FOR JEAN VERDENAL, 1889-1915
MORT AUX DARDENELLES
#OR PUOI LA QUANTITATE
COMPRENDER DELL'AMOR CH'A TE MI SCALDA,
QUANDO DISMENTO NOSTRA VANITATE,
TRATTANDO L'OMBRE COME COSA SALDA.#
THE LOVE SONG OF J& ALFRED PRUFROCK
((#S'IO CREDESSI CHE MIA RIPOSTA FOSSE
A PERSONA CHE MAI TORNASSE AL MONDO,
QUESTA FIAMMA STARIA SENZA PI*U SCOSSE.
MA PER CI*O CHE GIAMMAI DI QUESTO FONDO
NON TORN*O VIVO ALCUN, S'I'ODO IL VERO,
SENZA TEMA D'INFAMIA TI RISPONDO.#))
LET US GO THEN, YOU AND I,
WHEN THE EVENING IS SPREAD OUT AGAINST THE SKY
LIKE A PATIENT ETHERISED UPON A TABLE;
LET US GO, THROUGH CERTAIN HALF-DESERTED STREETS,
THE MUTTERING RETREATS
OF RESTLESS NIGHTS IN ONE-NIGHT CHEAP HOTELS
AND SAWDUST RESTAURANTS WITH OYSTER-SHELLS:
STREETS THAT FOLLOW LIKE A TEDIOUS ARGUMENT
OF INSIDIOUS INTENT
TO LEAD YOU TO AN OVERWHELMING QUESTION ...
OH, DO NOT ASK, %WHAT IS IT?%
LET US GO AND MAKE OUR VISIT.
IN THE ROOM THE WOMEN COME AND GO
TALKING OF MICHELANGELO.
THE YELLOW FOG THAT RUBS ITS BACK UPON THE WINDOW-PANES,
THE YELLOW SMOKE THAT RUBS ITS MUZZLE ON THE WINDOW-PANES,
LICKED ITS TONGUE INTO THE CORNERS OF THE EVENING,
LINGERED UPON THE POOLS THAT STAND IN DRAINS,
LET FALL UPON ITS BACK THE SOOT THAT FALLS FROM CHIMNEYS,
SLIPPED BY THE TERRACE, MADE A SUDDEN LEAP,
AND SEEING THAT IT WAS A SOFT OCTOBER NIGHT,
CURLED ONCE ABOUT THE HOUSE, AND FELL ASLEEP.
AND INDEED THERE WILL BE TIME
FOR THE YELLOW SMOKE THAT SLIDES ALONG THE STREET
RUBBING ITS BACK UPON THE WINDOW-PANES;
THERE WILL BE TIME, THERE WILL BE TIME
TO PREPARE A FACE TO MEET THE FACES THAT YOU MEET;
THERE WILL BE TIME TO MURDER AND CREATE,
AND TIME FOR ALL THE WORKS AND DAYS OF HANDS
THAT LIFT AND DROP A QUESTION ON YOUR PLATE;
TIME FOR YOU AND TIME FOR ME,
AND TIME YET FOR A HUNDRED INDECISIONS,
AND FOR A HUNDRED VISIONS AND REVISIONS,
BEFORE THE TAKING OF A TOAST AND TEA.
IN THE ROOM THE WOMEN COME AND GO
TALKING OF MICHELANGELO.
AND INDEED THERE WILL BE TIME
TO WONDER, %DO I DARE?% AND, %DO I DARE?%
TIME TO TURN BACK AND DESCEND THE STAIR,
WITH A BALD SPOT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY HAIR-
(THEY WILL SAY: %HOW HIS HAIR IS GROWING THIN!%)
MY MORNING COAT, MY COLLAR MOUNTING FIRMLY TO THE CHIN,
MY NECKTIE RICH AND MODEST, BUT ASSERTED BY A SIMPLE PIN-
(THEY WILL SAY: %BUT HOW HIS ARMS AND LEGS ARE THIN!%)
DO I DARE
DISTURB THE UNIVERSE?
IN A MINUTE THERE IS TIME
FOR DECISIONS AND REVISIONS WHICH A MINUTE WILL REVERSE.
FOR I HAVE KNOWN THEM ALL ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
HAVE KNOWN THE EVENINGS, MORNINGS, AFTERNOONS,
I HAVE MEASURED OUT MY LIFE WITH COFFEE SPOONS;
I KNOW THE VOICES DYING WITH A DYING FALL
BENEATH THE MUSIC FROM A FARTHER ROOM.
SO HOW SHOULD I PRESUME?
AND I HAVE KNOWN THE EYES ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
THE EYES THAT FIX YOU IN A FORMULATED PHRASE,
AND WHEN I AM FORMULATED, SPRAWLING ON A PIN,
WHEN I AM PINNED AND WRIGGLING ON THE WALL,
THEN HOW SHOULD I BEGIN
TO SPIT OUT ALL THE BUTT-ENDS OF MY DAYS AND WAYS?
AND HOW SHOULD I PRESUME?
AND I HAVE KNOWN THE ARMS ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
ARMS THAT ARE BRACELETED AND WHITE AND BARE
(BUT IN THE LAMPLIGHT, DOWNED WITH LIGHT BROWN HAIR!)
IS IT PERFUME FROM A DRESS
THAT MAKES ME SO DIGRESS?
ARMS THAT LIE ALONG A TABLE, OR WRAP ABOUT A SHAWL.
AND SHOULD I THEN PRESUME?
AND HOW SHOULD I BEGIN?
.....
SHALL I SAY, I HAVE GONE AT DUSK THROUGH NARROW STREETS
AND WATCHED THE SMOKE THAT RISES FROM THE PIPES
OF LONELY MEN IN SHIRT-SLEEVES, LEANING OUT OF WINDOWS? ...
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A PAIR OF RAGGED CLAWS
SCUTTLING ACROSS THE FLOORS OF SILENT SEAS.
.....
AND THE AFTERNOON, THE EVENING, SLEEPS SO PEACEFULLY!
SMOOTHED BY LONG FINGERS,
ASLEEP ... TIRED ... OR IT MALINGERS,
STRETCHED ON THE FLOOR, HERE BESIDE YOU AND ME.
SHOULD I, AFTER TEA AND CAKES AND ICES,
HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FORCE THE MOMENT TO ITS CRISIS?
BUT THOUGH I HAVE WEPT AND FASTED, WEPT AND PRAYED,
THOUGH I HAVE SEEN MY HEAD (GROWN SLIGHTLY BALD) BROUGHT IN UPON A PLATTER,
I AM NO PROPHET- AND HERE'S NO GREAT MATTER;
I HAVE SEEN THE MOMENT OF MY GREATNESS FLICKER,
AND I HAVE SEEN THE ETERNAL FOOTMAN HOLD MY COAT, AND SNICKER,
AND IN SHORT, I WAS AFRAID.
AND WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH IT, AFTER ALL,
AFTER THE CUPS, THE MARMALADE, THE TEA,
AMONG THE PORCELAIN, AMONG SOME TALK OF YOU AND ME,
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE,
TO HAVE BITTEN OFF THE MATTER WITH A SMILE,
TO HAVE SQUEEZED THE UNIVERSE INTO A BALL
TO ROLL IT TOWARDS SOME OVERWHELMING QUESTION,
TO SAY: %I AM LAZARUS, COME FROM THE DEAD,
COME BACK TO TELL YOU ALL, I SHALL TELL YOU ALL%-
IF ONE, SETTLING A PILLOW BY HER HEAD,
SHOULD SAY: %THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT AT ALL.
THAT IS NOT IT, AT ALL.%
AND WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH IT, AFTER ALL,
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE,
AFTER THE SUNSETS AND THE DOORYARDS AND THE SPRINKLED STREETS,
AFTER THE NOVELS, AFTER THE TEACUPS, AFTER THE SKIRTS THAT TRAIL ALONG T+
HE FLOOR-
AND THIS, AND SO MUCH MORE?-
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY JUST WHAT I MEAN!
BUT AS IF A MAGIC LANTERN THREW THE NERVES IN PATTERNS ON A SCREEN:
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE
IF ONE, SETTLING A PILLOW OR THROWING OFF A SHAWL,
AND TURNING TOWARD THE WINDOW, SHOULD SAY:
%THAT IS NOT IT AT ALL,
THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT, AT ALL.%
.....
NO! I AM NOT PRINCE HAMLET, NOR WAS MEANT TO BE;
AM AN ATTENDANT LORD, ONE THAT WILL DO
TO SWELL A PROGRESS, START A SCENE OR TWO,
ADVISE THE PRINCE; NO DOUBT, AN EASY TOOL,
DEFERENTIAL, GLAD TO BE OF USE,
POLITIC, CAUTIOUS, AND METICULOUS;
FULL OF HIGH SENTENCE, BUT A BIT OBTUSE;
AT TIMES, INDEED, ALMOST RIDICULOUS-
ALMOST, AT TIMES, THE FOOL.
I GROW OLD ... I GROW OLD ...
I SHALL WEAR THE BOTTOMS OF MY TROUSERS ROLLED.
SHALL I PART MY HAIR BEHIND? DO I DARE TO EAT A PEACH?
I SHALL WEAR WHITE FLANNEL TROUSERS, AND WALK UPON THE BEACH.
I HAVE HEARD THE MERMAIDS SINGING, EACH TO EACH.
I DO NOT THINK THAT THEY WILL SING TO ME.
I HAVE SEEN THEM RIDING SEAWARD ON THE WAVES
COMBING THE WHITE HAIR OF THE WAVES BLOWN BACK
WHEN THE WIND BLOWS THE WATER WHITE AND BLACK.
WE HAVE LINGERED IN THE CHAMBERS OF THE SEA
BY SEA-GIRLS WREATHED WITH SEAWEED RED AND BROWN
TILL HUMAN VOICES WAKE US, AND WE DROWN.
PORTRAIT OF A LADY
((#THOU HAST COMMITTED-
FORNICATION: BUT THAT WAS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY,
AND BESIDES, THE WENCH IS DEAD.#
THE JEW OF MALTA.))
AMONG THE SMOKE AND FOG OF A DECEMBER AFTERNOON
YOU HAVE THE SCENE ARRANGE ITSELF- AS IT WILL SEEM TO DO-
WITH %I HAVE SAVED THIS AFTERNOON FOR YOU%;
AND FOUR WAX CANDLES IN THE DARKENED ROOM,
FOUR RINGS OF LIGHT UPON THE CEILING OVERHEAD,
AN ATMOSPHERE OF JULIET'S TOMB
PREPARED FOR ALL THE THINGS TO BE SAID, OR LEFT UNSAID.
WE HAVE BEEN, LET US SAY, TO HEAR THE LATEST POLE
TRANSMIT THE PRELUDES, THROUGH HIS HAIR AND FINGER-TIPS.
%SO INTIMATE, THIS CHOPIN, THAT I THINK HIS SOUL
SHOULD BE RESURRECTED ONLY AMONG FRIENDS
SOME TWO OR THREE, WHO WILL NOT TOUCH THE BLOOM
THAT IS RUBBED AND QUESTIONED IN THE CONCERT ROOM.%
-AND SO THE CONVERSATION SLIPS
AMONG VELLEITIES AND CAREFULLY CAUGHT REGRETS
THROUGH ATTENUATED TONES OF VIOLINS
MINGLED WITH REMOTE CORNETS
AND BEGINS.
%YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME, MY FRIENDS,
AND HOW, HOW RARE AND STRANGE IT IS, TO FIND
IN A LIFE COMPOSED SO MUCH, SO MUCH OF ODDS AND ENDS,
(FOR INDEED I DO NOT LOVE IT ... YOU KNEW? YOU ARE NOT BLIND!
HOW KEEN YOU ARE!)
TO FIND A FRIEND WHO HAS THESE QUALITIES,
WHO HAS, AND GIVES
THOSE QUALITIES UPON WHICH FRIENDSHIP LIVES.
HOW MUCH IT MEANS THAT I SAY THIS TO YOU-
WITHOUT THESE FRIENDSHIPS- LIFE, WHAT #CAUCHEMAR!%#
AMONG THE WINDINGS OF THE VIOLINS
AND THE ARIETTES
OF CRACKED CORNETS
INSIDE MY BRAIN A DULL TOM-TOM BEGINS
ABSURDLY HAMMERING A PRELUDE OF ITS OWN,
CAPRICIOUS MONOTONE
THAT IS AT LEAST ONE DEFINITE %FALSE NOTE.%
-LET US TAKE THE AIR, IN A TOBACCO TRANCE,
ADMIRE THE MONUMENTS,
DISCUSS THE LATE EVENTS,
CORRECT OUR WATCHES BY THE PUBLIC CLOCKS.
THEN SIT FOR HALF AN HOUR AND DRINK OUR BOCKS.
NOW THAT LILACS ARE IN BLOOM
SHE HAS A BOWL OF LILACS IN HER ROOM
AND TWISTS ONE IN HER FINGERS WHILE SHE TALKS.
%AH, MY FRIEND, YOU DO NOT KNOW, YOU DO NOT KNOW
WHAT LIFE IS, YOU WHO HOLD IT IN YOUR HANDS%;
(SLOWLY TWISTING THE LILAC STALKS)
%YOU LET IT FLOW FROM YOU, YOU LET IT FLOW,
AND YOUTH IS CRUEL, AND HAS NO REMORSE
AND SMILES AT SITUATIONS WHICH IT CANNOT SEE.%
I SMILE, OF COURSE,
AND GO ON DRINKING TEA.
%YET WITH THESE APRIL SUNSETS, THAT SOMEHOW RECALL
MY BURIED LIFE, AND PARIS IN THE SPRING,
I FEEL IMMEASURABLY AT PEACE, AND FIND THE WORLD
TO BE WONDERFUL AND YOUTHFUL, AFTER ALL.%
THE VOICE RETURNS LIKE THE INSISTENT OUT-OF-TUNE
OF A BROKEN VIOLIN ON AN AUGUST AFTERNOON:
%I AM ALWAYS SURE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND
MY FEELINGS, ALWAYS SURE THAT YOU FEEL,
SURE THAT ACROSS THE GULF YOU REACH YOUR HAND.
YOU ARE INVULNERABLE, YOU HAVE NO ACHILLES' HEEL.
YOU WILL GO ON, AND WHEN YOU HAVE PREVAILED
YOU CAN SAY: AT THIS POINT MANY A ONE HAS FAILED.
BUT WHAT HAVE I, BUT WHAT HAVE I, MY FRIEND,
TO GIVE YOU, WHAT CAN YOU RECEIVE FROM ME?
ONLY THE FRIENDSHIP AND THE SYMPATHY
OF ONE ABOUT TO REACH HER JOURNEY'S END.
I SHALL SIT HERE, SERVING TEA TO FRIENDS. ...%
I TAKE MY HAT: HOW CAN I MAKE A COWARDLY AMENDS
FOR WHAT SHE HAS SAID TO ME?
YOU WILL SEE ME ANY MORNING IN THE PARK
READING THE COMICS AND THE SPORTING PAGE.
PARTICULARLY I REMARK
AN ENGLISH COUNTESS GOES UPON THE STAGE.
A GREEK WAS MURDERED AT A POLISH DANCE,
ANOTHER BANK DEFAULTER HAS CONFESSED.
I KEEP MY COUNTENANCE,
I REMAIN SELF-POSSESSED
EXCEPT WHEN A STREET-PIANO, MECHANICAL AND TIRED
REITERATES SOME WORN-OUT COMMON SONG
WITH THE SMELL OF HYACINTHS ACROSS THE GARDEN
RECALLING THINGS THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE DESIRED.
ARE THESE IDEAS RIGHT OR WRONG?
THE OCTOBER NIGHT COMES DOWN: RETURNING AS BEFORE
EXCEPT FOR A SLIGHT SENSATION OF BEING ILL AT EASE
I MOUNT THE STAIRS AND TURN THE HANDLE OF THE DOOR
AND FEEL AS IF I HAD MOUNTED ON MY HANDS AND KNEES.
%AND SO YOU ARE GOING ABROAD; AND WHEN DO YOU RETURN?
BUT THAT'S A USELESS QUESTION.
YOU HARDLY KNOW WHEN YOU ARE COMING BACK,
YOU WILL FIND SO MUCH TO LEARN.%
MY SMILE FALLS HEAVILY AMONG THE BRIC-*A-BRAC.
%PERHAPS YOU CAN WRITE TO ME.%
MY SELF-POSSESSION FLARES UP FOR A SECOND;
#THIS# IS AS I HAD RECKONED.
%I HAVE BEEN WONDERING FREQUENTLY OF LATE
(BUT OUR BEGINNINGS NEVER KNOW OUR ENDS!)
WHY WE HAVE NOT DEVELOPED INTO FRIENDS.%
I FEEL LIKE ONE WHO SMILES, AND TURNING SHALL REMARK
SUDDENLY, HIS EXPRESSION IN A GLASS,
MY SELF-POSSESSION GUTTERS; WE ARE REALLY IN THE DARK.
%FOR EVERYBODY SAID SO, ALL OUR FRIENDS,
THEY ALL WERE SURE OUR FEELINGS WOULD RELATE
SO CLOSELY! I MYSELF CAN HARDLY UNDERSTAND.
WE MUST LEAVE IT NOW TO FATE.
YOU WILL WRITE, AT ANY RATE.
PERHAPS IT IS NOT TOO LATE.
I SHALL SIT HERE, SERVING TEA TO FRIENDS.%
AND I MUST BORROW EVERY CHANGING SHAPE
TO FIND EXPRESSION ... DANCE, DANCE
LIKE A DANCING BEAR,
CRY LIKE A PARROT, CHATTER LIKE AN APE.
LET US TAKE THE AIR, IN A TOBACCO TRANCE-
WELL! AND WHAT IF SHE SHOULD DIE SOME AFTERNOON,
AFTERNOON GREY AND SMOKY, EVENING YELLOW AND ROSE;
SHOULD DIE AND LEAVE ME SITTING PEN IN HAND
WITH THE SMOKE COMING DOWN ABOVE THE HOUSETOPS;
DOUBTFUL, FOR A WHILE
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO FEEL OR IF I UNDERSTAND
OR WHETHER WISE OR FOOLISH, TARDY OR TOO SOON ...
WOULD SHE NOT HAVE THE ADVANTAGE, AFTER ALL?
THIS MUSIC IS SUCCESSFUL WITH A %DYING FALL%
NOW THAT WE TALK OF DYING-
AND SHOULD I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SMILE?
PRELUDES
THE WINTER EVENING SETTLES DOWN
WITH SMELL OF STEAKS IN PASSAGEWAYS.
SIX O'CLOCK.
THE BURNT-OUT ENDS OF SMOKY DAYS.
AND NOW A GUSTY SHOWER WRAPS
THE GRIMY SCRAPS
OF WITHERED LEAVES ABOUT YOUR FEET
AND NEWSPAPERS FROM VACANT LOTS;
THE SHOWERS BEAT
ON BROKEN BLINDS AND CHIMNEY-POTS,
AND AT THE CORNER OF THE STREET
A LONELY CAB-HORSE STEAMS AND STAMPS.
AND THEN THE LIGHTING OF THE LAMPS.
THE MORNING COMES TO CONSCIOUSNESS
OF FAINT STALE SMELLS OF BEER
FROM THE SAWDUST-TRAMPLED STREET
WITH ALL ITS MUDDY FEET THAT PRESS
TO EARLY COFFEE-STANDS.
WITH THE OTHER MASQUERADES
THAT TIME RESUMES,
ONE THINKS OF ALL THE HANDS
THAT ARE RAISING DINGY SHADES
IN A THOUSAND FURNISHED ROOMS.
YOU TOSSED A BLANKET FROM THE BED,
YOU LAY UPON YOUR BACK, AND WAITED;
YOU DOZED, AND WATCHED THE NIGHT REVEALING
THE THOUSAND SORDID IMAGES
OF WHICH YOUR SOUL WAS CONSTITUTED;
THEY FLICKERED AGAINST THE CEILING.
AND WHEN ALL THE WORLD CAME BACK
AND THE LIGHT CREPT UP BETWEEN THE SHUTTERS
AND YOU HEARD THE SPARROWS IN THE GUTTERS,
YOU HAD SUCH A VISION OF THE STREET
AS THE STREET HARDLY UNDERSTANDS;
SITTING ALONG THE BED'S EDGE, WHERE
YOU CURLED THE PAPERS FROM YOUR HAIR,
OR CLASPED THE YELLOW SOLES OF FEET
IN THE PALMS OF BOTH SOILED HANDS.
HIS SOUL STRETCHED TIGHT ACROSS THE SKIES
THAT FADE BEHIND A CITY BLOCK,
OR TRAMPLED BY INSISTENT FEET
AT FOUR AND FIVE AND SIX O'CLOCK;
AND SHORT SQUARE FINGERS STUFFING PIPES,
AND EVENING NEWSPAPERS, AND EYES
ASSURED OF CERTAIN CERTAINTIES,
THE CONSCIENCE OF A BLACKENED STREET
IMPATIENT TO ASSUME THE WORLD.
I AM MOVED BY FANCIES THAT ARE CURLED
AROUND THESE IMAGES, AND CLING:
THE NOTION OF SOME INFINITELY GENTLE
INFINITELY SUFFERING THING.
WIPE YOUR HAND ACROSS YOUR MOUTH, AND LAUGH;
THE WORLDS REVOLVE LIKE ANCIENT WOMEN
GATHERING FUEL IN VACANT LOTS.
RHAPSODY ON A WINDY NIGHT
TWELVE O'CLOCK.
ALONG THE REACHES OF THE STREET
HELD IN A LUNAR SYNTHESIS,
WHISPERING LUNAR INCANTATIONS
DISSOLVE THE FLOORS OF MEMORY
AND ALL ITS CLEAR RELATIONS,
ITS DIVISIONS AND PRECISIONS.
EVERY STREET LAMP THAT I PASS
BEATS LIKE A FATALISTIC DRUM,
AND THROUGH THE SPACES OF THE DARK
MIDNIGHT SHAKES THE MEMORY
AS A MADMAN SHAKES A DEAD GERANIUM.
HALF-PAST ONE,
THE STREET-LAMP SPUTTERED,
THE STREET-LAMP MUTTERED,
THE STREET-LAMP SAID, %REGARD THAT WOMAN
WHO HESITATES TOWARD YOU IN THE LIGHT OF THE DOOR
WHICH OPENS ON HER LIKE A GRIN.
YOU SEE THE BORDER OF HER DRESS
IS TORN AND STAINED WITH SAND,
AND YOU SEE THE CORNER OF HER EYE
TWISTS LIKE A CROOKED PIN.%
THE MEMORY THROWS UP HIGH AND DRY
A CROWD OF TWISTED THINGS;
A TWISTED BRANCH UPON THE BEACH
EATEN SMOOTH, AND POLISHED
AS IF THE WORLD GAVE UP
THE SECRET OF ITS SKELETON,
STIFF AND WHITE.
A BROKEN SPRING IN A FACTORY YARD,
RUST THAT CLINGS TO THE FORM THAT THE STRENGTH HAS LEFT
HARD AND CURLED AND READY TO SNAP.
HALF-PAST TWO,
THE STREET-LAMP SAID,
%REMARK THE CAT WHICH FLATTENS ITSELF IN THE GUTTER,
SLIPS OUT ITS TONGUE
AND DEVOURS A MORSEL OF RANCID BUTTER.%
SO THE HAND OF THE CHILD, AUTOMATIC,
SLIPPED OUT AND POCKETED A TOY THAT WAS RUNNING ALONG THE QUAY.
I COULD SEE NOTHING BEHIND THAT CHILD'S EYE.
I HAVE SEEN EYES IN THE STREET
TRYING TO PEER THROUGH LIGHTED SHUTTERS,
AND A CRAB ONE AFTERNOON IN A POOL,
AN OLD CRAB WITH BARNACLES ON HIS BACK,
GRIPPED THE END OF A STICK WHICH I HELD HIM.
HALF-PAST THREE,
THE LAMP SPUTTERED,
THE LAMP MUTTERED IN THE DARK.
THE LAMP HUMMED:
%REGARD THE MOON,
LA LUNE NE GARDE AUCUNE RANCUNE,
SHE WINKS A FEEBLE EYE,
SHE SMILES INTO CORNERS.
SHE SMOOTHS THE HAIR OF THE GRASS.
THE MOON HAS LOST HER MEMORY.
A WASHED-OUT SMALLPOX CRACKS HER FACE,
HER HAND TWISTS A PAPER ROSE,
THAT SMELLS OF DUST AND EAU DE COLOGNE,
SHE IS ALONE
WITH ALL THE OLD NOCTURNAL SMELLS
THAT CROSS AND CROSS ACROSS HER BRAIN.%
THE REMINISCENCE COMES
OF SUNLESS DRY GERANIUMS
AND DUST IN CREVICES,
SMELLS OF CHESTNUTS IN THE STREETS,
AND FEMALE SMELLS IN SHUTTERED ROOMS,
AND CIGARETTES IN CORRIDORS
AND COCKTAIL SMELLS IN BARS.
THE LAMP SAID,
%FOUR O'CLOCK,
HERE IS THE NUMBER ON THE DOOR.
MEMORY!
YOU HAVE THE KEY,
THE LITTLE LAMP SPREADS A RING ON THE STAIR.
MOUNT.
THE BED IS OPEN; THE TOOTH-BRUSH HANGS ON THE WALL,
PUT YOUR SHOES AT THE DOOR, SLEEP, PREPARE FOR LIFE.%
THE LAST TWIST OF THE KNIFE.
MORNING AT THE WINDOW
THEY ARE RATTLING BREAKFAST PLATES IN BASEMENT KITCHENS,
AND ALONG THE TRAMPLED EDGES OF THE STREET
I AM AWARE OF THE DAMP SOULS OF HOUSEMAIDS
SPROUTING DESPONDENTLY AT AREA GATES.
THE BROWN WAVES OF FOG TOSS UP TO ME
TWISTED FACES FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE STREET,
AND TEAR FROM A PASSER-BY WITH MUDDY SKIRTS
AN AIMLESS SMILE THAT HOVERS IN THE AIR
AND VANISHES ALONG THE LEVEL OF THE ROOFS.
THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#
THE READERS OF THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#
SWAY IN THE WIND LIKE A FIELD OF RIPE CORN.
WHEN EVENING QUICKENS FAINTLY IN THE STREET,
WAKENING THE APPETITES OF LIFE IN SOME
AND TO OTHERS BRINGING THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#,
I MOUNT THE STEPS AND RING THE BELL, TURNING
WEARILY, AS ONE WOULD TURN TO NOD GOOD-BYE TO LA ROCHEFOUCAULD,
IF THE STREET WERE TIME AND HE AT THE END OF THE STREET,
AND I SAY, %COUSIN HARRIET, HERE IS THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#.%
AUNT HELEN
MISS HELEN SLINGSBY WAS MY MAIDEN AUNT,
AND LIVED IN A SMALL HOUSE NEAR A FASHIONABLE SQUARE
CARED FOR BY SERVANTS TO THE NUMBER OF FOUR.
NOW WHEN SHE DIED THERE WAS SILENCE IN HEAVEN
AND SILENCE AT HER END OF THE STREET.
THE SHUTTERS WERE DRAWN AND THE UNDERTAKER WIPED HIS FEET-
HE WAS AWARE THAT THIS SORT OF THING HAD OCCURRED BEFORE.
THE DOGS WERE HANDSOMELY PROVIDED FOR,
BUT SHORTLY AFTERWARDS THE PARROT DIED TOO.
THE DRESDEN CLOCK CONTINUED TICKING ON THE MANTELPIECE,
AND THE FOOTMAN SAT UPON THE DINING-TABLE
HOLDING THE SECOND HOUSEMAID ON HIS KNEES-
WHO HAD ALWAYS BEEN SO CAREFUL WHILE HER MISTRESS LIVED.
COUSIN NANCY
MISS NANCY ELLICOTT
STRODE ACROSS THE HILLS AND BROKE THEM,
RODE ACROSS THE HILLS AND BROKE THEM-
THE BARREN NEW ENGLAND HILLS-
RIDING TO HOUNDS
OVER THE COW-PASTURE.
MISS NANCY ELLICOTT SMOKED
AND DANCED ALL THE MODERN DANCES;
AND HER AUNTS WERE NOT QUITE SURE HOW THEY FELT ABOUT IT,
BUT THEY KNEW THAT IT WAS MODERN.
UPON THE GLAZEN SHELVES KEPT WATCH
MATTHEW AND WALDO, GUARDIANS OF THE FAITH,
THE ARMY OF UNALTERABLE LAW.
MR& APOLLINAX
((;6W T3HS KAIN1OTHTOS. *HR1AKLEIS, T3HS PARADOCOLO1IAS.
E=UM1HXANOS 4ANQRWPOS.
LUCIAN))
WHEN MR& APOLLINAX VISITED THE UNITED STATES
HIS LAUGHTER TINKLED AMONG THE TEACUPS.
I THOUGHT OF FRAGILION, THAT SHY FIGURE AMONG THE BIRCH-TREES,
AND OF PRIAPUS IN THE SHRUBBERY
GAPING AT THE LADY IN THE SWING.
IN THE PALACE OF MRS& PHLACCUS, AT PROFESSOR CHANNING-CHEETAH'S
HE LAUGHED LIKE AN IRRESPONSIBLE FOETUS.
HIS LAUGHTER WAS SUBMARINE AND PROFOUND
LIKE THE OLD MAN OF THE SEA'S
HIDDEN UNDER CORAL ISLANDS
WHERE WORRIED BODIES OF DROWNED MEN DRIFT DOWN IN THE GREEN SILENCE,
DROPPING FROM FINGERS OF SURF.
I LOOKED FOR THE HEAD OF MR& APOLLINAX ROLLING UNDER A CHAIR
OR GRINNING OVER A SCREEN
WITH SEAWEED IN ITS HAIR.
I HEARD THE BEAT OF CENTAUR'S HOOFS OVER THE HARD TURF
AS HIS DRY AND PASSIONATE TALK DEVOURED THE AFTERNOON.
%HE IS A CHARMING MAN%- %BUT AFTER ALL WHAT DID HE MEAN?%-
%HIS POINTED EARS. ... HE MUST BE UNBALANCED.%-
%THERE WAS SOMETHING HE SAID THAT I MIGHT HAVE CHALLENGED.%
OF DOWAGER MRS& PHLACCUS, AND PROFESSOR AND MRS& CHEETAH
I REMEMBER A SLICE OF LEMON, AND A BITTEN MACAROON.
HYSTERIA
AS SHE LAUGHED I WAS AWARE OF BECOMING INVOLVED IN HER LAUGHTER
AND BEING PART OF IT, UNTIL HER TEETH WERE ONLY ACCIDENTAL STARS WITH
A TALENT FOR SQUAD-DRILL. I WAS DRAWN IN BY SHORT GASPS, INHALED AT
EACH MOMENTARY RECOVERY, LOST FINALLY IN THE DARK CAVERNS OF HER
THROAT, BRUISED BY THE RIPPLE OF UNSEEN MUSCLES. AN ELDERLY WAITER
WITH TREMBLING HANDS WAS HURRIEDLY SPREADING A PINK AND WHITE
CHECKED CLOTH OVER THE RUSTY GREEN IRON TABLE, SAYING: %IF THE
LADY AND GENTLEMAN WISH TO TAKE THEIR TEA IN THE GARDEN, IF THE
LADY AND GENTLEMAN WISH TO TAKE THEIR TEA IN THE GARDEN ...%
I DECIDED THAT IF THE SHAKING OF HER BREASTS COULD BE STOPPED,
SOME OF THE FRAGMENTS OF THE AFTERNOON MIGHT BE COLLECTED, AND
I CONCENTRATED MY ATTENTION WITH CAREFUL SUBTLETY TO THIS END.
CONVERSATION GALANTE
I OBSERVE: %OUR SENTIMENTAL FRIEND THE MOON!
OR POSSIBLY (FANTASTIC, I CONFESS)
IT MAY BE PRESTER JOHN'S BALLOON
OR AN OLD BATTERED LANTERN HUNG ALOFT
TO LIGHT POOR TRAVELLERS TO THEIR DISTRESS.%
SHE THEN: %HOW YOU DIGRESS!%
AND I THEN: %SOMEONE FRAMES UPON THE KEYS
THAT EXQUISITE NOCTURNE, WITH WHICH WE EXPLAIN
THE NIGHT AND MOONSHINE; MUSIC WHICH WE SEIZE
TO BODY FORTH OUR OWN VACUITY.%
SHE THEN: %DOES THIS REFER TO ME?%
%OH NO, IT IS I WHO AM INANE.%
%YOU, MADAM, ARE THE ETERNAL HUMORIST,
THE ETERNAL ENEMY OF THE ABSOLUTE,
GIVING OUR VAGRANT MOODS THE SLIGHTEST TWIST!
WITH YOUR AIR INDIFFERENT AND IMPERIOUS
AT A STROKE OUR MAD POETICS TO CONFUTE-%
AND- %ARE WE THEN SO SERIOUS?%
LA FIGLIA CHE PIANGE
((#O QUAM TE MEMOREM VIRGO# ...))
