<< *200 . OLWEN WYMARK : STAY WHERE YOU ARE . LONDON , CALDE R AND BOYARS , 1971 . P.67-P.110 OF "THE GYMNASIUM AND OTHER PLAYS". FIRST PERF. : 281269 . CHAR. : 01 NINA , 02 ELLEN , 03 TADDY , 04 DAVID >> $ #69 $ < ( THE STAGE IS DARK . $ THERE IS THE SOUND OF FOOTSTEPS OUTSIDE ) > $ 02 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT ? $ BE CAREFUL . $ 01 YOU BE CAREFUL WITH THAT BAG . $ < ( WE HEAR HER FUMBLING WITH THE KEY IN THE LOCK ) > $ SWINGING IT ABOUT . $ THERE 'S BREAKABLES IN THAT BAG . $ BLOODY KEY . $ < ( WAILS ) > $ THERE ! $ I 'VE DROPPED IT NOW . $ I 'VE DROPPED MY KEY . $ 02 WAIT . $ I 'LL GET IT . $ HERE IT IS . $ SHALL I DO IT ? $ 01 DO DEAR . $ THERE 'S A GOOD GIRL . $ < ( THE DOOR IS OPENED AND THE LIGHT FROM THE STREET SHOWS U S A BASEMENT FLAT , NEAR SLUM , CLUTTERED , DANK , SMELLY . $ THEY COME IN . $ NINA IS A FAT OLD WOMAN IN HER SEVENTIES , DERELICT LOOKING , SPECTACLES , A KNITTED HAT . $ ELLEN , ABOUT THIRTY , IS PRETTY AND WELL DRESSED . $ NINA LEANS HEAVILY ON A STICK AND ELLEN HELPS HER THROUGH TH E DOOR ) > $ 02 WELL , IF YOU 'RE ALL RIGHT NOW . $ OH . $ YOUR BAG . $ < ( PUTS IT DOWN ) > $ I 'LL HAVE TO GO . $ < ( NINA PUTS HER HEAD BACK AND MAKES A NOISE BETWEEN A HOWL AND A GROAN ) > $ < ( VERY STARTLED ) > $ WHAT IS IT ? $ 01 THE PAIN 'S COME BACK . $ ME LEG . $ I 'VE GOT A BLOOD CLOT UNDER ME KNEE . $ #70 $ 02 HERE . $ SIT DOWN . $ 01 < ( SITS WITH ELLEN'S HELP ) > $ OH ... THAT 'S BETTER . $ THAT 'S A BIT BETTER . $ TURN ON THAT LIGHT . $ < ( ELLEN LOOKS ABOUT ) > $ OVER THERE ! $ < ( ELLEN DOES . $ NINA ROCKS BACK AND FORTH IN THE CHAIR , HOLDING HER LEG AND GROANING . $ ELLEN STANDS WATCHING HER AGHAST . $ EVENTUALLY NINA STOPS ROCKING AND IS SILENT , EYES CLOSED ) > $ 02 < ( AFTER A PAUSE . $ JUST TOUCHING HER ) > $ ARE YOU ALL RIGHT ? $ 01 THE PAIN 'S GONE OFF NOW . $ < ( BUT SHE DOESN'T OPEN HER EYES ) > $ 02 WELL ... I 'M AWFULLY SORRY BUT I REALLY HAVE TO BE GOING . $ 01 < ( OPENING HER EYES AND TURNING HER HEAD SLOWLY TO LOOK AT ELLEN ) > $ GOING ? $ HOW AM I TO MANAGE ? $ 02 < ( CHILDISH ) > $ I HAVE TO GO . $ I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHEN I SAW YOU . $ HE 'LL BE THERE NOW . $ 01 STUCK HERE IN THIS CHAIR . $ I WON'T BE ABLE TO MOVE FOR A HOUR NOW . $ I KNOW THAT . $ I GET THESE ATTACKS . $ I KNOW THEM . $ 02 HE 'LL THINK I 'M NOT COMING . $ 01 < ( INDIGNANT . $ REPROACHFUL ) > $ I' VE ONLY BEEN OUT OF HOSPITAL THREE DAYS . $ 02 BUT ISN'T THERE SOMEBODY HERE ? $ TO TAKE CARE OF YOU ? $ WHO - HIM ? $ I HAVE TO CRY LIKE A BABY BEFORE HE 'LL TAKE ME UP TO THE TO ILET . $ 02 YOUR HUSBAND ? $ #71 $ 01 I WOULDN'T HAVE HIM FOR A HUSBAND . $ HE 'S NOT RIGHT . $ 02 DOES HE LIVE HERE ? $ 01 HE LIVES HERE ALL RIGHT . $ OH YES , HE LIVES HERE . $ 02 WELL HE 'LL BE BACK SOON WON'T HE ? $ 01 WHO KNOWS ? $ STAYS OUT ALL NIGHT SOMETIMES . $ < ( PITEOUS ) > $ ALL ON MY OWN HERE . $ CAN'T MOVE . $ NO ONE TO PROTECT ME AND THE PAIN SO BAD SOMETIMES I CRY OUT IN PRAYER I CAN TELL YOU . $ 02 < ( MORE CHILDISH BUT MORE DESPERATE ) > $ I HAVE TO GO . $ 01 MAKE US A CUP OF TEA FIRST , EH ? $ WILL YOU JUST MAKE A CUP OF TEA FOR A POOR RUBBISHY OLD WOMA N ? $ 02 BUT HE WON'T KNOW WHERE I AM . $ 01 YOUR HUSBAND IS IT ? $ 02 < ( BRIEF PAUSE ) > $ YES . $ 01 WELL HE 'LL WAIT . $ HE 'LL WAIT FOR HIS PRETTY WIFE . $ 02 NO I MUST GO . $ HE 'LL BE WORRIED . $ 01 BUT YOU 'RE NOT WORRIED ABOUT ME , ARE YOU ? $ OH NO . $ HELP AN OLD WOMAN ACROSS THE ROAD . $ THAT 'S RIGHT . $ THAT 'S A GOOD DEED . $ DIDN'T WANT TO HELP ME BACK HERE THOUGH DID YOU ? $ YOU 'D HAVE LEFT ME THERE . $ GOT ME ACROSS THE ROAD AND JUST LEFT ME . $ WHAT 'S THE GOOD OF THAT ? $ I HAD TO BEG FOR IT . $ THERE 'S YOUR GOOD SAMARITAN . $ 02 WELL WHY WERE YOU OUT ? $ YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN OUT AT ALL . $ 01 SOMEONE HAD TO GET SOME FOOD DIDN'T THEY ? $ HE 'S BROUGHT NOTHING IN . $ PERISH FROM HUNGER - HE WOULDN'T CARE . $ IT 'S TOOK ME HOURS JUST TO GET DOWN TO THAT LITTLE SHOP ACR OSS THE ROAD . $ PEOPLE GOING PAST MAKING OUT I WAS DRUNK . $ THAT 'S WHAT THEY THINK IF YOU 'RE POOR . $ ' OH , SHE 'S DRUNK ' THEY SAY . $ #72 $ ' WHAT A FRIGHTFUL OLD WOMAN . $ LOOK AT HER , ' THEY SAY . $ NEVER THINK YOU 'RE JUST OUT OF HOSPITAL . $ NEARLY DIED . $ I WON'T LAST LONG , I KNOW THAT . $ 02 OH YOU WILL ... I 'M SURE ... $ < ( NINA LOOKS STRAIGHT AT HER AND ELLEN TRAILS OFF . $ THERE IS A SILENCE AND THEN NINA LAUGHS ) > $ 01 IT 'D BE EASIER FOR YOU IF I 'D POPPED OFF BEFORE YOU EVE R SEEN ME . $ AND HE 'D BE GLAD . $ HE 'D BE EVER SO GLAD TO COME HOME AND FIND I 'D POPPED OFF . $ < ( SHE PAUSES ) > $ AND I DON'T KNOW NOBODY ELSE . $ 02 NOBODY ? $ 01 NOBODY . $ < ( LEANS FORWARD AND SPEAKS SLOWLY ) > $ I 'D LIKE A CUP OF TEA . $ 02 < ( AFTER A PAUSE ) > $ WHERE 'S THE KETTLE ? $ 01 < ( LEANS BACK . $ CLOSES HER EYES ) > $ IT 'S BEHIND THAT CURTAIN . $ < ( WAVES HER ARM TOWARDS IT ) > $ ALL THE COMFORTS OF HOME . $ SINK , GAS RING - WE 'LL NEED A BOB OR A SIXPENCE . $ GOT A TANNER MY DUCK ? $ 02 I THINK I 'VE GOT A SHILLING . $ YES . $ 01 METER 'S UNDER THE SINK . $ < ( ELLEN GOES BEHIND THE CURTAIN . $ WE HEAR HER FILL THE KETTLE , PUT THE SHILLING IN THE METER AND LIGHT THE GAS . $ MEANWHILE NINA HAS WITH DIFFICULTY TAKEN OFF ONE SHOE , PULL ED HER SKIRT UP AND PEELED DOWN ONE STOCKING . $ SHE STARTS TO UNWIND A DIRTY ELASTIC BANDAGE FROM HER LEG ) > $ < ( CALLS ) > $ I SAY . $ DUCKY . $ < ( ELLEN COMES OUT ) > $ GIVE US A HAND WITH THIS BANDAGE DEAR , WILL YOU , WHILE THE KETTLE 'S BOILING . $ #73 $ < ( ELLEN WALKS SLOWLY TOWARDS HER ) > $ < ( STRUGGLING WITH IT ) > $ I 'M TOO WEAK , THAT 'S ALL . $ GOT TO BE DONE TWICE A DAY , SEE . $ < ( ELLEN SITS ON HER HEELS AND STARTS GINGERLY TO UNWIND TH E BANDAGE AND ROLL IT UP ) > $ HAS TO BE TIGHT TO STOP THIS CLOT MOVING UP TO MY HEART . $ THAT 'S IT . $ THAT 'S GOT IT . $ < ( ELLEN HAS WOUND UP THE BANDAGE . $ SHE GETS UP WITH IT IT IN HER HAND ) > $ NOW PUT IT BACK ON AGAIN . $ < ( ELLEN CROUCHES DOWN AGAIN ) > $ NO NOT LIKE THAT . $ YOU GOT TO START IT RIGHT UP HERE . $ < ( SHE PULLS HER SKIRT EVEN FURTHER UP ) > $ RIGHT ROUND HERE . $ THAT 'S RIGHT . $ MOVE OVER A BIT DEAR . $ THEN I CAN REST MY FOOT ON YOUR KNEE THERE . $ THAT 'S THE WAY . $ THAT 'S BETTER . $ < ( SHE PUTS ONE HAND ON ELLEN'S SHOULDER AS SHE REWINDS THE BANDAGE , HER LEG STRETCHED OUT STRAIGHT , THE FOOT RESTING ON ELLEN'S LAP ) > $ < ( CROONING IT ) > $ THAT 'S IT . $ RIGHT ROUND . $ ROUND AGAIN . $ NICE AND TIGHT . $ < ( THE DOOR OPENS QUIETLY SO THAT THEY DON'T HEAR IT . $ A MAN , TADDY STANDS IN THE DOORWAY WATCHING THEM . $ HE IS IN HIS FIFTIES WITH GREY HAIR BUT A YOUTHFUL FACE . $ HE 'S WEARING A TATTERED GREATCOAT AND SUCKING A LOLLIPOP ) > $ 03 < ( TAKES THE LOLLIPOP OUT OF HIS MOUTH AND MAKES A SWEEP ING GESTURE ) > $ MOTHER - AND - CHILD . $ < ( ELLEN CRIES OUT , STARTLED ) > $ 01 MIND OUT ! $ < ( LOOKS ROUND ) > $ OH IT 'S YOU . $ < ( THEN TO ELLEN ) > $ IT 'S ONLY TADDY . $ FINISH IT OFF THEN . $ THERE 'S A PIN ON THE END . $ NOT SO FAST . $ OW - OH - OH - OW - NOT SO FAST ! $ < ( ELLEN FINISHES AND PUTTING NINA'S FOOT ON THE FLOOR SHE GETS