery. CHAP. 42.
IN the yeare 1590. the Confessarius of the Monastery being grieuously sicke, and neere to death, hauing already beene an [...]ealed, this seruant of God, both w [...]th sighes and teares, disposed her selfe to pray our Lord so earnestly, that for the spirituall benefit of her Monastery he would prolonge his life, that the sayd Confessarius being aged of 77. yeares in [...]hort tyme, recouered his forces so well, [...]hat he left his bed, and at the solemnity of the Corpus Domini, which was at hand he confessed and communicated the Re [...]igious, to their great comfort. And by [...]his prolonging of his life, came much [...]pirituall profit to the Monastery. To [...]his miracle all the Religious doe giue [...]laine testimony, who yet liue, & were [...]resent at the working thereof.
She seeth the soule of her Mother ascend vp to heauen; and she also seeth a good Priest who enioyeth eternall happines. CHAP. 43.
IN the Month of September, of the same yeare 1590. our Lord Iesus was pleased to refresh his beloued Spouse, with an extreme consolation, for the agonyes which were so patiently endured by her in the time of her Probation. For she being in rapt, he shewed her the soule of her mother, who 15. dayes before was departed out of this life, and so being enuironed by eternall splendours, she went vp to heauen, accompanyed by her Patron-Saints. There were giuen her by her Mother three aduices, which by holy Obedience she was enioyned to declare. First that to the vttermost of her power, she should endeauour to profit in holy humility. Secondly, that she should be a true obseruer of Obedience: and thirdly, that in all thinges she should striue to [Page 167] exercise Prudence. Hauing giuen these holy counsels, her happy Mother tooke her selfe out of sight, and went to enioy supreme happynes.
Soone after also, she saw the soule of a venerable Priest, who for the loue of God had laboured much in spirituall exercises; and he went to inhabit his celestiall Countrey being rich in glory. By these meanes, she went still profiting in holy vertue, and was kindled more and more towards the purchase of true felicity.
Of the manner of her life, from the tyme that she entred into her Probation, vntill her death. CHAP. 44.
THIS couragious warriour of Iesus, being to encounter with diuers tentations, lead a life wholy illuminated by God, and full of mortification and pennance. For in the fiue yeares of her Pro [...]ation, Note. she susteyned not her body otherwise [Page 168] in effect, then by bread and water. By the space of three yeares, she being admonished by aduice from heauē, went bare footed, and consequently being of delicate complexiō, she could not without extreme paine endure those bitter coldes of winter. So much the more, because for her greater mortification, she imployed her selfe as hath been sayd already, in those painefull exercises, of drawing water, and doing of other inferiour things; and neither making any account of the raine or snow, she went vp and down, sometymes in the garden, and sometyms in other places of the Monastery; so that through the most bitter season of the yeare, her flesh would break and open in such sort, as to shed bloud in great quantity; and that would make most painefull sores. Therefore out of compassion, the Religious would sometymes swath her legs, but she caring for no such complements, with a cheerefull countenance would say; Giue me leaue to suffer for my sinnes. She wore only one Coate, which was old, and patcht, as [Page 169] well in the sharp seasons of the yeare, as [...]t other tymes; so as now, and then, [...]hrough the extreme could she trembled [...]n such sort, as she could hardly speake. Moreouer the vsuall tyme of feeding or sleeping she did ordinarily spend in continuall prayer, or in excesses of mind. And yet euen when she would dispose her selfe to take any rest, she slept in her cloathes, and almo t euer vpon a hard sacke of straw, or els vpon the bare ground. Her sleep was extremly short; for that mind, which was accustomed in those Nocturnal houres to transforme it selfe often into God, by diuine contemplation, could hardly induce it selfe to giue long repose to the body, though it were much weakned with affliction. And yet more to exercise her self in watching (not only in the tyme of her Probation, but euen in the whole course of her life, whilest she had any health) she obtayned that the Office should be euer hers, of calling the Religious to Mattins. Many tymes also in the very dead of the night, she was heard to sigh and weep [Page 170] bitterly, and sometimes to punish her body with sharp and seuere disciplines, but she being assisted by diuine grace found her selfe in the midst of these mortifications to gather strength.
When the fiue yeares of her Probation were ended, she had particuler light from our Lord, how his diuine will was, that she should, according to the custom of the Monastery, returne to the vse of single soaled shooes and slippers, which she did readily fullfill, but as for hose, in her life she neuer put any on againe, except for a time of two yeares, wherein she was still recouering out of a dangerous sicknes. After her Probation ended, she began also (being so aduised from aboue) to take vpon Sundayes, not the food of Lent, but such as was common to the Monastery; and on thursdayes to drinke a litle wine, but vpon other dayes she continued to fast with bread and water, for twenty months afterwardes. But her Superiours then seeing that her forscedayly diminished by her leading so rigorous a life, and fearing that so they [Page 171] might loose the mirrour of so admirable [...]n example, they commanded her, by ho [...]y Obedience, that she earnestly should desire grace of our Lord, that she might be able to liue according to the common vse. She therefore being vrged by holy Obedience powred forth feruent prayers to the Eternall God, and obteyned to know his diuine will to be this, that she wholy should resigne her selfe to the Obedience of her Superiours. Wherupon they ordeyned, that she should feed vpon commō meats, wherin after her manner she obeyed readily. And verily she was in this an admirable spectacle to all the Monastery; for still she fed her selfe most sparingly, and chose for her food the meanest & poorest meats, Note. making shew with a holy kind of craft that she liked them best.
But she neuer gaue ouer the vse of cloathing her selfe with one only Coat, and that the poorest in the Monastery, except in the two yeares of her great infirmity and recouery from the same; nor did she euer giue ouer to sleep vpon a [Page 172] hard sacke of straw in the whole tyme of her life. Only when she began to be sick of that disease, which brought her afterwards to her end, she was commaunded by holy Obedience to vse matteresse; and when her sicknes afterwards so farre increased, as that she was tyed to her bed, of her selfe she demanded that her Superiours would permit her to rest vpon a fetherbed, and to serue her self of linnen sheets; not for the ease of her body (as she priuatly acquainted some of the Religious) but to the end that she might not be accounted singular, but as the rest. And heerein did euidently appeare the diuine prouidence, for that body of hers came by little and little to so extreme extenuation, that without faile she could not haue long ēdured either vpon a sacke, or yet vpon a mattresse. So as in this manner this good Mother came by so prayse-worthy a life vnto her death, & thereby she being top full of merits, and of holy operations passed on as we may piously beleeue, to life eternall.
She recouereth one of the Religious, who was neere to death, of an incurrable sore, and freeth another from Leprosy. CHAP. 48.
ON the 31. of December 1591. being rapt in making her prayer, when she should haue gone to be communicated with the rest, the tyme was past, and all the Religious were communicated, without reflecting that she had beene wanting; a thing that neuer happened to her before. But our Lord who guides his seruants with a superiour kind of prouidence, ordeyned that when she returned from the Rapt she might be communicated with Suor Cherubina of Rabatta, a Religious woman, who was grieuously sicke of an incurable sore. Vpon this occasion the patient found her selfe euen possest with a liuely fayth, that she was, by the others meanes, to receaue her health, as indeed it proued; for she was no sooner communicated, but the [Page 174] Mother Suor Maria Maddalena becam [...] abstracted from her senses, and drawing neere to the bed of the sicke person, looking stedfastly vpon her, sayd thus; Ioyn [...] with me, O my Sister, in the d sire of your health. She hearing these words, who already prepared her selfe towards the last passage, resigned her selfe to the will of God, reposing in him all her confidence. In the meane tyme, the good seruant of God, Note. signing the sore of the sicke person thrice with the signe of the Crosse, and making a short prayer by her, went away. An admirable thing it was, how her excessiue payns ceased in the instant, and the feuer in great part was diminished; and she found such amendment, as when the Phisitian and Surgeon came, being all astonished at the accident, they affirmed ioyntly that the health of that sicke woman which had beene despaired of, proceeded from no other cause then the power of God, by the merits of his beloued Spouse.
In the same yeare, Suor Maria Benigna Orlandini a Religious Profest, was [Page 175] in great danger of life by a contagious sicknes, which by Phisitians was held a [...]eprosy, and it possessing the eares and the head, and other parts of her person, did beyond measure afflict her. Being in [...]o dangerous state she recommended her selfe often to the prayers of this blessed [...]oule. Whereupon she being one morning rapt in Extasis (after hauing receaued the B. Sacrament) she went towards [...]he sicke woman; and (hauing taken off [...]he veyles from her head) with her very [...]ongue she licked the eares, Note. and the head of the Patient, in those places where the [...]oare was greatest. And this she did with [...]o great charity, that it pleased our Lord [...]o restore the others health thereby in very short tyme. She is yet aliue, an clearely testifyeth this miracle.
She foretells many thinges. CHAP. 31.
IN the same yeare, when the Right Reuerend man Francesco Benuenuti the [Page 176] Penitentiero, and a Chanon of the Church of Florence, was giuen by the Lord Cardinall Archbishop of Florence to be the Gouernour of that Monastery, this seruant of God vnderstood, that he was to hold the place iust halfe as long as the former Confessarius had done, which were 28. yeares. And so it fell out; for hauing exercised that place with great prudēce & charity for the space of 14. yeares, he passed to a better life in the yeare 1605. with great example of good life. And for the much deuotion he had to this Monastery, he desired to be there buryed; the rather that he might participate of the feruent prayers of those Mothers.
Within a short tyme after, she foretold, that our Lord had chosen a young Mayd to be a Religious in that Monastery, & that if she hearkned not to the vocation, she would suffer much affliction in the world; and that if her Mother should disswade her, God would punish her also. It happened that the sayd young Mayd did not accept of her vocation, & [Page 177] thereby she liueth in much affliction. But the Mother who discouraged her, was chastized so terribly by God with a Canker, that by little and little it infected her whole body, and she ended her dayes in grieuous torments.
She desired so much to suffer, that she was contented, not to receaue any spirituall consolation. CHAP. 47.
THE fiue years of her Probation being ended, wherin she had suffered such a long and discomfortable combat, she remayned after the manner of a gallant and complete warriour, who beyond measure desiring to come to new proofs of valour, forgetteth all trouble and danger past; & with intrepide mind to giue contentment to his Prince, doth cheerefully offer vpon new enterprises. In the same manner she was so encouraged, Note. & so in longing to suffer (forgetting how much she had formerly endured) as she [Page 178] made now a kind of agreement with God, that in future tyme she would neuer desire so much as any spirituall consolation. This she sought of our Lord, with such vnusual desire, that he granted her earnest suite; and although he had formerly promised her that for reward of so many agonyes, and for the continuall sight which she had had of Diuells she should be comforted with his diuine presence, yet this was without delight, and only, as she sayd, for strength and comfort of her trauailes past. A plaine signe of this was seene, when shortly after she being rapt into excesse of mind, according to her vsuall manner, and our Lord imparting to her a liuely feeling of himselfe, she turned to him saying; Ah why my God, dost thou breake the promise which thou madest to me, I hauing renounced for loue of thee, all the spirituall delight which I might haue in future tymes.
She was further so greedy of suffering that she would often say, that she wished not to dye so soone, because in heauen there is no suffering yea so much [Page 179] she was inflamed towardes the desire thereof, that praying in some retyred places of the Monastery, she would hold in her hand a great candle, from which the drops of burning waxe might fall, and for the loue of God she would suffer them to pierce her naked armes and legs in such sort, as that afterwards she could hardly go; and this custome she followed both many tymes, and during much tyme. In like manner, when in the bitternes of winter it snowed, she would be going into the garden, & stay there for a good while togeather, without hose, and her feet naked, and vpon her knees would be making prayer to God. And amongst other tymes, it happened once, that she stayed there in a manner one whole day togeather. So as she neither thought, nor exercised her self vpon any other thing, then mortifications & acts of humility, finding euer new inuentions how to suffer; so as the going barefoot, the feeding alone vpon bread and water, the vse of haire cloaths, and disciplines of iron, were the only thinges, [Page 180] which her hart (aspiring, and euen panting to suffer for Christ Iesus) would account to be desirable and precious.
She appeares in Vision to one of the Religious, curing her of a Fistula. The same woman afterwardes by remayning a while in the bed of Suor Maria Maddalena was cured of a dangerous sicknes. CHAP. 48.
IN the yeare 1592. Suor Cherubina of Rabbata, of whome already we haue made mention, being fallen sicke againe of a Fistula in one of her eyes, which tormented her with intollerable paines, & recommending her selfe to the B. Virgin (that patiently she might be able to endure them) one night she found her selfe to be taken by the face, and she saw Suor Maria Maddalena with a princely aspect, and how with her eyes fixed on heauen she inuoked the most Holy Virgin and her Patron-Saints, that they would pray the eternall Father for the [Page 181] recouery of the sicke woman. She found afterwards, that the seruant of God appeared to her, and that her eye was open where the hurt had beene, which continually for the space of six dayes had byn shut. With that, she was in such vnsufferable paine, that instantly she fainted, but soone after recovering her selfe, she found that she was intierly and miraculously free.
The morning after, relating this whole story to the holy Mother, and asking her whether or no she had been with her the night before, she answered that corporally she had not beene there, Note. but that indeed betweene fiue and six houres of the night, she had earnestly recommended her recouery to our Lord. So as she knew, that by these prayers, she recouered her health, she being cured at the selfe same houre.