STAND ON THE HIGHEST PAVEMENT OF THE STAIR-
LEAN ON A GARDEN URN-
WEAVE, WEAVE THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR HAIR-
CLASP YOUR FLOWERS TO YOU WITH A PAINED SURPRISE-
FLING THEM TO THE GROUND AND TURN
WITH A FUGITIVE RESENTMENT IN YOUR EYES:
BUT WEAVE, WEAVE THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR HAIR.
SO I WOULD HAVE HAD HIM LEAVE,
SO I WOULD HAVE HAD HER STAND AND GRIEVE,
SO HE WOULD HAVE LEFT
AS THE SOUL LEAVES THE BODY TORN AND BRUISED,
AS THE MIND DESERTS THE BODY IT HAS USED.
I SHOULD FIND
SOME WAY INCOMPARABLY LIGHT AND DEFT,
SOME WAY WE BOTH SHOULD UNDERSTAND,
SIMPLE AND FAITHLESS AS A SMILE AND SHAKE OF THE HAND.
SHE TURNED AWAY, BUT WITH THE AUTUMN WEATHER
COMPELLED MY IMAGINATION MANY DAYS,
MANY DAYS AND MANY HOURS:
HER HAIR OVER HER ARMS AND HER ARMS FULL OF FLOWERS.
AND I WONDER HOW THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER!
I SHOULD HAVE LOST A GESTURE AND A POSE.
SOMETIMES THESE COGITATIONS STILL AMAZE
THE TROUBLED MIDNIGHT AND THE MOON'S REPOSE.
JOURNEY OF THE MAGI
%A COLD COMING WE HAD OF IT,
JUST THE WORST TIME OF THE YEAR
FOR A JOURNEY, AND SUCH A LONG JOURNEY:
THE WAYS DEEP AND THE WEATHER SHARP,
THE VERY DEAD OF WINTER.%
AND THE CAMELS GALLED, SORE-FOOTED, REFRACTORY,
LYING DOWN IN THE MELTING SNOW.
THERE WERE TIMES WE REGRETTED
THE SUMMER PALACES ON SLOPES, THE TERRACES,
AND THE SILKEN GIRLS BRINGING SHERBET.
THEN THE CAMEL MEN CURSING AND GRUMBLING
AND RUNNING AWAY, AND WANTING THEIR LIQUOR AND WOMEN,
AND THE NIGHT-FIRES GOING OUT, AND THE LACK OF SHELTERS,
AND THE CITIES HOSTILE AND THE TOWNS UNFRIENDLY
AND THE VILLAGES DIRTY AND CHARGING HIGH PRICES:
A HARD TIME WE HAD OF IT.
AT THE END WE PREFERRED TO TRAVEL ALL NIGHT,
SLEEPING IN SNATCHES,
WITH THE VOICES SINGING IN OUR EARS, SAYING
THAT THIS WAS ALL FOLLY.
THEN AT DAWN WE CAME DOWN TO A TEMPERATE VALLEY,
WET, BELOW THE SNOW LINE, SMELLING OF VEGETATION,
WITH A RUNNING STREAM AND A WATER-MILL BEATING THE DARKNESS,
AND THREE TREES ON THE LOW SKY.
AND AN OLD WHITE HORSE GALLOPED AWAY IN THE MEADOW.
THEN WE CAME TO A TAVERN WITH VINE-LEAVES OVER THE LINTEL,
SIX HANDS AT AN OPEN DOOR DICING FOR PIECES OF SILVER,
AND FEET KICKING THE EMPTY WINE-SKINS.
BUT THERE WAS NO INFORMATION, AND SO WE CONTINUED
AND ARRIVED AT EVENING, NOT A MOMENT TOO SOON
FINDING THE PLACE; IT WAS (YOU MAY SAY) SATISFACTORY.
ALL THIS WAS A LONG TIME AGO, I REMEMBER,
AND I WOULD DO IT AGAIN, BUT SET DOWN
THIS SET DOWN
THIS: WERE WE LED ALL THAT WAY FOR
BIRTH OR DEATH? THERE WAS A BIRTH, CERTAINLY,
WE HAD EVIDENCE AND NO DOUBT. I HAD SEEN BIRTH AND DEATH,
BUT HAD THOUGHT THEY WERE DIFFERENT; THIS BIRTH WAS
HARD AND BITTER AGONY FOR US, LIKE DEATH, OUR DEATH.
WE RETURNED TO OUR PLACES, THESE KINGDOMS,
BUT NO LONGER AT EASE HERE, IN THE OLD DISPENSATION,
WITH AN ALIEN PEOPLE CLUTCHING THEIR GODS.
I SHOULD BE GLAD OF ANOTHER DEATH.
A SONG FOR SIMEON
LORD, THE ROMAN HYACINTHS ARE BLOOMING IN BOWLS AND
THE WINTER SUN CREEPS BY THE SNOW HILLS;
THE STUBBORN SEASON HAS MADE STAND.
MY LIFE IS LIGHT, WAITING FOR THE DEATH WIND,
LIKE A FEATHER ON THE BACK OF MY HAND.
DUST IN SUNLIGHT AND MEMORY IN CORNERS
WAIT FOR THE WIND THAT CHILLS TOWARDS THE DEAD LAND.
GRANT US THY PEACE.
I HAVE WALKED MANY YEARS IN THIS CITY,
KEPT FAITH AND FAST, PROVIDED FOR THE POOR,
HAVE GIVEN AND TAKEN HONOUR AND EASE.
THERE WENT NEVER ANY REJECTED FROM MY DOOR.
WHO SHALL REMEMBER MY HOUSE, WHERE SHALL LIVE MY CHILDREN'S CHILDREN
WHEN THE TIME OF SORROW IS COME?
THEY WILL TAKE TO THE GOAT'S PATH, AND THE FOX'S HOME,
FLEEING FROM THE FOREIGN FACES AND THE FOREIGN SWORDS.
BEFORE THE TIME OF CORDS AND SCOURGES AND LAMENTATION
GRANT US THY PEACE.
BEFORE THE STATIONS OF THE MOUNTAIN OF DESOLATION,
BEFORE THE CERTAIN HOUR OF MATERNAL SORROW,
NOW AT THIS BIRTH SEASON OF DECEASE,
LET THE INFANT, THE STILL UNSPEAKING AND UNSPOKEN WORD,
GRANT ISRAEL'S CONSOLATION
TO ONE WHO HAS EIGHTY YEARS AND NO TO-MORROW.
ACCORDING TO THY WORD.
THEY SHALL PRAISE THEE AND SUFFER IN EVERY GENERATION
WITH GLORY AND DERISION,
LIGHT UPON LIGHT, MOUNTING THE SAINTS' STAIR.
NOT FOR ME THE MARTYRDOM, THE ECSTASY OF THOUGHT AND PRAYER,
NOT FOR ME THE ULTIMATE VISION.
GRANT ME THY PEACE.
(AND A SWORD SHALL PIERCE THY HEART,
THINE ALSO).
I AM TIRED WITH MY OWN LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THOSE AFTER ME,
I AM DYING IN MY OWN DEATH AND THE DEATHS OF THOSE AFTER ME.
LET THY SERVANT DEPART,
HAVING SEEN THY SALVATION.
ANIMULA
%ISSUES FROM THE HAND OF GOD, THE SIMPLE SOUL%
TO A FLAT WORLD OF CHANGING LIGHTS AND NOISE,
TO LIGHT, DARK, DRY OR DAMP, CHILLY OR WARM;
MOVING BETWEEN THE LEGS OF TABLES AND OF CHAIRS,
RISING OR FALLING, GRASPING AT KISSES AND TOYS,
ADVANCING BOLDLY, SUDDEN TO TAKE ALARM,
RETREATING TO THE CORNER OF ARM AND KNEE,
EAGER TO BE REASSURED, TAKING PLEASURE
IN THE FRAGRANT BRILLIANCE OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE,
PLEASURE IN THE WIND, THE SUNLIGHT AND THE SEA;
STUDIES THE SUNLIT PATTERN ON THE FLOOR
AND RUNNING STAGS AROUND A SILVER TRAY;
CONFOUNDS THE ACTUAL AND THE FANCIFUL,
CONTENT WITH PLAYING-CARDS AND KINGS AND QUEENS,
WHAT THE FAIRIES DO AND WHAT THE SERVANTS SAY.
THE HEAVY BURDEN OF THE GROWING SOUL
PERPLEXES AND OFFENDS MORE, DAY BY DAY;
WEEK BY WEEK, OFFENDS AND PERPLEXES MORE
WITH THE IMPERATIVES OF %IS AND SEEMS%
AND MAY AND MAY NOT, DESIRE AND CONTROL.
THE PAIN OF LIVING AND THE DRUG OF DREAMS
CURL UP THE SMALL SOUL IN THE WINDOW SEAT
BEHIND THE #ENCYCLOPAEDIA BRITANNICA.#
ISSUES FROM THE HAND OF TIME THE SIMPLE SOUL
IRRESOLUTE AND SELFISH, MISSHAPEN, LAME,
UNABLE TO FARE FORWARD OR RETREAT,
FEARING THE WARM REALITY, THE OFFERED GOOD,
DENYING THE IMPORTUNITY OF THE BLOOD,
SHADOW OF ITS OWN SHADOWS, SPECTRE IN ITS OWN GLOOM,
LEAVING DISORDERED PAPERS IN A DUSTY ROOM;
LIVING FIRST IN THE SILENCE AFTER THE VIATICUM.
PRAY FOR GUITERRIEZ, AVID OF SPEED AND POWER,
FOR BOUDIN, BLOWN TO PIECES,
FOR THIS ONE WHO MADE A GREAT FORTUNE,
AND THAT ONE WHO WENT HIS OWN WAY.
PRAY FOR FLORET, BY THE BOARHOUND SLAIN BETWEEN THE YEW TREES,
PRAY FOR US NOW AND AT THE HOUR OF OUR BIRTH.
MARINA
((#QUIS HIC LOCUS, QUAE
REGIO, QUAE MUNDI PLAGA?#))
WHAT SEAS WHAT SHORES WHAT GREY ROCKS AND WHAT ISLANDS
WHAT WATER LAPPING THE BOW
AND SCENT OF PINE AND THE WOODTHRUSH SINGING THROUGH THE FOG
WHAT IMAGES RETURN
O MY DAUGHTER.
THOSE WHO SHARPEN THE TOOTH OF THE DOG, MEANING
DEATH
THOSE WHO GLITTER WITH THE GLORY OF THE HUMMINGBIRD, MEANING
DEATH
THOSE WHO SIT IN THE STY OF CONTENTMENT, MEANING
DEATH
THOSE WHO SUFFER THE ECSTASY OF THE ANIMALS, MEANING
DEATH
ARE BECOME UNSUBSTANTIAL, REDUCED BY A WIND,
A BREATH OF PINE, AND THE WOODSONG FOG
BY THIS GRACE DISSOLVED IN PLACE
WHAT IS THIS FACE, LESS CLEAR AND CLEARER
THE PULSE IN THE ARM, LESS STRONG AND STRONGER-
GIVEN OR LENT? MORE DISTANT THAN STARS AND NEARER THAN THE EYE
WHISPERS AND SMALL LAUGHTER BETWEEN LEAVES AND HURRYING FEET
UNDER SLEEP, WHERE ALL THE WATERS MEET.
BOWSPRIT CRACKED WITH ICE AND PAINT CRACKED WITH HEAT.
I MADE THIS, I HAVE FORGOTTEN
AND REMEMBER.
THE RIGGING WEAK AND THE CANVAS ROTTEN
BETWEEN ONE JUNE AND ANOTHER SEPTEMBER.
MADE THIS UNKNOWING, HALF CONSCIOUS, UNKNOWN, MY OWN.
THE GARBOARD STRAKE LEAKS, THE SEAMS NEED CAULKING.
THIS FORM, THIS FACE, THIS LIFE
LIVING TO LIVE IN A WORLD OF TIME BEYOND ME; LET ME
RESIGN MY LIFE FOR THIS LIFE, MY SPEECH FOR THAT UNSPOKEN,
THE AWAKENED, LIPS PARTED, THE HOPE, THE NEW SHIPS.
WHAT SEAS WHAT SHORES WHAT GRANITE ISLANDS TOWARDS MY TIMBERS
AND WOODTHRUSH CALLING THROUGH THE FOG
MY DAUGHTER.
THE CULTIVATION OF CHRISTMAS TREES
THERE ARE SEVERAL ATTITUDES TOWARDS CHRISTMAS,
SOME OF WHICH WE MAY DISREGARD:
THE SOCIAL, THE TORPID, THE PATENTLY COMMERCIAL,
THE ROWDY (THE PUBS BEING OPEN TILL MIDNIGHT),
AND THE CHILDISH- WHICH IS NOT THAT OF THE CHILD
FOR WHOM THE CANDLE IS A STAR, AND THE GILDED ANGEL
SPREADING ITS WINGS AT THE SUMMIT OF THE TREE
IS NOT ONLY A DECORATION, BUT AN ANGEL.
THE CHILD WONDERS AT THE CHRISTMAS TREE:
LET HIM CONTINUE IN THE SPIRIT OF WONDER
AT THE FEAST AS AN EVENT NOT ACCEPTED AS A PRETEXT;
SO THAT THE GLITTERING RAPTURE, THE AMAZEMENT
OF THE FIRST-REMEMBERED CHRISTMAS TREE,
SO THAT THE SURPRISES, DELIGHT IN NEW POSSESSIONS
(EACH ONE WITH ITS PECULIAR AND EXCITING SMELL),
THE EXPECTATION OF THE GOOSE OR TURKEY
AND THE EXPECTED AWE ON ITS APPEARANCE,
SO THAT THE REVERENCE AND THE GAIETY
MAY NOT BE FORGOTTEN IN LATER EXPERIENCE,
IN THE BORED HABITUATION, THE FATIGUE, THE TEDIUM,
THE AWARENESS OF DEATH, THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF FAILURE,
OR IN THE PIETY OF THE CONVERT
WHICH MAY BE TAINTED WITH A SELF-CONCEIT
DISPLEASING TO GOD AND DISRESPECTFUL TO THE CHILDREN
(AND HERE I REMEMBER ALSO WITH GRATITUDE
ST& LUCY, HER CAROL, AND HER CROWN OF FIRE):
SO THAT BEFORE THE END, THE EIGHTIETH CHRISTMAS
(BY %EIGHTIETH% MEANING WHICHEVER IS THE LAST)
THE ACCUMULATED MEMORIES OF ANNUAL EMOTION
MAY BE CONCENTRATED INTO A GREAT JOY
WHICH SHALL BE ALSO A GREAT FEAR, AS ON THE OCCASION
WHEN FEAR CAME UPON EVERY SOUL:
BECAUSE THE BEGINNING SHALL REMIND US OF THE END
AND THE FIRST COMING OF THE SECOND COMING.
BECAUSE I DO NOT HOPE TO TURN AGAIN
BECAUSE I DO NOT HOPE
BECAUSE I DO NOT HOPE TO TURN
DESIRING THIS MAN'S GIFT AND THAT MAN'S SCOPE
I NO LONGER STRIVE TO STRIVE TOWARDS SUCH THINGS
(WHY SHOULD THE AG*ED EAGLE STRETCH ITS WINGS?)
WHY SHOULD I MOURN
THE VANISHED POWER OF THE USUAL REIGN?
BECAUSE I DO NOT HOPE TO KNOW AGAIN
THE INFIRM GLORY OF THE POSITIVE HOUR
BECAUSE I DO NOT THINK
BECAUSE I KNOW I SHALL NOT KNOW
THE ONE VERITABLE TRANSITORY POWER
BECAUSE I CANNOT DRINK
THERE, WHERE TREES FLOWER, AND SPRINGS FLOW, FOR THERE IS NOTHING AGAIN
BECAUSE I KNOW THAT TIME IS ALWAYS TIME
AND PLACE IS ALWAYS AND ONLY PLACE
AND WHAT IS ACTUAL IS ACTUAL ONLY FOR ONE TIME
AND ONLY FOR ONE PLACE
I REJOICE THAT THINGS ARE AS THEY ARE AND
I RENOUNCE THE BLESS*ED FACE
AND RENOUNCE THE VOICE
BECAUSE I CANNOT HOPE TO TURN AGAIN
CONSEQUENTLY I REJOICE, HAVING TO CONSTRUCT SOMETHING
UPON WHICH TO REJOICE
AND PRAY TO GOD TO HAVE MERCY UPON US
AND I PRAY THAT I MAY FORGET
THESE MATTERS THAT WITH MYSELF I TOO MUCH DISCUSS
TOO MUCH EXPLAIN
BECAUSE I DO NOT HOPE TO TURN AGAIN
LET THESE WORDS ANSWER
FOR WHAT IS DONE, NOT TO BE DONE AGAIN
MAY THE JUDGEMENT NOT BE TOO HEAVY UPON US
BECAUSE THESE WINGS ARE NO LONGER WINGS TO FLY
BUT MERELY VANS TO BEAT THE AIR
THE AIR WHICH IS NOW THOROUGHLY SMALL AND DRY
SMALLER AND DRYER THAN THE WILL
TEACH US TO CARE AND NOT TO CARE
TEACH US TO SIT STILL.
PRAY FOR US SINNERS NOW AND AT THE HOUR OF OUR DEATH
PRAY FOR US NOW AND AT THE HOUR OF OUR DEATH.
LADY, THREE WHITE LEOPARDS SAT UNDER A JUNIPER-TREE
IN THE COOL OF THE DAY, HAVING FED TO SATIETY
ON MY LEGS MY HEART MY LIVER AND THAT WHICH HAD BEEN CONTAINED
IN THE HOLLOW ROUND OF MY SKULL. AND GOD SAID
SHALL THESE BONES LIVE? SHALL THESE
BONES LIVE? AND THAT WHICH HAD BEEN CONTAINED
IN THE BONES (WHICH WERE ALREADY DRY) SAID CHIRPING:
BECAUSE OF THE GOODNESS OF THIS LADY
AND BECAUSE OF HER LOVELINESS, AND BECAUSE
SHE HONOURS THE VIRGIN IN MEDITATION,
WE SHINE WITH BRIGHTNESS. AND I WHO AM HERE DISSEMBLED
PROFFER MY DEEDS TO OBLIVION, AND MY LOVE
TO THE POSTERITY OF THE DESERT AND THE FRUIT OF THE GOURD.
IT IS THIS WHICH RECOVERS
MY GUTS THE STRINGS OF MY EYES AND THE INDIGESTIBLE PORTIONS
WHICH THE LEOPARDS REJECT. THE LADY IS WITHDRAWN
IN A WHITE GOWN, TO CONTEMPLATION, IN A WHITE GOWN.
LET THE WHITENESS OF BONES ATONE TO FORGETFULNESS.
THERE IS NO LIFE IN THEM. AS I AM FORGOTTEN
AND WOULD BE FORGOTTEN, SO I WOULD FORGET
THUS DEVOTED, CONCENTRATED IN PURPOSE. AND GOD SAID
PROPHESY TO THE WIND, TO THE WIND ONLY FOR ONLY
THE WIND WILL LISTEN. AND THE BONES SANG CHIRPING
WITH THE BURDEN OF THE GRASSHOPPER, SAYING
LADY OF SILENCES
CALM AND DISTRESSED
TORN AND MOST WHOLE
ROSE OF MEMORY
ROSE OF FORGETFULNESS
EXHAUSTED AND LIFE-GIVING
WORRIED REPOSEFUL
THE SINGLE ROSE
IS NOW THE GARDEN
WHERE ALL LOVES END
TERMINATE TORMENT
OF LOVE UNSATISFIED
THE GREATER TORMENT
OF LOVE SATISFIED
END OF THE ENDLESS
JOURNEY TO NO END
CONCLUSION OF ALL THAT
IS INCONCLUSIBLE
SPEECH WITHOUT WORD AND
WORD OF NO SPEECH
GRACE TO THE MOTHER
FOR THE GARDEN
WHERE ALL LOVE ENDS.
UNDER A JUNIPER-TREE THE BONES SANG, SCATTERED AND SHINING
WE ARE GLAD TO BE SCATTERED, WE DID LITTLE GOOD TO EACH OTHER,
UNDER A TREE IN THE COOL OF THE DAY, WITH THE BLESSING OF SAND,
FORGETTING THEMSELVES AND EACH OTHER, UNITED
IN THE QUIET OF THE DESERT. THIS IS THE LAND WHICH YE
SHALL DIVIDE BY LOT. AND NEITHER DIVISION NOR UNITY
MATTERS. THIS IS THE LAND. WE HAVE OUR INHERITANCE.
AT THE FIRST TURNING OF THE SECOND STAIR
I TURNED AND SAW BELOW
THE SAME SHAPE TWISTED ON THE BANISTER
UNDER THE VAPOUR IN THE FETID AIR
STRUGGLING WITH THE DEVIL OF THE STAIRS WHO WEARS
THE DECEITFUL FACE OF HOPE AND OF DESPAIR.
AT THE SECOND TURNING OF THE SECOND STAIR
I LEFT THEM TWISTING, TURNING BELOW;
THERE WERE NO MORE FACES AND THE STAIR WAS DARK,
DAMP, JAGG*ED, LIKE AN OLD MAN'S MOUTH DRIVELLING, BEYOND REPAIR,
OR THE TOOTHED GULLET OF AN AG*ED SHARK.
AT THE FIRST TURNING OF THE THIRD STAIR
WAS A SLOTTED WINDOW BELLIED LIKE THE FIG'S FRUIT
AND BEYOND THE HAWTHORN BLOSSOM AND A PASTURE SCENE
THE BROADBACKED FIGURE DREST IN BLUE AND GREEN
ENCHANTED THE MAYTIME WITH AN ANTIQUE FLUTE.
BLOWN HAIR IS SWEET, BROWN HAIR OVER THE MOUTH BLOWN,
LILAC AND BROWN HAIR;
DISTRACTION, MUSIC OF THE FLUTE, STOPS AND STEPS OF THE MIND OVER THE TH
IRD STAIR,
FADING, FADING; STRENGTH BEYOND HOPE AND DESPAIR
CLIMBING THE THIRD STAIR.
LORD, I AM NOT WORTHY
LORD, I AM NOT WORTHY
BUT SPEAK THE WORD ONLY.
WHO WALKED BETWEEN THE VIOLET AND THE VIOLET
WHO WALKED BETWEEN
THE VARIOUS RANKS OF VARIED GREEN
GOING IN WHITE AND BLUE, IN MARY'S COLOUR,
TALKING OF TRIVIAL THINGS
IN IGNORANCE AND IN KNOWLEDGE OF ETERNAL DOLOUR
WHO MOVED AMONG THE OTHERS AS THEY WALKED,
WHO THEN MADE STRONG THE FOUNTAINS AND MADE FRESH THE SPRINGS
MADE COOL THE DRY ROCK AND MADE FIRM THE SAND
IN BLUE OF LARKSPUR, BLUE OF MARY'S COLOUR,
SOVEGNA VOS
HERE ARE THE YEARS THAT WALK BETWEEN, BEARING
AWAY THE FIDDLES AND THE FLUTES, RESTORING
ONE WHO MOVES IN THE TIME BETWEEN SLEEP AND WAKING, WEARING
WHITE LIGHT FOLDED, SHEATHED ABOUT HER, FOLDED.
THE NEW YEARS WALK, RESTORING
THROUGH A BRIGHT CLOUD OF TEARS, THE YEARS, RESTORING
WITH A NEW VERSE THE ANCIENT RHYME. REDEEM
THE TIME. REDEEM
THE UNREAD VISION IN THE HIGHER DREAM
WHILE JEWELLED UNICORNS DRAW BY THE GILDED HEARSE.
THE SILENT SISTER VEILED IN WHITE AND BLUE
BETWEEN THE YEWS, BEHIND THE GARDEN GOD,
WHOSE FLUTE IS BREATHLESS, BENT HER HEAD AND SIGNED BUT SPOKE NO WORD
BUT THE FOUNTAIN SPRANG UP AND THE BIRD SANG DOWN
REDEEM THE TIME, REDEEM THE DREAM
THE TOKEN OF THE WORD UNHEARD, UNSPOKEN
TILL THE WIND SHAKE A THOUSAND WHISPERS FROM THE YEW
AND AFTER THIS OUR EXILE
IF THE LOST WORD IS LOST, IF THE SPENT WORD IS SPENT
IF THE UNHEARD, UNSPOKEN
WORD IS UNSPOKEN, UNHEARD;
STILL IS THE UNSPOKEN WORD, THE WORD UNHEARD,
THE WORD WITHOUT A WORD, THE WORD WITHIN
THE WORLD AND FOR THE WORLD;
AND THE LIGHT SHONE IN DARKNESS AND
AGAINST THE WORD THE UNSTILLED WORLD STILL WHIRLED
ABOUT THE CENTRE OF THE SILENT WORD.
O MY PEOPLE, WHAT HAVE I DONE UNTO THEE.
WHERE SHALL THE WORD BE FOUND, WHERE WILL THE WORD
RESOUND? NOT HERE, THERE IS NOT ENOUGH SILENCE
NOT ON THE SEA OR ON THE ISLANDS, NOT
ON THE MAINLAND, IN THE DESERT OR THE RAIN LAND,
FOR THOSE WHO WALK IN DARKNESS
BOTH IN THE DAY TIME AND IN THE NIGHT TIME
THE RIGHT TIME AND THE RIGHT PLACE ARE NOT HERE
NO PLACE OF GRACE FOR THOSE WHO AVOID THE FACE
NO TIME TO REJOICE FOR THOSE WHO WALK AMONG NOISE AND DENY THE VOICE
WILL THE VEILED SISTER PRAY FOR
THOSE WHO WALK IN DARKNESS, WHO CHOSE THEE AND OPPOSE THEE,
THOSE WHO ARE TORN ON THE HORN BETWEEN SEASON AND SEASON, TIME AND TIME,
BETWEEN
HOUR AND HOUR, WORD AND WORD, POWER AND POWER, THOSE WHO WAIT
IN DARKNESS? WILL THE VEILED SISTER PRAY
FOR CHILDREN AT THE GATE
WHO WILL NOT GO AWAY AND CANNOT PRAY:
PRAY FOR THOSE WHO CHOSE AND OPPOSE
O MY PEOPLE, WHAT HAVE I DONE UNTO THEE.
WILL THE VEILED SISTER BETWEEN THE SLENDER
YEW TREES PRAY FOR THOSE WHO OFFEND HER
AND ARE TERRIFIED AND CANNOT SURRENDER
AND AFFIRM BEFORE THE WORLD AND DENY BETWEEN THE ROCKS
IN THE LAST DESERT BETWEEN THE LAST BLUE ROCKS
THE DESERT IN THE GARDEN THE GARDEN IN THE DESERT
OF DROUTH, SPITTING FROM THE MOUTH THE WITHERED APPLE-SEED.
O MY PEOPLE.
ALTHOUGH I DO NOT HOPE TO TURN AGAIN
ALTHOUGH I DO NOT HOPE
ALTHOUGH I DO NOT HOPE TO TURN
WAVERING BETWEEN THE PROFIT AND THE LOSS
IN THIS BRIEF TRANSIT WHERE THE DREAMS CROSS
THE DREAMCROSSED TWILIGHT BETWEEN BIRTH AND DYING
(BLESS ME FATHER) THOUGH I DO NOT WISH TO WISH THESE THINGS
FROM THE WIDE WINDOW TOWARDS THE GRANITE SHORE
THE WHITE SAILS STILL FLY SEAWARD, SEAWARD FLYING
UNBROKEN WINGS
AND THE LOST HEART STIFFENS AND REJOICES
IN THE LOST LILAC AND THE LOST SEA VOICES
AND THE WEAK SPIRIT QUICKENS TO REBEL
FOR THE BENT GOLDEN-ROD AND THE LOST SEA SMELL
QUICKENS TO RECOVER
THE CRY OF QUAIL AND THE WHIRLING PLOVER
AND THE BLIND EYE CREATES
THE EMPTY FORMS BETWEEN THE IVORY GATES
AND SMELL RENEWS THE SALT SAVOUR OF THE SANDY EARTH
THIS IS THE TIME OF TENSION BETWEEN DYING AND BIRTH
THE PLACE OF SOLITUDE WHERE THREE DREAMS CROSS
BETWEEN BLUE ROCKS
BUT WHEN THE VOICES SHAKEN FROM THE YEW-TREE DRIFT AWAY
LET THE OTHER YEW BE SHAKEN AND REPLY.
BLESS*ED SISTER, HOLY MOTHER, SPIRIT OF THE FOUNTAIN, SPIRIT OF THE GARD
EN,
SUFFER US NOT TO MOCK OURSELVES WITH FALSEHOOD
TEACH US TO CARE AND NOT TO CARE
TEACH US TO SIT STILL
EVEN AMONG THESE ROCKS,
OUR PEACE IN HIS WILL
AND EVEN AMONG THESE ROCKS
SISTER, MOTHER
AND SPIRIT OF THE RIVER, SPIRIT OF THE SEA,
SUFFER ME NOT TO BE SEPARATED
AND LET MY CRY COME UNTO THEE.
BURNT NORTON
((;TO3U L1OGON D' =E1ONTOS CUNO3U Z1WOUSIN O*I POLLO1I
*WS =ID1IAN 4EXONTES FR1ONHSIN.;
#I. P& 77. FR& 2.#
;*OD2OS 4ANW K1ATW M1IA KA2I *WUT1H.;
#I. P& 89. FR& 60.#
DIELS: #DIE FRAGMENTE DER VORSOKRATIKER# (HERAKLEITOS)
))
TIME PRESENT AND TIME PAST
ARE BOTH PERHAPS PRESENT IN TIME FUTURE,
AND TIME FUTURE CONTAINED IN TIME PAST.
IF ALL TIME IS ETERNALLY PRESENT
ALL TIME IS UNREDEEMABLE.
WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN IS AN ABSTRACTION
REMAINING A PERPETUAL POSSIBILITY
ONLY IN A WORLD OF SPECULATION.
WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AND WHAT HAS BEEN
POINT TO ONE END, WHICH IS ALWAYS PRESENT.
FOOTFALLS ECHO IN THE MEMORY
DOWN THE PASSAGE WHICH WE DID NOT TAKE
TOWARDS THE DOOR WE NEVER OPENED
INTO THE ROSE-GARDEN. MY WORDS ECHO
THUS, IN YOUR MIND.
BUT TO WHAT PURPOSE
DISTURBING THE DUST ON A BOWL OF ROSE-LEAVES
I DO NOT KNOW.
OTHER ECHOES
INHABIT THE GARDEN. SHALL WE FOLLOW?
QUICK, SAID THE BIRD, FIND THEM, FIND THEM,
ROUND THE CORNER. THROUGH THE FIRST GATE,
INTO OUR FIRST WORLD, SHALL WE FOLLOW
THE DECEPTION OF THE THRUSH? INTO OUR FIRST WORLD.
THERE THEY WERE, DIGNIFIED, INVISIBLE,
MOVING WITHOUT PRESSURE, OVER THE DEAD LEAVES,
IN THE AUTUMN HEAT, THROUGH THE VIBRANT AIR,
AND THE BIRD CALLED, IN RESPONSE TO
THE UNHEARD MUSIC HIDDEN IN THE SHRUBBERY,
AND THE UNSEEN EYEBEAM CROSSED, FOR THE ROSES
HAD THE LOOK OF FLOWERS THAT ARE LOOKED AT.
THERE THEY WERE AS OUR GUESTS, ACCEPTED AND ACCEPTING.
SO WE MOVED, AND THEY, IN A FORMAL PATTERN,
ALONG THE EMPTY ALLEY, INTO THE BOX CIRCLE,
TO LOOK DOWN INTO THE DRAINED POOL.
DRY THE POOL, DRY CONCRETE, BROWN EDGED,
AND THE POOL WAS FILLED WITH WATER OUT OF SUNLIGHT,
AND THE LOTOS ROSE, QUIETLY, QUIETLY,
THE SURFACE GLITTERED OUT OF HEART OF LIGHT,
AND THEY WERE BEHIND US, REFLECTED IN THE POOL.
THEN A CLOUD PASSED, AND THE POOL WAS EMPTY.
GO, SAID THE BIRD, FOR THE LEAVES WERE FULL OF CHILDREN,
HIDDEN EXCITEDLY, CONTAINING LAUGHTER.
GO, GO, GO, SAID THE BIRD: HUMAN KIND
CANNOT BEAR VERY MUCH REALITY.
TIME PAST AND TIME FUTURE
WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AND WHAT HAS BEEN
POINT TO ONE END, WHICH IS ALWAYS PRESENT.
GARLIC AND SAPPHIRES IN THE MUD
CLOT THE BEDDED AXLE-TREE.
THE TRILLING WIRE IN THE BLOOD
SINGS BELOW INVETERATE SCARS
APPEASING LONG FORGOTTEN WARS.