UP ) > $ < ( QUERULOUS ) > $ WHAT ABOUT MY STOCKING ? $ #74 $ 03 < ( STRIDES BRISKLY OVER ) > $ I 'LL DO THAT . $ < ( HOLDING THE LOLLIPOP IN HIS MOUTH HE PUTS ON HER STOCKIN G AND HER SHOE . $ THEN HE TAKES THE LOLLIPOP OUT OF HIS MOUTH AND HOLDS IT UP TO NINA ) > $ SUCK ? $ 01 NO , I WANT MY TEA . $ < ( THROWS LOLLIPOP ACROSS THE ROOM ) > $ 02 < ( WHO HAS BEEN EDGING OVER TO THE DOOR ) > $ THE KETTLE 'S BOILING - IN THERE . $ < ( TO NINA ) > $ YOU 'LL BE ALL RIGHT NOW WON'T YOU . $ YOUR - HE 'LL GET YOU SOME TEA . $ 03 OH NO . $ SHE WON'T LET ME MAKE THE TEA . $ NOT WHEN SOMEBODY ELSE IS HERE . $ HATES MY TEA . $ 02 BUT I 'M JUST GOING . $ 03 < ( VERY REASONABLE ) > $ WELL , YOU CAN MAKE THE TEA BEFORE YOU GO . $ 02 < ( HELPLESSLY ) > $ PLEASE ... $ 03 < ( OVER HIS SHOULDER TO NINA ) > $ WHAT 'S SHE DOING HERE ? $ 01 < ( OFFHAND ) > $ HOW DO I KNOW ? $ 02 I - I JUST HELPED YOU UP THE ROAD ! $ < ( TO TADDY ) > $ SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BE ABLE TO WALK . $ I DON'T THINK SHE OUGHT TO BE OUT SO SOON AFTER BEING IN HOS PITAL . $ 03 < ( FRIENDLY , SCATHING ) > $ SHE WASN'T IN HOSPITAL . $ 02 OH . $ 01 < ( MILD . $ MATTER OF FACT ) > $ I WAS . $ 03 < ( CASUAL ) > $ ALL RIGHT , YOU WERE . $ 02 WELL ... GOODBYE . $ #75 $ 03 < ( CRANING ROUND TO LOOK AT ELLEN ) > $ WHY DON'T YOU JUST MAKE HER SOME TEA . $ 02 BUT YOU 'RE HERE NOW . $ YOU CAN DO IT . $ < ( TADDY GOES OVER TO THE BED AND LIES ON IT HIS ARMS CROSS ED UNDER HIS HEAD ) > $ 03 I COULD . $ BUT I 'M NOT GOING TO . $ 02 WHY ? $ WHY NOT ? $ 03 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO . $ < ( BRIEF PAUSE ) > $ YOU DON'T WANT TO EITHER . $ 02 BUT I DON'T LIVE HERE . $ I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER . $ 03 YOU HAVE TO KNOW PEOPLE BEFORE YOU CAN MAKE THEM A CUP OF TEA ? $ 02 THAT ISN'T FAIR . $ 03 DID YOU WANT TO HELP HER HOME ? $ 02 < ( MISERABLE . $ VERY YOUNG ) > $ I DON'T KNOW . $ 03 WHY DID YOU DO IT THEN ? $ 01 I DON'T KNOW . $ 03 YOU MUST HAVE HAD SOME REASON . $ FELT SORRY FOR HER ? $ 02 YES - YES I DID . $ 01 SORRY ENOUGH TO SEE ME ACROSS THE ROAD . $ NOT SORRY ENOUGH TO GET ME HOME . $ 02 I DID BRING YOU HOME . $ I PUT THE KETTLE ON . $ I DID YOUR BANDAGE . $ 01 YES BUT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO . $ I HAD TO MAKE YOU DIDN'T I ? $ #76 $ < ( TADDY SITS UP AND PATS THE END OF THE BED ) > $ 03 HERE . $ 02 WHAT ? $ 03 COME AND SIT HERE . $ 02 NO ! $ 01 < ( CLOSING HER EYES ) > $ DON'T BE NAUGHTY DEAR . $ DO AS YOU 'RE TOLD . $ 03 < ( STILL PATTING THE BED . $ SPEAKS GENTLY BUT FIRMLY ) > $ COME HERE . $ < ( ELLEN COMES OVER BUT DOESN'T SIT . $ STANDS LOOKING DOWN AT HIM ) > $ < ( SHRUGS ) > $ NOW . $ TRY AND THINK . $ WHY DID YOU HELP HER ACROSS THE ROAD ? $ 02 < ( MUTTERS ) > $ BECAUSE I COULDN'T THINK OF ANY WAY OUT OF IT . $ 03 < ( WARM ) > $ VERY GOOD . $ THAT 'S VERY GOOD . $ 01 < ( SITS STILL WITH EYES CLOSED ) > $ THAT KETTLE WILL BE BOILING ITS LIVER OUT . $ 03 AND WHY DID YOU BRING HER HOME ? $ 02 SHE WOULDN'T LET GO OF MY HAND . $ 03 AND THEN YOU PUT THE KETTLE ON . $ 02 YES . $ 03 AND THEN YOU DID HER BANDAGE . $ 02 YES . $ 03 WHY ? $ #77 $ 02 SHE TOLD ME TO . $ 03 AND YOU ALWAYS DO AS YOU 'RE TOLD . $ < ( PAUSE . $ THEN RAPS IT OUT ) > $ MAKE THE TEA . $ < ( THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER . $ THEN ELLEN TURNS AND RUNS TO THE DOOR ) > $ 02 I WON'T . $ I DON'T HAVE TO . $ < ( PULLS AT THE DOOR HANDLE ) > $ 01 < ( SURPRISED ) > $ YOU GOING ? $ 02 YES ! $ I DIDN'T WANT TO COME HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE . $ YOU NEVER THANKED ME ; THAT DOESN'T MATTER . $ BUT I DID HELP YOU EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T MUCH WANT TO . $ YOU CAN'T MAKE ME STAY HERE . $ < ( TADDY RISES AND WALKS OVER TO HER AND STANDS WITH HIS BA CK TO THE DOOR . $ SHE BACKS AWAY FROM HIM NERVOUSLY ) > $ 03 < ( POINTS TO THE CURTAINED KITCHEN , HIS EYES STEADILY O N ELLEN ) > $ GET IN THERE AND MAKE THE TEA , DO YOU HEAR ME ? $ < ( AS IF BY REFLEX ELLEN TURNS AND STARTS FOR THE KITCHEN . $ TADDY AND NINA ROAR WITH LAUGHTER AND SHE STOPS AND LOOKS AT THEM ) > $ 02 < ( SCARED ) > $ WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING ? $ 01 TALK ABOUT A MONKEY ON A STRING ! $ 03 < ( SMILING AND SHAKING HIS HEAD ) > $ YOU DO DO WHAT YOU 'RE TOLD . $ WELL , WELL . $ AMAZING . $ 01 < ( BANGING HER STICK ON THE FLOOR WITH GREAT VIOLENCE ) > $ TEA ! $ I WANT MY TEA ! $ I WANT MY TEA ! $ 03 < ( NOT LOOKING AT HER ) > $ STOP THAT . $ < ( NINA SUBSIDES INTO MUMBLING . $ ELLEN LOOKS FROM ONE TO THE OTHER , STARTS TO SPEAK , THEN C HANGES HER MIND AND WALKS WITH ARTIFICIAL PURPOSEFULNESS TO THE DOOR ) > $ #78 $ < ( GENUINE SURPRISE ) > $ NOW WHAT ? $ 02 < ( FIRMLY ) > $ I MUST GO . $ I HAVE TO MEET < ( STUMBLES SLIGHTLY OVER THE WORDS ) > MY H USBAND . $ WOULD YOU LET ME BY PLEASE . $ 03 < ( WHO HAS SHIFTED SLIGHTLY TO BLOCK THE DOOR AGAIN ) > $ OH COME ON . $ IT 'S NOT YOUR HUSBAND - NOW IS IT ? $ 02 I - I - I - I - DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN . $ 03 THERE 'S NO NEED TO PRETEND . $ WE 'VE KNOWN ALL ALONG . $ < ( GOES OVER TO NINA AND STANDS BESIDE HER ) > $ HAVEN'T WE , NINA ? $ 01 < ( LARGELY ) > $ WELL A COURSE WE HAVE . $ 02 KNOWN WHAT ? $ 03 YOU MUST HAVE THOUGHT WE WERE VERY NAIVE . $ SHE MUST HAVE THOUGHT WE WERE JUST A COUPLE OF OLD FUDDY DUD DIES EH , NINA ? $ 01 STICK-IN-THE-MUDS . $ < ( PAUSE . $ THOUGHTFUL ) > $ STICKS-IN-THE-MUD . $ 03 < ( HIS HAND ON NINA'S SHOULDER . $ THE VICTORIAN FATHER . $ GRAVE AND POMPOUS ) > $ NOW WE DON'T WANT TO GIVE YOU ADVICE . $ HEAVEN KNOWS YOU SHOULD BE OLD ENOUGH NOW TO MAKE YOUR OWN D ECISIONS . $ BUT THERE IS ONE THING I 'D LIKE TO SAY . $ JUST ONE LAST WORD . $ I THINK WE 'RE AGREED ON THIS POINT MY DEAR ? $ < ( LOOKS DOWN ENQUIRINGLY AT NINA . $ HER ATTENTION HAS WANDERED AND SHE IS PICKING HER TEETH . $ NOW QUICKLY FOLDS HER HANDS IN HER LAP AND NODS AT HIM ) > $ WE 'D JUST LIKE YOU TO REFLECT A LITTLE ABOUT FAMILY LIFE . $ THE PROTECTION OF THE YOUNG . $ THE LITTLE LIVES WHICH HAVE BEEN PUT INTO YOUR CARE . $ THE HOME . $ THE NEST ... $ < ( POINTS AT ELLEN IN SAD ACCUSATION ) > $ HOW MANY INNOCENT PEOPLE WILL SUFFER - ANSWER ME THAT ! $ 01 < ( REGRETFUL HEAD SHAKING ) > $ HE 'S RIGHT , DEAR . $ IT WOULDN'T BE FAIR . $ POOR LITTLE PRETTIES - IT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT . $ #79 $ 02 < ( SORT OF HALF LAUGHS ) > $ YOU 'RE BOTH MAD . $ I MEAN . $ INSANE . $ < ( THEY LOOK AT HER STEADILY ) > $ 03 < ( GENTLY ) > $ HOW MANY CHILDREN HAS HE GOT - TWO IS IT ? $ 02 < ( SHOCKED ) > $ HOW - $ 03 < ( RAPS IT OUT ) > $ AND YOU 'VE GOT THREE HAVEN'T YOU ? $ 02 < ( AUTOMATIC . $ STARING AT HIM ) > $ YES . $ 03 < ( REASONABLE . $ SMILING ) > $ WELL , THAT 'S FIVE FOR A START ISN'T IT - TO SUFFER I MEAN . $ NOT TO SPEAK OF THE OTHER WIFE AND OTHER HUSBAND OF COURSE . $ SEVEN . $ 01 < ( WARMLY PLEADING ) > $ OH DON'T FORGET THE GRANNIES , DEAR . $ DON'T LEAVE THEM OUT . $ THEY 'LL BE HEARTBROKEN . $ < ( CLICKS TONGUE AND LOOKS SADLY AT ELLEN ) > $ 03 < ( RUEFUL ) > $ A GOOD DEAL OF PAIN , I 'M AFRAID . $ 01 AND THE GRAND-DADS A COURSE $ < ( GETTING QUITE INVOLVED AND COUNTING ON HER FINGERS ) > $ NOT TO MENTION THE UNCLES AND AUNTIES . $ AND THE COUSINS THERE WOULD BE - $ 03 < ( FIRM ) > $ THAT 'LL DO . $ < ( THEN LIGHT AND MILD ) > $ I 'LL GO AND MAKE THAT TEA NOW . $ < ( GOES AT ONCE ) > $ < ( ELLEN HAS BEEN STANDING FROZEN THROUGH THIS . $ NOW SHE WATCHES TADDY GO AND AFTER A PAUSE SHE GOES QUICKLY OVER TO NINA . $ WE HEAR TADDY WHISTLING IN THE KITCHEN ) > $ 02 IS HE A DETECTIVE ? $ 01 I DON'T KNOW . $ 02 YOU SAID - YOU SAID HE CAME IN AT ALL SORTS OF HOURS . $ < ( ABSURDLY METHODICAL ) > $ DOES HE HAVE A TAPE RECORDER ? $ #80 $ < ( SNAPPING HER FINGERS . $ A BIT EXAGGERATED ) > $ YES ! $ HE DOES ! $ YOU COULD BE RIGHT . $ HE NEVER TELLS ME NOTHING . $ 02 NO , IT CAN'T BE . $ < ( FIRM ) > $ IT 'S TOO SILLY . $ 01 EXPECT YOU 'RE RIGHT . $ SILLY . $ YES . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ STILL - IT 'S FUNNY . $ YOUR SAYING THAT I MEAN . $ FOR EXAMPLE , SOMETIMES HE 'LL GO OUT WITH THIS OTHER BLOKE - A PHOTOGRAPHER HE IS - AND THEY ALWAYS GO EVER SO LATE AT NIGHT AND MOST TIMES HE DON'T GET BACK HERE TILL MORNING . $ 02 A PHOTOGRAPHER ! $ 01 THAT 'S RIGHT . $ 02 OH GOD . $ I SUPPOSE HE COULD BE - $ 01 WELL , HE COULD . $ I MEAN IT WOULD HANG TOGETHER WOULDN'T IT . $ 02 I DON'T KNOW - I DON'T KNOW ...... $ MAYBE IT WOULD MAKE IT WORSE TO GO NOW . $ I DON'T KNOW . $ DO YOU THINK I SHOULD STAY ? $ 01 YOU MUST DO AS YOU THINK FIT , MY DEAR . $ I WOULDN'T LIKE TO ADVISE . $ 02 BUT IT 'S SUCH AN IMPOSSIBLE COINCIDENCE . $ HOW CAN HE KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME ? $ HE COULDN'T KNOW I WAS COMING HERE . $ I MEAN , I 'M ONLY HERE BY ACCIDENT - $ < ( BREAKS OFF AND STARES AT NINA . $ AT THIS POINT TADDY'S WHISTLING IN THE KITCHEN STOPS ABRUPTL Y ) > $ 01 < ( SWEET , ENQUIRING ) > $ YES DEAR ? $ GO ON . $ 02 < ( PUZZLED . $ NOT BELIEVING THIS BUT KNOWING IT ) > $ YOU BROUGHT ME HERE . $ YOU DID IT ALL ON PURPOSE . $ 01 < ( BIT DANGEROUS ) > $ OH I SEE . $ HE SENT ME OUT TO FETCH YOU IS THAT RIGHT ? $ < ( ELLEN IS SILENT ) > $ IS THAT WHAT HAPPENED ? $ < ( STILL NO ANSWER . $ THEN IN A STRONG CRUEL TONE ) > $ #81 $ EH ? $ 02 < ( BRAVE ) > $ YES . $ YES I DO THINK THAT HAPPENED . $ IT ALL FITS IN . $ 01 < ( MORE DANGEROUS ) > $ FITS IN . $ OH YES . $ < ( VERY SWEET VOICE ) > $ AND WHERE DOES MY LEG FIT IN ? $ YOU 'D SAY THERE 'S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT WOULD YOU ? $ < ( ELLEN NODS ) > $ ALL PART OF THE ACT , EH ? $ < ( ELLEN NODS AGAIN ) > $ 01 IT 'S ALL ABOUT YOU ISN'T IT ? $ THE STORY 'S ALWAYS GOT TO BE ABOUT YOU . $ < ( BRIEF PAUSE . $ THEN SPITS IT OUT WITH PAIN AND VENOM ) > $ SELFISH LITTLE BITCH ! $ < ( CLOSES HER EYES , PUTS HER HEAD BACK AND SPEAKS PRIVATEL Y ) > $ I WAS IN HOSPITAL . $ I WAS THE ONE LYING IN BED AWAKE ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT CLOT TO GET UP TO MY HEART . $ SWEATING AND CRYING - ALL ALONE . $ NURSES - CHEEKY HARD-BITTEN LITTLE MADAMS . $ DOCTOR DOESN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU . $ JUST A USELESS HEAP OF RUBBISH NOBODY CARES ABOUT . $ < ( OPENS EYES AND LOOKS CLEARLY AT ELLEN ) > $ NOR DO I CARE , MIND . $ JUST ENOUGH TO STAY ALIVE . $ < ( TADDY HAS COME THROUGH AGAIN UNSEEN BY THEM AND HAS BEEN LISTENING ) > $ 03 < ( GENTLY CONTEMPTUOUS ) > $ YOU WERE NOT IN HOSPITAL . $ < ( ELLEN STARTS AND STARES AT HIM . $ NINA DOESN'T MOVE . $ PAUSE ) > $ 01 < ( THROWING HER STICK VIOLENTLY ACROSS THE ROOM ) > $ OH ALL RIGHT ! $ 02 YOU WEREN'T ! $ < ( THEN TO TADDY ) > $ SHE WASN'T ! $ NONE OF THAT WAS TRUE . $ THERE 'S NOTHING THE MATTER WITH HER ! $ 03 < ( LIGHTHEARTED . $ GRINNING ) > $ OH I DON'T THINK I 'D SAY THAT . $ 01 < ( BITTER ) > $ OH VERY FUNNY AND WITTY I 'M SURE . $ 02 < ( EFFORT AT CALM ) > $ BEFORE I GO , I WOULD LIKE SOME KIND OF EXPLANATION . $ I THINK - I THINK - $ #82 $ 03 YES ? $ 02 < ( RATHER QUAVERING DIGNITY ) $ I THINK YOU MAY BOTH REGRET ALL THIS - REGRET IT VERY MUCH . $ 01 < ( LOOKING AT HER WITH ADMIRATION AND EVEN AFFECTION ) > $ WELL ! $ WELL THEN ! $ AH ... IT 'S A SHAME . $ < ( THEN TO TADDY ) > $ AND WHERE 'S MY BLOODY TEA ? $ 03 < ( IRISH ) > $ NOW AREN'T I THE GREAT NINNY ? $ < ( BUSTLES OUT AND COMES IN AGAIN WITH THE TRAY ) > $ TEA IS SERVED , GENTLEMEN . $ < ( THEN OWN VOICE ) > $ KEEP A CUP HOT FOR ME IN THE POT . $ I 'M JUST GOING UP TO MAKE A COUPLE OF PHONE CALLS . $ < ( HE GOES OUT ANOTHER DOOR ) > $ 01 < ( POURING ) > $ MILK AND SUGAR DEAR ? $ 02 < ( RAPID ) > $ I DON'T WANT ANY . $ CALLING WHO ? $ WHO 'S HE TELEPHONING ? $ 01 < ( GENEROUSLY REGRETFUL ) > $ HOW WOULD I KNOW , DEAR . $ HOW WOULD I EVER KNOW ? $ HERE . $ YOU TAKE THIS TEA . $ < ( PROFFERS CUP ) > $ IT 'S GOOD AND STRONG AND IT 'S GOOD AND SWEET . $ YOU 'RE LOOKING VERY PEAKY . $ < ( ELLEN AUTOMATICALLY TAKES THE CUP ) > $ THERE 'S MY DUCK . $ GO ON NOW - SIT DOWN . $ < ( ELLEN GOES . $ TAKES A SWIG OF HER OWN TEA ) > $ AH , THAT 'S GOOD . $ < ( LOOKS OVER AT ELLEN WHO IS JUST HOLDING HER CUP AND STAR ING AT NOTHING ) > $ DRINK IT UP OLD LADY . $ 02 < ( PUTS CUP ON FLOOR . $ VERY CHILDISH VOICE ) > $ I DON'T WANT IT . $ 01 < ( SQUINTING AT HER ) > $ WELL POOR MITE . $ < ( SHOUTS TOWARDS THE DOOR TADDY LEFT BY ) > $ POOR MITE I SAY ! $ < ( THEN LOOKS AT ELLEN , PUTS HER HEAD FORWARD AND NODS CON FIDENTIALLY ) > $ HERE . $ DON'T BELIEVE ALL I SAY WHEN HE 'S HERE , EH ? $ 02 < ( SUSPICIOUS ) > $ WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? $ 01 I GOT NO HOME OF MY OWN YOU KNOW . $ NOWHERE TO GO BUT HERE . $ #83 $ NO VISIBLE MEANS OF SUPPORT . $ 02 < ( WHISPERS ) > $ DO YOU MEAN HE PAYS YOU ? $ 01 PAYS ME ! $ ALL YOU YOUNG PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IS MONEY . $ < ( LOOKS AT ELLEN AND SPEAKS QUITE MATTER OF FACTLY BUT NOT WITHOUT SYMPATHY ) > $ YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND NOTHING DO YOU ? $ 02 < ( LOUD . $ DESPERATE ) > $ NO ! $ NO I DON'T ! $ < ( PUTS HER FACE IN HER HANDS AND SOBS ) > $ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ! $ < ( NINA WATCHES HER IN SILENCE FOR A LITTLE WHILE SHE WEEPS . $ THEN HOLDING HER CUP IN HER LAP , SHE SINGS SOFTLY ) > $ 01 WARM HANDS WARM THE MEN HAVE GONE TO PLOUGH IF YOU WANT T O WARM YOUR HANDS WARM YOUR HANDS NOW . $ < ( ELLEN LOOKS UP AT NINA THROUGH HER FINGERS ) > $ < ( GRINS ) > $ MY GRAN USED TO SING ME THAT . $ NICE ISN'T IT ? $ WARM HANDS WARM THE MEN HAVE GONE TO PLOUGH IF YOU WANT TO - $ < ( BREAKS OFF AND SPEAKS BRISKLY ) > $ TELL YOU WHAT WE 'LL DO . $ 02 < ( WIPING TEARS OFF HER FACE WITH HER FINGERS ) > $ WHAT ? $ 01 NOW WHERE 'S THAT STICK ? $ < ( ELLEN LOOKS AROUND VAGUELY , NOT SEEING ) > $ NEVER YOU MIND . $ I 'LL GET IT . $ < ( SHE HEAVES HERSELF OFF HER CHAIR AND STARTS TO CRAWL GRO TESQUELY IN THE DIRECTION OF THE STICK , GRUNTING AND PUFFIN G . $ ELLEN GETS UP AND BACKS AWAY STARING AT HER , HORRIFIED ) > $ #84 $ 02 BUT YOU SAID YOU HADN'T BEEN IN HOSPITAL . $ 01 < ( BRIEFLY . $ OVER HER SHOULDER ) > $ HE SAID . $ < ( ELLEN STARTS TO GO FORWARD TO HELP HER BUT NINA WAVES HE R AWAY ) > $ NEVER MIND . $ NEVER MIND . $ I 'M USED TO THIS . $ GO AND LISTEN AT THAT DOOR . $ SEE IF HE 'S COMING BACK . $ < ( ELLEN GOES OVER TO THE DOOR AND PUTS HER EAR TO IT ) > $ 02 < ( WHISPERING ) > $ I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING . $ 01 < ( GETTING HERSELF UP TO A STANDING POSITION WITH THE ST ICK ) > $ UPS A DAISY ! $ < ( LOOKS SHREWDLY OVER AT ELLEN ) > $ HE THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING . $ < ( PAUSE . $ NODS ) > $ THERE 'S A LOT HE DOESN'T KNOW . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ FOR ONE THING HE IS JEALOUS ! $ NOW THAT IS ONE THING I AM NOT . $ MY DAD USED TO SAY TO ME , ' NINA , THERE IS NOT A JEALOUS B ONE IN YOUR BODY . ' $ < ( THEN TO ELLEN ) > $ WHAT 'S YOUR NAME ? $ 02 ELLEN . $ 01 HMM . $ BIT PLAIN . $ ELAINE WOULD HAVE BEEN NICER . $ MORE STYLE . $ WHAT DID YOUR DADDY CALL YOU ? $ 02 EL . $ HE ALWAYS CALLED ME EL . $ 01 DON'T THINK MUCH OF THAT . $ I 'LL CALL YOU ELAINE . $ 02 PLEASE ... $ 01 DON'T RUSH ME DEARIE . $ YOU THINK OLD NINA 'S JUST RAMBLING ON . $ BUT ALL THE TIME $ < ( TAPS HER FOREHEAD ) > $ I 'M THINKING . $ I 'M PLANNING . $ 02 PLANNING WHAT ? $ ARE YOU GOING TO HELP ME ? $ 01 < ( ROLLING HER EYES ) > $ WELL A COURSE I 'M GOING TO HELP YOU , SILLY LITTLE JUGGINS . $ 02 WILL YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO ? $ CAN I GO ? $ < ( STARTS TO CRY AGAIN ) > $ #85 $ I WANT TO GO AND FIND - $ < ( BREAKS OFF ) > $ 01 FIND WHO ? $ 02 < ( NOT LOOKING AT HER ) > $ M-M-MY HUSBAND . $ 01 OH NOW . $ THERE 'S NO USE STARTING THAT AGAIN IS THERE ? $ I TOLD YOU BEFORE . $ JEALOUS ! $ TADDY ! $ HE 'S JEALOUS ! $ 02 < ( UTTERLY PUZZLED ) > $ BUT YOU DON'T MEAN HE 'S JEALOUS OF ME . $ 01 OH ELAINE , ELAINE . $ OH DEARY DEARY DEARY . $ WE SHALL NEVER GET ON AT THIS RATE . $ HERE . $ SIT DOWN WILL YOU ? $ I CAN'T GET ON WITH MY PLANNING - YOU STANDING ABOUT LIKE A SCARED RABBIT . $ < ( ELLEN SITS IN THE CHAIR ) > $ NOW YOU JUST LISTEN TO NINA . $ WHEN HE COMES BACK - THE MINUTE HE COMES IN - I WANT YOU TO FAINT ! $ FLAT ON THE FLOOR ! $ 02 WHY ? $ 01 < ( KIND/IRRITABLE ) > $ BECAUSE I SAY SO . $ 02 I CAN'T . $ I DON'T THINK I CAN . $ 01 COURSE YOU CAN . $ COURSE YOU CAN . $ EASY ENOUGH . $ JUST KEEL OVER . $ ANY FOOL CAN DO THAT . $ I 'D SHOW YOU MYSELF IF IT WASN'T FOR THIS SODDING STICK . $ ALL RIGHT THEN . $ THERE YOU ARE - STRETCHED OUT . $ THAT 'LL STOP HIM . $ ' IT 'S THE SHOCK ' I 'LL SAY $ < ( DRAMATIC DELIVERY ) > $ ' SHE MAY NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS ' I 'LL SAY . $ 02 THEN WHAT WILL HAPPEN ? $ 01 ' FETCH A DOCTOR , QUICK ! ' $ I 'LL SAY . $ THEN < ( PAUSE ) > $ WHILE HE 'S OUT OF THE WAY , UP YOU GET AND OFF YOU RUN SAFE HOME TO BEDDYBYES . $ 02 BUT HOW CAN I GO ? $ HE KNOWS THINGS ABOUT ME . $ < ( SHE STANDS , HER HANDS OVER HER MOUTH STARING AT NINA ) > $ #86 $ HE 'S A BLACKMAILER ! $ 01 SHHHHHH ! $ I DIDN'T SAY IT . $ < ( LOW ) > $ NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME , ELAINE . $ HE KNOWS NOTHING . $ HE NEVER SAW YOU BEFORE TONIGHT . $ IT WAS ME PICKED YOU . $ 02 BUT WHY DID YOU DO IT ? $ WHY ? $ 01 < ( REPROVING NANNY ) > $ TRY AND THINK OF OTHERS , ELAINE DEAR . $ I GOT TO DO WHAT I 'M TOLD OR IT WOULD BE THE OLD HEAVE HO F OR NINA . $ TIPPED OUT IN THE STREET . $ 02 < ( PAINFULLY TRYING TO WORK IT OUT ) > $ DO YOU MEAN YOU JUST GO OUT ... $ I MEAN HE SENDS YOU ... TO CHOOSE SOMEONE ... ANYBODY ... AN D THEN FRIGHTEN THEM ABOUT SOME SECRET THEY MIGHT HAVE . $ 01 EVERYBODY 'S GOT SECRETS , DUCK , AND I MUST SAY YOU WERE N'T MUCH COP AT HIDING YOURS . $ CANDY FROM A BABY WITH YOU . $ THAT 'S WHY I FELT SORRY FOR YOU . $ 02 < ( TURNS AWAY ) > $ YOU SAY YOU 'RE SORRY FOR ME . $ I DON'T BELIEVE YOU . $ 01 < ( SAD ) > $ DON'T THEN . $ I CAN SEE AS HOW YOU WOULDN'T . $ 02 < ( TURNS BACK AND LOOKS AT HER ) > $ YOU REALLY WILL HELP ME ? $ 01 < ( LICKS HER FINGER , DRAWS IT ACROSS HER THROAT AND HOL DS IT UP ) > $ PROMISE ! $ 02 < ( GOING RIGHT UP TO HER . $ NEARLY TOUCHING ) > $ I DO BELIEVE YOU . $ 01 < ( PUTS HER HAND ON ELLEN'S HEAD ) > $ THERE 'S MY GOOD GIRL . $ NOW - THE MINUTE WE HEAR HIM COMING , OVER YOU GO . $ CAN YOU DO THAT ? $ 02 YES I CAN . $ I 'LL DO IT . $ 01 THAT 'S RIGHT . $ I KNEW YOU COULD . $ YOU STAY HERE AND I 'LL BE BY THE DOOR . $ #87 $ YOU WATCH ME FOR THE SIGNAL . $ RIGHT ? $ 02 < ( NODS . $ A LITTLE EXCITED NOW ) > $ RIGHT . $ < ( NINA GOES OVER TO THE DOOR . $ ELLEN WATCHES HER , HUGGING HERSELF AND TREMBLING A LITTLE ) > $ 01 < ( LOOKS OVER AT HER AND SMILES ) > $ DON'T WORRY , THEN . $ IT 'LL BE ALL RIGHT . $ DON'T YOU WORRY . $ < ( ELLEN MANAGES A SMILE AND NINA NODS AND SMILES BACK ) > $ < ( EAR TO DOOR ) > $ NOTHING YET . $ NOT A SOUND . $ < ( STRAIGHTENS ) > $ DO YOU KNOW ? $ I GET A FUNNY SORT OF DREAM SOMETIMES . $ WELL IT 'S NOT REALLY A DREAM BECAUSE I 'M AWAKE . $ LIKE JUST BEFORE I GET UP OUT OF BED IN THE MORNINGS OR LIKE BEFORE I DROP OFF AT NIGHT . $ I GET THIS FEELING THE 'VE TAKEN OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD . $ DOESN'T HURT OR ANYTHING . $ IT 'S JUST GONE AND I FEEL ALL LOVELY AND EMPTY , AND THEN I CAN FEEL THIS SORT OF GROWING RIGHT INSIDE MY HEAD . $ IT 'S GROWING UP AND UP AND I STAY EVER SO STILL . $ FLOWERS . $ ALL GROWING OUT OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD . $ LILACS AND HONEYSUCKLE AND DAFFS AND BLUEBELLS - ALL SORTS . $ THERE 'S THIS LOVELY SWEET SMELL AND I CAN FEEL THE FLOWERS HANGING DOWN AND BRUSHING AGAINST MY FACE - JUST RUSTLING LI KE AGAINST MY EARS AND MY EYES . $ < ( SHE SMILES TO HERSELF . $ THE LOOKS OVER AT ELLEN AND GRINS ) > $ YOU THINK I 'M DAFT . $ 02 < ( QUICKLY ) > $ NO I DON'T . $ I DON'T . $ < ( THEY WAIT . $ THEN THERE IS THE SOUND OF FOOTSTEPS ) > $ 01 HE 'S COMING . $ QUICK ! $ NOW ! $ < ( ELLEN LOOKS WILDLY ABOUT AND THEN AWKWARDLY AND IN A PAN IC THROWS HERSELF FACE DOWN ON THE FLOOR ) > $ < ( LOUD ) > $ OH MY GOD ! $ OH MY GOD ! $ < ( HOLDING HER STICK UNDER HER ARM SHE RUNS VERY LIGHTLY OV ER TO ELLEN . $ #88 $ KNEELS BESIDE HER . $ THE DOOR OPENS . $ TADDY COMES IN FOLLOWED BY A YOUNG MAN , DAVID . $ THEY GO OVER TO NINA AND ELLEN ) > $ 03 WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER ? $ 01 ME ! $ WHAT DID I DO ? $ SHE 'S JUST HAD A FIT OR SOMETHING THAT 'S ALL . $ YOU 'VE SCARED HER INTO CONVULSIONS THAT 'S WHAT YOU 'VE DON E . $ 04 OH JESUS ! $ ELLEN . $ < ( HE TRIES TO GET TO HER BUT TADDY NEATLY INTERVENES . $ ELLEN PULLS HERSELF UP TO HER HANDS AND KNEES AND LOOKS UNBE LIEVING AT DAVID ) > $ 02 DAVID ! $ IT 'S DAVID ! $ OH YOU 'RE HERE . $ YOU 'RE HERE . $ HOW DID YOU FIND ME ? $ 04 < ( TO TADDY ) > $ I 'LL GO AND GET SOME BRANDY . $ 03 RIGHT . $ < ( DAVID GOES QUICKLY ) > $ 02 < ( AFTER A BLANK SILENCE ) > $ HE 'S GONE . $ 03 HE 'LL BE BACK . $ < ( THEN BUSINESSLIKE ) > $ NINA . $ GO AND WASH UP THESE TEA THINGS . $ AND FIND A GLASS IN THERE . $ 01 < ( CHEERFUL ) > $ RIGHT-OH TADDY . $ RIGHT-OH , RIGHT-OH RIGHT OH $ < ( PUTS HER STICK DOWN , COLLECTS THE CUP AND WALTZES OUT W ITH THE TRAY ) > $ ANYTHING TO OBLIGE . $ MIND YOUR BACKS LADIES AND GENTLEMEN PLEASE . $ < ( WHEN SHE GETS THROUGH THE CURTAIN SHE STARTS TO SING ) > $ ' SHE WAS A SWEET LITTLE DICKY-BIRD , TWEET