There passed not much tyme, when the sayd Religious fell yet sicke againe, and was brought to such termes, that she receaued the Extreme Vnction, expecting euery houre when she was to [Page 182] dye. In the meane tyme it seemed to her, that these wordes were spoken in her mind; If thou wilt be whole, go into the Bed of Suor Maria Maddalena. So as conferring about this inspiration with the Ghostly Father (who was that Reuerēd man Francesco Benuenuti) with his leaue she was borne by the arms of others into the bed of the good Mother. A great wonder was seene thereby, for she had scarce remayned there a quarter of an houre, when she found her selfe at an instant wholy freed from her sicknes, and of her selfe she arose out of the bed, giuing thanks to God, who vouchsafed to graunt her so many fauours, by the merits of his beloued Spouse. And this accident so fallen out, many of the Religious who yet liue do affirme vpon their oath.
She hath a Vision of a yong Mayd, who was to become Religious. CHAP. 49.
IN the same yeare of 1592. she saw once in a Rapt, a pure doue like that which went out of the Arke of Noah, & sought [...] resting place. This she vnderstood to [...]e a certeine young mayd, who was much inflamed with the desire of being Religious; but as for the place she was [...]ndifferent. Now she, being by the diuine prouidence vpon her way, euen at that tyme, to come to this Monastery, to see if the Rules and Orders thereof could please her, she was hardly entred, whē Suor Maria Maddalena, being rapt in Extasis, knew that to be the Doue which went flying about to seek a place of rest, She saw also the good Angell of that Soule, who held a ladder in his hand, but did not apply it determinately to any one place, by reason of the vncertainty, wherein the young mayd remayned; & [Page 184] soone after, she heard our Lord say these words to the Angel; Fasten heer that ladder for to this place haue I chosen her. Wherepon the good Mother (turning towards the same young mayd, who at that very instant came where she was) sayd thus; The ladder is fastned heere, which must carry you vp into heauen; consider it well, and faile not to become Religious in this Monastery, if you will accomplish the will of God.
She afterwards going forth of the Monastery, was so diuerted by her Parents & friends, that being one euening in her chamber alone, she resolued to go to her Father, and readily yield her selfe to his direction. And verily it was a wonderful thing, that being euen going out of her Chamber, she found her selfe to be held so fast, that she was not able to stir any further; and although she much endeauoured to go forth, she was not possibly able to effect it. In the end reflecting vpon the tentation, she changed her purpose, and remayned Superiour in that conflict of the Diuell, by meanes of the prayers of Suor Maria Maddalena, [Page 185] who at the selfe same tyme seeing in Rapt that the soule of that creature (still in the forme of a Doue) was striuing to get out of her hands, she begged of God both with sighes & tea [...]es, that he would preserue her. But the Religious being desirous to satisfy themselues of the truth heereof, the very next day sent to speak with the young mayd, and asking what had passed with her in the night before, she related the whole story to them, and in all the parts thereof it was agreable to that which Suor Maria Maddalena had seene at the selfe same tyme.
Of the zeale which she had towards the sauing of Soules. CHAP. 50.
THIS singular spirit had such an ardent charity towardes the good of soules, that it exceeded all humane conceit. Our Lord had once shewed her a soule adorned with his grace, wherewith she was so strocken in loue, that from [Page 186] thenceforth she did euen melt with the desire she had of reducing soules to God, and she ardently prayed him, that he would graunt her many Soules, and in the feruour of her spirit she would say; O that it were lawfull for me to go into the Indies, or amongst the Turkes, I would take those little children, Note. and with so great affection teach them all that belongeth to our holy Religion, that whatsoeuer payns I might endure should be of much comfort to me. But because she could not performe this, she would often take occasiō to speake with some of the simpler sort of the Religious and be euer instructing them about heauenly thinges; and about the perfection of a Religious life, and so great delight she tooke heerin, that for this she would forget both her food and her rest. Moreouer to the end that God might be pleased for her sake to draw sinnefull soules vnto himselfe, she would in the horrour of the night take seuere disciplines, and imprison her flesh within piercing haire cloaths. Sometimes in the most secret places of the couēt she would pray most [Page 187] ardently, sometymes she would exhibite [...]ertaine acts of humility to his diuine Maiesty, whereby he might be pleased, with the lightning of his loue, to pierce [...]he stony hart of sinners, reducing them [...]t last to Pennance.
But especially in the tyme of Shro [...]etide, when the diuine goodnes is most offended, she would redouble those holy exercises, consuming sometymes the whole nights in prayer, and continuall [...]amentation, oftentymes she was heard to say these wordes, I beseech thee, O my Iesus, that thou wilt grant me so many soules, as I am to moue paces in this day. Sometims being set on fire by this flame of Charity, she would leaue Exercise wherein she was, & casting her selfe vpon her knees, would with sighes and tears desire of Iesus Christ, that sinners might be conuerted to him. At other tymes she would take a Crucifixe into her hand and after (hauing wholy offered her selfe to God) she would discharge her selfe further in these wordes; Thou, O Lord, wast pleased to dye vpon the Crosse, and to bestow [Page 183] all thy bloud vpon sinners: and I also, O Lord would be glad to giue my bloud and be depriue [...] of life that they might be conuerted. By this meanes she gaue desires to the Religiou [...] of induring any payne for the reduction of soules to God. And because Iesus had shewed sometymes to her in Rapt, how hideously deformed a Soule is which liueth in darknes of sinne, she would say sometymes that she saw no difference in the vglines thereof, from that of the infernall spirits. She sayd she would willingly be depriued of al the extraordinary gifts which she had receaued of God, Note. that they might be granted to her neighbours, & that for her part, it would suffice, if she might keep her good desire of being able to loue and serue his diuine Maiesty. For this cause she would also depriue her selfe sometimes of her deere discourses with God, that she might be a help to her Sisters; for as she often sayd, she made greater account of being able to assist others, then of all the excesses of mind, that she might haue. For in these excesses, sayd she, I am holpen by God, [Page 189] but by assisting my neighbour I helpe God. Besides she considered so earnestly [...]he Creatures in their spirituall part, that [...]he named them not otherwise, then by [...]he name of soules, not regarding any [...]hing in them, but the participation which they haue with God, in being cre [...]ted after his image.
She obteined of God by her prayers the conuersion of many sinnefull soules. CHAP. 51.
BVT greater signes of her zeale towards the saluation of others, were then seene, when being in prayer, she was kindled with such desires as made her say once; I find that now the world is growne to be in worse state then euer; for now there is no more to be found any Charity; I haue enuy against the Birds of the aire, who can flye vp and downe where they will, and make euery body heare their sweet notes; & they can euery where renew their delightfull musicke, without euer resting. O thou Word, [Page 190] so would I be able to do; I would flye through out the world, and make my selfe to be hea [...] by euery one, that so I might imprint this lo [...] and this delight, in the harts of thy creatures.
After this she shewed by her word [...] that she saw a Priest farre of from th [...] way of God. Wherupon she gaue her self [...] to pray vnto the diuin Maiesty with suc [...] feruour of spirit, with words so affectuous, and with such aboundance of tears for the reduction of that person, that she obteyned to see him in good estate. Being for this reason growne as cherefull as may be imagined, she brake forth into this speach; At last, O Word, my prayers haue obteyned their end. Yet did not this qualify the burning fire of her great charity, but did rather kindle it so much the more; for not content with this, she began to pray our Lord for the conuersion of other Priests, whome she saw defiled with diuers sinnes, and this she vrged by so deuout reasons, as seemed after a sort euen to conuince and oblige Almighty God to infuse diuine grace into those [Page 191] sinnefull soules, whereby they might be [...]lluminated, for they still remayned in [...]he darcknes of sinne.
Sometymes she would say; Thou [...]est, O Lord, the need which there is of these [...]oules; for if they who are the light of the [...]orld remaine in darknes, how much more [...]all other creatures remaine there? And if [...]hey who are the salt of the earth be vnsauou [...]y, and insipide, how shall they be able to sea [...]on others? O my Iesus, and how shall they be [...]ble to lead others on in the way to thee, if [...]hemselues go on in that way which is con [...]rary to thee? She offered her selfe afterwards to our Lord, to indure all the pe [...]altyes which these soules deserued, so [...]hat he would deliuer them from com [...]itting of sinne. And she would say with [...]dmirable zeale; Infuse, O my Iesus, infuse [...]y bloud into them, and for my part if I [...]ight indure all the paynes of Purgatory so as [...]ithall they might be saued, I should be con [...]ent. Lay punishment I beseech thee vpon me, [...]nd giue me payne interiour and exteriour, as [...] all best please thee. For I cannot endure, [...]hat there should be so great ignorance where [Page 192] there is so great aboundance. O miserable and wretched creature that I am, why am not I able to take vpon me, and to beare all payne? Punish thou vpon me, O Word, their so great ingratitude, so great blindnes and ignorance.
At last, finding that she had obteined the conuersion of those sinners, she sayd with excesse of ioy; Then let them returne vnto thee, like so many wandring sheep, for all the happy soules of heauen are expecting their approach with ioy. With these feruours of Charity, she endlesly prayed the diuine Maiesty for the saluation of others, & reaped the desired fruit of her labours; for she often saw how these soules being illuminated by God with his diuine grace, did returne to him with repentant harts, by the meanes of her prayers.
Of the Charity which she vsed towardes her Neighbours. CHAP. 52.
AS her zeale was such towardes the saluation of others soules, so her Charity was no lesse which she imployed towards them in all their other necessityes, whether they were spiritual or corporall. She euer aspired earnestly to be labouring about them; and then did she giue particuler demonstration thereof, when any one was sicke in the Monastery. So as she would be often saying to the Infirmarian; That she had nothing to do, Note. that she had no disposition to pray, nor could keep her mind retyred inwardly vpon God; and she would secretly inferre by these words, that they might giue her much contentment, if they would serue themselues of her in the gouernement of such as were sicke. Whensoeuer she was satisfyed in this holy desire of hers, she would vse supreme diligence about them [Page 194] and when at any tyme the sicknes grew great, the good Mother would sometims by holding them vp in her armes, and sometimes feeding them, performe all the good offices which are imaginable. Among many others this one deserues to be remembred.
There was a lay Sister, who had long been sicke, and hauing a veyne broken in her breast, was afflicted with much infirmity, and griefe. Suor Maria Maddalena hauing obserued this, tooke her into her care, and continuing so about a yeare, the sayd Sister dyed. In that last passage it cānot be exprest what paines she tooke, for she watched with her ten nights, without taking in effect any rest at all.
It happened not long after, that another lay Sister fell sicke of an incurable soare; and it was offensiue in sauour beyond measure. Suor Maria Maddalena desired to haue the charge of attending her; and when she had obteyned it, she would needs with her own hands dresse the soare, and when there grew any vermine, [Page 195] as sometymes there did, she vsed al diligence in remouing it, and sometimes would apply her mouth vnto it, as if she were tasting of some curious and delicious liquor. She fayled not also with deer wordes to exhort the sicke person to endure all with patience; assuring her that in heauen she should find a most liberall remuneration. When these two were passed in their seuerall tymes to a better life, she performed to their bodyes all the accustomed dutyes before they were buryed, and to that she added continuall prayers, for their soules, and by night without taking in a manner any rest, she exhibited her feruent desires to God, that they might hasten to the fruition of eternall glory. And she procured with great diligence, that all the Religious would multiply their prayers, & she offered her selfe willingly to receaue the punishment of their faults; and she prayed to God earnestly, that she might doe so, who graunting her request made her very often feele grieuous paines for many dayes togeather; by meanes whereof, they being [Page 196] endured by her with singular patience, he shewed her those soules, when they went towards the enioying of eternall happynes.
She seeth the soules of two sinners condemned to Hell at their death. CHAP. 53.
ON the 22. of December in the yeare 1594. being in excesse of mind, she saw the soule of a sinner, who at that instant departed out of this life, and was condemned to those euerlasting paynes. She vnderstood afterwardes, how that wretched man besides that he had lead a most wicked life, was particulerly sentenced to those endled flames, for not hauing in account the spirituall treasures of the Church, but despising both Indulgences, and all other graces, which she tenderly powreth vpon her faythfull children. About the same tyme, she saw in like manner another soule shut vp on all sides into vnquenchable fire, and cō demned [Page 197] by the Iustice of God, to the torments of Hell. Whereupon she grew to be of an afflicted countenance & pale beyond all imagination; and with tears and sighes turning her selfe to the soule, she sayd; Thou art now become a firebrand of hell; and soone are thy pleasures and pastimes conuerted into bitter and eternall paynes: and then looking vp to heauen, she sayd, O eternall God, the men of this world do not consider and penetrate these thinges. But vpon this occasion so great was the griefe & affliction of her hart, that she wanted little of sowning by it. And these visions (as she related afterwards by her vsuall Obedience) were shewed her by God, to the end, that both her selfe and the other Religious of that Monastery, should inflame themselues more vehemently towards the zeale of the saluation of soules offering vp for them both prayers, and pennances, to the diuine Iustice.
She was chosen Mistresse of the yong Religious, whome she did admirably help forward in the way of spirit. CHAP. 54.