THE DANCE ALONG THE ARTERY
THE CIRCULATION OF THE LYMPH
ARE FIGURED IN THE DRIFT OF STARS
ASCEND TO SUMMER IN THE TREE
WE MOVE ABOVE THE MOVING TREE
IN LIGHT UPON THE FIGURED LEAF
AND HEAR UPON THE SODDEN FLOOR
BELOW, THE BOARHOUND AND THE BOAR
PURSUE THEIR PATTERN AS BEFORE
BUT RECONCILED AMONG THE STARS.
AT THE STILL POINT OF THE TURNING WORLD. NEITHER FLESH NOR FLESHLESS;
NEITHER FROM NOR TOWARDS; AT THE STILL POINT, THERE THE DANCE IS,
BUT NEITHER ARREST NOR MOVEMENT. AND DO NOT CALL IT FIXITY,
WHERE PAST AND FUTURE ARE GATHERED. NEITHER MOVEMENT FROM NOR TOWARDS,
NEITHER ASCENT NOR DECLINE. EXCEPT FOR THE POINT, THE STILL POINT,
THERE WOULD BE NO DANCE, AND THERE IS ONLY THE DANCE.
I CAN ONLY SAY, #THERE# WE HAVE BEEN: BUT I CANNOT SAY WHERE.
AND I CANNOT SAY, HOW LONG, FOR THAT IS TO PLACE IT IN TIME.
THE INNER FREEDOM FROM THE PRACTICAL DESIRE,
THE RELEASE FROM ACTION AND SUFFERING, RELEASE FROM THE INNER
AND THE OUTER COMPULSION, YET SURROUNDED
BY A GRACE OF SENSE, A WHITE LIGHT STILL AND MOVING,
#ERHEBUNG# WITHOUT MOTION, CONCENTRATION
WITHOUT ELIMINATION, BOTH A NEW WORLD
AND THE OLD MADE EXPLICIT, UNDERSTOOD
IN THE COMPLETION OF ITS PARTIAL ECSTASY,
THE RESOLUTION OF ITS PARTIAL HORROR.
YET THE ENCHAINMENT OF PAST AND FUTURE
WOVEN IN THE WEAKNESS OF THE CHANGING BODY,
PROTECTS MANKIND FROM HEAVEN AND DAMNATION
WHICH FLESH CANNOT ENDURE.
TIME PAST AND TIME FUTURE
ALLOW BUT A LITTLE CONSCIOUSNESS.
TO BE CONSCIOUS IS NOT TO BE IN TIME
BUT ONLY IN TIME CAN THE MOMENT IN THE ROSE-GARDEN,
THE MOMENT IN THE ARBOUR WHERE THE RAIN BEAT,
THE MOMENT IN THE DRAUGHTY CHURCH AT SMOKEFALL
BE REMEMBERED; INVOLVED WITH PAST AND FUTURE.
ONLY THROUGH TIME TIME IS CONQUERED.
HERE IS A PLACE OF DISAFFECTION
TIME BEFORE AND TIME AFTER
IN A DIM LIGHT: NEITHER DAYLIGHT
INVESTING FORM WITH LUCID STILLNESS
TURNING SHADOW INTO TRANSIENT BEAUTY
WITH SLOW ROTATION SUGGESTING PERMANENCE
NOR DARKNESS TO PURIFY THE SOUL
EMPTYING THE SENSUAL WITH DEPRIVATION
CLEANSING AFFECTION FROM THE TEMPORAL.
NEITHER PLENITUDE NOR VACANCY. ONLY A FLICKER
OVER THE STRAINED TIME-RIDDEN FACES
DISTRACTED FROM DISTRACTION BY DISTRACTION
FILLED WITH FANCIES AND EMPTY OF MEANING
TUMID APATHY WITH NO CONCENTRATION
MEN AND BITS OF PAPER, WHIRLED BY THE COLD WIND
THAT BLOWS BEFORE AND AFTER TIME,
WIND IN AND OUT OF UNWHOLESOME LUNGS
TIME BEFORE AND TIME AFTER.
ERUCTATION OF UNHEALTHY SOULS
INTO THE FADED AIR, THE TORPID
DRIVEN ON THE WIND THAT SWEEPS THE GLOOMY HILLS OF LONDON,
HAMPSTEAD AND CLERKENWELL, CAMPDEN AND PUTNEY,
HIGHGATE, PRIMROSE AND LUDGATE. NOT HERE
NOT HERE THE DARKNESS, IN THIS TWITTERING WORLD.
DESCEND LOWER, DESCEND ONLY
INTO THE WORLD OF PERPETUAL SOLITUDE,
WORLD NOT WORLD, BUT THAT WHICH IS NOT WORLD,
INTERNAL DARKNESS, DEPRIVATION
AND DESTITUTION OF ALL PROPERTY,
DESICCATION OF THE WORLD OF SENSE,
EVACUATION OF THE WORLD OF FANCY,
INOPERANCY OF THE WORLD OF SPIRIT;
THIS IS THE ONE WAY, AND THE OTHER
IS THE SAME, NOT IN MOVEMENT
BUT ABSTENTION FROM MOVEMENT; WHILE THE WORLD MOVES
IN APPETENCY, ON ITS METALLED WAYS
OF TIME PAST AND TIME FUTURE.
TIME AND THE BELL HAVE BURIED THE DAY,
THE BLACK CLOUD CARRIES THE SUN AWAY.
WILL THE SUNFLOWER TURN TO US, WILL THE CLEMATIS
STRAY DOWN, BEND TO US; TENDRIL AND SPRAY
CLUTCH AND CLING?
CHILL
FINGERS OF YEW BE CURLED
DOWN ON US? AFTER THE KINGFISHER'S WING
HAS ANSWERED LIGHT TO LIGHT, AND IS SILENT, THE LIGHT IS STILL
AT THE STILL POINT OF THE TURNING WORLD.
WORDS MOVE, MUSIC MOVES
ONLY IN TIME; BUT THAT WHICH IS ONLY LIVING
CAN ONLY DIE. WORDS, AFTER SPEECH, REACH
INTO THE SILENCE. ONLY BY THE FORM, THE PATTERN,
CAN WORDS OR MUSIC REACH
THE STILLNESS, AS A CHINESE JAR STILL
MOVES PERPETUALLY IN ITS STILLNESS.
NOT THE STILLNESS OF THE VIOLIN, WHILE THE NOTE LASTS,
NOT THAT ONLY, BUT THE CO-EXISTENCE,
OR SAY THAT THE END PRECEDES THE BEGINNING,
AND THE END AND THE BEGINNING WERE ALWAYS THERE
BEFORE THE BEGINNING AND AFTER THE END.
AND ALL IS ALWAYS NOW. WORDS STRAIN,
CRACK AND SOMETIMES BREAK, UNDER THE BURDEN,
UNDER THE TENSION, SLIP, SLIDE, PERISH,
DECAY WITH IMPRECISION, WILL NOT STAY IN PLACE,
WILL NOT STAY STILL. SHRIEKING VOICES
SCOLDING, MOCKING, OR MERELY CHATTERING,
ALWAYS ASSAIL THEM. THE WORD IN THE DESERT
IS MOST ATTACKED BY VOICES OF TEMPTATION,
THE CRYING SHADOW IN THE FUNERAL DANCE,
THE LOUD LAMENT OF THE DISCONSOLATE CHIMERA.
THE DETAIL OF THE PATTERN IS MOVEMENT,
AS IN THE FIGURE OF THE TEN STAIRS.
DESIRE ITSELF IS MOVEMENT
NOT IN ITSELF DESIRABLE;
LOVE IS ITSELF UNMOVING,
ONLY THE CAUSE AND END OF MOVEMENT,
TIMELESS, AND UNDESIRING
EXCEPT IN THE ASPECT OF TIME
CAUGHT IN THE FORM OF LIMITATION
BETWEEN UN-BEING AND BEING.
SUDDEN IN A SHAFT OF SUNLIGHT
EVEN WHILE THE DUST MOVES
THERE RISES THE HIDDEN LAUGHTER
OF CHILDREN IN THE FOLIAGE
QUICK NOW, HERE, NOW, ALWAYS-
RIDICULOUS THE WASTE SAD TIME
STRETCHING BEFORE AND AFTER.
EAST COKER
IN MY BEGINNING IS MY END. IN SUCCESSION
HOUSES RISE AND FALL, CRUMBLE, ARE EXTENDED,
ARE REMOVED, DESTROYED, RESTORED, OR IN THEIR PLACE
IS AN OPEN FIELD, OR A FACTORY, OR A BY-PASS.
OLD STONE TO NEW BUILDING, OLD TIMBER TO NEW FIRES,
OLD FIRES TO ASHES, AND ASHES TO THE EARTH
WHICH IS ALREADY FLESH, FUR AND FAECES,
BONE OF MAN AND BEAST, CORNSTALK AND LEAF.
HOUSES LIVE AND DIE: THERE IS A TIME FOR BUILDING
AND A TIME FOR LIVING AND FOR GENERATION
AND A TIME FOR THE WIND TO BREAK THE LOOSENED PANE
AND TO SHAKE THE WAINSCOT WHERE THE FIELD-MOUSE TROTS
AND TO SHAKE THE TATTERED ARRAS WOVEN WITH A SILENT MOTTO.
IN MY BEGINNING IS MY END. NOW THE LIGHT FALLS
ACROSS THE OPEN FIELD, LEAVING THE DEEP LANE
SHUTTERED WITH BRANCHES, DARK IN THE AFTERNOON,
WHERE YOU LEAN AGAINST A BANK WHILE A VAN PASSES,
AND THE DEEP LANE INSISTS ON THE DIRECTION
INTO THE VILLAGE, IN THE ELECTRIC HEAT
HYPNOTISED. IN A WARM HAZE THE SULTRY LIGHT
IS ABSORBED, NOT REFRACTED, BY GREY STONE.
THE DAHLIAS SLEEP IN THE EMPTY SILENCE.
WAIT FOR THE EARLY OWL.
IN THAT OPEN FIELD
IF YOU DO NOT COME TOO CLOSE, IF YOU DO NOT COME TOO CLOSE,
ON A SUMMER MIDNIGHT, YOU CAN HEAR THE MUSIC
OF THE WEAK PIPE AND THE LITTLE DRUM
AND SEE THEM DANCING AROUND THE BONFIRE
THE ASSOCIATION OF MAN AND WOMAN
IN DAUNSINGE, SIGNIFYING MATRIMONIE-
A DIGNIFIED AND COMMODIOUS SACRAMENT.
TWO AND TWO, NECESSARYE CONIUNCTION,
HOLDING ECHE OTHER BY THE HAND OR THE ARM
WHICHE BETOKENETH CONCORDE. ROUND AND ROUND THE FIRE
LEAPING THROUGH THE FLAMES, OR JOINED IN CIRCLES,
RUSTICALLY SOLEMN OR IN RUSTIC LAUGHTER
LIFTING HEAVY FEET IN CLUMSY SHOES,
EARTH FEET, LOAM FEET, LIFTED IN COUNTRY MIRTH
MIRTH OF THOSE LONG SINCE UNDER EARTH
NOURISHING THE CORN. KEEPING TIME,
KEEPING THE RHYTHM IN THEIR DANCING
AS IN THEIR LIVING IN THE LIVING SEASONS
THE TIME OF THE SEASONS AND THE CONSTELLATIONS
THE TIME OF MILKING AND THE TIME OF HARVEST
THE TIME OF THE COUPLING OF MAN AND WOMAN
AND THAT OF BEASTS. FEET RISING AND FALLING.
EATING AND DRINKING. DUNG AND DEATH.
DAWN POINTS, AND ANOTHER DAY
PREPARES FOR HEAT AND SILENCE. OUT AT SEA THE DAWN WIND
WRINKLES AND SLIDES. I AM HERE
OR THERE, OR ELSEWHERE. IN MY BEGINNING.
WHAT IS THE LATE NOVEMBER DOING
WITH THE DISTURBANCE OF THE SPRING
AND CREATURES OF THE SUMMER HEAT,
AND SNOWDROPS WRITHING UNDER FEET
AND HOLLYHOCKS THAT AIM TOO HIGH
RED INTO GREY AND TUMBLE DOWN
LATE ROSES FILLED WITH EARLY SNOW?
THUNDER ROLLED BY THE ROLLING STARS
SIMULATES TRIUMPHAL CARS
DEPLOYED IN CONSTELLATED WARS
SCORPION FIGHTS AGAINST THE SUN
UNTIL THE SUN AND MOON GO DOWN
COMETS WEEP AND LEONIDS FLY
HUNT THE HEAVENS AND THE PLAINS
WHIRLED IN A VORTEX THAT SHALL BRING
THE WORLD TO THAT DESTRUCTIVE FIRE
WHICH BURNS BEFORE THE ICE-CAP REIGNS.
THAT WAS A WAY OF PUTTING IT- NOT VERY SATISFACTORY:
A PERIPHRASTIC STUDY IN A WORN-OUT POETICAL FASHION,
LEAVING ONE STILL WITH THE INTOLERABLE WRESTLE
WITH WORDS AND MEANINGS. THE POETRY DOES NOT MATTER
IT WAS NOT (TO START AGAIN) WHAT ONE HAD EXPECTED.
WHAT WAS TO BE THE VALUE OF THE LONG LOOKED FORWARD TO,
LONG HOPED FOR CALM, THE AUTUMNAL SERENITY
AND THE WISDOM OF AGE? HAD THEY DECEIVED US,
OR DECEIVED THEMSELVES, THE QUIET-VOICED ELDERS,
BEQUEATHING US MERELY A RECEIPT FOR DECEIT?
THE SERENITY ONLY A DELIBERATE HEBETUDE,
THE WISDOM ONLY THE KNOWLEDGE OF DEAD SECRETS
USELESS IN THE DARKNESS INTO WHICH THEY PEERED
OR FROM WHICH THEY TURNED THEIR EYES. THERE IS, IT SEEMS TO US,
AT BEST, ONLY A LIMITED VALUE
IN THE KNOWLEDGE DERIVED FROM EXPERIENCE.
THE KNOWLEDGE IMPOSES A PATTERN, AND FALSIFIES,
FOR THE PATTERN IS NEW IN EVERY MOMENT
AND EVERY MOMENT IS A NEW AND SHOCKING
VALUATION OF ALL WE HAVE BEEN. WE ARE ONLY UNDECEIVED
OF THAT WHICH, DECEIVING, COULD NO LONGER HARM.
IN THE MIDDLE, NOT ONLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WAY
BUT ALL THE WAY, IN A DARK WOOD, IN A BRAMBLE,
ON THE EDGE OF A GRIMPEN, WHERE IS NO SECURE FOOTHOLD,
AND MENACED BY MONSTERS, FANCY LIGHTS,
RISKING ENCHANTMENT. DO NOT LET ME HEAR
OF THE WISDOM OF OLD MEN, BUT RATHER OF THEIR FOLLY,
THEIR FEAR OF FEAR AND FRENZY, THEIR FEAR OF POSSESSION,
OF BELONGING TO ANOTHER, OR TO OTHERS, OR TO GOD.
THE ONLY WISDOM WE CAN HOPE TO ACQUIRE
IS THE WISDOM OF HUMILITY: HUMILITY IS ENDLESS.
THE HOUSES ARE ALL GONE UNDER THE SEA.
THE DANCERS ARE ALL GONE UNDER THE HILL.
O DARK DARK DARK. THEY ALL GO INTO THE DARK,
THE VACANT INTERSTELLAR SPACES, THE VACANT INTO THE VACANT,
THE CAPTAINS, MERCHANT BANKERS, EMINENT MEN OF LETTERS,
THE GENEROUS PATRONS OF ART, THE STATESMEN AND THE RULERS,
DISTINGUISHED CIVIL SERVANTS, CHAIRMEN OF MANY COMMITTEES,
INDUSTRIAL LORDS AND PETTY CONTRACTORS, ALL GO INTO THE DARK,
AND DARK THE SUN AND MOON, AND THE ALMANACH DE GOTHA
AND THE STOCK EXCHANGE GAZETTE, THE DIRECTORY OF DIRECTORS,
AND COLD THE SENSE AND LOST THE MOTIVE OF ACTION.
AND WE ALL GO WITH THEM, INTO THE SILENT FUNERAL,
NOBODY'S FUNERAL, FOR THERE IS NO ONE TO BURY.
I SAID TO MY SOUL, BE STILL, AND LET THE DARK COME UPON YOU
WHICH SHALL BE THE DARKNESS OF GOD. AS, IN A THEATRE,
THE LIGHTS ARE EXTINGUISHED, FOR THE SCENE TO BE CHANGED
WITH A HOLLOW RUMBLE OF WINGS, WITH A MOVEMENT OF DARKNESS ON DARKNESS,
AND WE KNOW THAT THE HILLS AND THE TREES, THE DISTANT PANORAMA
AND THE BOLD IMPOSING FA^CADE ARE ALL BEING ROLLED AWAY-
OR AS, WHEN AN UNDERGROUND TRAIN, IN THE TUBE, STOPS TOO LONG BETWEEN ST
ATIONS
AND THE CONVERSATION RISES AND SLOWLY FADES INTO SILENCE
AND YOU SEE BEHIND EVERY FACE THE MENTAL EMPTINESS DEEPEN
LEAVING ONLY THE GROWING TERROR OF NOTHING TO THINK ABOUT;
OR WHEN, UNDER ETHER, THE MIND IS CONSCIOUS BUT CONSCIOUS OF NOTHING-
I SAID TO MY SOUL, BE STILL, AND WAIT WITHOUT HOPE
FOR HOPE WOULD BE HOPE FOR THE WRONG THING; WAIT WITHOUT LOVE
FOR LOVE WOULD BE LOVE OF THE WRONG THING; THERE IS YET FAITH
BUT THE FAITH AND LOVE AND THE HOPE ARE ALL IN THE WAITING.
WAIT WITHOUT THOUGHT, FOR YOU ARE NOT READY FOR THOUGHT:
SO THE DARKNESS SHALL BE THE LIGHT, AND THE STILLNESS THE DANCING.
WHISPER OF RUNNING STREAMS, AND WINTER LIGHTNING.
THE WILD THYME UNSEEN AND THE WILD STRAWBERRY,
THE LAUGHTER IN THE GARDEN, ECHOED ECSTASY
NOT LOST, BUT REQUIRING, POINTING TO THE AGONY
OF DEATH AND BIRTH.
YOU SAY I AM REPEATING
SOMETHING I HAVE SAID BEFORE. I SHALL SAY IT AGAIN.
SHALL I SAY IT AGAIN? IN ORDER TO ARRIVE THERE,
TO ARRIVE WHERE YOU ARE, TO GET FROM WHERE YOU ARE NOT,
YOU MUST GO BY A WAY WHEREIN THERE IS NO ECSTASY.
IN ORDER TO ARRIVE AT WHAT YOU DO NOT KNOW
YOU MUST GO BY A WAY WHICH IS THE WAY OF IGNORANCE.
IN ORDER TO POSSESS WHAT YOU DO NOT POSSESS
YOU MUST GO BY THE WAY OF DISPOSSESSION.
IN ORDER TO ARRIVE AT WHAT YOU ARE NOT
YOU MUST GO THROUGH THE WAY IN WHICH YOU ARE NOT.
AND WHAT YOU DO NOT KNOW IS THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW
AND WHAT YOU OWN IS WHAT YOU DO NOT OWN
AND WHERE YOU ARE IS WHERE YOU ARE NOT.
THE WOUNDED SURGEON PLIES THE STEEL
THAT QUESTIONS THE DISTEMPERED PART;
BENEATH THE BLEEDING HANDS WE FEEL
THE SHARP COMPASSION OF THE HEALER'S ART
RESOLVING THE ENIGMA OF THE FEVER CHART.
OUR ONLY HEALTH IS THE DISEASE
IF WE OBEY THE DYING NURSE
WHOSE CONSTANT CARE IS NOT TO PLEASE
BUT TO REMIND OF OUR, AND ADAM'S CURSE,
AND THAT, TO BE RESTORED, OUR SICKNESS MUST GROW WORSE.
THE WHOLE EARTH IS OUR HOSPITAL
ENDOWED BY THE RUINED MILLIONAIRE,
WHEREIN, IF WE DO WELL, WE SHALL
DIE OF THE ABSOLUTE PATERNAL CARE
THAT WILL NOT LEAVE US, BUT PREVENTS US EVERYWHERE.
THE CHILL ASCENDS FROM FEET TO KNEES,
THE FEVER SINGS IN MENTAL WIRES.
IF TO BE WARMED, THEN I MUST FREEZE
AND QUAKE IN FRIGID PURGATORIAL FIRES
OF WHICH THE FLAME IS ROSES, AND THE SMOKE IS BRIARS.
THE DRIPPING BLOOD OUR ONLY DRINK,
THE BLOODY FLESH OUR ONLY FOOD:
IN SPITE OF WHICH WE LIKE TO THINK
THAT WE ARE SOUND, SUBSTANTIAL FLESH AND BLOOD-
AGAIN, IN SPITE OF THAT, WE CALL THIS FRIDAY GOOD.
SO HERE I AM, IN THE MIDDLE WAY, HAVING HAD TWENTY YEARS-
TWENTY YEARS LARGELY WASTED, THE YEARS OF #L'ENTRE DEUX GUERRES-#
TRYING TO LEARN TO USE WORDS, AND EVERY ATTEMPT
IS A WHOLLY NEW START, AND A DIFFERENT KIND OF FAILURE
BECAUSE ONE HAS ONLY LEARNT TO GET THE BETTER OF WORDS
FOR THE THING ONE NO LONGER HAS TO SAY, OR THE WAY IN WHICH
ONE IS NO LONGER DISPOSED TO SAY IT. AND SO EACH VENTURE
IS A NEW BEGINNING, A RAID ON THE INARTICULATE
WITH SHABBY EQUIPMENT ALWAYS DETERIORATING
IN THE GENERAL MESS OF IMPRECISION OF FEELING,
UNDISCIPLINED SQUADS OF EMOTION. AND WHAT THERE IS TO CONQUER
BY STRENGTH AND SUBMISSION, HAS ALREADY BEEN DISCOVERED
ONCE OR TWICE, OR SEVERAL TIMES, BY MEN WHOM ONE CANNOT HOPE
TO EMULATE- BUT THERE IS NO COMPETITION-
THERE IS ONLY THE FIGHT TO RECOVER WHAT HAS BEEN LOST
AND FOUND AND LOST AGAIN AND AGAIN: AND NOW, UNDER CONDITIONS
THAT SEEM UNPROPITIOUS. BUT PERHAPS NEITHER GAIN NOR LOSS.
FOR US, THERE IS ONLY THE TRYING. THE REST IS NOT OUR BUSINESS.
HOME IS WHERE ONE STARTS FROM. AS WE GROW OLDER
THE WORLD BECOMES STRANGER, THE PATTERN MORE COMPLICATED
OF DEAD AND LIVING. NOT THE INTENSE MOMENT
ISOLATED, WITH NO BEFORE AND AFTER,
BUT A LIFETIME BURNING IN EVERY MOMENT
AND NOT THE LIFETIME OF ONE MAN ONLY
BUT OF OLD STONES THAT CANNOT BE DECIPHERED.
THERE IS A TIME FOR THE EVENING UNDER STARLIGHT,
A TIME FOR THE EVENING UNDER LAMPLIGHT
(THE EVENING WITH THE PHOTOGRAPH ALBUM).
LOVE IS MOST NEARLY ITSELF
WHEN HERE AND NOW CEASE TO MATTER.
OLD MEN OUGHT TO BE EXPLORERS
HERE AND THERE DOES NOT MATTER
WE MUST BE STILL AND STILL MOVING
INTO ANOTHER INTENSITY
FOR A FURTHER UNION, A DEEPER COMMUNION
THROUGH THE DARK COLD AND THE EMPTY DESOLATION,
THE WAVE CRY, THE WIND CRY, THE VAST WATERS
OF THE PETREL AND THE PORPOISE. IN MY END IS MY BEGINNING.
THE DRY SALVAGES
((THE DRY SALVAGES- PRESUMABLY #LES TROIS SAUVAGES-# IS A SMALL
GROUP OF ROCKS, WITH A BEACON, OFF THE N&E& COAST OF CAPE
ANN, MASSACHUSETTS. #SALVAGES# IS PRONOUNCED TO RHYME WITH
#ASSUAGES. GROANER:# A WHISTLING BUOY.))
I DO NOT KNOW MUCH ABOUT GODS; BUT I THINK THAT THE RIVER
IS A STRONG BROWN GOD- SULLEN, UNTAMED AND INTRACTABLE,
PATIENT TO SOME DEGREE, AT FIRST RECOGNISED AS A FRONTIER;
USEFUL, UNTRUSTWORTHY, AS A CONVEYOR OF COMMERCE;
THEN ONLY A PROBLEM CONFRONTING THE BUILDER OF BRIDGES.
THE PROBLEM ONCE SOLVED, THE BROWN GOD IS ALMOST FORGOTTEN
BY THE DWELLERS IN CITIES- EVER, HOWEVER, IMPLACABLE,
KEEPING HIS SEASONS AND RAGES, DESTROYER, REMINDER
OF WHAT MEN CHOOSE TO FORGET. UNHONOURED, UNPROPITIATED
BY WORSHIPPERS OF THE MACHINE, BUT WAITING, WATCHING AND WAITING.
HIS RHYTHM WAS PRESENT IN THE NURSERY BEDROOM,
IN THE RANK AILANTHUS OF THE APRIL DOORYARD,
IN THE SMELL OF GRAPES ON THE AUTUMN TABLE,
AND THE EVENING CIRCLE IN THE WINTER GASLIGHT.
THE RIVER IS WITHIN US, THE SEA IS ALL ABOUT US;
THE SEA IS THE LAND'S EDGE ALSO, THE GRANITE
INTO WHICH IT REACHES, THE BEACHES WHERE IT TOSSES
ITS HINTS OF EARLIER AND OTHER CREATION:
THE STARFISH, THE HORSESHOE CRAB, THE WHALE'S BACKBONE;
THE POOLS WHERE IT OFFERS TO OUR CURIOSITY
THE MORE DELICATE ALGAE AND THE SEA ANEMONE.
IT TOSSES UP OUR LOSSES, THE TORN SEINE,
THE SHATTERED LOBSTERPOT, THE BROKEN OAR
AND THE GEAR OF FOREIGN DEAD MEN. THE SEA HAS MANY VOICES,
MANY GODS AND MANY VOICES.
THE SALT IS ON THE BRIAR ROSE,
THE FOG IS IN THE FIR TREES.
THE SEA HOWL
AND THE SEA YELP, ARE DIFFERENT VOICES
OFTEN TOGETHER HEARD: THE WHINE IN THE RIGGING,
THE MENACE AND CARESS OF WAVE THAT BREAKS ON WATER,
THE DISTANT ROTE IN THE GRANITE TEETH,
AND THE WAILING WARNING FROM THE APPROACHING HEADLAND
ARE ALL SEA VOICES, AND THE HEAVING GROANER
ROUNDED HOMEWARDS, AND THE SEAGULL:
AND UNDER THE OPPRESSION OF THE SILENT FOG
THE TOLLING BELL
MEASURES TIME NOT OUR TIME, RUNG BY THE UNHURRIED
GROUND SWELL, A TIME
OLDER THAN THE TIME OF CHRONOMETERS, OLDER
THAN TIME COUNTED BY ANXIOUS WORRIED WOMEN
LYING AWAKE, CALCULATING THE FUTURE,
TRYING TO UNWEAVE, UNWIND, UNRAVEL
AND PIECE TOGETHER THE PAST AND THE FUTURE,
BETWEEN MIDNIGHT AND DAWN, WHEN THE PAST IS ALL DECEPTION,
THE FUTURE FUTURELESS, BEFORE THE MORNING WATCH
WHEN TIME STOPS AND TIME IS NEVER ENDING;
AND THE GROUND SWELL, THAT IS AND WAS FROM THE BEGINNING,
CLANGS
THE BELL.
WHERE IS THERE AN END OF IT, THE SOUNDLESS WAILING,
THE SILENT WITHERING OF AUTUMN FLOWERS
DROPPING THEIR PETALS AND REMAINING MOTIONLESS;
WHERE IS THERE AN END TO THE DRIFTING WRECKAGE,
THE PRAYER OF THE BONE ON THE BEACH, THE UNPRAYABLE
PRAYER AT THE CALAMITOUS ANNUNCIATION?
THERE IS NO END, BUT ADDITION: THE TRAILING
CONSEQUENCE OF FURTHER DAYS AND HOURS,
WHILE EMOTION TAKES TO ITSELF THE EMOTIONLESS
YEARS OF LIVING AMONG THE BREAKAGE
OF WHAT WAS BELIEVED IN AS THE MOST RELIABLE-
AND THEREFORE THE FITTEST FOR RENUNCIATION.
THERE IS THE FINAL ADDITION, THE FAILING
PRIDE OR RESENTMENT AT FAILING POWERS,
THE UNATTACHED DEVOTION WHICH MIGHT PASS FOR DEVOTIONLESS,
IN A DRIFTING BOAT WITH A SLOW LEAKAGE,
THE SILENT LISTENING TO THE UNDENIABLE
CLAMOUR OF THE BELL OF THE LAST ANNUNCIATION.
WHERE IS THE END OF THEM, THE FISHERMEN SAILING
INTO THE WIND'S TAIL, WHERE THE FOG COWERS?
WE CANNOT THINK OF A TIME THAT IS OCEANLESS
OR OF AN OCEAN NOT LITTERED WITH WASTAGE
OR OF A FUTURE THAT IS NOT LIABLE
LIKE THE PAST, TO HAVE NO DESTINATION.
WE HAVE TO THINK OF THEM AS FOREVER BAILING,
SETTING AND HAULING, WHILE THE NORTH EAST LOWERS
OVER SHALLOW BANKS UNCHANGING AND EROSIONLESS
OR DRAWING THEIR MONEY, DRYING SAILS AT DOCKAGE;
NOT AS MAKING A TRIP THAT WILL BE UNPAYABLE
FOR A HAUL THAT WILL NOT BEAR EXAMINATION.
THERE IS NO END OF IT, THE VOICELESS WAILING,
NO END TO THE WITHERING OF WITHERED FLOWERS,
TO THE MOVEMENT OF PAIN THAT IS PAINLESS AND MOTIONLESS,
TO THE DRIFT OF THE SEA AND THE DRIFTING WRECKAGE,
THE BONE'S PRAYER TO DEATH ITS GOD. ONLY THE HARDLY, BARELY PRAYABLE
PRAYER OF THE ONE ANNUNCIATION.
IT SEEMS, AS ONE BECOMES OLDER,
THAT THE PAST HAS ANOTHER PATTERN, AND CEASES TO BE A MERE SEQUENCE-
OR EVEN DEVELOPMENT: THE LATTER A PARTIAL FALLACY
ENCOURAGED BY SUPERFICIAL NOTIONS OF EVOLUTION,
WHICH BECOMES, IN THE POPULAR MIND, A MEANS OF DISOWNING THE PAST.
THE MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS- NOT THE SENSE OF WELL-BEING,
FRUITION, FULFILMENT, SECURITY OR AFFECTION,
OR EVEN A VERY GOOD DINNER, BUT THE SUDDEN ILLUMINATION-
WE HAD THE EXPERIENCE BUT MISSED THE MEANING,
AND APPROACH TO THE MEANING RESTORES THE EXPERIENCE
IN A DIFFERENT FORM, BEYOND ANY MEANING
WE CAN ASSIGN TO HAPPINESS. I HAVE SAID BEFORE
THAT THE PAST EXPERIENCE REVIVED IN THE MEANING
IS NOT THE EXPERIENCE OF ONE LIFE ONLY
BUT OF MANY GENERATIONS- NOT FORGETTING
SOMETHING THAT IS PROBABLY QUITE INEFFABLE:
THE BACKWARD LOOK BEHIND THE ASSURANCE
OF RECORDED HISTORY, THE BACKWARD HALF-LOOK
OVER THE SHOULDER, TOWARDS THE PRIMITIVE TERROR.
NOW, WE COME TO DISCOVER THAT THE MOMENTS OF AGONY
(WHETHER, OR NOT, DUE TO MISUNDERSTANDING,
HAVING HOPED FOR THE WRONG THINGS OR DREADED THE WRONG THINGS,
IS NOT IN QUESTION) ARE LIKEWISE PERMANENT
WITH SUCH PERMANENCE AS TIME HAS. WE APPRECIATE THIS BETTER
IN THE AGONY OF OTHERS, NEARLY EXPERIENCED,
INVOLVING OURSELVES, THAN IN OUR OWN.
FOR OUR OWN PAST IS COVERED BY THE CURRENTS OF ACTION,
BUT THE TORMENT OF OTHERS REMAINS AN EXPERIENCE
UNQUALIFIED, UNWORN BY SUBSEQUENT ATTRITION.
PEOPLE CHANGE, AND SMILE: BUT THE AGONY ABIDES.
TIME THE DESTROYER IS TIME THE PRESERVER,
LIKE THE RIVER WITH ITS CARGO OF DEAD NEGROES, COWS AND CHICKEN COOPS,
THE BITTER APPLE AND THE BITE IN THE APPLE.