TWEET TWEET SHE WENT ' - $ 03 < ( RASING HIS VOICE SLIGHTLY BUT NOT LOOKING IN HER DIRE CTION ) > $ ALL RIGHT . $ 01 < ( STICKS HER HEAD THROUGH THE CURTAIN ) > $ SPOILSPORT ! $ ISN'T HE A MEAN OLD SPOILSPORT , ELAINE ? $ 03 < ( FLAT ) > $ NINA . $ #89 $ 01 < ( SULKY ) > $ OH ALL RIGHT . $ < ( GOES ) > $ 02 SHE IS CRAZY . $ 03 YES . $ NOW WHAT ABOUT THIS FIT OF YOURS ? $ 02 IT WASN'T - I MEAN I DIDN'T . $ SHE TOLD ME TO . $ 03 AH . $ I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT . $ < ( HE FOLDS HIS ARMS AND PUTS HIS HEAD BACK AND STANDS QUIT E STILL , EYES CLOSED . $ THEN DROPS HIS ARMS , OPENS HIS EYES AND LOOKS AT ELLEN ) > $ YOU KNOW - SOMETIMES IT GETS TO BE A BIT TOO MUCH FOR ME . $ IT REALLY DOES . $ 02 WHAT DOES ? $ 03 < ( RUBBING HIS EYES WITH THE HEEL OF HIS PALMS ) > $ I 'M TIRED . $ < ( LOOKS AT ELLEN AGAIN ) > $ I CAN'T ALWAYS KNOW THE RIGHT THING TO DO , CAN I ? $ 02 I DON'T KNOW . $ 03 YOU SAY THAT A LOT DON'T YOU . $ < ( ELLEN DOESN'T ANSWER ) > $ 03 < ( BIT IMPATIENT ) > $ YOU 'LL HAVE TO DO SOME OF THIS . $ I CAN'T DO IT ALL . $ 02 SOME OF WHAT ? $ 03 AFTER ALL , YOU 'VE GOT RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT TOO . $ 02 HOW ? $ WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? $ WHO FOR ? $ 03 < ( EXASPERATED ) > $ WELL FOR NINA , FOR EXAMPLE . $ YOU CAME HERE WITH HER . $ 02 YES BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO . $ #90 $ 03 < ( SIGHS ) > $ I 'M TALKING ABOUT WHAT YOU DID , NOT WHAT YOU FELT . $ < ( THEN BEGINS WALKING ABOUT SPEAKING MORE OR LESS TO HIMSE LF ) > $ WELL NOW WHAT . $ WHAT 'S FOR THE BEST I WONDER . $ I WONDER . $ 02 HE 'LL COME BACK AND HE 'LL TAKE ME AWAY . $ 03 POSSIBLY , POSSIBLY . $ LET 'S WAIT AND SEE ABOUT THAT , SHALL WE ? $ IT 'S NOT , AFTER ALL , THE MAIN ISSUE . $ 02 IT IS FOR ME ! $ I WANT TO GO . $ 03 < ( REASONABLE ) > $ WE ALL ALWAYS WANT TO GO . $ DOES IT OCCUR TO YOU THAT THIS MIGHT BE HARD FOR ME TOO ? $ AND FOR NINA - GOD KNOWS . $ NO , I CAN SEE THAT IT WOULDN'T . $ 02 YOU SAID SHE WAS CRAZY . $ SHE IS . $ 03 YES YES . $ 02 AND ... AND ... AND I THINK YOU ARE TOO . $ 03 < ( GENIAL ) > $ A POSSIBILITY NOT TO BE DISCOUNTED . $ AND YOU - WHAT ABOUT YOU ? $ < ( LAUGHS KINDLY ) > $ THROWING YOURSELF ON THE FLOOR ? $ PRETENDING TO HAVE A FIT ? $ 02 I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT . $ 03 BUT YOU HAD TO BECAUSE SHE TOLD YOU TO . $ ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR LITTLE SAYINGS . $ < ( DAVID COMES IN . $ ELLEN JUMPS UP AND GOES TO HIM ) > $ 04 < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ ARE YOU ALL RIGHT ? $ 02 YES . $ CAN WE GO NOW ? $ 03 < ( FRIENDLY , APOLOGETIC ) > $ I 'M AFRAID IT WAS ALL NINA'S IDEA - ONE OF HER FAMOUS CHARA DES . $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ AND YOU WENT ALONG WITH IT . $ VERY GENEROUS . $ 02 < ( TO DAVID ) > $ CAN WE GO ? $ #91 $ < ( NINA COMES THROUGH THE CURTAIN , A CLOTH SHOPPING BAG OV ER HER HEAD ) > $ 01 COME ON TAD . $ MARCO ! $ MARCO ! $ < ( TADDY GIVES AN ELABORATE RUEFUL SHRUG TO THE OTHERS AND GOES UP TO NINA ) > $ 03 POLO ! $ < ( SHE LUNGES AND HE MOVES QUICKLY OUT OF THE WAY . $ HE MOTIONS THE OTHERS TO JOIN IN ) > $ 01 MARCO ! $ 04 < ( MOVING TOWARDS HER AND GRINNING BACK AT ELLEN ) > $ POLO ! $ 01 I 'LL GET YOU ! $ < ( LUNGES . $ MISSES ) > $ MARCO ! $ 03 < ( QUICK ) > $ POLO ! $ 01 MARCO ! $ 04 POLO ! $ COME ON ELLEN . $ < ( NINA HAS BEEN GOING TOWARDS ONE AND THEN THE OTHER . $ NOW COMES STRAIGHT FOR ELLEN ) > $ 01 MARCO ! $ 02 < ( FAST . $ NERVOUS ) > $ POLO ! $ < ( SHE DOESN'T MOVE AND TADDY DARTS BACK AND MOVES HER OUT OF NINA'S PATH ) > $ 01 MARCO ! $ 03 POLO ! $ 01 MARCO ! $ 04 POLO ! $ #92 $ < ( ELLEN RUNS OVER AND STANDS BY HIM . $ HE PUTS AN ARM AROUND HER ) > $ 01 MARCO ! $ 04 < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ GO ON . $ 02 < ( BIT BRAVER ) > $ POLO ! $ < ( NINA MOVES IN FAST . $ DAVID SHOVES ELLEN ASIDE AND NINA GETS HIM . $ SHE PULLS THE BAG OFF HER HEAD ) > $ 01 HA ! $ HA HA . $ < ( DANCES HIM ROUND AND THEN GIVES HIM A RATHER LONG SLOBBE RY KISS . $ LOOKS OVER HER SHOULDER AT ELLEN ) > $ DON'T MIND DO YOU DEAR ? $ I DID WIN . $ 03 THAT 'S THE ONLY REASON SHE PLAYS THIS GAME . $ FOR THE KISSING . $ GREAT SLUT ! $ 01 < ( DELIGHTED ) > $ WHO YOU CALLING A SLUT ? $ 03 < ( FRIENDLY ) > $ YOU . $ YOU 'RE A GREAT SLUT AND A FAT SOW . $ 01 OH NAUGHTY . $ PERSONAL REMARK . $ < ( TO OTHERS ) > $ THAT 'S RIGHT ISN'T IT ? $ PERSONAL REMARK - BAD MANNERS . $ < ( THEN TO TADDY ) > $ WEASEL ! $ 03 WALRUS ! $ 01 CHEAT . $ CHEAT . $ WALRUSES ARE MEN . $ SNAKE ! $ 03 SNAKES ARE WOMEN . $ 04 < ( LOUD AND SUDDEN ) > $ WAIT ! $ STOP ! $ I CAN HEAR SOMETHING OUTSIDE . $ TURN OUT THE LIGHTS . $ < ( TADDY IMMEDIATELY DOES ) > $ 02 < ( WHISPER ) > $ WHAT IS IT ? $ DAVID WHERE ARE YOU ? $ WHAT IS IT ? $ 04 SHHHHH ! $ DON'T KNOW YET . $ WAIT . $ #93 $ < ( SILENCE ) > $ 01 < ( QUAVERING ) > $ IT 'S NOT THEM AGAIN TADDY . $ IT 'S NOT THEM IS IT ? $ 03 < ( TENSE , CLIPPED ) > $ DON'T THINK SO . $ DON'T BE FRIGHTENED , NINA . $ 01 HOLD MY HAND TADDY . $ YOU KNOW I CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE IN THE DARK . $ 03 HERE . $ I 'M HERE . $ BE QUIET NOW . $ SHALL I GO AND HAVE A LOOK ? $ 04 NO . $ STAY WHERE YOU ARE . $ I 'LL GO . $ 02 DAVID DON'T GO ! $ PLEASE DON'T GO ! $ 04 IT 'S ALL RIGHT . $ JUST STAND QUITE STILL . $ < ( WE HEAR HIM GOING OVER TO THE DOOR ) > $ 01 < ( MUTTERING IT RAPIDLY ) > $ SOUL OF CHRIST SANCTIFY ME . $ BODY OF CHRIST SAVE ME . $ BLOOD OF CHRIST INTOXICATE ME . $ WATER FROM THE SIDE OF CHRIST WASH ME . $ PASSION OF CHRIST STRENGTHEN ME . $ OH GOOD JESUS HEAR ME . $ WITHIN THY WOUNDS HIDE ME . $ NEVER LET ME BE SEPARATED FROM THEE . $ FROM THE MALIGNANT ENEMY DEFEND ME . $ AT MY DEATH CALL ME AND BID ME COME TO THEE THAT WITH THY SA INTS I MAY PRAISE THEE FOREVER AND EVER AMEN . $ 03 AMEN . $ < ( SILENCE AGAIN ) > $ 04 < ( LOUD . $ CHEERFUL ) > $ ALL CLEAR ! $ LET 'S HAVE THE LIGHTS . $ 03 < ( TURNS ON THE LIGHTS ) > $ PHEW ! $ WHAT WE ALL NEED NOW IS A DRINK . $ 02 < ( TO DAVID ) > $ WHO WAS IT ? $ WHAT WAS IT ? $ 03 NOBODY THIS TIME , THANK GOD . $ WHERE ARE THESE GLASSES , NINA ? $ #94 $ 01 THERE 'S ONLY ONE , TADDY . $ < ( BRINGS OUT HALF PINT MUG ) > $ 03 WELL , WE 'LL JUST HAVE TO HAVE A LOVING CUP . $ < ( HOLDS GLASS OUT TO DAVID WHO POURS BRANDY INTO IT . $ THEN HANDS IT TO ELLEN . $ VERY COURTLY ) > $ OUR GUEST FIRST . $ 04 DRINK ELLEN . $ IT 'LL DO YOU GOOD . $ 03 THAT 'S IT . $ < ( THEN HANDS IT TO DAVID BUT NINA INTERVENES AND GRABS IT ) > $ 01 LADIES FIRST . $ < ( DRINKS ) > $ 03 NINA NINA . $ YOU 'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE HOSTESS . $ 01 < ( TO DAVID HANDING HIM THE GLASS ) > $ SORRY DUCKY . $ 04 QUITE ALL RIGHT . $ WELL . $ HERE 'S TO THE GOOD LIFE . $ < ( DRINKS AND HANDS IT ON TO TADDY ) > $ 03 < ( RAISING GLASS ) > $ THE GOOD LIFE . $ CHAMPAGNE AND CADILLACS AND A MONTH IN THE COUNTRY ! $ 02 < ( GOES UP TO DAVID AND WHISPERS ) > $ PLEASE CAN WE GO NOW ? $ 04 HANG ON , LOVE . $ 02 < ( WHISPERING ) > $ BUT WHY CAN'T WE ? $ 01 WHISPER , WHISPER $ < ( WAGS HER FINGER ) > $ BAD MANNERS AGAIN . $ 