IN the yeare 1595. she was by common consent of all the Religious, elected Mistresse of the yong Religious. It would be heard to deliuer fully, with how much zeale she addressed them towards Religious perfection, and by the vertue which shined in her, they went forwards with great facility towards the procuring of euangelicall perfection. In this gouernement of hers, she euer prescribed seasonable remedyes, and gaue wise counsailes, according to the need of euery one it being graunted her by God to discerne the most secret thoughts of the mind. This was euidently seene, when once she sayd to one of them; If you be silent with your mouth, be you also silent with your hart; And, That which you are about to tell me, keep in silence. And to another who [Page 199] came to her, for leaue to performe certaine exercises for a humane respect, she sayd preuenting the others words; When you come to aske leaue to do these things, you should come with purity of intention and feruour of desire; for our Lord esteemeth not such sacrifices as you are about to make, but regards the intention wherewith they are offered,
She procured also with great diligence, to establish her spirituall daughters in true vertue, and particulerly in mortification of themselues. So as when they went from prayer or other exercises of deuotion, she would louingly call thē to her, & sweetly admonish them of their defects. But as for them whome she had obserued to haue receaued spiritual comfort in some good action, such she would mortify, and say; That there was no solid vertue in them, since they were impatient vpon euery trifle. So as sometymes, one of them who knew not wel what belonged to a spirituall life, would be troubled at her words, but then she would louingly admonish her, and say; You must know my child, that whē you come from making prayer [Page 200] you must be ready to receaue disgusts and reprehensions, whether rightfully or wrongfully, and you are to be so firme, and so established to Almighty God, that nothing may be able to disturbe your Peace of mind; Note. and let this be the fruit, and the comfort you seeke to find in holy Prayer, thereby to trye them, & to make them know that they were not to rest vpon any sensible, though spirituall delight. When they came from prayer, some one she would reprehend, another whome she found to be of a more ardent nature, she would otherwise mortify, as by making her take a discipline in the presence of some others, and the like, to the end that in the ground of humility they might lay sound foundations of a spirituall life. Of them whom she found addicted much to prayer, she would often send some one to sleep, another to do that which she knew to be most contrary to her inclination, that so they might learne to ouercome their will, & become subiect to the hand of others. She endeauoured with great care, that they might know the account wherein they [Page 201] ought to hold the three vowes, by which Religious persons were tyed to God, in that holy state. She euer exhorted them to holy Obedience, saying; That they must obey with a cheerfull countenance, and a plain hart, since they do it not to any vile creature, but to the Almighty God himselfe. Note. Nor is the will giuen away to creatures, but to Iesus Christ: and if you feele (sayd she) any repugnance in ouercoming your will, you shew but little loue to your God, since in a thing whereby you may highly honour him, as you may euer do by denying of your selues for loue of him, you will not endeauour it. Be sorry (would she say afterwardes) to haue spent any day wherein you haue not mortifyed your selues.
And in this sort she weakned their naturall ill inclinations, & with so great suauity of speach, inclined them to doe that which was repugnant to their owne will, that all the difficulty which they found therein, did serue but to bring cō fort to their harts. Besides, she would kindle them with so liuely words, to the obseruance of Pouerty, and the dispropriating [Page 202] themselus of any, though neuer so little things that it cannot be exprest. She would often vse these words of that Saint; That whatsoeuer was wanting to a Religious person in this life, should be rendred with great vsury in the next. She imposed vpon thē, that euery month they should of set purpose examine themselues, to see if they had any thing at al, to which they carryed too much affection, and finding that they had any, she wisht them to depriue themselues thereof, for the loue of God. And so one of them hauing once brought to her a paire of beads, which she did extraordinarily like, the good Mistres tooke them from her, and after a long tyme restored them to her againe, vpon condition that euery euening she would bring them to her, and she continued the custome of carrying them so long, that she learnt at last to keep things without propriety, and as only lent by the Religion. She obserued also that another carryed a particuler affection to her booke, wherein she had set downe some spirituall remembrances, and to make [Page 203] her pure in the sight of God, she bad her cast it into the fire.
Sometymes she made them change cloaths with one another, to exercise them the more in mortification. And know (sayd she) O my children, that you cā not liue long in Euangelicall perfection, if first a thousand tymes in a day, Note. you do not dye to your owne commodityes. For the exercise of the soule in this life, consisteth in louing, and hating; To loue our God as much as is possible, and to hate our selues as much as we can, and in this consisteth all perfection. She tooke care that they should vse all diligence, in keeping the interiour part well guarded. She would haue them most zealous of the diuine seruice. She often called vpon thē to present God vnto their eyes in all their actions. So did she study in like manner to kindle in them, that vehemēt desire which her selfe had, of the saluation of others, and she would often say; You must know that we ought much to humble our selues, since peraduenture by our negligence many soules are gone into hell, Note. which it may be would haue enioyed eternall happynes [Page 204] if we had been feruent in offering vp the bloud of Iesus for them.
She would enioyne them, who were vnder her charge, that when any one of them had spoken with little charity of her companion, she should not that euening presume to enter into the Oratory, but remaine at the doore, till either she her selfe had giuen her some other pennance, or otherwise had giuen her leaue to enter. This pennance was ordinarily, that being prostrated vpon earth, she should suffer the rest of the Sisters to set their feet vpon her mouth. Note. She would then admonish, that when one of them would speake of the other, she was first to consider that such a one was the Spouse of the Word, the Temple of the Holy Ghost, and Sister to the Angells, & then let her speake with that reuerence which belongeth to such a one. She had particuler desire, that when the Order did graunt a Recreation, her spirituall children should take it cheerfully, yea she procured as much as possibly she could, that at such tymes, they should not haue [Page 205] any manner of disgust, whereby afterwards they might be the more inflamed [...]owardes the purchase of vertue. With [...]hese profitable and laudable directions, [...]he went through her office, in such sort, [...]hat she was accounted by all the Religi [...]us, to be the very rule it selfe of liuing well.
Of the zeale, which she had to Gods honour, and the hatred which she bare to sinne. CHAP. 55.
THE Zeale which she had of Gods honour was so ardent, That (as she often sayd) she would be glad to giue her life for it a thousand tymes in a day. And she would often affirme with teares, To me it seemeth a strang thing, and for my part I cannot comprehend it, how there should be so few soules in the world, Note. which hold the honour of God in the true account of greatnes, that it deserues. But especially, considering how little diligence there is vsed in frequenting the B. Sacrament of the Altar, she [Page 206] would be so opprest with sorrow an [...] paine, as if with a sharp knife she ha [...] beene strocken to the hart; & she woul [...] often say; Well, I am sure that one Communion made with true spirit and feeling, is ap [...] to procure, that a soule may come to great perfection of life. At other tymes, being full of these celestial thoughts, she called som [...] one of the Religious to her, & sayd thus with sighes and teares; Let vs pray vnto our Lord, O my Sister, that he will graunt v [...] light, and that we may not be so frozen-cold in his seruice, and especially in frequenting that food of life, which since it is all fire, and loue, O let vs euen now constreyne Iesus, by our prayers, to graunt vs euer in this place, [...] Pastour who may be zealous of Gods honour▪ and who may haue such light, as wherewithal to admit vs worthily to this celestiall table.
She had moreouer a most feruent zeale in saying the Diuine office; & when she went towards the Quire, she felt such ioy of hart, that she seemed as one inuited to a sumptuous banket. She endeauoured alwayes that those diuine Laudes should be sayd deuoutly, and when she [Page 207] heard any of the Religious make a little more then ordinary hast, she suffered much affliction thereby; and she would often say to them, that she had not the hart to post ouer the Diuine Laudes like to the other externall exercises of the Monastery. Note, Offences made against God did [...]o displease her, and caused in her such grief, that hearing sometymes but these wordes Mortall Sinne, she could hardly conteyne her self, through the vehemen [...]y of her affliction from crying out with [...] loud voyce, giuing an euident signe of [...]he offence which in her hart she felt. Being able as she was, to penetrate the [...]eformity of sinne, euen to the quicke, so much she abhorred it, and such horrour [...]he had thereat, that to her it would seem [...]mpossible, to find a Christian so wicked [...]s deliberately to offend God. And 15. [...]ayes before she departed this life; I goe [...]sayd she) out of the world with this incapa [...]ity, aboue all the rest, that I cannot deuise [...]ow to vnderstand, by what means a creature [...]an be induced to consent, and resolue to commit a mortall sinne, against the Creatour. [Page 183] Whereby it may be well seene how much she was illuminated by God, who had made her so zealous of his honour.
Of her great Humility. CHAP. 56.
THIS seruant of God was moreoue [...] a bright example of perfect humility; and she euer had her selfe in so base conceit, that she thought her selfe good for nothing; and would often say, tha [...] therefore it seemed to her that her Superiour should speake to her in this sort Get you out of this holy place, for you are n [...] worthy to remayne in the company of th [...] Spouses of Christ. Therefore would she b [...] turning towards the Prioresse with such a trembling, as if she had committed som [...] grieuous fault. Sometyms she would ca [...] her self vpon her knees, at the feet of he [...] Sisters, & beseech them that they would let her know her faults. But then was he conceit of her selfe more base, when she was to receaue the B. Sacrament of th [...] [Page 209] Altar; for in that act she would doubt, least the Diuine iustice might make the earth open to swallow her vp; and (bitterly weeping) she would often say; I most vile creature, full of sinnes, do presume to receaue the King of glory, and in this fear she would say further (casting her eyes to heauen) O my Lord assist me, and haue mercy on me. Then would she intreat the Religious, with great affection to pray to God for her, that his Iustice might not cast her headlong into hell. It was also necessary sometymes, for her Ghostly Father with words of cōfort to encourage her, that she should confide in the diuine Mercy.
Now the account that she made of the vertue of the other Religious was so great, that she would kisse the ground where they had gone; and she accounted her selfe to haue obteyned of God a space of doing Pennance, by meanes of their prayers; and she endeauoured to help them in al the exercises which they were to performe, how vile so euer, in reward as she sayd, of so great a benefit. When [Page 210] she was Superiour to others, she would be euer humbling her selfe to one of her subiects; and then in vertue of holy Obedience, would command her to impose vpon her some rigorous pennance, of what kind she would; and oftentymes made some one of them to giue her a discipline, commanding her to make no body acquainted with it; and so by these acts of great humility, those Sisters wold remayne astonished & confounded. She would also appoint, that in the euening they should tell her of any defect committed by her in that day; and then she would beg a pennance of them.
It happened once, when she was Mistresse of the Nouices, that a deuout yong mayd tooke the holy Habit. And within few dayes after, she called her to her, and did communicate some of the temptations that troubled her, with so great humility, and so many teares, as if they had beene so many sinnes committed by her; and she sayd; My child I tell you this, Note. to the end, that you may know what kind a woman you haue to your Mistres; and [Page 211] [...]f our Lord had not called her to a Religious [...]tate, she would either haue beene shut vp into [...]ome perpetuall prison, or els haue ended her [...]ayes no otherwise, then by the handes of pu [...]ique Iustice. The she added; Pray you vnto [...]od for me, that he may haue mercy on me, and [...]hat in the end I may be saued. She would [...]wayes, euen to her death, haue one of [...]he Religious expresly deputed to accuse [...]er of her defects, thereby to humble her [...]o much the more in the sight so God; & [...]n the other side, she kept her vertues as [...]cret as was possible, and felt great affli [...]ion when by any meanes they were [...]ade knowne. Neuer would she excuse [...]er selfe of any errour. When any one [...]ould recommend some sinner to her [...]rayers, she was wont to say with humi [...]ty; If God should withdraw his hand from [...]e, there were not a sinne so odious and so e [...]ormous which I should not commit.
When she heard of the grieuous sins [...]f men, she would examine her owne de [...]cts, though they were neuer so small; [...]d then make a comparison betweene [...]e two, esteeming hers to be much greater, [Page 212] through the continuall grace which she receaued from God. Therfore would she retyre into the most hidden places of the Monastery, & there with bitter tear [...] and seuere disciplines afflict herselfe.
Being asked vpon a tyme in discree [...] manner by one of the Religious, if so many graces as she had receaued from God, had neuer giuen her occasion of taking pleasure in her selfe; Do you not know (say [...] she) that none are to take the glory of tha [...] which is none of their owne: how then can [...] take pleasure in my selfe for the fauours granted me by God, they being all of God? And with these holy cogitations she gre [...] greatly in humility.
How in a Rapt she wrought with the needle and made pictures, and other things without the help of any light. CHAP. 57.
SO great was the vnion which this deuout Mother had with Iesus, that wh [...] she was doing the ordinary exercises o [...] [Page 213] the Monastery, it happened very often [...]hat she was abstracted from her senses; [...]nd fastning her eyes vpon heauen, her [...]ace would remaine extaticall; so as whē [...]he fowed, or was cutting of gould, or [...]aking in paper any Images of deuotiō [...] by hauing her mind so accustomed to [...]hose diuine contemplations) she would [...]emaine in Rapt, euen when she was per [...]orming the thinges aforesayd; and yet withall she would proceed in sowing, & [...]utting, and painting, & so would con [...]inue very many houres togeather. Wher [...]pon the Religious seeing these strang [...]uents made often triall, whether she [...]erued her selfe of her owne sight or no; [...]nd sometymes they shut the windowes, [...]nd at other tymes they bound her eyes [...]bout with a cloath. But she being trans [...]ormed in God, These rochets and pictures many of our Nation haue seene. proceeded to sow and to [...]ake most rare workes, and almost all [...]hey which she wrought were made in [...]apt. And they were 3. Rochets which [...]e so curious, as whosoeuer sees them [...]ay wonder at them. In like manner [...]d she make many deuout Images, and [Page 214] cut gold without imploying any sight a [...] all thereunto.