AND THE RAGGED ROCK IN THE RESTLESS WATERS,
WAVES WASH OVER IT, FOGS CONCEAL IT;
ON A HALCYON DAY IT IS MERELY A MONUMENT,
IN NAVIGABLE WEATHER IT IS ALWAYS A SEAMARK
TO LAY A COURSE BY: BUT IN THE SOMBRE SEASON
OR THE SUDDEN FURY, IS WHAT IT ALWAYS WAS.
I SOMETIMES WONDER IF THAT IS WHAT KRISHNA MEANT-
AMONG OTHER THINGS- OR ONE WAY OF PUTTING THE SAME THING:
THAT THE FUTURE IS A FADED SONG, A ROYAL ROSE OR A LAVENDER SPRAY
OF WISTFUL REGRET FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT YET HERE TO REGRET,
PRESSED BETWEEN YELLOW LEAVES OF A BOOK THAT HAS NEVER BEEN OPENED.
AND THE WAY UP IS THE WAY DOWN, THE WAY FORWARD IS THE WAY BACK.
YOU CANNOT FACE IT STEADILY, BUT THIS THING IS SURE,
THAT TIME IS NO HEALER: THE PATIENT IS NO LONGER HERE.
WHEN THE TRAIN STARTS, AND THE PASSENGERS ARE SETTLED
TO FRUIT, PERIODICALS AND BUSINESS LETTERS
(AND THOSE WHO SAW THEM OFF HAVE LEFT THE PLATFORM)
THEIR FACES RELAX FROM GRIEF INTO RELIEF,
TO THE SLEEPY RHYTHM OF A HUNDRED HOURS.
FARE FORWARD, TRAVELLERS! NOT ESCAPING FROM THE PAST
INTO DIFFERENT LIVES, OR INTO ANY FUTURE;
YOU ARE NOT THE SAME PEOPLE WHO LEFT THAT STATION
OR WHO WILL ARRIVE AT ANY TERMINUS,
WHILE THE NARROWING RAILS SLIDE TOGETHER BEHIND YOU;
AND ON THE DECK OF THE DRUMMING LINER
WATCHING THE FURROW THAT WIDENS BEHIND YOU,
YOU SHALL NOT THINK %THE PAST IS FINISHED%
OR %THE FUTURE IS BEFORE US%.
AT NIGHTFALL, IN THE RIGGING AND THE AERIAL,
IS A VOICE DESCANTING (THOUGH NOT TO THE EAR,
THE MURMURING SHELL OF TIME, AND NOT IN ANY LANGUAGE)
%FARE FORWARD, YOU WHO THINK THAT YOU ARE VOYAGING;
YOU ARE NOT THOSE WHO SAW THE HARBOUR
RECEDING, OR THOSE WHO WILL DISEMBARK.
HERE BETWEEN THE HITHER AND THE FARTHER SHORE
WHILE TIME IS WITHDRAWN, CONSIDER THE FUTURE
AND THE PAST WITH AN EQUAL MIND.
AT THE MOMENT WHICH IS NOT OF ACTION OR INACTION
YOU CAN RECEIVE THIS: %%ON WHATEVER SPHERE OF BEING
THE MIND OF A MAN MAY BE INTENT
AT THE TIME OF DEATH%%- THAT IS THE ONE ACTION
(AND THE TIME OF DEATH IS EVERY MOMENT)
WHICH SHALL FRUCTIFY IN THE LIVES OF OTHERS:
AND DO NOT THINK OF THE FRUIT OF ACTION.
FARE FORWARD.
O VOYAGERS, O SEAMEN,
YOU WHO COME TO PORT, AND YOU WHOSE BODIES
WILL SUFFER THE TRIAL AND JUDGEMENT OF THE SEA,
OR WHATEVER EVENT, THIS IS YOUR REAL DESTINATION.%
SO KRISHNA, AS WHEN HE ADMONISHED ARJUNA
ON THE FIELD OF BATTLE.
NOT FARE WELL,
BUT FARE FORWARD, VOYAGERS.
LADY, WHOSE SHRINE STANDS ON THE PROMONTORY,
PRAY FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE IN SHIPS, THOSE
WHOSE BUSINESS HAS TO DO WITH FISH, AND
THOSE CONCERNED WITH EVERY LAWFUL TRAFFIC
AND THOSE WHO CONDUCT THEM.
REPEAT A PRAYER ALSO ON BEHALF OF
WOMEN WHO HAVE SEEN THEIR SONS OR HUSBANDS
SETTING FORTH, AND NOT RETURNING:
FIGLIA DEL TUO FIGLIO,
QUEEN OF HEAVEN.
ALSO PRAY FOR THOSE WHO WERE IN SHIPS, AND
ENDED THEIR VOYAGE ON THE SAND, IN THE SEA'S LIPS
OR IN THE DARK THROAT WHICH WILL NOT REJECT THEM
OR WHEREVER CANNOT REACH THEM THE SOUND OF THE SEA BELL'S
PERPETUAL ANGELUS.
TO COMMUNICATE WITH MARS, CONVERSE WITH SPIRITS,
TO REPORT THE BEHAVIOUR OF THE SEA MONSTER,
DESCRIBE THE HOROSCOPE, HARUSPICATE OR SCRY,
OBSERVE DISEASE IN SIGNATURES, EVOKE
BIOGRAPHY FROM THE WRINKLES OF THE PALM
AND TRAGEDY FROM FINGERS; RELEASE OMENS
BY SORTILEGE, OR TEA LEAVES, RIDDLE THE INEVITABLE
WITH PLAYING CARDS, FIDDLE WITH PENTAGRAMS
OR BARBITURIC ACIDS, OR DISSECT
THE RECURRENT IMAGE INTO PRE-CONSCIOUS TERRORS-
TO EXPLORE THE WOMB, OR TOMB, OR DREAMS; ALL THESE ARE USUAL
PASTIMES AND DRUGS, AND FEATURES OF THE PRESS:
AND ALWAYS WILL BE, SOME OF THEM ESPECIALLY
WHEN THERE IS DISTRESS OF NATIONS AND PERPLEXITY
WHETHER ON THE SHORES OF ASIA, OR IN THE EDGWARE ROAD.
MEN'S CURIOSITY SEARCHES PAST AND FUTURE
AND CLINGS TO THAT DIMENSION. BUT TO APPREHEND
THE POINT OF INTERSECTION OF THE TIMELESS
WITH TIME, IS AN OCCUPATION FOR THE SAINT-
NO OCCUPATION EITHER, BUT SOMETHING GIVEN
AND TAKEN, IN A LIFETIME'S DEATH IN LOVE,
ARDOUR AND SELFLESSNESS AND SELF-SURRENDER.
FOR MOST OF US, THERE IS ONLY THE UNATTENDED
MOMENT, THE MOMENT IN AND OUT OF TIME,
THE DISTRACTION FIT, LOST IN A SHAFT OF SUNLIGHT,
THE WILD THYME UNSEEN, OR THE WINTER LIGHTNING
OR THE WATERFALL, OR MUSIC HEARD SO DEEPLY
THAT IT IS NOT HEARD AT ALL, BUT YOU ARE THE MUSIC
WHILE THE MUSIC LASTS. THESE ARE ONLY HINTS AND GUESSES,
HINTS FOLLOWED BY GUESSES; AND THE REST
IS PRAYER, OBSERVANCE, DISCIPLINE, THOUGHT AND ACTION.
THE HINT HALF GUESSED, THE GIFT HALF UNDERSTOOD, IS INCARNATION.
HERE THE IMPOSSIBLE UNION
OF SPHERES OF EXISTENCE IS ACTUAL,
HERE THE PAST AND FUTURE
ARE CONQUERED, AND RECONCILED,
WHERE ACTION WERE OTHERWISE MOVEMENT
OF THAT WHICH IS ONLY MOVED
AND HAS IN IT NO SOURCE OF MOVEMENT-
DRIVEN BY DAEMONIC, CHTHONIC
POWERS. AND RIGHT ACTION IS FREEDOM
FROM PAST AND FUTURE ALSO.
FOR MOST OF US, THIS IS THE AIM
NEVER HERE TO BE REALISED;
WHO ARE ONLY UNDEFEATED
BECAUSE WE HAVE GONE ON TRYING;
WE, CONTENT AT THE LAST
IF OUR TEMPORAL REVERSION NOURISH
(NOT TOO FAR FROM THE YEW-TREE)
THE LIFE OF SIGNIFICANT SOIL.
LITTLE GIDDING
MIDWINTER SPRING IS ITS OWN SEASON
SEMPITERNAL THOUGH SODDEN TOWARDS SUNDOWN,
SUSPENDED IN TIME, BETWEEN POLE AND TROPIC.
WHEN THE SHORT DAY IS BRIGHTEST, WITH FROST AND FIRE,
THE BRIEF SUN FLAMES THE ICE, ON POND AND DITCHES,
IN WINDLESS COLD THAT IS THE HEART'S HEAT,
REFLECTING IN A WATERY MIRROR
A GLARE THAT IS BLINDNESS IN THE EARLY AFTERNOON.
AND GLOW MORE INTENSE THAN BLAZE OF BRANCH, OR BRAZIER,
STIRS THE DUMB SPIRIT: NO WIND, BUT PENTECOSTAL FIRE
IN THE DARK TIME OF THE YEAR. BETWEEN MELTING AND FREEZING
THE SOUL'S SAP QUIVERS. THERE IS NO EARTH SMELL
OR SMELL OF LIVING THING. THIS IS THE SPRING TIME
BUT NOT IN TIME'S COVENANT. NOW THE HEDGEROW
IS BLANCHED FOR AN HOUR WITH TRANSITORY BLOSSOM
OF SNOW, A BLOOM MORE SUDDEN
THAN THAT OF SUMMER, NEITHER BUDDING NOR FADING,
NOT IN THE SCHEME OF GENERATION.
WHERE IS THE SUMMER, THE UNIMAGINABLE
ZERO SUMMER?
IF YOU CAME THIS WAY,
TAKING THE ROUTE YOU WOULD BE LIKELY TO TAKE
FROM THE PLACE YOU WOULD BE LIKELY TO COME FROM,
IF YOU CAME THIS WAY IN MAY TIME, YOU WOULD FIND THE HEDGES
WHITE AGAIN, IN MAY, WITH VOLUPTUARY SWEETNESS.
IT WOULD BE THE SAME AT THE END OF THE JOURNEY,
IF YOU CAME AT NIGHT LIKE A BROKEN KING,
IF YOU CAME BY DAY NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU CAME FOR,
IT WOULD BE THE SAME, WHEN YOU LEAVE THE ROUGH ROAD
AND TURN BEHIND THE PIG-STY TO THE DULL FA^CADE
AND THE TOMBSTONE. AND WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU CAME FOR
IS ONLY A SHELL, A HUSK OF MEANING
FROM WHICH THE PURPOSE BREAKS ONLY WHEN IT IS FULFILLED
IF AT ALL. EITHER YOU HAD NO PURPOSE
OR THE PURPOSE IS BEYOND THE END YOU FIGURED
AND IS ALTERED IN FULFILMENT. THERE ARE OTHER PLACES
WHICH ALSO ARE THE WORLD'S END, SOME AT THE SEA JAWS,
OR OVER A DARK LAKE, IN A DESERT OR A CITY-
BUT THIS IS THE NEAREST, IN PLACE AND TIME,
NOW AND IN ENGLAND.
IF YOU CAME THIS WAY,
TAKING ANY ROUTE, STARTING FROM ANYWHERE,
AT ANY TIME OR AT ANY SEASON,
IT WOULD ALWAYS BE THE SAME: YOU WOULD HAVE TO PUT OFF
SENSE AND NOTION. YOU ARE NOT HERE TO VERIFY,
INSTRUCT YOURSELF, OR INFORM CURIOSITY
OR CARRY REPORT. YOU ARE HERE TO KNEEL
WHERE PRAYER HAS BEEN VALID. AND PRAYER IS MORE
THAN AN ORDER OF WORDS, THE CONSCIOUS OCCUPATION
OF THE PRAYING MIND, OR THE SOUND OF THE VOICE PRAYING.
AND WHAT THE DEAD HAD NO SPEECH FOR, WHEN LIVING,
THEY CAN TELL YOU, BEING DEAD: THE COMMUNICATION
OF THE DEAD IS TONGUED WITH FIRE BEYOND THE LANGUAGE OF THE LIVING.
HERE, THE INTERSECTION OF THE TIMELESS MOMENT
IS ENGLAND AND NOWHERE. NEVER AND ALWAYS.
ASH ON AN OLD MAN'S SLEEVE
IS ALL THE ASH THE BURNT ROSES LEAVE.
DUST IN THE AIR SUSPENDED
MARKS THE PLACE WHERE A STORY ENDED.
DUST INBREATHED WAS A HOUSE-
THE WALL, THE WAINSCOT AND THE MOUSE.
THE DEATH OF HOPE AND DESPAIR,
THIS IS THE DEATH OF AIR.
THERE ARE FLOOD AND DROUTH
OVER THE EYES AND IN THE MOUTH,
DEAD WATER AND DEAD SAND
CONTENDING FOR THE UPPER HAND.
THE PARCHED EVISCERATE SOIL
GAPES AT THE VANITY OF TOIL,
LAUGHS WITHOUT MIRTH.
THIS IS THE DEATH OF EARTH.
WATER AND FIRE SUCCEED
THE TOWN, THE PASTURE AND THE WEED.
WATER AND FIRE DERIDE
THE SACRIFICE THAT WE DENIED.
WATER AND FIRE SHALL ROT
THE MARRED FOUNDATIONS WE FORGOT,
OF SANCTUARY AND CHOIR.
THIS IS THE DEATH OF WATER AND FIRE.
IN THE UNCERTAIN HOUR BEFORE THE MORNING
NEAR THE ENDING OF INTERMINABLE NIGHT
AT THE RECURRENT END OF THE UNENDING
AFTER THE DARK DOVE WITH THE FLICKERING TONGUE
HAD PASSED BELOW THE HORIZON OF HIS HOMING
WHILE THE DEAD LEAVES STILL RATTLED ON LIKE TIN
OVER THE ASPHALT WHERE NO OTHER SOUND WAS
BETWEEN THREE DISTRICTS WHENCE THE SMOKE AROSE
I MET ONE WALKING, LOITERING AND HURRIED
AS IF BLOWN TOWARDS ME LIKE THE METAL LEAVES
BEFORE THE URBAN DAWN WIND UNRESISTING.
AND AS I FIXED UPON THE DOWN-TURNED FACE
THAT POINTED SCRUTINY WITH WHICH WE CHALLENGE
THE FIRST-MET STRANGER IN THE WANING DUSK
I CAUGHT THE SUDDEN LOOK OF SOME DEAD MASTER
WHOM I HAD KNOWN, FORGOTTEN, HALF RECALLED
BOTH ONE AND MANY; IN THE BROWN BAKED FEATURES
THE EYES OF A FAMILIAR COMPOUND GHOST
BOTH INTIMATE AND UNIDENTIFIABLE.
SO I ASSUMED A DOUBLE PART, AND CRIED
AND HEARD ANOTHER'S VOICE CRY: %WHAT! ARE #YOU# HERE?%
ALTHOUGH WE WERE NOT. I WAS STILL THE SAME,
KNOWING MYSELF YET BEING SOMEONE OTHER-
AND HE A FACE STILL FORMING; YET THE WORDS SUFFICED
TO COMPEL THE RECOGNITION THEY PRECEDED.
AND SO, COMPLIANT TO THE COMMON WIND,
TOO STRANGE TO EACH OTHER FOR MISUNDERSTANDING,
IN CONCORD AT THIS INTERSECTION TIME
OF MEETING NOWHERE, NO BEFORE AND AFTER,
WE TROD THE PAVEMENT IN A DEAD PATROL.
I SAID: %THE WONDER THAT I FEEL IS EASY,
YET EASE IS CAUSE OF WONDER. THEREFORE SPEAK:
I MAY NOT COMPREHEND, MAY NOT REMEMBER.%
AND HE: %I AM NOT EAGER TO REHEARSE
MY THOUGHTS AND THEORY WHICH YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN.
THESE THINGS HAVE SERVED THEIR PURPOSE: LET THEM BE.
SO WITH YOUR OWN, AND PRAY THEY BE FORGIVEN
BY OTHERS, AS I PRAY YOU TO FORGIVE
BOTH BAD AND GOOD. LAST SEASON'S FRUIT IS EATEN
AND THE FULLFED BEAST SHALL KICK THE EMPTY PAIL.
FOR LAST YEAR'S WORDS BELONG TO LAST YEAR'S LANGUAGE
AND NEXT YEAR'S WORDS AWAIT ANOTHER VOICE.
BUT, AS THE PASSAGE NOW PRESENTS NO HINDRANCE
TO THE SPIRIT UNAPPEASED AND PEREGRINE
BETWEEN TWO WORLDS BECOME MUCH LIKE EACH OTHER,
SO I FIND WORDS I NEVER THOUGHT TO SPEAK
IN STREETS I NEVER THOUGHT I SHOULD REVISIT
WHEN I LEFT MY BODY ON A DISTANT SHORE.
SINCE OUR CONCERN WAS SPEECH, AND SPEECH IMPELLED US
TO PURIFY THE DIALECT OF THE TRIBE
AND URGE THE MIND TO AFTERSIGHT AND FORESIGHT,
LET ME DISCLOSE THE GIFTS RESERVED FOR AGE
TO SET A CROWN UPON YOUR LIFETIME'S EFFORT.
FIRST, THE COLD FRICTION OF EXPIRING SENSE
WITHOUT ENCHANTMENT, OFFERING NO PROMISE
BUT BITTER TASTELESSNESS OF SHADOW FRUIT
AS BODY AND SOUL BEGIN TO FALL ASUNDER.
SECOND, THE CONSCIOUS IMPOTENCE OF RAGE
AT HUMAN FOLLY, AND THE LACERATION
OF LAUGHTER AT WHAT CEASES TO AMUSE.
AND LAST, THE RENDING PAIN OF RE-ENACTMENT
OF ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE, AND BEEN; THE SHAME
OF MOTIVES LATE REVEALED, AND THE AWARENESS
OF THINGS ILL DONE AND DONE TO OTHERS' HARM
WHICH ONCE YOU TOOK FOR EXERCISE OF VIRTUE.
THEN FOOLS' APPROVAL STINGS, AND HONOUR STAINS.
FROM WRONG TO WRONG THE EXASPERATED SPIRIT
PROCEEDS, UNLESS RESTORED BY THAT REFINING FIRE
WHERE YOU MUST MOVE IN MEASURE, LIKE A DANCER.%
THE DAY WAS BREAKING. IN THE DISFIGURED STREET
HE LEFT ME, WITH A KIND OF VALEDICTION,
AND FADED ON THE BLOWING OF THE HORN.
THERE ARE THREE CONDITIONS WHICH OFTEN LOOK ALIKE
YET DIFFER COMPLETELY, FLOURISH IN THE SAME HEDGEROW:
ATTACHMENT TO SELF AND TO THINGS AND TO PERSONS, DETACHMENT
FROM SELF AND FROM THINGS AND FROM PERSONS; AND, GROWING BETWEEN THEM, I
NDIFFERENCE
WHICH RESEMBLES THE OTHERS AS DEATH RESEMBLES LIFE,
BEING BETWEEN TWO LIVES- UNFLOWERING, BETWEEN
THE LIVE AND THE DEAD NETTLE. THIS IS THE USE OF MEMORY:
FOR LIBERATION- NOT LESS OF LOVE BUT EXPANDING
OF LOVE BEYOND DESIRE, AND SO LIBERATION
FROM THE FUTURE AS WELL AS THE PAST. THUS, LOVE OF A COUNTRY
BEGINS AS ATTACHMENT TO OUR OWN FIELD OF ACTION
AND COMES TO FIND THAT ACTION OF LITTLE IMPORTANCE
THOUGH NEVER INDIFFERENT. HISTORY MAY BE SERVITUDE,
HISTORY MAY BE FREEDOM. SEE, NOW THEY VANISH,
THE FACES AND PLACES, WITH THE SELF WHICH, AS IT COULD, LOVED THEM,
TO BECOME RENEWED, TRANSFIGURED, IN ANOTHER PATTERN.
SIN IS BEHOVELY, BUT
ALL SHALL BE WELL, AND
ALL MANNER OF THING SHALL BE WELL.
IF I THINK, AGAIN, OF THIS PLACE,
AND OF PEOPLE, NOT WHOLLY COMMENDABLE,
OF NO IMMEDIATE KIN OR KINDNESS,
BUT SOME OF PECULIAR GENIUS,
ALL TOUCHED BY A COMMON GENIUS,
UNITED IN THE STRIFE WHICH DIVIDED THEM;
IF I THINK OF A KING AT NIGHTFALL,
OF THREE MEN, AND MORE, ON THE SCAFFOLD
AND A FEW WHO DIED FORGOTTEN
IN OTHER PLACES, HERE AND ABROAD,
AND OF ONE WHO DIED BLIND AND QUIET,
WHY SHOULD WE CELEBRATE
THESE DEAD MEN MORE THAN THE DYING?
IT IS NOT TO RING THE BELL BACKWARD
NOR IS IT AN INCANTATION
TO SUMMON THE SPECTRE OF A ROSE.
WE CANNOT REVIVE OLD FACTIONS
WE CANNOT RESTORE OLD POLICIES
OR FOLLOW AN ANTIQUE DRUM.
THESE MEN, AND THOSE WHO OPPOSED THEM
AND THOSE WHOM THEY OPPOSED
ACCEPT THE CONSTITUTION OF SILENCE
AND ARE FOLDED IN A SINGLE PARTY.
WHATEVER WE INHERIT FROM THE FORTUNATE
WE HAVE TAKEN FROM THE DEFEATED
WHAT THEY HAD TO LEAVE US- A SYMBOL:
A SYMBOL PERFECTED IN DEATH.
AND ALL SHALL BE WELL AND
ALL MANNER OF THING SHALL BE WELL
BY THE PURIFICATION OF THE MOTIVE
IN THE GROUND OF OUR BESEECHING.
THE DOVE DESCENDING BREAKS THE AIR
WITH FLAME OF INCANDESCENT TERROR
OF WHICH THE TONGUES DECLARE
THE ONE DISCHARGE FROM SIN AND ERROR.
THE ONLY HOPE, OR ELSE DESPAIR
LIES IN THE CHOICE OF PYRE OR PYRE-
TO BE REDEEMED FROM FIRE BY FIRE.
WHO THEN DEVISED THE TORMENT? LOVE.
LOVE IS THE UNFAMILIAR NAME
BEHIND THE HANDS THAT WOVE
THE INTOLERABLE SHIRT OF FLAME
WHICH HUMAN POWER CANNOT REMOVE.
WE ONLY LIVE, ONLY SUSPIRE
CONSUMED BY EITHER FIRE OR FIRE.
WHAT WE CALL THE BEGINNING IS OFTEN THE END
AND TO MAKE AN END IS TO MAKE A BEGINNING.
THE END IS WHERE WE START FROM. AND EVERY PHRASE
AND SENTENCE THAT IS RIGHT (WHERE EVERY WORD IS AT HOME,
TAKING ITS PLACE TO SUPPORT THE OTHERS,
THE WORD NEITHER DIFFIDENT NOR OSTENTATIOUS,
AN EASY COMMERCE OF THE OLD AND THE NEW,
THE COMMON WORD EXACT WITHOUT VULGARITY,
THE FORMAL WORD PRECISE BUT NOT PEDANTIC,
THE COMPLETE CONSORT DANCING TOGETHER)
EVERY PHRASE AND EVERY SENTENCE IS AN END AND A BEGINNING,
EVERY POEM AN EPITAPH. AND ANY ACTION
IS A STEP TO THE BLOCK, TO THE FIRE, DOWN THE SEA'S THROAT
OR TO AN ILLEGIBLE STONE: AND THAT IS WHERE WE START.
WE DIE WITH THE DYING:
SEE, THEY DEPART, AND WE GO WITH THEM.
WE ARE BORN WITH THE DEAD:
SEE, THEY RETURN, AND BRING US WITH THEM.
THE MOMENT OF THE ROSE AND THE MOMENT OF THE YEW-TREE
ARE OF EQUAL DURATION. A PEOPLE WITHOUT HISTORY
IS NOT REDEEMED FROM TIME, FOR HISTORY IS A PATTERN
OF TIMELESS MOMENTS. SO, WHILE THE LIGHT FAILS
ON A WINTER'S AFTERNOON, IN A SECLUDED CHAPEL
HISTORY IS NOW AND ENGLAND.
WITH THE DRAWING OF THIS LOVE AND THE VOICE OF THIS CALLING
WE SHALL NOT CEASE FROM EXPLORATION
AND THE END OF ALL OUR EXPLORING
WILL BE TO ARRIVE WHERE WE STARTED
AND KNOW THE PLACE FOR THE FIRST TIME.
THROUGH THE UNKNOWN, REMEMBERED GATE
WHEN THE LAST OF EARTH LEFT TO DISCOVER
IS THAT WHICH WAS THE BEGINNING;
AT THE SOURCE OF THE LONGEST RIVER
THE VOICE OF THE HIDDEN WATERFALL
AND THE CHILDREN IN THE APPLE-TREE
NOT KNOWN, BECAUSE NOT LOOKED FOR
BUT HEARD, HALF-HEARD, IN THE STILLNESS
BETWEEN TWO WAVES OF THE SEA.
QUICK NOW, HERE, NOW, ALWAYS-
A CONDITION OF COMPLETE SIMPLICITY
(COSTING NOT LESS THAN EVERYTHING)
AND ALL SHALL BE WELL AND
ALL MANNER OF THING SHALL BE WELL
WHEN THE TONGUES OF FLAME ARE IN-FOLDED
INTO THE CROWNED KNOT OF FIRE
AND THE FIRE AND THE ROSE ARE ONE.
((#MISTAH KURTZ- HE DEAD.#))
THE HOLLOW MEN
((#A PENNY FOR THE OLD GUY#))
WE ARE THE HOLLOW MEN
WE ARE THE STUFFED MEN
LEANING TOGETHER
HEADPIECE FILLED WITH STRAW. ALAS!
OUR DRIED VOICES, WHEN
WE WHISPER TOGETHER
ARE QUIET AND MEANINGLESS
AS WIND IN DRY GRASS
OR RATS' FEET OVER BROKEN GLASS
IN OUR DRY CELLAR
SHAPE WITHOUT FORM, SHADE WITHOUT COLOUR,
PARALYSED FORCE, GESTURE WITHOUT MOTION;
THOSE WHO HAVE CROSSED
WITH DIRECT EYES, TO DEATH'S OTHER KINGDOM
REMEMBER US- IF AT ALL- NOT AS LOST
VIOLENT SOULS, BUT ONLY
AS THE HOLLOW MEN
THE STUFFED MEN.
EYES I DARE NOT MEET IN DREAMS
IN DEATH'S DREAM KINGDOM
THESE DO NOT APPEAR:
THERE, THE EYES ARE
SUNLIGHT ON A BROKEN COLUMN
THERE, IS A TREE SWINGING
AND VOICES ARE
IN THE WIND'S SINGING
MORE DISTANT AND MORE SOLEMN
THAN A FADING STAR.
LET ME BE NO NEARER
IN DEATH'S DREAM KINGDOM
LET ME ALSO WEAR
SUCH DELIBERATE DISGUISES
RAT'S COAT, CROWSKIN, CROSSED STAVES
IN A FIELD
BEHAVING AS THE WIND BEHAVES
NO NEARER-
NOT THAT FINAL MEETING
IN THE TWILIGHT KINGDOM
THIS IS THE DEAD LAND
THIS IS CACTUS LAND
HERE THE STONE IMAGES
ARE RAISED, HERE THEY RECEIVE
THE SUPPLICATION OF A DEAD MAN'S HAND
UNDER THE TWINKLE OF A FADING STAR.
IS IT LIKE THIS
IN DEATH'S OTHER KINGDOM
WAKING ALONE
AT THE HOUR WHEN WE ARE
TREMBLING WITH TENDERNESS
LIPS THAT WOULD KISS
FORM PRAYERS TO BROKEN STONE.
THE EYES ARE NOT HERE
THERE ARE NO EYES HERE
IN THIS VALLEY OF DYING STARS
IN THIS HOLLOW VALLEY
THIS BROKEN JAW OF OUR LOST KINGDOMS
IN THIS LAST OF MEETING PLACES
WE GROPE TOGETHER
AND AVOID SPEECH
GATHERED ON THIS BEACH OF THE TUMID RIVER
SIGHTLESS, UNLESS
THE EYES REAPPEAR
AS THE PERPETUAL STAR
MULTIFOLIATE ROSE
OF DEATH'S TWILIGHT KINGDOM
THE HOPE ONLY
OF EMPTY MEN.
#HERE WE GO ROUND THE PRICKLY PEAR
PRICKLY PEAR PRICKLY PEAR
HERE WE GO ROUND THE PRICKLY PEAR
AT FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING.#
BETWEEN THE IDEA
AND THE REALITY
BETWEEN THE MOTION
AND THE ACT
FALLS THE SHADOW
#FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM#
BETWEEN THE CONCEPTION
AND THE CREATION
BETWEEN THE EMOTION
AND THE RESPONSE
FALLS THE SHADOW
#LIFE IS VERY LONG#
BETWEEN THE DESIRE
AND THE SPASM
BETWEEN THE POTENCY
AND THE EXISTENCE
BETWEEN THE ESSENCE
AND THE DESCENT
FALLS THE SHADOW
#FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM#
FOR THINE IS
LIFE IS
FOR THINE IS THE
#THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS
THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS
THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS
NOT WITH A BANG BUT A WHIMPER.#
EYES THAT LAST I SAW IN TEARS
EYES THAT LAST I SAW IN TEARS
THROUGH DIVISION
HERE IN DEATH'S DREAM KINGDOM
THE GOLDEN VISION REAPPEARS
I SEE THE EYES BUT NOT THE TEARS
THIS IS MY AFFLICTION
THIS IS MY AFFLICTION
EYES I SHALL NOT SEE AGAIN
EYES OF DECISION
EYES I SHALL NOT SEE UNLESS
AT THE DOOR OF DEATH'S OTHER KINGDOM
WHERE, AS IN THIS,
THE EYES OUTLAST A LITTLE WHILE
A LITTLE WHILE OUTLAST THE TEARS
AND HOLD US IN DERISION.
THE WIND SPRANG UP AT FOUR O'CLOCK
THE WIND SPRANG UP AT FOUR O'CLOCK
THE WIND SPRANG UP AND BROKE THE BELLS
SWINGING BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH
HERE, IN DEATH'S DREAM KINGDOM
THE WAKING ECHO OF CONFUSING STRIFE
IS IT A DREAM OR SOMETHING ELSE
WHEN THE SURFACE OF THE BLACKENED RIVER
IS A FACE THAT SWEATS WITH TEARS?
I SAW ACROSS THE BLACKENED RIVER
THE CAMP FIRE SHAKE WITH ALIEN SPEARS.
HERE, ACROSS DEATH'S OTHER RIVER
THE TARTAR HORSEMEN SHAKE THEIR SPEARS.
FIVE-FINGER EXERCISES
THE SONGSTERS OF THE AIR REPAIR
TO THE GREEN FIELDS OF RUSSELL SQUARE.
BENEATH THE TREES THERE IS NO EASE
FOR THE DULL BRAIN, THE SHARP DESIRES
AND THE QUICK EYES OF WOOLLY BEAR.
THERE IS NO RELIEF BUT IN GRIEF.
O WHEN WILL THE CREAKING HEART CEASE?
WHEN WILL THE BROKEN CHAIR GIVE EASE?
WHY WILL THE SUMMER DAY DELAY?
#WHEN# WILL TIME FLOW AWAY?
IN A BROWN FIELD STOOD A TREE
AND THE TREE WAS CROOKT AND DRY.
IN A BLACK SKY, FROM A GREEN CLOUD
NATURAL FORCES SHRIEK'D ALOUD,
SCREAMED, RATTLED, MUTTERED ENDLESSLY.
LITTLE DOG WAS SAFE AND WARM
UNDER A CRETONNE EIDERDOWN,
YET THE FIELD WAS CRACKED AND BROWN
AND THE TREE WAS CRAMPED AND DRY.
POLLICLE DOGS AND CATS ALL MUST
JELLICLE CATS AND DOGS ALL MUST
LIKE UNDERTAKERS, COME TO DUST.
HERE A LITTLE DOG I PAUSE
HEAVING UP MY PRIOR PAWS,
PAUSE, AND SLEEP ENDLESSLY.
THE LONG LIGHT SHAKES ACROSS THE LAKE,
THE FORCES OF THE MORNING QUAKE,
THE DAWN IS SLANT ACROSS THE LAWN,
HERE IS NO EFT OR MORTAL SNAKE
BUT ONLY SLUGGISH DUCK AND DRAKE.
I HAVE SEEN THE MORNING SHINE,
I HAVE HAD THE BREAD AND WINE,
LET THE FEATHERED MORTALS TAKE
THAT WHICH IS THEIR MORTAL DUE,
PINCHING BREAD AND FINGER TOO,
EASIER HAD THAN SQUIRMING WORM;
FOR I KNOW, AND SO SHOULD YOU
THAT SOON THE ENQUIRING WORM SHALL TRY
OUR WELL-PRESERVED COMPLACENCY.