04 SHE 'S A BIT UPSET . $ 01 I 'M NOT SURPRISED , POOR LITTLE ELAINE . $ FRIGHTENED INTO A FIT LIKE THAT . $ I DON'T WONDER . $ OH IT 'S A MAN'S WORLD , MY DEAR . $ TAKE IT FROM ME . $ 03 SHE DIDN'T HAVE A FIT . $ 01 THERE NOW , THERE I GO AGAIN . $ MIXING THINGS UP . $ IT 'S THE SHOCK . $ #95 $ HAVE SOME MORE BRANDY , ELAINE LOVEY . $ 03 THAT 'S RIGHT . $ COME AND SIT DOWN . $ < ( POURS SOME MORE AND LEADS HER TO A CHAIR . $ THEN TO DAVID ) > $ SHE 'S TREMBLING . $ < ( DAVID GOES AND SITS BY ELLEN ON THE FLOOR . $ HE PUTS HIS ARM ACROSS HER LEGS AND HUGS THEM ) > $ 04 IT 'S ALL RIGHT . $ IT 'S ALL RIGHT . $ < ( ELLEN DRINKS AND NINA COMES OVER AND TAKES THE GLASS ) > $ 01 BETTER NOW ? $ I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL . $ IT 'S HARD ON A WOMAN . $ < ( MOVES ABOUT ORATING AND DRINKING ) > $ NIGHT AFTER NIGHT I 'LL SIT HERE - SOMETIMES WITHOUT NO LIGH T IF I HAVEN'T GOT A TANNER . $ OH AND I HATE THE DARK . $ I 'LL JUST SIT WAITING - WAITING . $ HIM OUT $ < ( INDICATING TADDY ) > $ GOD KNOWS WHERE - LARKING ABOUT . $ AND I THINK TO MYSELF , ' NINA ' I THINK , ' THIS COULD BE T HE NIGHT . ' $ KNOCK ON THE DOOR . $ IN THEY 'LL COME . $ BREAK THE DOOR DOWN MOST LIKELY - I WOULDN'T OPEN IT . $ PARALYSED WITH FEAR IN MY CHAIR WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN . $ CRASH ! $ < ( ELLEN JUMPS AND NINA PATS HER AND SAYS SOFTLY ) > $ CRASH . $ IN THEY 'D COME . $ THERE THEY 'D BE . $ ' YOUR TURN , MISSUS ! $ < ( DRAMATIC THRILLING TONES ) > $ IT 'S YOUR TURN NOW ! ' $ 03 YOU ALWAYS THINK IT 'S YOUR TURN , NINA . $ WHY SHOULD IT BE YOU ? $ BET YOU THOUGHT IT WAS YOUR TURN TONIGHT . $ 01 MIGHT HAVE BEEN . $ MIGHT HAVE BEEN . $ WHY NOT I 'D LIKE TO KNOW ? $ 03 IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN MINE . $ OR HIS . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ OR HERS . $ < ( SILENCE AND THEY ALL LOOK AT ELLEN ) > $ 02 MY TURN FOR WHAT ? $ < ( TO DAVID ) > $ WHAT DO THEY MEAN ? $ 01 < ( THROUGH LAUGHTER TO TADDY ) > $ SHE THOUGHT YOU WERE A DETECTIVE . $ #96 $ < ( DAVID AND TADDY LAUGH HEARTILY ) > $ 02 SHE SAID YOU WERE A BLACKMAILER . $ 01 OOOOOH I NEVER . $ WHAT A FIB . $ I DIDN'T , TADDY . $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ THAT WAS YOUR STORY . $ 04 < ( KIND . $ TO ELLEN ) > $ REALLY ? $ DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT ? $ 02 I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK . $ I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS HAPPENING . $ 03 < ( TO THE OTHERS ) > $ BE FAIR . $ IT 'S NOT SURPRISING . $ < ( TO ELLEN , SMILING ) > $ EVERYTHING HAPPENING SO FAST . $ NOT A BIT SURPRISING . $ 01 I COULDN'T TELL HER COULD I , TADDY ? $ I MEAN I COULDN'T TELL HER ALL ABOUT YOU . $ IT WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN RIGHT . $ 03 < ( FORMAL . $ GRAVE ) > $ NO , THAT 'S TRUE , NINA . $ IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN RIGHT AND I THANK YOU FOR YOUR DISCRE TION . $ 01 < ( HUMBLE ) > $ THANK YOU , TADDY . $ BUT YOU COULD TELL HER , COULDN'T YOU . $ 03 < ( LOOKS DOWN . $ PENSIVE . $ THEN LOOKS UP ) > $ YES . $ YES . $ I COULD TELL HER . $ 01 < ( PULLS UP A CHAIR NEAR ELLEN AND SITS DOWN ) > $ TADDY 'LL TELL YOU . $ 03 < ( MANNERED AND ACTORISH BUT NOT PARODY ) > $ IT 'S A SAD LITTLE STORY AND RATHER STUPID . $ I WAS A DOCTOR - QUITE A GOOD DOCTOR IN FACT . $ WHEN I WAS FORTY , SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME . $ < ( DEPRECATORY ) > $ I WON'T SAY IT WAS THE VOICE OF GOD . $ < ( SERIOUS AGAIN ) > $ BUT I DID FEEL I 'D BEEN - WELL - CALLED . $ I SUPPOSE YOU COULD SAY IT WAS A SORT OF VOCATION - MISSION - SOMETHING LIKE THAT . $ I LEFT MY HOME . $ #97 $ 01 MUSWELL HILL . $ 03 < ( SHOOTS HER A BRIEF GLANCE . $ THEN NODS AND SMILES REMINISCENTLY ) > $ MUSWELL HILL . $ < ( THEN VERY SERIOUSLY TO ELLEN ) > $ I LEFT MY WIFE AND CHILDREN . $ I LEFT MY EXCELLENT PRACTICE - THE WHOLE LIFE I 'D KNOWN AND LOVED . $ AN I WENT DOWN THE EAST END OF LONDON . $ TO THE WORST SLUMMIEST PART OF THE DOCKS . $ I WANTED TO LIVE WITH THE METHS DRINKERS . $ I FELT I COULD HELP THEM TO ... FIND THEIR WAY BACK . $ < ( PAUSES ) > $ 04 < ( RESPECTFUL ) > $ WHAT HAPPENED ? $ 03 < ( SHRUGS . $ IRONIC ) > $ WHAT HAPPENED WAS THAT MY CAPACITY FOR SUFFERING , MY ZEAL F OR COMBATING THE UGLINESS AND WASTE TURNED OUT TO BE LESS TH AN MY SENSE OF PERSONAL DESPAIR . $ THE DESPAIR BEING , I SUPPOSE , WHY I WENT INTO THE ABSURD B LOODY THING IN THE FIRST PLACE . $ 04 < ( SYMPATHETIC ) > $ I SUPPOSE SO . $ 03 < ( JAUNTY ) > $ WELL , I CRACKED UP ALL OVER THE SHOP , BECAME AN ALCOHOLIC MYSELF AND ENDED UP FAR WORSE THAN THOSE PEOPLE I 'D GONE O UT TO ' SPEND MY COMPASSION ' ON . $ THEY HAD NONE FOR ME . $ THEY HATED ME . $ < ( TURNS AWAY , MOVED ) > $ I COULDN'T RUN . $ I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO RUN TO . $ OR WHY . $ SO I TRIED SUICIDE . $ A PATHETIC ATTEMPT . $ < ( TURNS BACK ) > $ NINA FOUND ME . $ < ( SIMPLY ) > $ SHE SAVED MY LIFE . $ < ( NINA SMILES AND SHAKES HER HEAD , LOOKS DOWN AT HER HAND S ) > $ WE CAME HERE . $ 04 < ( AFTER A PAUSE ) > $ AND NOW YOU LOOK AFTER HER . $ 03 THAT 'S ABOUT IT . $ I DO WHAT I CAN . $ ONE TO ONE SALVATION . $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ HOW DOES THAT SOUND TO YOU ? $ < ( SHE LOOKS INTO TADDY'S FACE . $ THE OTHER TWO LOOK AT HER ) > $ 02 I - I 'M SORRY . $ < ( NINA AND DAVID EXCHANGE A VERY FAINT SMILE ) > $ #98 $ 03 AH , DON'T BE SORRY FOR ME . $ I 'M SAFE HERE . $ NINA 'S SAFE . $ 01 YOU NEVER KNOW , TADDY , YOU NEVER KNOW . $ THE KNOCK ON THE DOOR . $ 03 NO , YOU NEVER DO KNOW . $ IT 'S BEST NOT TO FORGET . $ < ( TO DAVID ) > $ YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I THINK . $ 04 YES I THINK I DO . $ < ( SHAKES HIS HEAD ) > $ IT 'S UNCANNY . $ < ( LOOKS UP AT THEM ) > $ DO YOU KNOW - MY OWN FATHER DIED WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN - A HOP ELESS ALCOHOLIC . $ 01 < ( WARM ) > $ FUNNY OLD WORLD . $ 02 < ( TO DAVID ) > $ YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT . $ 04 I 'VE NEVER TOLD ANYONE , ELLEN , UNTIL JUST NOW . $ AND I COULD NEVER FORGIVE MY FATHER EITHER . $ BUT NOW , SOMEHOW , I THINK I DO FORGIVE HIM . $ 01 THAT 'S RIGHT . $ GOD REST HIM . $ WE 'RE ALL SINNERS DEAR . $ ALL MISERABLE SINNERS . $ 04 I 'D WORSHIPPED HIM , YOU SEE . $ I WAS THE ONLY CHILD AND I THOUGHT HE WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD . $ 01 < ( LEANING FORWARD ) > $ AND WHAT WAS YOUR MUMMY LIKE , DEAR ? $ IT MUST HAVE BEEN TERRIBLE FOR HER . $ < ( DAVID , AS TADDY DID , LOOKS AT HER BRIEFLY ) > $ 04 MY MOTHER ? $ ... OH SHE $ < ( LAUGHS FONDLY ) > $ WAS A BEAUTIFUL FOOLISH WOMAN . $ I NEVER TOOK HER VERY SERIOUSLY , I 'M AFRAID . $ ALL SHE SEEMED TO CARE ABOUT WAS PARTIES AND PRETTY CLOTHES . $ I HADN'T ANY IDEA , YOU SEE , THAT SHE WAS JUST PUTTING UP A FRONT ON A HIDEOUS SITUATION . $ SHE KEPT IT FROM ME . $ THEN - WHEN - WHEN IT HAPPENED ... $ OH , I DON'T WANT TO BORE YOU WITH ALL THAT . $ 03 NO NO , PLEASE . $ I THINK YOU SHOULD TELL US . $ #99 $ 01 WHAT DID SHE DO , POOR THING ? $ 04 WELL THERE WAS NO MONEY OF COURSE . $ SHE JUST WENT OUT TO WORK . $ SHE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING REALLY . $ JOBS IN SHOPS , WORKING IN A LAUNDRY , DISHWASHING - $ OH , SHE 'D ALWAYS LOSE THE JOB BUT SHE JUST WENT ON - ON TO ANOTHER AND ANOTHER . $ SHE SO DESPERATELY WANTED ME TO STAY IN SCHOOL AND HAVE A CA REER . $ BUT ... SHE JUST WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ SHE COULDN'T TAKE IT . $ 02 < ( TAKING HIS HAND ) > $ DID SHE ... DIE ? $ < ( NOW TADDY AND NINA EXCHANGE THE SAME FAINT SMILE ) > $ 04 NO . $ SHE DIDN'T DIE . $ SHE 'S ... IN AN ASYLUM NOT FAR FROM EASTBOURNE . $ 03 DO YOU SEE HER ? $ 04 OH YES . $ ONCE A WEEK I GO DOWN THERE . $ SHE LIVES IN A KIND OF DREAM REALLY . $ SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I GO . $ YOU SEE SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO I AM . $ 01 DOESN'T RECOGNISE YOU - HER OWN SON ? $ 04 NO . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ SOMETIMES SHE THINKS I 'M MY FATHER . $ < ( PAUSE ) > $ THOSE ARE THE WORST TIMES . $ < ( THERE IS A SILENCE ) > $ 01 OH WHAT A TRAGEDY . $ WHAT A SAD AND TRAGICAL STORY . $ IT REMINDS ME . $ OH IT HAS TAKEN ME BACK ; JUST ALL THAT ABOUT THE PRETTY CLO THES . $ I HAD SUCH LOVELY CLOTHES ONCE . $ IN PARIS $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ IF YOU COULD BELIEVE THAT . $ 03 NO SHE COULDN'T . $ 01 WHY NOT PRAY ? $ < ( ELLEN TAKES HER HAND FROM DAVID . $ TOUCHES NINA'S KNEE ) > $ 02 GO ON . $ GO ON . $ PLEASE TELL ME . $ #100 $ 01 < ( SULKY ) > $ YOU HEARD WHAT HE SAID . $ 02 < ( URGENT ) > $ NO . $ I DIDN'T . $ I DIDN'T . $ WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN PARIS ? $ TELL ME . $ 03 ' RAN AWAY FROM HOME AT SIXTEEN ? ' $ ' ARTIST'S MODEL IN THE LATIN QUARTER ? ' $ IT 'S A HOPELESS RIDICULOUS STORY , NINA , AND YOU KNOW IT . $ 01 I DON'T SEE WHY ? $ WHAT ABOUT HIM TRYING TO SHOOT ME ON THAT CHANNEL STEAMER ? $ 02 WHO ? $ WHO DID ? $ TELL ME . $ 01 THE PAINTER CHAPPIE , DEAR , WHAT I LIVED WITH . $ 03 OH GIVE OVER NINA . $ WE CAN'T TAKE ALL THAT . $ 01 < ( TRIUMPHANTLY INDIGNANT ) > $ SEE ! $ SPOILSPORT AGAIN ! $ WE CAN TAKE YOUR STORY . $ OH OF COURSE . $ OH DEFINITELY . $ DOCTOR IN MUSWELL HILL INDEED . $ 03 YOU SAID MUSWELL HILL . $ 01 WELL I WAS A BIT CROSS . $ NATURALLY I WAS THINKING IT WAS GOING TO BE THE ONE ABOUT YO U BEING A MASTER IN THAT PUBLIC SCHOOL AND CAUGHT IN BED WIT H ONE OF THE BOYS . $ ALL THE SCANDAL AND THE DISGRACE . $ < ( ASIDE TO ELLEN ) > $ I WAS THE SCHOOL COOK , SEE . $ 02 NO . $ NO . $ NO . $ NO . $ NO . $ 03 THAT 'S WHERE THAT ONE FALLS TO BITS . $ YOU A COOK . $ YOU CAN'T EVEN MAKE A CUP OF TEA . $ 01 I COULD . $ 03 YES YOU COULD . $ BUT YOU WON'T AND YOU DON'T . $ < ( THEN TO DAVID ) > $ HOW IS YOUR MOTHER ? $ 02 DON'T ! $ 04 WONDERFUL FOR HER AGE , REALLY . $ SHE AND MY FATHER HAVE A COTTAGE IN THE COUNTRY . $ #101 $ HE 'S RETIRED NOW . $ < ( ELLEN PUTS HER HANDS OVER HER EYES AND DOUBLES UP , HIDI NG HER FACE IN HER LAP . $ DAVID GETS UP AND MOVES AWAY AND THEY ALL THREE STAND LOOKIN G AT HER . $ THERE IS A SILENCE ) > $ 01 GOT A PAIN PERHAPS . $ 03 LOOKS MORE FRIGHTENED TO ME . $ 04 I EXPECT BOTH . $ 01 I GET A PAIN IN MY TUM WHEN I 'M FRIGHTENED . $ < ( BRIGHTLY ) > $ NO NEED TO BE SCARED ELAINE DEAR . $ < ( ELLEN SITS UP AND LOOKS AT THEM ALL ) > $ 02 I 'M NOT ELAINE . $ I 'M ELLEN . $ ELLEN . $ ELLEN . $ 04 YES ? $ < ( A PAUSE WHILE SHE STARES AT HIM ) > $ 02 THAT 'S ALL $ < ( HUGS HERSELF TIGHT ) > $ 03 WELL , IT 'S QUITE A LOT . $ < ( ANOTHER PAUSE WHILE THEY REGARD HER ) > $ 01 < ( JUDICIOUS ) > $ SHE IS FRIGHTENED YOU KNOW . $ LOOK AT HER . $ LIKE A LITTLE WILD CREATURE IN A TRAP . $ 04 < ( KINDLY ) > $ WELL ACTUALLY THAT 'S ONE OF HER FAVOURITE PARTS . $ SHE 'S EXTREMELY GOOD AT THAT ONE . $ 01 OH - IS SHE AN ACTRESS ? $ ARE YOU AN ACTRESS , DUCK ? $ 04 < ( STILL PLEASANT ) > $ MORE OF A PERFORMER REALLY . $ < ( ELLEN STARES AT HIM WITH REAL PAIN AND THEN CONVULSIVELY DOUBLES UP AGAIN ) > $ #102 $ 04 < ( STRONG AND SHARP ) > $ DON'T DO THAT ! $ SIT UP ! $ < ( SLOWLY ELLEN DOES BUT SHE CAN'T LOOK AT HIM ) > $ 01 WELL THERE 'S NO NEED TO SHOUT , SURELY . $ POOR LITTLE POPPET . $ YOU 'RE NOT TO SHOUT AT HER . $ < ( CLAPS HER HANDS ) > $ I TELL YOU WHAT - WE 'LL HAVE ANOTHER LITTLE GAME . $ THAT 'LL CHEER HER UP . $ HIDE AND SEEK . $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ YOU CAN BE ' IT ' FIRST . $ < ( THEN LOUDER TO HER ) > $ HIDE AND SEEK , DEAR . $ QUICK NOW . $ WE 'RE ONLY GOING TO COUNT TO TWENTY . $ < ( SHE CLAPS HER HANDS OVER HER EYES . $ TADDY AND DAVID FOLLOW SUIT . $ NINA STARTS COUNTING AND THEY JOIN HER AND ALL COUNT LOUDER AND FASTER TO TWENTY . $ ELLEN JUST SITS ABSOLUTELY STILL , STARING ) > $ READY OR NOT , HERE WE COME ! $ < ( THEY UNCOVER THEIR EYES AND START LOOKING ELABORATELY AN D SILENTLY ROUND THE ROOM UNDER THINGS AND BEHIND THINGS ) > $ 04 NOBODY FOUND HER YET ? $ 01 NOT A SAUSAGE . $ 03 SHE 'S VERY GOOD AT THIS - REMARKABLE . $ 01 WELL WHERE CAN SHE BE ? $ 02 < ( SUDDEN . $ WILDLY ) > $ I 'M HERE ! $ < ( THEY ALL TURN ROUND AND LOOK AT HER ASTONISHED AND DELIG HTED ) > $ 01 THERE SHE IS ! $ 03 WELL YOU CERTAINLY HAD US FOOLED . $ 01 < ( TO DAVID ) > $ YOUR TURN NOW , DEAR . $ < ( SHE AND TADDY PUT THEIR HANDS OVER THEIR EYES . $ THEY HAVE COUNTED TO FIVE WHEN NINA TAKES HER HANDS DOWN AND LOOKS AT ELLEN ) > $ #103 $ OH NAUGHTY . $ MUSTN'T CHEAT . $ < ( GOES OVER TO HER AND PUTS HER HANDS OVER HER EYES FOR HE R ) > $ NO PEEKING NOW . $ BACK TO ONE , TADDY . $ WE WEREN'T READY . $ ONE ! $ < ( AND AGAIN SHE AND TADDY COUNT FASTER AND LOUDER TO TWENT Y ) > $ 03 READY OR NOT HERE WE COME ! $ < ( THEY TAKE THEIR HANDS DOWN . $ DAVID HAS MOVED TO SIT DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF ELLEN ON HIS HEE LS . $ HER HANDS ARE STILL OVER HER EYES . $ TADDY AND NINA START LOOKING ROUND THE ROOM AGAIN ) > $ 01 < ( TURNING AND LOOKING AT ELLEN ) > $ OH NOW . $ WHO 'S BEING NAUGHTY AGAIN . $ PLAY UP , PLAY UP AND PLAY THE GAME . $ OPEN YOUR EYES . $ 03 < ( GOES OVER TO ELLEN AND TAKES HER HANDS DOWN ) > $ YOU 'VE GOT TO LOOK TOO . $ 01 WE CAN'T FIND HIM ANYWHERE . $ 02 HE 'S HERE ! $ HE 'S HERE ! $ 01 THERE NOW . $ SHE 'S FOUND HIM . $ 03 VERY QUICK . $ VERY QUICK INDEED . $ THIS GIRL 'S A CHAMPION , NINA . $ < ( ELLEN LOOKS INTO DAVID'S FACE AND SPEAKS WITH REAL ENTRE ATY ) > $ 02 DAVID ? $ < ( HE LOOKS IMPASSIVELY BACK AT HER . $ SHE GETS UP QUICKLY AND BACKS AWAY . $ AT ONCE DAVID GETS UP AND STEPS BACK TO JOIN THE OTHERS ) > $ 04 SOMETHING WRONG ? $ #104 $ 02 DON'T SPEAK TO ME ! $ YOU 'RE ONE OF THEM . $ 04 AND WHO ARE ' THEY ' ? $ 02 < ( POINTING ) > $ THEM ! $ THEM ! $ THEY 'RE THE ONES WHO MADE ME COME HERE . $ 03 < ( QUIET BUT A LITTLE DANGEROUS ) > $ MADE ? $ MADE ? $ HOW ' MADE ' ? $ 01 WHO STARTED IT THEN ? $ WHO BEGAN ? $ 02 YOU DID ! $ 01 OH NO , YOU CAME UP TO ME . $ YOU BEGAN . $ 02 YOU KEPT ME . $ YOU WOULDN'T LET ME GO . $ 04 < ( SHARP ) > $ FORCED YOU ? $ 02 I DIDN'T SAY THAT - $ 03 LOCKED ALL THE DOORS DID WE ? $ 02 NO , IT WASN'T - $ 03 ARE YOU SAYING YOU 'VE BEEN KEPT A PRISONER HERE ? $ 02 < ( LOUD AND DESPERATE ) > $ NO ! $ NO ! $ NO ! $ < ( THERE