And it happened once, whilest she exercised her selfe in the cōmon labour [...] of the Monastery, that she was making the bread of the community; and when her hands were all full of past, she heard the signe giuen of going to receaue the holy Communion. Heereby she wa [...] raysed into Extasis, and being inflame [...] with a desire to vnite her selfe to God i [...] the B. Sacrament, instantly (as she wa [...] with her sleeues thrust vp towardes th [...] elbow) and with her hands full of past she presents her selfe at the place, to receaue that diuine food, with the rest o [...] the Religious, without euer obseruing that her handes had beene imployed i [...] that busines.
In like manner it happened to he [...] (although she was then in the Refector [...] with the other Religious) to take he [...] food; that she hearing the signe giuen o [...] going to the Confessarius, being alienate [...] from her senses, ran euen with the fork [...] in her hand, & the meate vpon it, whic [...] [Page 215] she was to take; without euer reflecting thereupon, and yet dispatched with the Confessarius that which she desired. All the Religious were filled thereby with amazement, and all they who were then present, and do yet liue affirme all these thinges vpon their oath.
Of the great purity of her Intention and Mind. CHAP. 58.
HOvv great the purity of her mind was, most euident signs were giuen throughout the whole course of her life; for she neuer desired any thing more, then to make her selfe gratefull to God by this vertue.
And when any occasion was offered, she inflamed the Religious by liuely speach to the purchase of this heauenly Iewell, and she sayd; That they were to respect it in all occasions for it had power to make our very defects become vertues acceptable in the eyes of God, and she would thus expresse [Page 216] her selfe; Note. O Purity how great wonders wilt thou discouer to vs in the other life, which are wholy vnknowne to creatures; but yet not to such as seeke thee. For then will there be found persons, who were much esteemed of, to haue beene yet so much inferiour in this world to many others, as to haue compared them togeather, would haue giuen occasion for men to laugh at them; but because they were rich with this precious treasure, and those others poore, our Lord will exalt these, and abase those.
Often she vsed to say with aboundance of sighes and teares; According to the weight of our Purity, our Lord will reward vs in the next life. And for the great estimation wherein she had this vertue, O admirable spirit. she affirmed many tymes; If I thought, that with the saying of one word, for any other end, then for the loue of God (although it were without offence of him) I might becom an ardent Seraphim, I would neuer say it. If it happened at any tyme, that she had begun any action for humane respects, she would instanly giue it ouer vnperfect, nor would she euer haue accomplisht it, [Page 217] till first she had reduced it to a pure and perfect end. And sometymes she wondred, that there could be a gesture, a motion, a stirring of an eye, of such soules as are consecrated to God, which is not ordeyned to that high & diuine Purity. Againe being with her sisters, she would say; We fayle of working with Purity, because we want the loue of God. And once being demanded by one of her Sisters, how she might do to get that vertue; If in all things, answered she, you will endeauour not to execute your owne will, Note. but rather choose the way of suffering then enioying, you will find in the end that you haue wrought purely, because indeed therein we haue no interest of our owne, therfore the way of suffering is a safe way, and very deere to his diuine Maiesty. Many other noble aduices did she giue vnto her sisters concerning this vertue, whereby much more she manifested her owne mind to be most pure.
She was euer desirous to accomplish the will of God, and whilest she heard speach therof, was often abstracted from her senses. CHAP. 59.
SHE had euer a meruailous desire to performe the will of God. And the first grace which she demanded of our Lord most instantly, was, as her selfe cō fessed, To haue punctually fullfilled the diuin will, whē she should be come to the last point of her life. And casting her eyes often vp to heauen, she sayd these wordes; O my Lord, thou well knowest that euen from my infancy I haue desired to please thee; and if now I thought thy will were that I should suffer eternally in hell, I would of my selfe precipitate my selfe into those flames to accomplish thy diuine will. Sometyms being in speach with her Sisters, she would say, That she thought there was not in the world, so grieuous an aduersity or tribulation, which she could not cheerefully endure with the only perswading her selfe that it was the Will of God. And so [Page 219] very often she would repeat this speach; Do you not find, what sweetnes this very naked word conteyneth in it selfe, Will of God? She would haue esteemed it a notable defect in her selfe, if either for her selfe or for others, she had demaunded of our Lord any fauour, with greater instance, then of simple prayers. She was wont to say, to this purpose; I take ioy, yea I take glory, to do the Will of God, and not that he should do myn [...]; and therfore I am more bound to God, when he heares me not, then when he hears me.
To this vertue she exhorted others also, for if you desire (sayd she) to arriue in short tyme to great perfection, you must procure to do all your actions in accomplishment of the will of his diuine Maiesty; for this holy intention hath power to sanctify your workes. Being surprized with paynes, she would often say; O my sisters, how much shall we loose, because we vnderstand not this kind of trafficke with Almighty God. Such a willingnes she had to performe the Will of God, that only with hearing it mentioned, she was sometimes rapt in Extasis. [Page 220] And once it happened, that hearing one of her Sisters say, how another of them had a very ardent desire to execute the Will of God, She hath reason (sayd she presently) for to do the Will of God is a most amiable thing. With these wordes she was sweetly alienated from her senses, and went vp and downe the Conuent, inuiting the Religious that they shold say with her, That the will of God is most amiable. But this falling out to be at a time, when they went to rest, she obteyned, that all of them coming out of the dormitory, and going into the Chappell of the B. Virgin with her might confirme, Note. that the Will of God was a most amiable thing, and they all protested that intierely they would accomplish it; for which cause she retyred her selfe euery month into some hidden place, & punctually cōsidered if she had obserued the twenty Rules which were prescribed to her by God, as hath been sayd. In this action she spent a whole day, and at the end thereof, she did beate her selfe grieuously for the space of a whole houre, with a discipline of iron, because it seemed [Page 221] vnto her, that she had vsed negligence in performing the Will of God.
Of the feruent zeale she had towards Religions obseruance. CHAP. 60.
SHE bare not lesse affection towards the obseruance of her Rules; & therfore when she saw them neglected, euen in the least thing, she presently made it knowne to the Superiours, without all humane respects; & earnestly prayed the more venerable mothers of the Monastery, that they would haue vigilant care ouer all the Rules of holy Religion; For (sayd she) by neglecting the least point of the holy Rules, not only the order of Religion is offended, but euen the apple of the eye of God; this being the house of our Lord, and beloued deerly by him. Besids, she sayd of the holy Rule, That she had rather suffer any torment, then see the least ordinatiō therof neglected. This she shewed by the effects; for when there was any busines of the Monastery to be [Page 222] done (though neuer so meane) this zealous Mother would wake sometymes at midnight, in the performance of it, to the end, that the other Religious to whom they had been committed, might comply the better with the other Ruls of the house. Therefore being demanded sometymes, why she laboured so hard, she would answere, That she did it, to preuent tyme, and that so the Rules of that holy house might not be offended. And she continued in that kind of labour throughout the whole course of her life, and especially (through her great humility) when in office she was Superiour to others.
Amongst the rest of the Rules, she did exceedingly prize that of holy Silence; and she would often say, how that a Religious soule could neuer take gust in heauenly thinges, which delighted not in sweet silence; but that euer it would be much afflicted and troubled, because by not refrayning of the tongue, many sinnes would be committed. For this cause, she wished with great affectiō that the state of Religion were reduced to that perfection of life, wherein it was [Page 223] first planted by the Saints. And being amongst the Religious, she was wont to say: Note. If we could penetrate to the quicke this dignity of our soules, through the intrinsecall vnion which they haue made Almighty God, by meanes of the three solemne vowes, in such sort, as a simple countrey-mayd, being assumed to royall estate by some potent King, would be offended when she were put in mind of her former condition; so would we also haue it in extreme contempt, to suffer that our thoughts should cast themselues away vpon the consideration of humane thinges; and knowing that we are made spouses of the King of all, who will enable vs to satisfy our desires to the full, and that with thinges not corruptible & terrene, eternall; we would raise our selues vp with a holy kind of pride, to the contemplation of those eternall riches of the kingdome of heauen. Therefore we doe much wrong to this soule of ours, to hold it imployed vpon thinges so base, it being able to mount with thought to the celestiall habitation of those blessed spirits.
How perfectly obserued the vow of holy Obedience. CHAP. 61.
VVHOSOEVER is a perfect obseruer of holy Obedience becom [...] the owner, as sayth S. Gregory of all the other vertues; and it seemed to haue principally flourished in this deuout Mother. Nor is it found that euer either i [...] publique or priuate māner, she procure [...] to draw the will of her Superiours vnto hers, nay her will was euer in conformity with theirs, and that she iudged to be well done that was done by them. It hauing been told her, that by imployment within the Monastery, she might be hindred from her prayer, and from her priuate conuersation with God, she answered, That our Lord esteemed any little exercise of the Religion more then any thought neuer so high contemplation. From hence i [...] came, that sometymes being in Rapt, & it being sayd to her by the Prioresse, Su [...] [Page 225] Maria Maddalena come now, and do this or that, she instantly would recouer her selfe, though she were in Rapt and readily performe what holy Obedience ha [...] commanded. From hence also it came, that resoluing to humble her self so much the more, she knew not in a manner how to execute euen those thinges which were commanded her by God, but by the good leaue of her Superiours; and as hath byn sayd already, she chose rather to go many dayes vpon her hands and knees, then to differ in the least degree from that which in the vertue of Obedience was imposed by her Superiours. Note. She neuer considered that person which commanded her, but acknowledged therin Christ our Lord; nor as she often sayd, was the Obedience performed by her from tyme to tyme, for any reason, but only because she esteemed her selfe commanded therein by diuine authority.
Euen her eating or resting, and all the other actions of her life, though neuer so necessary, she would not accō plish at any tyme, but as it were by actuall [Page 226] Obedience; & so very much resigned was she to the will of her Superiours, that she would not haue begunne any little vnasuall action, vnles by them she were moued to it. She held that day to be as it were lost, wherin she had not submitted her wil to some one of her sisters: and not to omit such occasions, she made her selfe ready with extraordinary humility to obey euen her inferiours. And once she sayd, conferring thereabouts with one of her Sisters, If at once you desire secretly to enrich your selfe in short tyme with much vertue, giue not ouer this good and profitable exercise; for towardes the giuing of death to the outward man, and life to the inward man, I hold it to be fall of efficacy.
With how great diligence she obserued the holy vow of Pouerty. CHAP. 62.
OF holy Pouerty she was extraordinary zealous; and euen before she was Religious, she would often say; I hold all [Page 227] earthly things to be dust and durt, so that I may gaine Christ Iesus. Being afterwardes conducted to a Religious state, where this vertue flourisheth, it cannot be exprest with wordes, how she adorned her selfe therewith. She condoled with her selfe very oftrn, that euen in her necessityes she was prouided for by the Monastery, nay she would weep bitterly saying; I shall euen dye without hauing obserued holy Pouerty according to my desire. Therefore also it was, that she euer thought her selfe to possesse more then the other Religious; and her Superiours seeing this inflamed desire of hers, they reteyned themselues often from doing her certain [...]ittle curtesies, not to giue her giefe therby; & she reioyced very much when she wanted any thing. Once it happened whilest she was at table, by the forgetfulnes of her that serued, there was no bread [...]t before her; this was so grateful to her, [...]hat full of contentment she rose afterwardes without demanding it. And be [...]ng nioyned by the Prioresse for Obedience [...]o declare the cause of her mirth, she answered [Page 228] with profound humility, that she had neuer receaued a greater contentment, then in the want of that bread.
On the other side, it afflicted her extremely, when she saw any of the Religious keep any thing by her which was superfluous; and she would say, that the vow of Pouerty, would in no sort agree with a particuler superfluity. Often would she go into her cell, and with supreme diligence consider, if any thing were there more then needed. It happened once, that her Superiour hauing giuen her a little peece of Say wherwith to mend her Habit; and seeing afterwards that she needed it not she had scruple of this act, as of a sinne, & carrying speedily the Say back to the Prioresse, she accused her selfe therof with teares, giuing thankes vnto our Lord, that he had preserued her so long in life, as that she might do pennance for it.