HOW DELIGHTFUL TO MEET MR. HODGSON!
(EVERYONE WANTS TO KNOW #HIM#)-
WITH HIS MUSICAL SOUND
AND HIS BASKERVILLE HOUND
WHICH, JUST AT A WORD FROM HIS MASTER
WILL FOLLOW YOU FASTER AND FASTER
AND TEAR YOU LIMB FROM LIMB.
HOW DELIGHTFUL TO MEET MR. HODGSON!
WHO IS WORSHIPPED BY ALL WAITRESSES
(THEY REGARD HIM AS SOMETHING APART)
WHILE ON HIS PALATE FINE HE PRESSES
THE JUICE OF THE GOOSEBERRY TART.
HOW DELIGHTFUL TO MEET MR. HODGSON!
(EVERYONE WANTS TO KNOW #HIM#).
HE HAS 999 CANARIES
AND ROUND HIS HEAD FINCHES AND FAIRIES
IN JUBILANT RAPTURE SKIM.
HOW DELIGHTFUL TO MEET MR. HODGSON!
(EVERYONE WANTS TO MEET #HIM#).
HOW UNPLEASANT TO MEET MR& ELIOT!
WITH HIS FEATURES OF CLERICAL CUT,
AND HIS BROW SO GRIM
AND HIS MOUTH SO PRIM
AND HIS CONVERSATION, SO NICELY
RESTRICTED TO WHAT PRECISELY
AND IF AND PERHAPS AND BUT.
HOW UNPLEASANT TO MEET MR& ELIOT!
WITH A BOBTAIL CUR
IN A COAT OF FUR
AND A PORPENTINE CAT
AND A WOPSICAL HAT:
HOW UNPLEASANT TO MEET MR& ELIOT!
(WHETHER HIS MOUTH BE OPEN OR SHUT).
LANDSCAPES
CHILDREN'S VOICES IN THE ORCHARD
BETWEEN THE BLOSSOM- AND THE FRUIT-TIME:
GOLDEN HEAD, CRIMSON HEAD,
BETWEEN THE GREEN TIP AND THE ROOT.
BLACK WING, BROWN WING, HOVER OVER;
TWENTY YEARS AND THE SPRING IS OVER;
TO-DAY GRIEVES, TO-MORROW GRIEVES,
COVER ME OVER, LIGHT-IN-LEAVES;
GOLDEN HEAD, BLACK WING,
CLING, SWING,
SPRING, SING,
SWING UP INTO THE APPLE-TREE.
RED RIVER, RED RIVER,
SLOW FLOW HEAT IS SILENCE
NO WILL IS STILL AS A RIVER
STILL. WILL HEAT MOVE
ONLY THROUGH THE MOCKING-BIRD
HEARD ONCE? STILL HILLS
WAIT. GATES WAIT. PURPLE TREES,
WHITE TREES, WAIT, WAIT,
DELAY, DECAY. LIVING, LIVING,
NEVER MOVING. EVER MOVING
IRON THOUGHTS CAME WITH ME
AND GO WITH ME:
RED RIVER, RIVER, RIVER.
DO NOT SUDDENLY BREAK THE BRANCH, OR
HOPE TO FIND
THE WHITE HART BEHIND THE WHITE WELL.
GLANCE ASIDE, NOT FOR LANCE, DO NOT SPELL
OLD ENCHANTMENTS. LET THEM SLEEP.
%GENTLY DIP, BUT NOT TOO DEEP%,
LIFT YOUR EYES
WHERE THE ROADS DIP AND WHERE THE ROADS RISE
SEEK ONLY THERE
WHERE THE GREY LIGHT MEETS THE GREEN AIR
THE HERMIT'S CHAPEL, THE PILGRIM'S PRAYER.
HERE THE CROW STARVES, HERE THE PATIENT STAG
BREEDS FOR THE RIFLE. BETWEEN THE SOFT MOOR
AND THE SOFT SKY, SCARCELY ROOM
TO LEAP OR SOAR. SUBSTANCE CRUMBLES, IN THE THIN AIR
MOON COLD OR MOON HOT. THE ROAD WINDS IN
LISTLESSNESS OF ANCIENT WAR,
LANGOUR OF BROKEN STEEL,
CLAMOUR OF CONFUSED WRONG, APT
IN SILENCE. MEMORY IS STRONG
BEYOND THE BONE. PRIDE SNAPPED,
SHADOW OF PRIDE IS LONG, IN THE LONG PASS
NO CONCURRENCE OF BONE.
O QUICK QUICK QUICK, QUICK HEAR THE SONG-SPARROW,
SWAMP-SPARROW, FOX-SPARROW, VESPER-SPARROW
AT DAWN AND DUSK. FOLLOW THE DANCE
OF THE GOLDFINCH AT NOON. LEAVE TO CHANCE
THE BLACKBURNIAN WARBLER, THE SHY ONE. HAIL
WITH SHRILL WHISTLE THE NOTE OF THE QUAIL, THE BOB-WHITE
DODGING BY BAY-BUSH. FOLLOW THE FEET
OF THE WALKER, THE WATER-THRUSH. FOLLOW THE FLIGHT
OF THE DANCING ARROW, THE PURPLE MARTIN. GREET
IN SILENCE THE BULLBAT. ALL ARE DELECTABLE. SWEET SWEET SWEET
BUT RESIGN THIS LAND AT THE END, RESIGN IT
TO ITS TRUE OWNER, THE TOUGH ONE, THE SEA-GULL.
THE PALAVER IS FINISHED.
LINES FOR AN OLD MAN
THE TIGER IN THE TIGER-PIT
IS NOT MORE IRRITABLE THAN I.
THE WHIPPING TAIL IS NOT MORE STILL
THAN WHEN I SMELL THE ENEMY
WRITHING IN THE ESSENTIAL BLOOD
OR DANGLING FROM THE FRIENDLY TREE.
WHEN I LAY BARE THE TOOTH OF WIT
THE HISSING OVER THE ARCH*ED TONGUE
IS MORE AFFECTIONATE THAN HATE,
MORE BITTER THAN THE LOVE OF YOUTH,
AND INACCESSIBLE BY THE YOUNG.
REFLECTED FROM MY GOLDEN EYE
THE DULLARD KNOWS THAT HE IS MAD.
TELL ME IF I AM NOT GLAD!
DEFENSE OF THE ISLANDS
((#DEFENSE OF THE ISLANDS# CANNOT PRETEND TO BE VERSE, BUT ITS
DATE- JUST AFTER THE EVACUATION FROM DUNKIRK- AND
OCCASION HAVE FOR ME A SIGNIFICANCE WHICH MAKES ME WISH
TO PRESERVE IT. MCKNIGHT KAUFFER WAS THEN WORKING FOR
THE MINISTRY OF INFORMATION. AT HIS REQUEST I WROTE THESE
LINES TO ACCOMPANY AN EXHIBITION IN NEW YORK OF
PHOTOGRAPHS ILLUSTRATING THE WAR EFFORT OF BRITAIN. THEY
WERE SUBSEQUENTLY PUBLISHED IN #BRITAIN AT WAR# (THE MU-
SEUM OF MODERN ART, NEW YORK, 1941). I NOW DEDICATE
THEM TO THE MEMORY OF EDWARD MCKNIGHT KAUFFER.))
LET THESE MEMORIALS OF BUILT STONE- MUSIC'S
ENDURING INSTRUMENT, OF MANY CENTURIES OF
PATIENT CULTIVATION OF THE EARTH, OF ENGLISH
VERSE
BE JOINED WITH THE MEMORY OF THIS DEFENSE OF
THE ISLANDS
AND THE MEMORY OF THOSE APPOINTED TO THE GREY
SHIPS- BATTLESHIP, MERCHANTMAN, TRAWLER-
CONTRIBUTING THEIR SHARE TO THE AGES' PAVEMENT
OF BRITISH BONE ON THE SEA FLOOR
AND OF THOSE WHO, IN MAN'S NEWEST FORM OF GAMBLE
WITH DEATH, FIGHT THE POWER OF DARKNESS IN AIR
AND FIRE
AND OF THOSE WHO HAVE FOLLOWED THEIR FOREBEARS
TO FLANDERS AND FRANCE, THOSE UNDEFEATED IN DE-
FEAT, UNALTERABLE IN TRIUMPH, CHANGING NOTHING
OF THEIR ANCESTORS' WAYS BUT THE WEAPONS
AND THOSE AGAIN FOR WHOM THE PATHS OF GLORY ARE
THE LANES AND THE STREETS OF BRITAIN:
TO SAY, TO THE PAST AND THE FUTURE GENERATIONS
OF OUR KIN AND OF OUR SPEECH, THAT WE TOOK UP
OUR POSITIONS, IN OBEDIENCE TO INSTRUCTIONS.
A NOTE ON WAR POETRY
((#A NOTE ON WAR POETRY# WAS WRITTEN AT THE REQUEST OF MISS
STORM JAMESON, TO BE INCLUDED IN A BOOK ENTITLED
#LONDON CALLING# (HARPER BROTHERS, NEW YORK, 1942).))
NOT THE EXPRESSION OF COLLECTIVE EMOTION
IMPERFECTLY REFLECTED IN THE DAILY PAPERS.
WHERE IS THE POINT AT WHICH THE MERELY INDIVIDUAL
EXPLOSION BREAKS
IN THE PATH OF AN ACTION MERELY TYPICAL
TO CREATE THE UNIVERSAL, ORIGINATE A SYMBOL
OUT OF THE IMPACT? THIS IS A MEETING
ON WHICH WE ATTEND
OF FORCES BEYOND CONTROL BY EXPERIMENT-
OF NATURE AND THE SPIRIT. MOSTLY THE INDIVIDUAL
EXPERIENCE IS TOO LARGE, OR TOO SMALL. OUR EMOTIONS
ARE ONLY %INCIDENTS%
IN THE EFFORT TO KEEP DAY AND NIGHT TOGETHER.
IT SEEMS JUST POSSIBLE THAT A POEM MIGHT HAPPEN
TO A VERY YOUNG MAN: BUT A POEM IS NOT POETRY-
THAT IS A LIFE.
WAR IS NOT A LIFE: IT IS A SITUATION,
ONE WHICH MAY NEITHER BE IGNORED NOR ACCEPTED,
A PROBLEM TO BE MET WITH AMBUSH AND STRATAGEM,
ENVELOPED OR SCATTERED.
THE ENDURING IS NOT A SUBSTITUTE FOR THE TRANSIENT,
NEITHER ONE FOR THE OTHER. BUT THE ABSTRACT CONCEPTION
OF PRIVATE EXPERIENCE AT ITS GREATEST INTENSITY
BECOMING UNIVERSAL, WHICH WE CALL %POETRY%,
MAY BE AFFIRMED IN VERSE.
TO THE INDIANS WHO DIED IN AFRICA
((#TO THE INDIANS WHO DIED IN AFRICA# WAS WRITTEN AT THE RE-
QUEST OF MISS CORNELIA SORABJI FOR #QUEEN MARY'S BOOK FOR
INDIA# (HARRAP & CO. LTD., 1943). I DEDICATE IT NOW TO BONAMY
DOBREE, BECAUSE HE LIKED IT AND URGED ME TO PRESERVE IT.))
A MAN'S DESTINATION IS HIS OWN VILLAGE,
HIS OWN FIRE, AND HIS WIFE'S COOKING;
TO SIT IN FRONT OF HIS OWN DOOR AT SUNSET
AND SEE HIS GRANDSON, AND HIS NEIGHBOUR'S GRANDSON
PLAYING IN THE DUST TOGETHER.
SCARRED BUT SECURE, HE HAS MANY MEMORIES
WHICH RETURN AT THE HOUR OF CONVERSATION,
(THE WARM OR THE COOL HOUR, ACCORDING TO THE CLIMATE)
OF FOREIGN MEN, WHO FOUGHT IN FOREIGN PLACES,
FOREIGN TO EACH OTHER.
A MAN'S DESTINATION IS NOT HIS DESTINY,
EVERY COUNTRY IS HOME TO ONE MAN
AND EXILE TO ANOTHER. WHERE A MAN DIES BRAVELY
AT ONE WITH HIS DESTINY, THAT SOIL IS HIS.
LET HIS VILLAGE REMEMBER.
THIS WAS NOT YOUR LAND, OR OURS: BUT A VILLAGE IN THE MIDLANDS,
AND ONE IN THE FIVE RIVERS, MAY HAVE THE SAME GRAVEYARD.
LET THOSE WHO GO HOME TELL THE SAME STORY OF YOU:
OF ACTION WITH A COMMON PURPOSE, ACTION
NONE THE LESS FRUITFUL IF NEITHER YOU NOR WE
KNOW, UNTIL THE MOMENT AFTER DEATH,
WHAT IS THE FRUIT OF ACTION.
TO WALTER DE LA MARE
((#TO WALTER DE LA MARE# WAS WRITTEN FOR INCLUSION IN
#TRIBUTE TO WALTER DE LA MARE# (FABER & FABER LTD., 1948),
A BOOK PRESENTED TO HIM ON HIS SEVENTY-FIFTH BIRTHDAY.))
THE CHILDREN WHO EXPLORED THE BROOK AND FOUND
A DESERT ISLAND WITH A SANDY COVE
(A HIDING PLACE, BUT VERY DANGEROUS GROUND,
FOR HERE THE WATER BUFFALO MAY ROVE,
THE KINKAJOU, THE MANGABEY, ABOUND
IN THE DARK JUNGLE OF A MANGO GROVE,
AND SHADOWY LEMURS GLIDE FROM TREE TO TREE-
THE GUARDIANS OF SOME LONG-LOST TREASURE-TROVE)
RECOUNT THEIR EXPLOITS AT THE NURSERY TEA
AND WHEN THE LAMPS ARE LIT AND CURTAINS DRAWN
DEMAND SOME POETRY, PLEASE. WHOSE SHALL IT BE,
AT NOT QUITE TIME FOR BED? ...
OR WHEN THE LAWN
IS PRESSED BY UNSEEN FEET, AND GHOSTS RETURN
GENTLY AT TWILIGHT, GENTLY GO AT DAWN,
THE SAD INTANGIBLE WHO GRIEVE AND YEARN;
WHEN THE FAMILIAR SCENE IS SUDDENLY STRANGE
OR THE WELL KNOWN IS WHAT WE HAVE YET TO LEARN,
AND TWO WORLDS MEET, AND INTERSECT, AND CHANGE;
WHEN CATS ARE MADDENED IN THE MOONLIGHT DANCE,
DOGS COWER, FLITTER BATS, AND OWLS RANGE
AT WITCHES' SABBATH OF THE MAIDEN AUNTS;
WHEN THE NOCTURNAL TRAVELLER CAN AROUSE
NO SLEEPER BY HIS CALL; OR WHEN BY CHANCE
AN EMPTY FACE PEERS FROM AN EMPTY HOUSE;
BY WHOM, AND BY WHAT MEANS, WAS THIS DESIGNED?
THE WHISPERED INCANTATION WHICH ALLOWS
FREE PASSAGE TO THE PHANTOMS OF THE MIND?
BY YOU; BY THOSE DECEPTIVE CADENCES
WHEREWITH THE COMMON MEASURE IS REFINED;
BY CONSCIOUS ART PRACTISED WITH NATURAL EASE;
BY THE DELICATE, INVISIBLE WEB YOU WOVE-
THE INEXPLICABLE MYSTERY OF SOUND.
A DEDICATION TO MY WIFE
TO WHOM I OWE THE LEAPING DELIGHT
THAT QUICKENS MY SENSES IN OUR WAKINGTIME
AND THE RHYTHM THAT GOVERNS THE REPOSE OF OUR SLEEPINGTIME,
THE BREATHING IN UNISON
OF LOVERS WHOSE BODIES SMELL OF EACH OTHER
WHO THINK THE SAME THOUGHTS WITHOUT NEED OF SPEECH
AND BABBLE THE SAME SPEECH WITHOUT NEED OF MEANING.
NO PEEVISH WINTER WIND SHALL CHILL
NO SULLEN TROPIC SUN SHALL WITHER
THE ROSES IN THE ROSE-GARDEN WHICH IS OURS AND OURS ONLY
BUT THIS DEDICATION IS FOR OTHERS TO READ:
THESE ARE PRIVATE WORDS ADDRESSED TO YOU IN PUBLIC.
GERONTION
((#THOU HAST NOR YOUTH NOR AGE
BUT AS IT WERE AN AFTER DINNER SLEEP
DREAMING OF BOTH.#))
HERE I AM, AN OLD MAN IN A DRY MONTH,
BEING READ TO BY A BOY, WAITING FOR RAIN.
I WAS NEITHER AT THE HOT GATES
NOR FOUGHT IN THE WARM RAIN
NOR KNEE DEEP IN THE SALT MARSH, HEAVING A CUTLASS,
BITTEN BY FLIES, FOUGHT.
MY HOUSE IS A DECAYED HOUSE,
AND THE JEW SQUATS ON THE WINDOW SILL, THE OWNER,
SPAWNED IN SOME ESTAMINET OF ANTWERP,
BLISTERED IN BRUSSELS, PATCHED AND PEELED IN LONDON.
THE GOAT COUGHS AT NIGHT IN THE FIELD OVERHEAD;
ROCKS, MOSS, STONECROP, IRON, MERDS.
THE WOMAN KEEPS THE KITCHEN, MAKES TEA,
SNEEZES AT EVENING, POKING THE PEEVISH GUTTER.
I AN OLD MAN,
A DULL HEAD AMONG WINDY SPACES.
SIGNS ARE TAKEN FOR WONDERS. %WE WOULD SEE A SIGN!%
THE WORD WITHIN A WORD, UNABLE TO SPEAK A WORD,
SWADDLED WITH DARKNESS. IN THE JUVESCENCE OF THE YEAR
CAME CHRIST THE TIGER
IN DEPRAVED MAY, DOGWOOD AND CHESTNUT, FLOWERING JUDAS,
TO BE EATEN, TO BE DIVIDED, TO BE DRUNK
AMONG WHISPERS; BY MR& SILVERO
WITH CARESSING HANDS, AT LIMOGES
WHO WALKED ALL NIGHT IN THE NEXT ROOM;
BY HAKAGAWA, BOWING AMONG THE TITIANS;
BY MADAME DE TORNQUIST, IN THE DARK ROOM
SHIFTING THE CANDLES; FR\AULEIN VON KULP
WHO TURNED IN THE HALL, ONE HAND ON THE DOOR.
VACANT SHUTTLES
WEAVE THE WIND. I HAVE NO GHOSTS,
AN OLD MAN IN A DRAUGHTY HOUSE
UNDER A WINDY KNOB.
AFTER SUCH KNOWLEDGE, WHAT FORGIVENESS? THINK NOW
HISTORY HAS MANY CUNNING PASSAGES, CONTRIVED CORRIDORS
AND ISSUES, DECEIVES WITH WHISPERING AMBITIONS,
GUIDES US BY VANITIES. THINK NOW
SHE GIVES WHEN OUR ATTENTION IS DISTRACTED
AND WHAT SHE GIVES, GIVES WITH SUCH SUPPLE CONFUSIONS
THAT THE GIVING FAMISHES THE CRAVING. GIVES TOO LATE
WHAT'S NOT BELIEVED IN, OR IS STILL BELIEVED,
IN MEMORY ONLY, RECONSIDERED PASSION. GIVES TOO SOON
INTO WEAK HANDS, WHAT'S THOUGHT CAN BE DISPENSED WITH
TILL THE REFUSAL PROPAGATES A FEAR. THINK
NEITHER FEAR NOR COURAGE SAVES US. UNNATURAL VICES
ARE FATHERED BY OUR HEROISM. VIRTUES
ARE FORCED UPON US BY OUR IMPUDENT CRIMES.
THESE TEARS ARE SHAKEN FROM THE WRATH-BEARING TREE.
THE TIGER SPRINGS IN THE NEW YEAR. US HE DEVOURS. THINK AT LAST
WE HAVE NOT REACHED CONCLUSION, WHEN I
STIFFEN IN A RENTED HOUSE. THINK AT LAST
I HAVE NOT MADE THIS SHOW PURPOSELESSLY
AND IT IS NOT BY ANY CONCITATION
OF THE BACKWARD DEVILS.
I WOULD MEET YOU UPON THIS HONESTLY.
I THAT WAS NEAR YOUR HEART WAS REMOVED THEREFROM
TO LOSE BEAUTY IN TERROR, TERROR IN INQUISITION.
I HAVE LOST MY PASSION: WHY SHOULD I NEED TO KEEP IT
SINCE WHAT IS KEPT MUST BE ADULTERATED?
I HAVE LOST MY SIGHT, SMELL, HEARING, TASTE AND TOUCH:
HOW SHOULD I USE THEM FOR YOUR CLOSER CONTACT?
THESE WITH A THOUSAND SMALL DELIBERATIONS
PROTRACT THE PROFIT OF THEIR CHILLED DELIRIUM,
EXCITE THE MEMBRANE, WHEN THE SENSE HAS COOLED,
WITH PUNGENT SAUCES, MULTIPLY VARIETY
IN A WILDERNESS OF MIRRORS. WHAT WILL THE SPIDER DO,
SUSPEND ITS OPERATIONS, WILL THE WEEVIL
DELAY? DE BAILHACHE, FRESCA, MRS& CAMMEL, WHIRLED
BEYOND THE CIRCUIT OF THE SHUDDERING BEAR
IN FRACTURED ATOMS. GULL AGAINST THE WIND, IN THE WINDY STRAITS
OF BELLE ISLE, OR RUNNING ON THE HORN.
WHITE FEATHERS IN THE SNOW, THE GULF CLAIMS,
AND AN OLD MAN DRIVEN BY THE TRADES
TO A SLEEPY CORNER.
TENANTS OF THE HOUSE,
THOUGHTS OF A DRY BRAIN IN A DRY SEASON.
BURBANK WITH A BAEDEKER: BLEISTEIN WITH A CIGAR
((#TRA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAIRE- NIL NISI DIVINUM STABILE
EST; CAETERA FUMUS- THE GONDOLA STOPPED, THE OLD
PALACE WAS THERE, HOW CHARMING ITS GREY AND PINK-
GOATS AND MONKEYS, WITH SUCH HAIR TOO!- SO THE
COUNTESS PASSED ON UNTIL SHE CAME THROUGH THE LITTLE
PARK, WHERE NIOBE PRESENTED HER WITH A CABINET, AND
SO DEPARTED.#))
BURBANK CROSSED A LITTLE BRIDGE
DESCENDING AT A SMALL HOTEL;
PRINCESS VOLUPINE ARRIVED,
THEY WERE TOGETHER, AND HE FELL.
DEFUNCTIVE MUSIC UNDER SEA
PASSED SEAWARD WITH THE PASSING BELL
SLOWLY: THE GOD HERCULES
HAD LEFT HIM, THAT HAD LOVED HIM WELL.
THE HORSES, UNDER THE AXLETREE
BEAT UP THE DAWN FROM ISTRIA
WITH EVEN FEET. HER SHUTTERED BARGE
BURNED ON THE WATER ALL THE DAY.
BUT THIS OR SUCH WAS BLEISTEIN'S WAY:
A SAGGY BENDING OF THE KNEES
AND ELBOWS, WITH THE PALMS TURNED OUT,
CHICAGO SEMITE VIENNESE.
A LUSTRELESS PROTRUSIVE EYE
STARES FROM THE PROTOZOIC SLIME
AT A PERSPECTIVE OF CANALETTO.
THE SMOKY CANDLE END OF TIME
DECLINES. ON THE RIALTO ONCE.
THE RATS ARE UNDERNEATH THE PILES.
THE JEW IS UNDERNEATH THE LOT.
MONEY IN FURS. THE BOATMAN SMILES,
PRINCESS VOLUPINE EXTENDS
A MEAGRE, BLUE-NAILED, PHTHISIC HAND
TO CLIMB THE WATERSTAIR. LIGHTS, LIGHTS,
SHE ENTERTAINS SIR FERDINAND
KLEIN. WHO CLIPPED THE LION'S WINGS
AND FLEA'D HIS RUMP AND PARED HIS CLAWS?
THOUGHT BURBANK, MEDITATING ON
TIME'S RUINS, AND THE SEVEN LAWS.
SWEENEY ERECT
((#AND THE TREES ABOUT ME,
LET THEM BE DRY AND LEAFLESS; LET THE ROCKS
GROAN WITH CONTINUAL SURGES; AND BEHIND ME
MAKE ALL A DESOLATION. LOOK, LOOK, WENCHES!#))
PAINT ME A CAVERNOUS WASTE SHORE
CAST IN THE UNSTILLED CYCLADES,
PAINT ME THE BOLD ANFRACTUOUS ROCKS
FACED BY THE SNARLED AND YELPING SEAS.
DISPLAY ME AEOLUS ABOVE
REVIEWING THE INSURGENT GALES
WHICH TANGLE ARIADNE'S HAIR
AND SWELL WITH HASTE THE PERJURED SAILS.
MORNING STIRS THE FEET AND HANDS
(NAUSICAA AND POLYPHEME).
GESTURE OF ORANG-OUTANG
RISES FROM THE SHEETS IN STEAM.
THIS WITHERED ROOT OF KNOTS OF HAIR
SLITTED BELOW AND GASHED WITH EYES,
THIS OVAL O CROPPED OUT WITH TEETH:
THE SICKLE MOTION FROM THE THIGHS
JACKKNIFES UPWARD AT THE KNEES
THEN STRAIGHTENS OUT FROM HEEL TO HIP
PUSHING THE FRAMEWORK OF THE BED
AND CLAWING AT THE PILLOW SLIP.
SWEENEY ADDRESSED FULL LENGTH TO SHAVE
BROADBOTTOMED, PINK FROM NAPE TO BASE,
KNOWS THE FEMALE TEMPERAMENT
AND WIPES THE SUDS AROUND HIS FACE.
(THE LENGTHENED SHADOW OF A MAN
IS HISTORY, SAID EMERSON
WHO HAD NOT SEEN THE SILHOUETTE
OF SWEENEY STRADDLED IN THE SUN.)
TESTS THE RAZOR ON HIS LEG
WAITING UNTIL THE SHRIEK SUBSIDES.
THE EPILEPTIC ON THE BED
CURVES BACKWARD, CLUTCHING AT HER SIDES.
THE LADIES OF THE CORRIDOR
FIND THEMSELVES INVOLVED, DISGRACED,
CALL WITNESS TO THEIR PRINCIPLES
AND DEPRECATE THE LACK OF TASTE
OBSERVING THAT HYSTERIA
MIGHT EASILY BE MISUNDERSTOOD;
MRS& TURNER INTIMATES
IT DOES THE HOUSE NO SORT OF GOOD.
BUT DORIS, TOWELLED FROM THE BATH,
ENTERS PADDING ON BROAD FEET,
BRINGING SAL VOLATILE
AND A GLASS OF BRANDY NEAT.
A COOKING EGG
((#EN L'AN TRENTIESME DE MON AAGE
QUE TOUTES MES HONTES J'AY BEUES# ...))
PIPIT SATE UPRIGHT IN HER CHAIR
SOME DISTANCE FROM WHERE I WAS SITTING;
#VIEWS OF OXFORD COLLEGES#
LAY ON THE TABLE, WITH THE KNITTING.
DAGUERREOTYPES AND SILHOUETTES,
HER GRANDFATHER AND GREAT GREAT AUNTS,
SUPPORTED ON THE MANTELPIECE
AN #INVITATION TO THE DANCE.#
.....
I SHALL NOT WANT HONOUR IN HEAVEN
FOR I SHALL MEET SIR PHILIP SIDNEY
AND HAVE TALK WITH CORIOLANUS
AND OTHER HEROES OF THAT KIDNEY.
I SHALL NOT WANT CAPITAL IN HEAVEN
FOR I SHALL MEET SIR ALFRED MOND.
WE TWO SHALL LIE TOGETHER, LAPT
IN A FIVE PER CENT& EXCHEQUER BOND.
I SHALL NOT WANT SOCIETY IN HEAVEN,
LUCRETIA BORGIA SHALL BE MY BRIDE;
HER ANECDOTES WILL BE MORE AMUSING
THAN PIPIT'S EXPERIENCE COULD PROVIDE.
I SHALL NOT WANT PIPIT IN HEAVEN:
MADAME BLAVATSKY WILL INSTRUCT ME
IN THE SEVEN SACRED TRANCES;
PICCARDA DE DONATI WILL CONDUCT ME.
.....
BUT WHERE IS THE PENNY WORLD I BOUGHT
TO EAT WITH PIPIT BEHIND THE SCREEN?
THE RED-EYED SCAVENGERS ARE CREEPING
FROM KENTISH TOWN AND GOLDER'S GREEN;
WHERE ARE THE EAGLES AND THE TRUMPETS?
BURIED BENEATH SOME SNOW-DEEP ALPS.
OVER BUTTERED SCONES AND CRUMPETS
WEEPING, WEEPING MULTITUDES
DROOP IN A HUNDRED A&B&C&'S.
LE DIRECTEUR
MALHEUR *A LA MALHEUREUSE TAMISE
QUI COULE SI PRE*S DU SPECTATEUR.
LE DIRECTEUR
CONSERVATEUR
DU SPECTATEUR
EMPESTE LA BRISE.
LES ACTIONNAIRES
R=EACTIONNAIRES
DU SPECTATEUR
CONSERVATEUR
BRAS DESSUS BRAS DESSOUS
FONT DES TOURS
*A PAS DE LOUP.
DANS UN =EGOUT
UNE PETITE FILLE
EN GUENILLES
CAMARDE
REGARDE
LE DIRECTEUR
DU SPECTATEUR
CONSERVATEUR
ET CRE*VE D'AMOUR.
M=ELANGE ADULTE*RE DE TOUT
EN AM=ERIQUE, PROFESSEUR;
EN ANGLETERRE, JOURNALISTE;
C'EST *A GRANDS PAS ET EN SUEUR
QUE VOUS SUIVREZ *A PEINE MA PISTE.
EN YORKSHIRE, CONF=ERENCIER;
*A LONDRES, UN PEU BANQUIER.
VOUS ME PAIEREZ BIEN LA T@ETE.
C'EST *A PARIS QUE JE ME COIFFE
CASQUE NOIR DE JEMENFOUTISTE.
EN ALLEMAGNE, PHILOSOPHE
SUREXCIT=E PAR EMPORHEBEN
AU GRAND AIR DE BERGSTEIGLEBEN:
J'ERRE TOUJOURS DE-CI DE-L*A
*A DIVERS COUPS DE TRA L*A L*A
DE DAMAS JUSQU' *A OMAHA.
JE C=EL=EBRAI MON JOUR DE F@ETE
DANS UNE OASIS D'AFRIQUE
V@ETU D'UNE PEAU DE GIRAFE.
ON MONTRERA MON C=ENOTAPHE
AUX C@OTES BR@ULANTES DE MOZAMBIQUE.
LUNE DE MIEL
ILS ONT VU LES PAYS-BAS, ILS RENTRENT *A TERRE HAUTE;
MAIS UNE NUIT D'=ET=E, LES VOICI *A RAVENNE,
*A L'AISE ENTRE DEUX DRAPS, CHEZ DEUX CENTAINES DE PUNAISES;
LA SUEUR AESTIVALE, ET UNE FORTE ODEUR DE CHIENNE.
ILS RESTENT SUR LE DOS =ECARTANT LES GENOUX
DE QUATRE JAMBES MOLLES TOUT GONFL=EES DE MORSURES.
ON REL*EVE LE DRAP POUR MIEUX =EGRATIGNER.
MOINS D'UNE LIEUE D'ICI EST SAINT APOLLINAIRE
EN CLASSE, BASILIQUE CONNUE DES AMATEURS
DE CHAPITAUX D'ACANTHE QUE TOURNOIE LE VENT.
ILS VONT PRENDRE LE TRAIN DE HUIT HEURES
PROLONGER LEURS MIS*ERES DE PADOUE *A MILAN
O*U SE TROUVENT LA C*ENE, ET UN RESTAURANT PAS CHER.
LUI PENSE AUX POURBOIRES, ET R=EDIGE SON BILAN.
ILS AURONT VU LA SUISSE ET TRAVERS=E LA FRANCE.
ET SAINT APOLLINAIRE, RAIDE ET ASC=ETIQUE,
VIEILLE USINE D=ESAFFECT=EE DE DIEU, TIENT ENCORE
DANS SES PIERRES =ECROULANTES LA FORME PR=ECISE DE BYZANCE.
THE HIPPOPOTAMUS
((#SIMILITER ET OMNES REVEREANTUR DIACONOS, UT MANDATUM
DATUM JESU CHRISTI; ET EPISCOPUM, UT JESUM CHRISTUM
TUM, EXISTENTEM FILIUM PATRIS; PRESBYTEROS AUTEM, UT
CONCILIUM DEI ET CONJUNCTIONEM APOSTOLORUM. SINE
HIS ECCLESIA NON VOCATUR; DE QUIBUS SUADEO VOS SIC
HABEO.# S& IGNATII AD TRALLIANOS.