IS A PAUSE ) > $ 01 < ( COMFORTABLY ) > $ WELL A ' COURSE SHE WASN'T . $ 03 < ( LAUGHS GENTLY ) > $ A PRISONER ... DEAR , DEAR , DEAR . $ 04 < ( TO ELLEN . $ CLINICAL AND INTERESTED ) > $ YOU ARE FRIGHTENED . $ 02 YES . $ 04 WHAT OF ? $ #105 $ 02 YOU ALL TOLD LIES . $ ALL OF YOU . $ YOU JUST GO ON TELLING LIES . $ 01 STORIES MORE , REALLY . $ 02 AND GAMES . $ AND TURNING OFF THE LIGHTS . $ AND SOMETHING BAD OUTSIDE ONLY NOTHING REALLY . $ PRETENDING NOT TO SEE WHEN YOU COULD . $ ANOTHER LIE OR A GAME OR A JOKE . $ NOTHING ORDINARY . $ NOTHING REAL . $ 03 IF IT 'S NOT ORDINARY IT CAN'T BE REAL ? $ 01 NO SURPRISES , EH ? $ 02 IT 'S NOT THAT . $ I DON'T MEAN THAT . $ 04 WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? $ 02 < ( HALTINGLY TO HIM BUT EMPHATIC TOO ) > $ I MEAN YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THINGS . $ YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT . $ YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHAT 'S GOING TO HAPPEN , WHAT TO DO . $ 04 < ( WITH REAL FEELING . $ TO HER ) > $ NO ! $ NO ! $ YOU DON'T ! $ 02 I DO . $ 04 WHY ? $ YOU TELL ME WHY , ELLEN . $ 02 BECAUSE ... BECAUSE IF EVERYBODY BREAKS ALL THE RULES THE N - THEN IT ALL FALLS APART . $ 03 WHAT RULES ? $ 02 < ( TO DAVID ) > $ YOU KNOW . $ EVERYBODY KNOWS . $ THE RULES ABOUT WHAT YOU OUGHT TO DO . $ 01 AND WHAT YOU OUGHTN'T ? $ 02 YES ! $ YES ! $ I BROKE THE RULES $ < ( TO DAVID ) > $ AND I 'M BEING PUNISHED FOR IT NOW . $ I KNEW ALL ALONG I 'D BE PUNISHED FOR IT . $ #106 $ < ( THERE IS A PAUSE AND THEN TADDY GOES OVER TO HER . $ HE SPEAKS DIRECTLY TO HER WITH A GENTLE INTENSITY ) > $ 03 LISTEN . $ THERE WAS ONCE AN OLD WOMAN WHO LIVED IN A LITTLE HOUSE FACI NG A MOUNTAIN . $ NOW IN ORDER TO GET TO CHURCH , WHICH SHE DID EVERY DAY , SH E HAD TO CROSS OVER THE MOUNTAIN . $ SHE WAS OLD AND SHE WAS TIRED . $ ONE DAY SHE WAS READING HER BIBLE AND SHE CAME ACROSS THE BI T THAT SAYS FAITH CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS . $ AND SHE THOUGHT TO HERSELF , ' WELL , ' SHE THOUGHT . $ SO THAT NIGHT SHE CLOSED HER LITTLE CHINTZ CURTAINS AND SHE SAT UP THE WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH PRAYING THAT THE MOUNTAIN WOU LD BE MOVED . $ WHEN MORNING CAME , SHE DREW THE CURTAINS AND THERE WAS THE MOUNTAIN . $ AND SHE LOOKED , AND SHE SAID , ' I KNEW HE WOULDN'T . ' $ < ( SILENCE . $ NINA AND DAVID MAKE A SLIGHT MOVEMENT FORWARD . $ ELLEN LOOKS FROM ONE TO THE OTHER ) > $ 02 < ( TURNS AWAY ) > $ I DON'T UNDERSTAND . $ I DON'T UNDERSTAND . $ < ( DAVID STEPS SWIFTLY FORWARD , TAKES HER BY THE SHOULDERS AND TURNS HER ROUND TO LOOK AT HIM ) > $ 04 < ( ANGRY AND DESPERATE ) > $ NO OF COURSE YOU DON'T . $ HOW COULD YOU ? $ ELLEN , THAT STORY 'S ABOUT YOU . $ THAT 'S WHAT YOU DO . $ CAN'T YOU SEE ? $ IF YOU FIND YOU CAN'T PLAN AND DECIDE AHEAD AND MAKE SURE EV ERYBODY , INCLUDING YOU , PLAYS THE PARTS YOU 'VE GIVEN THEM , YOU JUST STOP BEING ANYONE AT ALL . $ YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE SITUATION SO THEN YOU BELIEVE THAT THE SITUATION IS CONTROLLING YOU . $ THEN IT ALL HAS TO BE A CONSPIRACY , YOU THE VICTIM . $ EITHER WAY - EITHER WAY , ELLEN , NOTHING IS ALLOWED TO OCCU R . $ 02 < ( DEFIANT . $ RELEASING HERSELF FROM HIS GRASP ) > $ AND DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO BE MAD BEFORE ANYTHING CAN OCCUR ? $ 04 < ( TURNING AWAY . $ WEARILY ) > $ MAYBE . $ YES . $ PROBABLY . $ UP TO A POINT . $ #107 $ 02 IT ISN'T LIKE THAT . $ IT CAN'T BE LIKE THAT . $ 04 < ( FACING HER AGAIN ) > $ IT ISN'T LIKE ANYTHING . $ IT JUST IS . $ < ( PUTS HIS HANDS ON TOP OF HIS HEAD , FRUSTRATED . $ THEN TAKES HIS HANDS DOWN AND SPEAKS FAST ) > $ LOOK , LOOK . $ I 'LL SHOW YOU WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED ALL THIS TO BE LIK E . $ < ( GOES OVER TO NINA ) > $ WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN SHE CAME UP TO YOU . $ GO ON . $ SHOW ME . $ 01 I WASN'T DOING NOTHING . $ JUST STANDING THERE LEANING ON MY STICK . $ < ( STARTS TO ACT THIS AS SHE GOES ON ) > $ OH YES , THAT 'S RIGHT , I DID GET A BIT CROSS . $ ALL THEM BLEEDING CARS . $ NONE OF THEM WOULD STOP FOR ME . $ RUSH RUSH RUSH , BACK AND FORTH . $ SO I STARTS SHAKING MY STICK AND SHOUTING A BIT . $ ' BASTARDS ! $ STOP WILL YOU ! $ LET ME ACROSS ONE OF YOU BUGGERS ! ' $ 04 WELL THAT WOULD BE WRONG FOR A START . $ < ( TO ELLEN ) > $ THAT 'S WRONG ISN'T IT ? $ POOR OLD LADIES DON'T SWEAR . $ < ( TO NINA ) > $ JUST BE HELPLESS AND PITIFUL . $ I 'M HER COMING UP TO HELP YOU . $ < ( TAKES A FEW STEPS AWAY AND THEN WALKS BACK LOOKING SOLIC ITOUS ) > $ 01 OH , OH WHAT SHALL I DO ? $ I 'LL NEVER GET HOME . $ WON'T SOMEBODY HELP A POOR OLD WOMAN ? $ 04 CAN I HELP ? $ 01 OH WOULD YOU , SIR - MISS , I MEAN . $ GOD BLESS YOU MISS . $ < ( THEY ACT CROSSING THE STREET ) > $ 04 ARE YOU SURE YOU 'RE ALL RIGHT ? $ CAN YOU GET HOME BY YOURSELF ? $ 01 I 'LL MANAGE . $ DON'T YOU WORRY YOUR PRETTY LITTLE HEAD ABOUT ME . $ IT 'S ONLY JUST UP THE HILL . $ 04 I 'LL SEE YOU HOME . $ NO , IT 'S NO TROUBLE . $ HERE , TAKE MY ARM . $ #108 $ < ( THEY WALK A FEW MORE STEPS . $ THEN TADDY COMES FORWARD AND MIMES , OPENING A DOOR ) > $ 03 OH THERE YOU ARE , MOTHER . $ 01 < ( INDIGNANT ) > $ MOTHER ! $ 03 < ( SMOOTHLY ) > $ SHUT UP NINA . $ I WAS GETTING QUITE WORRIED ABOUT YOU , MOTHER . $ YOU KNOW YOU DIDN'T OUGHT TO BE OUT ON YOUR OWN . $ 01 THIS YOUNG LADY SEEN ME HOME . $ 03 THERE 'S KIND . $ PLEASE DO STEP IN , MISS . $ NOW MOTHER YOU COME AND SIT DOWN . $ < ( HE AND DAVID SIT HER DOWN ) > $ SHE 'S NOT BEEN OUT OF HOSPITAL LONG , YOU KNOW . $ 01 < ( SHIVERING ) > $ I 'M COLD , SON . $ I 'M COLD . $ PUT THE FIRE ON . $ 03 I 'VE GOT NO MONEY FOR THE METER , MOTHER . $ I 'LL GET YOU A BLANKET . $ 04 PLEASE . $ I 'VE GOT PLENTY OF SIXPENCES AND SHILLINGS IN MY PURSE . $ TAKE THEM , DO . $ 03 OH YOU 'RE TOO KIND . $ SHE 'S TOO KIND ISN'T SHE , MOTHER ? $ 01 AH , YOU DON'T MEET MANY CHRISTIAN PEOPLE THESE DAYS . $ 03 AT LEAST LET US GIVE YOU A CUP OF TEA . $ 04 NO NO . $ I MUST GO . $ < ( AND THEN WITH A KIND OF SMILING SAVAGERY ) > $ I 'VE ' DONE ' YOU TWO , YOU SEE , AND NOW I 'VE GOT TO GO A ND ' DO ' HIM . $ < ( NOW , SLOWLY , TADDY AND DAVID TURN TO LOOK AT ELLEN . $ SHE LOOKS BACK . $ THEN SHE GETS UP VIOLENTLY FROM HER CHAIR KNOCKING IT OVER D ELIBERATELY ) > $ #109 $ 02 < ( CALM ) > $ I HATE THIS PLACE . $ < ( SHE STARTS TO MOVE ROUND THE ROOM , METHODICALLY TURNING OVER CHAIRS AND TABLES , PULLING PICTURES OFF THE WALLS ETC . $ SHE IS SILENT , CONCENTRATED AND SWIFT . $ THE OTHERS JUST WATCH HER ATTENTIVELY ) > $ THERE ! $ < ( SHE LOOKS ROUND AT THE MESS ) > $ I DID THAT ! $ 03 YES . $ 01 WHY ? $ 04 WERE YOU ANGRY ? $ 02 < ( WITH GLAD RAGE . $ LOUD ) > $ YES ! $ 04 < ( NICE , LOVING LAUGH ) > $ GOOD . $ GOOD . $ GOOD . $ 02 < ( TO HIM . $ FEROCIOUS AND LOVING ) > $ YOU CAN GO TO HELL ! $ < ( SHE PICKS UP HER BAG AND WALKS STRAIGHT OUT THE DOOR . $ THE OTHERS STAND STILL FOR A MOMENT ) > $ 01 SHE 'S LEFT THE DOOR OPEN . $ < ( LOOKS AT DAVID ) > $ AREN'T YOU GOING AFTER HER , DEAR ? $ 04 YES . $ 01 THAT 'S RIGHT . $ THAT 'S RIGHT , ISN'T IT TADDY ? $ 03 YES . $ < CURTAIN > $