Sometymes being more kindled with the desire of this vertue, she would say, looking vp to heauen; O my God, why dost thou moue me in my desire to be so poore for thee, and yet thou seest that I am not suffered [Page 229] to go begging my bread from doore to doore, wherein I should take so much pleasure: [...]ay among all contentmens, that I could haue in this life, this were the greatest, that thou wouldst, O my Iesus, affoard me this grace, that I might dy naked vpon a Crosse, as for me thou didst. And to her Sisters, Note. she would say sometymes; Tell me, I pray you, what would you giue, that our Lord would grant vs this most singuler benefit, that when we were desirous to eate, nothing might be giuen vs; when we were desirous to rest, we might haue no bed; when we should haue need of cloaths, they might be wanting to vs; I for my part (sayd she) assure you, that whosoeuer would do me such a fauour, I would hold my selfe bound to present him with my very bloud. O then for Gods sake, let vs procure well to penetrate this noble vertue. For whosoeuer possesseth it, hath God in recompence. Another tyme she retyred into the poorest parts or the Monastery with a Crucifixe in her hand, and being on her knees vpon the naked ground (with her eyes turned vp to our Lord) with teares and sighes, she cast out these words; O me happy creature, [Page 230] if all that which this body had need of, were wanting to it; nay insteed of being relieued, if it suffered insolency & misery, for loue of thee O my Iesus, then indeed I might is some part hold my selfe poore, for loue of thee. By this zeale towards holy Pouerty she did euidently increase in the celestiall fire of loue towards Christ Iesus crucifyed.
How she admirably kept the vow of Chastity. CHAP. 63.
SO great was the candour of her Chastity, that in this point, she was no [...] as one apparelled with flesh and bloud, but rather like an Angelicall spirit. For this, she had many gifts from God, amongst which, that one was singuler, which in the tyme of her Probation (a [...] hath already beene exprest) the Queene of heauen bestowed vpon her, when appearing to her, she couered her all with a most pure veile; and told her that in th [...] rest of her whole life, she neuer more [Page 231] should feele any motion of sense. Heereof euident signes were seene, when being arryued to the last dayes of her life, with serene countenance she sayd, How she thanked God, that she had neuer known what belonged to any thing against Chastity, and how she did not remember that euer she had taken delight, but in Almighty God; and that she felt nothing at that time, which brought to her greater quietnes. Sometyms she would also say, in the very midst of her grieuous pains; Thou knowest well, O my Lord, that my soule hath neuer desired any thing but thee. She esteemed it for a notable defect to be talking of kinred or worldly matters; it seeming as she sayd, that it was in no sort fit for a Religious woman, consecrated to God by a solemne vow of Chastity, to admit into her hart any little, little thought, or to speake words which in any sort might be disagreeable to their state. Therefore would she interrupt the discourses of earthly things, and draw them to matter of spirit; but yet this she did in so excellent manner, that she neuer either interrupted others, or shewed to be troubled in her selfe.
[Page 232]She was seene sometymes to kisse the walls of the Monastery, with extrem affection; and being demanded why she did it; Do you thinke perhaps (sayd she) that I haue not reason, O my Sisters, when these walls do separate me from the vnhappy world, and make sure vnto me the most precious treasure that I possesse, by meanes wherof my soule is kindled to loue Iesus, and to enioy him perfectly in my countrey. Other while she would say; If worldly men did comprehend, how great the delights are which they may expect in the other life who liue in virginity vntill their death, like Hartes (who are ready to dye for lacke of water) they would run into the most seuere Religious Orders, to shut themselus vp, that so they might be kept vntoucht and pure; for how much the more a vineyard is hedged in with thorns, the more safe it is. And although of this vertue she had receaued great light from God, & that by him she had beene often assured, that for euer she should remaine entiere, yet neuertheles she was still in extreme apprehension, least she might loose so rich a treasure.
Out of this reason, she did auoyd [Page 233] as much as was possible, all going to the grates of the Monastery, so much as to speake with secular persons, though they were neuer so good or holy; & she would aduise the Sisters concerning that matter saying, Remember that you are consecrated to God, & a Religious shall neuer come from the grate, but she willbe fayne to spend much tyme ere she can returne to the inward peace, which formerly she had; for secular discourses doe sometymes cast dust or shaddow vpon the faire lilly of Chastity. When she saw any one of the Sisters go with a cheerefull countenance towards the grate, Note. she wold say in pleasant manner; I perceaue you are not yet become altogether one of ours; for the property of the Religious of Sancta Maria of the Angells, is rather to be sorry, then to be glad when they are called for to the grates. And contrarywise when in the sisters she discouered a kind of horrour that way, she would take extreme contentment in it, and noted it to be a particuler fruit of the B. Sacrament; and she would say, That she wold gladly be to passe as many hours in Purgatory, as she was to consume in conu [...]rsation [Page 234] with secular persons. The hatred which she carryed to the Parlatory was so great, that sometymes not being able but to passe therby, she vsed to say; From this place the spouses of Christ draw no profit at all: for insteed of quietnes we haue trouble, insteed of freeing our selues from tentations, they are augmented to our handes. And all this grew from the great affectiō, wherwith she held holy Virginity in high honour.
She seeth the glory which a Religious woman of that Monastery enioyed in heauen. CHAP. 64.
ON the 29. of October in the yeare 1598. a Religious woman of that Monastery, who left a great odour of sanctity, being passed to the other life, the deuout Mother who was present at her death, saw a multitude of Angels making as it were a faire garland round about her, and expecting to conduct her soule to heauen. After her death, the vsuall [Page 235] prayers being made for her, the seruant of God saw her in celestiall glory, enioying the supreme God, and apparelled with a golden mantle, which she had receaued, in reward of her ardent charity. Besides, for hauing euer conuersed & proceeded towards her neighbour with all meeknes and sweetnes she saw that in reward thereof, she receaued a most delicious liquor, which distilling from the mouth of Christ Iesus, was infused into hers, and so she had the tast of an excessiue sweetnes. Suor Marta Maddalena did much reioyce in this so agreable sight, both because she had beene very familiar with that Religious, & because she saw her in so great height of glory, that it exceeded (as she sayd) the felicity of any other Religious of that Monastery. Besides this, she vnderstood that she had beene in Purgatory by the only space of fiue houres, for a very light defect which she had fallen into, and it was, That she afflicted her selfe too much, when she saw that others by her occasion were disgusted. But she, full of ioy, began to discourse [Page 236] of her glory, as if she would haue melted in excesse of loue. And so hauing with great confidence recommended her selfe and the other Rel [...]gious vnto her, she returned from the Rapt.
She was chosen Mother of the Nouices: The directions which she gaue them. CHAP. 65.
IN the yeare 1598. she was by commō consent made Mistresse of the Nouices; and in October she began to execute that office, with great vigilancy of care. She endeauoured that they who came to Religion, should haue a desire thereunto more then ordinary. Therfore would she be often trying them, and if she found that they had any liuely feeling of that state, she would then shew them the Rules of the Monastery, saying further; Obserue well, O my children, that whosoeuer willbe Religious in our Conuent, must neuer performe their owne wills, but the contrary of that which they desire. She would [Page 237] also trye them with such kind of mortifications, as might touch them in the point of estimation. And once she made two of them, being of 18. or 20. yeares a peece, pronoūce publiquely the Christ Crosse row, which children vse to read; and (to see whether they made any account of themselues) she would say also in publique manner; These are they whom the world esteems to come with so great desire of seruing God, O how much are they deceaued!
Besides this, with making them aske pardon of all the Nouices, she would also mortify them. Sometyms she would call one of them towardes her, and say, This child cōceaueth that we haue had a great good fortune by hauing her in our number. These then, and other were the meanes, wherby she made trial of such as came to serue God. When afterwards they were accepted, she would with singular affection receaue them, and with so gracious a mā ner inflame them towards the seruice of God, that within few dayes they would become most obseruant of the Religious [Page 238] Rules. And when she saw them setled & resolued, she drew them with admirable sweetnes of words, to the desire of mortifying & despising themselues; making also earnest prayers to the eternall God for that purpose. Sometymes she would call them to her, Note. saying; My children, let God only be sufficient for you. Take no more care about your kinred, or any other earthly thing, for I assure you, that you shall find in him, all true happines, and the entire satisfaction of all your iust desires.
Againe she would tell them, that she would endure any defect of theirs except it were speaking ill of others. She exhorted them neuer to be discoursing either in priuate or publike of the world but often to examine their owne faults, and sometymes she would say to them as at vnawares, That hart of yours where is it at this instant? What is it that you thinke vpon? And according to the answere she would giue excellent aduices, beseeching them earnestly afterwardes, that they would with plainesse discouer their most secret thoughts, and she would also add; [Page 239] If you desire, O my daughters, to come, in short tyme, to great perfection, take for your Maister the Crucifixe, let your eares be attentiue to his wordes, for continually he is speaking to your hart, and especially then, when you haue receaued the B. Sacrament. For this, she would often say; What hath Christ Iesus been speaking to your hart this morning? and this custome which I haue euen vsed from my first tender yeares, hath been of great profit to me.
And indeed she made such account of the frequēt receauing of the B Sacrament, that she could not endure any one to depriue her selfe voluntarily thereof; and would say; Thou knowest not, O blessed child, of what thou hast depriued thy selfe this morning: Knowest thou not, that there is not a more effectuall meanes towards the getting of true perfection then this B. Sacrament: & if thou knewest how to serue thy selfe well thereof, in few dayes thou wouldst become full of celestiall loue. Remember that God is immense charity, and for loue doth communicate himselfe to soules, by meanes of this amorous food; yet take heed thou receaue him not by [Page 240] custome but with actuall deuotion. And being demanded sometimes what thoughts it was fit to haue in receauing of it; It may suffice (sayd she) to penetrate only in some measure that it is God whome we are about to receaue. And she would say further, When you are communicated offer vp vnto our Lord all the workes and spirituall exercises which you are to performe vpon that day, in preparation of the sacred food which you are to receaue the day following. She told them further, that the fittest tyme to profit in the perfection of spirituall life, is after the Cōmunion. And therfore she would not suffer the Nouices after they were communicated, to go about ordinary busines so soone.
Other Aduertisements which she gaue to her Nouices. CHAP. 66.
BESIDES this, she would remember them often, that in confessing themselues, they must be diligent by making [Page 241] a most punctuall Examen of their life past. And she aduised them therein to vse words of confusion, whereby the Sacrament might be more gratefull to his diuin Maiesty: whē they asked leaue to go and confesse themselues, she should say; Note. Remember children that you are going to wash your selues in the bloud of Christ. She would haue them examine their consciences thrice in the day, Not so much (sayd she) to be able to confesse themselues well, as for the taking away of those defects, which hinder the life of the spirit. Often she would recommend to them the diuine Office, shewing how this was one of the greatest obligations which they had, and therefore they must then, entierly alienate their mind from all earthly thoughts. And when they went to the Quire, she would call them saying; Children, till now you haue beene about humane actions, discoursing and conuersing with creatures; but now you are to performe diuine exercises, by conuersing with God himselfe; yet many tymes this is little considered, and we hold the diuine worship in lesse estimation, then our other actions.
[Page 242]Moreouer before they began the diuine prayses, she would haue them performe acts of humility, as reputing themselues vnworthy to exercise so noble a function. And sometyms she would say; Do you hold your selues worthy to performe the office of the Angells? If you thinke so, you are in great errour, and therfore I require you instantly to depart out of the Quire; & that (prostrate vpon earth) you pray our Lord to graunt you another manner of Purity of hart, then yet you haue, wherewith to celebrate the diuine praises. Note. She exhorted them very often, that whensoeuer they sayd the Gloria Patri, they should bow downe their heads, and make offer to the most holy Trinity of their liues in act of Martyrdom. And it was obserued oftentims, that the good Mother when her selfe did exercise the like acts, became in countenance so afflicted, and so pale, as did euen strike with a kind of honour, such as looked vpon her; for then it seemed vnto her, that she gaue her head to the executioner for the fayth of Christ, as (being commanded by Obedience) she [Page 243] confessed to her Superiours. She considered also in what sort her Nouices did recite the Psalmes, how they were composed, if their eyes were deiected, & the like; and with so great meeknes she conuersed with them, as made her both to be loued and feared.
She had great care to order thinges so, as they might not giue them any interiour disgust; for she would often say; That God commeth notwith his gifts to inhabit an vnquiet hart. Note. When any of them was interiourly afflicted with tentations of the enemy, she would soone perceaue it, and calling her, would encourage her in so deer a manner, as would serue to cō fort the most afflicted hart in the world. But when she saw vrgent reason, she would vse seuere punishmēts, nor would she (whē there was question of the greater glory of God) suffer her selfe to be ouercome in any thing; and she was wont to say, I will see, who can do more either God (whose presence I hold although vnworthily) or the aduersary who with his tentations procures to remoue this soule from doing well.
[Page 244]That her Nouices should be zealous towards holy Obedience she vsed all incessant diligence; and for this purpose she would impose vpon them certaine things disagreable in appearance, euen to reason; and she would ponder well both what they answered, & what they did. One of them once who had difficulty in praying, she cōmanded to go learne that exercise of a certaine tree in the garden; and that she should be attentiue to what it sayd. The Nouice obedient to that cō mandment, did put it presently in execution; and it is admirable to consider, that she felt her selfe so inflamed in her prayer, that she could haue passed the whole night following in that action.