AND WHEN THIS EPISTLE IS READ AMONG YOU, CAUSE THAT
IT BE READ ALSO IN THE CHURCH OF THE LAODICEANS.))
THE BROAD-BACKED HIPPOPOTAMUS
RESTS ON HIS BELLY IN THE MUD;
ALTHOUGH HE SEEMS SO FIRM TO US
HE IS MERELY FLESH AND BLOOD.
FLESH AND BLOOD IS WEAK AND FRAIL,
SUSCEPTIBLE TO NERVOUS SHOCK;
WHILE THE TRUE CHURCH CAN NEVER FAIL
FOR IT IS BASED UPON A ROCK.
THE HIPPO'S FEEBLE STEPS MAY ERR
IN COMPASSING MATERIAL ENDS,
WHILE THE TRUE CHURCH NEED NEVER STIR
TO GATHER IN ITS DIVIDENDS.
THE 'POTAMUS CAN NEVER REACH
THE MANGO ON THE MANGO-TREE;
BUT FRUITS OF POMEGRANATE AND PEACH
REFRESH THE CHURCH FROM OVER SEA.
AT MATING TIME THE HIPPO'S VOICE
BETRAYS INFLEXIONS HOARSE AND ODD,
BUT EVERY WEEK WE HEAR REJOICE
THE CHURCH, AT BEING ONE WITH GOD.
THE HIPPOPOTAMUS'S DAY
IS PASSED IN SLEEP; AT NIGHT HE HUNTS;
GOD WORKS IN A MYSTERIOUS WAY-
THE CHURCH CAN SLEEP AND FEED AT ONCE.
I SAW THE 'POTAMUS TAKE WING
ASCENDING FROM THE DAMP SAVANNAS,
AND QUIRING ANGELS ROUND HIM SING
THE PRAISE OF GOD, IN LOUD HOSANNAS.
BLOOD OF THE LAMB SHALL WASH HIM CLEAN
AND HIM SHALL HEAVENLY ARMS ENFOLD,
AMONG THE SAINTS HE SHALL BE SEEN
PERFORMING ON A HARP OF GOLD.
HE SHALL BE WASHED AS WHITE AS SNOW,
BY ALL THE MARTYR'D VIRGINS KIST,
WHILE THE TRUE CHURCH REMAINS BELOW
WRAPT IN THE OLD MIASMAL MIST.
DANS LE RESTAURANT
LE GAR^CON D=ELABR=E QUI N'A RIEN *A FAIRE
QUE DE SE GRATTER LES DOIGTS ET SE PENCHER SUR MON =EPAULE:
%DANS MON PAYS IL FERA TEMPS PLUVIEUX,
DU VENT, DU GRAND SOLEIL, ET DE LA PLUIE;
C'EST CE QU'ON APPELLE LE JOUR DE LESSIVE DES GUEUX.%
(BAVARD, BAVEUX, *A LA CROUPE ARRONDIE,
JE TE PRIE, AU MOINS, NE BAVE PAS DANS LA SOUPE).
%LES SAULES TREMP=ES, ET DES BOURGEONS SUR LES RONCES-
C'EST L*A, DANS UNE AVERSE, QU'ON S'ABRITE.
J'AVAIS SEPT ANS, ELLE =ETAIT PLUS PETITE.
ELL=E =ETAIT TOUTE MOUILL=EE, JE LUI AI DONN=E DES PRIMEV*ERES.%
LES TACHES DE SON GILET MONTENT AU CHIFFRE DE TRENTE-HUIT.
%JE LA CHATOUILLAIS, POUR LA FAIRE RIRE.
J'=EPROUVAIS UN INSTANT DE PUISSANCE ET DE D=ELIRE.%
MAIS ALORS, VIEUX LUBRIQUE, *A CET @AGE ...
%MONSIEUR, LE FAIT EST DUR.
IL EST VENU, NOUS PELOTER, UN GROS CHIEN;
MOI J'AVAIS PEUR, JE L'AI QUITT=EE *A MI-CHEMIN.
C'EST DOMMAGE.%
MAIS ALORS, TU AS TON VAUTOUR!
VA T'EN TE D=ECROTTER LES RIDES DU VISAGE;
TIENS, MA FOURCHETTE, D=ECRASSE-TOI LE CR@ANE.
DE QUEL DROIT PAYES-TU DES EXP=ERIENCES COMME MOI?
TIENS, VOIL*A DIX SOUS, POUR LA SALLE-DE-BAINS.
PHL=EBAS, LE PH=ENICIEN, PENDANT QUINZE JOURS NOY=E,
OUBLIAIT LES CRIS DES MOUETTES ET LA HOULE DE CORNOUAILLE,
ET LES PROFITS ET LES PERTES, ET LA CARGAISON D'=ETAIN:
UN COURANT DE SOUS-MER L'EMPORTA TR*ES LOIN,
LE REPASSANT AUX =ETAPES DE SA VIE ANT=ERIEURE.
FIGUREZ-VOUS DONC, C'=ETAIT UN SORT P=ENIBLE;
CEPENDANT, CE FUT JADIS UN BEL HOMME, DE HAUTE TAILLE.
WHISPERS OF IMMORTALITY
WEBSTER WAS MUCH POSSESSED BY DEATH
AND SAW THE SKULL BENEATH THE SKIN;
AND BREASTLESS CREATURES UNDER GROUND
LEANED BACKWARD WITH A LIPLESS GRIN.
DAFFODIL BULBS INSTEAD OF BALLS
STARED FROM THE SOCKETS OF THE EYES!
HE KNEW THAT THOUGHT CLINGS ROUND DEAD LIMBS
TIGHTENING ITS LUSTS AND LUXURIES.
DONNE, I SUPPOSE, WAS SUCH ANOTHER
WHO FOUND NO SUBSTITUTE FOR SENSE,
TO SEIZE AND CLUTCH AND PENETRATE;
EXPERT BEYOND EXPERIENCE,
HE KNEW THE ANGUISH OF THE MARROW
THE AGUE OF THE SKELETON;
NO CONTACT POSSIBLE TO FLESH
ALLAYED THE FEVER OF THE BONE.
.....
GRISHKIN IS NICE: HER RUSSIAN EYE
IS UNDERLINED FOR EMPHASIS;
UNCORSETED, HER FRIENDLY BUST
GIVES PROMISE OF PNEUMATIC BLISS.
THE COUCHED BRAZILIAN JAGUAR
COMPELS THE SCAMPERING MARMOSET
WITH SUBTLE EFFLUENCE OF CAT;
GRISHKIN HAS A MAISONNETTE;
THE SLEEK BRAZILIAN JAGUAR
DOES NOT IN ITS ABOREAL GLOOM
DISTIL SO RANK A FELINE SMELL
AS GRISHKIN IN A DRAWING-ROOM.
AND EVEN THE ABSTRACT ENTITIES
CIRCUMAMBULATE HER CHARM;
BUT OUR LOT CRAWLS BETWEEN DRY RIBS
TO KEEP OUR METAPHYSICS WARM.
MR& ELIOT'S SUNDAY MORNING SERVICE
((#LOOK, LOOK, MASTER, HERE COMES TWO RELIGIOUS CATERPILLARS.#
THE JEW OF MALTA.))
POLYPHILOPROGENITIVE
THE SAPIENT SUTLERS OF THE LORD
DRIFT ACROSS THE WINDOW-PANES.
IN THE BEGINNING WAS THE WORD.
IN THE BEGINNING WAS THE WORD.
SUPERFETATION OF ;T2O 4EN;,
AND AT THE MENSUAL TURN OF TIME
PRODUCED ENERVATE ORIGEN.
A PAINTER OF THE UMBRIAN SCHOOL
DESIGNED UPON A GESSO GROUND
THE NIMBUS OF THE BAPTIZED GOD.
THE WILDERNESS IS CRACKED AND BROWNED
BUT THROUGH THE WATER PALE AND THIN
STILL SHINE THE UNOFFENDING FEET
AND THERE ABOVE THE PAINTER SET
THE FATHER AND THE PARACLETE.
.....
THE SABLE PRESBYTERS APPROACH
THE AVENUE OF PENITENCE;
THE YOUNG ARE RED AND PUSTULAR
CLUTCHING PIACULATIVE PENCE.
UNDER THE PENITENTIAL GATES
SUSTAINED BY STARING SERAPHIM
WHERE THE SOULS OF THE DEVOUT
BURN INVISIBLE AND DIM.
ALONG THE GARDEN-WALL THE BEES
WITH HAIRY BELLIES PASS BETWEEN
THE STAMINATE AND PISTILLATE,
BLEST OFFICE OF THE EPICENE.
SWEENEY SHIFTS FROM HAM TO HAM
STIRRING THE WATER IN HIS BATH.
THE MASTERS OF THE SUBTLE SCHOOLS
ARE CONTROVERSIAL, POLYMATH.
SWEENEY AMONG THE NIGHTINGALES
((;4WMOI, P1EPLHGMAI KAIR1IAN PLHG2HN 4ESW;.))
APENECK SWEENEY SPREADS HIS KNEES
LETTING HIS ARMS HANG DOWN TO LAUGH,
THE ZEBRA STRIPES ALONG HIS JAW
SWELLING TO MACULATE GIRAFFE.
THE CIRCLES OF THE STORMY MOON
SLIDE WESTWARD TOWARD THE RIVER PLATE,
DEATH AND THE RAVEN DRIFT ABOVE
AND SWEENEY GUARDS THE HORN*ED GATE.
GLOOMY ORION AND THE DOG
ARE VEILED; AND HUSHED THE SHRUNKEN SEAS;
THE PERSON IN THE SPANISH CAPE
TRIES TO SIT ON SWEENEY'S KNEES
SLIPS AND PULLS THE TABLE CLOTH
OVERTURNS A COFFEE-CUP,
REORGANISED UPON THE FLOOR
SHE YAWNS AND DRAWS A STOCKING UP;
THE SILENT MAN IN MOCHA BROWN
SPRAWLS AT THE WINDOW-SILL AND GAPES;
THE WAITER BRINGS IN ORANGES
BANANAS FIGS AND HOTHOUSE GRAPES;
THE SILENT VERTEBRATE IN BROWN
CONTRACTS AND CONCENTRATES, WITHDRAWS;
RACHEL #N=EE# RABINOVITCH
TEARS AT THE GRAPES WITH MURDEROUS PAWS;
SHE AND THE LADY IN THE CAPE
ARE SUSPECT, THOUGHT TO BE IN LEAGUE;
THEREFORE THE MAN WITH HEAVY EYES
DECLINES THE GAMBIT, SHOWS FATIGUE,
LEAVES THE ROOM AND REAPPEARS
OUTSIDE THE WINDOW, LEANING IN,
BRANCHES OF WISTARIA
CIRCUMSCRIBE A GOLDEN GRIN;
THE HOST WITH SOMEONE INDISTINCT
CONVERSES AT THE DOOR APART,
THE NIGHTINGALES ARE SINGING NEAR
THE CONVENT OF THE SACRED HEART,
AND SANG WITHIN THE BLOODY WOOD
WHEN AGAMEMNON CRIED ALOUD
AND LET THEIR LIQUID SIFTINGS FALL
TO STAIN THE STIFF DISHONOURED SHROUD.
FOR JEAN VERDENAL, 1889-1915
MORT AUX DARDENELLES
#OR PUOI LA QUANTITATE
COMPRENDER DELL'AMOR CH'A TE MI SCALDA,
QUANDO DISMENTO NOSTRA VANITATE,
TRATTANDO L'OMBRE COME COSA SALDA.#
THE LOVE SONG OF J& ALFRED PRUFROCK
((#S'IO CREDESSI CHE MIA RIPOSTA FOSSE
A PERSONA CHE MAI TORNASSE AL MONDO,
QUESTA FIAMMA STARIA SENZA PI*U SCOSSE.
MA PER CI*O CHE GIAMMAI DI QUESTO FONDO
NON TORN*O VIVO ALCUN, S'I'ODO IL VERO,
SENZA TEMA D'INFAMIA TI RISPONDO.#))
LET US GO THEN, YOU AND I,
WHEN THE EVENING IS SPREAD OUT AGAINST THE SKY
LIKE A PATIENT ETHERISED UPON A TABLE;
LET US GO, THROUGH CERTAIN HALF-DESERTED STREETS,
THE MUTTERING RETREATS
OF RESTLESS NIGHTS IN ONE-NIGHT CHEAP HOTELS
AND SAWDUST RESTAURANTS WITH OYSTER-SHELLS:
STREETS THAT FOLLOW LIKE A TEDIOUS ARGUMENT
OF INSIDIOUS INTENT
TO LEAD YOU TO AN OVERWHELMING QUESTION ...
OH, DO NOT ASK, %WHAT IS IT?%
LET US GO AND MAKE OUR VISIT.
IN THE ROOM THE WOMEN COME AND GO
TALKING OF MICHELANGELO.
THE YELLOW FOG THAT RUBS ITS BACK UPON THE WINDOW-PANES,
THE YELLOW SMOKE THAT RUBS ITS MUZZLE ON THE WINDOW-PANES,
LICKED ITS TONGUE INTO THE CORNERS OF THE EVENING,
LINGERED UPON THE POOLS THAT STAND IN DRAINS,
LET FALL UPON ITS BACK THE SOOT THAT FALLS FROM CHIMNEYS,
SLIPPED BY THE TERRACE, MADE A SUDDEN LEAP,
AND SEEING THAT IT WAS A SOFT OCTOBER NIGHT,
CURLED ONCE ABOUT THE HOUSE, AND FELL ASLEEP.
AND INDEED THERE WILL BE TIME
FOR THE YELLOW SMOKE THAT SLIDES ALONG THE STREET
RUBBING ITS BACK UPON THE WINDOW-PANES;
THERE WILL BE TIME, THERE WILL BE TIME
TO PREPARE A FACE TO MEET THE FACES THAT YOU MEET;
THERE WILL BE TIME TO MURDER AND CREATE,
AND TIME FOR ALL THE WORKS AND DAYS OF HANDS
THAT LIFT AND DROP A QUESTION ON YOUR PLATE;
TIME FOR YOU AND TIME FOR ME,
AND TIME YET FOR A HUNDRED INDECISIONS,
AND FOR A HUNDRED VISIONS AND REVISIONS,
BEFORE THE TAKING OF A TOAST AND TEA.
IN THE ROOM THE WOMEN COME AND GO
TALKING OF MICHELANGELO.
AND INDEED THERE WILL BE TIME
TO WONDER, %DO I DARE?% AND, %DO I DARE?%
TIME TO TURN BACK AND DESCEND THE STAIR,
WITH A BALD SPOT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY HAIR-
(THEY WILL SAY: %HOW HIS HAIR IS GROWING THIN!%)
MY MORNING COAT, MY COLLAR MOUNTING FIRMLY TO THE CHIN,
MY NECKTIE RICH AND MODEST, BUT ASSERTED BY A SIMPLE PIN-
(THEY WILL SAY: %BUT HOW HIS ARMS AND LEGS ARE THIN!%)
DO I DARE
DISTURB THE UNIVERSE?
IN A MINUTE THERE IS TIME
FOR DECISIONS AND REVISIONS WHICH A MINUTE WILL REVERSE.
FOR I HAVE KNOWN THEM ALL ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
HAVE KNOWN THE EVENINGS, MORNINGS, AFTERNOONS,
I HAVE MEASURED OUT MY LIFE WITH COFFEE SPOONS;
I KNOW THE VOICES DYING WITH A DYING FALL
BENEATH THE MUSIC FROM A FARTHER ROOM.
SO HOW SHOULD I PRESUME?
AND I HAVE KNOWN THE EYES ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
THE EYES THAT FIX YOU IN A FORMULATED PHRASE,
AND WHEN I AM FORMULATED, SPRAWLING ON A PIN,
WHEN I AM PINNED AND WRIGGLING ON THE WALL,
THEN HOW SHOULD I BEGIN
TO SPIT OUT ALL THE BUTT-ENDS OF MY DAYS AND WAYS?
AND HOW SHOULD I PRESUME?
AND I HAVE KNOWN THE ARMS ALREADY, KNOWN THEM ALL-
ARMS THAT ARE BRACELETED AND WHITE AND BARE
(BUT IN THE LAMPLIGHT, DOWNED WITH LIGHT BROWN HAIR!)
IS IT PERFUME FROM A DRESS
THAT MAKES ME SO DIGRESS?
ARMS THAT LIE ALONG A TABLE, OR WRAP ABOUT A SHAWL.
AND SHOULD I THEN PRESUME?
AND HOW SHOULD I BEGIN?
.....
SHALL I SAY, I HAVE GONE AT DUSK THROUGH NARROW STREETS
AND WATCHED THE SMOKE THAT RISES FROM THE PIPES
OF LONELY MEN IN SHIRT-SLEEVES, LEANING OUT OF WINDOWS? ...
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A PAIR OF RAGGED CLAWS
SCUTTLING ACROSS THE FLOORS OF SILENT SEAS.
.....
AND THE AFTERNOON, THE EVENING, SLEEPS SO PEACEFULLY!
SMOOTHED BY LONG FINGERS,
ASLEEP ... TIRED ... OR IT MALINGERS,
STRETCHED ON THE FLOOR, HERE BESIDE YOU AND ME.
SHOULD I, AFTER TEA AND CAKES AND ICES,
HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FORCE THE MOMENT TO ITS CRISIS?
BUT THOUGH I HAVE WEPT AND FASTED, WEPT AND PRAYED,
THOUGH I HAVE SEEN MY HEAD (GROWN SLIGHTLY BALD) BROUGHT IN UPON A PLATTER,
I AM NO PROPHET- AND HERE'S NO GREAT MATTER;
I HAVE SEEN THE MOMENT OF MY GREATNESS FLICKER,
AND I HAVE SEEN THE ETERNAL FOOTMAN HOLD MY COAT, AND SNICKER,
AND IN SHORT, I WAS AFRAID.
AND WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH IT, AFTER ALL,
AFTER THE CUPS, THE MARMALADE, THE TEA,
AMONG THE PORCELAIN, AMONG SOME TALK OF YOU AND ME,
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE,
TO HAVE BITTEN OFF THE MATTER WITH A SMILE,
TO HAVE SQUEEZED THE UNIVERSE INTO A BALL
TO ROLL IT TOWARDS SOME OVERWHELMING QUESTION,
TO SAY: %I AM LAZARUS, COME FROM THE DEAD,
COME BACK TO TELL YOU ALL, I SHALL TELL YOU ALL%-
IF ONE, SETTLING A PILLOW BY HER HEAD,
SHOULD SAY: %THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT AT ALL.
THAT IS NOT IT, AT ALL.%
AND WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH IT, AFTER ALL,
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE,
AFTER THE SUNSETS AND THE DOORYARDS AND THE SPRINKLED STREETS,
AFTER THE NOVELS, AFTER THE TEACUPS, AFTER THE SKIRTS THAT TRAIL ALONG T+
HE FLOOR-
AND THIS, AND SO MUCH MORE?-
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY JUST WHAT I MEAN!
BUT AS IF A MAGIC LANTERN THREW THE NERVES IN PATTERNS ON A SCREEN:
WOULD IT HAVE BEEN WORTH WHILE
IF ONE, SETTLING A PILLOW OR THROWING OFF A SHAWL,
AND TURNING TOWARD THE WINDOW, SHOULD SAY:
%THAT IS NOT IT AT ALL,
THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT, AT ALL.%
.....
NO! I AM NOT PRINCE HAMLET, NOR WAS MEANT TO BE;
AM AN ATTENDANT LORD, ONE THAT WILL DO
TO SWELL A PROGRESS, START A SCENE OR TWO,
ADVISE THE PRINCE; NO DOUBT, AN EASY TOOL,
DEFERENTIAL, GLAD TO BE OF USE,
POLITIC, CAUTIOUS, AND METICULOUS;
FULL OF HIGH SENTENCE, BUT A BIT OBTUSE;
AT TIMES, INDEED, ALMOST RIDICULOUS-
ALMOST, AT TIMES, THE FOOL.
I GROW OLD ... I GROW OLD ...
I SHALL WEAR THE BOTTOMS OF MY TROUSERS ROLLED.
SHALL I PART MY HAIR BEHIND? DO I DARE TO EAT A PEACH?
I SHALL WEAR WHITE FLANNEL TROUSERS, AND WALK UPON THE BEACH.
I HAVE HEARD THE MERMAIDS SINGING, EACH TO EACH.
I DO NOT THINK THAT THEY WILL SING TO ME.
I HAVE SEEN THEM RIDING SEAWARD ON THE WAVES
COMBING THE WHITE HAIR OF THE WAVES BLOWN BACK
WHEN THE WIND BLOWS THE WATER WHITE AND BLACK.
WE HAVE LINGERED IN THE CHAMBERS OF THE SEA
BY SEA-GIRLS WREATHED WITH SEAWEED RED AND BROWN
TILL HUMAN VOICES WAKE US, AND WE DROWN.
PORTRAIT OF A LADY
((#THOU HAST COMMITTED-
FORNICATION: BUT THAT WAS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY,
AND BESIDES, THE WENCH IS DEAD.#
THE JEW OF MALTA.))
AMONG THE SMOKE AND FOG OF A DECEMBER AFTERNOON
YOU HAVE THE SCENE ARRANGE ITSELF- AS IT WILL SEEM TO DO-
WITH %I HAVE SAVED THIS AFTERNOON FOR YOU%;
AND FOUR WAX CANDLES IN THE DARKENED ROOM,
FOUR RINGS OF LIGHT UPON THE CEILING OVERHEAD,
AN ATMOSPHERE OF JULIET'S TOMB
PREPARED FOR ALL THE THINGS TO BE SAID, OR LEFT UNSAID.
WE HAVE BEEN, LET US SAY, TO HEAR THE LATEST POLE
TRANSMIT THE PRELUDES, THROUGH HIS HAIR AND FINGER-TIPS.
%SO INTIMATE, THIS CHOPIN, THAT I THINK HIS SOUL
SHOULD BE RESURRECTED ONLY AMONG FRIENDS
SOME TWO OR THREE, WHO WILL NOT TOUCH THE BLOOM
THAT IS RUBBED AND QUESTIONED IN THE CONCERT ROOM.%
-AND SO THE CONVERSATION SLIPS
AMONG VELLEITIES AND CAREFULLY CAUGHT REGRETS
THROUGH ATTENUATED TONES OF VIOLINS
MINGLED WITH REMOTE CORNETS
AND BEGINS.
%YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME, MY FRIENDS,
AND HOW, HOW RARE AND STRANGE IT IS, TO FIND
IN A LIFE COMPOSED SO MUCH, SO MUCH OF ODDS AND ENDS,
(FOR INDEED I DO NOT LOVE IT ... YOU KNEW? YOU ARE NOT BLIND!
HOW KEEN YOU ARE!)
TO FIND A FRIEND WHO HAS THESE QUALITIES,
WHO HAS, AND GIVES
THOSE QUALITIES UPON WHICH FRIENDSHIP LIVES.
HOW MUCH IT MEANS THAT I SAY THIS TO YOU-
WITHOUT THESE FRIENDSHIPS- LIFE, WHAT #CAUCHEMAR!%#
AMONG THE WINDINGS OF THE VIOLINS
AND THE ARIETTES
OF CRACKED CORNETS
INSIDE MY BRAIN A DULL TOM-TOM BEGINS
ABSURDLY HAMMERING A PRELUDE OF ITS OWN,
CAPRICIOUS MONOTONE
THAT IS AT LEAST ONE DEFINITE %FALSE NOTE.%
-LET US TAKE THE AIR, IN A TOBACCO TRANCE,
ADMIRE THE MONUMENTS,
DISCUSS THE LATE EVENTS,
CORRECT OUR WATCHES BY THE PUBLIC CLOCKS.
THEN SIT FOR HALF AN HOUR AND DRINK OUR BOCKS.
NOW THAT LILACS ARE IN BLOOM
SHE HAS A BOWL OF LILACS IN HER ROOM
AND TWISTS ONE IN HER FINGERS WHILE SHE TALKS.
%AH, MY FRIEND, YOU DO NOT KNOW, YOU DO NOT KNOW
WHAT LIFE IS, YOU WHO HOLD IT IN YOUR HANDS%;
(SLOWLY TWISTING THE LILAC STALKS)
%YOU LET IT FLOW FROM YOU, YOU LET IT FLOW,
AND YOUTH IS CRUEL, AND HAS NO REMORSE
AND SMILES AT SITUATIONS WHICH IT CANNOT SEE.%
I SMILE, OF COURSE,
AND GO ON DRINKING TEA.
%YET WITH THESE APRIL SUNSETS, THAT SOMEHOW RECALL
MY BURIED LIFE, AND PARIS IN THE SPRING,
I FEEL IMMEASURABLY AT PEACE, AND FIND THE WORLD
TO BE WONDERFUL AND YOUTHFUL, AFTER ALL.%
THE VOICE RETURNS LIKE THE INSISTENT OUT-OF-TUNE
OF A BROKEN VIOLIN ON AN AUGUST AFTERNOON:
%I AM ALWAYS SURE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND
MY FEELINGS, ALWAYS SURE THAT YOU FEEL,
SURE THAT ACROSS THE GULF YOU REACH YOUR HAND.
YOU ARE INVULNERABLE, YOU HAVE NO ACHILLES' HEEL.
YOU WILL GO ON, AND WHEN YOU HAVE PREVAILED
YOU CAN SAY: AT THIS POINT MANY A ONE HAS FAILED.
BUT WHAT HAVE I, BUT WHAT HAVE I, MY FRIEND,
TO GIVE YOU, WHAT CAN YOU RECEIVE FROM ME?
ONLY THE FRIENDSHIP AND THE SYMPATHY
OF ONE ABOUT TO REACH HER JOURNEY'S END.
I SHALL SIT HERE, SERVING TEA TO FRIENDS. ...%
I TAKE MY HAT: HOW CAN I MAKE A COWARDLY AMENDS
FOR WHAT SHE HAS SAID TO ME?
YOU WILL SEE ME ANY MORNING IN THE PARK
READING THE COMICS AND THE SPORTING PAGE.
PARTICULARLY I REMARK
AN ENGLISH COUNTESS GOES UPON THE STAGE.
A GREEK WAS MURDERED AT A POLISH DANCE,
ANOTHER BANK DEFAULTER HAS CONFESSED.
I KEEP MY COUNTENANCE,
I REMAIN SELF-POSSESSED
EXCEPT WHEN A STREET-PIANO, MECHANICAL AND TIRED
REITERATES SOME WORN-OUT COMMON SONG
WITH THE SMELL OF HYACINTHS ACROSS THE GARDEN
RECALLING THINGS THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE DESIRED.
ARE THESE IDEAS RIGHT OR WRONG?
THE OCTOBER NIGHT COMES DOWN: RETURNING AS BEFORE
EXCEPT FOR A SLIGHT SENSATION OF BEING ILL AT EASE
I MOUNT THE STAIRS AND TURN THE HANDLE OF THE DOOR
AND FEEL AS IF I HAD MOUNTED ON MY HANDS AND KNEES.
%AND SO YOU ARE GOING ABROAD; AND WHEN DO YOU RETURN?
BUT THAT'S A USELESS QUESTION.
YOU HARDLY KNOW WHEN YOU ARE COMING BACK,
YOU WILL FIND SO MUCH TO LEARN.%
MY SMILE FALLS HEAVILY AMONG THE BRIC-*A-BRAC.
%PERHAPS YOU CAN WRITE TO ME.%
MY SELF-POSSESSION FLARES UP FOR A SECOND;
#THIS# IS AS I HAD RECKONED.
%I HAVE BEEN WONDERING FREQUENTLY OF LATE
(BUT OUR BEGINNINGS NEVER KNOW OUR ENDS!)
WHY WE HAVE NOT DEVELOPED INTO FRIENDS.%
I FEEL LIKE ONE WHO SMILES, AND TURNING SHALL REMARK
SUDDENLY, HIS EXPRESSION IN A GLASS,
MY SELF-POSSESSION GUTTERS; WE ARE REALLY IN THE DARK.
%FOR EVERYBODY SAID SO, ALL OUR FRIENDS,
THEY ALL WERE SURE OUR FEELINGS WOULD RELATE
SO CLOSELY! I MYSELF CAN HARDLY UNDERSTAND.
WE MUST LEAVE IT NOW TO FATE.
YOU WILL WRITE, AT ANY RATE.
PERHAPS IT IS NOT TOO LATE.
I SHALL SIT HERE, SERVING TEA TO FRIENDS.%
AND I MUST BORROW EVERY CHANGING SHAPE
TO FIND EXPRESSION ... DANCE, DANCE
LIKE A DANCING BEAR,
CRY LIKE A PARROT, CHATTER LIKE AN APE.
LET US TAKE THE AIR, IN A TOBACCO TRANCE-
WELL! AND WHAT IF SHE SHOULD DIE SOME AFTERNOON,
AFTERNOON GREY AND SMOKY, EVENING YELLOW AND ROSE;
SHOULD DIE AND LEAVE ME SITTING PEN IN HAND
WITH THE SMOKE COMING DOWN ABOVE THE HOUSETOPS;
DOUBTFUL, FOR A WHILE
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO FEEL OR IF I UNDERSTAND
OR WHETHER WISE OR FOOLISH, TARDY OR TOO SOON ...
WOULD SHE NOT HAVE THE ADVANTAGE, AFTER ALL?
THIS MUSIC IS SUCCESSFUL WITH A %DYING FALL%
NOW THAT WE TALK OF DYING-
AND SHOULD I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SMILE?
PRELUDES
THE WINTER EVENING SETTLES DOWN
WITH SMELL OF STEAKS IN PASSAGEWAYS.
SIX O'CLOCK.
THE BURNT-OUT ENDS OF SMOKY DAYS.
AND NOW A GUSTY SHOWER WRAPS
THE GRIMY SCRAPS
OF WITHERED LEAVES ABOUT YOUR FEET
AND NEWSPAPERS FROM VACANT LOTS;
THE SHOWERS BEAT
ON BROKEN BLINDS AND CHIMNEY-POTS,
AND AT THE CORNER OF THE STREET
A LONELY CAB-HORSE STEAMS AND STAMPS.
AND THEN THE LIGHTING OF THE LAMPS.
THE MORNING COMES TO CONSCIOUSNESS
OF FAINT STALE SMELLS OF BEER
FROM THE SAWDUST-TRAMPLED STREET
WITH ALL ITS MUDDY FEET THAT PRESS
TO EARLY COFFEE-STANDS.
WITH THE OTHER MASQUERADES
THAT TIME RESUMES,
ONE THINKS OF ALL THE HANDS
THAT ARE RAISING DINGY SHADES
IN A THOUSAND FURNISHED ROOMS.
YOU TOSSED A BLANKET FROM THE BED,
YOU LAY UPON YOUR BACK, AND WAITED;
YOU DOZED, AND WATCHED THE NIGHT REVEALING
THE THOUSAND SORDID IMAGES
OF WHICH YOUR SOUL WAS CONSTITUTED;
THEY FLICKERED AGAINST THE CEILING.
AND WHEN ALL THE WORLD CAME BACK
AND THE LIGHT CREPT UP BETWEEN THE SHUTTERS
AND YOU HEARD THE SPARROWS IN THE GUTTERS,
YOU HAD SUCH A VISION OF THE STREET
AS THE STREET HARDLY UNDERSTANDS;
SITTING ALONG THE BED'S EDGE, WHERE
YOU CURLED THE PAPERS FROM YOUR HAIR,
OR CLASPED THE YELLOW SOLES OF FEET
IN THE PALMS OF BOTH SOILED HANDS.
HIS SOUL STRETCHED TIGHT ACROSS THE SKIES
THAT FADE BEHIND A CITY BLOCK,
OR TRAMPLED BY INSISTENT FEET
AT FOUR AND FIVE AND SIX O'CLOCK;
AND SHORT SQUARE FINGERS STUFFING PIPES,
AND EVENING NEWSPAPERS, AND EYES
ASSURED OF CERTAIN CERTAINTIES,
THE CONSCIENCE OF A BLACKENED STREET
IMPATIENT TO ASSUME THE WORLD.
I AM MOVED BY FANCIES THAT ARE CURLED
AROUND THESE IMAGES, AND CLING:
THE NOTION OF SOME INFINITELY GENTLE
INFINITELY SUFFERING THING.
WIPE YOUR HAND ACROSS YOUR MOUTH, AND LAUGH;
THE WORLDS REVOLVE LIKE ANCIENT WOMEN
GATHERING FUEL IN VACANT LOTS.
RHAPSODY ON A WINDY NIGHT
TWELVE O'CLOCK.
ALONG THE REACHES OF THE STREET
HELD IN A LUNAR SYNTHESIS,
WHISPERING LUNAR INCANTATIONS
DISSOLVE THE FLOORS OF MEMORY
AND ALL ITS CLEAR RELATIONS,
ITS DIVISIONS AND PRECISIONS.
EVERY STREET LAMP THAT I PASS
BEATS LIKE A FATALISTIC DRUM,
AND THROUGH THE SPACES OF THE DARK
MIDNIGHT SHAKES THE MEMORY
AS A MADMAN SHAKES A DEAD GERANIUM.