At another tyme, seeing another of her Nouices much tempted, she gaue her her own girdle, and made the Nouice put it on, whereby the tentation did immediatly cease; wherefore she sayd to the other Nouices, that they should so confide in holy obedience, that by meanes thereof they might hope to obteyne singuler gifts from God. Finding them sometymes troubled, she [Page 245] would say; Why do you not cast your selues as dead persons into the hands of Obedience, for if you do not this, you will neuer be able to know what belongeth to the seruice of God. She perswaded them to offer their will to our Lord, as a full sacrifice, assuring thē they would receaue by it extreme contentment, nor would she endure that any of them should oppose themselues to Obedience, saying, that so they would depriue themselues of the merit thereof; If you desire (sayd she) to accomplish the diuine will, Note. take heed you draw not by perswasions, the will of the Superiours to your fancy, but seeke their will in all simplicity, for so you shall arriue to great perfection. In summe she did so instruct her Subiects in holy exercises of a true Religious life, as they who are yet liuing, do co [...]fesse, that then it was, that they layed the true foundation of the spirit.
Her only countenance caused griefe for sinne in the minds of others. CHAP. 67.
IT was a strang and curious accident that chanced in the yeare 1599. when Suor Maria Maddalena was Mistres of the Nouices. It happened, that one of her Nouices was called to the grate to speak with a brother of hers, who led not any of the best liues. And so hauing giuen her leaue to speake with him, she also as Superiour went in her company, according to the custome of the Monastery. Being both come to the grate, the yong gentlemen had scarce saluted his Sister, when instantly he went away in a fury, without vsing any further speach, or so much as taking his leaue. The Nouice wondered, and grieued, to see the so hasty vnciuil departure of her brother, but her owne Mother shortly after comming to visite her, she asked her sayd Mother, whether he had yet acquainted [Page 247] her therewith: to which she answered, that his departure grew, from his not being able to remain in the presence of the Religious woman who was in her company; Note. and that she hauing cast an eye vpon him, he found himselfe instantly and interiourly to be filled with so great confusion & shame, as that (being surprized with an extraordinary inquietude) he was not able to remaine in her presence, but was forced to take himselfe out of sight. From that time forwards he changed his course of life, and hath ever since giuen good example to others
And surely this Suor Maria Maddalena, had that vertue in her most pure aspect imparted by Almighty God; for in particuler those Religious do testify who are now liuing, & formerly were vnder her charge, that they should easily passe ouer any affliction, & be wholy appeased in their mind, by seeing in her eyes somwhat, as if it had been diuine; and on the other side, being admonished or reproued by her, they would from her very countenance take reason euen of trembling [Page 248] and vnspeakable sorrow for their faults. And because with her only countenance, she penetrated the mindes of others so far to the quike, and cleerely saw the state wherein they were, when she was called to the Grate, she found that she spake to some with great repugnāce, and to others with great consolation, so that only by her aspect indeed Angelical, one might come to the knowledg of her angelicall life.
She sheweth in many thinges her Propheticall spirit. CHAP. 68.
IN the yeare 1600. being one day, according to her custome in Extasis, she saw the Reuerend Father Rectour of the College of the Society of Iesus, who at that tyme was Virgilio Cepari, as he was speaking to some of the Fathers of his College, about an houre and halfe after Sunset. But that which was strang is, that (as she told instantly after by Obedience) she distinctly heard all the speach [Page 249] that past betweene them. This was verifyed to the full the next day following, when the sayd Father Rectour went to confesse those Religious, as sometymes vpon extraordinary occasions he did. For the good Mother doubting least perhaps she might haue beene deceaued by the Diuell, related to him the whole processe, and found it to be punctually true. And this is cleerly testifyed by the sayd Father who yet liueth.
She foresaw at diuers tymes many virgins who were to be Religious in that Monastery, besides that she saw the deuotions which they should performe; & cōferring with the Religious, she would say; That God prouided trees for that garden which should fructify. Once particulerly about that tyme, she was asked by them, if a certaine Virgin who was then in the Monastery, would become in the end Religious; She answered that she knew for certaine that she would, and that God had reuealed it to her. She had indeed many difficulties afterwardes, but yet in fine, ouercame them al, and tooke the habit of [Page 250] Religion in that Monastery.
She foretold very often, the death of many, but in particuler of a Religious woman of her Monastery, who was sick at the same tyme. Speaking one day with Mother Prioresse about her, she sayd these words; Note. You shall vnderstand Mother, that this Sister will dye shortly. The Prioresse was amazed at these wordes, that Religious being then in good health, but eight dayes were not passed, before she grew very sicke, and seauen dayes after that, she dyed.
She also fortold her owne death; & in one of her grieuous sicknesses, vnderstanding that her recouery was despaired of by the Phisitians, she sayd often to Mother Prioresse; Assure your selfe Mother that I shal not dye yet. Moreouer a year before her death, when the Phisitians coū sailled her to take the Extreme vnction without delay, she resolutly sayd (though with profound humility) That the tyme was not yet come; and a few dayes before she dyed indeed, she foretould that one of the Religious would shortly follow [Page 251] her. And being desired by the Religious to pray for the recouery of her, who was already sicke, she answered, how the will of God was that she should dye, and so the sixt day after the death of Suor Maria Maddalena, that other Religious also passed on to a better life. Many other things also did she forsee concerning the good estate of that Monastery, but they are passed ouer to auoyd tediousnes.
She seeth in Rapt B. Luigi Gonzaga of the Society of Iesus, amongst the Saints of Heauen. CHAP. 69.
ON the fourth of Aprill in the same yeare, being rapt in spirit, as she was often, it was graunted to her, that she might see in heauen the glory of B. Luigi Gonzaga of the Society of Iesus, and being surprised by the sight of so glorious an obiect, she began to speake thus with great pawses, interposing a space between one and another, as the lines doe [Page 252] afterward declare. O what glory hath Luigi the sonne of Ignatius! I should neuer haue beleeued it to haue beene so much, if my Iesus hid not shewed it me.—Me thinkes there should hardly be so much glory in all heauen, as I see that Luigi doth enioy.— I say that Luigi is a great Saint.—We haue Saints in the Church, who I doe not thinke haue so much glory. (She speaketh heere of the Reliques & Bones of Saints, which were kept in the Reliquaries of that Church) Faine would I go throughout the whole world, and say that Luigi the sonne of Ignatius is a great Saint: and I wish I could shew to euery one his glory, to the end that God might be glorifyed.— He hath so great glory because he operated interiourly.—Who can euer expresse the valew and vertue of internall workes, there is no comparison between the internall and the externall.—Luigi whilest he was on earth, held his mouth open towards the countenance of the Word. (She meaneth heere that this blessed soule loued the internall inspirations, which the Word sent to his hart, and he did execute them the best he could.) Luigi was an vnknowne [Page 253] Martyr, because he that loueth thee, O my God, knoweth thee to be so great and so infinitly amiable, that it is a great Martyrdome for him to find that he cannot loue thee as he desires, and much more to find that thou art not beloued by thy creatures, but offended. —He made himselfe also of himselfe a Martyr.—O how much did he loue on earth, and therefore now he enioyeth God in heauen in a greatfullnes of loue.—The Word shot through his hart, as with a dart, when he was mortall, and now that he is in heauen, those darts do repose in his hart, because these communications whichhe deserued by the acts of loue, and the vnion which he made (which were the darts) now he vnderstandeth and enioyeth. She saw then, that this Saint prayed earnestly for those who in earth had giuen him any spirituall help, whereupon she sayd; And I also will endeauour to help soules, that if any of them go to heauen it may pray for me, as Luigi doth for such as gaue him help on earth.
The Reuerend Fathers of the Society of Iesus hauing afterwardes vnderstood, that Suor Maria Maddalena had in [Page 254] Rapt receaued so great a proofe of the sanctity of this their Beato, desired of the Monastery wich great instance, a Copy of as much as hath been heere deliuered. And because the sayd Fathers haue euer giuen great help to this Monastery, in spirituall matters, their desires were easily satisfyed. And to the end, that this matter might remaine more authentical, they procured that it might be examined and confirmed by witnes of credit therfore at the request of the sayd Fathers, the Lord Archbishop of Florence did vpon the 15. of Aprill in the yeare 1606 enter into the Monastery to the good Mother, who for the sicknes wherein she was, could not rise out of her bed. He examined her particulerly about the whol matter in the presence of the Gouernour of the Monastery, and of two other Priests who accompanyed him, togeather with Niccolo Rogetti, a publique Notary of the Rota of Rome; and the good Mother euer with profound humility and reuerence, answered to all their demands, affirming that to be true which it was sayd that she [Page 255] [...]ad seene in Rapt, concerning the glory of B. Ludouicus of Gonzaga.
But then what affliction of hart she felt (for she expected nothing lesse then [...]o be examined about such thinges) cannot by any meanes be exprest. Note. Nor was [...]he to be recomforted (so much she did [...]bhorre that her prayses should be publi [...]hed:) & she sayd (being much grieued) [...]s it possible that a vile Creature, such a one as [...] am, should be noted and written downe in [...]ookes, and mentioned by the monthes of men! Finally for the quieting of her in some measure, it was needfull that the Confessarius should tell her, that this happened [...]y the will of his diuine Maiesty, to the [...]nd, that his glory might the more appeare in that of his Beato.
She reduceth a Butt of wine which was spoyled, to the former goodnes. She freeth one of the Religious from the paynes of the Stone, & two others from other dangerous sicknesses. CHAP. 70.
IN the yeare 1602. there happened an accident, like another whereof there was speach before. For a Butt of wine being spoyled in the Monastery, the Religious had recourse to Suor Maria Maddalena, and she one morning (after being communicated) went thither where th [...] Butt was; and hauing made some shor [...] prayer, the Wine returned miraculously to the former goodnes, and the Religious who yet liue do testify this Miracle vpon oath.
In the same yeare, Suor Catharin [...] Ginori a Religious Profest, who had bee [...] afflicted & tormented with the paine o [...] the Stone for the space of three years, wa [...] once amongst other tymes, more vexe [...] [Page 257] without taking any rest at all, for the space of six whole dayes & nights; & she came in fine to those te [...]ms, that she could not support the rage of her torment. But being visited by Suor Maria Maddalena, looking towardes her she sayd; O my Mother I b [...]seech you, Note. pray vnto our Lord to mi [...]igate my paynes, that with patience I may beare them; for I doubt much that they may cast me vpon despaire. As soone as the blessed Mother heard that word, she instantly put her selfe into prayer, and presently the sicke person fell a sleep, and awaking she found her selfe intierely tree and whole▪ by the earnest prayers of the seruant of God, as she her selfe now liuing testifyeth vpon her oath.
It happened another tyme, that Suor Maria Maddalena Mori being troubled extrem ly with the Sciatica, which had kept her for the space of 18. moneths without being able to rise out of her bed, and Suor Maria Maddalena (being in Extasis vpon good Fri [...]ay, in Meditation of the Misteryes of the holy Passion) the sicke person found her selfe toucht and [Page 258] told interiourly, that if she were placed in the others presence, she should be freed of her paine. Therefore she was brought by the Religious into the presence of the deuout Mother being in Rapt, and the sicke person being set vpon her knees before her, that side of her was toutcht where she felt the paine, and presently she found her selfe deliuered thereof and free from the infirmity, whereof she had no tast in all the rest of her life, which is testifyed by many of the Religious yet liuing.
In like manner it came to passe, that Suor Maria Catharina Chel [...]s had been two yeares in the hands of Phisitians, & Surgeons by occasion of a horrible soare in her right arme, which had made three holes, and by one of them a bone went out. One day being extraordinarily opprest with paine, she had recourse to the Mother Suor Vangelista del Giocondo, that she would help her, who answered by the inspiration of God, that she should go for help to Suor Maria Maddalena, which instantly was put in execution. [Page 259] Now she (vnswathing the sicke Arme) drew forth the tents, by which only act the paine ceased, and in short tyme she recouered her wonted health, to the wonder of those Phisitians who held her incure. This Religious who is yet liuing, with many others doe auow this Miracle.
Many other graces besides these, did this Monastery obteine by her merits, but for breuityes sake they are omitted. It may suffice, that there was no one in the monastery who receaued not singuler benefits of God by her prayers. And they who at the present liue, haue all of them testifyed vpon oath, and do continually auow, the meruailous things which our Lord did worke by this deere Spouse of his.
Being grieuously si [...]ke she did not at the first excuse her selfe from her rigorous manner of life; but growing to spit bloud in great quantity, she attended to the recou ry of her health. Being after cur [...]d, she returned to her office. CHAP. 71.
SCARSELY had she ended her Office of the Mistres of the Nouices, and being confirmed therein for three other years, when in the yeare 1602. she was ouertaken with a continuall Catarre, which wrought vpon her in such sort, as wholy to depriue her of her strength, in a very short tyme. Yet she making small account thereof, would neuer excuse her selfe from the rigour of the life she led; nay she increased it by more sharp pennances: being in doubt that it might arriue by the art of her enemy, to alienate her therby from austerity For this cause she would say; O how watchfull ought we to be ouer ourselues, so dull and cowardly is [Page 261] this sense of ours, which will esteeme that to be weaknes & i [...]firm [...]ty, Note. whi [...]h indeed is noth ng but d [...]owsin [...]s for the getting o [...]ly of some repose. And to herselfe, looking on her selfe, she would say; I know thee well inough, and I will neuer do after thy fancy, but gladly imploy my selfe in accomplishment of the will of God.