HALF-PAST ONE,
THE STREET-LAMP SPUTTERED,
THE STREET-LAMP MUTTERED,
THE STREET-LAMP SAID, %REGARD THAT WOMAN
WHO HESITATES TOWARD YOU IN THE LIGHT OF THE DOOR
WHICH OPENS ON HER LIKE A GRIN.
YOU SEE THE BORDER OF HER DRESS
IS TORN AND STAINED WITH SAND,
AND YOU SEE THE CORNER OF HER EYE
TWISTS LIKE A CROOKED PIN.%
THE MEMORY THROWS UP HIGH AND DRY
A CROWD OF TWISTED THINGS;
A TWISTED BRANCH UPON THE BEACH
EATEN SMOOTH, AND POLISHED
AS IF THE WORLD GAVE UP
THE SECRET OF ITS SKELETON,
STIFF AND WHITE.
A BROKEN SPRING IN A FACTORY YARD,
RUST THAT CLINGS TO THE FORM THAT THE STRENGTH HAS LEFT
HARD AND CURLED AND READY TO SNAP.
HALF-PAST TWO,
THE STREET-LAMP SAID,
%REMARK THE CAT WHICH FLATTENS ITSELF IN THE GUTTER,
SLIPS OUT ITS TONGUE
AND DEVOURS A MORSEL OF RANCID BUTTER.%
SO THE HAND OF THE CHILD, AUTOMATIC,
SLIPPED OUT AND POCKETED A TOY THAT WAS RUNNING ALONG THE QUAY.
I COULD SEE NOTHING BEHIND THAT CHILD'S EYE.
I HAVE SEEN EYES IN THE STREET
TRYING TO PEER THROUGH LIGHTED SHUTTERS,
AND A CRAB ONE AFTERNOON IN A POOL,
AN OLD CRAB WITH BARNACLES ON HIS BACK,
GRIPPED THE END OF A STICK WHICH I HELD HIM.
HALF-PAST THREE,
THE LAMP SPUTTERED,
THE LAMP MUTTERED IN THE DARK.
THE LAMP HUMMED:
%REGARD THE MOON,
LA LUNE NE GARDE AUCUNE RANCUNE,
SHE WINKS A FEEBLE EYE,
SHE SMILES INTO CORNERS.
SHE SMOOTHS THE HAIR OF THE GRASS.
THE MOON HAS LOST HER MEMORY.
A WASHED-OUT SMALLPOX CRACKS HER FACE,
HER HAND TWISTS A PAPER ROSE,
THAT SMELLS OF DUST AND EAU DE COLOGNE,
SHE IS ALONE
WITH ALL THE OLD NOCTURNAL SMELLS
THAT CROSS AND CROSS ACROSS HER BRAIN.%
THE REMINISCENCE COMES
OF SUNLESS DRY GERANIUMS
AND DUST IN CREVICES,
SMELLS OF CHESTNUTS IN THE STREETS,
AND FEMALE SMELLS IN SHUTTERED ROOMS,
AND CIGARETTES IN CORRIDORS
AND COCKTAIL SMELLS IN BARS.
THE LAMP SAID,
%FOUR O'CLOCK,
HERE IS THE NUMBER ON THE DOOR.
MEMORY!
YOU HAVE THE KEY,
THE LITTLE LAMP SPREADS A RING ON THE STAIR.
MOUNT.
THE BED IS OPEN; THE TOOTH-BRUSH HANGS ON THE WALL,
PUT YOUR SHOES AT THE DOOR, SLEEP, PREPARE FOR LIFE.%
THE LAST TWIST OF THE KNIFE.
MORNING AT THE WINDOW
THEY ARE RATTLING BREAKFAST PLATES IN BASEMENT KITCHENS,
AND ALONG THE TRAMPLED EDGES OF THE STREET
I AM AWARE OF THE DAMP SOULS OF HOUSEMAIDS
SPROUTING DESPONDENTLY AT AREA GATES.
THE BROWN WAVES OF FOG TOSS UP TO ME
TWISTED FACES FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE STREET,
AND TEAR FROM A PASSER-BY WITH MUDDY SKIRTS
AN AIMLESS SMILE THAT HOVERS IN THE AIR
AND VANISHES ALONG THE LEVEL OF THE ROOFS.
THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#
THE READERS OF THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#
SWAY IN THE WIND LIKE A FIELD OF RIPE CORN.
WHEN EVENING QUICKENS FAINTLY IN THE STREET,
WAKENING THE APPETITES OF LIFE IN SOME
AND TO OTHERS BRINGING THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#,
I MOUNT THE STEPS AND RING THE BELL, TURNING
WEARILY, AS ONE WOULD TURN TO NOD GOOD-BYE TO LA ROCHEFOUCAULD,
IF THE STREET WERE TIME AND HE AT THE END OF THE STREET,
AND I SAY, %COUSIN HARRIET, HERE IS THE #BOSTON EVENING TRANSCRIPT#.%
AUNT HELEN
MISS HELEN SLINGSBY WAS MY MAIDEN AUNT,
AND LIVED IN A SMALL HOUSE NEAR A FASHIONABLE SQUARE
CARED FOR BY SERVANTS TO THE NUMBER OF FOUR.
NOW WHEN SHE DIED THERE WAS SILENCE IN HEAVEN
AND SILENCE AT HER END OF THE STREET.
THE SHUTTERS WERE DRAWN AND THE UNDERTAKER WIPED HIS FEET-
HE WAS AWARE THAT THIS SORT OF THING HAD OCCURRED BEFORE.
THE DOGS WERE HANDSOMELY PROVIDED FOR,
BUT SHORTLY AFTERWARDS THE PARROT DIED TOO.
THE DRESDEN CLOCK CONTINUED TICKING ON THE MANTELPIECE,
AND THE FOOTMAN SAT UPON THE DINING-TABLE
HOLDING THE SECOND HOUSEMAID ON HIS KNEES-
WHO HAD ALWAYS BEEN SO CAREFUL WHILE HER MISTRESS LIVED.
COUSIN NANCY
MISS NANCY ELLICOTT
STRODE ACROSS THE HILLS AND BROKE THEM,
RODE ACROSS THE HILLS AND BROKE THEM-
THE BARREN NEW ENGLAND HILLS-
RIDING TO HOUNDS
OVER THE COW-PASTURE.
MISS NANCY ELLICOTT SMOKED
AND DANCED ALL THE MODERN DANCES;
AND HER AUNTS WERE NOT QUITE SURE HOW THEY FELT ABOUT IT,
BUT THEY KNEW THAT IT WAS MODERN.
UPON THE GLAZEN SHELVES KEPT WATCH
MATTHEW AND WALDO, GUARDIANS OF THE FAITH,
THE ARMY OF UNALTERABLE LAW.
MR& APOLLINAX
((;6W T3HS KAIN1OTHTOS. *HR1AKLEIS, T3HS PARADOCOLO1IAS.
E=UM1HXANOS 4ANQRWPOS.
LUCIAN))
WHEN MR& APOLLINAX VISITED THE UNITED STATES
HIS LAUGHTER TINKLED AMONG THE TEACUPS.
I THOUGHT OF FRAGILION, THAT SHY FIGURE AMONG THE BIRCH-TREES,
AND OF PRIAPUS IN THE SHRUBBERY
GAPING AT THE LADY IN THE SWING.
IN THE PALACE OF MRS& PHLACCUS, AT PROFESSOR CHANNING-CHEETAH'S
HE LAUGHED LIKE AN IRRESPONSIBLE FOETUS.
HIS LAUGHTER WAS SUBMARINE AND PROFOUND
LIKE THE OLD MAN OF THE SEA'S
HIDDEN UNDER CORAL ISLANDS
WHERE WORRIED BODIES OF DROWNED MEN DRIFT DOWN IN THE GREEN SILENCE,
DROPPING FROM FINGERS OF SURF.
I LOOKED FOR THE HEAD OF MR& APOLLINAX ROLLING UNDER A CHAIR
OR GRINNING OVER A SCREEN
WITH SEAWEED IN ITS HAIR.
I HEARD THE BEAT OF CENTAUR'S HOOFS OVER THE HARD TURF
AS HIS DRY AND PASSIONATE TALK DEVOURED THE AFTERNOON.
%HE IS A CHARMING MAN%- %BUT AFTER ALL WHAT DID HE MEAN?%-
%HIS POINTED EARS. ... HE MUST BE UNBALANCED.%-
%THERE WAS SOMETHING HE SAID THAT I MIGHT HAVE CHALLENGED.%
OF DOWAGER MRS& PHLACCUS, AND PROFESSOR AND MRS& CHEETAH
I REMEMBER A SLICE OF LEMON, AND A BITTEN MACAROON.
HYSTERIA
AS SHE LAUGHED I WAS AWARE OF BECOMING INVOLVED IN HER LAUGHTER
AND BEING PART OF IT, UNTIL HER TEETH WERE ONLY ACCIDENTAL STARS WITH
A TALENT FOR SQUAD-DRILL. I WAS DRAWN IN BY SHORT GASPS, INHALED AT
EACH MOMENTARY RECOVERY, LOST FINALLY IN THE DARK CAVERNS OF HER
THROAT, BRUISED BY THE RIPPLE OF UNSEEN MUSCLES. AN ELDERLY WAITER
WITH TREMBLING HANDS WAS HURRIEDLY SPREADING A PINK AND WHITE
CHECKED CLOTH OVER THE RUSTY GREEN IRON TABLE, SAYING: %IF THE
LADY AND GENTLEMAN WISH TO TAKE THEIR TEA IN THE GARDEN, IF THE
LADY AND GENTLEMAN WISH TO TAKE THEIR TEA IN THE GARDEN ...%
I DECIDED THAT IF THE SHAKING OF HER BREASTS COULD BE STOPPED,
SOME OF THE FRAGMENTS OF THE AFTERNOON MIGHT BE COLLECTED, AND
I CONCENTRATED MY ATTENTION WITH CAREFUL SUBTLETY TO THIS END.
CONVERSATION GALANTE
I OBSERVE: %OUR SENTIMENTAL FRIEND THE MOON!
OR POSSIBLY (FANTASTIC, I CONFESS)
IT MAY BE PRESTER JOHN'S BALLOON
OR AN OLD BATTERED LANTERN HUNG ALOFT
TO LIGHT POOR TRAVELLERS TO THEIR DISTRESS.%
SHE THEN: %HOW YOU DIGRESS!%
AND I THEN: %SOMEONE FRAMES UPON THE KEYS
THAT EXQUISITE NOCTURNE, WITH WHICH WE EXPLAIN
THE NIGHT AND MOONSHINE; MUSIC WHICH WE SEIZE
TO BODY FORTH OUR OWN VACUITY.%
SHE THEN: %DOES THIS REFER TO ME?%
%OH NO, IT IS I WHO AM INANE.%
%YOU, MADAM, ARE THE ETERNAL HUMORIST,
THE ETERNAL ENEMY OF THE ABSOLUTE,
GIVING OUR VAGRANT MOODS THE SLIGHTEST TWIST!
WITH YOUR AIR INDIFFERENT AND IMPERIOUS
AT A STROKE OUR MAD POETICS TO CONFUTE-%
AND- %ARE WE THEN SO SERIOUS?%
LA FIGLIA CHE PIANGE
((#O QUAM TE MEMOREM VIRGO# ...))
STAND ON THE HIGHEST PAVEMENT OF THE STAIR-
LEAN ON A GARDEN URN-
WEAVE, WEAVE THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR HAIR-
CLASP YOUR FLOWERS TO YOU WITH A PAINED SURPRISE-
FLING THEM TO THE GROUND AND TURN
WITH A FUGITIVE RESENTMENT IN YOUR EYES:
BUT WEAVE, WEAVE THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR HAIR.
SO I WOULD HAVE HAD HIM LEAVE,
SO I WOULD HAVE HAD HER STAND AND GRIEVE,
SO HE WOULD HAVE LEFT
AS THE SOUL LEAVES THE BODY TORN AND BRUISED,
AS THE MIND DESERTS THE BODY IT HAS USED.
I SHOULD FIND
SOME WAY INCOMPARABLY LIGHT AND DEFT,
SOME WAY WE BOTH SHOULD UNDERSTAND,
SIMPLE AND FAITHLESS AS A SMILE AND SHAKE OF THE HAND.
SHE TURNED AWAY, BUT WITH THE AUTUMN WEATHER
COMPELLED MY IMAGINATION MANY DAYS,
MANY DAYS AND MANY HOURS:
HER HAIR OVER HER ARMS AND HER ARMS FULL OF FLOWERS.
AND I WONDER HOW THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER!
I SHOULD HAVE LOST A GESTURE AND A POSE.
SOMETIMES THESE COGITATIONS STILL AMAZE
THE TROUBLED MIDNIGHT AND THE MOON'S REPOSE.
THE EAGLE SOARS IN THE SUMMIT OF HEAVEN,
THE HUNTER WITH HIS DOGS PURSUES HIS CIRCUIT.
O PERPETUAL REVOLUTION OF CONFIGURED STARS,
O PERPETUAL RECURRENCE OF DETERMINED SEASONS,
O WORLD OF SPRING AND AUTUMN, BIRTH AND DYING!
THE ENDLESS CYCLE OF IDEA AND ACTION,
ENDLESS INVENTION, ENDLESS EXPERIMENT,
BRINGS KNOWLEDGE OF MOTION, BUT NOT OF STILLNESS;
KNOWLEDGE OF SPEECH, BUT NOT OF SILENCE;
KNOWLEDGE OF WORDS, AND IGNORANCE OF THE WORD.
ALL OUR KNOWLEDGE BRINGS US NEARER TO OUR IGNORANCE,
ALL OUR IGNORANCE BRINGS US NEARER TO DEATH,
BUT NEARNESS TO DEATH NO NEARER TO GOD.
WHERE IS THE LIFE WE HAVE LOST IN LIVING?
WHERE IS THE WISDOM WE HAVE LOST IN KNOWLEDGE?
WHERE IS THE KNOWLEDGE WE HAVE LOST IN INFORMATION?
THE CYCLES OF HEAVEN IN TWENTY CENTURIES
BRING US FARTHER FROM GOD AND NEARER TO THE DUST.
I JOURNEYED TO LONDON, TO THE TIMEKEPT CITY,
WHERE THE RIVER FLOWS, WITH FOREIGN FLOTATIONS.
THERE I WAS TOLD: WE HAVE TOO MANY CHURCHES,
AND TOO FEW CHOP-HOUSES. THERE I WAS TOLD:
LET THE VICARS RETIRE. MEN DO NOT NEED THE CHURCH
IN THE PLACE WHERE THEY WORK, BUT WHERE THEY SPEND THEIR SUNDAYS.
IN THE CITY, WE NEED NO BELLS:
LET THEM WAKEN THE SUBURBS.
I JOURNEYED TO THE SUBURBS, AND THERE I WAS TOLD:
WE TOIL FOR SIX DAYS, ON THE SEVENTH WE MUST MOTOR
TO HINDHEAD, OR MAIDENHEAD.
IF THE WEATHER IS FOUL WE STAY AT HOME AND READ THE PAPERS.
IN INDUSTRIAL DISTRICTS, THERE I WAS TOLD
OF ECONOMIC LAWS.
IN THE PLEASANT COUNTRYSIDE, THERE IT SEEMED
THAT THE COUNTRY NOW IS ONLY FIT FOR PICNICS.
AND THE CHURCH DOES NOT SEEM TO BE WANTED
IN COUNTRY OR IN SUBURB; AND IN THE TOWN
ONLY FOR IMPORTANT WEDDINGS.
(CHORUS LEADER:(
SILENCE! AND PRESERVE RESPECTFUL DISTANCE.
FOR I PERCEIVE APPROACHING
THE ROCK. WHO WILL PERHAPS ANSWER OUR DOUBTINGS.
THE ROCK. THE WATCHER. THE STRANGER.
HE WHO HAS SEEN WHAT HAS HAPPENED
AND WHO SEES WHAT IS TO HAPPEN.
THE WITNESS. THE CRITIC. THE STRANGER.
THE GOD-SHAKEN, IN WHOM IS THE TRUTH INBORN.
(#ENTER THE# ROCK, #LED BY A# BOY:(
(THE ROCK:(
THE LOT OF MAN IS CEASELESS LABOUR,
OR CEASELESS IDLENESS, WHICH IS STILL HARDER,
OR IRREGULAR LABOUR, WHICH IS NOT PLEASANT.
I HAVE TRODDEN THE WINEPRESS ALONE, AND I KNOW
THAT IT IS HARD TO BE REALLY USEFUL, RESIGNING
THE THINGS THAT MEN COUNT FOR HAPPINESS, SEEKING
THE GOOD DEEDS THAT LEAD TO OBSCURITY, ACCEPTING
WITH EQUAL FACE THOSE THAT BRING IGNOMINY,
THE APPLAUSE OF ALL OR THE LOVE OF NONE.
ALL MEN ARE READY TO INVEST THEIR MONEY
BUT MOST EXPECT DIVIDENDS.
I SAY TO YOU: #MAKE PERFECT YOUR WILL.#
I SAY: TAKE NO THOUGHT OF THE HARVEST,
BUT ONLY OF PROPER SOWING.
THE WORLD TURNS AND THE WORLD CHANGES,
BUT ONE THING DOES NOT CHANGE.
IN ALL OF MY YEARS, ONE THING DOES NOT CHANGE.
HOWEVER YOU DISGUISE IT, THIS THING DOES NOT CHANGE:
THE PERPETUAL STRUGGLE OF GOOD AND EVIL.
FORGETFUL, YOU NEGLECT YOUR SHRINES AND CHURCHES;
THE MEN YOU ARE IN THESE TIMES DERIDE
WHAT HAS BEEN DONE OF GOOD, YOU FIND EXPLANATIONS
TO SATISFY THE RATIONAL AND ENLIGHTENED MIND.
SECOND, YOU NEGLECT AND BELITTLE THE DESERT.
THE DESERT IS NOT REMOTE IN SOUTHERN TROPICS,
THE DESERT IS NOT ONLY AROUND THE CORNER,
THE DESERT IS SQUEEZED IN THE TUBE-TRAIN NEXT TO YOU,
THE DESERT IS IN THE HEART OF YOUR BROTHER.
THE GOOD MAN IS THE BUILDER, IF HE BUILD WHAT IS GOOD.
I WILL SHOW YOU THE THINGS THAT ARE NOW BEING DONE,
AND SOME OF THE THINGS THAT WERE LONG AGO DONE,
THAT YOU MAY TAKE HEART. MAKE PERFECT YOUR WILL.
LET ME SHOW YOU THE WORK OF THE HUMBLE. LISTEN.
(#THE LIGHTS FADE; IN THE SEMI-DARKNESS THE VOICES OF#
WORKMEN #ARE HEARD CHANTING.#(
#IN THE VACANT PLACES
WE WILL BUILD WITH NEW BRICKS
THERE ARE HANDS AND MACHINES
AND CLAY FOR NEW BRICK
AND LIME FOR NEW MORTAR
WHERE THE BRICKS ARE FALLEN
WE WILL BUILD WITH NEW STONE
WHERE THE BEAMS ARE ROTTEN
WE WILL BUILD WITH NEW TIMBERS
WHERE THE WORD IS UNSPOKEN
WE WILL BUILD WITH NEW SPEECH
THERE IS WORK TOGETHER
A CHURCH FOR ALL
AND A JOB FOR EACH
EVERY MAN TO HIS WORK.#
(#NOW A GROUP OF# WORKMEN #IS SILHOUETTED AGAINST THE
DIM SKY. FROM FARTHER AWAY, THEY ARE ANSWERED BY VOICES
OF THE# UNEMPLOYED.(
#NO MAN HAS HIRED US
WITH POCKETED HANDS
AND LOWERED FACES
WE STAND ABOUT IN OPEN PLACES
AND SHIVER IN UNLIT ROOMS.
ONLY THE WIND MOVES
OVER EMPTY FIELDS, UNTILLED
WHERE THE PLOUGH RESTS, AT AN ANGLE
TO THE FURROW. IN THIS LAND
THERE SHALL BE ONE CIGARETTE TO TWO MEN,
TO TWO WOMEN ONE HALF PINT OF BITTER
ALE. IN THIS LAND
NO MAN HAS HIRED US.
OUR LIFE IS UNWELCOME, OUR DEATH
UNMENTIONED IN %THE TIMES%.#
(#CHANT OF# WORKMEN #AGAIN.#(
#THE RIVER FLOWS, THE SEASONS TURN
THE SPARROW AND STARLING HAVE NO TIME TO WASTE.
IF MEN DO NOT BUILD
HOW SHALL THEY LIVE?
WHEN THE FIELD IS TILLED
AND THE WHEAT IS BREAD
THEY SHALL NOT DIE IN A SHORTENED BED
AND A NARROW SHEET. IN THIS STREET
THERE IS NO BEGINNING, NO MOVEMENT, NO PEACE AND NO END
BUT NOISE WITHOUT SPEECH, FOOD WITHOUT TASTE.
WITHOUT DELAY, WITHOUT HASTE
WE WOULD BUILD THE BEGINNING AND THE END OF THIS STREET.
WE BUILD THE MEANING:
A CHURCH FOR ALL
AND A JOB FOR EACH
EACH MAN TO HIS WORK.#
THUS YOUR FATHERS WERE MADE
FELLOW CITIZENS OF THE SAINTS, OF THE HOUSEHOLD OF GOD, BEING BUILT UPON
THE FOUNDATION
OF APOSTLES AND PROPHETS, CHRIST JESUS HIMSELF THE CHIEF CORNERSTONE.
BUT YOU, HAVE YOU BUILT WELL, THAT YOU NOW SIT HELPLESS IN A RUINED HOUS
E?
WHERE MANY ARE BORN TO IDLENESS, TO FRITTERED LIVES AND SQUALID DEATHS,
EMBITTERED SCORN IN HONEYLESS HIVES,
AND THOSE WHO WOULD BUILD AND RESTORE TURN OUT THE PALMS OF THEIR HANDS,
OR LOOK IN VAIN TOWARDS FOREIGN LANDS FOR ALMS TO BE MORE OR THE URN TO
BE FILLED.
YOUR BUILDING NOT FITLY FRAMED TOGETHER, YOU SIT ASHAMED AND WONDER WHET
HER AND HOW YOU MAY BE BUILDED TOGETHER FOR A HABITATION OF GOD IN THE S
PIRIT, THE SPIRIT WHICH MOVED ON THE FACE OF THE WATERS LIKE A LANTERN S
ET ON THE BACK OF A TORTOISE.
AND SOME SAY: %HOW CAN WE LOVE OUR NEIGHBOUR? FOR LOVE MUST BE MADE REAL
IN ACT, AS DESIRE UNITES WITH DESIRED; WE HAVE ONLY OUR LABOUR TO GIVE
AND OUR LABOUR IS NOT REQUIRED.
WE WAIT ON CORNERS, WITH NOTHING TO BRING BUT THE SONGS WE CAN SING WHIC
H NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR SUNG;
WAITING TO BE FLUNG IN THE END, ON A HEAP LESS USEFUL THAN DUNG%.
YOU, HAVE YOU BUILT WELL, HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THE CORNERSTONE?
TALKING OF RIGHT RELATIONS OF MEN, BUT NOT OF RELATIONS OF MEN TO GOD.
%OUR CITIZENSHIP IS IN HEAVEN%; YES, BUT THAT IS THE MODEL AND TYPE FOR
YOUR CITIZENSHIP UPON EARTH.
WHEN YOUR FATHERS FIXED THE PLACE OF GOD,
AND SETTLED ALL THE INCONVENIENT SAINTS,
APOSTLES, MARTYRS, IN A KIND OF WHIPSNADE,
THEN THEY COULD SET ABOUT IMPERIAL EXPANSION
ACCOMPANIED BY INDUSTRIAL DEVELOPMENT.
EXPORTING IRON, COAL AND COTTON GOODS
AND INTELLECTUAL ENLIGHTENMENT
AND EVERYTHING, INCLUDING CAPITAL
AND SEVERAL VERSIONS OF THE WORD OF GOD:
THE BRITISH RACE ASSURED OF A MISSION
PERFORMED IT, BUT LEFT MUCH AT HOME UNSURE.
OF ALL THAT WAS DONE IN THE PAST, YOU EAT THE FRUIT, EITHER ROTTEN OR RI
PE.
AND THE CHURCH MUST BE FOREVER BUILDING, AND ALWAYS DECAYING, AND ALWAYS
BEING RESTORED.
FOR EVERY ILL DEED IN THE PAST WE SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCE:
FOR SLOTH, FOR AVARICE, GLUTTONY, NEGLECT OF THE WORD OF GOD,
FOR PRIDE, FOR LECHERY, TREACHERY, FOR EVERY ACT OF SIN.
AND OF ALL THAT WAS DONE THAT WAS GOOD, YOU HAVE THE INHERITANCE.
FOR GOOD AND ILL DEEDS BELONG TO A MAN ALONE, WHEN HE STANDS ALONE ON TH
E OTHER SIDE OF DEATH,
BUT HERE UPON EARTH YOU HAVE THE REWARD OF THE GOOD AND ILL THAT WAS DON
E BY THOSE WHO HAVE GONE BEFORE YOU.
AND ALL THAT IS ILL YOU MAY REPAIR IF YOU WALK TOGETHER IN HUMBLE REPENT
ANCE, EXPIATING THE SINS OF YOUR FATHERS;
AND ALL THAT WAS GOOD YOU MUST FIGHT TO KEEP WITH HEARTS AS DEVOTED AS T
HOSE OF YOUR FATHERS WHO FOUGHT TO GAIN IT.
THE CHURCH MUST BE FOREVER BUILDING, FOR IT IS FOREVER DECAYING WITHIN A
ND ATTACKED FROM WITHOUT;
FOR THIS IS THE LAW OF LIFE; AND YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT WHILE THERE IS T
IME OF PROSPERITY
THE PEOPLE WILL NEGLECT THE TEMPLE, AND IN TIME OF ADVERSITY THEY WILL D
ECRY IT.
WHAT LIFE HAVE YOU IF YOU HAVE NOT LIFE TOGETHER?
THERE IS NO LIFE THAT IS NOT IN COMMUNITY,
AND NO COMMUNITY NOT LIVED IN PRAISE OF GOD.
EVEN THE ANCHORITE WHO MEDITATES ALONE,
FOR WHOM THE DAYS AND NIGHTS REPEAT THE PRAISE OF GOD,
PRAYS FOR THE CHURCH, THE BODY OF CHRIST INCARNATE.
AND NOW YOU LIVE DISPERSED ON RIBBON ROADS,
AND NO MAN KNOWS OR CARES WHO IS HIS NEIGHBOUR
UNLESS HIS NEIGHBOUR MAKES TOO MUCH DISTURBANCE,
BUT ALL DASH TO AND FRO IN MOTOR CARS,
FAMILIAR WITH THE ROADS AND SETTLED NOWHERE.
NOR DOES THE FAMILY EVEN MOVE ABOUT TOGETHER,
BUT EVERY SON WOULD HAVE HIS MOTOR CYCLE,
AND DAUGHTERS RIDE AWAY ON CASUAL PILLIONS.
MUCH TO CAST DOWN, MUCH TO BUILD, MUCH TO RESTORE;
LET THE WORK NOT DELAY, TIME AND THE ARM NOT WASTE;
LET THE CLAY BE DUG FROM THE PIT, LET THE SAW CUT THE STONE,
LET THE FIRE NOT BE QUENCHED IN THE FORGE.
THE WORD OF THE LORD CAME UNTO ME, SAYING:
O MISERABLE CITIES OF DESIGNING MEN,
O WRETCHED GENERATION OF ENLIGHTENED MEN,
BETRAYED IN THE MAZES OF YOUR INGENUITIES,
SOLD BY THE PROCEEDS OF YOUR PROPER INVENTIONS:
I HAVE GIVEN YOU HANDS WHICH YOU TURN FROM WORSHIP,
I HAVE GIVEN YOU SPEECH, FOR ENDLESS PALAVER,
I HAVE GIVEN YOU MY LAW, AND YOU SET UP COMMISSIONS,
I HAVE GIVEN YOU LIPS, TO EXPRESS FRIENDLY SENTIMENTS,
I HAVE GIVEN YOU HEARTS, FOR RECIPROCAL DISTRUST.
I HAVE GIVEN YOU POWER OF CHOICE, AND YOU ONLY ALTERNATE
BETWEEN FUTILE SPECULATION AND UNCONSIDERED ACTION.
MANY ARE ENGAGED IN WRITING BOOKS AND PRINTING THEM,
MANY DESIRE TO SEE THEIR NAMES IN PRINT,
MANY READ NOTHING BUT THE RACE REPORTS.
MUCH IS YOUR READING, BUT NOT THE WORD OF GOD,
MUCH IS YOUR BUILDING, BUT NOT THE HOUSE OF GOD.
WILL YOU BUILD ME A HOUSE OF PLASTER, WITH CORRUGATED ROOFING,
TO BE FILLED WITH A LITTER OF SUNDAY NEWSPAPERS?
(1ST MALE VOICE:(
A CRY FROM THE EAST:
WHAT SHALL BE DONE TO THE SHORE OF SMOKY SHIPS?
WILL YOU LEAVE MY PEOPLE FORGETFUL AND FORGOTTEN
TO IDLENESS, LABOUR, AND DELIRIOUS STUPOR?
THERE SHALL BE LEFT THE BROKEN CHIMNEY,
THE PEELED HULL, A PILE OF RUSTY IRON,
IN A STREET OF SCATTERED BRICK WHERE THE GOAT CLIMBS,
WHERE MY WORD IS UNSPOKEN.
(2ND MALE VOICE:(
A CRY FROM THE NORTH, FROM THE WEST AND FROM THE SOUTH
WHENCE THOUSANDS TRAVEL DAILY TO THE TIMEKEPT CITY;
WHERE MY WORD IS UNSPOKEN,
IN THE LAND OF LOBELIAS AND TENNIS FLANNELS
THE RABBIT SHALL BURROW AND THE THORN REVISIT,
THE NETTLE SHALL FLOURISH ON THE GRAVEL COURT,
AND THE WIND SHALL SAY: %HERE WERE DECENT GODLESS PEOPLE:
THEIR ONLY MONUMENT THE ASPHALT ROAD
AND A THOUSAND LOST GOLF BALLS%.
(CHORUS:(
WE BUILD IN VAIN UNLESS THE LORD BUILD WITH US.
CAN YOU KEEP THE CITY THAT THE LORD KEEPS NOT WITH YOU?
A THOUSAND POLICEMEN DIRECTING THE TRAFFIC
CANNOT TELL YOU WHY YOU COME OR WHERE YOU GO.
A COLONY OF CAVIES OR A HORDE OF ACTIVE MARMOTS
BUILD BETTER THAN THEY THAT BUILD WITHOUT THE LORD.
SHALL WE LIFT UP OUR FEET AMONG PERPETUAL RUINS?
I HAVE LOVED THE BEAUTY OF THY HOUSE, THE PEACE OF THY SANCTUARY,
I HAVE SWEPT THE FLOORS AND GARNISHED THE ALTARS.
WHERE THERE IS NO TEMPLE THERE SHALL BE NO HOMES,
THOUGH YOU HAVE SHELTERS AND INSTITUTIONS,
PRECARIOUS LODGINGS WHILE THE RENT IS PAID,
SUBSIDING BASEMENTS WHERE THE RAT BREEDS
OR SANITARY DWELLINGS WITH NUMBERED DOORS
OR A HOUSE A LITTLE BETTER THAN YOUR NEIGHBOUR'S;
WHEN THE STRANGER SAYS: %WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS CITY?
DO YOU HUDDLE CLOSE TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU LOVE EACH OTHER?%
WHAT WILL YOU ANSWER? %WE ALL DWELL TOGETHER
TO MAKE MONEY FROM EACH OTHER%? OR %THIS IS A COMMUNITY%?
AND THE STRANGER WILL DEPART AND RETURN TO THE DESERT.
O MY SOUL, BE PREPARED FOR THE COMING OF THE STRANGER,
BE PREPARED FOR HIM WHO KNOWS HOW TO ASK QUESTIONS.
O WEARINESS OF MEN WHO TURN FROM GOD
TO THE GRANDEUR OF YOUR MIND AND THE GLORY OF YOUR ACTION,
TO ARTS AND INVENTIONS AND DARING ENTERPRISES,
TO SCHEMES OF HUMAN GREATNESS THOROUGHLY DISCREDITED,
BINDING THE EARTH AND THE WATER TO YOUR SERVICE,
EXPLOITING THE SEAS AND DEVELOPING THE MOUNTAINS,
DIVIDING THE STARS INTO COMMON AND PREFERRED,
ENGAGED IN DEVISING THE PERFECT REFRIGERATOR,
ENGAGED IN WORKING OUT A RATIONAL MORALITY,
ENGAGED IN PRINTING AS MANY BOOKS AS POSSIBLE,
PLOTTING OF HAPPINESS AND FLINGING EMPTY BOTTLES,
TURNING FROM YOUR VACANCY TO FEVERED ENTHUSIASM
FOR NATION OR RACE OR WHAT YOU CALL HUMANITY;
THOUGH YOU FORGET THE WAY TO THE TEMPLE,
THERE IS ONE WHO REMEMBERS THE WAY TO YOUR DOOR:
LIFE YOU MAY EVADE, BUT DEATH YOU SHALL NOT.