In the meane tyme her sickenes increast, and in the month of Ap [...]ill 160 [...]. a veine brake in her breast, so as she cast vp great quantity of bloud, which weakned her much. But for all this, nothing daunted she would neuer thinke of restoring her selfe, esteeming that by the fauour of God she might ouercome the inconuenience. Yet sometymes she her selfe would say; I am many tymes considering, whether I be she, that I was or no, because heeretofore, I conceaued that with a strong resolution I could ouercome any difficulty, and now the more I force my selfe, so much the more feeble and faint I am. Neither wo [...]ld her Superiours presume hauing seene in her so great wonders to commād her by holy Obedience that she should [Page 262] go into the bed, and forbeare the austerityes of her life, though they fayled not earnestly to desire it of her; but contrary wise she made earnest prayers, mingled with salt teares to God, that he would not permit that she should seeme sicke. Finally she was reduced to such termes, that she could not take any food, nor make two paces without much afflictiō, and her Superiours commanded her to go to bed. Imediatly she did as they enioyned, such account did she make of holy Obedience, Note. but because as hath beene sayd, she feared much that this might happen by the stratagems of the Diuell, whilest she tooke conuenient remedyes for her body, she was much troubled in her mind.
She continued so, till the second of August with singuler patience; when being first surprised with an extraordinary accident of her cough, there followed a very great aboundance of bloud which she could not forbeare to cast vp. The Phisitians were in some doubt least perhaps she might be suffocated with [Page 263] that bloud; and so continued she till the day of S. Laurence, there being found no remedy by which her bleeding might be stayed. At that tyme all the Religious stood round about her bed, euen ouerwhelmed with affliction: but to all of them she gaue courage, and assured them confidently, that she was not then to dye but that she must make an end of her office of Mistress of the Nouices, as indeed it happened; for shortly after, being in great part deliuered of her infirmity, vpon the feast of all the Saints, she resumed her Charge, to the ioy of the whole Monastery.
Our Lord telleth her in a Rapt, that she was to suffer much till her death. She is elected Subprioresse by the Religious, and soone after she is assaulted by her last sicknes. CHAP. 72.
VPON the day of S. Iohn Baptist in the yeare 1604. she was rapt in Extasis, this being the last Rapt which was [Page 264] manifested to the Religious, and she vnderstood by God, that from thenceforth, euen to her death, she was to be afflicted with continuall sicknes. She with a cheerfull countenance made answere, O my Iesus, wilt thou haue me become as a little Infant, nay wilt thou that I be borne againe? And being all in admiration, she added; O how little shall I become againe, by reason of wh ch littlenes, these soules of myne will know me no longer She would by this inferre, as afterwards by Obedience she related, that by occasion of her sicknes, she was now to lead a life so different from the former, that it would seeme to them a being borne againe, because she was to beare the naked crosse. This succeeded punctually; for from that tyme forward, she found so great pouerty of spirit, as it might seeme, after a sort, that she was abandone [...] by God. Yet she neuertheles was still more earnest in the execution of the diuine Will, and shewed her selfe ready to suffer any afflictiō whatsoeuer, & thē shortly after returned out of Rapt.
In the meane tyme she ended her [Page 265] Office of Mistresse of the Nouices; and because new Officers were to be chosen, she (fearing very much that some other charge might be giuen her) did humbly propose her case, and much desired to repose a little in her so great weaknes, and withall in respect of her sicknes which so continually called vpon her. This she sayd not, for the ease of her body, but to auoyd all kind of superiority. The Religious being assembled among themselues considering the great goodnes of this holy Soule, they chose her by common consent to be Subprioresse of the Monastery, in the moneth of October of the same yeare. She accepted the Office, but with much griefe of mind, esteeming her self vnable to satisfy so great an obligation, yet being resigned to the Will of God, she instantly quieted her selfe, and began her charge with singuler example.
But as it pleased Almighty God, eight da [...]es were not past, when she being assayled by a vehement feuer and intense paines of [...]he head, she was forced [Page 266] to retyre to bed, although she vsed all endeauour to rise euery morning with the other Religious to heare Masse, and to receaue the food of the Angells. Returning afterwards into her cell, so weake would she be growne with it, and so afflicted, that euen for pure weaknes she was like to swoune. Yet being vrged by the great deuotion she carryed towardes that heauenly food, she imbraced euery morning the same trouble; so that she was often assaulted by an extraordinary accesse of a feuer, euen at that tyme. Nay euen for this very cause, she suffered euery morning most bitter paynes vntill her death; because her body not being able to mainteine it selfe, through the great weaknes wherein it was (vnles from three to three houres it were successiuely fed) she indured patiently all that misery, that she might communicate.
Sometymes being exhorted by the Religious, that for this reason she would not frequent the B. Sacrament euery morning, but by forbearing it the better attend to the recouering of her health, [Page 267] the good Mother made answere; If it seeme fit to you that I forbeare for my vnworthines, willingly I will be depriued; ut if you be moued by other respects I would neuer ye [...]ld to it, though it should cost me my life, vnles the ghostly Father should impose it vpon m [...]ly Obedience. For me thinkes that I am [...]ur [...], that if I had not the dayly help of this most holy Communion, I could not support the continuall paynes of my infirmity, togeather with the great desolation of my spirit; but after I haue receaued this food of life, I feele much vigour towardes the enduring of my afflictions.
Among the rest, one of the things that much payned her, was the being cō tinually in her bed; for, in that she was of an actiue nature, she felt extreme mortification thereby. And she was wont to say; That our Lord could not send her a paine to which naturally she might haue more repugnance, then to this. But yet because she knew for certaine, that such was the will of God, it cannot be exprest how much contentmēt she found, euen in her greatest dolours. Eight dayes before she fell [Page 268] sicke, hearing the life of a Saint read in the Refectory, who had suffered much for God, she did yet still kindle her selfe so much towards suffering, that she earnestly againe desired occasiō of our Lord to suffer agreably to his will; hauing entirely forgotten all the afflictions that she had endured before. To this purpose one of her Sisters once saying to her; Mother doth not that seeme to you a great affliction, which you suffered in those fiue yeares of your Probation? But the Mother quickly answered; That she would neuer account that, to haue beene a tyme of pure suffering, because therein she had tasted of certaine celestiall delights which were able to sweeten any bitternes of payne whatsoeuer, but that (sayth she) which I desire now of God is this, that he w [...]ll graunt me a pure suffering, Admitable strength of mind. and that it may be tempred with no d [...]light: and through the confidence which I haue in the diuine goodnes, I hope that before I dye, I shall obteyne this grace; for I know that these delicate meates which are so gratefull to our tast, cānot be fed vpon at that beauenly table.
She is violently handled by her sicknes, and she supporteth all with singular patience. CHAP. 73.
THIS her so earnest desire of suffering was not made in vaine; for to such termes the holy Mother was reduced, that in this crosse of infirmity, she resembled after a sort her Iesus, when by the most intense paines of the Crosse he was tormented. And although in her necessity the Religious were euer present and there was no want of any thing, yet in all this she tooke no comfort at all; & she would say sometymes; That she had a hart vncapable of any thing, but anguish; and those thinges which were wont to bring her comfort, were now changed into paine and griefe. Her torments, togeather with the danger of her life, grew to be euery day, more & more; but that bred no decrease in her of the ardent desire to grow in suffering, and in the midst of much anguish (by moments casting vp her eyes to heauen) [Page 270] she thanked God for hauing preserued her life vntill that houre, wherin she tryed and tasted of pure sufferance for loue of him, euen as her selfe could haue wished Sometyms considering the parts o [...] her body made subiect to so continual p [...]nes▪ she sayd; I know w [...]ll that my sinn [...]s are such a [...]so many, that I d [...]serue another manner o [...] ch [...]ist [...]em [...]nt then this.
Moreouer the paine of her teeth did solicite her for the space of two year; Note. night and day, w [...]th such fury, that she was sometymes vrged to breake into lamentable wo [...]ds, when she found no remedy that could ease her. This paine was in such degree, that she could not touch one row of her teeth with the other, so as when she was to take her food, the tears were forced from her eyes. And yet further, this paine did so consume and eare into the very rootes of her teeth, that all of them by little and little fell out of her mouth, through the excesse of anguish.
If she chanced to haue an appetite to one thing more then another, she esteemed it for a notable defect to giue any [Page 271] signe thereof; and much more to make it expresly knowne. And because a Lady who was deuoted to her, and most affectionate to the Monastery, being induced by Charity, did often send thither some meats well made, whereby the afflicted mother might in some sort restore her selfe; she vnderstanding it, made a scruple, and would not eate thereof. But because there was thē nothing els which might giue her nutrimēt, she was exhorted by the ghostly Father to tast of it, assuring her that she might depose all scruple. By this meanes she quieted her selfe, yet feeling euer great auersion in taking such meats as those, and she would often say; That euen in sicknes they should not looke to any other thing, Note. but that holy Pouerty might shine at all tymes. And so, by how much more delicate and curiously drest the meats were which she was to take, so much more difficulty & payne she found in taking them; keeping euer her mind stifly bent vpon the life of Christ Iesus, who for the reason of our saluation reiected all contentment whatsoeuer.
[Page 272]The pa nes of her head did dayly more and more torment her, and especially vpon the Fridayes, for then she alwayes suffered extraordinary affliction, after that▪ by Iesus, he crowne of thorns was put vpon her head, as may be seene in the seauenth Chapter of the second part. B [...]side [...] she found oftentymes that her body was as if it had beene pierced through, by certaine cruell shoots, which tormented her like so many darts; and lastly an istue which the Phisitians had made for the lessening of her infirmity▪ put her to much trouble in that weake state, and insteed of easing did afflic [...] her.
Vpon the feeling of all these payne [...] turning her eyes towar [...]es a Cru [...]ifixe sh [...] would say; O my Lord, if thou dost no [...] graunt me help and hart, this body of myn [...] cannot indure all these passions. She was also much troubled with a feare which she ha [...] of offending God, by the wordes o [...] lamentation, which sometymes she vttered; and therefore she would intreate the Religious, that they would pray God t [...] [Page 273] lend her force, whereby she might stand vnder the burthen of so great anguish, without the least offence to his diuine Maiesty. And so much was her thought heereupon, that often she would say with profound humility to the Gouernour of that Monastery; Father do you thinke that I shallbe saued, This holy woman was no Protestant. & he answering like a man amazed, why do you aske me such a question? the good Mother would reply, Let me tell you Father, it is a great matter for a creature, who neuer did good in her life, to appeare before that high Purity of God; and yet againe she would be asking, Father do you thinke that I shallbe saued? In which speach did shine her great humility, since she could be doubtfull of her saluation, who had both led such a holy life, & had been honoured euen on earth by so admirable graces from God.
Of her great Patience in the paynes of her sicknes, and how she receaued the Sacrament of Extreme Vnction. CHAP. 74.
SHE hauing demaunded of God, as hath been sayd already, that she might purely and solely suffer; when any thing brought the least shaddow of comfort to her, she would be seriously thinking whether in that she had not offended God, and whether for that cause, she might not perhaps be suffering perpetually in the next life. And being told by the Ghostly Father, that before her death it was likely, she might feele much spirituall comfort, I aske not that, answered she, of my Lord, but indeed I aske patience of him, Inuincible spirit. for the supporting of these payns. Wherby yet she was not afflicted so furiously, as that she fayled to exercise according to her power, the Office of Subprioresse, giuing conuenient instructions to those sisters which repaired to her. And it was [Page 275] an admirable thing, that none of them could euen then go from her without extreme contentment and satisfaction. Note. But her anguish more increasing euery day, she felt sometimes in her brest, as if it had beene a rasour, which would haue deuided her parts one from another; sometimes in her head, as if there had beene strockes with hammers, and such other vnspeakable torments, that if formerly she had not freely offered her selfe to suffer, or had not had a liuely notice of the nobility of suffering for the loue of Iesus Christ, her so many seuerall anguishes, which were excessiue beyond humane conceit, would infallibly haue produced wordes of impatience.
Among other thinges, it was matter of much compassion, to consider her body so consumed, that her bones made great holes, though her skin, and concauityes in the bed, wherein she lay; so that when for any necessary occasion, the Religious were to rayse her vp, she suffered paines that were insufferable. And that which giueth irrefragable testimony [Page 276] to her Purity, is, that when the Religious were performing those aforesayd offices to her person, Note. she would say to them; Do you thinke, O my Sisters, that this touching or wrapping of myne, which you haue vsed for my assistance, hath impeached Virgin [...]ty or Purity in any degree? if you thinke it haue, I will procure to help my selfe alone, or els I will remayne still in the place where I am. An euident signe, that, as she had related to her Confessarius, she had neuer cō ceaued or knowne any thing in her selfe which might be contrary to Chastity in the least degre.
The Phisitians could neuer find a reason, how that body might be able to keep it selfe in life so long, vnder the burthen of so many & so cruell tormēts. Nay, and the Religious themselues, being all astonished would say sometymes, that it was impossible for her to liue 8. dayes. And yet those dayes did passe, & weekes, and moneths; so that all human discourse was put to silence, and it grew to be accounted miraculous (that body of hers being then reduced to such state, [Page 277] that hardly the Religious had the hart to visit her, as not being able to endure so lamentable a spectacle.) And euen when they did visite her, they could not containe their tears; they had not the power to looke vpon her; they lost as it were the vse of speach so as then they parted from her very often without speaking any word vnto her at all.
The Father who then had the care of the Monastery, & communicated her euery morning, did often seriously consider her, extremely fearing that she had not force to swallow downe that celestiall food, as also he doubted least that act of piety, in the bitternes of her pains, might depriue her of life. Notwithstanding all this, she tooke hart by tymes, & would needs euery day heare the sacred Office, to which she would often listen with incredible attention, whilest two of her Sisters were reciting it neere her bed; and sometymes she would also her selfe pronounce some verses. Finally, after fiue months of so great infirmity, she was exhorted by the Phisitians to take [Page 278] the Extreme Vnction, esteeming that at the most she could not passe two or three dayes of life. She (as foreknowing her approaching death) did instantly resigne and prepare her selfe with great humility, for the taking of that holy Sacrament. But first she did with ardent wordes recommend the Monastery to the Father, who was the Gouernour thereof, and made him a promise, that if she went to heauen, she would pray earnestly to God both for him and all the Religious, that after this short life they might meet in that celestiall kingdom. Note. She then desired the Prioresse to draw all the Religious thither into her presence; and she asked pardon of them all for her defects, and for the euill example that she had giuen them, encouraging them to keep themselues true spouses of Christ Iesus.
After this, she receaued of the Ghostly Father on the 13. of May in the year 1607. the Extreme Vnction, and she her selfe did answere both to the verses, and to the Letanies, and neuer remoued her eye from a Crucifixe, which she would needs hold cōtinually in her hand. There [Page 279] were not then heard other then sighes and sobbes of the Religious, who all being prostrate about the bed of their deer Mother, made as it were a very poole of tears. As soone as she had receaued this Sacrament, by the comfort which she drew from thence, she was all cleere in countenance, and seemed in a manner as if all her paines had left her. And turning towards the Confessarius she sayd; Father I vnderstand that to morrow morning you will go to visit those Fathers the Eremits of Monte Senario, A most holy Ermitage within 8. miles of Florence. and now I tell you that you may go securely. Concerning me, haue no doubt at all, for you shall find me aliue at your returne, and I beseech you recommend me to their prayers, whereby I much confide, that our Lord may graunt me grace that I may be saued. The Confessarius then answered that he had no mind to go, considering the state wherein she was; she replyed yet againe; Go securely, for you shall fin [...]me aliue. And so he hauing a firme hope therof, went thither where he had designed; & returning after three dayes, did find her in the selfe same termes.
Hauing prepared her selfe to death, she piously rendreth her soule into the hands of her beloued Iesus. CHAP. 75.
AFTER she had receaued the Sacrament of Holy Oyle, in those 13. dayes of her suruiuing, she was much more afflicted with seuerall paynes, & it seemed as if they had al vnited themselues to pul her downe. And that little flesh which had been resting vpon her afflicted bons, through the excesse of anguish was distilled into so great aboundance of sweat as not only the sheets but euen the bed was bathed therwith, so as it was necessary for some of the Religious, to be euer present with linnen cloaths wherewith to dry her. But she all this while, attentiue to the saluation of soules, thought still vpon new wayes how to please the diuine Maiesty, Note. and causing the Mother Prioresse to be called to her, she discoursed with her at large of Euangelicall Perfection, [Page 281] and of that which concerned the good of her religion, promising her that she would giue it more assistance from heauen, then she had giuen heere on earth. Then, to all the Mothers and Sisters she againe gaue profitable remembrances amongst which she willed them in particuler; Note. That they should loue nothing but Christ Iesus, that in him they should place all their hope, and that they should euer be desirous to suffer for the loue of God. After which wordes she tooke leaue of them.
Being then neere vnto her last passage, the Confessarius demanding of her, whether yet she was much afflicted and tormented with paine, she answered; You shall vnderstand, O Father, that there is no part of my body which is not ful of paine, yet indeed, I find a great peace in my hart. But that which giueth cleere testimony of her sanctity, and of all that which in her life is written, is that a little after turning towards the sayd Father she cō sulted him about some things, to which he hauing giuen satisfaction, You shall know (sayth she) that I haue euer suffered [Page 282] my selfe to be guided simply by Obedience to my Superiours, Note. and in all my actions haue had no other thing in my mind, but the presence of God.
In the meane tyme, vpon the 24. of May 1607. on the day of the most holy Ascension, she had the Recommendation of the soule; and (hauing almost lost her speach) yet in the midst of the sighes & teares of her Sisters, which made a garland of grief about the poore bed whereon she lay, turning her head towards the Confessarius she asked him, when he could giue her the Viaticum, and it being told her that after midnight her desire should be satisfyed, she began in that dolorous, but yet glorious state, to discourse with so much feruour of spirit, of the thinges of heauen, Note. that it was as if she would haue melted and distilled away in the excesse and quintessence of loue.
At midnight, the Father returned to her with the Viaticum, and (which till then had neuer happened) he communicated her in the presence of all the Religious. This being done, she was obserued [Page 283] to reioyce exceedingly, and through the great spirituall contentment of her soule, to receaue strength euen in her body; but by this tyme, the houre of her parting out of this transitory life drew neere vpon her, and of her aspiring to that Crowne which once being gotten is neuer lost. Therefore the Fathers was called to her at That is about 8. or 9. by our accoūt. twelue of the clocke in the morning, that he might be present at her death, as was much desired by her. In the same manner did they remay [...]e til 14. recyting Psalmes and Hymnes, for thē she had wholy lost the vse of speach. But the Ghostly Father, being yet to say Masse, & to communicate the Religious, he departed thence; and whilest he prepared himselfe, he was aduertised how that holy Soule was euen then going to God; so that he was much perplexed with the doubt of what he were best to do, because if he went to the dying Mother, he should not be able (it being then too late) either to say masse, or communicate the Religious.
But by the prouidence of God it [Page 284] came into his mind, to send her word, that in vertue of holy Obedience, she shold respite her dying so long, as that he might haue ended Masse, and ministred the most holy Sacrament to the Religious. It is an admirable thing, how when she receaued that message, she seemed to be all reuiued, & strengthned, yea and not hauing spoken at all for many hours, she then sayd instantly with a cleare and cheerefull voyce, Note. being accompanyed with a gracious smile; Benedictus Deus. And hauing demanded somwhat which might giue her strength, she turned to her Sisters who there were present, saying; I giue thankes vnto our Lord, that euen to the very last he hath left me so desolate, Vnspeakable spirit. and without comfort. I do well content my selfe with any thing that pleaseth him. And yet againe; I offer vnto him, any spirituall comfort that I might haue, so that only I my be saued. Whilest she interteyned her selfe with these so great actions of spirit, the Father, withall the Religious returned to her, and kneeling about her bed, all afflicted and full of teares, they recyted [Page 285] Psalmes and Hymnes, to the end that her holy soule might in the midst of those diuine Laudes (which by her were so entierly loued) be receaued into that celestiall Countrey.
At 18. houres of the clocke vpon Friday, & expresly at that houre wherein Christ Iesus our Lord was tormented vpon the Crosse with the greatest pains, she also vpon the Crosse of her bitter afflictions, although with extreme sweetnes, & almost no motion at all, finished happily her life on 25. of May, in the yeare 1607. that being the feast day of S. Zanobius Bishop of Florence. Her countenance remayned so faire and white, that insteed of giuing offence, it did of all sides breath forth deuotion, & the odour of sanctity. And that holy soule, like vnto purest done, being euery way enuironed with glorious light, and accompanyed by squadrons of Angels, did flye as becommeth vs to beleeue, into the bosome of God, to liue happily there for all eternity. The Mother Suor Maria Maddalena dyed in the yeare of her age 41. and [Page 286] 2. monthes, and 24. dayes; and of her being Religious in the yeare 24. and 25. dayes.
O blessed soule, now that thou liuest triumphant in that happy countrey of Charity, in that kingdome of loue, imploy I beseech thee thy feruent prayers to the great God, for the children of thy Monastery. Thou didst vndergo many labours for them, thou didst beare painefull burthens, that thou mightst with excellēt vertue discouer to them the way of true happines. And if thy zeale were so great in this miserable and fading life, now that thou art ascended vp to heauen and art inflamed with more ardent charity, how much greater must thy heat be in that most glorious kingdome, which was heere so great in the company of terrene and humane passions. No other thing is aspired by them, but to feele by experience the force of thy deere and blessed help, by giuing help with thy prayers, towardes those vertues which conduct the possessours of them to that crowne, of which there is difficulty in [Page 287] getting, but no danger in loosing. Permit not that any tyme the horrible infernall Serpent, with the poyson of discord may disturbe their holy purposes; nor diminish their Obediēce which is both the Mother and the Nurse of peace. Procure that these thy sisters who are consecrated to the seruice of God, may be zealous according to humane possibility towardes true Religious obseruance, and that they may haue no other ayme but to execute those Orders and Counsells tending to saluation, which they haue receaued from their Superiours. Confirme them I beseech thee, in such a delightfull loue towards candour of mind, & internall purity, that they may sooner consent to giue their bodyes to a thousand deaths, then their soules to the spot of any one impure cogitation. Kindle thou by prayers, in the minds of those that are Superiours, such an ardent deuotion to holy Pouerty, that they may neuer permit the least trifle to be held in propriety, wherby the vigour of Religious obseruance may the better be maynteyned, whilest [Page 288] in them (as there did in the holy Apostls) may raigne vnasid [...]s, & cor vnum. Let them neuer carry inordinate affection towardes themselues, but only be attentiue in seconding the good will of God, and mortifying their senses, making this life to be nothing els, but a full measure and heape of vertue.
I will not now expresse my selfe to thee in many wordes, to intreate thy prayers to the eternall God for me, who yet find my selfe in this valley of teares; for I confide in that which thou didst so often promise me, with carefull charity, whilest I ministred to thee the most holy Sacraments, in thy last sicknes. O blessed Soule, we all relying vpon the sweet assistance of thy prayers, doe hope by the goodnes of God, after this short pilgrimage of ours, to arriue with happines to that high hill of heauen, where thou being adorned with immortall light, dost liue more triumphant and glorious, then can be imagined by the poore thoughts of man, which are euen ouer whelmed by the greatnes therof.
Much people concurred to the sight of her body and the funeralls; and she was after buryed with great deuotion. CHAP. 76.
THE Religious therefore seeing in their presence their deere Mother depriued of life, it cannot be exprest, what cordial sighes of affection they discharged from their harts, towardes the blessed body, and in what aboundance they did euen raine tears from their eyes. On the one side stood the Nouices, on the other the yong Religious, who had beene gouerned by her, and those others also who had beene vnder her care in the Office of Subprioresse. Then all the other Mothers togeather, did compasse in the holy Corpes, making pious and deuout contemplations. And in that dolorous spectacle, there were heard so piteous sighes, and so ardent sobbes, that no one could hold from tears. Neither did they faile to do so also in the Chapter-house, [Page 290] whither she was brought vpon the Beare after they had performed the vsual sacred ceremonyes, to recite deuout Hymnes, and Psalmes. The place whereon she lay was couered with store of flowers, & she in the midst therof; dead I confesse, but with a face so Angelical, as that it seemed after a sort, that the glory of her soule did euen shine in some degree through her body. At two hours before Sunne set, at those grates of the Church, which answere vpon the Chapter-house, there was made by the Father, who hath the charge of them, a spirituall discourse to all the Religious, in honour of the seruant of God, exalting those holy vertues wherby on earth she had purchased a Crown in Heauen.
On the morning following, the holy body was placed in the Church, of whose death when the voyce was a little spread throughout the Citty, such a multitude of people came in that it was a wonder. The people in a holy manner were striuing among themselues, now in taking with deuotion of those flowers, [Page 291] which vpon the Blessed Corpes were scattered, now in kissing the habit wherwith it was clad, now in touching the hearse, and now calling Suor Maria Maddalena a Blessed woman, and a Saint; nor knew they how to departe thence, but would enioy, as long as it was possible, the sight of that diuine countenance. And (to satisfy the pious affection of the people) by tymes, it was necessary to couer the hearse againe (and that aboundantly) with flowers, that euery one might depart contented.
Some were also placed for the guard of the Blessed Body, it being doubted least the people should deuide some part of it from the rest. And for the great concourse, there was difficulty to performe the sacred Office. The Church was open from the 15. houre of the same morning with free liberty for euery one to see the B. Mother, but fearing there would be some cōmotion, it was shut afterwards, & so the doores were beaten with blows and our eares by the earnest prayers of such as desired to see her. Therfore there [Page 292] was no remedy, but to open the gate again at the Two houres before Sunset. 22. houre, & to light torches to the end, that the deuout people might be satisfyed in their pious desires; and so things continued till the Sunne set. 24. houre. The Church was shut after this, and the Blessed Corpes layd in a Coffen, apparelled (for the better preseruing of it from mo [...]thes and the like) in a Coate, a Scapulary, and a mantle of Taffaty. At the second houre of the night she was buryed behind the high Altar, with th [...]t honour and reuerence, which belonged to so great a seruant of God. Our Lord was not wanting, as he had already done in the life of Suor Maria Maddalena, so also to shew many miracles after her death, as cleere proofes of her great sanctity. And these miracles & graces granted by Almighty God to this deuout Mother, are placed in the end of the second part of her life, as may there be seene.
Laus Deo.