YOU SHALL NOT DENY THE STRANGER.
THERE ARE THOSE WHO WOULD BUILD THE TEMPLE,
AND THOSE WHO PREFER THAT THE TEMPLE SHOULD NOT BE BUILT.
IN THE DAYS OF NEHEMIAH THE PROPHET
THERE WAS NO EXCEPTION TO THE GENERAL RULE.
IN SHUSHAN THE PALACE, IN THE MONTH NISAN,
HE SERVED THE WINE TO THE KING ARTAXERXES,
AND HE GRIEVED FOR THE BROKEN CITY, JERUSALEM;
AND THE KING GAVE HIM LEAVE TO DEPART
THAT HE MIGHT REBUILD THE CITY.
SO HE WENT, WITH A FEW, TO JERUSALEM,
AND THERE, BY THE DRAGON'S WELL, BY THE DUNG GATE,
BY THE FOUNTAIN GATE, BY THE KING'S POOL,
JERUSALEM LAY WASTE, CONSUMED WITH FIRE;
NO PLACE FOR A BEAST TO PASS.
THERE WERE ENEMIES WITHOUT TO DESTROY HIM,
AND SPIES AND SELF-SEEKERS WITHIN,
WHEN HE AND HIS MEN LAID THEIR HANDS TO REBUILDING THE WALL.
SO THEY BUILT AS MEN MUST BUILD
WITH THE SWORD IN ONE HAND AND THE TROWEL IN THE OTHER.
O LORD, DELIVER ME FROM THE MAN OF EXCELLENT INTENTION AND IMPURE HEART:+
FOR THE HEART IS DECEITFUL ABOVE ALL THINGS, AND DESPERATELY WICKED.
SANBALLAT THE HORONITE AND TOBIAH THE AMMONITE AND GESHEM THE ARABIAN: W+
ERE DOUBTLESS MEN OF PUBLIC SPIRIT AND ZEAL.
PRESERVE ME FROM THE ENEMY WHO HAS SOMETHING TO GAIN: AND FROM THE FRIEN+
D WHO HAS SOMETHING TO LOSE.
REMEMBERING THE WORDS OF NEHEMIAH THE PROPHET: %THE TROWEL IN HAND, AND+
THE GUN RATHER LOOSE IN THE HOLSTER.%
THOSE WHO SIT IN A HOUSE OF WHICH THE USE IS FORGOTTEN: ARE LIKE SNAKES+
THAT LIE ON MOULDERING STAIRS, CONTENT IN THE SUNLIGHT.
AND THE OTHERS RUN ABOUT LIKE DOGS, FULL OF ENTERPRISE, SNIFFING AND BAR+
KING: THEY SAY, %THIS HOUSE IS A NEST OF SERPENTS, LET US DESTROY IT,
AND HAVE DONE WITH THESE ABOMINATIONS, THE TURPITUDES OF THE CHRISTIANS.+
% AND THESE ARE NOT JUSTIFIED, NOR THE OTHERS.
AND THEY WRITE INNUMERABLE BOOKS; BEING TOO VAIN AND DISTRACTED FOR SILE+
NCE: SEEKING EVERY ONE AFTER HIS OWN ELEVATION, AND DODGING HIS EMPTINESS.
IF HUMILITY AND PURITY BE NOT IN THE HEART, THEY ARE NOT IN THE HOME: AN+
D IF THEY ARE NOT IN THE HOME, THEY ARE NOT IN THE CITY.
THE MAN WHO HAS BUILDED DURING THE DAY WOULD RETURN TO HIS HEARTH AT NIG+
HTFALL: TO BE BLESSED WITH THE GIFT OF SILENCE, AND DOZE BEFORE HE SLEEPS.
BUT WE ARE ENCOMPASSED WITH SNAKES AND DOGS: THEREFORE SOME MUST LABOUR,+
AND OTHERS MUST HOLD THE SPEARS.
IT IS HARD FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NEVER KNOWN PERSECUTION,
AND WHO HAVE NEVER KNOWN A CHRISTIAN,
TO BELIEVE THESE TALES OF CHRISTIAN PERSECUTION.
IT IS HARD FOR THOSE WHO LIVE NEAR A BANK
TO DOUBT THE SECURITY OF THEIR MONEY.
IT IS HARD FOR THOSE WHO LIVE NEAR A POLICE STATION
TO BELIEVE IN THE TRIUMPH OF VIOLENCE.
DO YOU THINK THAT THE FAITH HAS CONQUERED THE WORLD
AND THAT LIONS NO LONGER NEED KEEPERS?
DO YOU NEED TO BE TOLD THAT WHATEVER HAS BEEN, CAN STILL BE?
DO YOU NEED TO BE TOLD THAT EVEN SUCH MODEST ATTAINMENTS
AS YOU CAN BOAST IN THE WAY OF POLITE SOCIETY
WILL HARDLY SURVIVE THE FAITH TO WHICH THEY OWE THEIR SIGNIFICANCE?
MEN! POLISH YOUR TEETH ON RISING AND RETIRING;
WOMEN! POLISH YOUR FINGERNAILS:
YOU POLISH THE TOOTH OF THE DOG AND THE TALON OF THE CAT.
WHY SHOULD MEN LOVE THE CHURCH? WHY SHOULD THEY LOVE HER LAWS?
SHE TELLS THEM OF LIFE AND DEATH, AND OF ALL THAT THEY WOULD FORGET.
SHE IS TENDER WHERE THEY WOULD BE HARD, AND HARD WHERE THEY LIKE TO BE S
OFT.
SHE TELLS THEM OF EVIL AND SIN, AND OTHER UNPLEASANT FACTS.
THEY CONSTANTLY TRY TO ESCAPE
FROM THE DARKNESS OUTSIDE AND WITHIN
BY DREAMING OF SYSTEMS SO PERFECT THAT NO ONE WILL NEED TO BE GOOD.
BUT THE MAN THAT IS WILL SHADOW
THE MAN THAT PRETENDS TO BE.
AND THE SON OF MAN WAS NOT CRUCIFIED ONCE FOR ALL,
THE BLOOD OF THE MARTYRS NOT SHED ONCE FOR ALL,
THE LIVES OF THE SAINTS NOT GIVEN ONCE FOR ALL:
BUT THE SON OF MAN IS CRUCIFIED ALWAYS
AND THERE SHALL BE MARTYRS AND SAINTS.
AND IF BLOOD OF MARTYRS IS TO FLOW ON THE STEPS
WE MUST FIRST BUILD THE STEPS;
AND IF THE TEMPLE IS TO BE CAST DOWN
WE MUST FIRST BUILD THE TEMPLE.
IN THE BEGINNING GOD CREATED THE WORLD. WASTE AND VOID. WASTE AND VOID.+
AND DARKNESS WAS UPON THE FACE OF THE DEEP.
AND WHEN THERE WERE MEN, IN THEIR VARIOUS WAYS, THEY STRUGGLED IN TORMEN+
T TOWARDS GOD
BLINDLY AND VAINLY, FOR MAN IS A VAIN THING, AND MAN WITHOUT GOD IS A SE+
ED UPON THE WIND: DRIVEN THIS WAY AND THAT, AND FINDING NO PLACE OF LODG+
EMENT AND GERMINATION.
THEY FOLLOWED THE LIGHT AND THE SHADOW, AND THE LIGHT LED THEM FORWARD T+
O LIGHT AND THE SHADOW LED THEM TO DARKNESS,
WORSHIPPING SNAKES OR TREES, WORSHIPPING DEVILS RATHER THAN NOTHING: CRY+
ING FOR LIFE BEYOND LIFE, FOR ECSTASY NOT OF THE FLESH.
WASTE AND VOID. WASTE AND VOID. AND DARKNESS ON THE FACE OF THE DEEP.
AND THE SPIRIT MOVED UPON THE FACE OF THE WATER.
AND MEN WHO TURNED TOWARDS THE LIGHT AND WERE KNOWN OF THE LIGHT
INVENTED THE HIGHER RELIGIONS; AND THE HIGHER RELIGIONS WERE GOOD
AND LED MEN FROM LIGHT TO LIGHT, TO KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL.
BUT THEIR LIGHT WAS EVER SURROUNDED AND SHOT WITH DARKNESS.
AS THE AIR OF TEMPERATE SEAS IS PIERCED BY THE STILL DEAD BREATH OF THE+
ARCTIC CURRENT;
AND THEY CAME TO AN END, A DEAD END STIRRED WITH A FLICKER OF LIFE,
AND THEY CAME TO THE WITHERED ANCIENT LOOK OF A CHILD THAT HAS DIED OF S
TARVATION.
PRAYER WHEELS, WORSHIP OF THE DEAD, DENIAL OF THIS WORLD, AFFIRMATION OF+
RITES WITH FORGOTTEN MEANINGS
IN THE RESTLESS WIND-WHIPPED SAND, OR THE HILLS WHERE THE WIND WILL NOT+
LET THE SNOW REST.
WASTE AND VOID. WASTE AND VOID. AND DARKNESS ON THE FACE OF THE DEEP.
THEN CAME, AT A PREDETERMINED MOMENT, A MOMENT IN TIME AND OF TIME,
A MOMENT NOT OUT OF TIME, BUT IN TIME, IN WHAT WE CALL HISTORY: TRANSECT+
ING, BISECTING THE WORLD OF TIME, A MOMENT IN TIME BUT NOT LIKE A MOMENT+
OF TIME,
A MOMENT IN TIME BUT TIME WAS MADE THROUGH THAT MOMENT: FOR WITHOUT THE +
MEANING THERE IS NO TIME, AND THAT MOMENT OF TIME GAVE THE MEANING.
THEN IT SEEMED AS IF MEN MUST PROCEED FROM LIGHT TO LIGHT, IN THE LIGHT +
OF THE WORD,
THROUGH THE PASSION AND SACRIFICE SAVED IN SPITE OF THEIR NEGATIVE BEING;
BESTIAL AS ALWAYS BEFORE, CARNAL, SELF-SEEKING AS ALWAYS BEFORE, SELFISH +
AND PURBLIND AS EVER BEFORE,
YET ALWAYS STRUGGLING, ALWAYS REAFFIRMING, ALWAYS RESUMING THEIR MARCH O+
N THE WAY THAT WAS LIT BY THE LIGHT;
OFTEN HALTING, LOITERING, STRAYING, DELAYING, RETURNING, YET FOLLOWING N+
O OTHER WAY.
BUT IT SEEMS THAT SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE: +
THOUGH WE KNOW NOT JUST WHEN, OR WHY, OR HOW, OR WHERE.
MEN HAVE LEFT GOD NOT FOR OTHER GODS, THEY SAY, BUT FOR NO GOD; AND THIS +
HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE
THAT MEN BOTH DENY GODS AND WORSHIP GODS, PROFESSING FIRST REASON,
AND THEN MONEY, AND POWER, AND WHAT THEY CALL LIFE, OR RACE, OR DIALECTIC.
THE CHURCH DISOWNED, THE TOWER OVERTHROWN, THE BELLS UPTURNED, WHAT HAVE +
WE TO DO
BUT STAND WITH EMPTY HANDS AND PALMS TURNED UPWARDS
IN AN AGE WHICH ADVANCES PROGRESSIVELY BACKWARDS?
(VOICE OF THE UNEMPLOYED (#AFAR OFF#):(
#IN THIS LAND
THERE SHALL BE ONE CIGARETTE TO TWO MEN,
TO TWO WOMEN ONE HALF PINT OF BITTER
ALE. ...#
(CHORUS:(
WHAT DOES THE WORLD SAY, DOES THE WHOLE WORLD STRAY IN HIGH-POWERED CARS
ON A BY-PASS WAY?
(VOICE OF THE UNEMPLOYED (#MORE FAINTLY#):(
#IN THIS LAND
NO MAN HAS HIRED US. ...#
(CHORUS:(
WASTE AND VOID. WASTE AND VOID. AND DARKNESS ON THE FACE OF THE DEEP.
HAS THE CHURCH FAILED MANKIND, OR HAS MANKIND FAILED THE CHURCH?
WHEN THE CHURCH IS NO LONGER REGARDED, NOT EVEN OPPOSED, AND MEN HAVE FO
RGOTTEN
ALL GODS EXCEPT USURY, LUST AND POWER.
O FATHER WE WELCOME YOUR WORDS,
AND WE WILL TAKE HEART FOR THE FUTURE,
REMEMBERING THE PAST.
THE HEATHEN ARE COME INTO THINE INHERITANCE,
AND THY TEMPLE HAVE THEY DEFILED.
WHO IS THIS THAT COMETH FROM EDOM?
HE HAS TRODDEN THE WINE-PRESS ALONE.
THERE CAME ONE WHO SPOKE OF THE SHAME OF JERUSALEM
AND THE HOLY PLACES DEFILED;
PETER THE HERMIT, SCOURGING WITH WORDS.
AND AMONG HIS HEARERS WERE A FEW GOOD MEN,
MANY WHO WERE EVIL,
AND MOST WHO WERE NEITHER.
LIKE ALL MEN IN ALL PLACES,
SOME WENT FROM LOVE OF GLORY,
SOME WENT WHO WERE RESTLESS AND CURIOUS,
SOME WERE RAPACIOUS AND LUSTFUL.
MANY LEFT THEIR BODIES TO THE KITES OF SYRIA
OR SEA-STREWN ALONG THE ROUTES;
MANY LEFT THEIR SOULS IN SYRIA,
LIVING ON, SUNKEN IN MORAL CORRUPTION;
MANY CAME BACK WELL BROKEN,
DISEASED AND BEGGARED, FINDING
A STRANGER AT THE DOOR IN POSSESSION:
CAME HOME CRACKED BY THE SUN OF THE EAST
AND THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS IN SYRIA.
BUT OUR KING DID WELL AT ACRE.
AND IN SPITE OF ALL THE DISHONOUR,
THE BROKEN STANDARDS, THE BROKEN LIVES,
THE BROKEN FAITH IN ONE PLACE OR ANOTHER,
THERE WAS SOMETHING LEFT THAT WAS MORE THAN THE TALES
OF OLD MEN ON WINTER EVENINGS.
ONLY THE FAITH COULD HAVE DONE WHAT WAS GOOD OF IT;
WHOLE FAITH OF A FEW,
PART FAITH OF MANY.
NOT AVARICE, LECHERY, TREACHERY,
ENVY, SLOTH, GLUTTONY, JEALOUSY, PRIDE:
IT WAS NOT THESE THAT MADE THE CRUSADES,
BUT THESE THAT UNMADE THEM.
REMEMBER THE FAITH THAT TOOK MEN FROM HOME
AT THE CALL OF A WANDERING PREACHER.
OUR AGE IS AN AGE OF MODERATE VIRTUE
AND OF MODERATE VICE
WHEN MEN WILL NOT LAY DOWN THE CROSS
BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER ASSUME IT.
YET NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE, NOTHING,
TO MEN OF FAITH AND CONVICTION.
LET US THEREFORE MAKE PERFECT OUR WILL.
O GOD, HELP US.
SON OF MAN, BEHOLD WITH THINE EYES, AND HEAR WITH THINE EARS
AND SET THINE HEART UPON ALL THAT I SHOW THEE.
WHO IS THIS THAT HAS SAID: THE HOUSE OF GOD IS A HOUSE OF SORROW;
WE MUST WALK IN BLACK AND GO SADLY, WITH LONGDRAWN FACES,
WE MUST GO BETWEEN EMPTY WALLS, QUAVERING LOWLY, WHISPERING FAINTLY,
AMONG A FEW FLICKERING SCATTERED LIGHTS?
THEY WOULD PUT UPON GOD THEIR OWN SORROW, THE GRIEF THEY SHOULD FEEL
FOR THEIR SINS AND FAULTS AS THEY GO ABOUT THEIR DAILY OCCASIONS.
YET THEY WALK IN THE STREET PROUDNECKED, LIKE THOROUGHBREDS READY FOR RA
CES,
ADORNING THEMSELVES, AND BUSY IN THE MARKET, THE FORUM,
AND ALL OTHER SECULAR MEETINGS.
THINKING GOOD OF THEMSELVES, READY FOR ANY FESTIVITY,
DOING THEMSELVES VERY WELL.
LET US MOURN IN A PRIVATE CHAMBER, LEARNING THE WAY OF PENITENCE.
AND THEN LET US LEARN THE JOYFUL COMMUNION OF SAINTS.
THE SOUL OF MAN MUST QUICKEN TO CREATION.
OUT OF THE FORMLESS STONE, WHEN THE ARTIST UNITED HIMSELF WITH STONE,
SPRING ALWAYS NEW FORMS OF LIFE, FROM THE SOUL OF MAN THAT IS JOINED TO
THE SOUL OF STONE;
OUT OF THE MEANINGLESS PRACTICAL SHAPES OF ALL THAT IS LIVING OR LIFELES
S
JOINED WITH THE ARTIST'S EYE, NEW LIFE, NEW FORM, NEW COLOUR.
OUT OF THE SEA OF SOUND THE LIFE OF MUSIC,
OUT OF THE SLIMY MUD OF WORDS, OUT OF THE SLEET AND HAIL OF VERBAL IMPRE
CISIONS,
APPROXIMATE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, WORDS THAT HAVE TAKEN THE PLACE OF TH
OUGHTS AND FEELINGS,
THERE SPRING THE PERFECT ORDER OF SPEECH, AND THE BEAUTY OF INCANTATION.
LORD, SHALL WE NOT BRING THESE GIFTS TO YOUR SERVICE?
SHALL WE NOT BRING TO YOUR SERVICE ALL OUR POWERS
FOR LIFE, FOR DIGNITY, GRACE AND ORDER,
AND INTELLECTUAL PLEASURES OF THE SENSES?
THE LORD WHO CREATED MUST WISH US TO CREATE
AND EMPLOY OUR CREATION AGAIN IN HIS SERVICE
WHICH IS ALREADY HIS SERVICE IN CREATING.
FOR MAN IS JOINED SPIRIT AND BODY,
AND THEREFORE MUST SERVE AS SPIRIT AND BODY.
VISIBLE AND INVISIBLE, TWO WORLDS MEET IN MAN;
VISIBLE AND INVISIBLE MUST MEET IN HIS TEMPLE;
YOU MUST NOT DENY THE BODY.
NOW YOU SHALL SEE THE TEMPLE COMPLETED:
AFTER MUCH STRIVING, AFTER MANY OBSTACLES;
FOR THE WORK OF CREATION IS NEVER WITHOUT TRAVAIL;
THE FORMED STONE, THE VISIBLE CRUCIFIX,
THE DRESSED ALTAR, THE LIFTING LIGHT,
LIGHT
LIGHT
THE VISIBLE REMINDER OF INVISIBLE LIGHT.
YOU HAVE SEEN THE HOUSE BUILT, YOU HAVE SEEN IT ADORNED
BY ONE WHO CAME IN THE NIGHT, IT IS NOW DEDICATED TO GOD.
IT IS NOW A VISIBLE CHURCH, ONE MORE LIGHT SET ON A HILL
IN A WORLD CONFUSED AND DARK AND DISTURBED BY PORTENTS OF FEAR.
AND WHAT SHALL WE SAY OF THE FUTURE? IS ONE CHURCH ALL WE CAN BUILD?
OR SHALL THE VISIBLE CHURCH GO ON TO CONQUER THE WORLD?
THE GREAT SNAKE LIES EVER HALF AWAKE, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PIT OF THE WO
RLD, CURLED
IN FOLDS OF HIMSELF UNTIL HE AWAKENS IN HUNGER AND MOVING HIS HEAD TO RI
GHT AND TO LEFT PREPARES FOR HIS HOUR TO DEVOUR.
BUT THE MYSTERY OF INIQUITY IS A PIT TOO DEEP FOR MORTAL EYES TO PLUMB.
COME
YE OUT FROM AMONG THOSE WHO PRIZE THE SERPENT'S GOLDEN EYES,
THE WORSHIPPERS, SELF-GIVEN SACRIFICE OF THE SNAKE. TAKE
YOUR WAY AND BE YE SEPARATE.
BE NOT TOO CURIOUS OF GOOD AND EVIL;
SEEK NOT TO COUNT THE FUTURE WAVES OF TIME;
BUT BE YE SATISFIED THAT YOU HAVE LIGHT
ENOUGH TO TAKE YOUR STEP AND FIND YOUR FOOTHOLD.
O LIGHT INVISIBLE, WE PRAISE THEE!
TOO BRIGHT FOR MORTAL VISION.
O GREATER LIGHT, WE PRAISE THEE FOR THE LESS;
THE EASTERN LIGHT OUR SPIRES TOUCH AT MORNING,
THE LIGHT THAT SLANTS UPON OUR WESTERN DOORS AT EVENING,
THE TWILIGHT OVER STAGNANT POOLS AT BATFLIGHT,
MOON LIGHT AND STAR LIGHT, OWL AND MOTH LIGHT,
GLOW-WORM GLOWLIGHT ON A GRASSBLADE.
O LIGHT INVISIBLE, WE WORSHIP THEE!
WE THANK THEE FOR THE LIGHTS THAT WE HAVE KINDLED,
THE LIGHT OF ALTAR AND OF SANCTUARY;
SMALL LIGHTS OF THOSE WHO MEDITATE AT MIDNIGHT
AND LIGHTS DIRECTED THROUGH THE COLOURED PANES OF WINDOWS
AND LIGHT REFLECTED FROM THE POLISHED STONE,
THE GILDED CARVEN WOOD, THE COLOURED FRESCO.
OUR GAZE IS SUBMARINE, OUR EYES LOOK UPWARD
AND SEE THE LIGHT THAT FRACTURES THROUGH UNQUIET WATER.
WE SEE THE LIGHT BUT SEE NOT WHENCE IT COMES.
O LIGHT INVISIBLE, WE GLORIFY THEE!
IN OUR RHYTHM OF EARTHLY LIFE WE TIRE OF LIGHT. WE ARE GLAD WHEN THE DAY
ENDS, WHEN THE PLAY ENDS; AND ECSTASY IS TOO MUCH PAIN.
WE ARE CHILDREN QUICKLY TIRED: CHILDREN WHO ARE UP IN THE NIGHT AND FALL
ASLEEP AS THE ROCKET IS FIRED; AND THE DAY IS LONG FOR WORK OR PLAY.
WE TIRE OF DISTRACTION OR CONCENTRATION, WE SLEEP AND ARE GLAD TO SLEEP,
CONTROLLED BY THE RHYTHM OF BLOOD AND THE DAY AND THE NIGHT AND THE SEAS
ONS.
AND WE MUST EXTINGUISH THE CANDLE, PUT OUT THE LIGHT AND RELIGHT IT;
FOREVER MUST QUENCH, FOREVER RELIGHT THE FLAME.
THEREFORE WE THANK THEE FOR OUR LITTLE LIGHT, THAT IS DAPPLED WITH SHADO
W.
WE THANK THEE WHO HAST MOVED US TO BUILDING, TO FINDING, TO FORMING AT T
HE ENDS OF OUR FINGERS AND BEAMS OF OUR EYES.
AND WHEN WE HAVE BUILT AN ALTAR TO THE INVISIBLE LIGHT, WE MAY SET THERE
ON THE LITTLE LIGHTS FOR WHICH OUR BODILY VISION IS MADE.
AND WE THANK THEE THAT DARKNESS REMINDS US OF LIGHT.
O LIGHT INVISIBLE, WE GIVE THEE THANKS FOR THY GREAT GLORY!
SWEENEY AGONISTES
((FRAGMENTS OF AN ARISTOPHANIC MELODRAMA
(ORESTES:( #YOU DON'T SEE THEM, YOU DON'T- BUT I SEE THEM:
THEY ARE HUNTING ME DOWN, I MUST MOVE ON.#
CHOEPHOROI.
#HENCE THE SOUL CANNOT BE POSSESSED OF THE DIVINE UNION,
UNTIL IT HAS DIVESTED ITSELF OF THE LOVE OF CREATED BEINGS.#
ST& JOHN OF THE CROSS.))
(((DUSTY. DORIS.())
HOW ABOUT PEREIRA?
WHAT ABOUT PEREIRA?
I DON'T CARE.
YOU DON'T CARE!
WHO PAYS THE RENT?
YES HE PAYS THE RENT
WELL SOME MEN DON'T AND SOME MEN DO
SOME MEN DON'T AND YOU KNOW WHO
YOU CAN HAVE PEREIRA
WHAT ABOUT PEREIRA?
HE'S NO GENTLEMAN, PEREIRA:
YOU CAN'T TRUST HIM!
WELL THAT'S TRUE.
HE'S NO GENTLEMAN IF YOU CAN'T TRUST HIM
AND #IF# YOU CAN'T TRUST HIM-
THEN YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT HE'S GOING TO DO.
NO IT WOULDN'T DO TO BE TOO NICE TO PEREIRA.
NOW SAM'S A GENTLEMAN THROUGH AND THROUGH.
I LIKE SAM
#I# LIKE SAM
YES AND SAM'S A NICE BOY TOO.
HE'S A FUNNY FELLOW
HE #IS# A FUNNY FELLOW
HE'S LIKE A FELLOW ONCE I KNEW.
#HE# COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH.
SAM CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH:
SAM'S ALL RIGHT
BUT PEREIRA WON'T DO.
WE CAN'T HAVE PEREIRA
WELL WHAT YOU GOING TO DO?
TING A LING LING
TING A LING LING
THAT'S PEREIRA
YES THAT'S PEREIRA
WELL WHAT YOU GOING TO DO?
TING A LING LING
TING A LING LING
THAT'S PEREIRA
WELL CAN'T YOU STOP THAT HORRIBLE NOISE?
PICK UP THE RECEIVER
WHAT'LL I SAY!
SAY WHAT YOU LIKE: SAY I'M ILL,
SAY I BROKE MY LEG ON THE STAIRS
SAY WE'VE HAD A FIRE
HELLO HELLO ARE YOU THERE?
YES THIS IS MISS DORRANCE'S #FLAT#-
OH MR& PEREIRA IS THAT YOU? HOW DO YOU DO!
OH I'M #SO# SORRY. I #AM# SO SORRY
BUT DORIS CAME HOME WITH A TERRIBLE CHILL
NO, JUST A CHILL
OH I #THINK# IT'S ONLY A CHILL
YES INDEED I HOPE SO TOO-
WELL I #HOPE# WE SHAN'T HAVE TO CALL A DOCTOR
DORIS JUST HATES HAVING A DOCTOR
SHE SAYS WILL YOU RING UP ON MONDAY
SHE HOPES TO BE ALL RIGHT ON MONDAY
I SAY DO YOU MIND IF I RING OFF NOW
SHE'S GOT HER FEET IN MUSTARD AND WATER
I SAID I'M GIVING HER MUSTARD AND WATER
ALL RIGHT, MONDAY YOU'LL PHONE THROUGH.
YES I'LL TELL HER. GOOD BYE. GOOOOOD BYE.
I'M SURE, THAT'S VERY KIND OF #YOU.#
AH-H-H
NOW I'M GOING TO CUT THE CARDS FOR TO-NIGHT.
OH GUESS WHAT THE FIRST IS
FIRST IS. WHAT IS?
THE KING OF CLUBS
THAT'S PEREIRA
IT MIGHT BE SWEENEY
IT'S PEREIRA
IT MIGHT #JUST# AS WELL BE SWEENEY
WELL ANYWAY IT'S VERY QUEER.
HERE'S THE FOUR OF DIAMONDS, WHAT'S THAT MEAN?
#READING#):( %A SMALL SUM OF MONEY, OR A PRESENT
OF WEARING APPAREL, OR A PARTY%.
THAT'S QUEER TOO.
HERE'S THE THREE. WHAT'S THAT MEAN?
%NEWS OF AN ABSENT FRIEND%.- PEREIRA!
THE QUEEN OF HEARTS!- MRS& PORTER!
OR IT MIGHT BE YOU
OR IT MIGHT BE YOU
WE'RE ALL HEARTS. YOU CAN'T BE SURE.
IT JUST DEPENDS ON WHAT COMES NEXT.
YOU'VE GOT TO #THINK# WHEN YOU READ THE CARDS,
IT'S NOT A THING THAT ANYONE CAN DO.
YES I KNOW YOU'VE A TOUCH WITH THE CARDS
WHAT COMES NEXT?
WHAT COMES NEXT. IT'S THE SIX.
%A QUARREL. AN ESTRANGEMENT. SEPARATION OF FRIENDS%.
HERE'S THE TWO OF SPADES.
THE #TWO OF SPADES!#
THAT'S THE COFFIN!!
THAT'S THE COFFIN?
OH GOOD HEAVENS WHAT'LL I DO?
JUST BEFORE A PARTY TOO!
WELL IT NEEDN'T BE YOURS, IT MAY MEAN A FRIEND.
NO IT'S MINE. I'M SURE IT'S MINE.
I DREAMT OF WEDDINGS ALL LAST NIGHT.
YES IT'S MINE. I KNOW IT'S MINE.
OH GOOD HEAVENS WHAT'LL I DO.
WELL I'M NOT GOING TO DRAW ANY MORE,
YOU CUT FOR LUCK. YOU CUT FOR LUCK.
IT MIGHT BREAK THE SPELL. YOU CUT FOR LUCK.
THE KNAVE OF SPADES.
THAT'LL BE SNOW
OR IT MIGHT BE SWARTS
OR IT MIGHT BE SNOW
IT'S A FUNNY THING HOW I DRAW COURT CARDS-
THERE'S A LOT IN THE WAY YOU PICK THEM UP
THERE'S AN AWFUL LOT IN THE WAY YOU FEEL
SOMETIMES THEY'LL TELL YOU NOTHING AT ALL
YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO ASK THEM
YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO KNOW
IT'S NO USE ASKING THEM TOO MUCH
IT'S NO USE ASKING MORE THAN ONCE
SOMETIMES THEY'RE NO USE AT ALL.
I'D LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT THAT COFFIN.
WELL I NEVER! WHAT DID I TELL YOU?
WASN'T I SAYING I ALWAYS DRAW COURT CARDS?
THE KNAVE OF HEARTS!
((#WHISTLE OUTSIDE OF THE WINDOW.#))
WELL I #NEVER#
WHAT A CO#IN#CIDENCE! CARDS ARE QUEER!
((#WHISTLE AGAIN.#))
IS THAT SAM?
OF COURSE IT'S SAM!
OF COURSE, THE KNAVE OF HEARTS #IS# SAM!
((#LEANING OUT OF THE WINDOW#)) HELLO SAM!
HELLO DEAR
HOW MANY'S UP THERE?
NOBODY'S UP HERE
HOW MANY'S DOWN THERE?
FOUR OF US HERE.
WAIT TILL I PUT THE CAR ROUND THE CORNER
WE'LL BE RIGHT UP
ALL RIGHT, COME UP.
((#TO# DORIS)) CARDS ARE QUEER.
I'D LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT THAT COFFIN.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
KNOCK
KNOCK
KNOCK
((DORIS. DUSTY. WAUCHOPE. HORSFALL.
KLIPSTEIN. KRUMPACKER.))
HELLO DORIS! HELLO DUSTY! HOW DO YOU DO!
HOW COME? HOW COME? WILL YOU PERMIT ME-
I THINK YOU GIRLS BOTH KNOW CAPTAIN HORSFALL-
WE WANT YOU TO MEET TWO FRIENDS OF OURS,
AMERICAN GENTLEMEN HERE ON BUSINESS.
MEET MR& KLIPSTEIN. MEET MR& KRUMPACKER.
HOW DO YOU DO
HOW DO YOU DO
I'M VERY PLEASED TO MAKE YOUR ACQUAINTANCE
EXTREMELY PLEASED TO BECOME ACQUAINTED
SAM- I SHOULD SAY LOOT SAM WAUCHOPE
OF THE CANADIAN EXPEDITIONARY FORCE-
THE LOOT HAS TOLD US A LOT ABOUT YOU.
WE WERE ALL IN THE WAR TOGETHER
KLIP AND ME AND THE CAP AND SAM.
YES WE DID OUR BIT, AS YOU FOLKS SAY,
I'LL TELL THE WORLD WE GOT THE HUN ON THE RUN
WHAT ABOUT THAT POKER GAME? EH WHAT
SAM?
WHAT ABOUT THAT POKER GAME IN BORDEAUX.
YES MISS DORRANCE YOU GET SAM
TO TELL ABOUT THAT POKER GAME IN BORDEAUX.
DO YOU KNOW LONDON WELL, MR& KRUMPACKER?
NO WE NEVER BEEN HERE BEFORE
WE HIT THIS TOWN LAST NIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND I CERTAINLY HOPE IT WON'T BE THE LAST TIME.
YOU LIKE LONDON, MR& KLIPSTEIN?
DO WE LIKE LONDON? DO WE LIKE LONDON!
DO WE LIKE LONDON!! EH WHAT KLIP?